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im back!! have wayfinders
#my art#kingdom hearts#kh#fanart#terra#aqua#ventus#wayfinder trio#terra kh#aqua kh#ventus kh#they r just judging u#why r they judging u? idk man#ven just thinks theyre cool#sorry i took kinda a break
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WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!
#mlp#my art#sorry mlp jumpscare 😭😭 took a quick break for a bit to do some mlp redesigns bc theyre fun and i was sad#my little pony#mlpfim#my little pony: friendship is magic#mlp redesign#mlp fanart#idk if tumblr likes this kinda stuff its more of a twt thing but sjfhdbf#we ball#twilight sparkle#twilight sparkle fanart#rarity#rarity fanart#rainbow dash#rainbow dash fanart#fluttershy#fluttershy fanart#applejack#applejack fanart#pinkie pie#pinkie pie fanart#i havent actually watched the show in a billion years everyone else was just doing it and it looked like the best thing ever#AND IT WAS. i had a blast#might do celestia n luna if im feeling up to it but probably not rgrjsbfgjsnv we’ll see#SORRY THE formatting feels so uneven but whateva#again. we ball
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art pieces that r incomprehensible without access to my mind
#qkdraws#id in alt#hiiii sorry for no art for a bit there i took what was Supposed to be a 2 week break from drawing after that comic#but then i took a break from the break bc not drawing for 2 weeks is smth im not capable of#first time rendering the texture of an orange i know it looks off but cut me some slack man . im just a little guy#this is smth super vague for a fic idea i have in mind. i have way more art for this fic than words#art = like 3 pieces And an animation#words: an astounding 0#ritsu-centric and kinda horror-esque tho so weeeee#i've drawn ritsu in this pose w this expression like . 4 times now. which is rly funny to me#what can i say i just.it's fun.it fits him#mp100#mob psycho 100#mob psycho#ritsu kageyama#mp100 ritsu#ritsu has a bad time and everybody else is highkey concerned for his mental and physical wellbeing: the fic
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did i draw a character im playing as in starbound? …yes :D novakid oxy my beloved awawawawa <333
(i know that novakids’ cultural style is wild west, i just love these kind of shirts and i was fighting demons when changing their clothes, as i also wanted to keep the cosmic sheriff outfit)
#art#starbound#rip anatomy#i wanted to draw them for a month and i finally did#i just took a break from the game and forgot everything 🤡#oops#also#i’m still kinda dying in artblock 👍#really fun🔥🔥#haha…#i need to draw donnie but artblock hits me hard when i try#no donnie until i beat the shit out of artblock#i will be defeated once again i have no faith in myself 😎#if you are reading this post’s tags i am sorry
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putting down proof that I haven't died, I'm doin fine, I'll be back hopefully soon depending on some things!!
#I just took a biiiiig nap thats all#I'll catch you guys up on what's happened with me in the time since soon but to put it too simply#sometimes I take multi month long breaks from stuff and this blog isn't excluded from that#and I forgot that I was getting to be kinda known on this acct so I didn't think to say smth about it#sorry if I worried you! I'm still alive! I'm doing alright!!
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ask time!! do you have any obscure/niche headcanons of your fav ships? (whether in general or specific to a fic) i wanna know bestie!! -baflegacy
@baflegacy i was not ignoring you i promise just thinking VERY HARD. okay im gonna do specific fics bc otherwise my brain will melt like goop right out of my ears
the right side of my neck (still smells like you):
shayne and kimmy text each other immediately after work. "did he tell you" "did HE tell YOU" and meanwhile spommy are talking to each other like "oh my god those two are gonna have a fucking field day with this one"
spencer always trims tommy's hair after that whenever he asks. he's basically a hairdresser now honestly icon behavior
tommy gets confused bc all the sudden his shampoo starts getting used up and he's like ??? turns out spencer's been using it every time he showers there. "bro it smells like you." tommy just gets him his own bottle LKNDNFKNF
baby, you're a haunted house:
first official date is to a horror movie <3
they come into the office later and ALL of the crew is laughing at them. rightfully so. by the end of the day the whole office knows and is bullying them mercilessly.
