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Hetaween day 2: Werewolves! (plus a Vampire), featuring Nyo!America and Nyo!England @hetaween-event
#hetaween 2024#hws america#hws england#nyo america#nyo england#hetalia#usuk#hetalia usuk#tomorrow will more than likely just be a sketch#i started working on day 4 but im struggling with motivation rn due to some of my meds being out of stock sadlt#i really wanted to participate in all the days but sadly i may not be able to. i might just do sketches from here on out...#idk ill try my best tho!
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seafood trio portraits !
+ some alts. with spoilers !
#this is how they look after the 3yr jump 👍#pretty proud that i managed to capture how i usually imagine them :0 ! been in an art slump so this was a pleasant surprise#idk if ill b able to draw them consistently tho . so these designs r for my brain only#might try to color these but i havent eaten lunch yet so thats a problem for another day#solar-drawss#my art#han sooyoung#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#yhk#yoohankim#orv#orv spoilers#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omnicient reader's view point#cackling at how miserable sp and 63hsy look compared to kdj in the middle#her whimsy … shes living her best life rn#……i lied i think i just gave him My face straight up jfc . get that off of u asshole#anyways if u didnt already notice ! yoohan have matching eyebrow scars 🫶#kdj has one on his nose in that first one#the second kdj has cracks all over her which i forgot to add is inspired by hehearse’s works !!#the reason why they dont show up in the first one is bc aileen covered it up before he went to 1863#like . hoseki no kuni style ✌️#fun fact i sketched that hsy the night before her birthday skfjsjf had to give up bc it was too late tho#so now im repurposing it for this#NO WAIT I SHOULD JUST GO BACK AND GIVE HSY A CLEFT LIP …. dam lost opportunity. well whoevers reading this just kno she has one now
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as cute as apple pie!!!!
#or peach pie#in this color coded case#yall im trying to make words from my brain but theres these loud ass frogs outside my house#they might be the tiny frogs that sleep on my flowers#idk theyre so noisy tho#i guess thats good tho so ill know theyre still alive#i care for them so#i love how ant tries his best to look cool collected and nonchalant#and he does have that air of calm intrigue to him#but he also just looks like such a little pookie bear like i cant take it srsly#just wanna give him a lil smooch on his smiley cheek#when he was mimicking dillon and watching the enemy team warmup all intimidating like#and he just ended up looking like some small curious fellow who wants to join their game of catch#but is too shy to say so#ant trying to be tuff: 🙂
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You’ve been drawing a bunch of requests lately and I’ve thoroughly enjoyed seeing them, but I look forward to seeing more original comics from you soon! I love seeing what you create, your ideas are always so cute and funny :D
Oh my dear friend the ideas ive had brewing in my brain have only been the antithesis to cute and funny BUT i do very much look forward to sharing them someday so i hope you stick around and enjoy them. If i ever get around to them …. I thank you for your support regardless if its me doin requests or og stuff 🥺
#snap chats#I DO LOVE CUTE AND FUNNY THO. its just that.#well cant say ‘lately’ cause these ideas are like two months old atp dkWODJSK BUT we know what i mean#i like the melancholy sometimes … maybe a lot … who’s to say Best Of Both Worlds or w/e hannah montana said#if i may be candid i cant remember the last thing i drew that was purely my idea fkSODJS#NOW DONT MISCONSTRUE MY WORDS FRIENDS i love doing requests and drawing ideas in The Box#the pronlem is i love them too much and so i get bery easily distracted and want to do them asap#its also that sometimes things in the box genuinely coincide with ideas i already have so jdjOADJSJ#but yeah i do miss drawing comics.. i love drawing comics a lot…#ill find a proper day to do at least one of them ! i hope.#maybe i can at least try to do one comic a week idk … depends on a lot of stuff#but for you anon ill try to finish one of them this weekend !#thank you very much for your support :] !!
