#idk why people are so scary man
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Me: man why donât I have friends irl
Someone: hi :>
Me: -on the verge of tears- I want to go home.
#pix habla#social anxiety#aughscsjbdnf#idk why people are so scary man#itâs like ? and theyâre nice and polite but just holding their hand for a shake makes me want to cry#and feel bad :âv lmao#:â> heck#I mean tbf it got worse with the ptsd
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the yelling, gun to the head, his face. fucjd
#this is psycho killer dean#pls heâs so rough and scary#my pussy is throbbing#mmfgh#im creamjng#why is this so hot#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#spn s13#side note: i agree when when people in spn are like youâre a killer dean bc he so easily does fucked shit like this.#like really think about it#a big ass grown ass man yelling and putting a gun to a kids head itâs pretty fucked yk#but like idk i feel itâs just under the surface for him. like purgatory dean tf u mean itâs pure??? like it changed him fr.#itâs not necessarily his go to way of doing things but if he has too he will#sorry for the ramble#i have too much caffeine#itâs 6:30 am
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also whats weird is like, that mushroom gotta be like ATTACHED to his brain?? no way he doesnt have brain damage from that. also its not hard to imagine that with all his intense mushroom use, that he'd have some sort of substance use disorder. and he is, suddenly, in a DEATH CULT. actually. i dont feel like anyone talks about the last part. ?? doesnt anyone wonder how hard it would be to adjust just suddenly. being in a cult? we dont really know how his life was before but if he wasnt in a cult beforehand then id imagine all the Cult Stuff would be at least a little uncomfortable.
I guess it would depend to what extent we're leaning into the parasite actually being a cordycep. Because if we're going full throttle on that, teeechnically cordyceps don't attach to the brain at all and only control the musculature; hence why I always hc'd that there's two different mushrooms involved, with the menticide doing the brain fuckery and the cordycep doing. The everything else
But at the same time it could very well just be advanced cordycep and we can make up whatever rules we want ! But YES, regardless, there is some brain nonsense happening that would ABSOLUTELY have everlasting effects on this ant. Not to mention if the cordyceps DID have control of his muscular system, then his entire body has got to be feeling the effects of it as well.
So he's here, in a death cult, probably having to re-learn how to walk and suffering extreme withdrawal symptoms as well as memory loss.
ANd no nobody ever considers the full ramifications of the death cult because everybody is a coward and won't consider how horrifying cults actually are!!!!!! And to be a disabled old man suddenly thrust into a scary ass scenario where people are being sacrificed and brought back to life around you while you can't even remember how old you are or where you've been the past few years because time was fucked while you were Shroomed, it HAS to be HORRIFYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But at the same time it really just works out from a cultist perspective. He's already isolated, vulnerable, and probably only halfway lucid at any given point. He'd be extremely easy to manipulate and keep dependent on the cult. After all, they're keeping him safe there, it's dangerous out there. (Not to mention him just feeling some inherent loyalty to the Lamb upon becoming sober, which certainly wouldn't do him any favors)
Like what's he going to do? Leave? Stumble out, suffering withdrawl, into the Lands of the Old Faith?? As an old man??????????
He has no CHOICE but to make peace with where he is. Despite all the questions about if his FAMILY is even STILL ALIVE. Despite having no idea what he DID while under the influence. Despite the HORRORS around every CORNER
It's FUCKED!!!!! It's AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i think too hard about the cult stuff because . And this might sound weird but idk. I was obsessed with cults when I was younger#There was just always something so fascinating about it to me#Like. Horrifying. Uniquely and utterly horrifying. But so fascinating#Reading and watching the stories of people who have escaped from cults is so fucking scary. Just how easily people can be taken#advantage of. And then lengths some cults go to. It's horrible. It's awful#But yeah I did like whole class presentations on cults and made multiple storylines based on cults because again. Weird fascination#So when it comes to cotl specifically it's like. I look around at everyone like Ohhh Ok. None of you know how cults really are#None of you are willing to tackle the Horrors of Cult Life . at least most of you aren't#hence why i have been tagging my cotl fics with ''cultists and the necessary horrors'' because I Will Not shy away from that actually#cults are fucking scary man. things get dark#But at the same time I totally understand not wanting to implement that too far into the silly cute lamb game that#doesn't take itself that serious. I Totally Get not wanting to delve into all that. but also. I think more people should delve into that#this is a cult game about cults. multiple. all of different severities. there is so much to be done with that#ok i'll shut up. This was just one of those weird interests of mine when I was younger that now I just have way too much info on#ask#sozo
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trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.
vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever đ
#sorry bros im about to ventpost in these mf tags đ#im so fucking tired man. im already suicidal to begin with but the Everything happening is making it Worse. Yippe Yahoo Hooray.#therapy in a week though so ive got that at least.#this is the worst time of year for shit to go south.but Uh Oh saying that makes me feel like a selfish fuckass because other people -#- have it worse. like. god fucking damn. i get Extra suicidal around september -> march range sure. but other people are literally suffering#like as we fucking speak. and ive done fuckall to help cause i dont know HOW to help. but thats not a fucking excuse#im just being comfortable in my lazy ass depression spiral cause im a selfish fucking prick. âi cant spare the energy to vett thingsâ#other people are fucking dying and im over here like ânoo im too tiwed :( i cant do anyfing so im not gona do anyfing cuz im wazy and tiwedâ#what the fuck is wrong with me lmao. knowing me im not gona change shit anyway despite fucking complaining about it cause im just. fucking#Like That.#idk. i was reblogging some of those âhold in there dont kill yourselvesâ posts cause like. yk. suicide bad or fucking whatever. but someone#on this site said something along the lines of âok but how many people reblogging/posting these told jews to kill themselvesâ and like.#i dont know. i dont fucking know dude. so i guess im not reblogging Those anymore.#theres bigger issues out there and here i am focusing on some queer people who might kill themselves. idk. i should just join them yk#cause i never fucking focus on the bigger shit cause âi dont know howâ and âi dont want to make things worse so i just wont do anythingâ so#im not doing fuckall other than just being part of the fucking problem here.#i should probably just delete social media for a while and see from there.#or just fucking drink about it thats the other option. its worked for me before (lie) so i may as well do it again am i right#im sorry i never like. boost gofundmes or fundraisers and shit i just.#i dont have a fucking excuse. im just a lazy fucking bastard in my own stupid fucking comfort circle.#âoh no seeing that people are dying makes me uncomforyable :(â ok well people are fucking dying you self absorbed douchebag. why cant you#get off your stupid fucking ass and do something. get a job so you can fucking help people or *something#its not like you have to pay rent and shit.#<- all about myself. cause yk. self centered douchbag. hooray.#i dont pay rent and i dont have to pay for my own food. i still live with my parents. im fucking useless to society so i may as well get a#job and send the money i dont fucking need to somrone who DOES need it. but here i am.#in.my stupid fucking bed til noon cause âthe world is scary and jobs are hard :(â#its fucking retail. retail isnt as fucking hard as like. construction and shit but here i am anyway âunableâ to do shit.#i fucking could if i just fucking ballsed up and put up with shit. but no. here i fucking am going ânooo i should just kill myself insteadâ#vent post
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on one hand completely ignoring your emotions is soo good for my mental stability and productivity but man i miss staring at the ceiling and listening to sad songs on loop
#idk if depression is the right word but yeah that author was right you become comfortable in your sadness you start loving it because#it becomes such a defining part of you#if i don't engage in any bad habits throughout the day i start to feel so uncomfortable and wrong and unfamiliar#that i crash and do something old me would've done again :(#the bounce back time has significantly improved tho so that's a relief#also lol who am i kidding pms will come soon im sure#but anyway#i physically can't listen to waiting room rn i listened to the opening notes and it was like#like a dam about to burst#so i just closed the gate very fast#i can't be sad rn because then i will feel lonely and then i will miss people and they won't miss me and ill cry the gasping for breath#i don't know what to do with this emptiness in the middle of my chest crying#man i hope this doesn't have any long term consequences#also i hope one day being good feels like me again and rotting in bed becomes unbearable again#i used to be so active like not physically but idk just like engaged with life more#curiously excitedly#well there's no going back now but i do hope i find a good balance#i was reading normal people and kinda rerealised that woah this sadness will always be a huge part of me. you only get#one childhood and. welp it got too real too relatable#i hope i don't turn out like her every self help book ive read says kids follow in their parents footsteps but god i hope not#this is why boys will always be so scary to me#future seems so bleak sometimes like not my 20s they'll be fire im sure but after that. am i even capable of being loved long term?#if the person who knew me the most well can move on from me in a flash. well then. i don't have anything more to give this is all#what has this post even become oh god. whatever. ill keep trying to be smarter first interesting second hopefully lovable will follow
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not sorry whatsoever just saw a post that was like we need to ABOLISH tme/tma and im like. so you want to abolish having to take accountability that you can and will contribute to transmisogyny? interesting
#crow.txt#like idk why some tmes are so against listening to trans women when they say 'you can do hurtful things' they just bite back with WELL. UM.#IM PUTTING YOU ON A CALLOUT POST AND CALLING YOU MEAN AND SCARY#like ok. ok man. sincerely get over yourself#its exactly like when white people get furious when black people say they can and do contribute to racism#instead of... listening and asking how they can make it better.#strange.