shayne and kiana will take credit for getting them together until the end of their days (they didn't do anything but they pretend that they did <3)
he said baby (that's what he called me):
when tommy wakes him up for dinner they Do Not talk about it because spencer genuinely doesn't remember saying it and tommy is a nervous wreck. spencer notices but doesn't ask because tommy will talk about it when he's ready <3 also tommy makes spaghetti
they lay on the couch for the rest of the night bc tommy knows spencer's gonna be Awake now so he's gonna stay up with him. they play some video games and throw on a movie. eventually tommy falls asleep on the couch using spencer as a pillow
tommy starts packing spencer's lunch for the next day because he's manifesting he'll take care of himself better <3
they lost their minds and fought the wars;
tommy trying to teach spencer how to cook era ensues!! it does not go very well. spencer keeps almost burning down the kitchen. but tommy persists! he learns how to make more than breakfast eventually and no longer burns toasts <3
courtney asks spencer about the card bc they're nosey and so she Must. the irresistable urge to know things, just like me fr. spencer immediately goes red and tommy has to jump in to protect him from being teased for the rest of his life FKLNWNNN (it's not easy)
spencer gets some stars tattooed. that's it that's the whole headcanon. and im going crazy about it.
i could be the reason (you don't sleep at night):
they barely leave their room. for the rest of the weekend. chanse makes fun of them maliciously for this. arasha is more "go gays! gay it up!" about the whole thing.
kimmy comes over and is like "omg your bed is so tidy angela how do you do it!!" and angela doesn't have the heart to tell her she decided to be gay instead of sleeping in her own bed so she just goes "uhhh slept on top of the covers" shayne-style
they both ride in rock's car on the way home <3 and they both sleep <3 rock is also pro but anti pda in the car ya nasties
‘til our fingers decompose, keep my hand in yours:
instead of abby lee miller, spencer and tommy do horror movie-themed carves (spencer does sam trick r treat bc i said so and tommy does pinhead Also because i said so)
they also do a couple's costume bc tommy is just that bitch, respectfully. the couple from the shining methinks. tell me they wouldn't eat that up.
spencer gradually gets more comfortable with pda and tommy generally eases up. they meet in the middle <3
right where you left me:
for the next few halloweens shayne is ALWAYS on edge. just in case you know. what if he lets his guard down and it happens again. damien just comes to understand "this is gonna be how it is" and always makes sure to pay extra special attention and take care of him on halloween <3
they move like. stupidly fast in their relationship which everyone else thinks is a little. strange. but damiens been in love with shayne for as long as he's known him and shayne has lived through a time loop so yeah they're moving in together as soon as one of their leases end and saying i love you within days what about it!
shayne turns off taylor swift songs any time he hears them. damien does Not Ask and also begins to pre-emptively turn off her music. in fact EVERYONE comes to understand Not to put ts on office party mixes because shayne WILL take control of the aux
sunflower:
tommy starts spending All his time at spencer, arasha, and shayne's apartment because he's gonna take all the time with spencer he can get because his job (the school newspaper? tommy thinks?) takes up so much time. this leads to of course shayne and arasha having to quickly and comically hide any spiderman-related things around the house
the next time tommy sees spiderman he expects it to be awkward and spencer, kind of forgetting the whole rejection happened bc the love confession also happened, is like "??? huh. oh. OHHH i mean. ohhh noooo my broken heart :(((("
shayne talks about how he gave one of arasha's partners the shovel talk and tommy's like "lol you didn't give me the shovel talk shayne what are you homophobic" and shayne's like "oh no. i gave SPENCER the shovel talk. you're too cool for him to fuck this up"
dancing on my own:
in my brain trevor enters smosh in the domoverse and spends a lot of time hanging out with spencer and sees what's going on INSTANTLY. i might touch on this in the sequel but he is less afraid to meddle than anyone else and if he spots spencer getting uncomfortable will offer to sub in for a video for him or will drag him out of a conversation / a room. yeah. lil brother trev :')
as part of his birthday present for tommy, spencer gets bussy some official adoption papers. obviously.
