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Like father uncle like son nephew
#they mean the world to me#so much can be said about why donald harnesses his anger issues into parental instincts#he was so afraid of anything happening to the boys after della disappeared that he took himself to therapy so they could be iminently safer#and huey being given that trait makes sm sense to me#yes dewey is the more donald coded nephew#but huey is so meticulous and masks everything about himself every waking minute#he’s bound to have donald level anger brewing inside him#they both channel their anger in order to be more responsible#huey developed a lot of donald’s traits because he respected him growing up#he learnt so much from him and remembered so many life lessons#idk man they break my heart#ducktales#dt17#ducktales 2017#ducktales gifs#donald duck#huey duck#gif set#disney#disney tva
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bluestar spending the last months of her life convinced her entire clan are traitors out to get her, fireheart desperately acting as a bridge between them even though the clan resents and blames him for their problems, only to remember in her last moments how deeply she loved them all and is loved by them
mistystar spending her entire life pretending that her whole clan didn’t allow what happened to her + stonefur + their apprentices to happen, putting aside her bitterness and grief and rage to be a good leader to them, feeling like her son reedwhisker is the only cat she can truly trust to have as her deputy, hoping desperately she made the right choice by staying. and then finally, when she is the oldest cat in the clans, she gets the chance to reform things, to change the rules to prevent something like tigerclan from ever happening again, only for her clan to look at her and say you’re fucking crazy, why would you want this, that could never happen again, maybe somewhere else but not here, and in her last moments while her last precious child is far off in the woods being murdered and her heart is giving out she realises her mistake
#mistyfoot#mistystar#warrior cats#idk man. i went and read the scene in river where she dies and it is fucked. it’s fucked! i think my heart would break too
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im back!! have wayfinders
#my art#kingdom hearts#kh#fanart#terra#aqua#ventus#wayfinder trio#terra kh#aqua kh#ventus kh#they r just judging u#why r they judging u? idk man#ven just thinks theyre cool#sorry i took kinda a break
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getting around to pearl’s double life pov. she is making me cry chat (i’m only 2 episodes in)
i’ll do an actual design eventually. this is mostly emotion + not wanting to think. hence eye
#the most fucked up scruckly art for the most fucked up skruckly character#i misspelled that but it fits even more tbh#i’m literally just doing ANYTHING with colors atp man idk#here have rusty skin. who cares#also when i watch life series i don’t tend to think of them as seperate characters from the cc that much tbh#except this#my autistic ass HAS to remind myself it is a character. this one is a character. it is a character.#pearl and scott and martin and ren are all friends. look at them in other videos yaaaayyy friends!!! such so happy friends so friendly happy#double life pearl is breaking my heart#i’m glad she kills everyone LMAO i went in knowing 1 thing#and now im actually happy i spoiled 5am pearl for myself#pearlescentmoon#life series#double life#art
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If Zoro ever defeats Mihawk…
Ps - Mihawk is depicted as Zoro’s father figure in this text
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(Not proofread)
Non-canon but…
I think when Zoro kills Mihawk in their final duel, it would be a state where he finally achieves his dream that he worked on so hard for him to be happy, yet to feel a little empty at the same time. I’d have to agree that if Zoro does kill Mihawk, he’d achieve his dream, fulfill his promise to Kuina, and put Mihawk at rest, which gives a happy ending for him, honor for his late best friend, and rest for Mihawk since he’s grown tired of life.
Though, in the lens of how I view Zoro and Mihawk’s relationship, I truly believe, from my heart of hearts, that Mihawk was somehow a parental figure to Zoro. Other viewers of One Piece might not see the vision or see the vision. In some people’s eyes, Mihawk was only Zoro’s mentor and rival, which is of course true, I am not against it, but how I view them might be a different story.
Zoro was already orphaned, he had no parental figures since both of his biological parents died when he was still very young, meaning he probably does not have much memory of them and wasn’t guided in life as much because of that. He had no parental guidance in life.
