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ugh idk why i’m still here
#vent#actually borderline#actually psychotic#actually schizospec#went to the hospital#got some meds switched#now i have to deal with outpatient appointments & scheduling & school starting soon#i should’ve just done it on sunday fuck me#why did i even go in?#whatever it helped some and i do feel better than i did last week#i do crave inpatient bc i love the structure and safety net#going from 24/7 monitoring in a hospital to living by myself in my apartment is jarring & idk if im capable of living on my own#idk if ill be able to do this#if i do go inpatient then im going to make them figure out school bc im set to graduate in may#ugh why didn’t i just do it on sunday
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⭐ HL x ghibli! ⭐
#i mainly just wanted to draw imelda in ghibli style BAHAH i had a vision for her...with her big forehead and smug little face LOL#but it was rly fun to do the rest too especially leander cause he has such a unique face i couldnt just use the cookie cutter style#ominis was surprisingly the hardest tho LMAO idk why. took me so long to be happy with his face#originally i used haku as a ref for him but the spirited away style is so diff from all other ghibli movies it looked too out of place#garreth weasley#leander prewett#sebastian sallow#ominis gaunt#hogwarts legacy#natsai onai#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes#clora clemons#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#choccyart#also finally heading back home in about an hour for my 6/7 hour commute🙃downloaded the new season of the boys so at least i have that#and when i get back ill be able to see cloras hairclip i commissioned in PERSONNN WOOOOOO
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act 4 :(
@chipper-smol and i came to a realization
#THID FUCKING GAAAAAAAMMMMEEEEE#i have more i wanna draw but my hands not working orz.. maybe ill get around to it later idk#i finally FINALLY managed to get inside that star room.. my own clone!! now neither of us will be virgins!!!!#i dont have anything to go off of but when the journal mentions making another 'me' it reminds me of loop saying theyre like a mirror#theyre always able to read siffrins mind without actually reading their mind (or so they say) but maybe it could just be tone matching???#or smth like that.. idk if these two things are connected though so maybe its more like subtext#i hope im not the only one who made the childrens hospital joke when it came around to color lore part 2#im also getting the sinking feeling of watching siffrin toe his way near the deep end like bro is so so close to losing it#i feel like if i knew nothing abt the game beforehand and why siffrin is looping in the first place my feelings abt this would be different#cuz id be pretty angry too if ive been stuck in a loop long enough to feel like everyone around me is pretending nothings wrong#than the fact that i have decided not to disclose im in a time loop and that everyone is living this day for the first time#although i also get hes doing this for a reason and when u believe in the universe i guess it also comes with sunk cost fallacy#'this is the path the universe led me down before i even knew what i wanted so all i can do is double down' THATS THE FATALISM TALKING#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#isat act 4 spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sona#puppysona#friends#chipper#doodles
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
Bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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Conversations had while waiting for a sandsteamer.
Made for day 1 of @acetrigunweek “self-discovery/what makes us human” :)
#aspec Vash is something that can be so personal#shaking him around#idk if ill be able to do all the days but at least i got one#ignore how wonky that newspaper looks#i didnt feel like doing lineart okay💔#ace trigun week#acetrigunweek#trigun#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#asexual#my art
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hello I love your bakuras and your art!! you hit my favorite dynamic SPOT ON.
thanks so much! my girlfailures <3
#yugioh#tendershipping#yami bakura#ryou bakura#bakura ryou#ygo#i have saur many tendership asks idk if ill be able to do smth for all of them#but know i see them and i luv them tysmmmm
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looptrain
bonus original sketch <3
#fun fact it was only like . a day before i drew th sketch of this that i first actuay listened to lagtrain#knew of it and its popularity but was like eh. idk if ill like it#then it proceeded to get stuck in my head . and still is. its been like a month or smth that thang is Catchy#anyway i finally found a brush in autodesk that feels good .. might be able to play around w digital more now#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#siffrin isat#siffrin in stars and time#in stars and time siffrin#my art#havent been doing well lately . i need to draw.. more..#oh god the quality help . click for better quality i made it so crisp i prommy......
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Stylized Skyfire & Starscream Studies+Refs
IS THAT TIME OF THE YEAR for dusting off old Skystar art for this week while I work on my entry for this year's @skystarweek event!
