#im being neurodivergent on main... sorry....

[velomono]

Random select !

[vaggieslefteye]

CHARLIE MAGNE from HAZBIN HOTEL (2019): Pilot - "That's Entertainment" ↳ "So, I've been thinking: Isn't there a more humane way to hinder overpopulation here in Hell? Perhaps we can create an alternative way to change souls through... redemption?"

[batemanofficial]

aren't we tired. aren't we all tired

[punmster]

having an existential crisis because I finally cracked and searched up a summary for Manacled and found out one of the DMSMG alternate endings (which I've changed before this) is like. kinda similar to it??

[chaoticfvckingdisaster]

yk it kinda fucking sucks when the people you saw as family bearly see you as a good acquaintance

[abnomi]

IDK if i was the first to notice this or not but i havent seen anyone talk about this before!! i love going crazy over colors and now is my Chance.

something subtle but notable about Ralph's design is how he has a teal undershirt. (debatably turquoise or green or something, but it is teal in this post..sorry green/turquoise truthers...)

i wondered for a bit why exactly that was a feature of his design, as it stood out to me for some reason; its a contrasting color to red, his main color, of course, so i brushed it off as an accent.

upon further inspection, however, what does that mean with the knowledge we have of him wanting to be good? or about who he shares a connection with?

green/blue is generally known to symbolize goodness, as its the opposing color to red, a color that can represent evil or danger depending on its context.

as you can see here, this crude caricature of Ralph is lacking that extra pop of color; the nicelanders dont see the good inside of him, only seeing the external deep red hues :-(

it doesnt end there, though. which character in this film is represented by a certain teal color?

someone Ralph carries close to his heart, someone who helped define his personhood and who he is internally. that spunky racer girl who relied on him just as he relied on her. not just a glitch, but Vanellope.

Vanellope represents someone who is able to accept herself and grow stronger because of it, and in exploring her own identity, Ralph took a journey of his own alongside her. she's a figure of love, passion, and resistance. taking this into account, her main color symbolizes the same.

we can also see bits of red in Vanellope's design!

interestingly, the main spots we see it in are her licorice hair tie, the stitches and strings of her hoodie, and the bottom of her shoes.

now i could be overanalyzing this a bit, but each of these features have something in common: they're all used for support. the tie supports her hair, the threads keep her hoodie together, and her shoes let her run around and be a kid safely. yeah, she made all of those by herself on her own terms, but Ralph supports her too, right? shes the heart and hes the practicality.

not to mention the MEDALS OHHH the medals. beware ⚠️🚨 im going to overanalyze this like crazy ok let me be neurodivergent about this

all three of these medals have differences that could mean a variety of different things. I'll break each one down individually:

Vanellope's gift

handmade with love, the medal itself is teal (if we ignore the brown underside). as stated before, teal implies love and resistance. this is also quite obvious due to the gift being heart-shaped.

relating to that last point, notice how he wears it close to his chest? it's practically a second heart to him! what else is close to his chest? TEAL UNDERSHIRT. wow!!! so that love was there with him the whole time!

the ribbon itself is pink, not blue or red like traditional medals. this is less significant, i will admit, but i find it nice how its so simple yet defies what a "real" medal is meant to look like, ESPECIALLY in relation to Ralph's expectations as to what a medal should be.

Hero's medal

It's a reflective gold, something that hypnotized Ralph immediately upon being greeted with it (kind of like a certain racer heeheheehoo)... this is all pretty obvious; gold is for winners, and supposedly, only heros can be winners.

something a little less obvious, though, is the blue of his ribbon. so, why is it blue, specifically? now, this isn't teal, this is more of a royal blue. something similar to Felix's palette... a hero. Ralph treats goodness as something attainable, love as transactional. it's not real, it's not genuine. he wears this symbol of heroism without truly EARNING it.

The cake

notice how the ribbon around his neck is red in this imaginary scene? the medal designed for Felix and his wins? his contrasting color? on Ralph, it's almost indistinguishable from his shirt because he isn't supposed to wear it. it wasn't created with him in mind.

ok ok just one more thing. ☝️ Turbo and Ralph parallel with their color schemes.

red as a color carries a dual meaning. on one hand, it can mean passion, love, adrenaline and strength. on the other hand, it could represent evil, malicious intentions, a warning, something dangerous. both Ralph and Turbo share red in their palettes; something to note, Turbo lacks any cool colors.

