#if u dont have anything nice to say dont fucking say anything

[jxmieoleksiaks]

wildest dreams - jamie oleksiak

Say you’ll remember me…

wow my first fic in ages, while i know this is a little short, it challenged me, and makes me hopeful to maybe wanna dig into them a little more. This is for the era’s fic challenge by @comphy-and-cozy and @wyattjohnston ! My song was wildest dreams, from 1989 (taylor’s version)

Word count: 1.3k

Language: yes

smut: tiny mention

divder: by wcnderlnds

Lets get out of this town, drive out of the city, away from this town:

Chelsea was a little hesitant, it’s who she was. How did she end up here? Standing in a nice dress…

She decided to go on a weekend trip to Seattle with her two friends. She had more than enough time off, so three days wasn’t going to hurt anyone. She had never been out there, and had always wanted to go. Was her reasoning to go to a Seattle Kraken home game? Yes, but she also wanted to check out the bars with her friends, and find the first ever starbucks. 

Well, the team ended up having a couple days off, playing the day before her and her friends arrived, leaving the day before she did, so she was a little unlucky in that part, but had seen them before. She got ready with her friends to go to a local bar. Her two friends were talking to guys at the bar, that’s something that came easy for them, while you sat at the booth you three had, sipping a vanilla vodka drink they had on special. Chelsea went to go grab another one, also wondering if her friends were going to even remember they came with her, and she bumped into a man, literally. 

He’s so tall, and handsome as hell

He was about a foot and a half taller than her, and almost spilled her drink. He introduced himself as Jamie, but Chelsea knew, she had to keep it cool though.

You two ended up talking the rest of the night, getting a little tipsy and almost half making out in a booth, when it was last call. He asked if her if she wanted to hang out at his cabin away from the town he had, and she accepted. As much as she wanted to go to Forks with her friends, being OG Twilight fans, she would never pass up an opportunity to hang out with a man that came right out of a book.

He was a man of nature, he liked fishing and being outside, which was something she didn’t. She could be outside and be eaten alive within in 5 minutes. But there she was, sitting on his dock, outside of Everett Washington. He liked to be in nature, but also liked to be near civilization.

They spent the afternoon talking, sharing stories, making out with the lake behind them. It was perfect, and you were already falling. But as quick as it was starting, it had to end. He had a west coast road trip that started tomorrow, and Chelsea had to go back to work. Well. she could work anywhere, but had to go to her home base.

“I hate the long distance shit, but I think we could give it a shot.” Jamie said

“Really?” Chelsea asked.

“Yeah, not exclusive or anything, but also you’re the only one I want to talk to, distance makes the heart…do something right?” Jamie said and Chelsea laughed.

I said, "No one has to know what we do"

His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room

It was the beginning of the 4 nations tournament. Chelsea was working away and Jamie ended up with almost a 3 week break.  He was coming in the first possible moment he could, and Chelsea took the next day off work, him coming in at midnight.

Chelsea laughed as Jamie attempted to get into her smaller Honda. 

“Maybe you should have rented a car.” She giggled as he made it work, getting into her car and kissing her softly. Honks from cars trying to move out of the pick up area made him pull back, a laugh escaping him this time.

“There’s really nothing open except for bars, no food…I know a neat one not far from here.” Chelsea said, pulling onto the freeway.

“I know something I’d like to open.” He smirked, typical man but she couldn’t help but heat up, knowing where the night was going.

He wasted no time getting her up the three flights of stairs leading up to her appartment, clothes being tossed in the hall before the both of them hit the bed.

Jamie wasn’t her first, but she’d like to forget the asshole who was, and pretend he was. He knew how to make her feel good, and always put her needs first. It was a turn on to him to watch you release two-three times before he could. 

Nothin' lasts forever

But this is gettin' good now

He stayed with Chelsea for about a week before he left. She was afraid he would get bored while you worked all day, but he fixed some doorknobs, grabbed a sponge she threw at the cupboards in the kitchen when there was a huge spider, and ordered coffee and food before you could even ask.

“You don’t know how much this week meant to me, most times I get annoyed when I have people in the apartment when I work, but this was different” Chelsea said, her pulling into a parking garage to drop him off. First 30 minutes were free, and she could kiss him before getting honked at.

