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whats ur fucking deal
#GGGRRRRRRGRRRR GGRGAGGHHH#despicable me#maxime le mal#felonious gru#gruxime#spread the word.#pre transition maxime if anyone gaffffffff#realising i can just draw shit and not have to explain myself or provide full context. awesome (provides anyway)#non descript minion. i like the idea that they go to school w gru in like shifts each week#maxime has a cokcroach āļø on his shoulder#they look so fucking stupid next to each other i cant get them to look normal. sorry gru ur built so weird#i need to do more kinda doodly stuff and not alwayssss full pieces#this uniform is pretty cute btw but strange that the trousers and skirt colours r different?#i mean actually. my school did that at one point but its still odd to me#btwwwwww design notes.#was torn abt giving gru his scarf but i thought it wld clash too much. for me i feel the tie serves the same purpose#looking at the One scene we see the uniform it seems the dress code isā¦ not soooo tight? but this is also 30/40 yrs prior soooo idk#(also yeah debatably the uniform wld have been different. but fuckkkk that shit)#forrrrr maxime i like to think his glasses r like actually prescription but he uses tinted ones bc 1. he saw nefario once and was like#āFUCKKK THATS KINDA CRAZY COOLā and stole the idea#and also 2. he is light sensitiveeeeeee. :3#gloves r again mostly cus of sensory issues but also this kinda body dysmorphia thing he has going on#samew the socks.#was considering tights buttttt i didnt see any of the students wearing them and also booooo tights suck. so just knee length socks#so he can get around dress code andddd still cover up more#plusssss it lets him not have to shave his legs :T#shoes i didnt see any pattern i assume u can just wear whatever lollll#i give him a hairclip toooooo just cus theyre cute. and put some greeeeen in itttt#btw drew the minion w the gay flag then realised it wldnt make sense w maxime being pre transition but#i think its funnier to imply the minion just sees right thru him immediately
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more aro week dragon! heās very enthusiastic about his job <3 (flags: aromantic, demiromantic, cupioromantic, aroace, greyromantic)
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reblogs >> likes! please donāt like if you donāt rb
#aro week#aromaticism#aromantic week#aro pride#aro#aromantic#aromantic spectrum#arospec#demiromantic#cupioromantic#greyromantic#aroace#pride art#my art?#i donāt usually draw the cozy guys more than the once but this one Demanded it#if you want a version w a different arospec flag shoot me an ask or a dm and Iāll make it these r just what I came up w & then insta q box#yes I did get the demiro colors mixed up Again and yes it is My Own Flag I donāt. idk why it will not stick in my brain right#these all Should be right I checked three times but. again let me know if thereās another (arospec) or if I got something mixed up#also all of my cozy pride beans use any and all pronouns whatever you want them to have im just usin he for this one this time#i cannot put a link into this for some reason? i just wanted to hook it to their other art Iāll try again right after I post#anyways. i had a wood glue epiphany today and my brain is in Wonky Town so sorry for and weird ramblings but HAPPY STILL ARO WEEK#hopefully Iāll be able to get my last thing done to post Friday or Saturday :3 hopin hoping
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they're in love. if you even care.
#yes i did say izzy has a crush on stede but he's man of multiple talents he can have a fat ass crush on frenchie as well. as a treat. to me.#how many times can i use 'if you even care' to make my posts more interesting before yall block and report me#idk but im gonna keep pushing it i dont have anything else up my sleeve#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd season 2#izzy hands#ofmd frenchie#ofmd s2#is this the crackiest ship to ever crack? maybe but my friend and i have been feeding each others delusions abt them and i just dc anymore
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actually while im in soup mode i do think its very interesting having this season that seems very very geared towards the talking it through and sharing traumas and healing through that... and the balance between owning that your actions can cause great harm to others and that while explaining what contributed to those actions can be helpful, it doesn't take away that the harm was done...
