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wait wait I got it. *points* cursed to follow whatever dw sun wants <3 (i miss him) (you probably know full well who I am hxjfksbsk)
yea... he's got a chokehold on me
#dialogue dump#ask game#like. like the song. the song in his playlist. like choke the song. in his playlist. okay i'll stop now...#i miss him too... i need to write something in his perspective or something i dunno...#need to get his stupid silly messed up thoughts on paper#if only for my own sanity#rattling around like a ping-pong ball in my head fr...
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Reading svsss really puts into perspective just how MIRACULOUSLY normal Hua Cheng turned out despite his arguably worse circumstances.
#obviously he's not NORMAL normal but for a man with an 800yo obsession he's very respectful of boundaries and relationships outside of him#the only individual he actually resents for wanting gege's attention is his own fkn scimitar#bro was white knuckle gripping his sanity the whole time#sat meditating in the kiln like âi am healthy i am wealthy i am rich i am that bitch if i take my god for granted i hope i die in a ditchâ#this is not binghe bashing im genuinely amazed#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#scum villain self saving system#svsss#mxtx#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian
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I finally drew Penelope!đâŁď¸
#penelope eckart#penelope eckhart#vadd#villains are destined to die#death is the only ending for a villainess#manhwa#pov: you are Callisto#I did not draw the entire dress for my own sanity#slackyâs art
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acceptance
#hi I loved the finale so much and it hurt#i had to make something#fionna and cake#fionna campbell#cake the cat#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#golbetty#adventure time#adventure time golb#fanart#adventure time fanart#fionna and cake spoilers#the fact that the realization that their relationship wasnât healthy because they were just so obsessed with one another#and simon didnât realize how much betty was sacrificing for him#meanwhile he was ready to sacrifice his own sanity because he felt he had no purpose#this show rly hit home#i wish the finale wasnât kinda rushed but thatâs my only gripe with it#crismakesstuff
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small acts of kindness
#Gon casually help strangers and friends all the time so for my own sanity i only doodled four little hunter exam moments#been in a very 'gon is such a nice boy i love him' mood recently#also in the mood to bs with colors yay#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon freecss#gon freecs#mari draws
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hands & feet for character design class :)
#dear god this assignment took forever. this is only like 1/8th of it btw#drew all of these while watching the teen wolf movie bc i very much do not value my own sanity. semester 2 off to a great start đ#skribbles
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The most kills each player has gotten on another person in the life series (excluding real life smp)
Someone has probably already made this before but I've never seen it so I made this mainly for my own convenience but I'm posting it here anyway. Some of these kills are technicalities (and others were also excluded bc of technicalities) so some numbers on this list are debatable but I tried to make it as accurate as possible
Scott: Joel - 7Â (Ngl I laughed. The entire reason I made this list was for this statistic I wish more people acknowledged how comically violent scott's retaliations are against Joel's antics sometimes. Literal tom and jerry moment)
Joel: Cleo - 6Â (really surprising actually. I've watched all of Joel's povs like twice and have never realized how often he killed Cleo)
Grian: Scar - 5 Jimmy - 6? (one kill is questionable due to it being the warden kill in SL so if anyone should be credited its Etho, which is why I'm still including Scar on this list)
Scar: Etho - 5
Etho: Scar - 5 (worlds healthiest father son duo)
Martyn: Tango - 4 (this number + how much their characters clash make me think these 2 would have an incredible alliance. and by incredible I mean it would crash and burn and I would love every second of it)
Pearl: Cleo - 4
Impulse: Pearl - 3
Ren: Cleo - 3Â
Bdubs: Impulse, Grian, Skizz - 2
Gem: Scott & Pearl - 2 (Technically also Etho if including LimL)
Skizz: Bdubs - 2
Bigb: Scott - 2
Jimmy: Lizzie - 2 (you could probably make some kind of canary narrative out of this but I'm kind of a vocal hater of the 'the curse got passed on to lizzie' concept so I'm not gonna be the one to do it)
Cleo: Scott - 2 (both of which were on request of Scott)
Mumbo: Joel, Bdubs, Impulse (Scott and Scar could also be included) - 1
Tango: Joel, Jimmy, Etho, Martyn, Bdubs - 1
Lizzie: Pearl, Jimmy, Bigb - 1
#trafficblr#scott smajor#smallishbeans#grian#ethoslab#gtws#only including the first 5 names on this list for my own sanity#life series#traffic SMP#also I will never get over how funny real life is as a name for this smp#ooc it sounds so bad
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Being uncompromising on your boundaries doesn't make you the spawn of satan. It makes you a normal person, and anybody who makes you feel horrible about not compromising on your boundaries should perhaps be a yellow, if not red, flag, at least.
