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love asking children who talk abt tangled if they knew that in the original fairytale the prince goes blind from getting stabbed in the eye by a bush
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Doing master studies the only way I know how: Stealing them and making them my guys.
(Barberini Faun)
(The Fallen Angel - Alexandre Cabanel)
(Covent Garden - William Bruce Ellis Rankin)
#obviously. not actually theft...#i was gonna say these are public domain but covent garden actually isnt yet#it will be. in two years.#thats the most different one though like i added a whole new guy..#maybe not the most different. barberini faun is pretty different i just took the post#pose#its barely even a study. thats not true#but. what was i saying.#oh its not theft it's study... the purpose is to learn!!! but also. if im gonna spend like 2 days on something...#its GONNA be my guys#otherwise. idk. i only want to spend 30 or so minutes per study#just to get the notes down and the practice for the skill im working on#i dont get all that much more out of completely rendering a master study. PERSONALLY.#at least definitely not enough to be worth taking 100x longer#but making them my characters makes it worth going all the way!!!#plus it's good practice w like. not just going 1:1 but actually genuinely interpreting whats there so i can manipulate it...#again. personally. this is just how i worm#WORK#youd better worm bitch#uhm... anyways yeah. ive done lots of study but why TF share it LMAO i dont even save it#its just to learn. ive got 1 million other drawings to save and look at later.#once the learning is done it's done its job and i have no need anymore#this is why the only studies i have are from school. i had to save and upload them#well. ok also i dont study as much now BUT in my defense im a full time artist#an hour or so a week is different ok im learning while working too.. i learned how to learn and i do it all the time now#master studies#digital art#my art#illustration#my ocs
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saikis powers are a vital part of him so it makes sense that people who dont know about them cant truly understand his whole self, but its also very silly to me when people act like its the ONLY important part of him... people act like his friends that arent in the know are completely blind to who saiki is, but i feel like that kinda means you missed some major points... he cant keep his powers a secret forever and it DOES matter, but he can still be loved and KNOWN without knowing about them... hes still human, he still has a personality, he still has regular likes and dislikes, etcetc
his friends perspectives on him may have been wrong at first, but they CHANGED... they know him and love him, and theyll KEEP loving him the SAME once they know of his powers...
some people cough cough cough in this fandom like to reduce saiki to JUST his powers and its so obvious that you just. missed everything. you didnt absorb anything from the show, you just saw it and went "ha, everyone thinks hes just a guy when hes actually super cool and powerful" no no no, he IS cool and powerful but look a little closer and at his core he is still LITERALLY JUST A GUY 😭😭😭

hes such a guy.....
#idk this goes back to how i think its weird that people think how he treats toritsuka is 'his true personality coming out'#like ?? hes a dick to him because he deserves it. not because saiki is a dick.#'so sad how his other friends only know him as a boring introvert' hey idk how to tell you this but hes actually still that#he may be more fun and childish and silly than most of his friends know#but above all hes still an introvert who loves sitting in his house and doing nothing#his favorite hobbies besides that are video games and coffee jelly#i fear you may be the one who doesnt understand saiki if you think the two sides of him his different friends see cant coexist#hes still the same guy#even the people who are in the know see a limited side of saiki#i fear akechi is the only person who gets to see all of him#and even that has a limit. i guess i wouldnt say 'all' but both sides#'the mixer scene was just teruhashi showing she doesnt know anything abt him since she thinks he would just sit there' yk what. dont pmo.#that is quite literally just factually what he WOULD HAVE BEEN DOING#even around everyone who knows about his powers#what the fuck else would saiki be doing??? singing and doing standup ?????#no dude. hes fun and likes singing and is funny and likes showing off but not in that way and definitely not in that setting#if u genuinely believe saiki would be the life of the party at a mixer instead of just sitting there making the occasional sarcastic commen#then youve severely misjudged him😭#what version of saiki k did you even watch actually#'the awesome cool nonchalant life of saiki k'#sorry this is really just a rant above all else#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post#meownalysis