and stede bonnet is, once again, encouraging all that in everyone around him and stepping into accountability himself, but also not actually sharing any of the trauma that shaped him or contributed to his hoofing it back to barbados at the end of s1
like hmmmmmmmmmm
#ofmd#ofmd 2#our flag means death#stede bonnet#ofmd spoilers#spoilers#like im not saying him explaining yknow. being marched into the woods at gunpoint and verbally abused and traumatized.#and how he sorta wandered back to his house barefoot and Not All There largely as a result of that incident#desperate to try to do SOMETHING right ANYTHING right#im not saying him explaining that would make the effect on ed magically vanish or be totally okay or that it should mean he stops owning it#(it being that him leaving was very hurtful which he seems to understand)#but i do think it means something that he's NOT seemingly explaining any of this?? he's just like yep i left bc i was scared and i was wron#all my fault! everything that's happening is my fault!#and people are telling him to his face that all this happening was HIS fault at least partly!#and like. however things wouldve gone if badminton hadnt tried to murder him is a whole other thing but. im p sure he'd have at least#turned up to the dock?? if not for that????#idk its hard to explain properly i just like. would really love if stede actually did talk his shit out! explain what happened!
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Archive 81 tv show made Melody Pendras straight we cannot trust podcasts in the hands of mainstream media !!!!!!!
#archive 81#I have mixed feelings about it and as soon as they introduced Gal Pal Annabelle to replace Actual Girlfriend Alexa it should have been a#red flag#conceptually I really liked what they did to flesh out the first season#but they took it in a completely different direction by the end and at that point itās not even the same thing anymore š#like you canāt even pick up anything from the originalās season 2 because they reconstructed the narrative so much#idk man its not like theyāre going to make any more of it anyways but I still felt the need to come on here and bitch#honestly main stream adaptations of podcasts scare me like I revel in exposure for things I like but ultimately so much gets lost in#translation#like archive 81 podcast is weird and nonsensical at times and Tape Recorder Manās adventures in the Upside Down just donāt translate to a#general audience ? so they gotta bring in reasons for it to make sense like satanism and witches and demons#when that was sooooooo not the point of the original#like seeing how much they had to adjust to appeal to an outside audience makes me almost glad the wtnv tv show didnāt get green lit#can you imagine ???? how the fuck would they get five headed dragon Hiram McDaniel on my actual television ????#standing next to a Cecil Palmer with a canon appearance no less#like adaptations are cool and they CAN work sometimes but if youāre going to have to break and bend the world in order to make it to the#point where itās a new thing entirely#ESPECIALLY since we live in a world where audio drama is not respected as a creative medium#at that point Iām just like leave it alone itās fine on itās own#anyways archive 81 is an interesting experiment into what live action podcast adaptations COULD look like but you can pry lesbian Melody#Pendras from my cold dead hands and that makes the adaptation automatically inferior imo#I guess she could be bi but when you remove Canon Girlfriend and instead make her kiss a man ? not likely#I am just talking to hear myself talk now goodbye#max rambles in the tags
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I haven't played Starbound a lot recently but decided to play it again for the first time in a while and decided to make little homes in a handful of different planet types, and I'm pretty happy with how they turned out.
It was a lot of fun to re-use generated structures and pick out little decorations and outfits for each home.
