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wait wait I got it. *points* cursed to follow whatever dw sun wants <3 (i miss him) (you probably know full well who I am hxjfksbsk)
yea... he's got a chokehold on me
#dialogue dump#ask game#like. like the song. the song in his playlist. like choke the song. in his playlist. okay i'll stop now...#i miss him too... i need to write something in his perspective or something i dunno...#need to get his stupid silly messed up thoughts on paper#if only for my own sanity#rattling around like a ping-pong ball in my head fr...
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Lifespans.
(ID under cut)
[Image ID: A three-way venn diagram floating against a starfield. The circles are coloured; one yellow, one light blue, one a darker shade of blue. The yellow is the smallest, the two blue ones over double its size, with the darker blue the biggest. The yellow is half covered by the two blue circles, while it takes up a small amount of the two blues. The centre overlap between all three is labelled "the precious few years we three were together".
There is very little overlap between the yellow and the darker blue without the lighter blue.
The work is signed 'aerialworms'./End ID]
#star trek#mcspirk#star trek fanart#star trek the original series#leonard mccoy#james t kirk#spock#i drew this after that short film came out last year#I don't usually acknowledge ge nerations for my own sanity but it got me thinking about how jim only knew spock for 25 years before he die#bones for 35ish#less than half his life. and then they just had to live on without him#spirk#mckirk#spones#bones and spock knew each other for far longer together than they were with jim#but they came together because of him#their relationship after he disappeared must have been in some way changed by his absence#and i really can't get over the fact that bones lived for so long as well. like he got to over double jim's age when he disappeared#they all probably thought they'd be together forever#and then.#and don't get me started on bones dying and spock immediately leaving for romulus#by my calculations (yes i did a shitton of maths for this and then took artistic liberty with the diagram anyway)#(yes i was also using rough guesstimate and headcanon for dates and ages bc canon is so conflicting)#they were all three together for 25 years. it was 28 years from jim taking command to him entering the nexus#minus three for the pre-Motion Picture divorce years. 25 years they actually got to be together as a triumvirate. not fucking fair.#also please note jim was 60 when he entered the nexus. bones lived to be 141 and spock got to 161. they were all together for 25 years.#i put the k/s overlap as only a few years because i haven't watched snw and figured there were probably only a few years cumulative where#they were together without bones being around too#mckirk overlap is roughly 11 years bc of personal headcanon that they were friends before the 5ym AHH BASTARD TUMBLR DELETED MY TAGS#Please see my reblog if you want the rest of these tags!!!
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The (almost) Perfect Assistant
#the only things keeping him from being Perfect are#his degredation kink#his undying gay love for his boss#and the fact that the evil robots made to kill ppl thinks hes their mama#(+ little hc that he wears cute patterned socks under his work clothes!!)#fan art#sonic#agent stone#sonic movie universe#sth#sonic fanart#art#stobotnik#badniks#digital art#ibispaintx#artists on tumblr#my art#sonic 3#sonic movie 3#i could go on and on about what this piece means and like the balancing act that stone has to take on working for robotnik and blah blah bla#but honestly i just had a vision and needed to execute it for the sake of my own sanity (and gay-nity)#anyways thats literally my wife guys
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Reading svsss really puts into perspective just how MIRACULOUSLY normal Hua Cheng turned out despite his arguably worse circumstances.
#obviously he's not NORMAL normal but for a man with an 800yo obsession he's very respectful of boundaries and relationships outside of him#the only individual he actually resents for wanting gege's attention is his own fkn scimitar#bro was white knuckle gripping his sanity the whole time#sat meditating in the kiln like “i am healthy i am wealthy i am rich i am that bitch if i take my god for granted i hope i die in a ditch”#this is not binghe bashing im genuinely amazed#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#scum villain self saving system#svsss#mxtx#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian
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I finally drew Penelope!😭❣️
#penelope eckart#penelope eckhart#vadd#villains are destined to die#death is the only ending for a villainess#manhwa#pov: you are Callisto#I did not draw the entire dress for my own sanity#slacky’s art
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beautiful mind jacket behind
#so excited for beautiful ode- i mean mind#dailybg#kband#malegroupsnet#xdinarynet#kpopedit#jypartists#xhedit#xdinary heroes#xdh#xh#xdinary heroes gifs#xdh gifs#ode#oh seungmin#ode gifs#xh ode#*gifs#*xdh#*ode#majatual#cheytermelon#userdeyjah#i only picked the clips without flash for my own sanity
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finished only murders in the building s3 yesterday and i have a question. how long before which of the pickwick triplets did it finally leaves my head
#it's been stuck there ever since i first heard charles rehearsing it#i swear to god sometimes i'm just going about my day and without even realizing i start singing it out of the blue#no wonder charles started going a bit crazy#it's catchy to a degree that is dangerous to my own sanity#only murders in the building#jess.txt
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small acts of kindness
#Gon casually help strangers and friends all the time so for my own sanity i only doodled four little hunter exam moments#been in a very 'gon is such a nice boy i love him' mood recently#also in the mood to bs with colors yay#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon freecss#gon freecs#mari draws
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hands & feet for character design class :)
#dear god this assignment took forever. this is only like 1/8th of it btw#drew all of these while watching the teen wolf movie bc i very much do not value my own sanity. semester 2 off to a great start 👍#skribbles
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I so so so appreciate this fandom. The BTS all does look very promising but i love how everyone is still very much grounded (pardon the pun) and 90% of the posts I've seen it is clear that people know it's not a 100% guarantee and even on the likely event he is back, it doesn't guarantee they get back together. Even just all the use of the clown descriptor, we KNOW what we are and we aren't taking it too seriously and I love that for us.
