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#desi#desi aesthetic#desi academia#brown#desiblr#india#aesthetic#desi tumblr#desi tag#indian aesthetic#moodboard#vintage#desi vintage#bro... i suddenly started crying because i just.. miss this vibe so much#idk things used to be so different 😕 its just so sad#maybe i will make another mb#i dont even care abt how flop all my mbs go anymore its just cathartic#jays bs#xx#made this mb and posting this right away this is a new record even for me#thats how crazy the breakdown was
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sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat
#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and#oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me.#wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck#theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O#my art#i keep nearly forgetting that tag help???#ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth#oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head..#there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really#i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in#2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help
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The problem with a lot of traffic life interpretations in my opinion is they don't understand character foils or don't employ them in their writing. Grian-Martyn and Scar-Ren are genuinely pretty good character foils for a series that is not really scripted or planned out like a book is. I could go on and on about how they parallel each other and the similarities between them. Even the smaller details between the four usually match up
leaving the rant in the tags so I don't have a huge block of text again ueueue
#jamies bad posts#like a simple example grian is an “unwilling” (though we all know thats bs) bodyguard/protector of scar#while martyn is a willing protector of ren#but i was just watching rendogs first episode and he says that his plan is to first go around attempting to trade with everyone#and it just. it STRIKES me how similar scar and ren are#they both have tempers when called for they both go around playing a friend to all and trying to trade#fuck it in the first few minutes of rens episode hes chasing rabbits around the desert#like ren and scar are two sides of the same coin in the context of third life#thats what makes the dogwarts/monopoly mountain arc so INTERESTING#because they both have goals good and bad and when you watch the others povs each side looks so... intimidating. so different#its only when you get really up close you realize theyre the same type of person#like martyn and grian idk just watching them interact is fun. its really fun#the way martyn gave grian a diamond sword in third life to protect him versus grian doing that w etho secret life#i can mostly think of just the little details but like. come ON#GO WATCH THEIR VIDEOS. ITS SO UNCANNY.#ren and scar genuinely drive me insaneee it drives me insaneee#ok like rendog makes a business out of enchanting and do you know what scar goes insane every season afterwards trying to get#the FUCKING enchanting table#if u like watcher lore u also get the yummy fact that grian and martyn were BOTH on evo#like....#the watcher/listener parallels. idk#third life#3rd life#trafficblr#traffic smp#life series#grian#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar
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#ill add my gorgeous commentary later i just have to repot a plant....#update: i typed and edited a whole lot of bs that contained my beautiful and absolutely unimportant thoughts and tumblr said: no💗#sooo it deleted everything and i am mad so i wont be typing it out again. since tumblr said noone needs to hear my charming ideas🙄💔💔💔ok#well thats abt it. (this PS was a wild ride!) anyways.#trixie mattel#katya zamo#trixie & katya#and idk prolly smth else that i am forgetting and sorry abt that!#PS AS9
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Honestly now that im using comicfury I really want to upload more stuff there because its really satisfying looking at all the comics together. been considering uploading some older stuff too, maybe even some of my better written scribble comics, but i dont knowww if i should bc i do like that atm its my most polished stuff
#idk if just uploading a few would be good too bc it really wouldnt be a proper compendium#and thats what i already have here. but i dont wanna upload random bs and old stuff i dont like.... hbbnnnhhggghgggg#thunderclap
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Okay, but I'm casting my mind back to try to imagine how I would have felt about tboc daryl before season 10 got me so stupid about this show, when I used to be a casual viewer. And I still think I'd have just thought daryl lost his mind tbh.
This is just me going off on tangents about the show now, don't mind me.
He felt a bit off in season 1, I can't lie. The costume change would have thrown me even if I wasn't as attached, because I'm probs just the type of neurodivergent that struggles with too much change at once, and him being away from TF, in Europe, and looking so different, then calling Laurent useless, then the ways he looked at Isabelle at the end of 1x06 - that was all just too different to the Daryl I knew idk. But I stuck with it.