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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how is your game dev going:O
hi hi! ^-^/ it's tedious time-consuming work but thinking about The OCs™ I lovingly made and people maybe liking them all one day is what drives me when i get lazy or wonder why im doing this fr.
honestly i always want to talk about em here, but there's a part of me that doesnt want to spoil too much or 'ruin' the surprise for others yknow?
i do have a gamedev account. i nvr shared it cuz i got shy, but for those that want little peeks and updates here and there youre free to follow -> @kendev
but overall there's been pretty good progress on art and writing. been trying to focus more-so on the writing for a good while though, it's hard when you get distracted easy and lack discipline </3 </3 </3 but its getting there!
better to try than not :] ty for the ask
#kenmail#honestly i havent posted much there in a long time. its mainly little doodles or textposts i think fit characters#with the occasional devlog or character sprite/color testing#the separate blog is bcuz idk how much constant updates and stuff would bug ppl here#like yeah i get it. its my account i can post whatever! but there are some excited abt the game who want to go in somewhat blind#so i was trying to consider that. like 'hm ok. ill just make an account dedicated to The Work and snippets' yknow#that way people have the choice to view it if they want. or even mute the blog i suppose.#besides i wanna make more games in the future!! i figure its best for general branding. keep all the games under one catalogue kinda(?)#like yay follow this account for xyz updates. u-u probably gonna have to be a name change in the future tho maybe?#unless i make a separate blog again 🤔 so many accounts tho it sounds like more work so who knows....
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hmm I think instead of feeling bad I will simply project this bad onto The Character . for funsies .
#just blahs#not gonna do anything abt it bcs idk how i could but ovuehncke sparrow with scrupulosity ocd <3#just consider with me sparrow being terrified of accidentally saying anything wrong or offending literally anyone#and her completely accidentally saying smthin offensive and trying to figure out how to properly deal with that#without just making the whole situation about herself rather than the person she actually offended#bcs shes afraid that makes her a bad person who just didnt care enough to be aware of herself#gets a bit venty past this point but guys im literally pinky promising you rn I'm ok and ill figure it out please no one bring it up to me#and nobody think about the fact that im projecting rn just think about sparrow ok#this is my way of dealing w similar stuff w/o making it about me bcs ik that thats a shitty thing to do and i need to work it out myself#aughhncns literally every time goddamnit . i accidentally do smthin wrong and then someone (very kindly !!!) tells me hey that was wrong#and then i have a breakdown about it and feel bad and overthink it for the next like week#jesus fucking christ ok it's fine im being patient with myself and i know no one thinks im a bad person#and i know that they know i didnt mean it#and i know that i did say smthin insensitive and thats just something i have to be aware of#and the fact that i said it doesn't mean that im a terrible horrific irredeemable person#i'm trying my best now to be aware of it and be better and think abt whst they said and that's all i can do and thats ok#its fine .#anyways .#also hi cookies if you see this genuinely thank you for telling me tho like i do appreciate it and i am ok dw
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With a combination of medicine, excessive water, and Soup, I am feeling... okay.
Very sleepy. But at least it's not agony to swallow like it was last night. So I'll take it.
#speculation nation#idk if it's progress or drugs but im glad to not be utterly miserable#i just feel kinda crummy.#but i have nowhere to be for all of today. so i can just spend it lounging.#for now ill probably nap. later i might wanna try watching a show maybe. if i can get myself to.#rn i have like... no concentration in my brain lol. so i cant do anything i actually care about.#sleepytired... such is my existence rn... just existing waiting for the next dose of my nyquil...#i did order a care package for myself tho. of dietary supplement shakes. apple sauce. and More Soup.#since. last night even just having the soft mac n cheese hurt real bad.#so im on a mostly liquid diet rn. not the best. but it's better than nothing.#getting lots of fluids... lots of nutrients... trying my best to take care of myself... i am...
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I don't have the best words for it rn, but I'm thinking real hard about it anyway, and I'm really biased, like terribly so, but I think one aspect where any and all Transformers continuities lack is more big proper space battles :/
Like, there's not a whole lot of concepts and scenes that the broader range of Transformers media hasn't covered in one way or another, but it needs more massive space battles. Not a dogfight between two starships. Not Unicron having a munch. Just big ol' sci-fi bullshitted naval warfare deep in the void of space. I need that.
Like, there's usually an emphasis on Decepticon air superiority. And it's like, well show me then, show me this supposed air superiority, and don't just show seekers doing a bombing run over a planet again.
