#idk if this makes sense sorry

[jackwhiteprophetic]

Rewatching 7x04 because I'm very brave and I think what's so so interesting is how Eddie just keeps Turning Up.

So Buck already had arranged to go for a tour of the 217, and he had invited Tommy out, and Eddie Turns Up and he stumbles.

Suddenly Buck can't think about Tommy without thinking about Eddie and that scares him and he doesn't know why these two feelings (his newly discovered interest in men (represented by Tommy) and his platonic love for Eddie) can't coexist with each other. And he has this weird compulsive urge to separate them.

Buck is apparently, according to the universe, not allowed to explore his attraction to me without being forced to confront Eddie at every turn (and thus us, as the audience, also are subjected to this).

It is an entire episode of Buck, and the audience by extension, being perpetually confused by the way in which Eddie somehow haunts every aspect of his bisexual narrative.

And for the audience, this further tangles Eddie up within this love triangle. EVERYONE is now confused. EVERYONE must consider what Buck actually wants and needs in a relationship. And Eddie is there at every corner. Literally the last thing Tommy says before he leaves.

Eddie is in every crevice of Buck's life and feelings and conversations and this is SO FUCKING DELIBERATE and yes the episode could have been written better, but I would argue some level of confusion is purposeful to FORCE the GA to think about this.

I'll leave us with a fitting quote from Eddie in this same episode:

"you ain't getting past me"

[three-wonkas-in-a-room]

For 🗝 and 🍫 wonka, about the wonkavision you guys made, you both used big chocolate bars to put it through the tv. Didn't that waste the amount of ingredients you used? Because it just turned smaller, and that would mean spending more money for ingredients for 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 of the chocolate bar. In other words, wouldn't that be a waste of resources? (Also sorry for the long question, this just weighed on my mind for too long)

🗝: the chocolate particles got compressed into the television so it was smaller

[castieltrash1]

if ur upset dont worry s7 exists..... it's called 86 years by jmcgools on ao3 and its genuinely so well written it could be professionally canon.... so don't cry

i have that bookmarked already to read!!! tysm for sending this tho :') like i get the ending (especially the more i think about it) and it's not like i have any criticism for it but i think i went into bcs Not expecting a painful romance, if that makes sense! i knew it would flash forward to post brba but i rlly thought it was just gonna be a crazy wild prequel abt saul goodman so now im like. WOAH

anyway idk why it's impacting me so much but i literally made myself dehydrated from crying LMFADSOFJDSO i need to get a grip

[chloesimaginationthings]

William Afton has top tier FNAF parenting skills

[spoopdeedoop]

king and harbinger, old and young

[stemmmm]

ok a third one. i've got a third one

context: 1 2 3

[awzominator]

Day 13 Scars

the amount of effort I had to put into these and they still don’t look how I want is frustrating but alas time is not on my side

ramblings under the cut

Mikey: Gave Mikey Lichen Burns from that one time he got disintegrated and then reanimated via electricity. He died n got better and honestly it is one of the most violent injuries that I recall for him. Like he plays it off so easily cuz he has super powers and all that jazz but that’s so messed up. Also Raph yelling for him OOOFFFFF will never forget how filled w rage and hurt that dude was. He was ready to kill ❤️ Such a wild episode and I love how Mikey was so depended on in order for the plan to succeed. It was Mikey’s turn for the Self sacrificing bit and he crushed it

Leo: Get Shreddered idiot!!! The fucked up knee and throat from when he got beat up and thrown thru the window. This is def my fav event to happen which is a wild thing to say. It’s the most obvious thing to go for but I personally loved the farmhouse arc and Leo’s need for recovery. That dude is still not well and is repressing stuff but they don’t have time to heal. Their lives are too chaotic, too much is on the line, and Leo can’t afford to take the time to heal 100% none of them can tbh. I know a lot of ppl hate how 12 handled his knee injury but I loved it Bc it’s obviously not better but he’s a stubborn idiot who chooses to push everything down and out. He is the healthiest turtle for sure. I’m pretty sure in later episodes his knee gives out a few times don’t quote me tho it’s been a few years aha

Raph: His broken shell! After watching Lone Rat and Cubs and seeing where it came from, I always wondered if Splinter looks at it with loads of regret. A physical sign of his short comings that one time they almost got caught by the Kraang. A warning and a constant reminder they’ll never be safe, that splinter wont always be able to protect his babies no matter how hard he fights. I also like to HC he becomes the most hovering and overprotective of Raph while he’s still recovering Bc that shell broke so easy. Honestly seeing screen shots of close ups of Raphs shell is awesome to see both shell and plastron are broken.