But having his first on-screen kiss be so entirely unpredictable for what I thought I knew of his character felt gratuitous*. And then it's like suddenly I'm being railroaded into following him on this rolleroaster that I don't understand. One minute he's longing for home, the next he's playing baseball and "just having fun". Then home has found him, but now he's invested in this kid I still haven't learnt to feel invested in yet. And he's never even talking about anything to do with home anymore, even after Carol is there? It's suddenly all just about Laurent, and part of the problem for me is there wasn't enough balance to convince me of the story.
And I think this was most of my difficulty with enjoying TOWL, too. (Don't come for me please for talking about my personal experience of watching TOWL.) I watched TOWL first out of all the spinoffs, and I remember this one part where I think Michonne and Rick were in a kitchen or something and Rick felt so different to me and it made me sad, and then she called it out. And he said something like that it's been so long, he's lost who he used to be or something like that. I can't remember exactly, but it made me sad. And I think, for me, I didn't get enough glimpses of the Rick I recognised within the short 6 episodes that I never felt satisfied or happy with it. And maybe I needed more TF references or something??? I didn't even feel enough concern for Judith or RJ from him - maybe I'm misremembering, but I think your memory of the feeling something gave you is important. I get that the leadership want these spinoffs to be accessible to people who didn't watch the flagship show, but I think that's a big part of where it's losing the magic for me.
The thing that was better for me about DD season 1 is that it was all about getting home, and his determination felt relentless throughout the first 5 and a half episodes before it suddenly got weird with Isabelle acting like they've been a family for 19 years. Like, before that, I felt connected to his mission.** But then in season 2, it's almost completely gone, and Carol feels like the only part I can still connect with. Like, I know Rick didn't mention Daryl either I think, but I wish both of them had talked about each other. Idk, it just would have felt more like it's giving me something I can connect with? Rather than just throwing the characters into entirely new situations and also deliberately making them feel a bit out of character?
That whole part in TOWL where Michonne feels surprised to find Rick a bit changed is so similar to what they seemed to want to do with Daryl and Carol, and I don't really get why they did it to either of them. It's more believable with Rick than Daryl bc 1. He isn't Daryl and definitely adapts more to new environments, and 2. It had been many, many, many years, not like a month. But idk, I still wasn't keen, but at least they gave it a redemption arc or whatever you'd call it. With daryl it's still just like - ???? And for what reason??? I don't know. I just don't find it compelling idk idk idk.
*Even in season 9, when we met Connie, I felt a bit like 'oh are they gonna force a ship here bc they have them spending time together 🤨 (rather than just letting connie want to help for her own character reasons rather than making it about daryl and shipping), but if it's gonna be someone who isn't carol, I think I'm okay with connie', like bc we actually had reasons to like her and there was chemistry with Daryl. So why neither Connie nor Carol, but Isabelle? The show just never got me invested in darabelle in any way.
I already liked connie before they had her going on missions with daryl, so I actually cared about her a lot. I loved seeing her on those missions bc I was excited for her to have more screen time and I found her character empowering. So, I didn't want to see her reduced to just being Daryl's love interest, and tbh, I don't think they handled it well, bc they still reduced her to being Daryl's accessory, rather than giving her her own character depth. But I *still* would have been more on board with pairing up Daryl with Connie than Isabelle. Tbh, by the time that Carol was broken up with zeke, and they had the conversation about running away together, I didn't think of Daryl and Connie as making sense to pair anymore... But I also didn't see much point in the Leah romance either, so whatever, I guess this show just has a pattern of pairing up Daryl with random women he doesn't have chemistry with, instead of the ones he does?