This collection of pics (and the ones I'll share in next few days) were my first attempts at understanding how to draw TFs and especially the design differences between these two. That's why they look super basic but it helped me a lot to become more comfortable until I settled on a style more similar to TFA+TFP in later years.
(And I was watching during that year the War for Cybertron trilogy so, that's why my Skyfire is addressed as Jetfire, bear with me).
Hope you all enjoy the Skystar spree from me! 💙💙
#myart#transformers fanart#ifellinrobothellagain#skystarweek2024#skystarweek#skystar#skyfire#starscream#maccadam#shipping to the moon and back#idk if ill be able to do the whole challenge for this year#but because is THE annyversary and i already have something planed since past year#i want to at least release it on the weekend#lets see how life aligns and dont kick me the last minute lmao
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"i like the enthusiasm but you have to think realistically" i am thinking realistically and realistically all we have is hope. it is the one thing they cannot strip from us; why let them take that away.
realistically, most of us will not move to canada. realistically, they will take away as much of our communication as possible. realistically, we will die on the streets and if we do not die on the streets we will have already been considered dead anyways.
to "think realistically" is to dig your grave before even considering the possibility that you could live.
i'm sorry for wanting to cling onto the one weapon i have. i'm sorry i'd rather die trying than let them win so easily.
i'm sorry my "enthusiasm" is, realistically speaking, the only thing i have.
but i will never be sorry for caring.
#rant#us politics#election 2024#us election#fuck trump#kamala harris#nezz brainz#idk man im just sick of everyone backing down so easily#the only thing we can do is care and i am not letting you take that from me#if i die at least ill die on the ground i stood for#i think it's your right to be able to do the same
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Started doing smthn, got bored like 2/10ths of the way in, decided to maybe not do it. Take what I did manage to do before getting bored as an apology
#kakashi looks like hes blushing @ Obito and thats actually not what this was at all#but its cute anyways so thats just neat#these were supposed to be like. portraits#yk those cool arts of like a character portrait then the opposing character walking by smearing blood across their face?#yeah that#thats what this was gonna be#eh maybe later idk#i havent had the patience for finishing art in a while#i feel like I only ever do sketches now#which isnt like. uncommon for me. but usually Im a solid 50/50 on fully finished and colored art vs just sketchy stuff#hopefully Ill get that energy back soon bc I wanna be able to make cool colored things for here :(#birds fanart#naruto#obkk#kkob#obikaka#kakaobi#kakashi hatake#hatake kakashi#obito uchiha#uchiha obito
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happy mother's day lmfao
bonus (the girls are fightiiing):
#and thus eddie caused a category 5 neighborhood disaster bc he tried to flirt via sandwich questions#which is a totally valid way to flirt. Totally.#what's more romantic than being able to bring people their favorite sandwiches without having to ask#idk im not a romantic. almost wrote tomantic. i dont like tomatoes either#welcome home#scribble salad#welcome home fanart#welcome home puppet show#in all honesty during last night's festive breakdown i had the doodled Thought above#and scribbled it in my phone notes#it feels good to not only have an Idea but to also Get It Out#yaknow? i dont get that often#brain usually has half a thought then fizzles out and decides to go lay down for a full week#also here's a niche concept that is incredibly funny to me:#a neighbor swearing and wally immediately being like NO!!! THE RATINGS!!!!#he has to snipe them before they can get the full word out. how sad :'{#alsoX2 special thanks to these doodles for keeping me awake#i had decided not to sleep when i drew this and i can't fall asleep before ten otherwise ill wake up 4 hours later wide awake#with no hope of getting back to sleep#and another s/o to barnaby for being incredibly pleasant to draw. he does not fight me like the others do
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Going to be making stickers and posters and spreading this around my town hopefully soon. the green square is going to have a QR code that will have a bunch of resources and ways to help. Iv gathered some of my own but if anyone has resources they think would be helpful or have suggestions on ways to best do this (its just me and my sister) id really appreciate the help.
