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[nimblelizard]

Me, going through it:

Yall:

Me, after the anxiety attack as passed:

[xxplastic-cubexx]

what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]

a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious

i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me

as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy

[pinkinsect]

watching haikyuu after being in the blue lock pit for a while is so refreshing. like they're so normal

[synthshenanigans]

Continuing from my last post bout Mind, we also need to talk more about how paranoid & untrusting/second-guessing your mind can be cause i think its very interesting

[gideongrovel]

In hindsight I should of been posting more stuff with my ship with Arthur 😭😭😭 people out here thinking my ship with him is new,,,, been shipping with him since 2019 when the first movie came out smaknxjsjsisks fuck 😅😅😅 Only just been posting more about him lately because the new movie lit that spark back up 🥺🥺🥺

not mad/no hate to those thinking that my ship with him is new (/gen) Since before Oct. I hadn't actually posted any shipping art ive done with him before on this blog,,,,, mostly cause I drew it all back in 2019/2020 before this blog was made and it's too old and ugly to repost now,,,, but I def randomly reblogged post/gifs for him, while yeah it was few and far in between, I don't think people pay as much attention to that?? 🤔 at least not as much attention as a personally made post,,,,, 🤔 and I think maybe some people dont check others f/o list when they follow?? (more so ppl probs see it then just forget who's on it, which is fair lol) but yeah,, hes been on my list as a main the entire time ive had this blog 😅😅😅

[cherrylight]

dreamily sighs and screams

[nuvomica]

sometimes i look at the whole Thing that western gay culture got goin on and just. man. none of that's for me bro idk

[scribe-of-monsters]

Ok so I started watching The Last Voyage of the Demeter (about halfway through rn) and all I'm saying is if you had to choose a Dracula-inspired horror movie revolving around characters besides the crew of light that came out in 2023. Pick this one

[metagalacticx]

oh i want to say hiiiii to everyone who sees this!

hiiii 💜♥️

hope you’re having a nice day!

[mariners-death]

Here's a bit of writing I did with some of my main OC's. There's more on the way, but I'm still editing it and am sleepy. I wanted to post at least something today though.

Anyway here you go :3

313 stood alone in the bedroom, facing the mirror that hung by the door. It had been a few hours since they were sent to bed. Dejalynn had been excited for a restful night and happily dozed in the room next door with that beast she called a pet. The kid deserved rest, she’d been put through hell the last couple days and 313 was happy that she had a warm bed for night.

He was a lot less happy about the fact they were staying with a man they’d met only a couple days prior. Almanzar had been kind so far, but that could always change, from his experience it often did, he learned that the hard way. His job was to keep Deja safe and staying here was both dangerous and stupid, but it got her a bed for the night, and for that he was thankful.

313 looked into the mirror. He hadn’t seen a good reflection of himself in a while, not since before he left home. His hair was longer now, reaching the middle of his back. He ran his fingers through the dark mess, catching knots on the way down. There was a strong urge to rip and tear at it, instead, he let his arm drop to his side, there would be time to deal with his hair later. The bags around his eyes had gotten heavier since the last time he saw himself. He looked skinnier too. And more scars covered his body than he remembered.

He looked up towards the antlers that sprouted from his head. They were smaller this year and hadn’t split or started to curve yet. They remained nubs of velvet on the top of his head, useless to him in both self-defense and appearance. At the very least it was easier to pass in front of the townsfolk.

That too was another problem. Say Almanzar was a good man, that didn’t ensure he would be kind about anyone who wasn’t human.

Just another excuse for him to change his mind and kick them out. It’s not exactly like he was lacking in them. 313 knew how adults viewed him and his sister, he knows that the only place they’ll have for certain is the streets. Staying here and playing pretend was just delaying the inevitable. He reached down into his pocket and felt the reassuring weight of the pocketknife. At least like this, they’d have a few days alone in the house. He’d be able to plan their next moves, maybe sell some of the junk the old man kept and have some actual spending money.

Everything was going to be ok, it had to be. 313 was going to make sure of that.

[lecliss]

Made another new friend in Genshin but man it made me realize I'm no longer cut out for this human interaction stuff. Like it's cool to talk to people, especially ones I get along with and have stuff in common with, but I don't wanna add people on discord immediately and join servers they're in and look at videos they send me and play other games with them. Like basically "You're not getting me to a secondary location" ya know??? Like on here it's slow progression of interaction that becomes messaging that leads to all sorts of other friendship stuff and that's awesome, but stuff that takes up all my time to do other things I don't wanna do is like. Man, I'm old.

[ozlices]

been playing yttd over the course of the last few days and it's really good and also if ANYTHING ever happens to gin again i will commit crimes

[snekdood]

Was tlaking to my bf about my issues w tumblr and he was like "yeah, ever since they got rid of porn neo nazis have been trying to take over the site" and i think that just makes everything make so much more sense on here. The puritanism, the division, the intentional misunderstanding, the fact ppl act like kiwi farmers and fucking. Record people they dont likes every fuckin action. Ppl making excuses for some of the most fucked up behavior. The fact i feel like i cant post my art lest i be hella judged for being #problematic in a way i dont know or understand, the fact ppl are so quick to call people problematic and dismiss them, the way people call you a "lib" like a conservative would and especially for things like idk. Not wanting to kill people. The fact we've somehow normalized saying "kys" to eachother, the fact everyones so fucking paranoid on here about eachother. Like Idk if i feel like i can call this a progressive site anymore or if i can even call it leftist when ppl are like speedrunning trying to prove horseshoe theory true and its like. Are they even real leftists? Probably some of them are or were and get swept up in bs secret neo nazis post. And its not like this is entirely new, neo nazis have been trying to manipulate people since forever on here. I just wish people could recognize when their morals have been compromised by a jackass whos good at wording things a certain way. Im starting to feel like the only way to interact w this site is to reblog pretty pictures and go.

[ragnars-tooth]

I should not have been taught so badly for 3 years that i genuinely have to google how to find job postings in my field. "Get a degree!! Get a degree!!" for why. To be laughed at by out of touch tutors and not taught anything? It's certainly not going to help me get a job because i CANT FIND THEM. "People will see you went here and that will give you credibility." Will it roderick. Because I now know not to trust a motherfucker who went here 💀

[tsukiida]

i just scrolled through my blog and i realised i have only two modes: weird pseudo-philosophical rambling. and absolutely unhinged yelling. AND I TELL YOUUUU IT'S SO FUNNYYYYYYY because i spent so long trying to curate my voice and sound like a normal, fun, easy to approach person back when i first made this blog!

then again it's been 3.5 years so i guess my voice changed naturally 🤨 i'm not smart enough for this 😮‍💨

[multifandomhoodies]

my work partner and i are both younger siblings and that. has some kind of impact on a lot of our interactions. i asked him to move the truck forward the other day and he hit me with the whiniest bitchiest NO!!! >:( i've heard out of him and i was just like. bRO? he moved it anyways he was literally going to but like. i was like. mf that's some younger sibling shit.

he got baja blast the other day from taco bell and i was like?? where's mine? you went to taco bell and you didn't get me any?? and he was like. no. you didn't bring me any when you had it. anyways so i wound up having to take the truck for a bit and he was like "don't drink my baja blast." and i got back and told him i drank it all. when we were leaving for the day and he finally had a sip of it he said it tasted like someone had spit in it and i told him i put leaf humus in it