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eldritchdilf · 3 years ago
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Damn I really do be having days when it’s like. I feel like shit, I barely sleep, I’m tired all the time, then I look at my work and the absolute state of my person and go, for what? This is all garbage what am I running myself this ragged for lmao sick
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tealatees · 4 years ago
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skamsideblog · 6 years ago
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ohnoitsthebat · 2 years ago
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One of my new co-workers is young (she just turned 18) and she's pregnant with her first child....and her baby's father is 35. Thirty. Five. Now, if you know me, you know my feelings on age gaps. I haven't said anything to my co-worker, because we don't know each other well enough, and she probably wouldn't want my advice anyway....but I have to admit I am worried about her. It's none of my business, and she can do what she wants, but I have to admit that I think she's being taken advantage of. She's just so young and trusting and a little naive (but hey, weren't we all when we were 18?) , and I hate to see predators latch on to young women like this. What's worse is the people that defend it (and let me tell you, I was both shocked and disgusted at the number of people who are supporting this/turning a blind eye to it) and say that it's okay because "she's 18, she's an adult." Don't EVEN get me started on that.
I worry for her. She seems so sweet and kind, and she kind of reminds me of my kiddo. I wish I could do something.
Society talks about pedophiles all the time, but hardly anyone says anything about ephebophiles, and it's worrying and disheartening. Just because someone is 18 doesn't make it okay to pounce on them, like this guy has. She's 18. He is 35. almost twice her age. And nobody is batting an eye at it. I think a lot of people in this area (where I live) are fucked in the head and think it's normal just because that's what they did. I would lose my shit if a man in his thirties (or even twenties) tried to latch onto my kid. I won't mention what I would do, but yeah. It's sick. People who are okay with it are sick.
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mothdotz · 2 years ago
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Here, take this AU I gave up on
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The main gist of it was that after Miracle Queen, Marinette spends all of her time focusing on and only on tracking down Hawkmoth. Because she’s neglecting her hobbies and friends (plus just looking generally worn out), Sabine worries and in a last ditch effort to get Marinette happier (and out of the house more), she signs Marinette up for some Afterschool Art Program.
Flora is the club leader here with Alina helping along (and Felix sometimes sorta popping up.. for moral support). The actual leaders are the Quantic Kids (of course, excluding Marinette and Felix) who I’ve aged up for funsies. Chaos ensues.
But for like.. random context for an assortment of things, I just feel like Flora would be the kind of person to pick up random interests and would want to heavily indulge in it, but never have the motivation to go and actually do that.. so this program was something that Allegra was trying to get her to do to like get her to go outside of her comfort zone while also making sure she’s there to monitor it. (I am heavily projecting onto Flora).
Felix isn’t related to Adrien or to Richard Sphinx (probably). He’s just some guy (allegedly).
Because this AU had me both ignoring and rearranging the timeline of canon, Marinette and Alya had a falling out that has led to Marinette out right avoiding her (and the rest of the girl group) as much as possible.
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fireis-catching · 2 years ago
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I got a lot of compliments on my shirt today
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melaan · 2 years ago
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besties I am so sick of having no money and no job and just rotting away in my room all day every day depressed and anxious all the time and just hating myself :( when is it going to end!!!! i'm trying really hard to use this time to work on myself and my mental health, i've been trying to take better care of my body and go on walks and journal, but this is one of the worst periods of depression i've been through. all I do is just distract myself by listening to books and playing video games so I don't spiral into negative thoughts. thank god i have the puppy to keep me company all day or else I would be wayyy worse than I already am (GOD he's so cute he was just wagging his tail in his sleep as I typed this). my school finally hired someone to work in the career services department and I met with him the other day. that did make me feel better since he said I have a good resume and he confirmed that the way the firm I was working for fired me was super shitty and not normal. but god. I'm just so sick of wasting away all day doing nothing and focusing on the negatives in my life instead of all the recent positives. I literally just graduated law school in the top of my class and passed the bar in the fucking 90th percentile and was sworn in as an attorney. this should be the happiest time in my life but instead it's my saddest. I can't even celebrate my own accomplishments it sucks
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tccquarks · 2 years ago
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Sometimes I think and wonder what he'd taste like. Would he taste sweet? Sour? Or like nothing at all?
Does it truly matter in the end? I will never be able to taste his pink lips and be held in his embrace as our tongues collide in this lifetime.
I hope in my next lifetime, we meet as the same ages. I hope I get to be his in my next life.
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glacierruler · 2 years ago
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Okay, this is a little poem. To a friend. It's a little venty so feel free to ignore this.
CWs: death, suicide, depression.
Letters to a Friend
I wish I could write you letters
I wish I could write you stories
I wish you could read my letters
And I wish you could read my stories
But you're not hear anymore
So you can't read my letters
And you can't read my stories
I write you letters
Though they're all in my head
I write stories with you in them
But they never see a pen
I wish you had stayed
And seen life as it is
I wish you had stayed
And I wish I had not missed the angel you'd been
I wish we could write letters
Over text or over ink
I wish we could talk
Whether irl or electronically
I wish I had seen it
The minute you said that
You had depression
I wish I had known how to react
But I didn't
And I only have my ignorance to blame for that
I think if we both hadn't hid from eachother
I think if I had been more open to you
We could have shared our stories
Through letters or mouth
And talked about our fake smiles
How we faked our lives
How we could fool ourselves that we could get through this together
And we had sort of done that
When we planned for the future
But you had looked through the lies that you gave
And gave up hope that same day
And now I lie to myself more each passing morn
That one day I'll be fine
That I'll get through life no longer hurt by your flight
But I hope for you the best wherever you be
And I know it sounds weird
But for the foreseeable future I will write to you more
And I'll make up pretend that you're here still to send
All of these letters I make to my friend
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key-lime-soda · 2 years ago
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I need to sleep earlier fr fr
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kaseyskat · 3 years ago
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sorry for low activity recently guys, I AM writing but I keep finding it harder and harder to stay motivated due to certain factors, and my social battery has been almost non existent here... I hope y'all will be patient though, I'll be back soon enough!
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yourdarkfantasy9 · 3 years ago
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I am unwell 😅
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tealatees · 5 years ago
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daffythefox · 2 years ago
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love narc crashes
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peterthepark · 2 years ago
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gonna bang my head against the wall i hate college and the struggle of being the daughter of immigrant parents who cant really help bc they’ve never been to college in america and theyre just as in the dark as you are and AJXJJSJAKSK im gonna scream
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plague-of-insomnia · 2 years ago
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I just remembered that in season 2 of the anime, Ciel is water boarded and gaslit to prep him for the soul transfer.
But you never hear antis saying that the show is problematic for glamorizing torture/abuse?
Once again, antis have this rabid hatred for sex but violence is OK! Bc “everyone knows violence is bad!”
🙄
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