#idk why i'm doing this to myself
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soooo, what if in this peter parker fic i'm writing, ben, may, mj and ned are dead? and what if tony doesn't know peter's spider-man, and what if he didn't know about all their deaths? haha what if?
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Balmoral | 1983 — 2022 |
#sigh#idk why i'm doing this to myself#princess anne#princess royal#anned mum#queen elizabeth ii#queue
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WIP Wednesday
#idk why i'm doing this to myself#anyway#myart#original character#oc art#top two characters belong to a friend. bottom two are mine.#bless my friend for letting me hyperfixate on her OCs#wip wednesday#dresses all from heaven gaia spring of 2023#tho I've redesigned big portions of the details of several of them. there's like 10 in total
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I'm about to watch that COTA. pray for me yall.
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#this is for me but y'all can also look at it#i've been staring at these few seconds on and off for the past however long it's been since the ew video came out#i'm jus tso ???????????#why is he SO SMALL#so sweet#genuinely shy damsel in a bodice ripper behavior#the little parted mouth the finger hooked in the shy glance the quirk of his mouth ??????????????????#idk what i'm supposed to do with myself#sebastian stan#for my organizational purposes
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Saw @muwwwsky's cute designs of Anti-chan and Proship-chan here the other day, and just had to draw them. Toxic yuri goes brrrr + I might genuinely start to ship these 2.
Here's the original post from muwwwsky
I also might've changed some of Anti-chan's colors for the sake of a more readable black/white colorscheme, but uh ignore that lol
[ Zoom-in on Proship-chan's phone + Anti-chan's full rant under the cut so yall can read what those things say ]
Idfk what the censored words are either fyi, so feel free to fill in the blanks yourself lmao
#The canvas is fucking 12283 x 8267 pixels istg why do I keep doing this to myself??#This took me uh 6+ hours I think??? Idk at least more than 5 hours#Praying I didn't forget any details rn oml#Either way I'm really happy with how this turned out#proshipper#pro fiction#proship please interact#profic#proship#proship community#proship safe#profiction#op is profic#proship-chan x anti-chan#anti-chan x proship-chan#anti-chan#proship-chan
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valentine, you're a horse ❤️
#my little pony#mlp g3#wish-I-may#wish-I-might#ok so. I'm gonna ramble for a sec#normally when I post on valentine's day I complain in the tags about being single. but I won't this year!#I've recently realized I'm definitely somewhere on the aromantic spectrum. and that I'm perfectly content without a partner#in the past I've described myself as 'emotionally unavailable' or having 'commitment issues' but neither of those things were ever true#I'm a very loving and loyal person!#I've always been extremely affectionate with friends and family but unable to have the same level of love for potential partners#unsure if I'm just demisexual/demiromantic or actually aroace but I'm definitely not the default settings type of gay lol#I'm a big fan of romance and sex in fiction! but irl? 😅😬 idk about that fam! idk!#hypothetically I would like to have a gf one day and maybe fall in love but now I understand why that may not happen#or atleast is gonna take a while. and that's fine :)#tldr; if your top song on spotify last year was Cupid by Fifty Fifty it's time to do some soul searching lol#happy valentine's day!! 💕
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And errr whatever this guy is
#I want to make a lot of things. but making a lot of things takes a lot of work and a lot of time#I love feeling pressured by time !!#I'm young. so I shouldn't feel that way. but time has literally passed by so fast I still feel like I'm 11#that's was years ago bro. I need to remmeber I'm growing up#idk school makes me really tired#I just get so exhausted. even just at the thought of it#school takes away half my days. makes me feel like I have less time#that's why I end up staying awake at night. but I'm tired I don't wanna do that :(#well erm my bday was pretty nice though so yeah it's probably fine#killer sans#horror sans#sans au#utmv#undertale au#i wanna be cool I think to myself#ms paint
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Practice drawings of sad old men + two dummies
#tmnt 2012#mutant apocalypse#Theres not enough MA content in the wild#so ill just do it myself#when in doubt draw eye creatures lmao#I DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT LEO I SWEAR#I'm still grieving his design loss😭#im going to make it better than b4 out of spite#also sksksk everytime raph and leo fight it reminds me of like puppies yapping#idk why lol#donbot#2012 leo#2012 raph#2012 donnie#2012 mikey#splatter scribbles
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Aquarium
Day 2 of the road trip! today I'm not referring to a specific place in France so just have them enjoying a little moment~
#this took me a whole afternoon + evening to do#idk why I'm doing this to myself at times-#tsp#tsp narrator#narratorverse#tspud#the stanley parable narrator#tsp stanley#and yes Walter is referring to something I'll have to draw at one point. the way things look outside the box Stanley is supposed to stay in#it's a little hard to explain like that so I'll draw that at one point...#not now-#tsp art#tsp road trip#tsproadtrip#heartache au
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You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.
