#if i reblogged it with a new response

[pinayelf-archive]

Palestinian fundraisers to donate to

Second list of fundraisers 

Third list of fundraisers

Fourth list of fundraisers

Hello all, here are some Palestinians who have currently reached out to me to share their fundraisers. I put together all posts in one so I can boost them all daily.

Please take a moment to read their stories, share and donate if you can.

Some conversions for Swedish krona (SEK) as some GFMs use it: $1USD = 10.36 SEK $1CAD = 7.61 SEK €1 = 11.43 SEK

@karamostaz22 | GFM Link | Vetted here

@amalpalestine | GFM Link | Vetted here #71

@lawyer-adhamayyad81 | GFM Link

Note: Unvetted by reverse image search comes back clean

@wajihmadi | GFM Link | Vetted by association

@yousefalyazji and @monayazji | GFM Link | Vetted here (#87)

@nourasissue4 | GFM Link | Vetted here

Note: Blog updated as previous blog was terminated

@dutifullymykid | GFM Link | Vetted by association here

@mohammedmoner | GFM Link | Vetted here (#26)

@haneenmohamaad | GFM Link | Vetted here

@ghadanabilfamily | GFM Link | Unvetted but shared by vetted account

@baraaalshrafa | GFM Link | Vetted here (#911)

@ahmadgaza1 | GFM Link | Vetted here

Note: Unvetted, but reverse image search comes back clean

@emanabosedo | GFM Link | Vetted by association

@helpamalm | GFM Link

Note: Unvetted, but reverse image search comes back clean. Blog is currently unavailable (9/30), but GFM is still available

@hebamohammedsy | GFM Link | Vetted here (#171)

@familygazaamal | GFM Link | Vetted here (#55)

@ashourmohammed | GFM Link | Vetted here

@hanangazaa | GFM Link

@hashem19798 | GFM Link | Vetted here

@mariam2013y | GFM Link | Vetted by association

@osamabasilps | GFM Link | Vetted here

note: the blog in 90-ghost's reblog is osama's previous blog, but the gfm is the same)

@moh-gaz & @farah-mohanad | GFM Link | Vetted here (#42)

@faroha2001 is another one of their blogs

@mohamedjshamia | GFM Link | Vetted here (#82)

@abdalhadiaburas | GFM Link | Vetted here

@sameergazafamily | GFM Link | Vetted here

note: Sameer had a previous tumblr that was deactivated, this is his new Tumblr

@savepalestineinfamily19 | GFM Link | Vetted here

@abedallhferwanagaza & @olaferwana| GFM Link | Vetted here

@ahmadwaleed5 | GFM Link | Vetted here (#167)

@amalblogsworld | GFM Link | Vetted here

Note: The blog in the vetted link is another one of Amal's blogs, but the GFM link is the same

@hazemsuhail | GFM Link | Vetted here (#75)

@husamfarht | GFM Link | Vetted here (#248)

@hyamshehabnew | GFM Link | Vetted here

@burningnightgiver | GFM Link | Vetted here

Note: the new blog is here

@abdelmutei | GFM Link | Vetted here

@aya-alanqar | GFM Link | Vetted here

Note: The blog on 90-ghost's link is another blog of Aya's, but it's the same fundraiser

@ahmadresh | GFM Link | Vetted here

@mohammedatallah | GFM Link | Vetted here

@saveyouseffamily | GFM Link | Vetted here

@hanaa-yousef | GFM Link | Vetted here (#246)

@falestine-yousef | GFM Link | Vetted here / more info

[nikki-tine]

do not perceive me /////

(ft. @xsunnysoftx's own Doctor Kia Lockhart in the foreground,,)

[thunderstomm]

It’s fine you guys I got him a lemonade (I’m so scared for what happens next week)

[sweetmage]

I will never get over how bad they fumbled Anders. They had gold on their hands and threw it away to please a few losers.

[lbulldesigns]

AITAH FOR GHOSTING MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR THREE YEARS, FOR MY OWN MENTAL HEALTH?

