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mushroominaforestreblogs · 2 months ago

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ASL, French, Irish, Japanese and Russian :3

or maybe I'd go crazy and become fluent in hən̓q̓əmin̓əm̓ or something I'm not sure lol

If you could instantly be granted fluency in 5 languages—not taking away your existing language proficiency in any way, solely a gain—what 5 would you choose?

#in the order of how much I want to know that language #I rlly wanna become fluent in ASL #its one of my fav languages #french just makes it a lot easier to get important jobs in canada lol #like being a pilot or any government worker and stuff you have to be bilingual so that would be handy #irish is just bc its my culture y'know #i wanna keep it alive #I'd want to learn Japanese bc my cousins r half Japanese and they know a bit and I want to as well #and russian so I can talk to my lovely moot Snake and make it easier for them so they dont have to translate everything #cause it must be a lot of work lol and I feel bad #and hən̓q̓əmin̓əm̓ would be because we get taught a tiny bit in school #but its almost extinct so it would be important to keep alive #idk tho its hard to pick #there is something to be said for latin #and spanish

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lotus-pear · 1 year ago

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got like five asks requesting aku or chuuya so i just drew them together🗿

#i don't ship them btw lol i hc them as mentor/student but you guys can do whatever ig #idk how to draw aku im so sry his hair is so hard for me fsr💀💀#since bones or asigiri didnt give them interactions i had to do it all by myself :(#its hard knowing your two favs will never get screentime together even tho they probably see each other everyday at work #also they are so father son coded after dazai left i'd like to think chuuya took responsibility for aku #since aku was the result of his partner's failed apprenticeship so chuuya felt an obligation to pick up where dazai left off #anyway they’re besties but i can’t prove it #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #ryuunosuke akutagawa #akutagawa ryuunosuke #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #bsd #lotus draws

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synthshenanigans · 3 months ago

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HAPPY [late] BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE SONG ILY FINE IM FINE

pretend its fine im fine day & not 9/11 okay shuuuush it took a lot longer than i thought

[going into the photo looks better i swear. Also, close up & time it took below :}]

also add like 30 minutes for lighting i did in a sepearate art app.

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masterfuldoodler · 5 months ago

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Put your four favorite characters from four different pieces of media and have your mutuals decide which best fits your vibes, then tag four people.

Thanks for the tag @theworldoffandoming

Tagging: @granny-griffin @creatively-storm @honrupi @thetwilightroadtonightfall @and anyone who wants to. go wild!

#idk if these are truly my top favorite characters tho. its hard to pick. and also....i like a lot of kh characters #so since i could only have one 😔😔😔#text #tag game #poll

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bonestrouslingbones · 3 months ago

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btw one of the things i want to do when i really rap up atbb for real is spontaneously get the energy at will to do actual updated fullbodies of the main 4 since now i actually have the ability to draw them the way they look in my head & have the skills to put some more variety in their shapes. basically i wanna

#warning big character design rambling in these tags but like. were u expecting any less #if ur wondering what changed-#first of all everybody has bigger hands bc i'm actively deciding to commit to that decision because i like it :3 #next russ is a bit taller . i'll probably change some other things like making his armor look more solid & making him look more frail #-without it but i dont wanna pick up my tablet rn so thats all i feel like editing with my mouse lmao #edge has the biggest changes mostly in just being Wider. i want to make him Look stronger yknow #currently its just one of those annoying “skinny anime girl actually has 2d spraypainted abs and can lift a truck” tropes that i Hate #its a lil too many triangles when he should really be more like a triangle-flavored square. yknow #that being said the weirdly feminine hips were not intentional but only time will tell if they make it into the actual final design or not #i will not be making his pauldrons wider than they were originally. those things are already wacking everything around him they're fine #fluff's change is just being a bit skinnier so he looks more pathetic and sad. probably gonna try to make him look a bit younger too #but age is hard to represent with skeletons from The Land Of Sharp Features #i might also change up his pants/shoes more idk. Baggy Everything makes a very difficult silhouette and the boots are just boring tbhh #they're the bi flag but i dont think a single person has ever noticed lmao #and stretch's biggest change is that he's going to Have A Fullbody Reference That Isn't From 2019 #probably make his hoodie longer/looser so i can make the transition to the leggings less awkward & show off his tank under it a bit more #the leggings & sneakers get to stay tho i think. the red wraps the design up well & the chicken legs are funny to me :>#and karma isn't here but he'll probably also get an update to be more square as well. and NOT SKINNYYYYYY #i gotta cram some more emotional repression & inferiority complex hints into his outfit so his post-void look contrasts more its IMPORTANT #AND ALSO NEVER USE UNDERTALE SPRITES AS A REFERENCE FOR ARMOR EVER EVER EVER AGAIN #that being said im really excited to one day finally sit down and draw his post-void design i think i'll have fun with that one #theres a reason my sf bros dont really fit their “roles” in the au yet like undyne & alphys do. hehehe #basically to sum up all these tags: becoming more skilled at art is a curse because you KNOW you can do things better now