Ralph is seen as evil when he is truly anything but evil. the red makes him a bigger target considering his position, but this red relates to him internally on a more positive level. its his strength, what keeps his softer core safe. above his teal undershirt.

Turbo is seen as this intense fireball who's just passionate about racing, a little tough guy who just wants to have fun. we all know that this isn't the case. he is dangerous, he is a cautionary tale, a warning and simultaneously a threat.

considering how much as the two parallel each other, its no surprise that they share a color, one that can be interpreted in so many ways. one that ultimately means the reverse for their roles.

[thurio-edau]

SBG GANG MENTAL ANALYSIS

yup, him for part two. funny thing despite Aiden being my favourite character I'm most excited for the other three posts I'll make, especially the last one. there's a lot to unpack here so

also im writing this with a migraine pls read it-

Part 2: Aiden Clark

ah, yes. the obviously-mentally-ill from the start fan favourite Aiden Clark. let's go.

first, I want to start with something I find really important about his character, what makes him heavily mischaracterized in the fandom. the 'psychopath' cliche.

the terms 'psychopath', 'insane' and 'unstable' are often confused with each other due to media stereotypes, such as Aiden here. one, he is not a psychopath. psychopath literally means a self-centered person who lacks sympathy, affection and care; making them far from most other characters in their franchise. their lack of sympathy/empathy often makes them criminalized, here

disturbing content warning, for an example of a psychopath.

let's take Gressil from Homesick for example since a lot of SBG readers also read Homesick. so, here, Gressil is a perfect example of an actual psychopath. his lack of empathy makes him torment others, he's very self-centered. and when asked why he's doing this? he says he was bored. let's look at Aiden here. what does Aiden do when bored? probably dumb ideas or annoy Tyler. not torturing people for fun. Aiden is just a boy who likes thrills, but he has a sense of empathy, care and justice.

you wanna see a psychopathic Aiden?? the canvas is it

(our local Logan hater is publishing the canvas eps go checc beachy out)

but that's him, not our Aiden. canvas does not equal originals y'all

alright, now since we got that cleared out!! firstly, ADHD.

I think everyone in the fandom is already aware that Aiden is ADHD but I'm still going to talk about it just like Ashlyn's autism. Red has also said that she wrote Aiden with ADHD in mind but hadn't canonically confirmed anyone as neurodivergent. let's start with the main symptoms of ADHD, also known as Attention Decifit and Hyperactivity Disorder.

I know about 5 different ADHD people myself and did some research, it probably won't be extremely accurate since I'm not ADHD myself, but I'll try to do whatever I can. first with the AD part, Attention Decifit.

now as seen, he doesn't exactly have any problems with theorizing itself. but the problem is that his attention just goes away easily.

i mean cmon bro was making memes on the job

he tries to do work, but can't. he has a low attention span which makes him not able to concentrate. he can't keep it up for long, he'll get distracted or bored too easily about things that doesn't interest in specially.

it's just distracting. what his attention is on constantly changes, there's more to that after the ADHD part but we're here for now.

the hyperactivity... it's a lot more apparent. but I should explain the insane-unstable thing before that.

insane means that someone's mental health is not in an okay situation, where it prevents the person from thinking normally, acting rationally, very often found together with delusions. the person is seriously mentally ill where it might count as a disability.

unstable, however, where someone is prone to psychiatric problems, has moodswings etc. they're not exactly the most sane person, but they aren't insane either. Aiden here, obviously falls on the unstable side. maybe just a little bit insane if you squint. this will be brought up later too, but it mixed well with his hyperactivity too.

and as we all know, our boy isn't exactly the most stable person. (sorry for the collages, but since there is a tumblr picture limit i have to keep on collaging. yes i learnt from the last time) his hyperactivity mixes with his unstable mindset which makes him incresingly vulnerable to danger- which he likes. from when the first shift happened, he's been really careless about stuff but it's been all about his love for thrill.

and it irritates Tyler, too.

the main subplot about his character is that he's a person of excitement. guess what? ADHD people like the excitement, they like new things, they like the adrenaline and thrill. now, Aiden's main characteristic of being unstable mixed with ADHD makes him an even more reckless person. another thing mixing with the hyperactivity, is boundaries.

this part will mostly be about Ashlyn since the boundary issue only happens with her.