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The worst thing about suffering is that it still hurts when the danger is over but no one cares about it anymore because it shouldn't hurt. No one will ever say "I'm sorry that happened to you" especially when they barely say "I'm sorry that's happening."
#Okay to tb btw all the personal stuff is in the tags#Like. Not eating for a week because you couldn't get groceries hurts#and people will say 'oof sorry that's happening' but then#after you're able to get food no one will ever say 'I'm sorry that happened' even though you think about it and hurt from it constantly.#No one will ever say ':( that must have been so hard' because you're fine now right???? No psychological damage there?????#This example is stupid but I do think about it every time I feel hungry. I told people I wasn't able to get groceries#and there was no food in my house. And they said. Oof.#Instead of idk Oh God Are You Okay ??#No one cares when you've been abused your entire life and behave the way you do out of genuine terror because your brain is fucked forever#They don't say 'I'm sorry that happened it must have been really scary to turn you into Such An Asshole. I pity you like a dog :('#Speaking of man everyone loves fucked up abused terrified dogs and wants to be the one who makes them open up#And shows them that people can be good and kind and that touch doesn't have to hurt#But everyone is scared of fucked up abused terrified people#Humans are capable of harm even more than dogs and fear is understandable but.#Can you please call me good boy and shush me and tell me nothing's going to hurt me and let me curl up on your lap#And not hit me if I get scared and start to growl and feed me good and take me on walks and play with me#Even though I'm not very fun to play with and I'm still learning what's fun and what's mean and what's a toy and what's a hand#Plleeeaaase don't be jealous of a dog that doesn't eat good don't say 'tch he's so thin what am I doing wrong'#I want to eat good and grow and gain fat and be warm and be comfortable I don't want this#Don't say 'if abused dogs don't eat good then I don't deserve to either' no no no no eat good so you can take care of us both#Please please please I learned so many tricks to make people happy and call me smart but I don't actually know how to do anything I'm#Literally like such a stupid dog it takes me like one day of no one paying attention to me for me to become un-housebroken#I make a lot of mistakes even though I know better or I really should know better#And sometimes do things wrong on purpose to get attention either yelling or showing me how to do it right#But most of the time I genuinely don't know how to do stuff because I was never taught or I was taught and#My previous owners said 'this is how it is. It is this way because it is and it is forever. The answer is Because.'#'now quit asking repetitive questions before I pop you'#If I do something Because and not know the reason why I'm doing it that's not learning that's acting#Especially habits taught specifically to hurt me and not being allowed to question it or know why I'm being hurt#Oh my god I acted out so much when I was younger and all my friends were so disgusted and hurt by me and yelled at me every day
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Teehee I got hugged today đĽ°
#the klock keeps ticking#it was literally like 2 seconds but idk im like WOOOOO#like it wasnt long enough for me to be all satisfied touch wise nah im so starved itd take all night and day man#and also this particular person is uh. very special ahem. and it was like#i wrapped my arms around them best I could and i could just feel their hips and like their body squish under my hands#cuz theyre so squishy and sturdy at the same time it felt safe and its like. thats really scary actually#ive never ever felt safe hugging anyone this kinda thing is brand new to me#touch in general is new to me. at least consensual touch that i wanted and initiated#and i just felt really nervous cuz like i really love this person but sometimes its hard cuz like âguysâ dont hug each other often#or at least not in a case like this where weâre friends but theres this sorta avoidance around anything romantic#cuz weâre both very awkward and also uh. trying not to cross certain boundaries just yet we need time#but unfortunately im so aaaaa rn and touch starved and i was like im just gonna bite the bullet and ask if we can hug LIKE A DAMN GAY ASS#its like fuck i may as well propose marriage and get on all fours while im at it aaghhhhh why am i like this#but it was fine they werent weirded out or anything. not visibly anyway. and they hugged me!!!#me! of all people! im like so happy we got to hug but im also really pissed cuz it was really brief and i didnt get to memorize how they#felt and now im just like grrrrr. fucking tease why must i be so tortured i get the smallest taste and then poof its gone#i just wanna cuddle and hug them for hours and pull their hair and feel their body all over and uhhhhhhhhh#ahem. i may be getting too gay here huh. damn itttt. fuck me. how do you ask your mate if you can explore bodies#in a way that definitely isnt platonic without making things weird