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cozymochi · 5 months ago

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alrightty! thats enough goofing off in spoiler town for the next two months (literally didnt do much of anything)

i cant wait to see the exact same formula another 3 times with the other guys within a span of 12 months (or more, after all there’s still halloween) before getting to ..,,,everything else and finishing this off for good 😩

#cozy texts #twstposting #twst spoilers /#look im not one of those ‘UGHU WHERE MALLL at’ type mfers #more like a. long waits for ‘short’ segments + only one at a time + theres a fuckton of characters #+ the medium is hardcore working against the ambition that its hard for me to get TRULY excited/worked up #but i know some random bout to be like 🤓’ermm its not all the same dont u appreciate the character stuff?? wow only care abt the lore ‘#first off all thats a completelt different sentence 😭 and second: no #now maybe if they just did��idk 2 dorms at a time to pick up the pace.#but i get it….rly….#dont get it twisted tho (no pun intended) they are and will be entertaining.#Though combine all of that. its like I said months ago in 7.6… arc fatigue.#Either way. I’m not allowed to talk in depth.#I try not to. So I’m not allowed.#I just don’t find what takes I would have to be all that interesting or mind blowing.

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kuromi-hoemie · 7 days ago

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hhhh talking about my writing was fun but 30 tags is not enough.. yes i have 3 major influences but i have minor ones too.. it is a lovechild of my favorite things.. writing is so fun and i have no self control or a concept of pacing myself i will sit there for 16 hours and get hit with every status effect but by god does it all just flow out of me. I've always been a music person yes but i also used to write a lot into early adulthood until The Incident™

but i am ready 2 jump back into it. i think comics are a great middle ground between the two mediums so i don't get As into writing bc i kind of started going crazy last time 🫡 i can take a more structured approach to it that forces me to pace myself and think about it differently. i love art.... i love making things i love knowing how to do things i love knowing how to play things i love having so many creative outlets, even if i don't do a lot of them regularly lol. it is enriching 😳 and nice to know that it's always there to come back to when u want.

#if u want the tea my imagination at the time was like i could space out and straight up just be another person POV doing every little #thing as if i were them for hours and the experience would come together without having to even think about it.#different times/places/contexts/conversations etc. forced 2 to to my mom's lil cult meetings for 2 hours twice a week #i would opt to do these imagination exercises instead to rly put myself in a character's perspective. every step‚ stumble‚#riding in a carriage together for the entirety from point A to B etc. WELL i was working on a horror anthology somewhere 18/19 #(that had a small local following 🫶🏾) and it its concept was like the Twilight zone but a lot darker. it was called interdimensional #and the main recurring character never actually shows up in the story. they r an omnipresent god of death who exists everywhere but #exists outside of our realm‚ and it picks random people to reveal itself to as a symbol. it can be apparent or just in passing that #the entry's MC sees it in‚ it will appear on something somewhere and once it's brought up it's a cue to the reader that this person #has just been sent to an alternate reality that leads towards their inevitable death. for the character nothing ever changes immediately #but the different starts to creep its way in‚ as does death's approach at its crescendo but the path's i took to get there were 😨#and after enough entries i started to see the symbol irl and hallucinate some other stuff from my stories and it really scared me #and made me stop 🫡 but i think in retrospect i just went too hard on the imagination exercises and wished i tried cultivating it instead #give myself time to settle and get in control.. but alas‚ she has not written seriously since. to this day it still flows out of me if #i just sit down to do it‚ but i don't think I'm at risk of something like that happening again anymore :3 so yeah ♡⁠ i am learning how to #draw and trying not 2 force it bc i want it to b fun as a little journey for me and i look forward to the day i can come back to actively #writing again too 🫶🏾 i miss it but i also want to b able to draw ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა #learn the hard thing first then do the stuff that comes naturally.... i also want to get back into music sometime but clearly i got a lot of #other stuff to work on 💀 i burnt myself out on it learning too many things and not having enough fun with it anymore‚#but i have a better healthier with art these days and i know it'll be great to come back to when I'm ready ��💕#i have been considering getting an acoustic or bass guitar tho 🧐 the beauty of physical instruments.. they're just there ready 2 go..#I've been doing mostly digital the past few years‚ when i was making music. it was also rly hard to when i was w my ex ૮ – ﻌ–ა #that's a whole other rant lol. but ugh digital is like u gotta set it up u gotta make space and then u gotta be in one spot the whole time #i just wanna lay in bed and vibe or something yfm.. walk around maybe idk. do something less structured.#maybe.. hm. hmmm 🧐#I'm going to guitar center lol c ya ✌🏾 getting a bass and amp and maybe a guitar too depending on the price

