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what do you guys think it was like for light, on L's birthday? do you think as L blew out his birthday candles, light couldn't help but think about killing him, all for his perfect little world? that little world in which he knows L is no longer allowed to exist in? did he gift him something, in the desperate, pathetic hope that it would assuage his guilt? or maybe he was just glad that it was all coming to a close who knows what light thinks, he who cannot even understand his own thoughts and feelings, he who drowns them with righteous fury. who knows?
#i got to thinking#i dont know if light had his memories on october 31st#but if he did#i cant help but wonder what he felt#to him surely L mustve been human#or felt human like a maybe friend#and did he gift it to assuage his guilt for L#or for the world#or for those first victims#maybe he realized it at all at the yellowbox warehouse#im sorry this is so random#death note#L lawliet#light yagami#introspection#if thats the right word#anyways happy death day L
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dreamers discuss their shared fate
#actually: frenemies bicker over brunch#i love them >_<#dont mind preliminary designs#just hope i got the ideas across#my art#hollow knight#hollow knight fanart#monomon the teacher#herrah the beast#lurien the watcher#hk monomon#hk lurien#hk herrah#hk fanart#hk dreamers#hollow knight headcanon#im making the eyes dark to recreate the game artstyle#hollow knight gijinka#hollow knight humans#hollow knight humanization#not actually humans#dhjsgfj idk bug people#unpopular herrah interpretation#ill explain ill explain.. !!#lurien STAND UP#monomon is bioluminescent yuh yuh#if thats the right word
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part 2 of that ticci toby fic dropping in the next 24 hrs so get ready or whatever °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°
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Just moved half my shit back to my parents and now I need to cull through it all and I wanna stab myself in the neck tbh
#moving back in isnt hard#its seperating our lives#this sucks balllllllls#and hes so done#im never going to stop hoping for a reconciliation#if thats the right word#i want to be with him#thats all i fucking want#and to sort my head out#but i want him#:(#txt
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crazy how much taking a break from life can change things!!!
-I'm making art for the first time in years
-I'm reading in Japanese and getting some practice every day
-potentially might get my boobs cut off??? Finally????
-I'm going to the gym again! Consistently!!! I'm lifting weights!!!
-I'm making like no money at my job but with my partner it feels like I can finally breathe despite that.
-IM MAKING ART FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS!!!!!!!!!! TRULY!!!!!
#silence gavin#i feel. almost. blessed?#if thats the right word#definitely so so very lucky to be in my position#to be able to recover. and live. and breathe.
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i just wanna say thank u sm for the bday wishes!!! i have a weird complex when it comes to me and my source things that makes me feel like. im being weird as hell for talking abt source in these ways. so it rly does mean a lot to me that evryones onboard with my source shenanigans n r willing to properly celebrate this with me <3333333
#leos lovezone#my source means a lot to me im vry close to it#if u couldnt tell#so im glad im regarded similarly#if thats the right word#i guess#thank u for treating me like leo??#it makes me super happy#even if i feel like ppl r weirded out by it#which btw#no one is. hopefully.#just brain thoughts#/leo
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Might be me with the inscryption stuff /hj. I know at least for me I've been on a major interest kick with the game so!!
Also hope to see more of your art in the future!
It's been a surprisingly different variety of peeps, but I'm thankful nevertheless!! Hopefully my future stuff holds up!
#Inscryption is something I've got a little bit of an uh#a sore spot with?#if thats the right word#but i want to try drawing that stuff again soon!
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i decided to rewatch the hazbin pilot and compare it to ep1 of hazbin and idk if im just nostalgic for smth that i used to enjoy much more but god i feel like its noticeable which one is objectivley better
#i can see that the animation looks a little dated?#if thats the right word#but its just soo much more livley#and the voice acting feels way more natural#the va's in the prime show are good dont get me wrong#they just felt a lil too cartoony almost?#if that makes sense#idfk#aaaaaaaaaaaa#also the pilot does a WAY better job at introducing the characters#ep1 just kinda plopped them in#ok anyways imm shut up jkdlaghsfidhabf.dgil
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herbology class 🌹🌿 (from chap 2 of my fic!)