courtney and kiana are stressing and texting about all this CONSTANTLY. tommy will look over at court and be like "you look stressed is everything okay" and court will slam their phone on the table and go like "NOTHING. UHHHH TAXES." and change the subject
blue christmas:
at the christmas party the next night shayne does end up showing and having a great time. chanse is an excellent party host and has them play a bunch of games that makes him feel like he isn't a stranger to these people at all. not to mention chanse's friends are just cool
the office actually doesn't find out for Forever bc they keep it on the dl for a while but one day chanse just comes in and kisses shayne hello and angela does a full spit take
every year for christmas chanse definitely does a bit that only he finds funny thats like "this year ive decided to get you the renewal of our anniversary <3 i am your greatest gift <3" and shayne's like "cool i got you a spiderman blanket" and chanse is like. "... okay fine i actually got you another open overshirt for straight men :/"
we can leave the christmas lights up 'til january:
they both just decorate the tree at spencer's apartment bc they basically both live there anyway, so tommy only gets / brings ornaments to put on spencer's tree. together they start a whole dorky ornament collection it's very cute :')
the christmas party they throw is incredible and all of their friends ARE pissed that they got them gifts when they agreed on no gifts. but courtney does cry over her little grease cat <3
they officially move in together at the beginning of the new year <3
if we keep score:
their first official date is to mini-golf because they literally cant not be competitive. then they go get ice cream !
tommy can't go to spencer's prom BUT. spencer can go to tommy's! he goes as the date of one of tommy's female friends at olops so they get to hang out. they can't like dance or anything (tommy WILL get in so much trouble he'll be lucky if he graduates) but they're there together and that's what matters <3
they do go to each other's graduations though and they are both extremely embarrassing while cheering each other on. shayne, damien, and alex also tag along to tommy's graduation and they have like a full banner for him. tommy pretends he hates it (he LOVES it)
i could go on and on and on:
this is less of a headcanon and more of a fun fact but their cat is named after dwayne the rock johnson <3 this is bc the song the fic is based on mentions a baby scorpion. dwayne the rock johnson - scorpion king in the mummy - dwayne the kitten - baby scorpion.
after they finished that hike in the redwoods park spencer almost throws up and swears he's never doing anything outdoors again. it makes courtney laugh so hard they cry
spencer goes on to tell courtney that angela threw her chair at chanse because he took the top hat when she wanted to be the top hat. it was the beginning of the game and it only went downhill from there. amanda refuses to play monopoly on the channel ever again.
#fic#rpf#shipping#wow thats a lot of fics NFLNLNKWRN anywho sorry this took Forever hope you enjoy <3#katie writes#kinda!#baflegacy#ask#asks#anon#anonymous#i believe in queue! spring break!
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Sorry I haven't really been active in a while, my mental health kind of fell apart so I just ended up taking a break. I think I'm feeling better now. I wanna be able to post again soon but I've been procrastinating/haven't really had the time to draw for a while, which sucks because the last time I posted original art was ages ago, my blog is mostly reblogs at this point lol.. I've been drawing a bit of kingdom hearts art but still trying to work on vanny art too so. Not sure which one I'll find the time to finish first or if they'll end up wip for a long time but, that's something I guess? Anyway yeah uhm, hi again I guess.
#not sure why i feel the need to say something i just feel bad because usually when i take breaks or im not as active i say something#so i kinda feel bad i didnt say anything this time but. i guess considering my last posts people probably assumed i took a break anyway?#either way i worry if that was a bit inconsiderate and im sorry if anyone worried or anything. i doubt anyone did but#on the off chance that happened to anyone im sorry
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this is mostly in jest but heads up i might not post official art besides small doodles for a while because my drafts ran out and these past two weeks have genuinely been destroying my mental health so I don't have the capacity to do anything seriously art-related right now
#personal#random#blog stuff#might join a magma but i think that might be it#i have one small witch eclipse doodle but after that i'm gonna have to restock#and i unfortunately can't cuz my brain went kaput after a 17-page essay and too much stress on top of fasting#i'm a little under the weather as a result cuz my immune system took a hit from lack of sleep and sudden decrease of food#and also the idiots i'm forced to interact with have been stressing me out so#that combined just kinda ruined my ability to draw#i have a break coming up soon so i should be able to come up with something by then but#if i don't here's why#that's why i opened up art requests for whoever wants to do that#cuz i don't really have the ability to come up with stuff rn#i'll still be on tumblr cuz i like it here but#no non-doodle art this week and prob none next week too#so uh yea sorry bout that#anyways#will prob delete this later#(also sue and salty i absolutely love your aus they are very dear to me)
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if you still do these 48 + vinikki pls pls pls i’ll love you forever
“So…” began the butler, as he extracted the sword out of its scabbard, making the sunlight bounce on the sharp blade, “shall we begin your training, Vincent?”