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i think traffic scott has crazy issues with his sense of self . i cant defend this at the moment but i feel it in my heart and also depending on how u look at his character i think there is canon backing
#which isnt to say self-worth issues by the way#i dont . hm#i dont know how i feel about scotts level of insecurity#but i do think hes draped himself in so many layers of lover/victim/hero/bestie/martyr etc that he wouldnt have a grasp on who he is without#labels like that and the behaviors they induce#i do think hes a catty gay guy . at heart . but i think even the way thats displayed is like . a front in a way ?#like . ok . listen to me#its like paint#scott his actual true self is blue . and then hes covered in so many coats of paint (the roles he assumes) of various different colors#and then you finish it off with another coat of blue . and its a different shade#but the base color is so far down that no one will really notice#CAN ANYONE HEAR ME . HE FINDS COMFORT IN THE BOXES HE PUTS HIMSELF IN AND IF YOU TOOK THOSE AWAY HE MAY CRUMBLE#maybe this is wrong . idk . insert everything i say about smajor is wrong because im smajor blinkie here#babbleeng
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is the dominant and recessive alpha/omega a korean thing
#<- for a moment i lived in an omegaverse world where only koreans had dominant/recessive#but thats not what i meant LMAO.#i know its like. mr lokh i thought u hated omegaverse.#well i have no manga to read and i open whatever looks pretty#just once i need an mc that goes 'i would rather kms than fuck this guy cos of hormone shit' and then actually go through with it#anyways in japanese manga they loooove doing exposition on what all the secondary genders are#even if its just like a couple pages plain text#but in the manhwa ive seen its like. U know what it is were not explaining shit#which means i dont actually know explicitly what it means. im assuming it just means by genetics#but even between stories the specifics of how omegaverse works is different so idk to assume thats true#for all stories...
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one of my proudest moments as a hater was when everyone suddenly turned on game of thrones in like 2019 and spontaneously realized how much it sucked. I doubt I will ever get vindication for my haterism that swift and satisfying again in my life. I will treasure that memory forever
#literally overnight the world changed from one where i was unable to escape people asking me if i watched it#or talking about how brilliant it was#or seeing endless content about how it was Really Great For Women Actually#to one where literally no one wanted to talk about it ever again#because the finale sucked so bad that it inspired a wave of posting about how It Actually Sucked The Whole Time You Guys#true ecstasy to watch its downfall in real time#of course now we have the spinoffs but thankfully those arent nearly as pervasive#so i can simply ignore it most of the time#like i really cannot emphasize how much got was EVERYWHERE if you were even slightly involved in 'nerd' culture between like 2015 and 2019#idk if this is universal or not. but at least for me i literally couldnt go a day without hearing about it
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seeing a post or fic about Jinx and Isha:
it doesn’t make them mother and daughter:
#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx#isha#txt#look if you like it all the more power to you#but I /hate/ it#jinx herself in canon even made allusions to the fact that they’re sisters if anything#‘I never got to do much of this stuff with my big sis’ or w.e she says#why does she have to be her mother for any of it to matter??#its so much more interesting and narratively compelling for them not to see each other that way#also they’re way to close in age for it to even make sense#like jinx (if you really push the timeline) is at most 20#idk usually those annoying posts about how found family is more than just the nuclear family or w.e are kinda dumb to me#not because they aren’t true but because it /is/ still an version of found family#because (at least the ones I’ve seen) act like it should’ve even be an option when it comes to found family and it’s like ???#*shouldn’t#no the point is or should be that found family can be anything/any dynamic of family even the ones you don’t like because they’re overused#but man is the arcane fandom really making me feel a kinship with those posts now#like actually maybe the nuclear family found family should be left dying in a ditch