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//Response to the PSA thing (your tags)
//No someone did that, I saw it, I unfollowed the person because of it because it was starting to make me intensely uncomfy how often they pounced on real issues while rping- (I rp to relax not talk about what's going on in the world-)
// Originally I wasnât gonna respond to this until I reread it and saw that this isnât a one time thing. Oh. OhâŚ.
I donât wanna like- publicly shame this person or anything, from what Iâve heard privately theyâre coming from a place of concern and care for the topic(s) at hand!! I can understand that. But also thereâs a time and a place for this⌠and funny PokĂŠmon roleplay is absolutely not the place.
I hope this can be a learning experience for everyone involved if anything else? Nobody go out and harass this person- they donât deserve that kind of malice over this.
#ooc#itâs very tasteless and insensitive to do this (repeatedly) but I get it. I just hope this opens their eyes on why itâs harmful/insensitive#this is the first and hopefully last time Iâll bring up subjects this heavy on here#I also use PokĂŠmon Irl as an escape from The Horrors â˘ď¸ as Iâm sure most people on here do#but again I understand. The world is really fucking scary right now and everyone deserves a space to talk about that#just⌠a funny PokĂŠmon roleplay community is not that place. you wonât find any of the discussion you want to find anyways#and like many people have said already itâs insensitive- intentional or not.#anyways this was definitely something to see half an hour after waking upâ#something about curating your experience on tumblr because I have never heard of this person at all until just now-#anyways thatâs enough rambling. uhh. take care of yourself the human brain was not meant to process so much bad information at once etc etc#Iâm going to go get something to drink man. idk
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on a literary level, i understand why people consider the house in hol to be horrifying, the single signpost of all that is terrifying in the unknown and impossible etc. but for me, even in the book, the scary parts were always how those things affected and changed men. (or like. How man survives in such a space).
the house never really terrified me. The man is worse than the minotaur
#Shitpost#running into this with regards to that game that came out#but also just the popularity of setting/location/liminal space horror increases this#Like idk man. This is why that game that was made cant really entertain me or terrify#because the horror in hol is the expierences of the people in it#who they become and how they change#a game puts the player in that position and as i am unaffected by such mystery#i would simply never enter. It. Wouldnt bother me#in orfer for the story to function i require the characters through which to interpret it#the terror is not in the situation or the house to me. It is in the navidsons and the others#idk on a level i understand this concept but it strikes completely dull to me#im listening to a video while working and im just hit by how much it doesnt affect me#when the guy who fell fell. I was terrified for him and the loss of power he expierenced#When the shotgun scene happened i was terrified of a man who had let this place warp him into a monster worse than the invisible minotaur#i find these would-be-theseuses more scary than the house#the adventuring spirit of man can so easily be an invader#and he brings his own demons with him to inhabit empty spaces#idk man. I feel like im talking about the walking dead 'the monsters are people'-ing this#and its like. Theres worth and saving to be done for people. But humanity is still the origin of the horror?#this is so strange to try to voice/write out#but this video was 50 minutes and i was thinking before the guy even brought up hol specifically#And this is just my overall thoughts on liminal spaces (and liminal horror) really#i am very unaffected by this particular fascination#which is a shame rly because it seems like it would appeal#but it doesnt lol
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me and the tension between what makes a good fictional villain ( intelligent enough to be a threat, compelling understandable motivation ) and the truth of serial killers ( rarely extremely intelligent, reception of motivation depends on the individual but are often either socially-motivated crimes of passion i.e. bigotry or based on a general lack of respect for human life ) and my burning desire to push back against the new wave true crime sensationalisation of killers as pop culture figures, even if that means not focusing on a villainâs intelligence that is present to instead highlight how stupid and meaningless the violence they do is in the first place. yes heâs ugly and iâm glad heâs dead âcause there was no fucking candle in his pumpkin head.