I talked about this on Ashlyn's side on my Ashlyn analysis, now it's time for Aiden's side.

he's really annoying to her at first. Ashlyn is someone with lots of boundaries, like high walls. and who tries to climb them with his dumbass? Aiden of course.

she kept rejecting his efforts to befriend her for some time, until the night they stole the jeep. then she managed to actually bring the walls down, and accept them all into her life. but damn was she blunt.

felt that honestly

and Aiden understands her that night, too.

Ashlyn was hesistant to hug him, yes, he was aware. but she still did which made him realize she was also trying. i have to tell you, people with ADHD and people with autism either have trouble getting along, or go perfectly well. my ADHD sibling for example, I have to push them away for a lot and tell them to lower their voice. but once they remember my boundaries it actually becomes a normal, even pleasant hangout. which, Aiden realizes and tries to get along with. he tries.

seeing his efforts on her boundaries makes something click in her mind. and she starts to be a lot nicer when they hang out in the arcade.

Aiden eventually learns and remembers what she's like and what she loves to do. he already tried to watch her ballet sessions once -got slammed-, he's been to her room where he remembered the mat from and her fighting makes it obvious. I'm sure he knew he'd get cooked by betting that. but he still did,

because he knew it'd interest her. which he succeeded, he saw her smile again. the arcade day went great until Barron and his gang pulled up, but if we ignore that part it all went well. Aiden started to understand and respect her boundaries.

anyways then Tyler fucking dies

he knows that Ashlyn feels guilty. Aiden wants to comfort her through it, but also do it correctly. without going over any boundaries. which makes him really,

really,

really surprised when she responds.

also including this pannel cause its hilarious

here we see that he's still trying. hell, I'm sure he spent minutes thinking if he should come close physically to help her. that's probably why he just nudged her softly before anything else. he's not used to it, he has to conciously make an effort to not cross said boundaries. keeping his voice lower, try to not be so reckless, not doing anything physically close unless she reciprocates. wow how i wish another someone i knew irl tried that hard instead of blaming it on me cOUGH COUGH COUGH

also other small things to include

he's yapping a lot

he has a comically large amount of puzzles in his backpack for one single trip

and sticks his head into lamps for some reason

but that's just Aiden and his little neurodivergent brain for ya.

now the part I wanted to get to the most.

Borderline Personality Disorder.

first, what is Borderline Personality Disorder?

shortened as BPD, borderline is when someone's mood is inconsistent and swinging. think of it's name; the person's mental state is in the border, in the border line, switching up fastly. the most easily understood and common type is when the person goes from a depression to a happy state. but no matter which state they are in and/or go to, one thing stays the same: it is unstable.

one thing about borderline is that it is frequently mixed with bipolar. however bipolar is a neurodivengercy which means it is what someone is born with and cannot be changed. but borderline is obtained later in life. it usually happens with depression. bipolar is much more random and the episodes last longer in comparison. it may last up to hours, and the person's memory might have trouble remembering their episodes. borderline, on the other hand, is a short-lived mood swing.

now here. here's the catch; people with BPD during mood swings can have reckless behaviour, suicidal thoughts -in his case as far as we know, lowered sense of protecting himself- or a loss of understanding danger. sounds familiar?

borderline's recklessness and dangerousness, sometimes self-destructive acts combines with ADHD's love for thrill and excitement, combined with Aiden's own personality all make up for a great condition of instability.

Aiden's behaviour constantly goes crazy, I think his most frequent mood swing might be his normal self (at least, as normal as he could be) to this more maniac way of acting. I noticed it from his eyes, when he's in a more calm-ish normal state his pupils are a bit more dilated. in the pictures above, you can clearly see that he's still in the episode; filled with the adrenaline, the unstable way of thinking.

but, what causes that? surely a mental illness such as borderline doesn't happen on it's own.

right?

cause it didn't.

it never works that way.

but it can get better.

eventually.

but what happened to him?

personally, as much as a large amounnt of people seems to believe it's something like family abuse I don't think so. maybe neglect, maybe withdrawal, maybe maybe. but we've seen his parents. I don't think they would hurt him like that. I can't put any more pictures, but this is the last part anyway. his parents seem to be kind and gentle, despite that picture in his house. I'm thinking the picture was only for the dramatic effect. his parents said that he used to be really calm and quiet during Lily's birthday, and both Aiden and Ben seem comfortable around them. they were happy taking Ben in too, any kind of abusive parent wouldn't do that at least that's what I believe. also there is that Aiden got serious and concerned when he learnt that their parents were also in the facility, most likely worried for his own as you would have thought.