“I’m glad to know that I don’t annoy you.” He smiled. “Though this car hurts.”

“If you come back..we’ll get a rental..” Chelsea laughed.

“It’s not a romantic spot, this parking garage that smells weird, but I want you to be my girlfriend, we can do long distance.” He said.

“Really?” She asked. “I can find cheap flights..work from your place too if needed.” She smiled before Jamie placed a soft kiss on her lips.

Chelsea was soon added into a chat with the other WAGS. She didn’t know who these people were, but they were so excited to see that quiet Jamie finally bagged a girl, who didn’t seem like she was the rudest girl alive. They face timed her several times, and did everything they could to make her feel comfortable, even if they were thousands of miles away.

The Kraken made the playoffs, and Chelsea was able to work from his place. Half of her co-workers lived on the west coast, and it worked perfectly. 

She was excited, never being to a playoff game before, but she could feel some tension. Yes, the long distance worked pretty well, but maybe it was the distance? If it got serious, Chelsea would move across the country to Seattle, but right now Chelsea, and Jamie were in a good place. So maybe it was playoffs, that would make sense, it’s a stressful stretch. 

The Kraken made the second round, but that sadly was it. She didn’t have to leave anytime soon, since she could work from anywhere.

I bet these memories follow you around. 

Chelsea loved Jamie, Jamie couldn’t. Well, he could, but for some reason, he couldn’t get the same feelings. Nothing happened that would have broken up the relationship, it was just feelings. Chelsea understood, though her feelings made her want to do anything for him. She was heartbroken when he broke it off, but she understood. Her first real heartbreak was the man of her dreams. 

Both of them kept appearing in dreams. Chelsea was in an airport and Jamie ran to her. Jamie was in her childhood home town and was walking downtown in the Christmas lights. There was no bad blood, but they both couldn’t get each off their minds. 

Say you'll remember me

Standing in a nice dress

“Wow, you look beautiful.” Jamie said. 

“I look like I haven’t slept in two days.” Chelsea laughed. 

Chelsea was returning back to her parents home for a few days, when they ran into each other in Chicago, each on a layover. 

“How long do you have? Coffee?” He asked

“Should we actually do this?” She questioned back, knowing how much hurt she had to get over. 

“If it doesn’t work, not meant to be, at least I’ll have the good memories, and I don’t want you to think i’m a dick.” He said. 

“We can get coffee, i have 45 minutes. We can start back slow, and maybe in our wildest dreams, we’ll try again.”

[fraternum-momentum]

ok so my room is p dark except for a shitty sconce light and a lamp near my bed and im currently working on a project but i didnt want to work at such low lighting. so what i did is i put my phone's flashlight on and then tied a belt around my neck to keep it steady. it was going good until my little brother suddenly barged in my room and i looked like this

[milkbreadtoast]

doodled Stayn from living with magicians webtoon... I like him :) (just felt like drawing random webtoon characters fsr lmao)

[callmehere-iwillappear]

yall i got my first ever 'update when' comment today whats up. am i part of the cool kids club now

[istherewifiinhell]

tips head.so far nothing moon and chime do has reached passed just kinda. adorable? to me. just a sort of mutual. aw this guys kinda pathetic i have to help him out. moons just like. damn. he doesnt know how to do anything. i have to help. i have to dunk him in the water. i have to give him nooggies (voice of a man who is NOT getting attached) and chimes like. FINALLY someones whose not weird about me. and he has to listen to all my infodumps cause hes like a newborn baby bird

that said. moon is hot when hes beating ppl up. so. u know. got that going.

[snekdood]

saw the other day someone say that "mary sues are for people who think everyone should treat them like they're the best ever" and buddy, trust me, at no point am i under the delusion that people will be nice to me in a normal and sufficient way. this is how i *wish* people treated me, not how I expect them to or think they should. trust me i know humanity sucks and will never be cool and nice, dont you worry, dont need to prove my point more, making me retreat even more to a fantasy world because clearly there's nothing here in humanity for me so w/e

[faaun]

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

[girlivealwaysbean]

hey god if you've created someone for me can you introduce me to them sooner? i kinda need them now

[jentlemahae]

