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parkinglothater · 2 years ago
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I know the NFL is awful horrible but the way some of you nerds are talking about professional sports is so baffling and even funny to me
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ccuniculusmolestus · 1 month ago
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i had to mute any tsh related words on tiktok because people are like lobotomized or smthn
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slasherscream · 7 months ago
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really wish people would read blog rules more, it makes running blogs like this very low reward and you feel like a machine if people aren't commenting and aren't even abiding by one of the, honestly, very few and politely phrased rules i even have
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#then i'm left trying not to respond like a bitch when the rules are there in the first place so i don't have to have negative interactions#with the people who come to this blog#like keeping it 100 you write for yourself but you write for ENGAGEMENT and COMMUNITY#and these days in fandom there really is no community#for any fandom across the board#people see something and move on#that's bad enough at killing fandoms#but the fact that a creator can have really only one super hard rule and it gets disregarded every day#day in and day out! and i really mean it this rule gets broken in my inbox DAILY man!#i write for a lot of small fandoms or smaller characters i love the characters i'm happy to do it#but i have an adult job. college. friends. family. my own original creative projects#and even if i don't respond to the asks where people are blatantly violating /again/#one of my FEW rules#it's exhausting to even see it !!!#it makes me not feel like a person#who cares what the girl behind the screen asked me not to do? right?? but i'm about done#i'm only at my breaking point because i've had this blog now for what three or four years??#and no matter how i phrase the rule people break it#no matter how many reminder posts#it's exhausting because it's an every day daily thing#idk maybe i'll feel better abt it in the morning but i'm getting exhausted tbh#exhausted as in this blog might be going BYE BYE i wont delete i think you'd have it up until tumblr goes away but i am getting pissed off#TRULY pissed off bc it's been years of me asking cmon now
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trans-leek-cookie · 5 months ago
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Thinking about geto because I want to pour milk on him and throw him against the wall. Imo his beliefs are inconsistent and self serving (which makes sense because he developed said beliefs at age 16/17 while his mental health was at an all time low). Because while he seems to have the primary motive of "only sorcerers = no curses" taking into account how he treats Maki, who has no cursed energy, it shows that the "no curses" thing isnt the main focus- bc while he decided on tbe "forced evolution" thing, theoretically he should not be Opposed to ppl w heavenly restriction bc. They still fuckin. Don't contribute to curses from what I can tell. Also heavenly restriction is pretty obviously something that is punished by uh. Is it just the Zenin's who have it. Anyway they hated Maki and they Hated Toji so he clearly isn't standing for "oppressed sorcerers" bc if so Maki should be like. The kind of person he wants to help more, as someone who would be oppressed by ppl who aren't sorcerers as well as the powerful clans.
Anyway. While getting rid of curses is for sure part of his motivation, as well as helping sorcerers (see Nanako and Mimiko) id honestly argue that his main problem that lead to him spiraling was. How do I put this. Being knocked off a pedestal
Because he was one of 3 people given the ranking of "Special Grade", and he and satoru are grouped as "the strongest". And consider that satoru comes from a powerful clan and literally has some weird omniscience and invincibility shit going on so that's a whole fucking. That's gotta be a wild ego boost, especially for someone who comes from a family of ppl who aren't sorcerers. Like you spend all this time being a fuckin weirdo and then someone finds you and it turns out you're actually incredibly special and strong, given the same rank as a fucking God Child? You're gonna have some wild self perceptions after that
Anyway then you get to watch your invincible friend get stabbed, watch the girl you became friends with and feel shitty about kinda ruining the life of get shot, and get your whole shit rocked by some guy who can't even use the magic power bullshit you have. (Though he's got a whole physical thing going on because of the trade off)
Also writing all of this out actually makes me understand the Cult Leader progression more, like besides the fact they killed ur friend and you want em dead. You're probably struggling with your ego (especially since your weird God like friend got a whole power boost from the situation) so you create a fucking eugenicist cult where you can consistently prove your superiority to yourself (surrounding yourself with people who will agree with everything you say).