**I always remember that Zabel pitched the idea for the show as "what if, in trying to get home, you find something else?", and the thing is, in order to get me to be convinced that Daryl "found something else", I'd have needed A LOT stronger of a pull for the French story. There was nothing there that hooked me to becoming convinced of Daryl finding something while trying to get home. Just having him voice the words "I found something", having Laurent the prophet say "you miss her too, I can tell", putting his crossbow next to Isabelle's hospital bed, and having him look at her for an extended time after she recovers, doesn't suddenly convince me of that idea. Idk. I'm not in the TV industry, so I don't know how that magic gets done - like when season 10 slowly turned Lydia into one of my favourite characters after she was introduced as an antagonist. But I have enough brain cells to see (from the moment they nonsensically forced them to share a bed??) that they were trying to convince us Daryl found "something" in France, and tbh, if I can see the strain in their efforts to make it happen, it's probably not working. And even NR couldn't answer why Isabelle when asked at NYCC. He was literally like, "idk they have similar pasts?? Idk???". Like, girl, if you don't know, why should your audience?
#I write a lot of stream of consciousness bs like this and usually just save it in my drafts lol bc why would anyone want to read it#and it just takes up space but idk today im pressing post and prob gonna delete it later tbh#also again PLLLLEASE dont come for me about talking about one of the spinoffs im not even going to tag it#I mean im not even going to type it here so it doesnt tag it#my takes arent meant to be perfect theyre just my takes#and specifically rn im trying to look at it from a gut feeling place rather than an over analysing place and these are mostly my gut feelin#daryl dixon is a horrendous title and ive felt that way since before I became as invested as ive become#that was a gut feeling#and now im just obsessed with it#thats just how my ADHD brain works ig#but I happily watched twd without being obsessed with it for 12 years which is 11 years and 8 months longer than ive been obsessed with it#my brain just decided this is my next hyperfixation bc s10 happened to wow me right as I was getting bored with my last one#my last one was actually hiking mountains lol that was a lot healthier and more socially acceptable and I didnt receive any online bullying#tboc#the book of carol
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I heard the northern lights could be visible tonight so I drove 30 minutes out into the middle of nowhere. I couldn't see anything w my bare eye so I didn't have any expectations, but I took some pictures on nightmode and
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#I did not realize the perfect placement of the telephone pole when I took that hold on#I had been at the first location for like 20 minutes#and just randomly decided to stop again#and took 3 pics there before another car was coming and I got Nervous#I thought it was like idk that samsung camera ai bs at first making the Halo but no#you can see the arc of the lights in the other photos and it lines up#whoa#jup face#not really but thats my irl photo tag
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Colin just bouncing on his tip toes while talking to Percy while Percy is not hearing a word of it because cute
I was thinking about that hospital concept again but specifically of Colin wanting to kiss someone before he dies I don't think he says it like that but that's the point of it and Percy agreeing because by this point it's been like a bit since they've met and even with like Bill in Percy's ear going stop- stop- you are going to just cause yourself pain
Percy is falling anyway
so yeah he agrees to it and Colin bounces on his tip toes for a second and it's so cute
#Percy Weasley#colin creevey#perclin#what is wrong with Colin? idk yet#late stage hanahaki?? in a world that doesn't have a known cure?#so no like oh just get the surgery option though i could also see Colin as the type to refuse it and just try to get over it#magic bs curse slowly spreading through his body since the final battle#Cancer??#it shouldn't be something spreadable though because then they can't get as close and thats not as fun#i don't actually know if ill ever do anything with this concept but its fun to think about
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small tag psa.
my ship tags are bothering me again by just not looking clean enough so i'm going to put them on hold for a little while. borrowing the idea from a handful of my mutuals to just tag things with urls until further notice. i'll add a "." at the end of the url tag and that'll be the ship tag for now. i feel like tagging asks and the first post of a thread is not worth the headache. you can easily find an ask by searching your url on my blog anyway.
so to be clear: regular tag for all threads and asks: #url tag for quotes, imgs, funny posts, music, etc for a ship: #url.
figuring out what to do with multis but for now i'll do the same for them cause obsessing over tags is killing my mood to write anything at all which is stupid as hell because it shouldn't matter at all but my brain is a machine that turns one tiny thing i don't like into a huge problem :)
#ooc.#im just a guy with a dream#and that dream is to not be bothered by these things#idk what my brain is on. some bs thats for sure.
