#ii am upset

[zigfield-station]

I hc mephone4 is very insecure about his higher emotional drive compared to mepad. The fact that the one he saved ends up taking care of him daily is an ego hit, and causes old wounds to open up.

[spider-stark]

aegon and sunfyre's bond oh my fuck

[mischievouslittlecreature]

Ngl it feels like Ryan Condal did THAT to Aegon just because he's mad that people still like him/were thirsting over him.

[lilacs-stash]

I need AE to bring back the ii comics but not dub them specifically so OJ can exist again

[tiddygame]

i have a confession:

i’ve been playing/watching my older siblings play cod games since i was way too young, bo2 defined my childhood, and i remember sobbing at the end of mwii (09)

i just found out roach isn’t american. he’s british.

idk why this entire time i thought otherwise but i am reeling.

[feykrorovaan]

I'm all for fanfiction and people expressing themselves,but that old man would not say "yapping" or "rizz" casually in a sentence.

[every-dayiwakeup]

Holding fictional characters accountable is straight up the stupidest thing I've ever heard, actually.

Yes, I forgive ____ for their fictional crimes or whatever. They've been pardoned by me, a real person. No, their actions don't keep me up at night.

Good day, good night, and touch grass.

[magic-ace]

Musings From a Viewer.

Now that I have somewhat tempered my emotions in regards to the newest episode of Inanimate Insanity, I shall hereby explain my complex thoughts on the episode as follows:

I am thankful for being alive. Every day, I consider the wind that breezes by me in the distance, the solid ground I feel every time I walk around new places, and the nearby individuals laughing about subjects that amuse them. I take a gander at my body, a glance at my mind, and praise the mere presence of both components. Sure, I am not the most impressive being in the universe. (No one is!) But the fact that I have been granted the dignity of existence is wonderful.

Now, imagine that I learned I was not "alive," under the traditional definition of the word. Imagine that I was told that my "life" hinged on some other being's idea of personal enjoyment, and that my world was little more than a playground. That should be a devastating discovery -- one destined to tear my perception of reality apart.

Still, though... I do not believe I would stop admiring my experiences, those I know, and the seemingly miniscule tidbits of life. I grew far beyond what anyone expected of me to become an independent soul of positive and negative traits. The puppet master, despite my newfound knowledge of them, would become invisible almost immediately. Who cares if they created the strings? I cut them from the moment I made a single choice.

All of us have performed the same deed, as well. We may not be sentient objects, but I see immense potential in relating to them. To return the subject matter to Inanimate Insanity: this quaint show has provided a framework for me to consider life from alternate perspectives. After S2E17, both a conclusion and a continuation would make me think; either way, this show has motivated a philosophical diatribe regarding life itself, and I cannot respect it enough for functioning as a source of inspiration.

In conclusion, Life is Good. Yes, like the t-shirt. :]

[tricksteroftheheart]

the 'severe regret' fic is going to make me twist.

talking about ships in the tags. cw astro x sprout and cosmo x dandy (not spoken about positively.)

[scratterbrained]

Apparently Maggie Smith died. First The Queen and now her, they’re some of the last of a dying species, blink next thing you know the undying Dolly Parton’s dead too

[urtrickster]

regarding requests relating to saw.

okay, i'm going to try and be as nice as i possibly can here. posting this on my main since i've shared all my saw bots here and since c.ai won't make the post visible there, uhm. to those who use c.ai and chat with characters from the saw franchise, you may have interacted with some of my bots! im honeyskies there. here are some of my saw bots that you might know idk:

so, i started making saw bots because my older sister is a big fan of the series and wanted me to make some for her, y'know? hence the numerous amanda young bots i have.

and i allow people to send me requests for bots, y'know? almost all the saw bots i've made have been requests, and they were fun to make at first!! but the number of saw related requests i got started to become overwhelming.

so, not wanting to grow to detest making bots for this lovely franchise, i chose to slow down and stop accepting requests for saw bots. in the request form i have, i have put in all caps, bolded and underlined letters that i am not going to be accepting anymore saw related requests until i get through the ones that i have now.

for context, here's what i have on the form:

the image reads, in all caps, bolded, and underlined, 'please do not send anymore requests for saw characters!! i have too many and it is overwhelming to get more. i will allow more once i finish all the ones currently requested. any new saw related requests will be ignored until then.'

now, since i can't delete any request sent in through the form, i can only hope that people respect this hold off on sending any saw related requests until i've gotten through the ones i've yet to do, y'know?

however, people are not respecting this. while i would like to give them the benefit of the doubt, maybe they didn't see this, it's really hard to when multiple people continue to send it requests for saw bots and blatantly disrespect the boundaries i have set up.