#boundaries#mental health#i think some people see other people's boundaries as an attack on their character...#...so when somebody reaffirms their boundaries they take it as 'you are such a SHITTY person and i'm going to attack you'...#...instead of as 'hey these are my boundaries and i just want to remind you of them'#it seems like many people themself use boundaries to attack people rather than to preserve their own safety/sanity so they assume...#...other people will be doing the same thing and when somebody affirms their boundaries it can only be because they're under attack...#...maybe call me sigmund frued because that could just be wildly inaccurate for people who see boundaries as attacking#but that's just something i've noticed before and it makes me wonder y'know?
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Live Emotion Song Spreadsheet Project
I've started putting together a simple spreadsheet of song information for the game in hopes it'll be useful for the various events we get!
Includes: Singer(s), Song Titles, Length, and Note Count for all the difficulties!
It's also color coded by Singer color(s) and the difficulty, PLUS it's set up so the songs involved in the current event will be highlighted for easy comparisons too~
Currently we have: - All current event songs, Easy+Normal+Hard (4/6 have Expert) - All Group/Duo/Trio songs, Easy+Normal (1 has Hard)
I would love to ask for your help filling out things much faster! If you happen to know any note totals for any of the songs (or just have a screenshot of ur score page) please let me know!!!
Hard+Expert notes are most appreciated as I personally only just started doing those higher difficulties after the last event so those will take me the longest for me to get through. But anything and everything you guys can provide regardless of what difficulty is appreciated and will save me so much time!!
Just shoot dm/ask/submission or even reply to this post please and thank you <3
#Live Emotion#Utapri Live Emotion#Utapri#Uta no Prince Sama#LE Song Proj#im only going through less than 10 songs each day for my own sanity btw so literally anything you guys can give is amazing help!!#like seriously you can 100% send me screenshots of ur score pages if u have any ill do the math for u it still works#theres also a couple songs I cant seem to find the length to if anyone has those!#i originally posted about this on my personal blog but bungled the tag order so it didnt show in any of the right tags lmao#so i decided a dedicated blog for people to spam is prob a better idea anyways so here we go!
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huevember 1/5 / drst kiddies off to get their halloween treats, and maybe do some tricks !
#artists on tumblr#fanart#dr stone fanart#gen asagiri#ryusui nanami#senku ishigami#ukyo saionji#chrome#doing an altered ver of huevember bc for my own sanity!!! i will only draw once a week#but im excited !!!#huevember#huevember 2023#mint archives ; art
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@bartylusmicrofic
Prompt 5: joint
(Sorry this is late)
CW: minors doing and selling drugs (just weed, which was not legal in Scotland in the 70s, but cmon itâs just weed), brief mention of domestic abuse (just a joke about Bartyâs shitty dad)
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Barty never really cared about the stigma surrounding non-muggleborn wizards being involved with muggle shit. If muggles made something he wanted, heâd take it. Who the fuck cared who made it? He smoked muggle cigarettes, lit them with muggle lighters, listened to muggle music, and dressed like a muggle punk. Who was gonna stop him?
But what he hadnât done (yet) was muggle drugs. He honestly hadnât even thought about it until he found out that the hufflepuff Evan liked so much was selling muggle shit.
So Barty, being the open minded connoisseur that he is, bothered Evan to get him some until he got annoyed enough to do it.
Barty was waiting on his bed, staring at the ceiling. He decided he regretted not going with Evan because having nothing to do but wait was so much worse than having to witness Evan flirt with a guy who probably didnât even know boys could kiss other boys. But he didnât have to wait much longer after that thought before Evan strolled into the room and threw a small bag, filled with something that looked like moss, onto his chest with a little too much force to be friendly.
âWoah, no need to get violent, Rosie.â Barty whined as he sat up, watching the little bag slide down into his lap.
Evan scoffed and rolled his eyes, âyou can take being beat by your dad, you can take a bag of grass.â
Judging by how sunny Evan was being, Barty figured the flirting had gone very well. But Evan had bought him drugs so he would be quiet today. How sweet of a friend he was.
âWhereâs Reg?â Evan asked over his shoulder as he flopped on his back onto Regulusâ empty bed.
âWhere do you think?â Barty answered with his own eye roll as he opened the little bag. Regulus could be found in one of two places during his entire stay at Hogwarts, and that was the dorm and the library. It was a little different now that he had prefect duties, but not really.