Anyway in a similar vein I wholely believe in "a loving father is not inherently a good father" Suguru + Nanako & Mimiko dynamic
Final thought is roughly I feel like looking at Suguru thru the lense of "this character had a level of privilege that they felt they truly deserved, and after experiencing events that are genuinely traumatic and horrific for any person, they develop reactionary beliefs to try and regain a sense of superiority and control" rather than "oppressed minority who killed oppressors and wants to do eugenics"
#Eugenics TW#cult TW#ask to tag#Suguru when I catch you#Anyway this was me thinking Abt the fact that Toji ISNT a normal human. He just can't use jujutsu. He's like supernaturally powerful anyway#So Geto's whole shit is like. Pretty misdirected. Though also personal thought is I don't think His parents were good (and he's projecting#That onto every other person who's not a sorcerer) mostly cause like. Going straight to murdering your parents is not really expected#Progression in eugenics id think? Bc if you posit urself as the ''superior'' person theoretically ur parents should also b part of that#Bc genetics or whatever. Idk how genetic sorcery shit is but even tho his parents Weren't sorcerers usually ppl would make excuses I think#So. Basically I feel like he probably did not have a great relationship w them. Not that that makes him any better more just like. Thinking#Through what's happening in his head...why the fuck did he decide on a different last name for that woman. WTF is wrong with him#I am suguru's number 1 LOVER and his number 1 HATER. I'm suffering bc none of the fanfic makes him enough of a bitch#It's really fucking something bc like. Looking at him as someone who's had similar thought progressions and is unlearning the kind of toxic#Black/white extremist thinking he has going on. It's cathartic in a way to deconstruct that and be able to analyze my own thoughts as well#But then no one is putting in the effort to actually engage with his ideas and the flaws in them (INCLUDING THE AUTHOR.)#Anyway most people when they have a crisis and reach an extremely bad mental health situation would join a cult rather than take over a cul#But suguru is different. That's why I love him and also why I'm going to break his ribs.#Diversity win this autistic trans guy fucking sucks so bad you want him dead#I need to tag these damn posts w something but I'm too lazyyyu
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aeide-thea · 1 year ago
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so i was like 'i could swear i didn't feel this hideously dysphoric last summer, wtf is my dealio lately!!' and finally it occurred to me, 'okay, fine, let's maybe try putting on one of the ribbed men's tanks i wore religiously all last summer instead of the women's technical tops i've been wearing lately, and see what effect that has,' and. yeah. fuck. 🤦
it really is like. every! damn! season! i get seduced into thinking maybe i can wear just a little bit of reasonably-unfeminine women's clothing, and the idea is appealing because i'm actually comfortably encompassed by that size range, whereas with men's shirts i often ideally would wear an XS but can't get one—and yes, boys' stuff exists and i do ever wear it, but sometimes you're in the market for stuff that's slightly higher spec than anyone bothers to make for kids, you know? but anyway it's just so reliably the case that like. every fucking time i'm like, okay, sure, let's try a little womenswear, it turns out that i can bear it for a little while and then i realize something about it is making me fucking crazyyyyyy. >:|
sux bc the problematic batch of tanktops is like. such a good light comfortable wicking all-natural fabric! that's why i wanted them and they're everything i hoped they would be! and they're genuinely not even overtly feminine! but the straps are just a little too narrow and the cut is just a little too )ᓑ( and it's like. in some contexts those things are bearable, but in others they're really just. Bad, it turns out. :(
anyway they are sufficiently slouchy that in theory i could probably just, like, do some aftermarket alterations to improve the shape??? like i think i really just need them to be, you know, simple tubes straight up and down and not the vaguely /ᓑ\ shape they currently are, which in theory ought to be simple enough to achieve (especially since they're also a little long, so i could just hem them straight and stop worrying about how to factor in the vaguely high-low thing that's also happening). however. probably NOT realistic to do by hand (like. if nothing else i just don't have the patience) and while there is a sewing machine kicking around here somewhere i absolutely don't remember how to use it and do live in fear of it (i just have like. vague recollections of various Mysterious Snarls back in the day). so. idk. blergh, argh, etc.
