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letsgofoletsgo · 1 year

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So. Im going through some very weird anxiety feels? Nice inbox stuff would be appricated /nf

#like #idk what I’m even anxious about?#it’s just. ebbing and flowing???#idk dude.#as always no pressure #vent

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honeyvenommusic · 6 months

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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-

#glass animals #honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out #i cannot describe how much i listened to it #i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number #like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this #gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke #so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao #(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night #driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in #sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused #it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song #then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work #(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok #i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this #highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift #a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them #as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever

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greg-montgomery · 1 year

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hug from aaron?

#besties i swear september is just not my month idk #like what the fuck #i’m kinda going through it #not kinda I Am going through it #i’m gonna rant a bit #i’m at work all day #leaving my house at 7am and returning around 9pm #and it’s so stressful i’m constantly anxious with a weight on my chest #and feeling not appreciated for all the things i do there #my grandma is very very sick (she’s like a mom to me) and i don’t even wanna think about losing her #i lost my other three grandparents in the span of a year - and it hasn’t even been a year yet since the first one we lost #and now i’m gonna lose my grandma who has literally raised me #i’m tired i just want a calm and peaceful fall #it’s all i wanted

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ilostyou · 10 months

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trying to explain feeling anxious about something to someone who. does not regularly experience anxiety is a very uniquely torturous experience

#also one i am actively avoiding xo i do not want to continue this conversation to be so honest #‘wdym’ what do you THINK i mean idk how else to explain i am paralyzed by this even if you aren’t #and it’s not even so irrational or hard to think about WHY it’s making me anxious!!!!#sorry i’ve been too good about hiding the fact that i’ve been quaking with anxiety for so long about this specifically idk what to tell you #sorry i’m. just ranting #rambling

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ilkkawhat · 16 days

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i swear i get anxious over the weirdest things sometimes…like the idea of someone i fired from a temp agency coming back to work the next day

#this guy no called no showed technically 3 times #he was supposed to start at 4 and i start at 7 btw #two of the times he messaged me late in the morning #one was a legit emergency as far as i’m aware (circumstances a little sus)#the other he overslept and asked to come in later instead of ya know ‘:sorry i’ll be right there’#the time he didn’t say anything he showed up the next day even though i told the temp agency not to have him come back #until we figured out what was goi g on with him #and i didn’t find out what happened until I went up and asked him like….#idk first thing i’d tell my boss as soon as i could would be ‘sorry here’s what happened’#i also should have trusted my gut cause i was iffy on him from the start #and i’m anxious about it cause the temp agency said he hasn’t responded to their texts or calls #legit hope the dudes okay but working wise lmao i can’t deal with it #tbd

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milo-is-rambling · 2 months

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I think I’m always going to be running and trying to find the next thing that will make me happy and it will always be something I have to find within myself. So that’s cool.

#escape tag on the mind. thinking about getting up north and the joys of the road and then realizing I would have to start my life there. I #would still have to settle down somewhere and have a home #guy who wants to leave constantly and not be found but cant shut up and loves to leave evidence of themselves everywhere #love covering things in stickers love writing my name on park benches love leaving my mark on the world #but also. get me out of here and I need to get somewhere where the world feels bigger than my bedroom #cause Florida feels so suffocating rn like I have no where to go no where to be me to be happy to have friends to have fun #I feel so trapped in my room and my room feels so monotonous #idk what to do to change it cause im avoiding being miserable and the fear of failure is eating me alive so im not taking any hard chances #to move forward and it makes me want to throw up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my mom randomly brought up sending me up north with like a six month budget plan or whatever and now idk if I should be looking for a job #that hard or not and idk what I’m doing and it’s freaking me out and I want to run away from everything #but I also would do fucking anything to be near my friends rn to feel like I can breathe when I go outside to be up north would fix so much #of my shit going on rn and even if it didn’t magically make me happy it would be so much easier for me to set roots (even temporarily) andi #can live month to month up there my mom pressures me so hard to have long term plans and it’s not what I need rn at all I need to focus on #short term shit and not get anxious about the big picture but my mom cannot shut up about the big picture and future steps and all this shit #and idk what’s real and what’s hypothetical plans and it’s so annoying and frustrating and I want to get my shit together but I also don’t #bc the world seems miserable but god I would so much rather be miserable up north with Millie near me than be miserable in the heat w my mom