A smell that Barty had never smelled anything like before wafted from the bag and he had to resist the urge to cough with how it settled in his throat. Heâd smoked before, he shouldnât cough over a sniff of⌠whatever this was.
âYou donât snort it, idiot.â Evan called.
âI wasnât, idiot.â
âWell then what were you gonna do, idiot?â
Barty decided to be quiet then, on his own volition and not at all because he couldnât answer.
Evan chuckled like the bastard he was and rolled over on his stomach to face Barty. âAlright, gimme the bag and a book you donât care about.â
â⌠what the fuck did you two do?â Regulus grumbled, tucking his nose under his sleeve to hide it from the offending scent choking up their dorm.
Barty, honest to Circe, could not find it in his muddled brain to answer.
âJust some down time, Reg,â Evan answered for him. He seemed to be handling the smoke a lot better than Barty, considering he could talk all and good despite currently smoking even more than Barty had.
Barty watched Regulus sigh and drop his bag at the foot of his bed, next to Evanâs feet. âYouâre on my bed.â
âUh-huh.â Evan hummed as he took another drag.
âMove, you high bastard.â
âGo lay with Barty. Look how lonely he is.â And then they were both looking over at him and he couldnât control his face enough to stop staring back. Had he actually blinked in a while? Now that he was thinking about it, he didnât think so⌠woah.
âHow much did you give him?â Regulus asked as he slipped his fingers into Bartyâs hair. When had he gotten close enough to do that? Meh, whatever. Barty wasnât gonna complain, so he just leaned into the welcome touch. Barty couldnât help the smile that painted on his face when he nuzzled into Regulusâ hand. He didnât remember closing his eyes but he was vaguely aware that the only sense that was working was his sense of touch. And hearing. Kind of. Was he underwater?
âI didnât feed it to him by the spoonful, Reg. He took what he wanted.â
âAnd thatâs unusual?â
âSee? Youâre catching up.â
âShut up.â
Barty frowned when Regulusâ hand suddenly disappeared from his hair. Where was he going?
Regulus was chuckling, âoh, calm down.â He grumbled in his own, loving, way âMerlin, donât pout.â
Regulusâ hand was cupping Bartyâs chin and his thumb was running over Bartyâs lip ring. If he was pouting before, he certainly wasnât now.
âHeâs on another plane right now, Reggie.â Evan muttered as he took yet another hit.
âYouâre on the way.â
âHereâs to hoping.â
There was some shuffling on the bed and when Barty opened his eyes his head was propped onto Regulusâ lap like the worldâs greatest pillow. His delicate fingers were combing back through Bartyâs hair but Barty wasnât focused on that anymore. How could he be focused on anything else when he was looking up at his beautiful boyfriendâs beautiful face? Regulus was still talking to Evan but Barty couldnât hear them. Regulus was so beautiful.
His lips were pink and perfect and Barty knew they were soft. He liked watching them move when he talked. His nose was arched like a Greek god and Barty would offer as many hecatombs as he could if Regulus asked. He had a million moles dotting his milky skin like his own inverse galaxy. BARTY didnât care much about astrology, but he would if it was about this sky. His eyes were a cold, icy gray that swam with the softest blue. Barty wasnât an empty headed, drooling flirt or anything, but he could honestly stare into Regulusâ eyes forever and be completely content until he dropped dead and blind. In factâŚ
He sat up and nudged Regulus to lay back so he could rest his chin on Regulusâ chest and get a better look.
âOh Salazar.â Piped up Evan with a rumbling laugh deep from his chest. But Barty wasnât listening because Regulus was laughing too and Barty felt his heart singing in his chest.
âBarty, what-â he was interrupted by his own giggles. âWhat are you doing?â
Regulusâ smile was wonderful. The real one. The tight, knowing one that he showed everyone outside his four walls was certainly hot, but he beloved the real thing more. It was private, just for him and those close to his heart, and it was perfect. It bled flush into his cheeks and spread his perfect lips enough that he actually showed his teeth. He was always so careful to hide his teeth, just because he viewed the gap he had between them as unsavory. He thought they were to be hidden. He thought a lot of himself was to be hidden.
Well, more for Barty.
âLooking at you.â He answered far too late with a smile he knew was far too dopey.
Regulusâ laughter continued to shake through his chest while Barty continued to gaze at his beauty like a lovesick puppy. It was nice staring at Regulus when his head was all fuzzy. It felt like Regulus was the only thing he could see.