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ji changwook as a pathetic heart of gold ex-boyfriend and shin hyesun as a goofy optimistic female lead going through a hard time? can’t believe there was a show made for just ME
#welcome to samdalri#DOOOO YALLL KNOW#HOW MUCH I LOVE MR QUEEN AND LOVESTUCK IN THE CITY#THIS IS LITERALLT MY FANON UNREALISTIC PAIRING COMING TRUE PLEASE IM DYING#IVR CRIED ALREADY AND ITS NOT EVEN A SAD SHOW#I JUST LOVE THEM BOTH SEPARATELY AND IT WORKS SO GOOD HERE FJDJDJJS#I loved her in mr queen so much bc she plays goofy cool girls so well like her demeanor and her energy gives old granny who makes dark jokes#AND LIKE UGH#ji changwook has been trying to be more comedic and romcom since he came back from the army#and I KNOW MY MANS POTIENTAL but his counterparts have not been good#not that they weren’t good at acting but the chemistry test just wasn’t there imo like his antagonist role is doing fine bc he has the look#but UGHHHHH YOU JUST HAD TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM DURING THE DRUNK CRYING SCENE IN LOVESTRUCK AND THATS WHERE I KNEW HIS BEST WAS THIS TYPE#loved him and jiwon actually bc he does ‘I’m pathetic for this complicated woman’ so well like idk how to explain it#their chemistry is great in samdalri bc her comedic timing and his pathetic guy thing is just so good I love it#it’s so SPECIFIC FOR ME
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#ugh. im considering doing something i really really dont wanna do but i kno that i should really really do it#and im mad abt it >:-[#i could do it the less scary way. meaning i could weasel out of it whenever i choose. or i could do it the scary way#where i kno for sure that i would follow thru bc i am nothing if not a fucking rule follower#and i kno thats the way i should do it but its so scary#and like i mean. its really not that big a deal. like im fine. im probably better than i ever have been so like its not a problem. and i#dont have to do anything scary. except thats not entirely true and i have tangible evidance that its not entirely true.#and bc im doing better than i ever have been i should probably actually do it now. and i hate that.#its just that like. its not even that im so terrified of change. i am but like also its not that bad. i cant even commit to being whole#heartedly self destructive. im self disciplined but within the rhelm of normal. theres nothing exceptional in my restraint.#although thinking back some of the things i did were fucking insane. the human body is capable of incredible things lol#ugh. i should really do it. especially if im gonna go do a fucking 2 week camping expedition this summer. maybe ill wait for spring tho#ugh. i really really dont wanna do it but im not sure i can follow thru without doing things the scary way#bleh idk im tired#unrelated
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sorry for my persistent belief that economists can't write. i am not wrong but it's definitely meanspirited of me. anyway you can immediately tell if a paper is written by a historian of economics vs. an economist with historical interests, on account of: the prose is So bad
#this is true even in papers in translation but i'm not confident enough to try reading straight french economics papers. jargon.#economists & political scientists in the united states both have this terrible style? it's less true the more heterodox they are#someone should write a paper explaining where this specific register came from#not sure what to call it but let's coin a phrase. they love coining phrases. graphs chic? trying to sound like they know calculus prose?#econosentences. efficiency text. it's not quite corporate but it's like two small steps away from harvard business review#some lawyers do it too actually now that i'm thinking about it. there's a certain way of trying to systematize information i think#yes every discipline has its register but let's be mean to economists. my beautiful girlfriend is currently suffering in economics class.#classical economists could write just fine & keynes has some bangers so idk why this happened. there are social scientists who are OK!
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Mattmac's acting in TD will never not be insane to me, bcs its probably the only acting that genuinely fully made me think, yeah he completely escaped into the role. It's not that there's not any other actors out there that I think are amazing, but it's still often hard for me for the most part to separate the actor and their roles, especially if I've seen a lot of their work. Meanwhile, even just looking at a still of Rust, it's so hard for me to perceive, oh wait that's not a real guy?? Rust isn't out there???