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averagemrfox · 3 months

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God it’s a fucking wonder what getting the right amount of vitamins will do to you after you’ve been deficient for who knows how long

#I’ve been so tired and so sore and everything has felt so foggy for so long #and my dr prescribed me vitamin d and it’s like a fucking veil lifted #it’s been so hard to focus and retain things lately I didn’t even realize how bad it was #and like what I’m feeling rn could be a bit of a placebo effect idk how long it takes for it to absorb #I only took the supplement this afternoon but fuck it I’ll take it even if it is a placebo #I really just hope my test results don’t show anything weird tho I’m so anxious about this procedure

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lovecoredeity · 4 months

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they have to make commission prices easier to decide

#while they’re at it they need to make putting together commission sheets easier #tbh for the inventory commissions I’ll probably just use what I’ve drawn as the reference #but like idk my prices #it’s so hard #I hate pricing shit #I’m also just really bad about asking ppl to pay me for commissions I do not have a backbone for commissions I have many times not informed #ppl that they needed to pay me and instead just say there quietly and patiently and then they were like ‘oh yeah payment!’#that isn’t like a slight against them btw like it’s my own fault for being anxious about asking for payment plus I just kinda trusted that #they would pay me #I’m so good at commissions ;^;#for my normal commissions I was charging $15 per hour but idk if I should do a flat rate price for inventory sheets and like character ref #sheets or stick to hourly prices and if $15 is too much like are people even gonna wanna pay that I worry I’m either charging too little or #too much at all times it’s so difficult

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thechosenthree · 4 months

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#i’ve been so anxious to actually participate in fandom partly because of my memory issues #i often forget details of what happened in the show(s) or what i posted yesterday or what somebody else posted that i liked and have been #thinking about for a week #like i just got so worried that it would end up making me look stupid #and so i just didn’t really say much of anything to avoid that possibility #and I’ve somehow sort of let go of that?#like I’m just posting stuff even if it sounds obvious or stupid or uninteresting #like i’m just trying to have fun and idk i’m happy about that #:)

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marketa · 5 months

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my thesis supervisor just told me he’s skeptical about the only part i actually thought i could use in the thesis…. man like i know it’s on me that i started too late to realize the topic is not rly doable but this actually just made my heart sink a little… i wanna change the topic so bad but 1) i feel like it’s too late for that and 2) my supervisor apparently strongly encourages us not to change our topics

#idk what to do at this point #i’m so damn stupid #i really wonder if i have that problem with starting tasks #i forgot the name #like i’ve been telling myself every singli day since march to start doing it but i never did #even though i felt anxious all the time for not starting the research #i wish knowing that would help me #you know like there’s nothing i couldve done about it bc it’s not my fault or sth #or maybe im just thinking of excuses to not feel so damn dumb

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hyunjining · 2 years

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#ok one more thing and then i’m gonna stop raining on the parade #i know y’all always want to jump to getting annoyed at people for being anxious about things #and i’ve been pretty good at just ignoring bg stuff for the last few years #i mean the kid was literally at my concert and i’m still here #but freddie making an appearance in the doc would just be all kinds of bad #like… exploitative bad #that might be too much even for me #and with everything that’s been happening lately i think it’s a very distinct possibility #him being mentioned is one thing but actual footage… i feel very bad about it #so that’s what i’m struggling with atm #idk i’m just. sad. i wish i didn’t have to worry about this kind of thing

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waterberry-strawmelon · 1 year

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Quick question for all my Dungeons and Daddies homies out there—

Is season 2 as funny as season 1? What are the best things about season 2? How easy or difficult has it been for you to reconcile the season 1 versions of the sons versus the season 2 versions of the sons grown up? (Or in other words, how have you been able to handle the characterization differences/changes/developments that occurred in between seasons?)