#OH BOY SIX A.M.! ( ooc )#|| THIS IS BASED OFF OF. REREADING KILLER ACROSS THE TABLE ON THE TUBE.#|| AND YOUTUBE SEARCH RESULTS.#|| AND REMEMBERING THE DAHMER NETFLIX INCIDENT.#|| LIKE THE INTELLIGENCE OF IRL KILLERS OFTEN HAS FUCK ALL TO DO WITH THEIR ACTUAL KILLINGS.#|| I ALSO THINK THAT FEAR OF RANDOM VIOLENCE OR MORE ACCURATELY.#|| FEAR OF VIOLENCE DONE UNTO YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE VULNERABLE SOCIALLY.#|| IS UNDERRATED IN FICTION OUTSIDE OF MISOGYNY IN HORROR.#|| WHICH IS GOOD AND RIGHTEOUS BUT LIKE.#|| IDK IDK. WILLIAM SCARY TO ME NOT BC HE'S EXCEPTIONALLY POWERFUL OR SMART.#|| BUT BC WHEN THAT MIDDLE AGED MAN GETS ANGRY HE'S GOING TO LASH OUT AT THE PEOPLE LEAST ABLE TO DEFEND THEMSELVES.#|| Y'KNOW. CHILDREN.#|| THE IN MY READING SUBCONSCIOUS PUSH TO ONLY HIT PEOPLE WHO CAN'T HIT BACK WHICH IS SO TYPICAL OF SO MANY KILLERS.#|| SORRY I CAN'T IMAGINE WILLIAM KILLING AN ADULT UNLESS IT'S AN EMERGENCY#|| BECAUSE WHY WOULD HE LEAVE HIMSELF OPEN TO AN ACTUAL FIGHT WHEN HE COULD JUST TAKE HIS ANGER OUT ON A KID.#|| THAT'S WHY I KEEP SAYING CARTOON NETWORK DEMOGRAPHIC. IF YOU'RE OVER 13 HE'S PROBABLY NOT GONNA HURT YOU.#|| MINIMUM EFFORT MAXIMUM REWARD ETC.
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Evangelion movie hello
#So Adam creates angels and Lilith creates Evas but also humans as Shinji's dead bf said... so Evas are humans too? Is that it#asuka IN THE GAME AGAIN!!! YEAAAAHHHH#is her mother the eva.... like maybe its metaphorical but maybe not like shinjis mother maybe is in unit 1 so.... idk man...#rei has herself??? she wouldnt have an ag field without a mother then andjakqk but she does.... idk man#WHAT DID SHINJI DO TO ASUKA. I THOUGHT THAT WAS ONE THING NOT THAT. NOOOOOOOO#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MISATOOOOOOOOOOO#asuka i will get you out of there i promise#ritsuko's paceful face when pointing a gun at ikari sr ajdiajqiq yeah....#what did this fucking evil man say... cant even say a true fucking thing to a dead woman... DIEEEEE#âthanks to the five (5) women that helped bring this picture to its completionâ just the voice actresses yeah i can tell#not the tit touch again.... is this a theme or what... what am i supposed to get from this the heart is in the middle my guy#REI YES!!!! KILL HIM FIRST REI!!! DO HIS HEAD NOW!!!#im sorry... why is rei so scary but then whatever she is turns to a manic pixie dream boy and shinji cries of joy akdhaisjsisk GAY!!!#there is so much to say about this but i am afraid i might be too dumb for it bc nothing comes out but alas im having fun#asuka is shinjis foil but why are they doing this#âdoes misato really do things like thatâ refering to sex is the most 14 yo thing that shinji has ever said i get it. everyone does it shinji#i think there is enough what women are triad things in here.... can we stop.... sister mother lover.... woman scientist mother...#we get it you dont get women i thought shinji was opposing kaji by not understanding him when he said men and women are separate...#figured out what an at field is.... thank you thank you.... its what encapsulates your person and ego i get it now....20 minutes left aldhsk#shinji out of all people being the brain.... nepotism bc yui came up with all of this i guess#jumpscared by the real footage after the fuckfest#the footage of the people at the screenings of the movie.... i can't imagine seeing this in a cinema christ#the cordial handhsake with the thank you đđđ thats the shinji i know....#rei is the lover sister mother but why is there a boy there too?? akdhakshaksjaj i need answers... is that his father?? shinji you're fucked#maybe freud was right maybe i need to kill the freud that lives inside my head. this will make me introspect after all akdhaks#alright. are they meant to repopulate the earth is that it? do i need to stray out of the christianism of it all? asuka i will get you out!!#i have so many questions... like both in narrative and outside of it#i dont wanna think about it now tho.... sick visuals 10/10 on that front#talking tag#watching evangelion
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the irony of people on this website being hostile about children and admitting to showing actual disdain towards them to their little faces in real life, then being like "well i had a shitty childhood yadda ya" like okay why is having beef with a 4 year old okay when you do it?