Vincent pulled out his weapon as well. “That’s master Wharton to you now, Nicholas.” The young man snickered, as he gripped the hilt with both hands. A flash of rage and determination lit up his hazel eyes as he slowly but confidently made his way towards his servant, who began walking forward too.
As much as Nicholas saw Vincent's birth and always took good care of him, they despised each other. Well, at least Vincent hated Nicholas, that’s for sure. There was something about the way the butler treated him like a child, despite being well over that phase of his life, that got on Vincent’s nerves.
But today, the day of his 21st birthday, would’ve been the day Vincent showed him, and everyone else, what he’s made of, he would’ve shown the man he had become.
“Oh come on, Vince,” grinned the older man, raising his sword. “we’re friends by now, aren’t we?”
“No, we’re not.” Responded the blond nobleman, through gritted teeth. The nobleman tried to stay calm, to not raise his voice, to not let his adversary win. Nicholas was found by his family when he was still a hungry urchin living in the London slums, so who the hell did he think he was? That day, Vincent thought, his father should’ve minded his business.
They stopped a few inches from each other, with their blades touching, in a guarding position.
“May the best of us win.” Said the butler, flashing his teeth, his green eyes glistening with calm confidence.
“En garde, old bastard.”
The metal clangors quickly followed one another. Whenever Vincent tried to strike, Nicholas was ready to deflect his attacks, almost as if he could predict Vincent’s every move. Slash, slash, lunge. Vincent only managed to cut a strand of the older man’s jet-black hair. Their swords crossed, the blades slipping, and now it was a matter of who was going to get the best of the other. Vince was losing his balance, but he refused to give up. With an effort and a scream of rage, the nobleman pushed away his adversary, making him almost trip on his own feet. Almost. But Vincent had already let his guard down, not having the time to react when Nicholas sweeped his blade, leaving a thin, bloody gash on the young man’s cheek. Vincent held back the hiss of pain.
“Oh, that’s gonna leave a nasty mark!” Snickered the butler.
Vincent decided to ignore him, determined to not get distracted by Nicholas’s babbling. The fact that he got hit even once, it was already one too many. He managed to deflect another blow, but barely. Their swords crossed again, but this time Vincent lost his balance and fell over, making him lose the grip of his weapon.
“Well, well, well.” The butler pointed his sword at the nobleman’s neck. “Rule number one: never let your guard down.”
���Are you gonna kill me…?” Muttered the blond, raising his head ever so slightly, in order to take a glimpse of Nicholas’s face.
The other let out air of his nose in amusement. “It would be very hard to explain your disappearance to your family.” He diverted his armed hand away from the young man, and reached out with the other, to help Vincent get up.
“Right…” said Vincent, a bit hesitant at first to accept his help. “The butler is always the prime suspect.”
The older man let out a hoarse laugh. “Wait here. I’ll go grab some bandages.”
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“How was I?” Asked Vincent. He didn't know why he wanted to seek Nicholas's approval, yet that question slipped out of his mouth.
“Not bad.” Said the other, concentrating on dabbing the wound with a bandage. "Not bad at all for your first time.”
The blond frowned, both from physical and emotional pain. “I feel like you’re lying to me.”
“I would never. " Responded the butler, calmly. "I mean it.”
"One day I'll be able to defeat you, you'll see." Mumbled the young man. "Then you're finally going to respect me."
Nicholas stopped what he was doing to look at his young master in the eyes. He smiled, thinking that Vincent was just like his father. "Here's the thing," he began, "respect is not given unconditionally, it is earned." He then put a hand on Vincent's shoulder. “This is my gift for you for today: a humble piece of advice. Happy birthday, master Wharton.”
Put That Guy in a SituationTM Ask Game/Prompt!
