#💬 rye rants

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i have So much love to give (thinking of my moots whenever i open twt and see fanarts of their blorbos)

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thinking about tucking narumi’s floppy grey bangs behind his ears so demurely gently to reveal that pretty, pretty pink shade of his eyes and then he’d blush so prettily and he gets embarrassed and he’d start stumbling over his words and and- sigh my babygirl /head in hands/

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- thinking of no one in particular but this has been in my mind for too long so i just had to get it down no matter what. - angst ?? idk but it has an open ending... kinda. | <400 wc

the two of you broke up years ago.

it was a 'right person wrong time' circumstance for you both. so young, so immature, naive and very much in love. but there was too much holding you back, too much going on and nothing you did was ever enough.

something felt missing.

was it your love? was it your time and attention? were they lacking? or were they too much? regardless, the day he cut all ties with you, the day he broke your beating heart that he had always been holding in his hands, was the day you vowed you'd do everything in your power to not be in that vulnerable spot again; picking up every little broken piece with bleeding hands like they were shattered glass.

maybe it's a manifestation of your own teetering luck, or the rustlings of an inauspicious omen whispered into your ear, rattling the very frame of your skull, but when you see him again years later, everything just feels... right.

it's a heartfelt reunion. wistful, even. you hit it off right away, like two intertwined souls finding their home back with each other.

the two of you catch up, he takes you out to lunch at your favorite fast food chain, orders your favorite drink exactly like how you've always had it, brings you to a leisurely stroll in the city because he knows you enjoy sightseeing even the most mundane of things.

and later that evening when he sends you back home, with light in his eyes, he asks, "we'll talk again soon?" suddenly there's a war raging between your head and your heart.

is this your chance? is it finally your time to be happy? is it okay to indulge yourself one more time with the one who knows your heart best?

you give him one last lingering look then, committing him into your fractured memory and sending him off with a soft, almost woeful smile on your lips. he stands still at your front step as the door closes. as the last glimpse of you disappears from his view. as the whisper of a goodbye along with his name floats in the air around him before it dissipates into nothingness.

he stands there as he realizes you'd said goodbye, and not a see you later.

©🅁🅈🄴🅂🄲🄰🄿🄰🄳🄴🅂. do not steal, translate or repost my work anywhere else !

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me when i’m writing

writing smut rn send help idk what i’m doing

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in honour of getting lots of boops today :3

hehe cat reveal

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feeling my lifespan decreases the longer my community stays in that pending section

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uh another milestone🧍

ok but honestly i’m curious what the number would be reduced to if i ever decide to filter out my followers; remove blank and ageless blogs especially (i’ve been meaning to do this for quite a while tbh)

regardless, thank you so much !!!!! for choosing to stay in my humble abode, no matter if you are a passive follower (ik i have a lot of em) or not 🙇🏻‍♀️🫶

and i’ve been thinkingggggg if i ever manage to get to 1k by the end of the year, i might do a little event for it ^^

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no context but guys pls pray for me TT

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quivering in my boots tryna ask someone out but it's actually just me being shy about asking moots for their discord

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saw a chika fanart (among many) on twt ooooo hes kinda ..

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just got back from watching kinich’s char trailer IT WAS AMAZING !!!! i really like the theme song and the pixel art omg he’s so cool ueueueuee

i love them sm ugh im gonna cry if he doesn’t come home to me IM SAVING UP SO MUCH FOR HIM >:(

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booping goes so hard my tumblr mobile keeps crashing

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idk what’s the science behind it but i find it really satisfying whenever i say someone’s name like yes you 🫵 i’m talking to you and looking at you with hearts in my eyes

the fear of being known? hell nah. it’s the intimacy of being known and seen and acknowledged.

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not kn8 related but like ,, my hardcore inner atiny just went on a rampage at this LIKEE MY GOD song mingi the man u are

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hellaur chat just a small announcement here ^^ i've decided to reopen my requests !!

i realized i can actually become soooo braindead whenever i try to come up with an idea myself so i thought it's better if i think of something from what you guys might wanna share with me.

but take note ‼️‼️

i could be really slow on posting (uni is making me suffer help)

high chance it will be a <1k fic

might not do requests that are too specific (i'm talking abt like a whole ass plotline) so it's better to make it simple

brainrots are most welcomed & sfw or nsfw both are okay :>

don't expect anything too grand (i'm used to posting the bare minimum fics and call it a day)

haven't been catching up w a lot of stuff lately so be prepared for some ooc-ness

sorry in advance if i don't do your req lol

for now i'll be writing for kn8, bllk, hq, tougen anki and wbk (yes u saw that right i'm finally writing for wbk but again, POSSIBLE OOC)

here for more info (almost the same thing actually lmao)

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might start reblogging some of my old and fav bllk fics one of these days …