#coming from someone with no shortage of childhood trauma and no desire to ever have children#seeing grown adults with the âi HATE kidsâ mentality is so scary#like its normal to be annoyed at things kids do they can be very annoying!! i was annoying as a kid and have all younger cousins/siblings#but people on here get So weird about kids it always boggles my mind#yes kids can be loud and gross but so can everyone! kids can also be funny and cool as hell like geez man lighten up#its all âwhere's your sense of childlike wonder and whimsyâ until actual children come up#idk why this specific topic always gets me riled up i have no stakes in it whatsoever except that i was a child once
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#the idol system is such a fascinating and scary thing to me#like hearing shit over the years it's like how does anyone survive it?#(i'm staying away from all the anti-blackness of kpop & their fandoms rn so just the system)#((that was more for me bc my brain wants to go in that direction bc hooooooo. it's the main reason i cannot vibe w more than a few songs#over the last almost 15 years cause like knowing.... anyway))#like i just got groundfloored w a group rn via jbrekkie shoutout michelle like literally their debut is 24 hrs from now i've rabbitholed#since i heard their snippet on her vid and like the way ppl talk about it already like... as an outsider it's like alriiiight here we goo#they're (mgmt) pipelining another group of ppl let's be sure to support it! streamstreamvote!! oo it looks like their taking the toy/doll#route w these girls super aesthetic let's goo. & like......????? and ppl are already rabid about it. it's wild. and like this is the system#this is it. they make groups and then tease and the people who follow the conglomerate see it and are waiting to#be fed another x amount of folks doing formations and looking cute/hot open wide and consume#(like ik some (or a lot) of those accnts are bots/plants to pad the release and gain traction against algos but like also real folks too)#like not to discredit their vocal work (&dancing though some (alot) of these grps are not nearly as lit w 'dancing' as folks hype em up to#be Frfr. good movers/formations/camera motion & body rolls do not a dancer/good choreo make) but it's really secondary for a lot of#folks atp it's so strange & fascinating. and like i dug the song that's why i'm here so no knock against that but just the factory of it al#it's so damn WILD to me. but at the same time let's be real here. same dish different kitchen for a lot of western pop#they're just more transparent about it and have streamlined finding their popstars & having the public be great w it#it's just... i think it would be less strange if stan culture wasn't a thing or at least more mild than it is now#if it wasn't blown up to this unfathomably massive ever-churning industry by people in literal droves#idk idk i have a lot of thoughts on kpop it's truly a very interesting thing and to have been aware of it and into it to#an extent a while before the sonic boom in the west is an incredibly wild thing to look back on#like i wanna follow this (mostly cause i wanna hear the whole song) but also v curious but also like man the system is bad for many#reasons & here's another batch on the conveyor belt. idk :/#like as long as the participants are happy and healthy and being actually taken care of and not advantage of then great but#yk. the music industry at large is horrible (and esp to women) so like. god ide wanna think about the disparities btwn girl & boy groups#(like to start are they not referred to as 'male groups' on the reg but 'girl groups' more often than 'female'? always w the infantalizing#like given girl group has way more ring than female group but the words still conjure up different things it's just how language works#but boy group idk if i've ever really heard someone use that? and there's been a long time battle w the reclamation of 'boy band'#like it's still dirty for a lot of folks but anyway v western context but there's a large fanbase here so many fans speak as such#this is what we call our own pop groups etc. and it's just interesting and sad idk anyway it's just... huuuhhh a lot.) ok gn lol
