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I now associate The Chain with ofmd in the same highly emotional way that I associate Somebody to Love with good omens, and it's seriously very weird in both cases
#im listening to it while i do homework#just because i am too obsessed with ofmd atm and too overly stressed with my work that i literally cannot bring myself to focus at all#this song is literally the only thing keeping me on track mentally and emotionally right now#i am so close to falling back into an overwhelmed state despair and dread so overwhelming that it turns almost apathetic#i really cant afford that rn#i need the motivation this singular beat is giving me#i need to will myself forward#ofmd#good omens#fleetwood mac#queen
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help a trans disabled chinese guy survive
hey! been a little bit. i've been extremely busy these past few weeks w work & freelance stuff. you'd think that i'd be alright financially w all the stuff i'm doing but the cost of living here is so high that i'm still flat broke.
tldr i need cash for rides to & from work + groceries. anything helps!
c4sh4pp: $seacucumbers
v3nmo: @/seacucumbers
p4ypal: paypal.me/jirachis
rbs appreciated. stay safe yall
#lesbian#lgbt#mutual aid#i really hate doing this bc i cant rlly offer anything in return rn but i literally cannot afford to get to work rn
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hey so i have literally less than 10 bucks in the bank rn so id super appreciate it if anyone could either contact me abt a commission, or donate to my ko-fi so i don't accidentally dip in the red .o.
#cyspeaks#im already really grateful to anyone who has donated#but i definitely need the money rn >.>;;#genuinely please get a comm if you can bc that weighs a lot better on my conscience. if u cant afford it that's also ok
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hey im really sorry to do this but i have literally no other choice, my phone service got shut off because i didnt have enough money to pay my bill ($55) and i cant really afford to not have phone access for a week until i get paid again... if anyone is able to help me out id really appreciate it ๐
id like to be able to use my phone and make calls and all that. i need to be able to use my bus fare for work and receive texts and i really dont feel safe being out of the house without it :( i have one dollar to my name until next week, if youre able to throw anything my way at all itll help a lot
vnm: tobias_leviathan
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr
#i feel like crying rn i cant call anyone to ask for help i really can only make a post like this ๐ญ#i WAS very much in the negatives for a while. i was lucky enough to receive a comm that covered that completely#but now i only have one dollar and my phone bill was due yesterday#i can't afford to wait a WHOLE WEEK to get texts ๐ญ i need to stay in contact with one of my coworkers bc they give me rides#ughhhhhhhh and i have to wake up for work in like an hour this sucks im trying not to freak out
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Hi everyone! It sucks to be doing this but I'm currently in a bad situation; I'm couch homeless and unemployed. I am actively applying and interviewing for real jobs, however, I need money in the meantime (currently have $62 in my bank account and multiple bills that need to be paid soon).
I'm starting art commissions to help pay for bills! Please DM if interested! I also have tips open on kofi if anyone wants to help that way.
For fanart, I'll do any and every fandom (even ones I'm not in or knowledgeable on). I'm most familiar with Winx Club, DC comics, marvel comics, disney movies, asoue, narnia, and tgcf, but again, I'll do anything!
Please rb if you see this! All help is extremely appreciated right now!!
#art#artists on tumblr#art commissions#commissions open#ik these prices are considered underpricing but i cant really afford to price myself generously rn#the housing situation is also... not pleasant so im trying to get out as fast as possible :')#winx club#palia#tagging my main fandoms just for visibility!