Donnie: UGHHH THIS DUDEEEE !!!!! Literally had the hardest time Bc he goes thru a lot also but it’s more emotional and mental dude is fuked up in the head fr. I asked several ppl for help Bc I didn’t want to do another lichen burn thing from Karai’s trap. In the end I played around w the suggestions to see what would look most appealing to me. The scars on arm are from Slash (such a good episode thank you for the suggestion 🙌) as his arm was injured and in a sling at the end of the episode. The head scar def a big creative liberty Bc he does get injured there a lot ahah. I was thinking of Fourtrap again which lead to thinking about the time that Leo blew him up accidentally during is emo phase XD

[glitch-in-the-code]

I like how the glamrocks are in disrepair via how they lost their part

EX: Roxy’s eyes were stolen, her whole face seems to be missing

[meamiki]

silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:

context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA

(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)

[taterdraws]

remember this well i wanted to play on that some more

[mohntilyet]

illario as the grandchild that is most like caterina is something i'm loving to chew on. the grandson that took her lessons to heart the most. kill anyone who sees your face and knows your name, "we are not revolutionaries", the first out of the two to prioritise the contract. power at any cost, and the only one to lean into the unnecessary abuse that their grandmother told them was tradition. why is anyone surprised he allied with the venatori? and then there's illario's considerable skill in infiltration and manipulating any mark, he has always had the charisma that lucanis lacked. illario isn't attached, he has/can/will use someone and immediately drop them; "that does free me from promises i don't intend to keep". he can lie about how much he cares so well that he fools a magister into believing he loves her. he kills zara without hesitation to cover his own tracks, meanwhile lucanis blindly promises a young girl in the middle of a siege that he will help her find her father. even the lessons about family stick with him, and in this entire messy power struggle, he never actually orders anyone to directly kill caterina or lucanis, not until he's backed into a corner.

and even after all that. despite even lucanis believing illario should be first talon, lucanis is still the better killer. illario is not strong enough to be the brutal assassin caterina needs him to be. so when lucanis seems to fill the role his mother left, grief and love for her dead heir apparent remains, and any of the other qualities caterina needs in her next talon doesn't matter. whatever his mother was, lucanis has to be. what illario does doesn't matter, because he will always be second best to caterina's memory of her favored daughter.

[twinstxrs]

idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.

[gamer-goo]

The whole thing with considering theyfab like a slur when it is literally punching up reminds me that transmisogyny is like not a serious social pressure to most people.

I’ve seen this in many cases in my life, most notable was a former roommate who would routinely get upset with me for taking issue with her implicit transmisogynist behavior(I distinctly recall her saying I don’t get to decide what is and isn’t transmisogynist but that was part of an entire falling out that I regret my handling of to a certain extent), but you see it in other ways too!!!! People not knowing what the word even means is an example of this, they distort it’s meaning to be something that affects them because then it’s serious, but when it just hurts dolls it’s on a lower level.

I forget who said it, but the example I first saw was that transmisogyny is stored on the same tier of “levels of discrimination that matter” as people thinking furries are weird. And that’s literally true! Transgender women on this website will talk about how deeply transmisogyny affects us in all aspects of life, only to be met with people saying shit like “just log off” “please touch grass” or one of my least favorites “normal people: hey man what’s up” because to them it is just Not Real.

[clearlydusty]

Here's the mondo sketches I promised, as well as @squishvicx request for Trans mondo HC!

[honeycreammilkshake]

were you ever just so rabid for a ship that you like... want to dedicate your whole life to thinking about them kissing sloppy-style and writing in-depth meta on why they should have because it would have solved everything?

[queermikewheelertruther]

mileven vs byler fight

I think by now we’ve all seen that “I really want s5 to be milevens season” post, but I noticed something interesting about it.

“No fights.” Now this isn’t just specific to this post, I’ve seen plenty of other milevens say similar things and just generally being against the idea of a mileven fight.

But compare this to Bylers. I’ve seen countless amounts of posts wishing/begging for another Byler fight, a rain fight, etc. But why is this? What’s the difference between mileven and Byler’s fights?

With Byler, their arguments always end resolved. Mike apologies to Will, and they tend to have some sort of intimate moment(s) afterwards. But compare this to mileven, they don’t. Any relationship issues mileven has had throughout the series haven’t really been resolved.

These problems just kind of build up overtime and result in things like an argument “you can’t come back from.” I also feel like this is why milevens don’t want a mileven fight again. They know that it wasn’t really fixed. Their relationship isn’t doing so well by the end of s4.

As for Byler, their fights build on to their relationship, and also just their characters. As we’ve seen in s4, the rain fight encouraged Mike to join a dnd campaign again, and also attempt to bring the party back together. And their s4 fight, well I mean, all I have to say is the flirtatious bedroom scene(s) LMAOO

But milevens can clearly see that it’s not the same case for mileven. A fight wouldn’t help their relationship, because they don’t understand each other when they have a disagreement romantically.

(id also like to add that milevens arguments just… aren’t on the same level as bylers. for example, milevens ‘fight’ in s3 didn’t feel emotional. it felt like the average teen couple breaking up but it didn’t feel devastating or even that big of a deal. as for byler, they want you to feel kind of taken back by their fights. they want you to go “wow, this is a pretty serious argument that no other friendship seems to have in the show.” and for a reason too. milevens fight in s4, it was upsetting but in a specific way. they’re trying to make it feel unappealing, hence why mileven is always separated and having problems throughout the series.)