#witchy's ask booth#nikki sixx#vince neil#vinikki#mötley crüe#witchy writings#hey bestie sorry if this took me so long!!#i may have taken the prompt way too literally lmao but as soon as i read the phrase enemy caretaker i thought of#a master/butler kinda relationship#but they had to be enemies of course#i feel like they're not as in character as i'd like them to be tho. also it feels rushed#idkkkkk i feel like i should've written and analyzed it a bit more. but i know that if i did i wouldve written an entire novel#or i wouldve forgotten about it#oh yeah and the names!! i chose to give them names that would fit the victorian age more so hopefully it doesnt break the immersion??#but i assure you its our nikki and vince im talking about here#also btw the fight is kinda lame i know. i just dont know how to write fights let alone swordfights#anyway i better post this before i overthink this wayyyyy more that i should#i hope you like it <3
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Controversial but I genuenly think Eve should take a one yearish break and rethink some things, there’s no way that man has made three songs that sound exactly the same
#to me at least#like yeh I feel he should just take a break do some other stuff maybe some new inspo#cause even if I support him I’m kinda tired of all the commercial songs like#idk as of late everything seems so forced#ignoring insomnia for a moment (which I like) nothing he has released as of late has a grip on me#literally last song and mv I truly enjoyed was touhiko and that came out almost a year ago#no wonder why sou is always in top of my music lists since he has different stuff#which ig it’s easier with the utaote status since he sings a different range of songs and his albums are big collabs with other people#idk man#it’s not like I don’t like the new eve don’t get me wrong but#sigh#btw none of this means I want dramaturgy eve back I know he’s gone and that’s a good thing too but this new evolution to cutely anime songs#is just ugh#fight song I’m sorry I took you for granted#anyway sorry for the rant
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it's controversial to say this i guess but i genuinely believe last life was the least interesting life series season and youre all lying to me about enjoying it
#im not actually serious you can like last life i just dont get it but slay go off king#i dont think wild life was the best by any means#but ppl constantly be comparing it (and all others) to last life and im like... they arent trying to do the same thing tho?#like. i personally think my fav might be secret life or limlife and those were both pretty gimmick-heavy and quite silly with lots of-#'meaningless' deaths#but like. im not a fucking reddit user? i dont care if people get blown up or break the rules? its rule of cool.#everyone loves last life and *i cant even finish it im so god damn bored*#in the end i dont think it really matters / i dont really care#but calling wild life 'content slop' or low effort is INSANE (yes ive seen ppl doing that) when the CCs put so much fucking work into it#it pisses me off actually#like no it isnt just meaningless content do u know how long those mods take to make??? come on#and being unnecessarily vile towards popular artists for... being popular and enjoying the series they help create? gimme a break#this is vagueing a particular blog but ive seen the same takes several times so idc#anyway the point at hand- last life has the most Drama and Roleplay i guess? thats why people like it i think#but to me its just... there.#third life was so much more compelling to me and was the First to do the Thing so it gets a pass anyway#double life was cool in terms of balancing roleplay gimmick and story but shouldve had two rows of hearts. but its still fun#limlife took everything good about last life and made it 10 x more interesting#secret life fucked hard idc what anyone says#wild life was goofy and fun and crazy and awesome and i loved it even tho i was apprehensive at first#yeah the gimmicks kinda got in the way of Drama and Story but... they werent really aiming for drama and story were they?#except for the fact that JOEL ATE !!!! AND LEFT NO CRUMBS!!!#erm anyway if youre reading this youre awesome#the only thing i would change about the wild life finale would be the snails. cause snail deaths are kind of boring sorry. but i get it.
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@reapersxfolly
He failed a mission, yet again.
Silently, he stared down at the body he had been tasked to eliminate. Lifeless and still as crimson red blood pooled from the wound at his chest. It was a clean shot. But it wasn't Soleil's work, yet he felt that burn of remorse in his chest anyway.
"Is this really what it means to be a Turk? Or just what it means to work for Shinra?" He'd say in a low tone, more to himself than anyone else. His tone was hollow, empty. He didn't take any pride in this like the others did. But then... perhaps he was too sensitive.
He couldn't seem to make it as a SOLDIER, and now it was clear that he wasn't going to make it as a Turk either. A change from a turtleneck to a suit really didn't make a difference. He was still too soft for the work he was forced into.
#reapersxfolly#; ( thread )#i hope this okay! and sorry it took so long!#i kinda lost the thoghts i had so i went with him basically flunking out of soldier and being slotted as a turk#very much his fathers idea to break him c:#; ( verse | ffvii | turk au tbt )
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Here's Roger Federer and his main man hanging out days before the actual Match in Africa, thinking themselves hilarious commentators, making fun of people's tennis skills, giving car interviews like divas 💅
"NO-NO- I CANNOT PLAY LEFT-HAND..."
"Was in.. was out.." "THE WIND!"