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[ID: A screenshot of tags by @faelovers that reads, "It's interesting seeing this as someone with a big interest in dolls and closely follows the market trends and companies, cause like if you follow these brands and their releases you know that toy companies have been struggling. The manufacturing costs are increasing and kids are less interested in physical toys and for a while collectors have been very disappointed in releases from Mattel specifically, while their rival company MGA has been very successful recently with the collector and tween market for their Bratz revival and with their Rainbow High brand which took a lot of inspiration from the success of Mattel's success with Monster High in the 2010's. This movie seems very much made to appeal to nostalgia and the 'kidult' market interested in Barbie again. After a long time of her being either the lame sister to Monster High or a brand collectors are giving up on, these corporations are really wanting adults to buy into their brands and Mattel's only play atm is nostalgia and the Barbie name brand because Barbie products haven't been on par with their competitors for a long time. This is so boring and corporate but I've been following these trends since I was like 12 lmao. Autistic gals got to be boring about something." /END OF ID]
is the creativity in the room with us right now .
#long post#IM SO DUMB I NEED TO CHECK IF ANYONE HAS DONE ID'S BEFORE I DO THEM#i. did all of them before checking if someone already typed them out gotdammit#u did it way better than i did so thank u /gen#also op of the tags if u want me to delete my reblog with ur tags please feel free to lmk so i can delete it đ#i mean. idk#im still excited to see this movie and i wanted to go in person so i could wear pink bc itd be funny#but this is kinda. embarrassing. like damn??? 100 brands???#like im excited for it and i think its gonna be good but why the fuck would u buy barbie brand sparkling lemonade water?#ig the same people that get hyped for barbie brand insurance...#but on the other hand the whole ''why are CHILDLESS ADULTS getting excited for xyz đ¤¨'' is :/#like i get it in this contextâ the barbie branded adult stuff that isnt really for kids but like#idk how to perfectly word this bc im split. like i get it i really do but that argument isnt really good?#it reminds me of the people bitching about the childless adults going to disney world#like man. who cares?#but in THIS context i get it#i even remember as a kid i didnt have many barbies bc monstet high is still way cooler. like the actual dolls and the characters.#i respect barbie shes the og and shes come a long way but i also get the sales not being the bestâ things have just changed#i think im just gonna wait til someone uploads it but anyway this marketing is. very much. a lot. too much.#its kinda scary how so many adults fall for it too :/
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#in neg city#idk why i literally just woke up but iâm so fuckinf depressed rn#it might just be the comedown from all the wack bullshit thatâs been going on lately but i just feel. bad.#IDK MAN iâm gonna rant down here iâm allowed itâs my vent post#but itâs literally so disheartening to see the things i put so much effort into get so little feedback from others#like posting content is scary enough but i basically post knowing only my friends will even attempt to give a shit#and sometimes i canât even process what theyâre saying bc my brain is like#theyâre being disingenuous theyâre lying they only do this bc u whine all the time abt nobody caring#and itâs like damn girl!!! calm down!!! so like iâm only rlly getting 3-4 comments on a chapter and itâs just#it sucks! it hurts real bad! it feels like no one fucking cares and i should just stop writing and throw my laptop out#idk i cant escape this feeling that people only care bc theyâre trying to make me feel better#and in reality No One likes it No One wants to read it and theyâre all just doing it so i donât bitch and moan#-__- idk man. this is why i stopped posting my writing for a while
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