Now, during the timeskip, Mihawk played a crucial role in developing Zoro’s swordsmanship. He has provided and taken Zoro under his care to train him to defeat him all because he saw that Zoro’s actions were no longer for himself, but for his captain, that “he found a greater cause rather than his own ambition”. Surely, he isn’t the type of father figure that would coddle up Zoro and be soft around him since he plays mentor, he is supposed to make him reach a better version of himself. Though, I see the potential and why some may think he is a father figure to Zoro.
A parental figure is someone who gives guidance, care, support, etc. that resembles an absent parent’s role. Mihawk gives these to Zoro for the two years in the timeskip, he is a role model to Zoro and he teaches and guides Zoro to defeat him. Zoro, an orphan, being taken care of and taught by the world’s greatest swordsman himself. Living in his castle. Eating his food. Under his care. For two years. For once, other than the strawhats, Zoro has been taken care of, under none other than Mihawk. The castle is a training ground yet a house to him. Where he eats, showers(? Considering Mihawk’s toilet…), and sleeps, he is doing it in the same grounds where Mihawk is.
Do you think that maybe, if Zoro had killed his mentor, the one who saved his own seat of the worlds greatest swordsman for Zoro to sit on next, the one who cooked, gave him a house to live on for the next two years when he was separated from his crew, that he wouldn’t be a little sad and empty? Mihawk wouldn’t exactly be the best father figure unlike some others, but he would definitely be a memorable one to Zoro, all because the worlds greatest decided to be his mentor and care for him slightly like a father would.
So when Zoro finally sees Mihawk’s head roll before him, I would like to think that he would feel free and happy he achieved his goal, and a little empty, where he finally acknowledges that in a way, he did see him as a mentor-father type of person in his life.
This is overall subjective and what if statements which isn’t well supported, but I just wanted to share what I thought:,,)
Credits to its only blood by MissingN000 on ao3 (heartbreaking fic), it helped me write this.
#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#one piece#mihawk#one piece mihawk#op mihawk#roronoa zoro#zoro#one piece zoro#op zoro#pirate hunter zoro#angst#mini rant#Idk why but they’ve been occupying my mind for a while#so heart breaking man#non canon#not canon#goth fam#goth family#can you tell i love them
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my new OC: cempaka!
she is based on the story/universe that my friend @haydardotjpg's OCs indra and yuwei exist in! pls go checkout haydar's art he is amazing!! his ocs can be found more easily on his ig but if you're lazy this is his oc indra (cempaka's one-sided love interest) and yuwei (indra's fated lover)
also, cempaka means "magnolia" in malay!! (she gets a flower name bc my name is lilly which is also flower c:)
bonus first iteration under the cut!
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i accidentally had "poinsettia" flower in mind when i did this iteration instead of an actual magnolia, hence the color scheme. but yeah, this is as self-insert as it gets LOL like she's literally MEEEEEE but still very different and i love her as she is <3
#my art#original character#oc#oc art#art#im in love with her actually#she has 4 brothers all named after flowers#mawar kekwa orkid and melati#not me using google translate literally on the fly i hope im not being culturally insensitive 😭#but anyway they lost their parents at a young age so she was raised by her brothers#shes the youngest by far tho by like 9 years from her next closest brother#mawar is the oldest hes like 40 a very important Leader Of People so he is not very present in her life#kekwa is a doctor and 38 and he travels often for work so he is also not very present but he visits sometimes#orkid and melati are twins theyre both 30#orkid is a scholar and on track to being a professor at a prestigious uni#melati is traveling the world doing soul searching#cempaka is 21 she is literally a baby and her brothers send her back money but shes mostly alone#so she joins a traveling dance troupe and she gets really good at dancing#she meets indra while on the road dancing and performing and she is SMITTEN#like shes just head over heels in love with this man because hes so warm and inviting and he fills a void in her life#he makes her feel so incredibly seen and not alone and the feeling is addicting she cant get enough#ok idk most of the details bc i havent read haydars full story BUT#basically to my understanding yuwei and indra are separated for a while#and cempaka knows up front that indra is in love with yuwei like hes very honest with her about this and she appreciates it#but she still wants a chance because indras the only person in the world that has ever made her feel truly seen and loved#so she tries to be with him to ease her loneliness but it breaks her heart whenever he misses yuwei openly#also AGAIN listen im trying to basically write fanfic for a story that doesnt exist LOLL#HAYDAR IF YOURE READING THIS PLS WRITE UR STORY LMFAO