"We speak the same language"
"One of the ultimate compliment I can give any of my rivals"
"Life's much happier if you have a big respect and you appreciate a lot your rival"
#IT'S THE GENTLE SHOULDER TOUCHES#happy bois in the sunshine is my fav kinda tennis bois 🥺#ay sorry mutuals I am back withe MIAfrica posting don't kill me#i took a mini New year's break ur resident fedal stalker is here now#fedal#tennis#match in africa#rafael nadal#roger federer
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Letting Go/Non-Attachment
This will be taking place in the Desert Speaker Universe. I have shown and explored alot of how Obi-wan is trapped by his past, and what has happened. I think I would like to now explore the parts of Omi that they cannot let go of. The people Omi has lost.
WARNING: GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS OF INJURIES. PLEASE SKIP IF THIS WILL NEGATIVELY IMPACT YOU.
Omi wakes up screaming.
Tears-a waste of water- pouring down their face. The face of Kereth as sand tore flesh from bone, trapped in their mind's eye, haunting them even awake.
Around the room, the delicate sand sculptures Omi had begun to craft with the force were floating, vibrating and cracking.
Every single beautiful thing that they had created, fracturing and promising pain.
The first sob breaks past Omi's teeth, and the sound cracks through the air. Every glass sculpture in the room shatters.
Omi, leg throbbing with pain- they can't quite tell if it is phantom or real this morning- struggles to their feet and drags themself out towards the canyon wall, weeping as quietly as they can.
'Kereth... What am I doing here? You were so much brighter than I, born to the suns and promised to them to. I was born to darkness... How could I ever think that I would escape it?'
"Omai? Padawan what is-"
Omi whirls, and snaps "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! I LOST HIM. I LOVED HIM. I LOst him."
Marrat Ben Kenobi's eyes widen, the gray blue sharpening.
"Padawan. I need you come here. Sit with me, we should meditate on this."
"Marrat... Marrat I can't. He was my only light for so long- I ran from my master expecting, no, hoping to die. I knew that my chip was in a spot that promised death if I didn't get help. That's why I went into the wastes. I couldn't- I still feel as though I can't make it without him. How do I continue to walk in the suns, in the light, when my light has died. When he, the one who could think positive, who looked as who he could help, who gave and gave, and never once asked for his own freedom, sacrificed his life for me?"
Ben's wrinkled faces is sad, aging before Omi's eyes. "Omai, have I taught you of the jedi code?"
Omi's anger bursts higher, the apparently unrelated topic change making them mad enough that they pushed themselves up in a single smooth motion.
"Omai, listen. This is important. Have I taught you it?"
"Unless you are referencing 'do or do not, there is no try,' no you haven't taught me that."
"Come. Sit. Let me teach the foundation of the jedi. We learn this throughout our walk with the force, growing from the simple meditation chant we are taught a crechelings."
Omai begrudgingly takes a seat out is the cold sands, two crescent moons framing a full one in the sky.
"The jedi code is a study in duality, in the abscene of absolutes. In the existence of contradictory ones. The force is not something to be quantified. But it is not un-quantifiable. Does this sound confusing yet?" Ben smiles, a mischievous twinkle in his eye
Omi, disgruntled and frustrated, just huffs.
"There is no emotion, there is peace.//There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.//There is no passion, there is serenity.//there is no chaos, there is harmony.//There is no death, there is the Force."
Omi looks up sharply, mouth opening.
"This is not the jedi claiming the ability to raise the dead. This is jedi, and how we expeariance the wonderful universe that connects everyone and everything, and where our loved ones are once they are gone. They are part of the great cosmic soup. We can't pick out every single person who has joined it, but we can reach out and feel thier impact on our lives. We can know that when we join the force, we can mingle and exist alongside them again."
"So, before you say anything to me about how the person you lost wasn't a jedi- I never said only jedi join the force. We believe that everyone, force sensitive, or force null, are connected. The Force is in everyone. So letting go isn't forgetting. It isn't betraying them. It isn't spitting on thier memory. It is entrusting your loved one to the force who has cradled and cared for you with the care of a dear one. But you must let go of the grief of your lost, or you are trapped searching for a way to bring them back, to tear them from the safety you have always relyed on. There is no death..."
Omi takes those words and breathes, fully examining them.
'There is no emotion, there is peace' But emotions are a part of existing...and peace is something we strive and wish for- peace from our gut reactions, peace in a crazy world, peace in the face of soul wrenching pain.