Show me a behemoth of a Decepticon dreadnought cutting through space like a knife, punching into the midst of battle and sending fear down Autobot struts at the mere presence of it, its cannons and laser alight, fliers pouring out of its hangars in droves like a swarm of wasps ready to tear ships apart from the outside.
If Autobots in contrast hold ground superiority, show me how they find work arounds instead of running away, show me them turning the tide in their favor in unelegent ways of flight.
Show me a massive weapon of a ship, a hammer in space, slamming through everything in its path as it rams into its targets, bursting through their armor, their outer shell, compromising its enemy through their vulnerable heart as they pour soldiers on foot into the halls and decks, bursting into the bridges and engines, destroying or taking ships from the inside out.
Then in-between these clashes between giants, show the fighters zipping through the debris. Now here is the place for your dogfighters, your bombers, your seekers. Show the speed, the precision of each turn and flip and roll. Weaving around and over and under the larger ships as they dodge or search for their target.
Show the captains grim faced and determined on the bridges, trusting their ship and their crew to see them through. Show the strategy, the planning, with each turn of the bow or boost of the engines. The bloody intimacy of taunting a rival you've studied the tactics of, knowing their ship just as well as you know yours, a respect you honor by giving them the chance to go down with it, as a captain should.
Just, augh, the potential. It's right there. Don't shove it into the background, giving only glimpses, and don't make it too too messy, leaving only jumbled improper battles, that are less battles and more a ship flying through chaos. Just a few more scenes of proper space-naval battle, totally dedicated to just that, and my life is yours.
#is it like. too obvious that im also a star wars fan?? like. clone wars was everything to me as a kid#i ate up every battle and fight nigh religiously as like. a 10y lmao. my obsession with fictional warfare is undying it seems#transformers legit tho needs more emphasis on space i think. how they travel thru it. how it plays a part in their lives and their war#again. its like 4am. so i dont have the best words for it. but yeah. starships my beloved#...do i tag this or nah... hmmm#idk#transformers#good 'nuff#also. rq. not trying to disrespect the battles we do get. im just being vry mentally ill or whatever about wanting more#ok. good. that said. goo night. i go to dream of massive starships
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almost pulled over on the way to school three times just to cry and think about how fucked everything in my life is rn
#i dont have any money and my job literally cannot schedule me more than one day a week#idk what the fuck im doing in school rn and idk if i want to change my minor or not bc i think id succeed more in creative writing#but i'd have to take a couple extra classes and my parents are already upset that im taking so long to finish school#even tho it was my mom that made me move across the country and go to a new school#so like. obviously there are different graduation requirements here#but my parents dont understand that at all and it's somehow my fault that im taking so long#when i really am not#i'm just trying the best i can while being extremely mentally ill and im just so exhausted#maybe i will take a break from school and actually get a job with a salary#a friend of mine works at a local marketing agency and i could always submit an application#bc i already have an associates in comms and that might be useful
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This one guy I made friends with on the trip is genuinely so funny and good-natured and energetic and you'd have absolutely no idea from his instragram cause it's all black and white photos with edgy captions and song lyrics. Tbh relateable.
#he also loves traveling#and doesnt drink#and is really enjoyable to talk to#im kinda down bad guys help#idk when ill see him or any of the rest of them next so ill have to make the effort to keep in touch#also i need to not let myself get crazy about this cause its possible that its just a product of my prolonged isolation#i dont think so tho but lets try and take it slow anyways#hes also fine as hell btw like im not using his personality to cover up a mid appearance hes genuinely hot and fit#ugh fuck i hate crushes lmaoooo making me sound like an idiot#august talking#ok wait he also gives THEE best hugs#and im comparing to the literally 20 other people i befriended last week so its a decent sample size#top tier 10/10 hugs#fuck
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tagged by @aartyom (thank u rena ily) 💖 to do this picrew and i was so obsessed with it i still have a million in my camera roll LOL.