#my art#landback#i hope this goes well#i want to sell these as stickers so others can spread these around with information as well and i want to donate that money#i also would be totally cool if people just printed these themselves to spread awareness no need for credit like#idk trying to figure out the best way to do this#ill post the version w the QR once i get all of the resources gathered#or if anyone has an already completed list that would be amazing! i want 2 be able 2 do this asap when the crazy tourist traffic comes thru#central florida you arent allowed to pretend nothing is happening anymore#free palestine#free congo#free all of us man im so sick of seeing indigenous people die over stupid shit. colonization in 2024 is fucking insane
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no idea what to do for this prompt so u get the first and probable last jashtober shitpost art lmao
#a little late but we still got the spirit#also idk if ill be able to post the art that i planned for today in time#just so u know i might be slipping back but i still want to do all the prompts#so from now on the art might be a couple days late but im still doing all of it#i decided ill take my time with this#i dont wanna end up stressing to much (i already am lmao)#also unrelated but why does this boat look like a duck#we might never know#but its cute so i dont mind#starsfanarts#starsfanarts: chonny jash#chonny jash#jashtober 2024
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I think she's waiting to see someone special
#art#my art#princess peach#mario#smb#mario oddessy#i have. NOT been able to draw lately#i tried so many warm ups today. finally managed to force out this doodle#i.tried drawing ocs and sketching comic panels and everything but BOY do i not have energy#so. sorry for no au and sorry that this isnt the best drawing#i remember last time i got into a funk i did a bunch of low effort art peices and that helped so maybe ill try that again? idk#super mario bros#super mario brothers#peach
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he got his borgar u guys!!! :DD
fun fact: this shadow design is from an au of mine! i'll probably yap abt it later but rn its 6 am and i have to get up in 20 minutes so. goodnight lmao
#i love the way i drew maria so much ill never be able to peak like this again#this is my one decent human drawing for the rest of the year. thanks for coming out everyone#shadow looks meh :/#idk what i did in the sketching stage that i dont normally do but he looks different and its making me mad#hes my little guy!! i should be able to draw him the same all the time!! what the flip!!! >:(((#anyways it is now 7 am so im gonna stop complaining and just post this#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#sonic fanart#shadow the hedgehog#shadow the ultimate lifeform#shadow fanart#shadow the hedgehog fanart#maria robotnik#sonic au#sonic fandom#sonic art#sonic the hedghog fanart#blacklight au#<- the name of the au i was talking about#so if you wanna see more art for this au go here!!#this'll be my first post about it so theres not much in the tag rn but hopefully ill be confident enough to share more in the future!! :)#dex draws
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So, here's this little thing I've been making over the past few days! 👉👈 I've never made an animatic before, but this was so fun and I'm super proud of the end result!! 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖
[❤️ Reblogs are all seen and greatly appreciated!! Some individual frames as well as tag list will be under the cut! 💚]
@absentmoon @ava-ships @bee-ships @beetleboyfriend @berryshipbasket
@canongf @flabbergasting @cloudyvoid @derelictdumbass @dissonantyote
@edencantstopfallininlove @final-catboy @flowering-darkness @gible-love-nibles @nagirans
@hoppinkiss @hotrodharts @hyperionshipping @iwishihadfangs @iyamifucker
@judetama @lex-n-weegie @lficanthaveloveiwantpower @little-miss-selfships @little-shiny-sharpies
@loogi-selfships @mandrakebrew @mintpecks @mothfinite @mrs-kelly
@nameless-self-ships @nerdstreak @orbitingaroundyourlove @paper-carnation @p-i-t-s
@qilinkisser @reds-self-ships @rexscanonwife @rotten--cotton @ship-trek
@spacestationstorybook @squips-ship @toogayforthistoday @winterworlds
#my art#💜: loving you's a felony#🍒🧬: emotional processing lag#self shipping#oc x canon#self ship#self ship community#mojo jojo#like i said first time ever making an animatic but aaaaah!! it was SO FUN i understand why ppl do this for a living#also i probably shoulda specified just the voiceline is from that leg.o game. i added in music and sfx myself uwu#i didnt think to specify that until after i exported it pfffffffff#but yeah teehee! this was quite fun im so glad i was able to finish this so quickly >w<#idk if ill do something like this anytime soon but it was still so so SO MUCH FUN
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