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onefey · 1 month ago

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hello, I kindly request your favorite Pokemon :)

'tis mewtwo ! a few other favs in no particular order are malamar hydreigon zoroark and gardevoir 😊 my frends.....

#idk how long ago i got this ask i only just checked my inbox LOL #im so fond of pokemon its hard to pick a solid second-favorite. mewtwo at the top forever tho bc thats my kitty cat 🥺#id say AS OF LATE hydreigon probably qualifies best for second place. been very into dreigy recently #fey answers

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fishnoodles · 2 months ago

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when im weak to the devil it whispers to tell me to do an entire strokes fanzine. ok

#we stay strokin #still GRAHHH i think i made an exact post abt this but ive somewhat decided the structure #it's just illustrations of songs that i love the most from each album #yay ^_^#iti will have hard to explain trying ur luck and is this it probably #rof wtv happened REPTILIA!! and idk one other ill pick out I KEEP FORGETTING ROF SONGS FAKE FAN!! (jk i just dont think theyre as memorable #FIOE beloved YES i will be very biased to this if no one holds me back itll b 6 fioe songs idgaf #like. cmon. juicebox yolo heartinacage ize r a DEF. but theres also electricityscape ... razorblade... OUGH ...#angles.. rubs hands tgt..#macchu picchu ON TOP ! under cover ... maybe. i dont actually like under cover that much but its Iconic #taken for a fool does under cover better. i think. the vibe. but wtv debate is debate #if i dont draw smth for life is simple ill kms #cmd.... cof is iconic. my personal fav is one way trigger n happy ending tho :)#fpp threat of joy DONT PLAY LAD its so srs threat of joy is probs my fav mv ever ever frm them #tna ... honest to god i could do an entire long piece with all the songs its beautiful #tna is just peak man the whole thing's peak. it's peak #if theres a gun adults at the door n ode #kish soup #long post OVER! ok bai

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killjoy-prince · 4 months ago

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Ray's After Ending is so funny because for a good chunk of it, most of the RFA members are knocked out by V's sleeping gas (Saeran is immune, Saeyoung isn't present bc he was kidnapped by his agency under his father's orders and MC wakes up in like an hour) but the game has a call feature where you can call the characters and it would be a waste if you couldn't use it bc the characters were unavailable so instead they have other people pick up the call (Jumin's driver picks up Jumin's phone, Jumin's father picks up Zen's phone, Yoosung's friends and mom pick up Yoosung's phone and Jaehee's coworkers pick up Jaehee's phone) and we do get to learn about the characters from outsider's point of view but it's so funny to me that these people are visiting their loved ones and suddenly the phone rings and they decide to just. answer it. and start talking to this stranger they've never met

#prince's talk tag #maybe its not actually weird people just pick up their loved one's phone call for them but i personally wouldn't #i cant stop thinking about how its Jumin's father that uses Zen's phone like Chief Han what were you doing in Zen's room??#i know they needed to assign somw character to Zen and he's not on speaking terms with his family #but I would of thought Chief Han would go to Jumin and the driver could go to Zen #does this mean something? am i thinking too hard about this?#also rip yoosung his friends and mom lowkey kinda dragging him in their call with you #and with the friends since one of them is a girl one of the options is like 'A girl?!?! are you dating??' and shes like 'no lolol'#'he's nice but i dont see him like that'#the main thing that made me make this post was thinking about Yoosung's mom saying how Jumin calls her sometimes and sends her holiday gift #like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk man that just plays on a loop in my head #i know thats like a very professional thing to do. Jumin was raised to please people in a business capacity #and the he cares about the RFA so yea it makes sense. im sure he has gifts sent out to companies his works with #and I'm sure if the other members had a good relationship with their parents hed do the same with them #but in the RFA Yoosung and I guess V are the only ones with parents they talk to #idk if he sends a gift to V's father tho bc we never talk to him #but man. while i know hed do it with the other members if he could just the fact he does it with Yoosung is sweet #and it makes the part in Seven's route where he calls Yoosung's mom about her son's dilemma make sense to me bc they do talk once in a whil #so its not too out of the blue when he does it i guess #but man can we talk about how awesome Jaehee is? bc her coworker that picks up her phone spends every call gushing about her #like we knew she's great at her job but man hearing her coworker talk about her fills me with such love and admiration #and she's apparently really loved by the other assistants too like they all gush about her #jaehee is the best character in the game im not joking around #they wanna get close to her but bc she's their boss it's hard T_T #and the one that picks up the phone wishes Jaehee knows she was the one that stood with her overnight when she wakes #Yuni (the assistant you're talking to) says she would of quit the job had it not been for her #LIKE!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAA!!!!#it was a nice way to use the call feature during the first two days of the characters not being awake to answer #and even though this is supposed to be the last thing you play before completing the whole game #you still learn something new about the characters you've known since day 1

