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Should I make him into a marketable keychain?
#gravity falls#my art#gravity falls fanart#ford pines#gravity falls ford#young stanford pines#gravity falls stanford#stanford pines#gf stanford#im back after so long#uni has been kicking my ass#its also finals season so yeah#im almost done trust#so then i can make more art
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that one artist who is always doing warm ups
#im almost done with commissions hashtag trust. big things coming#the only reason scipio jacob anderson is in this post is cause#my brain is obsessed with the idea of him as the master#dw people need to get serious and capaldi him#(fun way of saying recast do you guys say it like that)#bill princess of the universe#One person on twitter was weird about#the actress and how i drew her and now i feel bad about not capturing her better#weird in the sense that it was blue checkmark idiot using r slur#bill potts#pearl mackie#rose tyler#billie piper#ninth doctor#9th doctor#christopher eccleston#there is one donna there lol#doctor who#the doctor#my art
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Eta on the YouTube video? No rush, just exchange
im gonna be honest man please do not count on me here lmao. my follow through rate for these projects is like 5%. real ones remember gourdquest and other related failed projects i came close to the sun on. if i succeed it will be huge for me on a genuine personal level and it will be the first time i've finished a creative project at all in years but if i do not. neither you nor me should be surprised
#lichens#yeahhh not gonna lie#the reason ive never added like a ko-fi or anything to this blog is because i see my dim reflection in a million failed internet projects#i almost added a ko-fi once and actually got a couple donations but i refunded them and closed it because i was like. no. this wont work#my dream job would indeed be to be a youtube essayist that talks about plant topics#but im at my most reliable as like. a capitalism worker clocking in and out at a set time at the work location lol#this is also why i have not gone back to grad school yet lmao like i just do not trust myself not to deviate from the set topic#also im starting my EMT classes and jobs very very very soon so i was trying to get it done before that but as the time comes i go o. oh no
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Want a boy in my bed. Not even in a sexual way, just wanna hold him and give him forehead kisses
#im sorry guys im almost done writinf a request trust#subby boys#subby men#gentle femdxm#gentle domination#mommy k!nk#bd/sm mommy
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I always render the face first (its not even fair...)
#i keep thinking of au lore to go with this drawing (hey??? I DONT WANT ANOTHER AU- I HAVE MULTIPLE IM NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT)#thank u to those of u actively in my notifs even now <3#ill come by hehe#posting a lil treat because its been a while (a wip... and not even the full wip lol im sorry (muah))#me looking at my almost done art : hmmm.... too close to finished to post a wip of.... but not ready to be posted posted yet..........#the solution may be snippets if u want#little sneak peeks#i might do that actually#sorry if it gets anoying lol I WANNA GET INTO THE CONTENT CREATION MINDSET JUST A LITTLE SOMEHOW (it was motivating when i posted often!!.#now i draw more for myself. but i can go back to posting more and keep the balance ! (trust !))#anyhow#getou suguru fanart#jjk#jjk fanart#呪術廻戦#getou suguru#geto my beloved#wip#夏油傑
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in my brain there is an imaginary deep cut animation synced to Til depth do us part and someday i will make it real💯💯
#mari.txt#uhh but that will be way later cuz im so busy rn bwuhhhh#Hoping to get at least 1 more artfight attack in😭😭 im almost done all my zine check ins#the imaginary animation also has 1 mil views on youtube but idk if that partll become reality#its a really cool animation trust 💯💯💯
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#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas#and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when#we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates#just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night#ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me#ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but#she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening#he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by#people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again#i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends#and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer#than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they#helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that#they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient#im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk#tag vent#vent in tags
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ya okay gang i got scammed
#a full fucking. 150$ commission. and they ghosted me#i hope they are just busy but. its been a week? durring all our talks they seemed prepared to pay#and i trusted em but. nope. ghosted me when was mostly done and im stupid and sent good quality stuff without my name on it#cause i wanted to show em the almost finnished peice!! but now im out 150$. so! um if anyone wants to commission me lmk#i just. i feel so stupid.#i trusted them because they thought my prices were fair and had other commissioned work and wanted to pay me right#but nope. seems i have fallen for a trap! have been quiet about this for the week but honestly am giving up hope-#i just. honestly hope they ended up busy and im blowing stuff out of proportion-