Posted 7th of January, 2024

Disclaimer: mentions of self-harm, violence, and attempted suicide.

Please bear with me. This post will be long.

I (20f) have been estranged from my family for the past three years.

I want to start off by saying that my family aren't bad people. They were never abusive, and they did care for me, but they could never understand me or the full extent of my issues.

Some background. When I was around five, my sister (26f), we'll call her V, and I witnessed our parents' death at the hands of some trigger-happy Enforcers. We don't know why they decided our parents deserved to die, but they did, and we were left orphaned when the authorities couldn't find any other family to take us in.

We bounced around in the system for a while, fearing being torn from each other at any moment, before a family friend was able to foster and then officially adopt us. Our AD (adoptive dad) was a godsend, he was and still (to my knowledge) is the most patient and gentle man I know. Despite looking like a wolf LOL.

Along with gaining a new father we also gained two brothers (twin 23m) the older twin (C) takes after our dad, Kind and patient. The younger twin (M) however is a little nasty bitch, who took upon himself to make my life in particular an ongoing hell. He was never physically abusive, but he was verbally abusive. It felt like not a day would go by when he wasn't putting me down and treating my existence like it was something insignificant. He never had a problem with V, just me.

For the first six years everyone else would defend me, put him in his place, and overall hold him accountable but at some point, they stopped holding him accountable and just expected me to grow a thicker skin. I still remember the day when I went crying to my sister and rather than comfort me, just rolled her eyes and asked if I could maybe not take him seriously because she needed to finish her group project. To her credit, she apologised for that but it was hard to rely on her after that.

Long story short, M made my home life unbearable, and I had bullies at school that made it unbearable. Especially once I was in high school and my best (and only) friend started making friends of his own. I want to say that I was cool with this, but in reality, I turned into an absolute brat and refused to get along with any of them. I wish I didn't, but I just couldn't help but feel betrayed and genuinely acted on those emotions.

And this is how I was with everyone. Constantly betrayed and acting out. It was no wonder everyone I knew got sick of me.

My Dad was constantly worrying about me.

My older brother avoided me as much as possible, to avoid my outbursts.

My sister was just constantly swinging between feeling guilty, angry, and just done with my constant outbursts. Especially when these outbursts were directed at her girlfriend, who constantly talked about how she wanted to be an Enforcer to protect others (take a wild guess why I couldn't like her). V even slapped me for something I said (I can't remember what) to her GF that made her cry.

And my best friend... hates me.

It's my own fault, obviously.

What led to the title of my post is this.

I told my (former) best friend that I loved him and wanted to be with him, and he just raged at me. Apparently, he was seeing someone and thought that I was pulling something in order to break them up. He didn't believe me when I said that I didn't know he was in a relationship (I genuinely didn't know) but he wouldn't hear it and called me an AH and said he was done with me.

I felt humiliated and heartbroken, when I got home that day I was crying and M was the first person, unfortunately, who I came across. And the first thing he does is scoff and roll his eyes, and said "fucking crybaby".

I don't fully remember what happened, I blacked out, but I remember my dad pulling me off of M and his face was a bloody mess. I'm pretty sure that I broke his nose and then some, my dad was so angry. The angriest I've ever seen him; he actually shook me by the shoulders and demanded what was wrong with me. And when I couldn't answer, they told me to get out. Which I did.

I just bolted from the house, the sound of shouting behind me, and just kept running until I got to the Bridge of Progress.

I was just so empty and lost, and the water below looked so tempting. I was about to end it all when my guardian angel showed up.

Ez (21m) was walking by when he saw me about to jump and, without hesitation, climbed up next to me and asked what we were doing.

He saved me that day, without even trying. He listened to my whining and rather than offer me empty promises of "it'll be okay" instead said "girl you messed up. Wanna go on an adventure with me?"

We've been friends ever since.

I took him on his offer and went home to collect some things, when I got there the lights were off so I climbed up to my bedroom window and let myself in. I grabbed my clothes, some saved up cash, my laptop, and my documents (in case I needed them) and left a note for my family saying "bye".