(i assume 4p would just be like 'try it! learn as you go!' and like. honestly that's fair and maybe i even will, i think the manual is also kicking around actually, but. would prefer to have it magically sorted. :/ like, sometimes you just want a wardrobe and not a project, you know??)
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lexa-ocean · 2 years ago
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So i wrote this very dumb, short Rock-Afire fic a couple of weeks ago and?? Idk, felt like sharing it.
It's based on this video that absolutely Took Me Out
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Anyways fic under the cut 💖
OH WAIT before we start, couple of headcanons that i think are important context??
I write Earl as a standalone character who's not constantly attached by the hip (hand?) to Rolfe. Important bc the lil gremlin shows up and Rolfe doesn't
Beach, Dook, Mitzi and Looney are the youngest in the group and like, the most emotionally inmature there (Beach's more laidback but even he Isn't Inmune To Idiocy).
Anyways that's all for real this time. Happy reading
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One quiet evening in The Rock-Afire Explosion’s residence, Earl saw the movie he was watching interrupted by a certain polar bear collapsing onto the couch behind him.
Earl watched as Beach Bear heaved a heavy sighed, confused at this sort of behavior from the usually energetic bear, “Huh, everything fine, Beach?”
“Hm? I mean, yeah,” replied Beach after a bit, “just had a tiring day today…”
“And whatever did you do that left you so tired?”
Beach shrugged. “Just helped everyone around a bit, y’know? Fatz needed my help changing a couple of lightbulbs in the stage, Mitzi went to the library and needed me to get the books on the higher shelves, and Billy Bob brought me shopping with him.”
Earl snickered a little, “Sounds to me like everyone took advantage of your tallness today.”
“Oh, definitely,” agreed Beach. “But meh, I don’t mind helping. It’s just a little tiring…”
“So you don’t mind being pushed around by everyone, is what I’m hearing,” said Earl.
“Says the one that’s made to climb into arcade machines when something isn’t right,” Beach shoot back.
Earl frowned. “Shut it, blondie.” Beach laughed. “But seriously, man, if I were as tall as you-”
“-A physical impossibility.”
Earl did his best to stare the other down, as Beach clearly held back snickers. “Tiredness brings out your smartassery huh?” Beach shrugged with a smile. “Whatever, as I was saying, if I were that tall, no one would ever push me around. One stare down is all it would take.”
Beach raised an eyebrow, “You think?”
“Pretty sure about it.” Earl went back to watch his movie. “Maybe you should try it.”
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So that’s how, a few hours after that conversation, Beach rummaged around in the refrigerator, finding a few lonesome slices of pizza.
They weren’t his, he knew that. But he was hungry, he didn’t feel like cooking, and his conversation earlier with Earl gave him a confidence boost, so…
He heated them up, and went over to the couch to eat them, uncaring.
Dook and Mitzi, who were also in the living room, glanced over to him. “Uh… aren’t those Looney’s?” asked Dook.
“Oh, yeah?” Said Beach, with his mouth full, “well, they were all alone on the fridge.” He swallowed. “Finders keepers.”
Mitzi glanced at him. “He’s gonna be mad when he finds out…”
“Well, what’s he gonna do?” the polar asked. “He’s about the size of my forearm.”
Dook and Mitzi looked at each other, then went back to what they were doing.
It wasn’t long after that, light footsteps were heard coming down the stairs. That was followed by the noise of the refrigerator opening…
…And following that, there was a loud squawk of a voice, “Who ate my last piece of pizza?!”
“Beach Bear did it,” replied both Dook and Mitzi, before quickly stepping away from the couch.
They wanted no part in whatever was going to happen.
“Beach!” Looney came in, an angry frown in his face, sounding absolutely livid. "Why'd you eat my pizza?!"
In response, Beach Bear just stood up from the couch, arms crossing over his chest. He turned to Looney, grinning in a way that screamed ‘What are you gonna do?’
Now even angrier than before, Looney proceeded to hop onto the couch’s armrest, and before Beach could process it, the bird delivered a resounding ‘SLAP!’, which echoed around the house and made Beach drop back down on the couch.
Now under possession of the High Ground, Looney leaned over Beach, “Don’t you ever steal food from me, got it?”