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Yes I could definitely search this on my own but does anybody know anything about facial hair transplants for ftm affirming surgeries??? I grow some hair but not a lot and I know that they can do hair regrowth surgeries on scalps n things so I assume there's something that can be done to help facial hair growth??? Or at home stuff I could try. I know minoxidil hasn't been approved to be used on the face but I have tried it a little, I'm not super consistent with it and ik it's more meant to bring back hair that was prev. there n I never previously could grow hair on my face. Idk !! My biggest transition goals ever since I knew I was trans was to get top surgery and have my name/gender marker changed, and now that it's over I've started to look into other things I think I'd like. Idk ! If anybody had any input, or sites I could check out I wld rlly appreciate it!!! Or if anyone just wants to DM and talk about transition stuff I would love that. Or u can send asks abt it. Whatever is cool
#i really want to connect personally with more trans ppl n kinda have like a support network#which js why im posting this instead of just googling#but ill do that too#i have very briefly looked into it but j cant afford to do much rn anyway money is tight#mine#rambles#ftm nsft#t4t nsft#queer nsft#trans nsft#ftm sub#mlm nsft#ftm punk#ftm#ftm bottom#ftm t4t#ftm ns/fw#ftm puppy#female to male#transmasc#trans man#trans ns/fw#transgender#trans#lgbtq#lgbtq community#lgbt nsft#lgbtqia#lgbt pride#top surgery
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ough i wanna draw so bad but my arms are virtually Unusable... too much lifting and hauling... in other news i felt True and Intense Pining today for the soft, delightful, tiny pig beanie baby in a diner gift shop. she was a wonderful pink with a lovely purple nose...
#and make no mistake the strong emotion i felt was indeed pining. longing. Yearning.#gazed lovingly at her for a solid ten seconds in the checkout line#i will think of her often and fondly#leaving the diner without her Hurt Me. but i cant afford a new friend rn </3#still i am sitting by the bright window and playing rain sounds while looking outside in anguish#alas... we were two ships passing in the night....#absolutely unprompted#ough but really though i have to rest like. my entire arms on my desk#even just typing is making me take minecraft damage#Still I Am Going To Attempt Writing Because Now That The Work Is Done I Am Very Bored#maybe ill write some human au! i have Scene Ideas for it!#or ill continue to workshop lights out#probably work on act three... i cant decide which direction to go in with it#it'll end up in the same place for act four But. the road there... which turn will i make them take....#depends on how mean im feeling. theres the kind version. the distressed version. and the anguish version#knowing Me i will probably choose the anguish version as the au's canon!
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Save me 5th doctor/Ainley master figure set,,,save me ,,,
#theres one in my local antique shop and i cannae afford it rn#im saving up for it but if i save up and its gone i will b livid#im so ill over this show im sorry#most other fandoms im in r really nromal and alot of doctor who fans r silly w it so i feel i can be craxt#craxy#i cant type... apologies#fifth doctor#ainley!master
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Please Help!!
i really hesitate to make this post bc it's the end of the year and everyone is strapped for money but the past several months have just been slowly getting more and more overwhelming for the things we need to fix.
We've been driving around in a car with the back windows we can't even roll up (one is held up by duct tape and the other is now slipped off the track that we can't even pull it up at this point) and trying to save up money to fix the windows, and a small oil leak.
Two months ago we had to turn off the water to the kitchen sink bc underneath is rusted through and it needs replaced. We're doing dishes in the bathtub with a hair catcher because we can't use the dishwasher.
A few days ago, one of the back tires went flat because the wall has rotted and we have no spare. I need to go to work, but bc of my disability, I have a job that only has me work maybe twice a month. I get *maybe* 200$ a month and I don't currently have government assistance. It's been impossible for us to save anything to fix anything and it keeps snowballing. At this point we are worried how to even get food.
I'm stressed. My wife is stressed. If anyone could spare even a couple dollars so we can replace the back two tires on the car so I could go to work, I would be eternally grateful.