Second post with the other planet types here
#my post#starbound#i learned how to hide the ui while setting up to take these screenshots so thats nice#idk how these look on mobile or anything so uh. pictures#im not usually one to spend time building stuff like this in games like minecraft or... starbound but i did have a lot of fun making these#i had to make the tundra one twice bc i accidentally destroyed the teleport flag and lost the planet and lost my progress on it lol#i also was sitting around for a while ready to take the screenshot cuz i was waiting for the crops to finish growing#i think the jungle one is my favorite. ocean is a really close second#the volcanic one was hard to manage bc there are like meteor strikes on those planets and it destroys blocks they fall onto#im not great at doing this kind of stuff in games but i do like how these turned out i think theyre cute
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been feeling mixed on some of my friends recently
#i love them but im gonna explain#i donāt want this to boil over like the twins did#but one of my friends i feel so cast off sometimes#i get it bc shes full time adult job employed now#in healthcare no less#but im just getting fully annoyed at her lack of availability and it makes me sad#im getting even sadder actually bc she also always seems to have time to hang with her uni friends whuch hurts#like im like okay i know you have this from 6-7 so how about we meet for dinner at 7:30 bc i wanna see you casually and she says no#and i think i really need to talk to her bc it makes me sad and then i feel slapped in the face#even on nights out we always have to go home early. which my friend basically said:#i think in future if you wanna go home you can but others shouldnāt have to too#bc my other friend got so sad she was forced to come back early and i was like yea i would have liked to have sat at manly with yall#bc i feel we donāt do this any more#i honestly think itās better to just let her figure it out and go#i donāt want me to sweep so much shit under the rug until i despise her#bc i know this isnāt her fault i just wish she would let loose or make an effort#my other situation is my childhood best friend#i love her a lot sheās amazing. but but but. sometimes i feel she can be too protective of me.#it comes from a place of knowing me for so long#and i do trust her opinions on people who i surround myself with bc she fucking hated those twins#but sometimes i feel she has been treating me differently since my neurodivergence diagnosis#even with a certain high school friend she held this dislike even when i said she was not like the twins#bc she was hanging out with the twins at the 21st#like this girl was also having her issues with the twins and was the person in the firing line of the breakup#even when i was in nl she was so worried about me and its nice to have her have my back#bc after that guy kissed me directly on the lips she suddenly became concerned about ppl taking advantage of me#and its like to me great she cares but also i did in fact learn from it#but she gets super defensive when ppl take advantage of me and i just wanna her to step back#i just feel sometimes i donāt need her feeling like she needs to protect me or that i need to hang neurodivergence up like a flag#idk its a lot. thank u for listening
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realizing bass player had a hidden motive behind our 6 years of friendship the entire time
#they had an incentive the entire time and just wanted to hit bc i felt so objectified when we started dating#they said they spent a lot of time fantasizing about me and idealizing me and that shouldāve been my first sign to bounce#entirely rushed the beginning of the relationship and āgot mad at me for changing my mind ab wanting to have sex#amongst a bunch of other red flags i completely overlooked#and ljke ik i said i wanted to remain friends after breaking up with them#but last night i felt so disgusted thinking about them that idk anymore#iāve been avoiding her but like i think i should call her out bc she did make me incredibly uncomfortable#donāt date musicians in your city yall theyāre all weird
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im being soso brave <- girl who is attempting to break a 6yr old bad habit
#day one of this I guess#im not expecting it to go away completely but I wanna try and lessen how often I do it#so yipee for that#only thing is like. now that I don't do it I've realized how Much I did do it#so now I don't know what to do with myself and just fidget awkwardly#i need to pick up some hobbies#maybe ill try crocheting the pride flag I've been meaning to for several years#there's a few books I wanna read but my library doesn't have them :(#idk i need smthn to do that isn't like. something I need ten billion materials for so I can take it with me#i wish I was deep in the throes of a hyperfixation that would make my life So Much Easier#lilac realizes she has terrible coping mechanisms as she types this post out lol#lilac post
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Small Rant
I very rarely scroll through tiktok for Brandon content bc its a barren desert but
Boy, the top liked tiktok under the winx brandon search never fails to piss me off. The tiktok was a screen-record of the S4 scene where Mitzi kisses Brandon and Stella is shocked.
The entire comment section is bashing Brandon like....bro.
Its flooded with comments like "Stella should have broken up with him", "All the specialists are red flags" and "Stella deserves better"
First of all, how dare you.
Second of all, is it childish to be so pressed about hate comments about a fictional character? Maybe. Am I still defending him because I'm a Brandon stan? Yes.
You best bet I am exploding all you people in the comments with my mind.
