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catjest3r · 2 years ago
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Do you have a furaffinity account? Love your art :3
I thiiink? I made one?? But I've never ever used it honestly, idk how it works and I haven't bothered to try unfortunately :,3
Thank you very much!
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umblrspectrum · 16 days ago
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my text disappeared here when i posted. what happened
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vonlipvig · 10 months ago
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never give your characters placeholder names, because guess what. that's mr. placeholder now.
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persy-r-bozo · 4 months ago
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#Reds such a unique and sad character to me#No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them#He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an “Issue”#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything#thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing#Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either#He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis fanart#dhmis comic#dont hug me im scared
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cascadianights · 28 days ago
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Disability community, I have failed for 2 decades to get diagnoses for lifelong (onset at 10) health issues and am now at the point of crowdsourcing internet knowledge. I am looking for potential diagnoses and the tests you know of that found them for:
-Severe gastroporesis (stomach muscles don't work, first/common symptoms are nausea and acid reflux along with IBS like digestive symptoms)
-Orthostatic Hypotension (blood pressure drops on changing position causing fainting/vision loss/numbness - I'm aware of POTS but I'm looking for something that is Causing all of my symptoms)
-Weakened/compromised immune system, especially leading to chronic respiratory illness and "walking" chronic pneumonia and strep
-Muscles very prone to sprain/pulling even with very little action or motion, chronic muscle pain
-Extreme chronic fatigue
-Chronically low vitamin D that doesn't match lifestyle
-Not a symptom but something I know can be involved with chronic issues: I am also AFAB intersex and autistic
Do you have these symptoms and a diagnosis? Do you remember what tests led you to answers? I have had all the regular tests run over and over, I have had all the obvious solutions (diabetes, thyroid, low iron/anemia) thoroughly checked including months long sugar and heart studies. My heart is fine, my blood pressure is NOT. No family history that seems related, beyond the autism and intersex traits being clearly inherited.
Why am I willing to listen to strangers on the internet? Bc I have been waiting 8 months to see a single specialist that May be able to prescribe more tests that May lead to an answer, since they canceled the last appointment the day before. Because I am so sick I cannot work or do the things that used to bring me joy, and am living in abject poverty. Because I didn't find a doctor who didn't dismiss and blame these symptoms on my weight or depression until I was 27, and by the time I got the SYMPTOMS named and diagnosed (not the root causes of them) that doctor had left the practice and I'm back at square 1 with "let's rerun the yearly tests and check your A1c for literally the 19th time in your life." Any answers, any tests you know of and can recommend, I am willing to hear out and research bc I am out of time health and patience with this system.
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hyperrealisticblood · 6 months ago
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apparently the way the packaging for the wally and barnaby pins is designed makes the spoons behind the pins look like eyes once the pins are removed. its possible that it was unintentional but! interesting!! very interesting!!!
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(credit to r/Purplefox135 on reddit for the image)
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mossy-paws · 2 months ago
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Are ur comms open :3?
right now they are closed at the moment so I can work on some other more personal projects + finish up the ones I have now :3! But if you ever want to enquire about my commissions please never be afraid to dm or talk to me about them :DD!! Usually they are open but it does fluctuate a *LOT* so I’m probably gonna start doing announcement posts on here and Twitter every once in a while!
if you would like to read about them and such for future reference my commissions carrd is in my pinned post :DD!! Thank you for being interested!
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tamagotchikgs · 3 months ago
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Are you sure you haven't contracted sepsis dude?? Your posts really sound like it's worth getting checked out /gen
im gonna give it a couple days & see,,, going to the doctor has to be my absolute last choice o(-< i have no way of getting there except through my mom and she isnt aware of my sh and it. wouldnt go well if she were
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grymmdark · 5 months ago
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my sister is so fucking annoying cus she randomly started talking about genshin earlier even tho idgaf about genshin, and she mentioned theyre making a world based on meso-america and spain combined. and yeah obvs thats pretty shitty of a thing to do but i tried pointing out that since genshin is a Chinese game the developers probably dont have that much knowledge about meso-america, cus china and meso-america are completely disconnected cultures, and she got mad and said soemthing about them having good representation of middle eastern/SWANA cultures, and i tried to point out that china and the middle east have shared history of trade and interaction so theyre probably gonna know more about those cultures, and then she called me a sinophobe ???