there was a post that I've been trying to find for like half an hour, I commented on it but I can't find the post now. the person talked about their own theory. if I remember correctly it was that when Aiden was depressive as a child, his parents took him to a thrilling activity like the ones he's been talking about (bungee-jumping, skydiving etc.) and the thrill made him actually get excited. which is why his parents allowed him to go even more reckless, because they are aware of how prone their son could be to the depression.

what happened? let's ignore the parents factor. someone can have a loving family and still be traumatized, someone can be taken care of and still feel abandoned, someone can never have confronted a situation they are terrified of.

one of my theories is that, the loneliness. it must get to a child heavily considering children need to not be left alone, but Aiden was. he didn't have any actual friends since they always moved from one place to another from his parents' business, and they might have not had enough time to make for him (which I believe is bullshitting, every child deserves to be taken some time out for. some people quit their jobs entirely for their child.) and be unaware, and that doesn't change that he was still depressed and alone. his depressive state was seemingly before Ben was taken in. now here one thing with borderline, at least from my experience, is faking actions. smiles, laughs, friendships, conversations... almost as if there's two different lives; one fake, and one real. you keep on switching, you keep on swinging between the sides where you're yourself and where you're just mimicking 'normal human behaviour'.

it starts from faking a happy state during their depression, and by time you're faking it it becomes an automatic adition to your personality. to your mind. once it furthers, it becomes the disorder. Aiden we see is always smiling. it becomes a habit that only breaks sometimes. now, I'm not saying his smile is fake- I think his face is literally just stuck like that. it breaks ever so slightly sometimes. fake it till ya make it yanno? that kind of thing. and when he swings from his calm mood to his borderline-d mood, his pupils get small and his smile gets worse. noticably worse. I'll be rereading the series (AGAIN) and this time look at all the small details since Red loves putting them and I love theorizing so

which, wraps up the Aiden thing! im actually really proud of how i could put my thoughts into text which i never could. i'd love any additions because i love other opinions as well.

and you know what? im glad Ash and Ai are out of the place because the rest are what I'm actually looking forward to >:)

...and i should sleep. really.

(wow sorry yall i finished this hours ago and said 'alright reread to make sure its good before sleep' and fell asleep through it lol sorry for 4 hour delay ig)

(leaving for school rn see yall 8 hours later 🫡)

[mcytblrconfessions]

I gotta b a little hater for a sec uhm the guys that 2020 brought into fandom spaces but ESPECIALLY mcyt are so annoying im sorry </3 but they are NOT prepared for fandom culture I miss when I could post about my loser ships on main and not have to turn off asks afterwards bc I'll get screamed at and threatened :(

And the catering that some ccs (cough jack manifold cough) do to those people is painful :/ like u are actively making the fandom space worse by having a community that feels safe being mean to people

Also the mcyt community has been SO heavily neurodivergent people for so long but since 2020 I've seen such an uptick in ableism and chat. Chat I'm a hater I'm such a hater.

[dazzlerdrawer]

This is my new pinned! Basically, the same as before but updated

I'm online a bit and go by a few names; mainly Dazzle or Geotryx Nauzelle. I am a rat and own a rat army. This is my art blog, including my original works, animations, and fan content. I also reblog sometimes, but that's mostly set aside for my @dazzlereblogs account.  Thanks for checking out my blog!

Feel free to ask me anything, and if you want, have me draw your oc or requested character! Also feel free to tag me in things or send me cool posts :3

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Do not steal, trace, repost, or edit my art. Be respectful towards my art and art content. If you do not like, do not engage. (If its problematic, that's different; lmk.) Do not remove my signature, mice/rats, or claim as your own. If you do any of the above, then that is stealing. Don't steal from me. If you'd like to use my art, please ask!!! (And tell me... what you want to do with it??) Im a small artist and I like being small. Please, do not take my work and put it all over the internet. Some of my works say, 'DO NOT REPOST', but no matter them saying that or not, DON'T REPOST IT. If you still decide to be an annoying douchebag, then credit me. Link to my blog. Link to the original post. Or don't be a douchebag.

My Tags

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BLORBOS

Keaya Alberich

Izutsumi

Slideshow of my blorbos and favs (PDF/sorry gifs) (update later)

NOTE: Razzle Dazzle or Razz-Ma-Tazz is (one of) my cats :3

NOTE: sfw content! 

NOTE: My fan-content is for entertainment purposes and non-profit only. If it is unwanted by the original creator, then please notify me so I can remove works and discontinue. 