#cannot stand vitriol against brandon#especially since he has one of the most healthy rs in the group with stella#putting aside the s4 is creating drama for the sake of it argument#i understand stellas anger but homegirl threatened to vaporise mitzi idk what else brandon is supposed to do#i also feel his blushing reaction can be perceived as embarassment bc its a possible reaction aft he's been suddenly kissed#while i think he could have been a bit more understanding#i dont think ppl would react very well to your gf screaming at you after you've been involuntarily kissed by someone else#not to mention hes been trying to make up for it for the rest of the season#and has tried to explain himself multiple times but stella was still mad and refused to hear#at least from my memory thats what i rmb#both parties are at fault to a degree and its wrong to pin all the blame onto brandon#am i coping? maybe. deal with it#also WHY DID THE REST OF THEM NOT STEP IN TO EXPLAIN????#s4 and their weird ass misunderstanding plots#tldr do not slander brandon in front of me!!! i WILL go ape!!!#the audacity for them to say all specialists are red flags AFTER SEEING BRANDON OF ALL PEOPLE#narrative aside...i think the most ludicrous comment is 'stella is too hot for him'#ARE U CRAZY#THEY'RE BOTH HOT#DONT LIE TO YOURSELF#jester talks about stuff#jester losing it
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well that was like. good. i liked it but the show as a whole still needs some work imo. more Thots in the tags
#trigun spoilers#trigun stampede#first of all rip roberto you will not be missed im so sorry#i dont really care abt him tbh#he was a walking death flag and didnt have nearly enough screentime for me to have any feelings abt him#so im sorry but it didnt really hit :/#meryl crying did tho!#i hope they keep doing her right#idk how many episodes are left but i really wanna see her open up more#also she has a Gun now#again elendira being a baby now is weird but i still love her i hope she gets more screentime#im happy they brought up tesla!#i think shes v important to knives character and its a shame that she wasnt in 98 at all#her story is Very fucked up and adds a lot of nuance to the human/plant relationship and especially to rems character#sad that there isnt a lot of legato i love that freak#finally what the FUCK is knives gonna do to vash WHY is he putting him in an aquarium#i hope we get some body horror from it#one of the biggest losses from the manga is that plants dont look freaky as hell and its so sad#make those bitches eldritch and beyond comprehension!!!!!
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made an eeny bit of progress in pq today... im like maybe 80% through the 3rd floor of you in wonderland and currently level 11...!
#pq#lizz.jpg#lizz.txt#i love how i say 'eeny' as if i did not play for like four hours. LOL.. i think i wanna play in smaller chunks next time#yall... i have so much fear of those gosh darn card soldiers... i dont want to know what my life is going to be like if they give f.o.e.s-#more gimmicks... THEY ARENT BAD I JUST. I REALLY DONT LIKE THE F.O.E. STARING AT ME#my (ougouoguough) of the f.o.e.s is so real that if i have energy i would totally make a doodle about it#dont really have much interesting things 2 report... i think next play session ill probably end up finishing the labryinth#it seems pretty close to done tbh esp since i stopped b4 the room with the three fucking f.o.e.s and im like#'i do not have the mental energy to figure out how to do this' (they say and proceed to write a text wall)#and im guessing we'll get to see the investigation team after finishing the labryinth?#the games being like REALLY silly right now but im like. squinting so hard at zen and rei you have NO idea how sus these guys are to me#not to go against my 'im not intelligent on this blog' policy but theres something about a thing that elizabeth said early on thats like#alerting the lizz sus radars. she said something like you wouldnt find living humans here and that they might theoretically be an entity-#that merged w/personas and shadows AND TO ME THIS IS A HGUE RED FLAG???#LIKE.... me just looking at how RYOJI fucking mochizuki is a thing and im like āah i see now why they set it before ryojiā BECAUSE !!! AAA#because at this point sees wouldn't have met an entity like ryoji who is fucking shadow that is humanized by minato so uh like#if they met ryoji and were past dec 2 AND THEN PQ'D IT UP then they'd look at zen and rei in addition to what elizabeth said#then IDK WHAT IM SAYING BUT LIKE ZEN AND REI HAVE TO BE SOME KINDA ENTITY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT#for shits and giggles ill say death bc i like death as a thematic thing LMAOOO im a really delulu little guy rn dont talk to me#um. im being really normal right now yeah uh this should've gone under a read more oops ill do that next time#for my own sanity i will NOT go into what thoughts are brewing in my head (hypothezing what time the p4 cast was pulled from-#BUT ALSO THE WAY TEDDIE ALSO falls into elizabeth's description UGH screams into. a bucket.)