Before he could respond, Looney jumped back down, muttering angrily under his breath as he walked towards the staircase leading to the basement, where he usually build stuff in.
The loud slamming of a door was heard afterwards, signaling when the furious bird reached to bottom.
There was a dead silence on the living room…
…And then, unable to help it anymore, Mitzi began giggling.
“It’s not funny,” grumbled Beach, raising a hand to his cheek.
This, naturally, only made the mouse laugh harder, and her contagious laughter soon reached Dook.
“It seriously isn’t!” Beach protested, as his friends continued to laugh.
“N-no, but it looked so funny,” Dook tried to explain between laughs, “like something out of a bad soap opera.”
“Literally just…” Mitzi clapped to tried to make her point across, then kept laughing.
Eventually, Beach began laughing as well, because, hey, he did have that one coming.
And he had to admit, now that he thought about it, it probably did look funny.
He sat straight against the couch, letting his friends flop down besides him.
“Why did you even think that was a good idea?” Mitzi inquired, after she calmed down a little.
“Well, Earl told me-”
“That was your mistake, you should never take advice from Earl,” Dook said, half jokey and half serious.
Mitzi nodded, “His ‘advice’ on how to deal with a bully is how I got my first ever detention.”
“Such a terrible fate for straight A student Mitzi,” joked Beach. Mitzi hit him lightly in the arm in retaliation. “Well, I’ll always remember this lesson…”
“Don’t listen to Earl,” said Dook.
“And don’t ever eat someone else’s pizzas,” completed Beach.
“By now, you should have known that stuff is sacred in this household,” Mitzi replied, and Beach had to admit she was right.
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stationarycursive · 2 years ago
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considering recording video reviews akin to booktube vlogs bc i keep reading all these books and i don’t have a proper outlet to talk about them
i would cross-post them here so just out of curiosity if ur following me and reading this would u be interested?
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nomairuins · 8 days ago
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got an annoying blaze and i was like Sigh. its probably just some annoying kid ill just go block and be done with it (which is what i do everytime i see any blazed post) and then i go to the blog to block and theyre a millenial. why the fuck are you 28 years old MINIMUM and being this fucking annoying
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higgs-the-god · 8 months ago
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Hnng
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getoutofmytardis · 9 months ago
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oh untitled goose we’re really in it now
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wcbblife · 4 months ago
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Ok I have another one, can you do juju x fem reader where reader is on live and she’s reading comments and someone says “ juju mid asf” and reader defends her by saying “ juju and mid don’t belong together in a sentence unless ‘not is between them’ ” or something like that (idk I was half asleep when i wrote this in my notes so you can change that if you want 😭). Then blocks the person cause she doesn’t allow anyone to talk abt her gf like that . Then juju gets sent the live from her teammates, so she txt reader or post it on twitter saying “my girl 🫡” or something 😭 I just had to write it in my notes before I forgot bruh 😭
Live Love
a/n: Kinda cheesy and short but I like it ngl. Hope you like it anon!
You’re live, chatting with your followers, enjoying the rush of interactions. The comments are flowing in, and you're responding to questions. After seeing fans online practically begging for you to go live following the volleyball team’s tournament win at home, you figured it’d be a great way to kill time while waiting at the airport for your next game. It was mostly fun, a comforting distraction.
You scroll through the comments, selecting a few to answer.
What’s your favorite thing to do on a day off?
“Great question! Honestly, I love just chilling at home, maybe cooking something new or catching up on shows. If Juju’s free, we’ll go grab some food or watch a movie. It’s all about relaxing and recharging.”
More questions flood the chat, and you pick another one.
Any book recommendations?
“Absolutely! I’ve been reading ‘The Song of Achilles’ lately. The writing is beautiful and so immersive. Highly recommend it. It’s a bit sad, though, so read it if you’re into that.”
Do you have any pets?
“Juju got a little puppy recently. You guys should see him—he’s the cutest. Juju calls him our kid now.”
As you continue engaging with the audience, the flood of comments and emojis feels like a warm embrace. But then, a comment stops you in your tracks, and your smile falters.
juju mid asf 😂
You pause, staring at the screen in disbelief. Juju’s been working tirelessly and seeing someone dismiss her like this hits unexpectedly hard. You take a deep breath, trying to calm the fire spreading through your body.