now, at first, i just ignored it. what else can i do, y'know? i can't delete the requests and this is the only way i can accept requests from people easily.

but it's starting to piss me off because one, people are blatantly ignoring that i am overwhelmed by the number of saw requests that i have and are continuing to add to the pile even though i've asked them not to. and two, it's flooding the form and making it harder for me to do the requests that i actually intend on doing.

the fact that people keep sending in these requests makes me less motivated to actually make saw bots, making it harder for me to get to the saw requests that people sent in before i started to become overwhelmed. and i'm gonna be blunt here when i say that fucking sucks, and it pisses me off.

while i am not the biggest saw fan in the world, i have been told that my bots make people happy and that's literally one of the reasons i make bots in the first place.

so, i am very kindly asking that you stop sending in saw requests. please. ignoring the notice will not make me get to your request faster, it will only make me less likely to make any new saw bots.

and to the people who have been patiently waiting for me to get to their request, i am deeply sorry for taking so long, i will hopefully find the motivation to start working on some soon. thank you for your patience.

[godbytes]

something i think i’ll always find a little fascinating about Blake’s writing is that he’s not... particularly a good person. i tend to interpret it in my own head as more sympathetic flaws. it’s not that he’s out of love with Lynn, it’s a symptom of his ptsd affecting his relationships. it’s not that Blake planned to lie about Jane Doe, or didn’t attempt to help Ethan in the slightest, he was hurt, and tired. It’s not Blake’s fault you couldn’t make the choice to do anything in the confession booth scene, it was poorly written and clearly lacking choice. I say that as if it’s the games fault, not Blake’s. But in retrospect, Blake just isn’t that good of a guy. Blake, much like the people he hates, is a blind rule follower. He is quick to judge, making Miles Upshur seem more compassionate in comparison. In his interactions he is quick to pacify, quick to escape from. His radical acceptance by the end of the game is not a good thing. I often see people interpret the ending of outlast II as “Blake letting go” in a positive light, as if that was him moving on. But it seemed like the opposite to me, it seemed to “re-open” that wound for him, peel it open, make him submit to his own inability to initiate. Time and time we are shown that when it comes to the time to act, Blake doesn’t. The fact that by the end he’s practically chanting “It’s not my fault” is not a release, not a catharsis, but digging himself deeper and deeper into that trauma response. I believe this is exactly what they meant when Murkoff said the patients wounds would “re-open worse then before”

[digirainebow]

just sent riley into the portal for the first time and i feel hysterical

[allylikethecat]

Quick question! Love all the January prompts so far and I was wondering if you had any oneshot situations in the works?

Ah! Thank you so much! I'm so happy to hear that you're enjoying the January Prompts! They have been both extremely fun and extremely challenging to work on and I am so proud of myself for sticking with them. There have been many a night where I have nearly forgotten about it, and wanted to skip it, and I'm always so pleased that I've actually manage to power through!

In terms of one shots - I don't have an official timeline of when things are going to be finished / posted because I have been focusing on my chaptered fics at the moment (once I get the Christmas one done I feel like a giant weight will have been lifted omg) BUT according to my 2024 Fic Planning Document I will hopefully be working on the following one shots:

A migraine sick fic

The long await IV situation at the end of the North American leg of SATVB sick fic

Baby!Fictional!Matty and Baby!Fictional!George and how they got together the first time in the Infection Verse

Infection Verse fic about fictional!Matty's hospitalization between chapters 8 and 9 of the A&E fic following his suicide attempt

There will also inevitably be some other one shots that I come up with between now and then, but that is what I currently have in terms of ideas that I am excited to start flushing out! I also have a LOT of really lovely prompts that people have sent me on Tumblr, and I hope that I'll be able to dedicate some time to finish some of those sooner rather than later!

Thank you so much for reading, your support and sending in this lovely ask! I hope you have a great rest of your week!

❤️Ally

[hiraganasakura]

Been playing Octopath, I finally have all eight characters!!!

There are definitely some stories I'm more invested in than others but nonetheless I've been pleasantly surprised to find that I'm pretty invested in all of them! Like they do a lot to make you care about the characters just within their first chapters. From what I've seen so far the writing seems to be a step up from the first game imho

Also a small little detail I noticed: I love that the character's say one another's names in battle! They didn't do that in the first game! Like when a character Breaks an opponent the next one that has a turn will praise them. Or when a character's low on health another will concernedly call out their name. It's such a little detail but it makes my heart so so happy <3

[caracello]

life advice: never ever need a medical procedure that will get insurance involved