#jun rambles

[purrplestardust]

i’d let you play with my tits and squish them whenever you want honestly

[sweetmage]

When I say I hate being black in this fandom, this is exactly why. The constant dismissal, exclusion, and judgement of the only black character is frustrating. The way some people treat those who are bothered by this is frankly disgusting.

Had someone reply to a post I reblogged about fandom racism the other day calling the OP delusional for being upset (op if you see this I'm so sorry someone did that from my blog).

Saw someone on twitter saying that them excluding Wyll from an artwork they labeled "full party" was fine because they drew a red girl and a green girl (because that is totally the same as black people /s) and then basically said they'll never draw Wyll again.

Seeing constant criticisms and judgements of Wyll for things other characters do and arent criticized for.

The white washing mods, the racist comments on his appearance, the fact that Larian reworked him to appeal to crybaby white gamers, etc. etc.

And now what just happened to Theo in the interview makes me livid. He deserves so much better than being shoved aside by both the fandom and the interviewer.

Y'all really need to examine your biases and behavior and do better. No one has to like Wyll or any other character, but some of y'all need to put some thought into how you behave about him and how you talk about and represent black characters and how you address BIPOC fans who are hurt.

[dragonfoxjun]

Y’know what, fuck it. This person already got a reaction out of me, so might as well make a proper announcement about it.

DO NOT FOLLOW THIS ACCOUNT. THIS IS NOT ME:

If you have a twitter account, I would appreciate it if you report it for impersonation.

This is my own twitter account:

Any new post that gets posted here and is supposed to stay here will have my tumblr blog url as a watermark. I’ve already gone through my posts that are supposed to stay here and slapped that watermark on there. Anything without is usually posted to all my other socials and that’s going to include my twitter account from now on.

As for the critter blog, those drawings have also been watermarked with the blog url as they aren’t supposed to be posted anywhere else.

I’ve stayed quiet about this long enough because I thought I could handle it by myself. But I left it alone for too long and it made my frustration boil. So I’m just putting it out there, if there’s an account using my name on a social media that’s not listed on my carrd, please report it. Always be careful on the internet.

Please disregard what I said in the last post. I will continue to post here like normal and take the steps necessary to try to discourage the fake account from taking my art from here. I know it’s a pretty quick change of mind, but getting this off my chest has helped me clear my head and go back to wanting to post here.

Thank you for reading this if you did…

[tales-of-sweets]

"We have Yuri and Raven at home!"

The Yuri and Raven at home:

[jun-hug]

this s just lil rambling post don't mind me

recently I discovered that most of the books I couldn't finish were in my mother language so I checked em out in English, and one I couldn't finish in months I read in couple days. I told it to my bestie but they said that our language is beautiful and I should read more books in it. of course, I cannot agree more, I love our national epics. I'm just conflicted and confused at my brain now, why is my national language so hard for me to focus on?

[junscoffinated]

still haven't beat him yet, but i think the battle with king of puppets would absolutely destroy me (both in the game and emotionally) 'stage of grief' just hits right in the feels man. to me the song gives off the impression similar to "i don't really want to fight you, i just want to tell you something..."

[yurissweettooth]

Idk what about a cute game like My Time At Sandrock inspired me to write heavy/dark angst but it's happened! I have the first chapter of an Arvio-centric angst fic I'm sitting on. Maybe I'll upload it this week if I'm brave 😅

[ctrlzxoo]

what gets me the most about till is that we never see his side of the story, at least not as in depth. it may seem limiting, but in a way, till was loved enough that there could be a story about him. someone always stayed by his side long enough to know him, and to talk about till. Otherwise we wouldn’t really know him other than how the aliens viewed him, and this makes me so emotional

[jiminiecrickets]

wait a minute wait a minute seven by jk except he lets you fuck him anytime anywhere for a week and he can't say no?? exhibitionism overstimulation degradation/praise etcetera??? whoops my fingers are slipping

[cinnaminyoons]

i have three fics ready to go but they’re all jk fics TT i can’t drown you all with just jk but yall seem to want him a lot and. oh god i think im in love with him

[yurissweettooth]

I don't normally add on to posts but I need everyone to know that my high school mascot was... an orphan. We were the Centralia Orphans (from Centralia, Illinois).

This little crudely drawn freak was our mascot:

The girls teams were called "The Annies"

I heard at the school it was because they used to have raggedy uniforms back in the day but idk if that's true. I got so used to "Go Orphans!" back in the day, it only occasionally strikes me how weird that is 😅

Regarding my last post on the subject:

ok at this point I'm mildly curious so i wanna ask

[purrplestardust]

could you touch me? please? i’m gonna be a good girl, i promise-

[sweetmage]

So I made a post yesterday going over why I don't vibe with the "Varric wants to stop Solas because he failed to stop Anders" sentimemt and would instead prefer "Varric wants to help Solas feel heard and like he's not alone since he failed to do that for Anders".

But I've been thinking some more and just...

I don't doubt even a little that Varric liked and cared about Anders. After all, he was the only one who still hung out with him tried to speak fondly with him and act 3, Anders thought him special enough to give his pillow to him. But he wasn't fond enough to prioritize him above the idealistic image he had of the city he loved, not enough to offer him more than templar jokes and a few drinks to try to placate him when it was long past the time for that.

I hope it haunts Varric how alone Anders must have felt in his company. I hope it haunts him that this was plan Z for Anders, that he was screaming out for someone, anyone, to listen to him and show they cared about the plight of people like him, for them to rally at his side and his "friends" did nothing for him.

I hope it haunts him how Anders felt so rejected and unwanted by everyone else (aside from Hawke, who in my case supported him 100% before and after the Chantry incident) that Varric was still his top choice of "friend" to give his most sentimental possession away to despite Varric doing absolutely nothing for him. That the bar was so low that even Varric could cross it.

[dragonfoxjun]

Sorta impulsively made character pages for the Smiling Critters and Nightmare Critters to keep their info more organized. Along with drawings I made with them.

Yes, that’s the name for the AU. Yes, I’m not creative with names.

Also, I have all my other ocs listed on the site if you’re interested in what else I draw outside of Smiling Critters.

[tales-of-sweets]

And if I rewrote the first chapter of my Zagi backstory fic then finished the second chapter that's been rotting in my drafts for 2 years, then what?

[jun-hug]

I'd love to do pottery so bad man ughhh