#his alliteration/pun combo is even more lame in the actual chap bc seb holds up a dittany seed as he says this#bro had the dad jokes before he even became a dad😔👌#alliterations are just how they flirt.....losers...and i notice them EVERYWHERE now too. ive cursed myself#also MY ONESHOT IS LIKE 70-80% DONE I THINK?? im 30k words in but i might end up making it 2 chaps instead#idk im still deciding..itll depend on if i find a cutoff point that im happy with. cuz right now i dont like splitting it anywhere LOL#but maybe ill do it and release the first part just so that i can get it out and then finish the latter half later...decisions decisions#also now that im done my fic i also wanna draw a bunch of the earlier scenes i never did like this one#so weird drawing seb and clora not together yet tho LOL esp for seb. like damn there was a time u COULDNT just smooch clora?? nightmare....#i also almost drew clora wearing her hairclip SO many times by mistake LOL. thats the plus side of pre-seblora tho. dont gotta draw it🤪#hogwarts legacy#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#clora clemons#sebastian x mc#choccyart#mirabel garlick#hogwarts legacy fanfiction
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he can’t hurt you anymore
(mild tbob spoilers under the cut)
the book of bill was an experience, to say the least! it was one of the hardest (and at times the most frustrating) things i’ve ever read pertaining to media i like, and initially when i finished it i didn’t like it at all- but i’ve since had time to process and look at other readers’ perspectives and i think the whole weight of it has finally sunk in for me. the book i dreaded for months has an important, clear message and ultimately i’m glad it exists. there are a lot of people who are better at articulating that than i am. thanks again, alex :)
#gravity falls#ford pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#my art#book of bill#tried to do a thing with top down perspective/foreshortening if thats the right word uh. i dont know does it look good
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amatonormativity: a romantic partner should be the most important person in EVERYONE'S life
NOT amatonormativity: MY romantic partner is the most important person in MY life, but i understand this is not the same for other people
allosexnormativity: EVERYONE should have sex and sex is something EVERYONE needs/wants/should want
NOT allosexnormativity: I PERSONALLY enjoy sex and love having sex because it makes ME feel good, but other people dont feel the same and that's okay
platonormativity: having friends is important for EVERYONE and EVERYONE needs/has/should have friends
NOT platonormativity: having friends is important to ME and I PERSONALLY love having friends, but there are people who dont and theres nothing wrong with that
faminormativity (is that the word?): family is important for EVERYONE and EVERYONE needs to have their family
NOT faminormativity: family is important to ME and I PERSONALLY need my family with me, but other people dont feel the same and i understand that
lovenormativity (again, not sure if this is a word): EVERYBODY feels love and there's something wrong wiith you if you dont
NOT lovenormativity: I PERSONALLY feel love and love people, but not everyone does and that's completely okay!
NOT amatonormativity: i dont have friends/have any desire to have friends, i am happy with other relationships/no relationships at all
NOT platonormativity: i dont have any desire to be in a romantic relationships, and i am happy with my platonic relationships
NOT allosexnormativity: i like hooking up with people and having one night stands or friends with benefits
NOT faminormativity: i care about my family deeply and am close with family members
NOT lovenormativity: i feel love for people i care about
it's not normative to personally enjoy something, so long as you respect that other people simply arent like you and aren't going to like the same things as you. taking down normativity is a two way street, allos and aspecs need to do it. support your local aros, aces, apls, afams and other aspecs today! remember to challange all normativities, and to not enforce other normativity by saying how bullshit other normativities are!
nothing is universal. romance is not universal. sex is not universal. friendship is not universal. family is not universal. love is not universal. nothing is universal.