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#ok. this is the fucking bullshit thing abt grad school. u go to fucking grad school bc u r a fucking tryhard nerd freak #who is either naturally very smart or ur so fucking anxious u r incapable of allowing urself to get a bad grad #and then u go to fucking grad school and everyone's like: man fuck ur classes. if youre getting streight As then u aren't focusing on ur #research. and theyre right. but u still cant fucking let go of the idea that if u get a bad grad the world is gonna fucking end and u r a #bad person. u didnt try hard enough. all this to say i have a final project that i put way too much energy into and not even in a good way #i would just open the document. start sobbing. and then close it and spiral abt how i didn't want to work on it. so its bullshit #i mean. its a good project idea ans i probably sound like i kno wtf im talking abt bc i do. i worked on that topic for 4 years but like #i could make it wayyyyy better. its bullshit. i didnt even number the citations to give more page space. i made section headers. i didnt #wrap text. i could add like 4 more lines of text if i wanted but i think im not gotta bc fuck it. ugh. i dont even. i fucking avoide #stochastic stuff altogether which i kno im gonna have to fight abt but like fuck it who cares abt randomness. i just wanna focus on the #predictably aspect of community composition. fuck u. i shouldnt have picked this topic. i mean. i had to bc its like the one microbe thing #i could do but its also like the exact topic that makes me wanna rip my hair out and start screaming. like jesus christ who tf cares? ugh.#i think id give myself a B if it was an undergrad class. but the standard is higher in an all grad class. ugh. i hate this. i should just #send it abd be done. i dont even kno when its due tomorrow. before class i guess. idk i felt like garbage today. fucking vertigo bby. i feel #ok now tho. so maybe the allergic reacting is over???? fingers r still arthritisy tho. jesus. im falling apart #ive got a pretty good sounding excuse for being lazy tho: owo i had an allergic reaction to my antidepressants 🥳 but nah no excuses we run #this body into the ground. like the good old days.#unrelated

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toxicrevolver · 1 year ago

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BL WRAPPED 2023

Tagged by @loveable-sea-lemon

you watched 1 bl this year. that's about 16 hours!

you primarily watched bls from Thailand

you spent way too much time thinking about these characters: Vegas Theerapanyakul, Pete Saengtham, Kinn Theerapanyakul, Tay (idk his last name. Does he even have one?)

your favorite show was Kinnporsche. you kept thinking about it all year. (I have nothing to compare it to yet)

your overall bl mood was angst? (Idk honestly. Kinnporsche was a fuckin roller coaster)

you read the most fanfiction about VegasPete. like way Way WAY too much.

another of your favorites from this year was love in the air. they captivated your gay little heart. (I’ve ONLY seen the gifs but it applies. I need to watch it. I like the ponytail guy.)

your favorite acting pair was Boss & Noeul. there was just something so mesmerizing about them... (I know almost nothing about them. But the gifs. THE GIFS. I need to watch them act okay. For science.)

here's to another year!!

(Blank version)

Tagging: @boysbeloving and anyone else who wants to participate! Idk who follows me that watch’s BLs I’m sorry.

#tag game #hi my VegasPete friend!!!#about the weirdo who runs this blog #bestie I have failed you I’ve only watched one BL #IM WORKING ON IT THO I PROMMY. ITS JUST HARD WHEN I REFUSE TO PAY FOR STREAMING SEVICES AND IDK WHERE TO FIND SHIT #services*#anywho #I guessed 16 idk how long kinnporsche is #plus I watched like 10 minutes of the first episode of pit babe #I cut out some questions bcs they didn’t apply I hope that’s okay #like I don’t really listen to soundtracks so like. idk.#I’m so bad at picking gifs so pls except my small amount of effort #I hope like fuck that’s boss and noeul. if it’s not I’m sorry I’m stupid.