like it's not like i was either defending the devs or saying that specifically because theyre chinese thats why, i was just pointing out the basic fact that cultures that don't/haven't interacted tend to be less knowledgeable abot eachother??? and i tried explaining i wasnt tryna defend them like i genuinely dont give a shit about whatever genshin devs are doing but she just takes everything as an attack and never fucking listens aughhhh
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pupshine-funtime · 7 months ago
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~ my dream deco pacis ~
I will continue to add ideas (and doodles to this when regressing :3) not looking for shops! just a fun list for myself
Clown ↓ 🎪
(primary colors, scattered or unique deco, wording: "silly kiddie" )
Blue from Blue's Clues ↓ 🔵
(shades of blue, any deco level or either spots of dark blue with lighter base or stripe blue colors with the gems, wording: none or "bow bow". If matching "pup pal")
or matching with Magenta ↓ 🔴
(shades of pink, matching deco , wording: pup pal)
Curious George ↓ 🐒
(brown and yellow and little red, simple deco, wording: "good lil monkey" or "curious monkey")
Crystal Gem (non specific) from SU ↓ 💎
(rainbow colors, full deco, wording: "gem")
Jam buds Steven and Connie from SU matching ↓ 🍓
(brown one and pink one , any deco lvl, wording: biscuit bud, jam bud)
Ponyo & Sosuke matching ↓ 🫧
(blue and green, pink and yellow, simple deco, wording: "fishy friend" or "captain" and "sailor")
PB&J matching ↓ 🥜
(brown one and pink/red one, scattered deco, wording: "lil peanut", "lil strawberry" or "better together" on both)
Dipper & Mabel from GF matching
(blue and white one, pink and white one, any deco lvl, wording: "mystery twin" on both)
Candy ↓ 🍬
(all colors pastel and bright, full deco, wording: "swirlzy")
Honey from Bluey ↓ 🍯
(yellow/orange and white, scattered deco, wording: "honey")
[reminder for myself to possibly add later: The Magic School Bus, The Cat I the Hat Knows a Lot About That, trans flag, Inside Out]
SFW / CHILD SAFE INTERACTION ONLY - NSFW BLOGS DNI
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radlegowaffle · 7 months ago
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love bluh bluh bluh
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truckstoptigers · 10 months ago
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anybody else feel like their father deserves the electric chair
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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 10 months ago
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oh my god i think i just had an epiphany
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hetabee · 1 year ago
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If y'all (or your friends) don't wanna deal with a proshipper,
then DON'T CONTACT a proshipper for your boring ass server.
Thank you! 🤗💗
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lupismaris · 2 years ago
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I'm just gonna complain in the tags tw medical stuff tbd etc
#its the final stretch and i refuse to will anything into this universe other than this is the final stretch im having treatment and it ends#this is the end of this here and now i will not continue to live like this i cannot continue to live like this i cannot carry this fatigue#any further genuinely i cannot its not a matter of will not anymore i just... i cannot. im legitimately still hiding at the office#despite everyone else having gone home because it takes too much effort to gather my things and walk to my car and im afraid of falling#i forgot my cane at home and its cold and my body struggles with temperature regulating and seizes up so badly#but the fatigue has finally reached a point where its hard to lift my bag or put my coat on or my jewelry without help#or walk across the parking lot just to get to my car and its not like the usual hey we have to adjust to new level of disabled#it's fatigue kneecapping you put of nowhere with a tireiron until you can barely loft your bag or fix tea or prepare dinner#and the fact the all the joy of food has been robbed from me because everything takes so much goddamn effort now#everything takes ten more steps and an hour more planning and special ingredients and yes i know lots of people live like this always#but i haven't and its been a forced short term adjustment period with absolutely no support from medical professionals#and im the only cook in my household/family/immediate social circle so all the labor inevitably falls on me not out of malice#but by default even if they try to help they can only do so much because they dont know what to do#i am literally on the verge of a meltdown just thinking about how much effort dinner is going to take because i cant just#eat a fuckin box of easy mac or ramen with an egg and go to bed no I've got to make a special soup with special ingredients#or a proper balanced meal with protein and veg and whole grain and certain seasoning#and im just so fuckin tired im so goddamn tired if this radiologist doesn't come back and say i can eat freely come Friday#i genuinely dont know what im going to do#food is one of my greatest joys and to be limited even in such bizarrely simple ways requiring so much excess labor#is too much. its too much on top of all this hypothyroidic fatigue. i cant do it.#i dont want to go home and make a fuckin soup. i want pizza. i want take away. i want lamb curry and rice. i want food i dont have to cook.#god im so fuckin tired my body feels so ancient like something wrecked in the seabed being involuntary hoisted to the shallows again#and im not sure its going to survive the process. i mean it has to. we dont have a choice. but fuck.
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devotedlystrangewizard · 1 year ago
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me?? juggling two hyperfixations and two special interests?? its more likely than you think
#trying to remind myself that i dont actually have to rewatch tfp for the 3rd time in 2 weeks because. i dont know#and then ultkl as the other hyperfix#and xiv & zelda are special interests#and im trying to navigate life. with 4 separate interests. drawing my attention#zelda is on hold bc im afraid of doing the final boss and i dont have anything else to do BUT#im helping my stepbrother almost daily. so its still part of it all#also having a mild dishonored resurgence but not on the same level as everything else i just. missed corvo#aaaand also tw3 bc of twn reminding me of how much i miss regis despite me not even watching the show#the only reason. i havent reinstalled borderlands 3. is because that game is sickeningly large#and i dont have the space for it on my laptop if i want to keep ffxiv & dh2#can you tell im going through it#something something back to simpler times when everything gets too much#god i need to get back to the witcher books. but id have to unpack for that. man#so much to do so little time#if dh2 ran at 60fps on ps5 i wouldve gotten it on ps5 so i can play it in my room instead of downstairs#which i shouldnt be allowed to complain about steady 30 because. ahaha. my laptop has frame drops!#it manages 60 generally (with most of the settings on low) but some areas drop to 40 & lower and. yeah#had the same with bl3#my dad said i can get his laptop in a couple of months which is a little stronger and by god i will be inserting extra storage#because holy fuck this isnt working
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