#if this makes sense lmao#idk its so odd bcs ive watched interstellar so many times more times and it literally came out the same year#yet it doesnt affect my perception at all as it often does w most other actors i like when i watch other works of theirs#aaghhhhh like im not saying mattmac is the BEST actor of all time and that everyone else is inferior#theres a lot of roles i can think of that were amazing and that i fully bought into#rather theres no other character i can think of where i genuinely get baffled when i remember theyre not real#if that makes sense?? like ill usually still look at a character and their actor is in the back of my mind#like saying wow their acting is so good in this!!#meanwhile w td im like ...wow rust is such a cool guy hes so fascinating. wait wdym mattmac played him#i feel deranged saying this cause idk if im getting my point sdkjhfs#ig part of it is the fact that td covers a good portion of his life so you see a lot of aspects of his character#but he just feels so REAL to me#as i said even looking at screencaps i cant think of him as mattmac. he IS rust. thats some guy!!!! that exists!!!#id say the acting in td is generally really amazing BUT#i realized since i last watched it some actor in it was in a comedy show i watched which completely influenced my perception of that actor#so when i saw his face w that new context i couldnt buy his character at all anymore bcs he was just that dude from the other show#meanwhile ive watched a lot of mattmacs stuff before and after yet ive never though of rust when seeing him in another role or vice versa#AAAHHHHHH MAN. sorry i just really love that show and i think rust will forever be some actual person to me. hes out there i swear#idk the picture thing is especially so odd bcs as i said interstellar is from the same year and he has a pretty similar look#yet im still like. no those are clearly two different people. and i think of mattmac when i watch interstellar but not td so ?????#thought let me be clear his acting in interstellar is also amazing and real to me.#just not in the way where he becomes a real indistinguishable person to me#anyways. cough cough. i have a problem.#catie.rambling.txt#true detective
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"Adhd meds are LITERALLY meth!" *strangles you with my lab coat*
#NO desoxyn (a rarely prescribed medication for adhd and narcolepsy) is methamphetamine. aka meth#every other adhd medication is not meth. even if they have similar sounding names#they are similar and have similar affects so maybe im being pedantic but idk it just bugs me#as someone with a medical special interest to see people saying this when it isnt true#they do also have a potential for abuse- well only the stimulant adhd meds- but as long as you actually have adhd#and use them as your doctor prescribed its unlikely you'll have any trouble
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I can't stop thinking about the Watcher thing it's just so fascinatingly bizarre . like so many components of that decision and how they handled it were so bad and so completely out of left field for how they've operated in the past I am baffled . Someone put these guys under a microscope Stat
#watcher#like ?? it all boils down to money i know but wow#like i dont think Anyone would've cared that they introduced a subscription service if they hadnt announced it in the worst most victim#complex way possible + made SUCH a stark leap from completely paid to completely behind a paywall ?? i do not know how they expected that t#go over well#i guess i am just most baffled by the way it seems to suggest that they are just so out of touch when previously#they seemed overall very humble and down to earth#i do not think theyre just like evil money hungry freaks or something#like definitely its also that they also just want to keep improving and making better stuff and that takes more money but also .#like ....... their content Has gone a little downhill despite it all . i think most people have been thinking that and just holding out hop#that it wasnt true.#idk im gonna stop talking its not important#i dont even know why im so invested in this actually . its just . so bizarre as previously stated#trainwreck etc.#i am glad they frantically took everything back dear god#funny to watch a little i must admit#mine
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might actually make more about him later but, I had the idea of taking old CJ things & turning them into the Goners from Undertale. just for funsies :}
only have one designs atm but have a sneeb
soooorta made from the old pfp. mainly just the colors
[more stuffs below]
the Goner dialogue i mainly based him off of
[existential warning?? probably?]