#just all the posts seem grounded in reality and not in a world of their own and i so appreciate that for my own sanity#like OF COURSE we all know what we want from this and we are all hopi g that happens but we also know better than to only believe one thing#bucktommy#911 spoilers
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The most kills each player has gotten on another person in the life series (excluding real life smp)
Someone has probably already made this before but I've never seen it so I made this mainly for my own convenience but I'm posting it here anyway. Some of these kills are technicalities (and others were also excluded bc of technicalities) so some numbers on this list are debatable but I tried to make it as accurate as possible
Scott: Joel - 7 (Ngl I laughed. The entire reason I made this list was for this statistic I wish more people acknowledged how comically violent scott's retaliations are against Joel's antics sometimes. Literal tom and jerry moment)
Joel: Cleo - 6 (really surprising actually. I've watched all of Joel's povs like twice and have never realized how often he killed Cleo)
Grian: Scar - 5 Jimmy - 6? (one kill is questionable due to it being the warden kill in SL so if anyone should be credited its Etho, which is why I'm still including Scar on this list)
Scar: Etho - 5
Etho: Scar - 5 (worlds healthiest father son duo)
Martyn: Tango - 4 (this number + how much their characters clash make me think these 2 would have an incredible alliance. and by incredible I mean it would crash and burn and I would love every second of it)
Pearl: Cleo - 4
Impulse: Pearl - 3
Ren: Cleo - 3
Bdubs: Impulse, Grian, Skizz - 2
Gem: Scott & Pearl - 2 (Technically also Etho if including LimL)
Skizz: Bdubs - 2
Bigb: Scott - 2
Jimmy: Lizzie - 2 (you could probably make some kind of canary narrative out of this but I'm kind of a vocal hater of the 'the curse got passed on to lizzie' concept so I'm not gonna be the one to do it)
Cleo: Scott - 2 (both of which were on request of Scott)
Mumbo: Joel, Bdubs, Impulse (Scott and Scar could also be included) - 1
Tango: Joel, Jimmy, Etho, Martyn, Bdubs - 1
Lizzie: Pearl, Jimmy, Bigb - 1
#trafficblr#scott smajor#smallishbeans#grian#ethoslab#gtws#only including the first 5 names on this list for my own sanity#life series#traffic SMP#also I will never get over how funny real life is as a name for this smp#ooc it sounds so bad
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Being uncompromising on your boundaries doesn't make you the spawn of satan. It makes you a normal person, and anybody who makes you feel horrible about not compromising on your boundaries should perhaps be a yellow, if not red, flag, at least.
#boundaries#mental health#i think some people see other people's boundaries as an attack on their character...#...so when somebody reaffirms their boundaries they take it as 'you are such a SHITTY person and i'm going to attack you'...#...instead of as 'hey these are my boundaries and i just want to remind you of them'#it seems like many people themself use boundaries to attack people rather than to preserve their own safety/sanity so they assume...#...other people will be doing the same thing and when somebody affirms their boundaries it can only be because they're under attack...#...maybe call me sigmund frued because that could just be wildly inaccurate for people who see boundaries as attacking#but that's just something i've noticed before and it makes me wonder y'know?
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Live Emotion Song Spreadsheet Project
I've started putting together a simple spreadsheet of song information for the game in hopes it'll be useful for the various events we get!
Includes: Singer(s), Song Titles, Length, and Note Count for all the difficulties!