#im sorry if i worded anything wrong!!#i am aroace and an apl and afam ally but im still learning and trying my best :)#if any apls or afams want to correct me in wording of this post i am welcome to criticism! /gen#i also dont know if i got all the words right but im trying and i hope this post makes some amount of sense#aromantic#asexual#aplatonic#afamilial#aspec#apl ally#aplatonic ally#afam ally#afamilial ally#aro#ace#apl#afam#amatonormativity#platonormativity#allonormativity#allosexnormativity#faminormativity#remember to learn and grow as people!! always challenge the system but dont go against fellow aspecs while you do!!!#loveless ally#ally#loveless#i am also not loveless by the way so once again loveless people please lmk if you want me to change anything!!#/gen#i added that after I'd posted this so thats not with the other tags#i dont mean to offend anyone at all im just an aroace kid who hates normativity
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kisses u on the forehead in an unmistakably samfrodo 2003 way
#the lord of the rings#frodo baggins#samwise gamgee#lotr#samfro#thats the tag right? ive never seen anyone say frodosam#sounds like a magic word#anyway uh yeah. theres love and tenderness in that bitch#so much of it#top10 lotr scenes that altered my brain chemistry forever#return of the king#rotk
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theres a saguaro skeleton in a lot near my house and its taking all my power to not hustle over there and steal a few ribs
#desert rat problems 101#its the corpse from a car accident a few years ago#it took a while but eventually the cactus died#but its CORPSE is just OUT THERE... and the ribs can be so useful for dowel related projects#ooc#thats right. its the kind of week where i post shit on my mlb side instead of my main. i want to hear the words of the people
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Learn from who? Learn from you?
Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#pdribs#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#uh huh. mmhm. parallels and shit#OK LIKE. in nice words ai di essentially tells chen yi to go for it BUT bc hes a Lil Shit he says it like 'use force to PROVE how you feel.#followed by '.....OH WAIT YOU CANT BEAT HIM'. the way he rubs that in chen yi's face too like it isnt even 'youre weaker than him.'#it's you're LOWER than him. & thats why ai di calls him a coward bc therell always be a divide between chen yi & cdy that chen yi wont cros#and the point of this is - okay i know chen yi is literally picking ai di up and throwing him around here but also you have to remember#ai di LETS HIM. ai di doesnt fight back as hard as he could and that puts them on EVEN. EQUAL. GROUND. every time.#& yeah theres some comedy to it but you cant Ever forget that ai di wants chen yi to want him. needs it. he's faking sleep in the 1st scene#and once chen yi realizes what he wants he puts everything he has into keeping it - inadvertently taking ai di's advice by doing so -#& expresses it in every kind of way too. whatever it takes. bc between the two of them its not just 'bring him back' it's 'bring him HOME'#in a way thats based on the constantly being witness to the worst of each other & choosing it AND. years and layers of trust & love.#..ok only I would take a gifset of chen yi picking ai di up & make it abt how their relationship is perfectly balanced. but im right so idc#the last one ties it all together in my onion. chen yi got him home. and ai di's deliberately allowing himself to be loved. they won
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Opened up Journal 3 to get ideas of words to type for the website/ compare and contrast the vibe to the perspective gained with the Book of Bill and uh
Interesting verb choice there, Sixer
#journal 3#gravity falls#the book of bill#ford pines#billford#SEDUCE?????????? SEDUCE?#THATS the verb you chose?? there's a lot of different verbs out there my guy#like if you are just be verbose (which we all know he is) there's a lot of other words out there you could use#gay gay homosexual gay#god this has been here the whole time#and I just went eeeehhh maybe it makes sense whatever instead of seeing that it was like. right there.
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#1 like a prayer fan none of you understand (insane)
#the movie was made for me thats why like a prayer by madonna is there and thats why ryan reynolds went to madonna's house to ask for permiss#ion yeah#(delusional)#deadpool#wolverine#poolverine#cassandra idk her last name#ive been dreaming for 500000 years for SOMEONE to use like a prayer somewhere Thank God.#almost cried during the choir version in the movie oh my glob#i heard it in a trailer it was barely discernible i think i used that word right#anyways you could barely hear it in the one trailer i saw on tv (i wanted to go in blind) and i was like LIKE A PRAYER ???? BY MADONNA ??!??#like girl u have no idea#anyways ermmm the yappsterrrrrr#deadpool and wolverine#forgot this tag#i love you like a prayer by madonna#controversial music video but DAMN its a good song Ok Bye#yknow i used to associate the song with pucci from jojo idk i think i was in my jjba era anyways Byyyeeeeeeeee ^_^ bye bye (bye bye)#I LOVE MUSIC#1 MUSIC LOVER
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