“Now I know I ain’t just read what I think I did, right? Juju mid as fuck? Don’t overstep. Juju’s my girlfriend. Juju and ‘mid’ don’t belong in the same sentence unless ‘not’ is between them, and I’m not going to stand by while people talk down about her in front of me.”
You pause, steadying your voice, determined to stand your ground.
“Keep her name out of your mouth. She’s achieved so much, and she deserves respect, not baseless criticism. You’re not going to get on my live and talk bad about my girlfriend, that’s for sure. I’m blocking you, bruh. Get out of here with that. If you don't have anything nice to say, shut your mouth. Let’s keep the vibes positive.”
Blocking the user brings a wave of satisfaction and relief. You continue engaging with your followers, but a part of you is still buzzing from the need to defend Juju.
“Alrighty, y’all, I’ll have to cut the Q&A short. We have to get on the plane now. Peace!”
Meanwhile, Juju’s phone buzzes with notifications. Her teammates have sent her clips from your live stream that fans had recorded and posted on TikTok. Watching, she feels a swell of pride.
Feeling touched and a bit playful, Juju opens Twitter to share a thought:
“My girl 🫡 #Proud #NotMid”
Shortly after her tweet, your phone vibrates with a text from Juju.
“Saw your live. Thanks for having my back. You’re amazing.”
A smile spreads across your face.
“About to take off. Love you.”
“I love you too, babe. Call me when you land.”
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tulpars-nurse-anya · 13 days ago
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“I have to believe our worst moments don’t make us monsters.”
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“I’m Anya, just refer to me as she/they pronouns. I usually don’t do stuff like this but Daisuke showed me how to, and I guess I’ll have some fun with this, just to entertain him. Ask me anything, just don’t be weird, please.”
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Hiii!!! I’m the owner of this blog [ @the-silly-superstar ] (just call me Uni or mod Uni! I use she/they pronouns, anyway back to it!) idk if I’ll use this much, but got bored so I figured I’d do this. I’ve never had a rp blog before, so spare me if I mess smth up, but as of rn I rlly like Mouthwashing, especially Anya, so I’m gonna have some fun with this!
buttt I would like to set some rules first
You’re free to rp with me if you’re another Mouthwashing rp account (obviouslyyy) I love being silly and need more people to be silly with. OCS and stuff are allowed!1!1!1!
pleassseeee don’t be gross or perverted in asks, I don’t wanna deal with that
Don’t bully me or any other rp blogs, we’re just trying to have fun
anything in the game is fine to yap about, pre or post crash. Haven’t really decided
I don’t really know abt any ships I particularly like with Anya, so I prob won’t engage in any ship stuff
other fandoms are welcome :333 I live for indie horror games or indie shows, so welcome aboard :]
🌟Here’s the crew that I’ll mainly rp with!!!🌟
[sry for ping gang, also if you wanna be taken off this lmk 😞]
Captain Curly!1!11! - @curly-capt
Daisuke!!!!!! - @mister-daisuke-dude
Jimmy - @the-true-tulpar-captain
Swansea - no one yet, idk not a lot of Swansea blogs I interact with 😔
Onto the sorta ‘key’ or whatever
stuff with yours truly, (me) will have the tag “Uni’s turn!” And “ooc”
“stuff with Anya will have her speak like this”
It will also have tags such as “Anya’s thoughts” (for rambles) “Anya’s art” (for art) “Anya reblogs” (for reblogs!) or any other RP stuff!
I’ll try to stay canon, but I’m not gonna be that strict on it, just bein’ silly here :]]] I’ll toss some headcanons here though,
Lesbian (but she’s clueless on that) she/they, 25 years old
grew up in a conservative like area (hence why she’s clueless about her sexuality)
Errr I also want this to be kinda close to curly-cape’s lore since I’m the canon Anya there, so pre crash!1!1!1!1! Me thinks, idk
animal crossing fan!1!1!1!1!1!
never draws but is actually kinda good at it
Anywayyyyy I think that’s it for now! I’ll update as we go on, but have fun!!!