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#feeling so silly lawwlll walking in circles#i thnk im feeling a special type of way ..#i know i keep going on ab the samw bs and how crazy gf YEAAH UEAH WE GET IT#but i thnk in doing so im like revisiting parts of myself and writing more and i think im jst being sentimental#sooo sentimental .. so saccharine ..#everyone has been rly nice ab my art LIKE SOOOOO NICE RECENTLY#and imean people always have like im very lucky and grateful 2 be able to feel like i can share my hobby .. ^__^#but i thjnk like . to take smth that is so representational of my like . art goals and wants from a young age#ouuyyyyuuuuuyyfff T__T ooiujjjjjj#I DONT KNWWW i dont know . i dont know what im saying but i feel like i just need 2 talk abd be like hey this is so reaffirming .needs 2#i think like . bc my life turned out soo different than i imagined ive been dealing w like . a lot of hopelessness and feeling soo stuck and#stagnant and idk bad things and in a way i think like . coming back 2 something years later and being able to see progress in such a physica#physical way and to feel like more at ease and more like myself than i ever have is rly crazy and making me think long and hard abt stuff#and its all of these like . reflections im dealing w that r then padded by like some of the nicest comments and tags itslike#head in my hands /pos . grief but like ij a way happy grief#INFEEL SOOO RIDICULOUS its ridiculous it rly is IHAHAHAHAHAHA#i think its bc im turning 25 soon and thats the age i told myself id never live past iykwim which ks like crazy to drop on tmblrdotcom#but there r so many emotions tied 2 that and i think this is just one of the things^ stupid fanart ^ that makes me rly happy idk#do you know what i mean . like i feel so goofy saying it but its genuinely the connection i rly appreciate and means a lot 2 me#i feel like my ‘thank yous/i appreciate it/ means a lot’ grow tired but its soo fr every time i swear#kicking rocks or watever . i wish i cld extend my gratitude but anyways . thanks 4 reading this far if u have#ughg man and i think of the friends ive made thru this blog specifically nd my eyes r burning#sorp.. guys i love u all thank u.
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i just noticed how good being a south park fan actually is bc the fandom of another of my shows is going wild since the creator was found out to be racist (im pretty sure hes not actually but wtv) all questioning whether they should keep enjoying the show and all....... meanwhile i am in racist homophobic bigoted paper kids hell and i couldnt be happier
#this fandom has taught me that as long as a creator isnt like. a rapist groomer murderer etc. its not that incredibly deep#keep enjoying the media! literally who tf cares#like i am sorry but if someone straight asked me if they could say “i hate gay people” as a joke id laugh and say yes#not that fucking deep yall! enjoy your little shows and stop caring about crap!#dont give money to Actual assholes and we good!#idk man this situation is just so bizarre bc i forgot most fandoms want completely pc creators#and thats insane to me#also im sleep deprived that might be contributing to my bs lmfao
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sometimes i think abt the fact that between radio silence neither of them could pull out their phone calculator once while making scream vi to see that 1996 + 25 = 2021 and NOT 2022 and rlly just have to remind myself that atp the movie is like almost (2) yrs old and that bs is in the hands of god bc it is not in mine!
