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peppersfromhell · 3 months ago

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messy doodles of those guys

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cryptic-twink · 8 months ago

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my scars are starting to fade

#idk I have mixed feelings abt it #idk why #obviously i hate attention to them #but like #they remind me that shits real and things have consequences ig?#idk anymore #its weird #tw sh

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aashiyancha · 2 months ago

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Finally finished writing something from start to finish.

Hope you enjoyed!

#original story #picture books #short story #artists on tumblr #original art #crows #the clever crow burglar #aashi doodles #I'm workshopping the actual text after this endeavor i totally get why most picture books are written and illustrated by dif ppl #its actually so hard trying to get the words to do what i want idk lol #but the feeling of actually completing something for once is so good regardless of how i feel abt the end product #some parts could be better others worse but im pretty happy with it overall #this story is based on a folk tale my parents used to tell me as a baby mixed with how everyone in my neighborhood dotes on the crows #hope you liked it do let me know ur thoughts if u have any #see you in my next piece:>

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confoodles · 7 months ago

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Does anyone else feel like Aylinluna was horribly out of character this episode?? I've heard that apparently some things were cut, so that might be the reason but it still felt weird. Like ur telling me Luna, who has literally been so respectful of Aylin's boundaries literally even last episode, is suddenly forcing her to go out of her comfort zone?? Okay, fine, I understand the concept of wanting ur gf to get along with ur friends, but ur telling me Luna wouldn't stand up for Aylin when someone is clearly getting in her face and making her uncomfortable?? That she would call her an ALIEN??!!!

#look how they massacred my boy #everyone clap that i even spelled that word #god idk today's ep just felt off in general #ongsasun the only saving grace #also let me tell u #u can rlly tell they r lesbians #the only other gmmtv show I've watched was bad buddy #and each step for those boys was like pulling teeth #these two r like doing a speedrun compared to that #they went confess ✅ start dating ✅ kiss ✅ have sex ✅#am i allowed to say sex on tumblr???#also that's what happened right dhsh #imagine if the towel just fell #next ep starts and its ongsa like OH FUCK SORRY #anyway back to aylinluna #the fuck is up with ton #i have such mixed feelings abt that man #sometimes he's a himbo and slay and all #but sometimes he acts like he has the brain of a toddler #earlier episodes luna would've slapped him !!#like what do u mean everyone is like U OKAY after he just accosted not one but two girls #ugh idk #i just dont like how they seem to be going the route of: im ur gf so im gonna baby u #come psppss come socialize silly #LEAVE LUNA ALONE SHE WOULDN'T #also am i crazy but like Aylin's interacted with those ppl before #maybe not ton and mawin but everyone is acting as if she hadn't been making strides in social interaction already #23.5 #23.5 the series #aylinluna

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southern--downpour · 1 day ago

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okay first thoughts. i dont HATE the ending i just feel like it needed more time in the season to reach the conclusion it did

#i enjoy the vast majority of it tbh i really do feel like it needed more breathing room tho #they tied up zaun and piltover way too quickly but idk what else they woulda done #also auuughhhh i know they wanna do a sequel to arcane. they SHOULDNT but i know theyre going to so its not OVER over i can feel it #which bothers me but okay! its riot! what else do you expect!#but vik and jayce. chefs kiss. perfect ending tbh. gay as HELL.#and also bets on the successor to arcane being abt noxus. id bet my life on it now tbh.#shut up virgil #arcane spoilers #despite flaws in writing GODDDD i fucking love the animation #goes without saying. gorgeous. beautiful.#fucking incredible work #i also have some mildly mixed feelings about jayce's speech at the end? but i see what they're going for. i see the vision here #thats just a hard topic to tie up properly yk #SHOUT OUT TO NOW CANONICALLY DEAD CHAMPIONS BTW #THATS KIND OF GREAT?#they arent as tied down by game canon as i thought they really can just do whatever they want now #uhg. more thoughts in the morning. im going insane.