(also if there’s anons, I’ll try to list em here if they’ve a nickname or emoji!)
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mlmxreader · 9 months ago
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idk how to make it much clearer that if you support, engage with or create rape porn, incest porn, any kinda abuse porn in ANY WAY (whether that's by following someone who produces it or actually producing it yourself), I do not fucking want you touching my posts at all.
I'm a survivor of several types of abuse. I do not WANT nor NEED to have you slimy cunts getting off to it if I open my mouth and talk about it. I don't wanna hear any justifications abt "well I use it to cope" bc frankly, I don't care. it's called an UNHEALTHY coping mechanism for a reason & you need to do better.
get the fuck away from me.
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calcja · 1 year ago
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SAINT OR SLUT PT. 2
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CHARACTERS: Haitani Ran, Haitani Rindou, Kokonoi Hajime
THEMES: 18+//NSFW//PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ❗️❗️
SYPNOSIS: Here's what i think whether these bonten members are virgins or nah
A/N: Hello! this is the pt. 2 of Saint or Slut. Thank you very much for liking the first one! I DIDNT EXPECT THAT IT WOULD HAVE THAT MANY LIKES SO THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE HUHUHUHU!!! Again, There might be some grammars and spellings error bc english is not my first language.
❗️This does not follow the manga❗️
❗️Bonten timeskip, They're not minors here anymore❗️
❗️I do not own any images here. CREDITS TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNERS ❗️
link to first part:
• RAN HAITANI
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• 😁😁😁😁... no.
• He's not a virgin anymore. End of the topic.
• Ran is a high maintenance guy, He canonically likes to take care of himself, inside and out. Ran seems to be the type of guy who fills up his needs and wants as a man.
• Now every guy have already imagined themselves having sex AND wanting sex, most of them engage into it just like Ran.
• Just like Sanzu, this man always do his job first especially when it benefits him (and his bro)
• Ran might not be THAT slut but he's a BIG FLIRT especially to girls his types
• idk but i dont rlly see him fuck some random bitches, THIS MAN HAS STANDARDS. he would probably test that person first before he leads them to bed and what i meant by testing is flirting w them first duhhh
• RINDOU HAITANI
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• Not a virgin anymore
• Just the fact that he's a DJ in Ropponggi says it all. He's a club owner. He's a Haitani.
• He spends his free time at his own club or sometimes at the club he and his brother own, hosting parties and socializing w other people.
• It's either u're the one who's gonna approach him at the dj booth or he's the one who's going to approach u when u got his eyes and attention.
• Rindou would be the type of guy to chat w u first and have a nice conversation before u end up on his bed
• Would definitely interrogate u first abt what type of music u like lol
• I can see him fucking u in a much more private settings not just in some bathrooms or small romms or what
• This is so random but he gives me "i'm alrdy taken" vibes 😲😲😲
• Kokonoi Hajime
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• yuhhh (a virgin)
• cmon give my man a break
• He's defo the most stressed person at bonten
• Always busy. 24/7 paperworks. short breaks.
• He's too busy to fuck w someone, bro just want 8 hours of sleep.
• but im sure he alrdy made out w someone
•If he ever will makeout w someone, i dont see him meeting someone to makeout w at some club like the other members but rather i see him at the office or sumthn
• Koko rlly needs to know u first before he gets freaky w u, It will take long bcs he needs to be comfy w u first.
a/n: That's all! thanks again for reading the first part of this series
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iinryer · 5 months ago
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long post abt women and fandom. good morning
sorry this is a little bit ramble-y, and I don’t normally post stuff like this but bear with me, i am processing gjfhdhffh
first of all: this is NOT directed at anyone in particular. this is not about anyone or anything anyone has done. this is me, a lesbian, having some dialogue with myself about representation and the way people think and talk and engage with fictional lesbians! this is not a blast on anyone, just general mindfulness, and wanting to work through some of my own hesitation abt things.