I’d love to hear people’s personal experiences (especially any listening differences!) between seasons 1 and 2 :)

#I’m Going Through It if you couldn’t tell #I get anxious about change #snd so far it’s hard for me to like season 2 #And it’s so hard when season 1 took over my life and brought me so much joy for the past couple of months! To go from that #to something that I’m just not really connecting with?#especially since as much as I loved the emotional development as season one—the real draw for me was the comedy #and season 2 seems to be focusing much less on comedy and way more on (slightly forced?) drama #which is just not my speed #and I personally think is less their strength than comedy. They’re great at drama but I think they’re even BETTER at comedy so.#And tbf I’m only on episode 6 #but I’m just. Idk #When sparrow and lark showed up it felt really weird #I didn’t like what I was greeted with #So I guess I wanted to feel out anyone else’s experience too #thanks to anyone who responds!!! :)#mine #dungeons and dads #dungeons and daddies spoilers #dungeons and daddies #dndads #dungeons and daddies season two #Dungeons and daddies s2 #dungeons and daddies season 2 #dungeons & daddies #dungeons & daddies s2 #Dungeons & daddies season two #Dungeons & daddies season 2 #just some thoughts

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heartbreakfeelsogood · 1 year

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i think it’s about time i get taken out back

#op #i’m so anxious and tired and not even walmart is finalizing hiring me like damn #they seemed desperate to hire me is all #she did say to text her if i didn’t get a job offer in the next day but like i have anxiety #also she sent me some number and said it would help with my background check but like i’m so unsure what the fuck her point was #because like i’m pretty sure it’s their responsibility to get the background check run #and i’m not calling some hotline just to sound like an idiot #side note i’m so anxious that i’m going to fall further into a depressive rut working in the walmart bakery #i’ve worked in a grocery store bakery for years and i was starting to hate it #this was my last resort and i already feel miserable about it #and maybe i’m the problem maybe i shouldn’t already feel miserable but i thought i was out of that environment #now i might need to go back into it and it just really sucks idk #plus the hours are. not necessarily preferred for me #it’s fine but idk how i’m gonna do working until 7pm #girl i need sunshine

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yoohyeon · 1 year

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Can’t wait for the moment I won’t worry about my health anymore

#I honestly had enough #everytime I lil something weird about I panic #tomorrow is my MRI #I Hope they find the reason why am like this #everyone is sure it’s anxiety but even tho I never been diagnosed I know I’ve been dealing with anxiety since forever #maybe it did get worst but out of a sudden like this ??? it’s just so weird to me #except my health nothing makes me more anxious than I was last month or even last year #I feel like I’m even more at peace with what makes me anxious….#idk but I’m tired of feeling like this #i also hope whatever the answer will be that it’s not dangerous for my life #and that there’s a solution cause I’m going to go insane #the concert was great but I feel like it may have fucked up my body again I climb so many stairs cause I was at the balcony 😭#alex.txt

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dissectionchan · 1 year

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#things are going great and I’m mostly really happy rn #but I have this awful feeling like I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop #what really sucks is that im not even anxious about it instead im sad #like it feels like im mourning some kind of inevitable failure instead of being happy that im currently in a good place #idk idk

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viderose · 1 year

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post some itty titty

i have a problem. i like attention, love it even. and i sometimes think i should post some cute pics again, yk, because obviously i’d get a kick if people paid attention to and liked them. however, the problem you see, is that when i like someone i never want to post those pics. i just want to send them to the person i like :/ because i don’t want anyones attention bar theirs. so i’m sorry anon, but the only person seeing more itty titty pics from me atm is the guy i’m obsessed with 💔

#idk why i’m like this it’s genuinely quite annoying #like girl… you don’t know wtf he gets up to. god knows who he’s shacking up with. and you won’t even post a lil bit of titty??#bc you only want attention from him??? weird behaviour.#okay but idk. attention from people i don’t even know/don’t like just makes me feel so gross and anxious and out of control sometimes #and it just feels so much better getting attention from someone i’m infatuated with #I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SAY YES OR NO IN RESPONSE TO QUESTIONS #earlier #my sister asked me if i like working in a public/customer facing job and i spent 10 minutes ranting about job fulfilment and consumerism and #the beauty industry and how much it disgusts me #and she was like ‘‘it was literally a yes or no question what are you talking about’’#i don’t believe in the concept of yes or no questions. they’re not real. you people made them up.

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