#anyway for. something. thats not me spitballing i hope that i can see yosuke soon.. i want him in my party!!!!#i rlly like the game mechanics and while zen and rei have been great 2 start with they cant equip subpersonas... ough#ok thats. thats all. i did not expect to text ramble but (THIS IS ME WE ARE TALKING ABOUT i cannot shut up)#im having fun though!!!! its been nice to play smthn else for once LMAO i wonder how much ill get through b4 the month ends
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Cancelled the in person interview for today after discussing phone interview with Mum and Housemate last night (and the numerous red flags and cost of the lyft there and back for a job that ultimately the place wouldn't be able to convince me to take if offered, bc the general consensus was 'this is literally likely to be as bad as the current job BUT with the added cost of lyfts back and forth that they wouldn't be paying enough to offset, why on earth would you (me) take this job lmaooooo')
Which works out good bc the ongoing Mum trauma stuff is hitting hard as soon as I've woken and maybe I can get the Big Cry out today. Or write down any of the memories that have been playing on repeat in my mind
(with all this said, yes, I still asked and do legitimately care abt my mum's opinion and experience with jobs despite this; yes it feels weird; no I don't know how healthy that is or not lmao but I'm gonna lean towards Not Healthy bc im discovering that the work my previous doc did certainly uncovered this codependency and trauma which absolutely was a great help but like...we didn't actually really untangle any of it so I could try and untangle myself from my mum, even from 1600+ miles from one another. So. probably not healthy.)
#text post#Housemate was the far more helpful one of ae and mum tho and im very grateful ae took the time to talk over the interview with me#to help me figure out if doing the in person was worth it#mum did kind of help in that she pointed out several dakota eye like red flags from the employer that in retrospect yeah#were flying right in front of my face but i just. want to find better work so it's hard to ignore the red flags sometimes#until someone else goes uhhhhh hey maybe not this job no matter how desperate you feel#which is what it boiled down to more or less in discussion with both of them last night#it's just a weird thing of mum was still helpful and im glad i had a call with her but also it was low key triggering#and part of me wants to call her back and ask if she knows that she's a major part of why i struggle to say no to anyone#who feels even vaguely an authority figure over me no matter what my feelings are or if im being hurt#because id rather be obedient and pleasing than independent and honest (& possibly disappoint ppl with the latter)#but let's be real she wouldn't have an answer. it's beyond her to even think of this stuff#she'd be upset and offended and I'd be groveling like usual to try and make up for daring to question any part of our relationship#the same groveling i do on autopilot for any potential offense because it doesn't matter even if i asked & was given permission#im still always finding there's something i need to ask her forgiveness for anyway#but i love her and am incredibly grateful for her and how much she's given of herself to me as a single mum#idk im gonna shut up abt emotions for now and figure out what on earth im doing with myself today
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Auditions went soooooo much better than last year & i probably only Minorly embarrased myself (so i say before i get to thinking......)
Dues went up, albiet not by too much. Or, i don't think by too much... i forgot how much it was last year. All in all, still pretty affordable! And our show *song* if not the theme (i do have my reserves about the proposed props) absolutely fucks. It's SO good & i'm so excited for it already
............ welllllll,
not without some reserves, obviously. I still feel like.... unconsciously excluded from the rest of the group. It's partially because of who i hang out with (why do they not talk to the others???? I love All the group :( ) and partially because .... idk i guess i give others too much personal space. And, obviously, new people! That's part of the guard ecperience that no two years are the same, but the amount we had laat year was like .... sooooo much already. Impossible to hang out with Everybody. But maybe i'll be more integrated this year, we'll see.