wraith (d2) | rose | sebastian (fo4) gwenyth | salen (dai) shiro | verde (cp7/7) nizana | galen | caspian (bg3)
not tagging anybody bc i feel like everybody and their dog has done this one now <3
#feel like gwenyth nizana shiro and galen came out the best#tho wraith kills me too tbh. her crooked sunglasses.#i also love salen but that’s just bc salen can’t do ANY wrong in my eyes. whore.#YES EVERYBODY HAS FRECKLES…. @GOD WHY I GIVE EVERYBODY FRECKLES.#Anyway. Trying to get better about sharing oc stuff again im soooo anxious about it rn idk why#hashtag menty illness or something. idk. i haven't had a lot of energy lately even before covid and i haven't felt like. super secure#on here i've been weird but i've got creative energy coming back and i want to DO THINGS YANNO#hil.txt#ocstuff#oc: wraith#oc: rose#oc: sebastian#oc: gwenyth#oc: salen#oc: shiro#oc: verde#oc: nizana#oc: galen#oc: caspian#good fucking lord .
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Tag rambling ignore me
#clemmie talks#im dropping out of my masters program for library science#i feel bad doing it but im so burnt out from undergrad and its too hard for me intellectuallly#like im just too dumb and silly i dont know whats going on :(#im going to work on getting my drivers license and a regular job with my bachelors instead for now#hopefully at Best Buy or something. cuz i love computers#but yeah ill try my masters again later. mentally i am not able to do it rj#*rn#i feel bad and stupid bc my other friends were able to do it. but i am like.... idk#i think its autistic burnout cuz i am barely functioning#need to talk with my psychiatrist about it i know. for now tho. i guess ill do my best to.... do other stuff#:/ i wish i was smarter and more motivated but im. so tired all the time
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the challenge of i should commission art of my ocs. would love to commission like, siiyr or bokrae, maybe krachyn or jula. siiyr or bokrae would make the most sense, maybe krachyn. i think theyre the ones with the most detailed notes on their anatomy
but also
oh god i cannot subject another artist to the anatomical war crimes i committed in making these ocs
#toy txt post#ig id be best off commissioning someone w a lot experience w like. centaurs. let alone commisioning them actually doing anything#interesting. the good bad news is ai cant do it either. fucking i cant even do it. why did i make these bitches. i gave bokrae a gf#but shes not. she cant even. her lips dont really do a kiss shape shes all teeth#siiyr has too many fucking elbows and a weird skull situation#bokraes skull continues to break my brain. i think it does break physics in universe. birdie did weird shit w that eye#its constantly trying to explode#the art ideas i have for bokrae and siiyr have plagued me for years even now in my depression funk of no new ideas#i cant bring myself to subject other artists to them?????#i should specify Bokrae's teeth more tho probably. i used to jokingly explain it away as she has all the teeth/they change#and. they do. canonically birdie has to replace all of her bones over time especially her skull. but also#that was me being lazyyyyyyyyyyyy#idk i know you dont necessarily need like a super detailed ref sheet to commission things but like. if i was commissioning my own ocs id#want that probably?#maybe i will try to draw the girls today. probably not doing anything interesting#bc i have not drawn for One Billion Years and im out of practice with Normal Human Anatomy let alone#these fucking Monsters#also maybe one day ill figure out Jared#pigeon head on a deaths head moth body with gemstone eyes is something i can see in my head but when i try to draw it it doesnt look right#so. need to work on that? the main thing about jared is that he needs to Scuttle#and id like to incorporate a pigeon#hm#hmmmmmmm
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official review of the new j&a: I liked it! that is all
#idk why theyre putting them on headgum now but i don't nesasarily mind#if anything it only strengthens my argument that post-finale j&a canon is not official canon. still fun tho!!!#that being said: i liked the episode!! not the best vid ever but better than a lot of the new ones i thought#it felt more classic and i thought it was pretty funny. had my favourite j&a style/format. nothing groundbreaking but i did like it#also love the wider canon implications that amir stayed in contact with parm but not with leron lmaooo#also i liked when he asked jake to run away with him. i love my delicious ship crumbs :)#n e ways. i liked it. p good. defo midtier but ill take a standard episode in these trying times
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i’m alright, nothing worthy talking about haha.
wanna talk about ur stuff love? here or dms?
well that’s not true because everything u say is important <3 /gen
mm not sure, not rn but uh- idk fjrkrkr maybe in a bit? idk sorry djdkekek
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