NOTE: I use my block button

NOTE: I don't like terfs. I don't like aphobes. I don't like islamphobes. I don't like queerphobes. I think therians are awesome. I pray for the freedom of Palestine. Trans people are amazing. Neurodivergent people are beautiful in every way.

NOTE: I make mistakes. Feel free to lmk

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[acinongalli]

Haiii, welcome to my blog! This is where the cutest enby fox loser in the world goes hog wild and does whatever they wants :3

check back every once and a while, this post gets updated :3

Some quick info about me:

•I'm 18 years old

•I'm bisexual/pansexual, and enby/fluid

•I'm polyamorous

•I'm part of a system (DID)

•I consider myself a very accepting, loving person to anyone who spends time with me.

•I am autistic, and do struggle with depression, self-doubt, and anxiety.

My blog has no set purpose, so expect anything to appear on here, from cute cartoon discussion, to hornyposts, to social issues, to roleplay, and everything in-between. Im truly an angel fallen to extreme lust. I'll try to tag as best as I can, but noone is perfect. I do not support racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, anti-poly talk, or religious extremists. Try it on me and you'll feel pure enby fox fury.

Asks are always welcome, though sending hate will result in being ignored and I may turn off anon asks for a while. Both sfw and nsfw asks are encouraged, and I'll answer most anything. Please talk to me, I beg you.

If you want to talk with other parts of my system, we are happy to meet you. Two of us have their own blogs, @ashe-is-a-fox and @rae-the-succubus. They dont post as often as I do, but they are active nonetheless. The rest of the system will  talk through any of the 3 accounts, we just are the main ones.

2 of us are currently dating the amazing @angelwithmajordaddyissues , check their blog out sometime! I personally am also dating @thnx-cul8ter @lavender-flowergarden and @space-rocc ! They are so amazing and you should go see their blogs!

I also share a blog with some of my bestest friends, over at @the-mountain-cabin! We have lots of fun there. If you want any of my other socials, dont be afraid to ask. My DMs are always open to people :3.

Also find me on Mastodon, Bluesky, and Discord .galli2.

With that, I think I've said everything I wanted to, so see you around!

.......

also have a nsfw blog @galli-is-fucking-horny... too scared to put it in main post though.. feel free to fuck me there..

Who's ready for a lot of pictures in a slideshow?!

^a post with info on my neurodivergency^

you may visualize me like this, my darlings.. ehe..

here's my pronouns page, if you really want to know me.

ask game in progress.

[jyakkopotto-saddo-gaaru]

「ただお前は孤独な一匹さ

その声を聞かせてくれ」

important: please tag any posts with young children (<11) explicitly shown being hurt with #rock don't look. mentions / implications are fine, and its okay if you forget sometimes!!!

hi. you can call me rock. or beffy ig. my pronouns are it/he/they, i prefer it or he

i am also a minor.

(box by @/lgbtq-userboxes)

(by @lillie-of-the-valley)

(userbox by MEEEEEE :3)

(blinkie by @hiddencircus)

(@milaxan7)

in gendered languages, flip a coin!! i'm acespec, and have no romantic or sexual attraction. i still make sex jokes sometimes tho

(layout by @cruelestcolor here)

I WOULD LIKE TO BETA READ !!!!!! reach out to me through dms or asks and I'll see if i can!

i am verrrry neurodivergent. just super off-the-wall audhd depressed apathetic sad boy who probably has several other conditions unbeknownst to it

list of sideblogs here

#my personal heritage posts - means posts that shaped my psyche

#and then the queue queued everywhere - queue tag (i might forget)

#bam !! band - my prsk oc unit!! i might call it bamu or b!b sometimes

#i speak - my posts. they usually are funny

#it speaks - asks

#urgurg - vents, i almost never make these

#writes boobily - my writing in any capacity. poems, fics, just little cute stories, just little sad stories, any of it

uuuhhhh ask me if you need me to tag anything specific! I'll try to remember and i almost always tag tws but if i forget im sorry!!!

the fandoms i interact with are:

utdr (a lot but less recently)

in stars and time (often)

omori

everhood(sometimes)

vocaloid

pjsk (my main fandom at this point)

bandori (if anyone posts about it ever)

ddlc

bsd

other stuff sometimes

favorite characters:

Minori Hanasato (pjsk)

Mizuki Akiyama (pjsk)

Mirabelle (isat)

Siffrin (isat)

Kris Dreemurr (deltarune)