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#i gotta go get my T bloodwork done tomorrow#which is fine but like#last time i was there the nurse was REALLY weird and they were pretty annoyed with me#because i hadn't come in for a long time#because life shit happened including breaking my ankle#and it's the same situation now but like so much fucking worse#and i don't want them to be assholes to me about it or about how i kind of miss shots quite a bit#like that's A Thing#it's a problem for me#but i don't deserve AT ALL to get scolded for it or treated like I'm doing something wrong#ugh i just have a chip on my shoulder#i know it has the potential to go fine and i am bringing backup with me#but EVERYTHING has gone wrong lately!#and if this goes wrong there is every chance it'll drive me to getting the stuff online and not getting bloodwork AT ALL#and I want to tell them that but I feel like they'd just be shitty about it because ultimately they may be an inclusive clinic#but they are still medical professionals and gatekeepers at heart and you can't trust medpros and gatekeepers further than you can spit#idk man I'm an adult just leave me alone to do my thing and accept that I will be in once a year for sure but no promises on more than that#i'm tired in advance#idk i just got the feeling last time that they were accusing me of getting my T illicitly and it's like bitch im not but even if i was#aren't you supposed to be a place people can be honest about their situations? am i not here jumping through your hoops to do it legally?#im doing what you wanted but the thing is I DON'T HAVE TO and if you keep acting weird im going to have to STOP#because i don't have energy to deal with my disintegrating life AND gatekeeping judgy bullshit#do cis men have to dance like this?
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I'm in the middle of a btvs s5 rewatch and idk what the fuck is going on but xander is NOT riley's number one fan. in fact he is dogging on riley quite consistently. he is holding a grudge, even. what happened to make him switch so hard that he's calling riley her "one in a life-time" ????
#I'm sitting here like. man! classic xander hating all of buffy's boyfriends. wait he becomes riley's cheerleader??#I know I'm forgetting something bc obviously I'm only on episode 9 but I'm just. soooo confused#and ik he likes riley cause he's another basic human but wh. wha. huh?#xander is so protective of the scoobies#ACTUALLY. thinking. thinking alert!#xander is SO protective. I feel like the fact riley cheated on buffy is automatic kill zone no matter WHAT she did or did not do#I mean I still fully believe he would attack buffy. this is normal xander behaviour as much as it breaks my heart. but like...#idk. I dunno man.#sorry guys I love xander harris he's my best friend y'know#I'm not tagging riley I don't ever want that fucker on my blog but I'm just curious#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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old man cherik needs just as much attention as young cherik
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#space.txt#xmen#cherik#listen i love young xmfc cherik but WHERE IS MY OLD MAN CHERIK#PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!#the domesticity of old man cherik#looking desperately for the fic where logan (2017) charles keeps asking logan where erik is#until logan snaps like HES GONE. AND HES NOT COMING BACK.#and charles is just like. oh…#idk would it kill any of yall to break my heart please
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had a panic attack at work today 🤡
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#had to go to the bathroom to calm myself down#and wipe my tears#i felt like my heart would jump out of my ribcage#and it’s all because of him lmaoooooo#can’t believe i let a man make me feel this way i’m truly embarrassed and disgusted with myself 😃#my insomnia has gotten a lot worse lately (idk if it’s because of him as well)#so the sleep deprivation paired with an unrequited crush made me really emotional today#he’s so close to this other girl that he always goes on smoke breaks with and i saw them laughing together so many times today it really#felt like my heart was breaking….#god i really need to get a grip this is so embarrassing getting a panic attack and crying over a man that dgaf about me 😭🤡#☁️
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i feel like based on ur talent, huge brains and - candidly - beautiful looks u should be high on the intimidation scale, but ur honestly such an open and encouraging person, who's very actively trying to harbor a community where people feel welcomed and free to be themselves, that it cancels out and makes u actually not very intimidating - but like, intentionally so imo! anyway, thank u for being such a breath of fresh air on an otherwise pretty rough and petty fandom lmao
this is SO NICE to say people are gonna think im sending fake anons to myself dkjaglsdhgjk
I'm really glad to hear that because like. I am too stubborn to cede space to people who are determined to be nasty to everyone, but it does get exhausting sometimes. especially because, unfortunately, i was here first!!!!!!!!!! LOL .This is like my childhood fandom you know? I hate to see how it's been overtaken by rancid little douchebags!
