#im afraid to try anything else

[catjest3r]

Do you have a furaffinity account? Love your art :3

I thiiink? I made one?? But I've never ever used it honestly, idk how it works and I haven't bothered to try unfortunately :,3

Thank you very much!

[umblrspectrum]

my text disappeared here when i posted. what happened

[vonlipvig]

never give your characters placeholder names, because guess what. that's mr. placeholder now.

[persy-r-bozo]

[cascadianights]

Disability community, I have failed for 2 decades to get diagnoses for lifelong (onset at 10) health issues and am now at the point of crowdsourcing internet knowledge. I am looking for potential diagnoses and the tests you know of that found them for:

-Severe gastroporesis (stomach muscles don't work, first/common symptoms are nausea and acid reflux along with IBS like digestive symptoms)

-Orthostatic Hypotension (blood pressure drops on changing position causing fainting/vision loss/numbness - I'm aware of POTS but I'm looking for something that is Causing all of my symptoms)

-Weakened/compromised immune system, especially leading to chronic respiratory illness and "walking" chronic pneumonia and strep

-Muscles very prone to sprain/pulling even with very little action or motion, chronic muscle pain

-Extreme chronic fatigue

-Chronically low vitamin D that doesn't match lifestyle

-Not a symptom but something I know can be involved with chronic issues: I am also AFAB intersex and autistic

Do you have these symptoms and a diagnosis? Do you remember what tests led you to answers? I have had all the regular tests run over and over, I have had all the obvious solutions (diabetes, thyroid, low iron/anemia) thoroughly checked including months long sugar and heart studies. My heart is fine, my blood pressure is NOT. No family history that seems related, beyond the autism and intersex traits being clearly inherited.

Why am I willing to listen to strangers on the internet? Bc I have been waiting 8 months to see a single specialist that May be able to prescribe more tests that May lead to an answer, since they canceled the last appointment the day before. Because I am so sick I cannot work or do the things that used to bring me joy, and am living in abject poverty. Because I didn't find a doctor who didn't dismiss and blame these symptoms on my weight or depression until I was 27, and by the time I got the SYMPTOMS named and diagnosed (not the root causes of them) that doctor had left the practice and I'm back at square 1 with "let's rerun the yearly tests and check your A1c for literally the 19th time in your life." Any answers, any tests you know of and can recommend, I am willing to hear out and research bc I am out of time health and patience with this system.

[piplupod]

feels like the isolation is a gushing wound and going to the centre is just a small bandage. i think perhaps i am not really ever going to feel okay unless something miraculous happens. i am retaining some semblance of sanity now that I'm leaving the house and socializing with non-family more than once a week, but i am still hurting more than I can really tolerate and I don't know what to do about it. there doesn't seem to be a fix for this that I can enact.

[hyperrealisticblood]

apparently the way the packaging for the wally and barnaby pins is designed makes the spoons behind the pins look like eyes once the pins are removed. its possible that it was unintentional but! interesting!! very interesting!!!

(credit to r/Purplefox135 on reddit for the image)

[mossy-paws]

Are ur comms open :3?

right now they are closed at the moment so I can work on some other more personal projects + finish up the ones I have now :3! But if you ever want to enquire about my commissions please never be afraid to dm or talk to me about them :DD!! Usually they are open but it does fluctuate a *LOT* so I’m probably gonna start doing announcement posts on here and Twitter every once in a while!

if you would like to read about them and such for future reference my commissions carrd is in my pinned post :DD!! Thank you for being interested!

[tamagotchikgs]

Are you sure you haven't contracted sepsis dude?? Your posts really sound like it's worth getting checked out /gen

im gonna give it a couple days & see,,, going to the doctor has to be my absolute last choice o(-< i have no way of getting there except through my mom and she isnt aware of my sh and it. wouldnt go well if she were

[grymmdark]

my sister is so fucking annoying cus she randomly started talking about genshin earlier even tho idgaf about genshin, and she mentioned theyre making a world based on meso-america and spain combined. and yeah obvs thats pretty shitty of a thing to do but i tried pointing out that since genshin is a Chinese game the developers probably dont have that much knowledge about meso-america, cus china and meso-america are completely disconnected cultures, and she got mad and said soemthing about them having good representation of middle eastern/SWANA cultures, and i tried to point out that china and the middle east have shared history of trade and interaction so theyre probably gonna know more about those cultures, and then she called me a sinophobe ???

like it's not like i was either defending the devs or saying that specifically because theyre chinese thats why, i was just pointing out the basic fact that cultures that don't/haven't interacted tend to be less knowledgeable abot eachother??? and i tried explaining i wasnt tryna defend them like i genuinely dont give a shit about whatever genshin devs are doing but she just takes everything as an attack and never fucking listens aughhhh

[pupshine-funtime]

~ my dream deco pacis ~

I will continue to add ideas (and doodles to this when regressing :3) not looking for shops! just a fun list for myself

Clown ↓ 🎪

(primary colors, scattered or unique deco, wording: "silly kiddie" )

Blue from Blue's Clues ↓ 🔵

(shades of blue, any deco level or either spots of dark blue with lighter base or stripe blue colors with the gems, wording: none or "bow bow". If matching "pup pal")

or matching with Magenta ↓ 🔴

(shades of pink, matching deco , wording: pup pal)

Curious George ↓ 🐒

(brown and yellow and little red, simple deco, wording: "good lil monkey" or "curious monkey")

Crystal Gem (non specific) from SU ↓ 💎

(rainbow colors, full deco, wording: "gem")

Jam buds Steven and Connie from SU matching ↓ 🍓

(brown one and pink one , any deco lvl, wording: biscuit bud, jam bud)

Ponyo & Sosuke matching ↓ 🫧

(blue and green, pink and yellow, simple deco, wording: "fishy friend" or "captain" and "sailor")

PB&J matching ↓ 🥜

(brown one and pink/red one, scattered deco, wording: "lil peanut", "lil strawberry" or "better together" on both)

Dipper & Mabel from GF matching

(blue and white one, pink and white one, any deco lvl, wording: "mystery twin" on both)

Candy ↓ 🍬

(all colors pastel and bright, full deco, wording: "swirlzy")

Honey from Bluey ↓ 🍯

(yellow/orange and white, scattered deco, wording: "honey")

[reminder for myself to possibly add later: The Magic School Bus, The Cat I the Hat Knows a Lot About That, trans flag, Inside Out]

SFW / CHILD SAFE INTERACTION ONLY - NSFW BLOGS DNI

[radlegowaffle]

love bluh bluh bluh

[truckstoptigers]

anybody else feel like their father deserves the electric chair

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

oh my god i think i just had an epiphany

[hetabee]

If y'all (or your friends) don't wanna deal with a proshipper,

then DON'T CONTACT a proshipper for your boring ass server.

Thank you! 🤗💗

[lupismaris]

I'm just gonna complain in the tags tw medical stuff tbd etc