And that was three years ago. I haven't been in contact with them, I don't follow them on social media, and I left my mobile behind so they were never able to get hold of me.

I completely and utterly. Ghosted them. And I don't entirely regret it.

In the last three years I have gained close friends, experienced new things, seen interesting things, and have felt well enough to actually want to seek therapy. My mental health improved greatly, although I still have issues but still am lot better than I was before.

However, I can't help but feel like an AH. My family weren't bad, just fed up. They are genuinely good people (even M) it's just that I bring the worst out in people. But recently I've been wondering if I should reach out or not.

What if doing so disrupts their lives? What if my leaving improved their lives?

I don't know.

AITAH if I reach out to my family after ghosting them for three years?

(This is a fanfic. Please read tags)

[akayna]

I decided the bottom half of this pic of me looked like an album cover, so I opened Wikipedia and hit random twice, taking one word from each article name it took me to and made it the title of my fake album.

Ooh! New (old) tag game!

Grab a recent picture you took, crop it to a square and slap a filter on it

Open wikipedia and hit random

Select a word from that article's title

Hit random again

Select a word from that article's title

(you may do a third round if you desire)

Slap your username and the words onto your photo

Upload to tumblr.com and tag people to do it

Weee!!

Tagging: literally anyone who sees this and wants to have a lil fun. But I'ma try to capture as many as I can think off the top of my head. Please do not take offense if I missed you. Pretend I didn't. Kkthxbai

@its-just-boo @animatedsentientmeat @a-ya-92 @env0 @env0 @fabledanarchy2 @heart-in-atrophyy @incrediblefiction @kadertins @lollygagtill @little-birds-three @moss-wizard @octopusonparade @onestepfootstep @spookydeetzx @thesparks @surethatsoundsgay @try5t @teacuprevelry @witchy-vibes96 @yamisnuffles @ptarm @bakedsailor @barillapasta @mbrainspaz @therebelgalaxy @algorhytym @backgroundagent3 @donttouchthestache

[hogwarts-legacy-confessions]

Majority of the fandom hates Solomon literally JUST because he and Sebastian don't get along. Some of the headcanons of why are just plain stupid, gross, or neglect who humans can be other than "hur dur, moving the plot along!"

Solomon was a childfree man who lost his job either because of some kind of corruption, an injury of some sort, it being too much, or because he suddenly had to take the responsibility for 2 kids and couldn't put in the hours that's needed for an auror to keep their job alone.

If you stalk him in Feldcroft, he still has age lines but he doesn't look angry. You follow him around, and he mostly talks to the women with smiles and some gesturing. As the adult child of a single man irl, once the kids hit puberty while still living at home, the amount of attempted flirting dries up from randoms at the grocery store and interested neighbors. They still say hi and chat when the kids aren't around, but that's it until the kid grows up and moves out.

So this childfree bachelor slowly watched his life slip away. Possible dream job, freedom with women, not much responsibility. Doesn't mean he didn't care for Anne and Sebastian, but I'd be pissy too if I didn't have to give it all up and then be frequently accused of not caring when they could've been sent to anyone else and brainwashed into elitist purebloods or straight up thoroughly and properly neglected.

But then Anne wouldn't have been there to get cursed, maybe she and Sebastian would be happier if he just let them go anywhere else? The man has guilt.

So I bet the man is very sexually frustrated, and that it's only fueling the rest of his frustration and guilt at the entire situation of what goes on in his house. The sickness, the arguing - knowing that if it wasn't for them being there, he'd be raw dogging his married neighbour in secret on Thursday night. On Friday night, he'd go pick someone up at the pub. Nobody would be complaining about having squash and lamb three nights in a row because he could do whatever he wanted.