Noelle Holiday (deltarune)

Sayori (ddlc)

Tomori Takamatsu (bandori)

Kasumi Toyama (bandori)

Anon Chihaya (bandori)

Atsushi Nakajima (bsd)

+ more but lets not get into that

stuff i like but they aren't really fandoms:

music

writing

art

funny stuff (shitposts)

dni if:

you're racist,

xenophobic,

homophobic,

transphobic,

ace/arophobic,

exclusionist,

sexist,

a terf,

you call yourself a "proshipper" or "antishipper" (we dont do that here)

a "MAP" supporter,

just a jerk.

okay anyway, just ask me random questions, important or no. i'm desperate for parasocial interaction.

pjsk id: 491248862040817667 (tell me if it doesn't work. feel free to friend me! if you feel weird doing that you can ask to be friends through my inbox or smth i like playing w ppl oUo)

en id 3 (the other one disappeared in the storm /j i just wont use it for a good while lol): 543507235729326088

JP id (1): 527547982754889730 (i use this one most often)

my ao3 is a-rock-nothing-else, and I have exactly two(2) fic.

(ps, I WELCOME BLORBOTAGGING. even on vent posts lol. and if i ever make you uncomfy, please tell me and ill change my behavior accordingly!!)

「ただお前は孤高の一匹さ 今だ、通り越してゆけ」

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Hey, um, this feels like a silly question that I should have seen the answer on here somewhere for, but...

What is your opinion on self diagnosing autism?

I really want to seek a formal diagnosis because there are so many signs that I'm autistic; I've taken every single test you've linked on your blog with really high scores, I've realised a lot of common autistic experiences are things that I've had that I just thought I was insane for, and that having so many sensitivities when it comes to food and textures and smells and lights and things not always being exactly as I think they should be isn't just....a thing that I go through, by myself, that I can't get over because I'm not trying hard enough- that other people struggle with the same things all the time, but they have autism and that's something I could never even consider that I might have too until other people asked me because they thought I did.

I'm sorry for going on- all this is to say, I do want a formal diagnosis, but because I'm trans/autonomy is a concern if I were diagnosed, and because how hard it might be to even get one since I don't have anyone around from my childhood to attest to how I was when I was young, I don't know if it's even something I can or should do. At the very least, it would take years for me to get to a place where I could pursue it.

I've been agonizing and doing so much research over the past several months, and I'm so so sure, but I'm also really afraid of diagnosing myself with it, let alone communicating that to the people close to me. I don't want to be one of those yucky people who lie about having autism. All I want is to feel like it's okay to seek community with people who experience the world more similarly to me, and like I'm allowed to ask for resources and utilize things that I need to function better in day to day life without unrightfully claiming something that I might not actually have.

So, um, I just wondered, what do you think about self diagnosis, as someone with autism? Is it wrong to do it- is it wrong that I've even thought about it? I don't know what's okay at all, and I really feel terrible about even thinking I could.

Thank you for taking the time to read this even though I drabble on.

Hi there,

Im not a doctor or a professional, but I’m completely okay with self diagnose as long as you do the proper research. (Not looking things up on TikTok or anything like that. I know there’s some actual neurodivergent there trying to help, but I think it’s filled with so much misinformation than information.

I was diagnosed in 2009, but I I was diagnosed with Aspergers before it was changed into Autism Spectrum Disorder.

And it’s completely up to you if you want to a official diagnosis. Some people find it helpful, other not too much. If you want to try to get an official diagnosis, then you need to find a good psychiatrist/psychologist (I don’t know which one diagnoses disorders).

But that might be a but hard.

Sorry for rambling there. My main point is you can definitely diagnose yourself if you do correct resources and some symptoms that you think you have.

I hope this answer your question. Thank you for the inbox. I hope you have a wonderful day/night. ♥️

[f4t4l1ty]

Intro post

Hello. My name is Travis. Or Mitch. This is my main blog.

Im neurodivergent and queer.

You may also know me as the son of @hisbrunetteroots and @cocokittiez . (Sorry dads but you're being tagged now love youuu)

I use all and any MASCULINE PRONOUNS. I prefer not to be called they/them but I don't mind if you do call me such.

Im kind of nervous. If you reach out to me I'll probably respond but I'm also terrified of everyone so you might not get much energy at first. I warm up eventually! I can come off as rude sometimes but it's never my intention. Unless you're a bigot. I hate bigots.