It's also color coded by Singer color(s) and the difficulty, PLUS it's set up so the songs involved in the current event will be highlighted for easy comparisons too~
Currently we have: - All current event songs, Easy+Normal+Hard (4/6 have Expert) - All Group/Duo/Trio songs, Easy+Normal (1 has Hard)
I would love to ask for your help filling out things much faster! If you happen to know any note totals for any of the songs (or just have a screenshot of ur score page) please let me know!!!
Hard+Expert notes are most appreciated as I personally only just started doing those higher difficulties after the last event so those will take me the longest for me to get through. But anything and everything you guys can provide regardless of what difficulty is appreciated and will save me so much time!!
Just shoot dm/ask/submission or even reply to this post please and thank you <3
#Live Emotion#Utapri Live Emotion#Utapri#Uta no Prince Sama#LE Song Proj#im only going through less than 10 songs each day for my own sanity btw so literally anything you guys can give is amazing help!!#like seriously you can 100% send me screenshots of ur score pages if u have any ill do the math for u it still works#theres also a couple songs I cant seem to find the length to if anyone has those!#i originally posted about this on my personal blog but bungled the tag order so it didnt show in any of the right tags lmao#so i decided a dedicated blog for people to spam is prob a better idea anyways so here we go!
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@bartylusmicrofic
Prompt 5: joint
(Sorry this is late)
CW: minors doing and selling drugs (just weed, which was not legal in Scotland in the 70s, but cmon it’s just weed), brief mention of domestic abuse (just a joke about Barty’s shitty dad)
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Barty never really cared about the stigma surrounding non-muggleborn wizards being involved with muggle shit. If muggles made something he wanted, he’d take it. Who the fuck cared who made it? He smoked muggle cigarettes, lit them with muggle lighters, listened to muggle music, and dressed like a muggle punk. Who was gonna stop him?
But what he hadn’t done (yet) was muggle drugs. He honestly hadn’t even thought about it until he found out that the hufflepuff Evan liked so much was selling muggle shit.
So Barty, being the open minded connoisseur that he is, bothered Evan to get him some until he got annoyed enough to do it.
Barty was waiting on his bed, staring at the ceiling. He decided he regretted not going with Evan because having nothing to do but wait was so much worse than having to witness Evan flirt with a guy who probably didn’t even know boys could kiss other boys. But he didn’t have to wait much longer after that thought before Evan strolled into the room and threw a small bag, filled with something that looked like moss, onto his chest with a little too much force to be friendly.
“Woah, no need to get violent, Rosie.” Barty whined as he sat up, watching the little bag slide down into his lap.
Evan scoffed and rolled his eyes, “you can take being beat by your dad, you can take a bag of grass.”
Judging by how sunny Evan was being, Barty figured the flirting had gone very well. But Evan had bought him drugs so he would be quiet today. How sweet of a friend he was.
“Where’s Reg?” Evan asked over his shoulder as he flopped on his back onto Regulus’ empty bed.
“Where do you think?” Barty answered with his own eye roll as he opened the little bag. Regulus could be found in one of two places during his entire stay at Hogwarts, and that was the dorm and the library. It was a little different now that he had prefect duties, but not really.
A smell that Barty had never smelled anything like before wafted from the bag and he had to resist the urge to cough with how it settled in his throat. He’d smoked before, he shouldn’t cough over a sniff of… whatever this was.
“You don’t snort it, idiot.” Evan called.
“I wasn’t, idiot.”
“Well then what were you gonna do, idiot?”
Barty decided to be quiet then, on his own volition and not at all because he couldn’t answer.
Evan chuckled like the bastard he was and rolled over on his stomach to face Barty. “Alright, gimme the bag and a book you don’t care about.”
“… what the fuck did you two do?” Regulus grumbled, tucking his nose under his sleeve to hide it from the offending scent choking up their dorm.
Barty, honest to Circe, could not find it in his muddled brain to answer.
“Just some down time, Reg,” Evan answered for him. He seemed to be handling the smoke a lot better than Barty, considering he could talk all and good despite currently smoking even more than Barty had.
Barty watched Regulus sigh and drop his bag at the foot of his bed, next to Evan’s feet. “You’re on my bed.”
“Uh-huh.” Evan hummed as he took another drag.
“Move, you high bastard.”
“Go lay with Barty. Look how lonely he is.” And then they were both looking over at him and he couldn’t control his face enough to stop staring back. Had he actually blinked in a while? Now that he was thinking about it, he didn’t think so… woah.