the thing is i was like horrifically and violently bullied as a kid (while I was reading VC too!) and like even got physically assaulted to a degree that i had to go get my head stapled shut at the hospital so like, I didn't survive that for some little weasel 20 year old to make me feel bad about books that I like lol. guys! you're too old to behave like this!! guys!!!!!!!! i know that if you're in the US you had a sub-par education and you're probably an age where the pandemic negatively affected your intellectual and social growth!!! but guys!!!!!!!!!! please just stop being mean to everyone ! it's not worth it! it's just a fucking book!
anyway!!!!!!!! guys, just make stuff and be nice to people !! i'm can do it and so can you!
#speaking of being here first#ive been following the daniel tag for like idk 8 or 9 years#and i havent unfollowed it because i felt too stubborn#but i really cant take seeing this mean old man LMAO i cant do it might finally unfollow RIP#he's so mean and cynical it breaks my heart lmao
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always sort of a shock to the system when i remember ppl know sonic 06’s plot more for the fandub than for itself. which is understandable given the og is a mess, but idk its kinda sad bc theres some good stuff there (shadow’s entire story arc)
#dont dislike the dub at all ftr djdjdjdjjf im still very fond of it#but like…. idk i like 06’s story as stupid and messy as it is#i heart convoluted plots that are all over the place. sorry#echoed voice#i think the ‘’if the world chooses to become my enemy’’ trans shadow art shot that storyline up even higher tbh#especially bc elevated by shadows arc. hes literally been demonized and persecuted for what he is since he was born#his title game can be read as his agency being stripped from him from both the narrative AND the player#because black doom wants him to be his punching bag and sonic wants him to be his support#but shadow is in a vulnerable spot bc of his memory loss and lack of agency. some pathways are even abt him thinking hes a clone#with the legacy of a dead man hanging over him#keeping him from ever being his own person#and even tho thats not the case. its still a story about a teenager being emotionally manipulated and abused for who he is#and he finally reclaims that at the end of the game by defying EVERYONE and doing it his own way#even though i hate how hes working with gun in 06 and beyond. other than that 06 follows up on that theme so well#bc mephiles sees shadow as a self assured person and shatters his newfound ego with his demise in the future#where he was scapegoated for the worlds problems and humanity jumped to imprison and/or kill him despite the good hes done#and mephiles’s goal is to break shadow psychologically. to keep him at bay by telling him that no matter what he does#the world will try to kill him anyways and theres no point in fighting for himself. much less the world#and it gets to shadow for a bit but by the end. he realizes that even if what mephiles says is true. he’ll keep going#‘’even if the world chooses to become my enemy. i will fight like i always have.’’ taking off his inhibitor rings to unleash his full power#like….. fuck. thats powerful#iirc it’s ambiguous whether mephiles is lying but tbh. i dont think he is given how shadow was treated after gun raided the ark#like. yeah i do think the military and public would scapegoat shadow. hes ALREADY been scapegoated several times#anyways. all that to say that yes. reading shadow as a trans allegory is extremely powerful to me
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Today I asked myself the question:
"What if Zayne's Slut Suit but Grey-er?"