Starring Role (Patreon)
#My art#ISaT#ISaT Spoilers#Siffrin#Loop#Technically - you know how it goes#Me when I relate to Siffrin: Oh no haha that's probably not great whoops haha#Me when I relate to Loop: Oh. Oh No.#Lenti has such a deathgrip on my ISaT opinions wtf how is she so powerful I thought my fave was Sif?? But I mean well-#Lol#Does this count as vent idk lol#It was fun to write tho :) Very easy! Done all at once!#As was drawing this! Also done all at once! And black and white is still really fun to work with hehe#I got to use some pretty cool outline/lineart tricks for this one yay :D#The original draft of the fic had a different title but ''Starring Role'' is kinda?? too perfect???#To the point where I looked around and I was like#Kinda shocked that there doesn't Seem? to be another fic with the same title?#Which is.........oddly relevantly thematic to this fic actually hahaha#Not to get too exacting about it but the whole thing of Loop feeling replaceable well#It would imply that other someones could do what they do better than them#What an odd refutation. Huh. Weird#Anyway - behind the scenes fun fact!#I actually really love the song Starring Role but I didn't think of it until after writing this#And now that I sing it to myself it's actually kinda perfect what the heck#So that's something to think about as well#Anyway if you're going to listen to it pls listen to the Axiom remix it is The version in my heart <3#The glitches and stutters are perfect.....#And the clock ticking?? Why is this song so ISaT I'm gonna think about this for a while now heck#Animatic in my head shower thought -core lol
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Trans? Need a Name?
i will fucking name you hmu
#“oh but a name is so personal how can you name a stranger?” I'm your fucking dad now. I'm gonna name my fucking kids and you cant stop me#if youre trans and already have a name but still want a mostly deadbeat internet dad that works too#i can send you a shitty lil digital card at the holidays it'll be great#if you want a more personalized name (i.e. not a random name that pops into my head but a name w a specific meaning theme etc)#i will do it but itll cost you like 1-5 dollars idk#i need an outlet for naming things other than pets stuffies and myself#im this close to making my middle name Sievert-Nathaniel-Russel#and thats too many fucking names for a middle name#imagine trying to get that monogrammed#it's five names in total it would be a fucking nightmare#thats why i have to name you ppl now#queer#genderqueer#genderfaun#transgender#ftm#nonbinary#transmasc#trans#lgbtqia#transfemme#trangender#transfem#genderfluid#name suggestions#naming#trans names
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"mom wake up."
GAME OF THRONES Season 8 Episode 6 (2019)
#game of thrones#daenerys targaryen#drogon#dragons#tvedit#i'm so sorry idk why i'm doing this to myself and everyone else#daenerystargaryenedit#gotedit#drogonedit#tvandfilm#dailyflicks#fantasyedit#userlindir#userlolo#tuserrex#usersavana#userstream#creationtag#cw fake corpse#got 8x06
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'•.° Sova always gives such comforting words to everyone who seems to be troubled within the protocol. Everyone but you.
Whenever you see him hug Deadlock because she had a rough day, whenever you see him squeeze Omen's hand as he tells him that he is no monster, whenever you see him reassuring the newer agents that everything will be fine when they're worried about going on their first mission, it breaks something inside of you. You wish that he would care about you as much as he cares for the others, that you would mean as much to him. Jealousy fills your body whenever you wish it was you in their place.
All your cries for help go seemingly unnoticed and unanswered. You just want him to see how much you're hurting, want him to pull you into a soft hug and whisper into your ear that everything will be fine and he will be by your side every step of the way. And he did that. For everyone but you.
Even if you tried, you couldn't tell where your relationship with him went down the drain. You couldn't tell if it was your fault, if you had pushed him away, or maybe even hurt him unintentionally.
All you knew was that he wasn't there for you anymore and it was so hard to deal with.
#「♡」 valorant#「♡」 sova#valorant x reader#sova#valorant sova#angst#sova x reader#IDK WHY I'M DOING THIS TO MYSELF BUT SOVA ANGST 🔛🔝
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#cripple punk#crip punk#cpunk#physically disabled#chronic illness#j#if you wanna know why i'm asking it's because idk if this is weird to do or not lol#like i use mobility aids myself but i don't know what the general consensus is & i have a responsibility to treat others with respect still
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watching england play should be considered torture
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