and the small bit i plan to make a lil something for if i ever get to it


#i wanna make so many ut & cj related things you dont even know#i need to make the others of these still#idk if ill ever get to making it but also had the idea of an amalgamate from the true lab but its heart & mind#like a sixbones type thing [if thats what it was called its been at LEAST five years i dont remember] but a funky lil goop fusion of em#trying to be whole without actually being whole#ik all three would make sense but#“we'll be combined whether that be dead or alive” after all#if anyone wants to draw that idea. have at it#cos idk WHEN ill even design that#rant over i eepy#is 7:30 am i need to SLEEP#chonny jash#moss post#cj sneeb#cj ut#uhhhh idk what to tag this#i just made up more shit thats vague nd not related to a song#again#if i had a nick for every time i made random lore for the stupid name Sneeb id have 2 nickles#which isn't a lot but i still need to make some god damn ref sheets#[technically 3 but shhh]
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what if i said i actually love too weird to live, too rare to die and think it’s underrated. what then.
#idk at least the time i’ve lurked around p!atd fandom stuff it feels like no one ever brought up this album 😭😭#vices and virtues too but at least then there was still leftover ryan ross scraps to hold onto#but like. idk i like the dark las vegas vibes of twtltrtd#i’m not the biggest fan of this is gospel but once you get past it it’s got some bangers ngl#one super minor gripe with the album is that i think the brobecks version of far too young to die is better than the twtltrtd version#it’s minor but it’s true. listen to both versions of the song and you’ll understand#my only real complaints though are just with the lyrical content of girls/girls/boys and casual affair#i like the songs themselves but the lyrics….. who let them cook actually#what was brendon doing. why are you singing about affairs like that whilst you’re a fully married man. ????#but honestly the transition towards the end of the album to more romantic songs is nice#i think it fits well and is a good way to slowly die the energy down without completely squashing it#the end of all things is genuinely a beautiful song but an even more beautiful ending to the album#the lyrics are brendon’s wedding vows and the piano is very nice#i like the effects on the vocals and i think they were a good choice to make everything even more cohesive#it doesn’t take away from the emotional value of the song and it also makes it fit better on the album than if it were just a regular#kind of piano ballad#but then also having collar full be the song leading up to it? even better#i fucking love collar full and agh. having it lead into the end of all things is perfect for it#it’s fun on its own but it’s even better in context i think#anyways. too weird to live too rare to die is an alright pop rock album. go listen to it if you want#me.txt
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dude im
i think this is the first time in... as long as i can remember that life's actually going well. like sometimes life just Goes By until something bad happens or whatever... but like, ive had a lot of pretty good days in the past month ish? ive gone to two really amazing local shows recently, plus some other concerts, im seeing my favorite band next week, i might be making merch for another one of my favorite bands.... and yeah ive had shitty days and i got sick but like.. i remember those days well so the inbetween is just, that.. the in between... god idk becoming more involved in my local scene has been so fucking surreal..
#like its hasnt been great weeks back to back but#ive had really great experiences? yk#so like... those mainly stick out to me bc of my memory issues#and like.. ugh#i dont even know it just feels like things might actually start getting#fun#ever since i went to my first incubus concert i like... knew i wanted to fucking go to as many as possible#and thags coming true!#ive found so many local bands i absolutely fucking love and theyve become what i regularly listen to#which makes that so much easier#and im hoping to eventually get my license because like... i need to start drivinnt#which will make traveling easier#if i do get to sell shirt i can make money#and stickers#and just#idk im actually excited for the future for the first time in so longm#like.. i know So many people like concerts#but just like#theyve genuinely given me a reason to live#i love seeing people at shows and i love taking photos and meeting the bands and just everything about it#i met a guy whos been to two shows i have and i got his insta n like#that shows that like hey maybe i can find a group of people to go with yk?#even if its not him or whatever#i still want to try and make a movie one day but i really am considering working for bands and shit cause like#i dont want to be rich i wanna live w a couple people and travel and actually Live#as long as i can pay the bills and get gas im okay#i mean fuck im even willing to stick around my home town longer if it means that i get to do that shit yk?#idk im rambling but whatever#just like#fuck im so thankful to have found a place i genuinely enjoy and most of the time can express that pretty easily
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