“How much did you give him?” Regulus asked as he slipped his fingers into Barty’s hair. When had he gotten close enough to do that? Meh, whatever. Barty wasn’t gonna complain, so he just leaned into the welcome touch. Barty couldn’t help the smile that painted on his face when he nuzzled into Regulus’ hand. He didn’t remember closing his eyes but he was vaguely aware that the only sense that was working was his sense of touch. And hearing. Kind of. Was he underwater?
“I didn’t feed it to him by the spoonful, Reg. He took what he wanted.”
“And that’s unusual?”
“See? You’re catching up.”
“Shut up.”
Barty frowned when Regulus’ hand suddenly disappeared from his hair. Where was he going?
Regulus was chuckling, “oh, calm down.” He grumbled in his own, loving, way “Merlin, don’t pout.”
Regulus’ hand was cupping Barty’s chin and his thumb was running over Barty’s lip ring. If he was pouting before, he certainly wasn’t now.
“He’s on another plane right now, Reggie.” Evan muttered as he took yet another hit.
“You’re on the way.”
“Here’s to hoping.”
There was some shuffling on the bed and when Barty opened his eyes his head was propped onto Regulus’ lap like the world’s greatest pillow. His delicate fingers were combing back through Barty’s hair but Barty wasn’t focused on that anymore. How could he be focused on anything else when he was looking up at his beautiful boyfriend’s beautiful face? Regulus was still talking to Evan but Barty couldn’t hear them. Regulus was so beautiful.
His lips were pink and perfect and Barty knew they were soft. He liked watching them move when he talked. His nose was arched like a Greek god and Barty would offer as many hecatombs as he could if Regulus asked. He had a million moles dotting his milky skin like his own inverse galaxy. BARTY didn’t care much about astrology, but he would if it was about this sky. His eyes were a cold, icy gray that swam with the softest blue. Barty wasn’t an empty headed, drooling flirt or anything, but he could honestly stare into Regulus’ eyes forever and be completely content until he dropped dead and blind. In fact…
He sat up and nudged Regulus to lay back so he could rest his chin on Regulus’ chest and get a better look.
“Oh Salazar.” Piped up Evan with a rumbling laugh deep from his chest. But Barty wasn’t listening because Regulus was laughing too and Barty felt his heart singing in his chest.
“Barty, what-“ he was interrupted by his own giggles. “What are you doing?”
Regulus’ smile was wonderful. The real one. The tight, knowing one that he showed everyone outside his four walls was certainly hot, but he beloved the real thing more. It was private, just for him and those close to his heart, and it was perfect. It bled flush into his cheeks and spread his perfect lips enough that he actually showed his teeth. He was always so careful to hide his teeth, just because he viewed the gap he had between them as unsavory. He thought they were to be hidden. He thought a lot of himself was to be hidden.
Well, more for Barty.
“Looking at you.” He answered far too late with a smile he knew was far too dopey.
Regulus’ laughter continued to shake through his chest while Barty continued to gaze at his beauty like a lovesick puppy. It was nice staring at Regulus when his head was all fuzzy. It felt like Regulus was the only thing he could see.
He liked that. He liked that a lot.
#stoned barty is real#but like he’s also a suburban only child who’s parents try their hardest to shelter him#so this is just his first time being stoned#this will happen again#also peep Evan trying and failing to flirt with Edgar#its ok he smoked off the emotions#hell live#could you tell I was scrambling for wizard swears#the overuse of beautiful was purposeful and I need you to know that for my own sanity#Barty’s high and doesn’t remember enough good words#regulus black#barty crouch jr#barty crouch junior#regulus arcturus black#evan rosier#bartylus#starkiller#microfic#bartylus microfic#edgar bones
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huevember 1/5 / drst kiddies off to get their halloween treats, and maybe do some tricks !
#artists on tumblr#fanart#dr stone fanart#gen asagiri#ryusui nanami#senku ishigami#ukyo saionji#chrome#doing an altered ver of huevember bc for my own sanity!!! i will only draw once a week#but im excited !!!#huevember#huevember 2023#mint archives ; art
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"A thing that you see in my pictures is that I was not afraid to fall in love with these people" - Annie Leibovitz
Dan & Yok - Not Me EP. 8 | Ton & Nick - Only Friends EP. 2
#i seen this scene and immediately had to for my own sanity#i was vibrating out of my skin#that quote always struck me for Dan and Yok#not so much for Ton and Nick#because Ton is a coward#but pretty nevertheless#boys are art#only friends the series#ofts#not me#not me the series#mark pakin#gawin caskey#my gifs#click for better quality on mobile app 😗
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