Reblogs are deeply appreciated.
paypal.me/kabegami
#im really sorry to have to make this post but im genuinely at my wits end#i cant afford (physically) to get another job to save money even tho i want to#please only donate if you can afford it obviously#the car is the biggest issue rn but the sink is really wearing on our mental health#the literal broken window of the house is like the least of a priority bc theres just. so much rn.#2/3 of the sinks in the house aren't functioning and one of them we have to park a radiator in front of in the winter#two years ago the furnace died and the pipes burst and completely eradicated all savings we had#we just. need a little break. just a little help#donation post#signal boost#please please just reblog if nothing else
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cat needs to go to the vet again. I am on my hands and knees begging for a break pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
#he's been off his food since friday#ive tried him w different brands of wet foods#different foods like tuna and ham etc#he eats a few bites and then stops#he is so hungry he's being so annoying bc he wants food but then wont eat it#i think his teeth are hurting#he has FIV and that can come along w tooth decay which he like definitely has bc he has barely any teeth left#he's been on a soft food diet for a while now which was working really well until Friday#i think his teeth have gotten. worse. which is not good for my boy and also not good for my bank balance#like how do i afford cat dentistry as someone who cant work. the math isnt mathing#he's getting so many cuddles and cat yogurts rn tho i feel so bad for him#there's also the question of if his teeth need pulling is he even strong enough to go under anesthesia#like i said. FIV + he is a senior kitty now#he's my baby boy tho#im so fucking stressed this cat better rally#dogbunni diary log
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I DIDN'T KNOW YOU MADE COUNTERCLAIM THAT'S FANTASTIC ngl one of the main draws of buying a physical copy of the zine was because I literally wanted a physical copy of the game.
Yeah, Counterclaim was something I originally created for my game design course last year! Harp (@cryzono) and I polished it into a finished product, with help playtesting from the other mods/contributors and lots of help in the final product specifically from Magnolia, the formatting mod.
I'm so glad people are excited - I'm really proud of how it turned out!!
#i am REALLY really excited to own a physical copy of a game i made. its such a dream of mine#talk to the mod#asks#aparticularbandit#if you cant afford the game + zine rn harp and i have talked about making just the printable sheets available for purchase after leftovers!#and eventually itll end up on my own patreon that i use for making games if all goes well
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dreading moving back home but vibrating out of my skin to be able to get back to boxing
#i could reup for a month here but ive psyched myself out fhdjs#like its been 2 weeks since i last went and i think w how inconsistent i am about food rn ill end up skipping classes#which i cant really afford yk. oh well! i miss it though god i love boxing its so hot and iconic and feels so good forever#wish i had the depth perception n general coordination to do it as a proper sport but whatever we move
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Despite just getting her bakery, Elowen still feels like something is missing. Between her fears of the bakery not going well and now...a negative pregnancy test, Elowen is scared her dreams won't come true.
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pumpkin?!
#</3#listen she cant really afford kids rn#i had to cheat for the bakery ok#not too much tho#ts4#ts4 legacy#sims 4#sims 4 legacy#s4 legacy#tjolc#save: tjol#tjol: elowen brady#tjolgen1
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want kitty to aid my mental health but pet fee at my apartment is $300 ๐
#while im unable to attend any therapy or anything#i think having something to care for and love on would aid me in not killing myself#but i just cant afford the pet fee rn#i can afford everything else thats fine but the pet fee is very large#and it sucks#bc like having something to live for thats real and tangible would be nice#bc i love my sister but she doesn't really need me#i want something to depend on me so i have an obligation to stay alive and healthy#if that makes sense#monnie rambles
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me adding another work to my marked for later list knowing damn well i have 24 pages of works marked for later and i NEVER check them
#mmm good soup#fanfic recs are always welcome#i WILL put them on the marked for later tab#i really cant afford to be picky but also#im not feeling this rn#(said to the last 6 fanfics i came across that sounded promising)#ao3#fanfic#splookie.txt#JUST GIVE ME THE GOOD SHIT AO3#i dont know WHAT i want but i want it#NOW!!!
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being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED
#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right?????#this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh.#when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like#two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that#time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore#is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and#when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up#and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not#that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on#listening. if that makes sense#IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive#like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!!#idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that#im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy.#epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane ๐
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