im having a difficult time engaging w the grander audience turning the boys into dykes, because i can never be sure where they’re coming from, yknow? like why i was hesitant to post before (it took me over a year to post my butch buddie silhouettes) and why im not sure if i want to post some other for-fun doodling ive done…
bc there Are lesbians on the show. there are specifically Black Lesbians, canonically, on the show
and like. idk. i dont want the things i say or post to be fuel for anyone being weird yknow? My Fake Lesbians Are Not Better Than The Real Lesbians Already On The Show
and i know that, and i know my friends know that but. I don’t have control over how people take the things I make. and i don’t want that to inadvertently make someone get enthusiastic in the wrong way that makes like, for example, black fans of the show, or specifically maybe black lesbians who watch, see an influx in people being 10x more delighted by these white boy reduxes than the real actual lesbians on the show. and yeah, sure, we could say “it’s just because they’re like a shiny new toy!” but we all know that isn’t all of it.
LIKE. MAYBE THIS IS IRRATIONAL. but. idk i have a sizable audience, i get a lot of traction, the things i say and post travel sometimes! people see what i post. people engage with and build off of things that i post. and, historically, this fanbase is Really Fucking Weird About Women And People Of Color
for the most part, playing in this sandbox is just a fun exercise for me, a lesbian. don’t get me wrong, i LOVE blasting characters with my Dyke Laser Beam and making them into women who love women. I’ll do it all day every day. i had soooooo much fun drawing butch buddie. i live for that shit. but! idk! im happy kicking around my own funhouse, but i feel like i need to take all of that into account if i make any of that public. yknow? community responsibility or whatever. i know it’s not on me if someone takes it in a bad direction, but! if i was the one who inadvertently facilitated that! i will feel awful! and tbh, there’s no guarantee that I haven’t done that already!
im just having fun, and you should be too! but this stuff makes me nervous! i don’t have any control over other people, and i just don’t want to be the cause of easily avoidable discomfort for others.
this isn’t some great declaration, and I don’t really have a moral or a call to action, there’s not a real solution in this stream of consciousness post—in the grand scheme of things, this is all make believe and for fun! im just. idk. it feels really important to me to acknowledge that this could spiral in a way that’s actually kind of awful for Real Life Fans who have to see the way other fans engage with and talk about lesbians and black women.
this is something I’ve been thinking about for a while, and it’s been on my mind recently, but with the influx of chatter about it i just felt like it was maybe worth talking about.
anyway. i love u lesbians. im drawing more henren soon <3
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nervocat · 22 days ago
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Honestly now that I'm learning more abt Reca and from the little fics I've read and art I've seen he's like.. not rlly in character in any of them imo..
I've commonly seen like “he'd get on his knees before you and praise you” or “he'd kiss the ground you walk on” or shit like that and it's like, maybe, but also not rlly no.. yes he's a loser but he's not like that?? At least to me?? From what I've seen of the 2.6 update so far, he just seems like.. a loser, as I said.. but not “worshipping a lover” kind of character.
Yes he's dramatic yes he's uh a little silly, but also can we not just make his character this weirdo and make that the only thing he's known for? I feel like characters that are a bit of freaks (in a weird way) are just turned into perverted weirdos a lot and it's just like :(( I feel like Reca is sm more than that and I mean idk.. this might just be me not liking this kind of thing.
How I see his character is yes, a big part of him is his love for film, that much is being said in the fandom, it's literally his speech and how he talks. He's this guy who's a renowned director, having a big dramatic flair — rolling his r's, bowing when we are first shown him, holding a hand out with the other behind his back when speaking— I could go on. He literally gags at a bad angle of the tb. I love the dramatic flair abt him sm.
And his voice — it fits his role of a director, one that's maybe a little bit of a weird freak — it's so him. But I feel like ppl are taking the weirdo freak abt his personality, making it the only thing abt him, and turning it into smut fics or just fics that all have a weird vibe to them (at least to me).
Ik it's common for characters to get mischaraterized but like .. Reca.. Reca my love. They're making him this weirdo that worships his lover, but I think he'd just be a loser for them. Head over heels for them, and praising them yes — but not to a worshipping level.
(I haven't actually finished 2.6 as of posting this but I just felt like posting my thoughts, and would rather not engage with any arguments of any kind abt this — this is only my opinion.)
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