He liked that. He liked that a lot.
#stoned barty is real#but like heâs also a suburban only child whoâs parents try their hardest to shelter him#so this is just his first time being stoned#this will happen again#also peep Evan trying and failing to flirt with Edgar#its ok he smoked off the emotions#hell live#could you tell I was scrambling for wizard swears#the overuse of beautiful was purposeful and I need you to know that for my own sanity#Bartyâs high and doesnât remember enough good words#regulus black#barty crouch jr#barty crouch junior#regulus arcturus black#evan rosier#bartylus#starkiller#microfic#bartylus microfic#edgar bones
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Could I please request Yae Miko kink headcanons?
{â} characters yae miko {â} notes drabble, hc's, gender neutral reader {â} warnings 18+ content
{â} brat taming
i mean. kind of expected, but it also goes both ways. she thrives off "taming" you when you're being bratty just as much as she thrives off you doing the same thing to her. and she is a brat when she subs, absolutely. she will keep egging you on and being an absolute brat to the point she'll often forget you're still, yknow, mortal and don't exactly have the stamina to keep up with her being so damn insatiable (that's fine for her, though. she doesn't technically need you to lift a finger to keep it going, if your comfortable with it. just don't expect to be getting up for the next few days.)
{â} marking
also a given and, again, goes both ways. she loves when you're rough with her, not afraid to break her (the bed, on the other hand, is a different matter), marking is just the cherry on top that has her toes curling and her tail wrapping around you like a vice. especially if you leave marks in places her uniform won't hide laterâ but she's also gonna do the same to you, and her teeth are a hell of a lot bigger, so I hope you've got a good pain tolerance because she's gonna make you into a chew toy half way through the night. scratching, biting..she might even get a little too excited and zap you once or twice. on accident, unless your into it.
{â} wax play
miko leans more towards giving then receiving with this one, but I can see her enjoying it immensely. both because she's a tease and likes to rile you up and because she loves to doll you up and make you nice and pretty..which just happens to include pouring hot wax on your skin. if you let her, she'll even blindfold you so you can never expect when she'll pour the wax, and oh boy does she thrive off the surprised noises you make. she loves experimenting with all different kinds of colors of wax, too, just to see which looks best on your skin. absolute menace about it, too. her hands are on the colder side, so when she peels off the wax once it's cooled down she'll randomly place her hands over your warm skin just to watch you jump.
#asks#Anonymous#genshin impact smut#genshin smut#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#minors dni#writing tag#yae miko smut#yae miko x reader#you dont know how happy i was to see this in my inbox withers away#i was so burnt out from writing full on drabbles i think i aged 15 yrs#had me rotting in bed for like a week lol#anyway kicking my feet im back :]#yae miko my beloved..#theres also smth to be said for primal play w miko but i only do 3 per for my own sanity so uhhhhhhhhh#another honorable mention for tail pulling bc its like hair pulling but Better#if she lets you see it#its free real estate babey!!!!!
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"A thing that you see in my pictures is that I was not afraid to fall in love with these people" - Annie Leibovitz
Dan & Yok - Not Me EP. 8 | Ton & Nick - Only Friends EP. 2
#i seen this scene and immediately had to for my own sanity#i was vibrating out of my skin#that quote always struck me for Dan and Yok#not so much for Ton and Nick#because Ton is a coward#but pretty nevertheless#boys are art#only friends the series#ofts#not me#not me the series#mark pakin#gawin caskey#my gifs#click for better quality on mobile app đ
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and so it begins...
#good omens 2#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd 2#our flag means death#our flag means death 2#what is beginning you ask?....the complete end of my sanity#LITERALLY THE ONLY 2 THOUGHTS I AM GONNA HAVE FROM NOW OWN#I haven't yet recovered from GO and now Im being plunged into OFMD#PLEASE HEAL MY HEARTđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
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When the fic is highly questionable but it's so well written that you just have to hit kudos
#i leave my username on everything#but man#there ARE ones that I only give kudos anonymously#you know it's good when it makes you question your own sanity#ao3
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[231019] M Countdown :: Baddie :: Yujin
#ive#ivenet#ggnet#femadolsedit#ultkpop#dazzlingidolsedit#kpopccc#yujin#an yujin#igm.gif#mine:ive#p: m countdown#userzaynab#ocora#hanatonin#lucieblr#useroro#shuaria#yes i'm a day late but i had to gif it...for my own sanity...or lack thereof#only she can make me question my sexuality huh#interesting...
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