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[apathyfairy]

me at 13: by the time im 30 i will probably be married and maybe have a kid but for sure i will be living in my dream city and have my dream job. and also a lot of money

me at almost 30: i think i will treat myself to a corn dog this weekend

[dennisboobs]

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[asummersday]

when will my writing motivation return from the war 😭

[train-whistles-at-night]

I don't have any specific questions to ask, but I'd love to hear about the littles

ive had this open for hours and literally thought abt what id write for possibly over an hour before i fell asleep so im just going to WRITE IT and everyone has to be NICEYS TO ME

anyhow CW for squicky content (regression and using nappies/diapers in a regressed state (for both urination and defecation), but in a completely non-sexual fashion)

Let's get the easier ones out of the way

Skulduggery is a skeleton, even using the human facade giving him the ability to do bodily functions, he's not fond of them. I don't think he uses nappies, but he understands why the others find them comforting. He thinks the material is soft and that's nice.

Dexter wears the equivalent of pull-ups- they're soft and nice and he's not really into using them, but he does like how they feel and the comfort they provide that if he gets too into being small and really can't make it to the restroom to pee, it won't get everywhere and will save him a little bit of face. Expressly only will use them for urination and will always use the restroom for defecation. (Would try to change himself, but will accept changes from most any of the CGs but prefers Saracen if he has to have help with it.)

Anton uses nappies, for both uses, but more-so urination than defecation, but it happens sometimes. Usually when he's very small and very into playing or small and actively sick. Anton gets small and scared and soft and shy when he uses the nappies, whether it's on purpose or entirely by accident, even having used them for a while now, there's still a sense of.. Shame? That comes with it. Age regression is so very important for Anton, but he has a Persona And Aesthetic he keeps up in public spaces, and he doesn't ever want anyone outside of the Dead Men and Kenspeckle to find out, especially about the nappies. Anyhow, he likes using them, and it started from bedwetting while small, and maybe sometime I'll write a little drabble about how they got to Anton actually enjoying using them with Saracen's help. Nappies for Anton are soft and crinkly and safe, they make him actively feel smaller in a good way when he wears them. They keep from any accidents happening, and Larrikin loves to dote of him when he changes him, it makes him a happy kind of embarrassed, the kind one gets because they are actively loved. It's good for him.

Ravel doesn't have much of a choice in wearing nappies- when Ravel regresses, 9 times out of 10 it's involuntary, and out of something causing a fear/trigger response. He gets very, very small when he first regresses (I'm talking like, half a year old at most), and slowly ages back up throughout the rest of the day. Here's the thing- same as with Anton, Larrikin really, genuinely doesn't mind changing nappies, he kinda likes it actually! It's a ways for Larrikin to show the littles that he is trustworthy and would never ever make fun of them or shame them for something they can't control/something that is deemed 'icky'. Ravel tends, from the fear that caused the regression, to wet right as he gets small, and generally doesn't have much control at all over his bladder and bowels when he's that small, and it upsets him immensely if it gets on his clothes at all. The solution has been nappies, which have stalled his upset most entirely, as the mess gets contained, and easily disposed of.

Most times the littles get very plain white/one color only nappies, but sometimes, just because Larrikin likes them really, he gets them ones with cute little designs on them. He can't help it, he thinks the littles in their lil nappies are so cute, he's gotta indulge himself every once in a while.

Anyhow despite my fear on posting this one, it's actually a topic I'm interested in talking more about if one had questions. Don't be afraid to ask.

[lesbianraskolnikov]

i cannot stand the convo on goth clothing here sometimes for so many reasons but, and while i can understand it in some contexts, i like the goth isnt actually expensive talk. Goth is primarily focused in music and  the range of styles is massive- If you want that victorian  / lolita style then yeah that, will be expensive. Goth is more than Trad Goth?!

Actually thinking about it any time this comes up goth is always paired with punk and like, while theirs similarities theres also. Differences. Punk is DIY some goth fashion like trad is DIY but obviously sometimes it will be pricier.

[silphilis]

i hate knowing why i do things thats so fucked. i have medical brainrot and its still not enough to erase the comprehensive collection of data i have on why ive done and felt everything that i have done and felt for my whole life. ruins the fun of it. buzzkill. cockblock. etcetera. shawties that cant even fuck up their own life in peace because they are painfully aware of why they want to act up and how to fix it. fuck you