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krispiecake · 2 years ago

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i hope that everyone is aware that i am trying SO HARD to be normal but the universe is TESTING ME.

#i am trying ao hard not to fall back into old habits rn but jesus CHRIST brooooooooo #i havent been able to get barely any time with the staff i need for the past two days and now #theyre like 40mins late with my meds bc of another tenant #and its not even like theyre WITH the other tenant rn btw there are two members of staff sat in the office just talking #and its like bro. BROOOOOOOO #like they know this shit is SO triggering and i know they cant help some stuff but i still feel like i should be able to get my meds on time #if they arent actively with another tenant #its such a small thing but it helps my brain remember that actually they do still care abt me lol #all ive wanted to do since like wednesday was just watch a movie with my fp now that we’re cool again #and i was waiting in the lounge for like an hour and no one even came in #and its not like we planned anything so im not mad or whatever im just frustrated that #i had a rlly shit night last night and a pretty shit day today #and there just isnt anyone around to talk to bc theyre all dealing with someone else #or not even just sat around talking or whatever #idk this shit makes me wanna punch things burn everything to the ground and then kill myself if im being totally honest rn #and like last night and this isnt my therapists fault or anything but ahe wasnt able to pick up #and i managed to get thru it but it just added to the feeling like no one gave a shit #and its past nine again so she probs wouldnt be able to pick up now even tho i kinda need help again #idk this shit just. its so fucking triggering and i feel insane and so tightly wound #and ive been putting so much effort into my stupid therapy and i just wanna let go and have a full on meltdown again #i wanna take a bunch of pills and scream and cry and throw things and argue and just LET GO #cuz i feel like thats my ‘true nature’ and everything else is just me faking #or masking #AND IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT ITS SO MUCH EFFORT AND I FEEL LIKE IM GETTING NOTHING BACK

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highseraphs · 1 year ago

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#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #viera #gposers #ffxiv screenshots #idk man custom is acting up on my game oTL its like not keep his features in gpose #i couldn't pick just one tho..........................its hard to take good gpose pics of him rn #ebrietas

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irrigos · 1 year ago

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a thing that happens frequently in FL is something will be heavily implied but never formally stated, and people will act like you're an idiot if you say its not canon but a different group of people are also very likely to say you're an idiot if you say it IS canon, and my particular autism way makes it hard for me to pick up on some of the implications in FLs writing so im never sure which of these groups has a stronger claim. do you know how long i spent being unsure if Jervaise was Mrs Plentys husband. YEARS.

#tbh most of the people who are very strident in either direction are on the discord. where i do not go #bc i hate big group chats like that lol #but it's definitely happened before #it really makes me feel like an idiot tho because. usually its not actually hard for me to pick up on implicit meanings!!!#so when i can't pick up on stuff in FL or i miss something because it was only implied but not stated #it is very disheartening #and FL is so bad at introducing people to its lore that it comes up a lot more than maybe it should #ugh. this is why i had to stop listening to F@TT. because they kept Implying things but not saying them directly and it made me feel stupid #bc i couldn't figure out what the hap was fuckening #idk. sometimes my particular slew of disabilities makes this difficult in ways that make me embarrassed

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gibbearish · 1 year ago

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namewise how do we feel about zane/zayne

#i like that its short esp the first one i like four letter names #i like that its only one syllable and i like that it has a ~weird letter~#i just dunno if it fits ive been stewing on it for months and i cant tell if i actually like it enough to be it yknow #i feel like it kiiiinda makes sense especially when i have the green on the left side of my hair (been too lazy to dye it lately)#it just feels kinda weird too tho like. maybe a little pretentious if that makes sense?#plus theres multiple characters i like with that name one of which i latched onto HARD in middle school (ninjago zane)#so im unsure if i actually like the name or am just associating it with those characters / am doing it for fandom reasons??#which i want to steer away from truth be told i have a weird uncle named dave so whenever someone used it for me #my brain would bypass homestuck (literally the reason i picked it) and remind me of my weird uncle (just some guy #who i had to threaten to unfriend so he'd stop sending me six trillion facebook game requests)#and who i then unfriended like a year later anyways #and it also has now been permanently ruined by the 2015 trans boy named dave jokes because it would be entirely accurate #idk. idk idk idk

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