I swear a lot. I also say slurs I can reclaim, sometimes. I really love my gay dads and I will talk about them more often than not.

I am a sad being who lives in the bog. My blog will occasionally have vents. feel free to ignore those. I don't mind.

My blog is a mess. Don't look too far into it. Unless you want to. I don't care.

If you are my ex, DNI.

DNI if you use queer slurs as a straight person.

I also prefer it if Cishet neurotypicals didn't interact. You scare me.

Endo + Tulpa 'Systems' DNI.

Radqueers DNI.

Basic DNI critera. I'll pretty much just block you if you try to int anyway.

Go check out my dads blogs. I love my dads.

[speechbbls]

BLOG IS A WORK IN PROGRESS

Indie Selective Private Comic Book Multi Muse featuring a variety of characters from Marvel, DC, Image, and others.

Low Activity. Mutuals Only. OC/Dupe Friendly.

Dash Only

Muse List Located Here

Rules under Cut. Please Read.

Hello. My name is Hez. 35+ resident gnc they/them butch something or other. Gender is a spectrum and I'm all over the masc of center line. Neurodivergent as all hell.

This blog is highly selective. I will only write with/talk directly to muns who are mutuals only and over the age of 25. This is for my own comfort. Absolutely NO minors.

I do not do mains. Everyone is welcome here, so long as you're just not an absolute asshole.

I only use comics as icons/graphics. No human/irl fcs will be used here. I will write with irl fcs/movieverse muses, but these rps will be iconless on my end.

I have been rping on and off for 20+ years. I am old and I am tired. My primary form of ooc talk is over discord. Please ask for it if you would like to talk ooc. I will respond to tumblr IM but I can't guarantee a quick reply. Best way to contact me is through discord.

Don't be a dick. I have a busy real life and my rp blogs are low priority. This is not a job. I will block liberally if I feel my boundaries are being crossed. That being said, I rp to make friends and share passions. Please don't be afraid to approach me, even if we are non-mutuals. I will always respect your time.

I tend to write multi-para responses. I tend to not be able to reply well to one-liners. Please take that into consideration. I return effort for effort.

I enjoy plotting and developing chemistry no matter the relationship dynamic my characters are making. All muses on this blog are 18+. However, NSFW interactions will need to be taken off site or fade to black, if they happen at all.

I am viscerally anti-censorship. Don't Like, Don't Look applies here. I will tag everything in a scene. It's your responsibility to make an informed decision when engaging with my blog, not mine. That being said, I'm not a pro-shipper and certain topics do make me uncomfortable. Incest/underage/aged-up character smut is a no-go for me and I ask that such topics be tagged so I can blacklist. You will not find any of that here. But, if you're the sort who has a dni a mile long, we're not gonna be compatible. Live and Let Live.

I primarily write villains. They will do terrible things. I will not tone them down for tumblrs delicate sensibilities. I will tag triggering things liberally with *cw trigger* as the tag. If you would like something tagged, please let me know. If you're a person with a cognitive thinking system, I'm going to assume you agree with the phrase that MUN =/= MUSE.

Sorry if these rules aren't exactly sweet, but I've been on this disaster site for over a decade and I've seen shit go down. I'm done playing nice for the sake of my own mental health and people pleasing. If you dont like me, whatever. Not my job to please you. If you can get passed my crogedy tone, however, I can at least offer you some fun writing, engagement, and hopefully friendship.

I post a lot of headcanon and musings posts. Feel free to tumblr savior 'hez muses' if you don't want them cluttering your dash.

Enjoy your stay

[70spunkstars]

✭𝑷𝑨𝑮𝑬 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑹𝑶✭

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𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒚.... ✭ 𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .

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𝑷𝑼𝑵𝑲𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑺 ™️★🎸🕷️⋆｡ °⋆

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Welcome to our page, a dedication to the awesome Black Punk, Hobie Brown. This black-reader focused space is everything about Hobie and no character else. We will post fics, art, memes, and headcannons related to/ about him. So drop suggestions on what you would like to see, we hope to see you around. xoxo

We won’t be posting strictly Hobie content, though he will be our main focus. Other things we might post about will be included in a section of our DNI list so PLEASE read that before continuing to consume our content !! Anyone with a problem will be blocked immediately. No back and forth.

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DNI

MLoML

✭ 𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑹𝑶𝑺✭

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𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑨𝑴, 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝑴...✭𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .

Blue🕸️

Hii everyone! I’m Blue, one of the two PunkStars™️ that uses this account. I use he/she/they pronouns and am femme presenting. I am also an African American/Soulaani ! So aside from Hobie content if you see anything that looks American, it’s because I am one 💀 (unfortunately).

Before I start my introduction I’d like to point out that this is our first time posting on tumblr in general, let alone writing. We mostly consume instead of producing content on tumblr so we’re learning as we go lol.

I’ll be doing most of the writing on this account to start off. You’ll know whenever I posted something because the title of the post will be in blue lettering or I’ll put my emoji “🕸️” at the end of the post. When using our “ask me” and addressing me directly you can just say so or write your message in purple so it’s easier for me to respond to.

I’ve been writing since I was quite young and so art of all kinds has always been a very strong passion for me, probably because I’m neurodivergent and it’s my special interest, so I like to mix art with my hyperfixations (this one being Hobie Brown). Hobie’s character is so special to me and when I first heard about him through tiktok I Instantly fell in love- not because of his looks (though he is fine as fuck 🌚) but because of his personality and how much I resonate with him so I cannot wait to start writing about him and interacting with the rest of the fandom ! <33

(Sorry for the long ass intro)

RED 🕷

Yolo, Im Red the other PunkStar account user. I use all pronouns, Im NB presenting and I am ghanian-american . I will being making most of the art on our page and I will be using red lettering or the emoji "🕷" at the end of my posts.

Like my partner ive also been doing art and writing for a long time (just more art), so when the ITSV/ATSV came out, like every other artist I was hooked. Seeing POC presented in different fashion aesthetics is a boost of mine so seeing Hobie Brown for the first time made me fold immedietely. I cannot wait for this acc to bloom and hopefully gain friends on this platform in the future. See you around 😋.

We will be making a DNI list very soon after this post so please please PLEASE read that before you even think about following this account 😭

Anyone who is apart of the DNI list will immediately be blocked !!

[fairycosmos]

do you ever feel like you know you need therapy but you feel like it won't work on you? like i've had Problems since i was a child and i've been on the internet long enough to research and learn most if not all the most common tricks and tips that a therapist would give me so i feel like, apart from maybe giving me meds, it would be a colossal waste of money.. i still know that i need help somehow because i've been rawdogging life for the past 25 years and im Tired, but it feels pointless to spend more money than i have for someone to tell me i need to get away from my abusive family and ~ practice mindfulness ~ lol

absolutelyyyy ive had this feeling and honestly i think meeting therapists you're incompatible with only intensifies that thought process like.....ive had these lifelong problems and you want me to spend my hard earned money that could be going to rent or food on some stranger that is telling me to breathe through my deeply rooted illnesses? it absolutely IS frustrating and i think your feelings of discouragement/burnout/exhaustion are completely understandable. the field of psychology has so many fucking issues that are fed directly into how MH professionals work with patients. im not even sure i have like an answer or a solution to it because i struggle with this exact same thing!

but i guess what i would say is that its important not to discredit the fact that every therapist works differently and every counselling experience is wildly different. you may very well know all the common tricks and tips for dealing with your specific state of mind (i totally agree btw, the internet had made me extremely hyperaware of my own mental issues for better and for worse LOL), but there is always something solid to be offered when you find a professional you feel comfortable talking to, who offers an outsiders insight. even if it's just getting a weight off your shoulders for that one afternoon. therapist shopping is extremely expensive and obviously inaccessible to most, so im not suggesting that - i guess my main point would be don't give up on ALL forms of mental health support available in your community hust because working with a few professionals didn't work out, bc it's so so common and it doesn't mean youre doomed or beyond help. you will always deserve that space to talk and to feel heard, even if you can half-guess what they might tell you in response. it's unfathomably difficult to find a strong, consistent therapist that you bode well with (i would give anything for one LOL) but i do think they're out there and that there are useful tools to be found in therapy or counselling or even just reaching out and being vulnerable in general. what i have tried to accept recently is that asking for help isn't going to solve any of my problems - it is not going to make things normal or easy because i have a neurodivergent brain and i have truly been traumatised. it is just gonna give me the tools and the suggestions i need to get through the day. and i still haven't found that myself - but i think it's likely that it's out there. and it's a step up from rawdogging life, if not a solution to life itself.

im sorry, i know this is not the perfect example or anything close to it. i myself breakdown often because i feel like it's so hopeless and difficult and relentlessly painful. but i urge you to always be open to accepting help if and when it is in front of you. even if it seems pointless. sending a massive hug your way. X

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