#ceci speaks#heyyy yall back on my bs#ik ive been semi quiet kinda. idk. for ME at least#anyways it still just gets me so bad bc who were they tryna fool#i simply do not acknowledge their timeline on account of its bs 😭#literally if 2+2 is 4 and 5+5 is 10 then wtf is all this#like 5 happened in 2021 and vi in 2022 argue w the wall. bc thats the only way it makes any sort of sense
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OKAY MY LAST HADINA RAMBLE FOR THE WEEK
(we all know that’s a lie💀)
But, like i took note of something while I was watching Hercules the animated series and so far I noticed how Hades literally keeps flirting with like half the women he sees (I think it’s just Aphrodite and Athena 💀) and like I think maybe he was just like
“Wow she’s so pretty it kills me” type of crush or something
But like with Rina I’m thinking maybe it’s more like
“She feels like home” type of ordeal
ALSO OFF TOPIC BUT I AM IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA THAT RINA FEEL FOR HADES MOSTLY JUST FOR THE IDEA OF HIM BUT LATER ON WHEN SHE ACTUALLY STAYS WITG HIM SHE REALLY STARTS TO FALL FOR THE REAL HIM THATD BE SO FUCKING CUTE
Okay I’m done thank your time 🙇♀️
#disney villains#f/o x s/i#just self ship rambles#self ship rambles#disney f/o#what am I doing#i 💙 blue men#💙hadina⭐️#🖇pumpkinzz bs selfships💗#disney hades#hades disney#hercules hades#s/i x f/o#self ship#oc x canon#f/o#yea thats it#uhh#I need to get help#like actually they’re so cute tho like#this fic is going to eat I promise y’all#my honest reaction after all I’ve done is talk to myself the entire day#yea idk 🐺‼️#someone please like this I swear they’re actually so cute fr#like y’all#where my Rina stans at EUGH 🐺#f/o x self insert#hercules 1997#okay I’m done ig#yap session
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im like half srry 4 this
attempting 2 draw bart bc i just cant draw him consistently ever
#back on my konbart bs again#im calling them kart now im#kart#they r my spiderman & elsa#nothing has changed#bart w/his darker brown hair is fun#bart is so short compared 2 kon he kinda looks like a child and idk if i like that HELPPPPP height diffs nnnn:(#kons even slightly bending his knees in the ss#im sobbing#ive been staring @ this so long that i think the colors r lighter than i actually put them @#or darker#i cannot tell#uuuuughhHHHHH I H8 FACES#PLSSSSSSSSSSSSS#LMAO I 4GOT I GAVE KON LIKE KHAKIS AJFIKAHLK#look hwo many fcking ss i grabbed i cant every artist draws him diff(ofc cause theyre diff) but HIS HAIR LENGTH CHANGES ALL THE TIME#also his skin is purewhite in the comics & thats funny 2 me cause i just ignored that.....#listen hes like 1000 yrs in the future theres no way#also i just felt like it#blehhh#i dont draw animals pls save me how tf#bart allen#konbart#dc#puppee art#ramble rambles#grumble grumbles#y cant i just draw chibi all the time everytime? nooooo i have 2 draw like THIS#i like drawing bodies its an issue#bc i just avoid faces......
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Being autistic with extreme hyperfixations is so funny bc i'll be like "Yea I'm p sure I'm mulitfandom/mulitshipper" and then I only focus on one hyperfix for months/year on end, go silent until I pick up something else and never speak about that hyperfix again. Or get uncomfortable of another ship involving one of the characters of the ship i'm extremely attached too. And then I realize I am neither of those, but in fact a secret third thing.
#For clarifcation: Im def not the type of person to hate on every ship that isnt my own nor am I the type of person to attack others or be-#those “I don't ship but its cute” NO!!!!#I'm just like. Its kinda like yumeshippers and non sharing#I respect it But im gonna stick to my own thing personally unless somehow I get attached (Ship and Fixation wise)#Open minded But its just REAALLLYY Hard to get me to be interested in another fixation bc i'm so hyperfocused#Honestly its only friends that really get me interested in stuff easier cuz I trust them oh so much and I love those guys. Even if Im not-#I Still have fun and make sure to engage with them bc Yay I love having fun when i'm able too engage#Idk if anyone else has this same outlook. Esp when you have autism but its just a big personal-#trait of mine when it comes to community spaces#I also try not to interact with the fandom as much. And just do my own thing. But I look to it for news and info and other cute stuff#jabbering#Or maybe im just annoying who knows#Idk I'm seeing one BS ship thats weirdly making me go eeeuugh no thanks but it could be bc of how one artists draws it im not sure its-#Complicated i'm an odd person I suppose
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