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antinous’s VA though holy shit
#HOLD HIM DOWN WHILE I SLOWLY BREAK HIS PRIDE HIS TRUST HIS FAITH AND HIS BONES !!! 🗣🗣🗣#i’m so fucking hype for little wolf actually#maybe almost as much as love in paradise#WHEN THE CROWN WONDERS WHERE THE PRINCE IS ONLY THE OCEAN AND I WILL KNOWWWWW !!#ok im done now#epic the musical
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ari what do you mean u write fics on ur phone 😭 how are u just casually writing 8.9k + words on your phone 😭😭
PHDJDHUDHD IS THAT NOT NROMAL?????????????? I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE STANDARD PROCEDURE HAVE I BEEN DOING IT WRONG THIS WHOLE TIME 😭😭😭😭 i literally want to write on my laptop SO bad just for the aesthetic but i can never get into it….. 😞😞😞
wait alexis i have to know ok . what is ur usual writing method …. do u have any rituals 🎤🎤 i am looking to learn . all i do is drink lots of coffee and hope for the best i cant keep living like this
#WE’RE SO LINKED BTW i was just abt to reply to ur tags on the sugu fic when u sent this#ILY ALEXIS UR SO SWEET 😔😔😔😔 i am hugging u tightly like a teddybear#but . is it genuinely more common to write on ur laptop i thought all tumblrinas were doing it on their phone …….#i thought i was a part of the club 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥 have i just been sitting here tapping my phone all on my own bc i will cry#ALSO ALEXIS im almost done w the yan!gojo fic >:3…… gotta polish it but trust i will tag u when its out#probably tmrw just so i can make it extra Tasty for u hopefully itll end up okay 🙏🙏 Need that sweet taste of the alexis approval TM#ask tag ✩#alexis !! ✩
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abt to go take the second half of my ged , everyone wish me luck o7
#just blahs#ougjjfhf im almost done#then im moving out o7#im very excited#also for those who don't know what a ged is it stads for grade equivalent diploma#and its basically a test to say like hey i didnt graduate highschool but i know all the things ok . trust . see .#and I'm finishing it today wooooooo
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Btw sorry for not getting to asks and drawing lately, I've been busy for almost the whole past week. hangs my head low
#clemramble#last week I was stuck on dog watching duty for 3 days which doesnt sound bad#until you realize one of them is like 16 years old and losing control of certain body functions. old age and all you know the drill#and then right after i was done iwas sent to my grandmothers and ive been doing stuff with her#so whenever i am online its like snrrk mimimimi ... i tried to draw yesterday but almost nothing came out right#but rest assured. i will get to work sooner or later.#i usually dont apologize for inactivity since a.) i have a life outside of social media and b.) i put my trust that you all#also understand that and wont start sending pitchforks and fire in my inbox#likewise i try not to publicly talk about my life in greatdetail but what harm could it hurt for you all to know i have an old dog.#ANYWAYS ENOUGHOF THAT#i will get back on that grind soon... even if its just sketches#just have to wait for that rest period to get over . i DESPERATELY need to work on my askblog.#i did not forget about it im just conflicted bc i want to use the new brush but the canvas is too small for it so im trying to find alts#...or else ill have to redraw the entire background . shudders. gets scared
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It’s all fun and games until you gotta draw out a longass lineup of all the different skins you give your dst characters for artfight
#I HAVE SO MANY WIPS AND NOW I GOTTA PREP FOR FARTFIGHT TOO#IM ALMOST DONE THO TRUST 🙏🙏🙏 IM IN THE HOME STRETCH
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#had a tough day today bc i had to meet up with our hr manager for a 'talk' about my absence#i was so nervous for it that i was drained before it even began#i asked a colleague of mine to be there#an older man who i trust with these things bc he's very calm but often knows what to say at the right time#and is very sensitive#he could tell i wasn't doing well before i told anyone#he's dealt with his own darkness as well so i know that's why i gravitate to him#the conversation went okay. i said what i wanted to say#the hr manager clearly wanted to see me /wanting/ to come back on monday lol#expecting a quick fix like they always do#she did take away my main points so i really hope i see the results. and i asked to come back without my manager breathing down my neck#i hope that gets respected too#then afterwards. after already almost crying a million times my colleague asked if i wanted to bike with him to this statue#that got placed here today bc it's a traveling thing to raise awareness for suicide#he supports that cause bc his son is a victim of suicide#and i could tell he was having a hard time but then he also actually said it#i was crying man. he doesnt know how deep it goes for me but#i think i gave him a bit of comfort being there. showing i understand#when i got home he texted me to thank me for going with him bc he couldn't have done it alone.#im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight#my posts
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i have a halloween bsmits drawing im working on but i dunno if i'll be able to finish it in time for halloween can u guys give me motivation or something 💔💔
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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