👀

[mjulmjul]

hey new followers,

am I getting recommended at signup or something? how are you finding me? (replies to this post are appreciated!)

btw if you're default avatar gang right now, everyone will instantly block you because they think you're a bot. reblog some posts (it's like retweeting, but you reblog as liberally as you'd 'like' tweets; hold ctrl+click the 'reblog' icon for instant-reblog in one click), change the avatar, add a blog title/bio and you're good. 'but that's work' this is your new home, don't skip the vacuuming and put some curtains up

hi and welcome btw

[falling-hand-in-unlovable-hand]

an encounter between two newly anthro’d wc ocs

+ just my emo girl

[thechildisgone]

scream.

[lostryu]

i don’t trust people who say “stop worrying about [issue] there are bigger things to worry about!”

A.) i can multitask

B.) why do you have an opinion? go worry about the heat death of the universe. seems like that’s the biggest issue there is

[tana-draws]

my brain is so fucking stupid. I was bullied in fourth grade, my friends were like “actually erm we don’t want to be friends with you :/“ on the second to last day of eighth grade (even though we were all zoned for different high schools and would never see eachother anyway). And because of that my brain is, as my therapist and mother (two different people,) theorized, “hyper vigilant for any perceived social ostrichaztion”. The thing is it’s fucking stupid about it. Sure it has the generic “uwu your friends probably hate you secretly” thing.

But it also. Like: I’ll see a post that is somewhat negative towards a thing I like or a trait I even remotely identify with (including stuff as vague as ‘nervous’ or ‘writer’) and I’ll be like “yeah that makes sense” or “I don’t agree but I also don’t care”. But then my brain will repeat the negative phrase on loop for like a week. And will trigger physical reactions (crying, shortness of breath, etc) in response to it. I’ve actually had public panic attacks over things I give 0 shits about because my brain is a fucking helicopter parent.

[snickerdoodlles]

there's a lot of things people blame for why fandoms feel like ghost towns these days, but no one's really talked about the way discord's contributing to it

[jewishbarbies]

if you think it's safe to live in the pnw as a poc, jew, and/or lgbt+ person because leftists in portland are loud about living there, just know that this is what the majority of people in cities/towns outside seattle and portland are like. i want out.

[anxiouspotatorants]

Me watching the slow rise in Marty apologists who think he would’ve made a great male bestie to Rory if ASP had let him and generally think Rory deserved to have close good romance-free friendships with men

[ongreenergrasses]

no anon but in the spirit of the contrarian anon: do we know for sure that Annie was tortured? she was brought to 13 in a sheet but was alert and walking and talking while Johanna had to be brought on a stretcher and Peeta also looked worse for wear before his hijacking was discovered. and there could be explanations, why she was in a sheet.

and that begs the question for me - was Finnick right to not tell her anything? did that protect her?

(I don't know myself, just wondering with what we have in the text vs what we work with to make more realistic or compelling)

((also no matter what Finnick should have told Annie he was leaving to the Capitol. no excuse for that))

you are correct, we do not know! I like to think that’s intentional (I doubt it actually is, that’s just wishful thinking on my part) and also have many possible ideas for what happened that I could go on at length about but will spare you all. clearly it was deeply traumatic because of the way she reacts when Johanna brings it up at lunch, but that doesn’t mean anything specifically happened to her.

I do think regardless of what happened, him not telling her did protect her. there’s a lot of things that could’ve happened (they would’ve found out that she didn’t know anything somehow, i don’t think Snow would automatically make the assumption that she didn’t know anything) but it could very easily be that they found out she didn’t know anything and just left her alone. if something did happen to her, they would’ve gone after her very differently once they realized she didn’t know anything. they would’ve done something that would get under Finnick’s skin, but it wouldn’t have been the same type of thing as it was against Johanna, and we see that’s true because Annie is able to as you said walk and is at least partially aware of what’s happening around her.

the unfortunate part of that being true is that that’s going to reinforce Finnick’s belief that it does protect her if he doesn’t tell her everything, and I think that’s why he doesn’t tell her he’s going to the Capitol because they’re both still pretty freaked out and he doesn’t want her to be too stressed. and deciding what she can and can’t handle and hiding things from her, while it may have protected her, honestly wasn’t right before the Quell and it wasn’t right in Thirteen.

so yes, it could’ve protected her. no, he wasn’t right to do it.