It's not a striving for no emotions, but a state of peace alongside them so that my heart does not rule when a cool head is more beneficial.
'There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.' Ignorance is actively choosing to not learn, to not change from the expeariances that you have. There is only the learning and knowing based off the things that occur.
I should not strive to remain the same, I should strive to continue to learn from everything I experience, and not ignore what is coming due to pain.
'There is no passion, there is serenity.' There is no passion, there is serenity. Passion is a dangerous state to be in. Crimes of passion are some of the worst that can occur.
When emotions hit a high point, I should actively step back and seek out serenity, or calmness so I can observe and respond responsibly.
'There is no chaos, there is harmony.' Chaos is a state where so much is happening, that there is too much. Everything is fractured and insane, like the state of being inside a sandstorm, There is nothing but trying to survive in chaos. Harmony is providing a balance or dichotomy to the chaos. I should strive to actively observe my environment , and move through it with the intention of providing balance.
'There is no death, there is the Force.' Death is part of life. There is nothing that encourages people to want to forever exist on the earth, for the balance of life is death so that the resources are returned to the cycle. There is only to eternally connecting concept of the Force, which is life, death, and everything in between. Dying does not separate you from the world, for death is part of life, is part of the force.
"There is the force." Omi breathes more, tears slowing. "I have not lost Kereth, I have only lost his physical presence beside me. I have the Force, and Kereth is part of the force."
"Yes, precisly, my dear padawan. So, we let them go. We entrust thier luminous forms to the force who cares for us. Can you entrust Kereth to the Force, Omi?"
"I must, Marrat. Chaining Kereth here is a far worse fate for him to entrusting him to bright light that encompasses the universe I will not be seperated from him forever- I will not be lost to death, but returned to the force."
"Very good, Omi. That is the root of non-attachment. We release the people we love to the force- alive or dead."
"And we follow the force to new people who need us."
"Precisely."
#jedi june#star wars#teeaves does star wars#Desert Speaker AU#I made myself cry a little with this#Sorry its so late- it's a bit difficult to break down the tenets of the jedi order in normal terms rather than just in my heart.#I kinda love it. I felt very connected to the force when I wrote that part!#Enjoy Omi Khepareth#Omai Sunwalker#Kereth was a mikkian slave with Omi on tatooine. Kereth took Omi's punishment when the stolen medicinal herbs were discovered#Kereth was good at connections. He was growing into a Grandfather figure for the quarters#but was not there yet.#Kereth was actually force sensitive too!#helped over 60 slaves run for freedom! He is a tragic hero!#Enjoy!#angst#tw graphic depictions of violence
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Hey guys what if I told you I completely retconned the lab au prologue.
W. Would you be mad at me-
#ramblings :)#tmc Labrats au#okay so brainrot took over so here’s what I got#instead of breaking into the facility (which was a DUMB decision) mark. simply looked around Cesar’s house post disappearance#and went back home. but not unnoticed#MBT kept watch of him for around a week before they kidnapped him from his own home so we wouldn’t talk about Cesar to the public#didn’t kill or kidnap the other heathcliff family members cause one: they didn’t know about Cesar yet#and two: if they were that would’ve been TWO families missing within a couple weeks#which is enough to raise suspicion#so they ONLY took mark. he wasn’t a super popular kid at his school anyway#sorry the Labrats prologue has ALWAYS been kinda meh to me#and I feel like this option is more realistic to mark’s character#than him. BREAKING INTO A GOVERNMENT FACILITY.#okay yeah that’s it just. letting you guys know that the prologue is now completely irrelevant 👍 /LH
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Abandoned to the depths
#THIS IS A SEQUEL TO THE TATSUKANA DRAWING!!! THE ONE WITH THE SEA!!!!!#alright hopefully the caps lock makes that sttement noticeable#this drawing gave me some trouble I'm not gonna lie. it took me some time to finish#but I mostly like how it looks in the end. I like Kaname's hair especially#I think I succeeded in making it look wet/shiny lol#also#dedicated to you my mutual who always reblogs that tatsukana piece#here's how it ends [whoops]#and I hope you feel better as well#himeru#enstars#ensemble stars#fanart#my art#tojou kaname#kaname tojou#tojo kaname#kaname tojo#also sorry for being inactive all week I've been kinda busy#but it's the winter break now
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