All i have to worry about now is my consult. I think if this time I can find people (???) to do the fundraisers, then i can pull off my crazy-stupid top surgery AND guard While Closeted (!) plan. So long as the consult doesn't mean i need to pay anything day-of.... eep. Things have been a bit TOO smooth sailing* so far, so i think there might be something. Or maybe we won't be able to park anywhere idk.
*aside from the Incident
#100% ŃŠµŠŗŃŠµŃŠ½ŃŠ¹ Š“Š½ŠµŠ²Š½ŠøŠŗ Š»ŠµŠ²Ń ŠŠ Š§ŠŠ¢ŠŠ#the incident was a stupid mistake i got fined for dw haha#that's life! you maks your plans and then you fuck them up....#anyways i consider this a win since although i got CLOSE i did Not have a breakdown at auditions#chasses & me do not mix#the only other thing is i got like... panicy? almost? anxious?? during flag warmup + while waiting to do some of the tosses#idk like .... Why so much but i was just like ???#i also did Not come out :( yet another sad year of secret transgenderism for me......#maybe i'll wear my pronoun pin next time. and i could make an english name kandi?#i have one of my offline name but obvs noone uses it bcause.... cyrillic#so strange being halfway out of the closet..... like girl [gn] what are you DOING get back in there#[obligatory Not A Girl but it was for the tone]#also its really late and i Cannot sleep for some godforsaken reason. goodnight.
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For some reason today I got Very Emotional about RiderQuill and thoughts were thought and randomly I have now the headcanon that Gamora was the one that proposed that Rich and Pete needed to be together in the memorial statues that appeared at the end of The Thanos Imperative.
#i should be sleeping i have to wake up early tomorrow for work i am already lacking some good sleep this week but gay thoughts#What's gayer the rainbow flag or their symbols being together in that statue for the first time and somehow ending as the Guardians logo#this is kinda an ot3 hc? impressive#i needed to share this in a place i know i would be understood... my twitter moots can only understand like 0.5 of my comics GotG ramblings#t: dick rides quill#t: all the love in this cosmos#ACTUALLY i think it started because im getting all the Ewing GotG comics at last through ebay in english because i trust no traslator to#embrace the gayness in the i love(d) him too they were cowards back in the Original Sin GotG tie in with Pete's āhe did it because he loved#you i did it because i loved himā i did not forget i will not forgive#and maybe Bendis did know what he was doing with them (he had to get something right in all his comics right?) because that was gay#not in a gay = only homosexual way btw im bi (in the most inclusive way) too#stronger i should be sleeping#autocorrector called it The Thanks Imperative let's fucking go i guess#autocorrect? maybe autocorrector is only the spanish way idk too late brain not braining#this piled with the hc that Gamora has been waiting for them for years to just confess to each other#that's why the first thing she ever did wask ask Rich if they had something and everything after that was just her angry bc they stupid#thinking Bendis may have put gay stuff deliberately doesn't make me less disappointed about how he dealt with like 60% he put in his comics
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Okay going to get myself run over now
#meows#I went to send my cousin a tiktok last night#but I did it from the account who posted the vid#but for whatever fucking reason ig it now will tell you who sent it#?!?!?! bc fuck me ig#and now my cousin follows me#and you know what stuff is extremely bad I didnāt want anyone to see?!?!#(well anyone being people Iām not out to)#it literally has my chosen name/they them pronouns/gay pride flag/fursona#kill??? me????#what if she tells her mom??#what if her mom tells my mom??#my mom would for sure tell my f*ther!!!#what if they tell my gparents and they kick me out of the house?#im at work trying to not have a panic attack#idk what to do!!!!#and Iām afraid If I bring it up#and she actually DIDNT know then Iād be telling on myself#oh I forgot the other bad thing my username literally has autistic in it#which either means she thinks Iām making fun of autistic people#or something idk I canāt think straight
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