The answer was yes. A very very resounding yes. Because Grey looks good in everything (as long as I don't curse it by trying to draw a full smile 😩 but dont worry cursed Greyson can't hurt you here shhhhh)
#“why did you stop paintint at the skin kay?” shhh shhhh were not gonna talk about that either okay#“are you ever gonna draw another lnds character ever again Kay?” idk man thats up for debate at this point#“but you promised us Caleb-”#😭#okay now that my mental break down after a 5 hour mom-de-force phone call fest is over i can go back to being semi normal#(this drawing was mother's day self care~)#art of kay#can you hear my heart 💙⃤
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Kusakabe, dear, you're too beautiful to be saying that kind of stuff
#jjk spoilers#All the prettiest characters were brought back from apparent death#Nobara was okay and it's true that when I read the lawyer's and Kusakabe's fights against Sukuna I thought it was being kept vague#but to pull a Nobara with all of them... idk#No one stays dead here except for the people who actually care for the kids and by that I mean 'including Yuuji'#kinda lowkey bitter about it#Don't get me wrong I like the characters and also they're super pretty but idk It makes death feel cheap? And the high stakes kinda fake?#Choso Gojo and Nanami actual only characters who died apparently#Well. Poor Itadori#And Kusukabe goes and runs his mouth that way in front of the kid. He is not entirely wrong but also he very much is#And yes he also says 'don't worry it's not for you to feel guilty over anything you're just kids' but also he did very much say that thing#about it all being Gojo's fault for not killing Itadori. In front of Itadori who feels guilty for that precisely#and in front of Megumi who asked Gojo to spare him and also went through the experience of Sukuna using his body as well#So Kusukabe's reassurance about them just being kids and not to feel guilty falls a bit empty#It does feel in character but man it truly makes one appreciate the way Gojo and Nanami dealt with the kids a lot more haha#Ui Ui seems like a dear#Anyway... this chapter felt a bit lame for the most part for me? I like the idea of the characters discussing the could have/would have#and feeling guilt and helplessness over their choices but the way it was done felt a bit lame and without any real emotional punch#It felt more like an explanation to the reader in an awkward way. And there's a lot of empty chat about guilt and grief#without any of the characters really giving off a grieving air about everything and everyone they've lost#And this is precisely what I felt was going to happen with this manga's writing haha#I truly don't understand this kind of writing choices. Contrary to some other shonen writers this author did seem to have the potential#to write this kind of thing well besides the worldbuilding and powers and fight stuff. It's truly a pity. It so breaks my heart#And still this is considered one of the good shonens. Well. WELL haha#I do think shonen can be good! I just think it falls almost always even when there's potential into bery shallow writing#I don't know. Maybe I should read that one Alchemist manga#I've been repeatedly told that one's good and it does seem like it doesn't do... this. But I find the art style so not to my linking#I wish I had never gotten into JJK for real for real. I absolutely adore it. I always end up frustrated. It could be so good. Genuinely good#And yet it's just okay in a sort of forgettable way. What a pity#Everything good ever is present but it never dares do anything to fully explore what it sets. It just does the typical shonen stuff
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born to love with my whole heart, forced to act okay when someone says "sorry i forgot" after making me wait hours for a reply
#idk what this is#how do i tag this#is it casual now?#frfr#friendships are hard#man#now i have to act like this didn't break my heart#tear it into shreds#before sending it to the depths of tartarus#vent#txt#idk#what that even means
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the smile of a man whos avoided an all out war at the expense of a precious nickname the cats gave by going "monty is probably the best one :D"
#opening squid twt with a heavy sigh like im stalking my ex's socials to see if theyre struggling as much as i am with the breakup#only to get hit in the face with the fact hes doing just fine#idk man someone start playing congratulations because congratulations im glad you're doing great or however that song goes#sighhhhhhhhg#“monty is probably the best one” yeah girl i bet#you would break matthews heart if the name lives on in another team#we're all sentimental here#hes dressed in black again and looking hot sighhhhhhhhhh#its fine im at peace with it (im not at peace with it)#but i will be when i see him and gru together and that will dampen my temper because i like mr goalie he has done nothing wrong to me#monty come back soon
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