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 3 days ago

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my heart tells me that if i ever make art for another fandom then i need to make a new blog to keep things nice and separated but my heart also says that more than 3 blogs will confuse and boggle my mind

#see my thing is i dont rlly want all my art mixed together but that's like. what an art blog is for. but also like ppl follow my art blog #for dn art. it is a dn art blog. if i want to do other art i feel like it'd be best to make separate blogs #i mean ive seen other artists make separate art blogs for different kinds of art (mostly for artists that do nsft/fetish art on side) so #i think there would be merit to this but also i would not tell a soul abt these blogs u would have to find them on ur own i have a #habit of wishing to completely separate parts of myself and interests into nice little boxes that i try to keep separated #i think the only other other fandom i feel fine w putting art for on my art blog is evangelion for whatever reason dn and evangelion feel #compatable to me. but if i ever Really got into evangelion i would probably want to make a separate blog for it anyway. but idk maybe #not. i just dont want to mix interests too much that feels bad

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gibbearish · 19 days ago

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oh boy its my favorite day where nonusamericans condescendingly explain to me that the election effects other countries too and therefore i need to be even more terrified than however terrified i already am

#like. yeah. i know it effects yall too. however as a person Living In The Country In Question i feel like assuming we have no idea that #the results of this election could be bad is uhhhhh a bad assumption to make #as a Certified Transgender™ i already bave enough anxiety abt this on my plate #like. take a minute to think abt ur audience here. do yall rlly think the people on tumblr dot com arent already scared of what will happen #if trump wins. do you for real think you need to be adding extra anxiety into the mix. do you actually think we are unaware of the stakes #or do you think maybe. perhaps. possibly. we already know. and just havent been talking about it because We Already Know #idk i just get fucking exhausted coming on here to be greeted by ppl going umm you stupid americans have no idea how important this is #no actually /you/ have no idea how important this is because you Dont Fucking Live Here #we're fucking aware that this will have knock on effects across the world. right now im more concerned about the Direct Effects #origibberish #idk. ive just been getting the impression lately that a lot of yall see yourselves as inherently smarter irt us politics than the average #us citizen / that us citizens are by default Stupid And Uneducated. and it starts to grate after a bit.#We Fucking Know. we're strapped to the trolley tracks right beside you. like. the idea that we're the ones steering the trolley is #propaganda.#it's like when europeans get all haughty abt 'lmaooo imagine not having free healthcare' like. bbgirl you are not punching up.

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marchsage · 8 months ago

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world's most well-adjusted daughter

#mizuki okiura #okiura mizuki #aitsf #ok now spoilies for that game in the next tags. if u do not tag aini spoilers and aitsf i guess then thats on u #aitsf spoilers #aini spoilers #ai the somnium files #aini #mizuki date #u ever think abt how little time mizuki got to be mizuki date with her dad before everything in aini went to shit #i can acknowledge it follows the res route without being happy that its like BAM ok now mizuki's lost her parent AGAIN #anyways thinking abt how messed up itd feel to lose the same eye date lost but now ofc he's lost so like. salt in the wound #and ik u/ch/////iko///shi said she stays w others who help her get back on her feet but like god i imagine she's resentful that it ended up #that shes stuck in a situation like this #maybe take it as a redesign too idk i have so many overwhelming thoughts abt a mizuki that did Not cope with it as 'well' as she did in ain #hence covering her eye. a more date inspired look still mixed w her old design too #my art #yea nvm the more i think abt it the more this is less redesign and more post-explosion route in aini #shes got her backpack..... her missing eye......... girls gone thru it all

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waywardsalt · 21 days ago

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back to thinking abt linebeck enjoying wearing dresses

#like. hang on #linebeck #salty talks #gonna specify rlly quick that this is very much not a post abt like transfem linebeck headcanon #its a headcanon that keeps in mind the headcanon that linebeck rlly rlly likes being a man and likes his masculinity while fucking with it #its like. the idea of like. a masculine character genuinely enjoying feminine clothes. so linebeck genuinely enjoying dresses #he doesnt rlly own any or wear them in public i typically imagine him having it as like a secret enjoyment (in like ph timeframe)#(or sinilar timeframes where hes more concerned abt upholding that reputation and not being comfortable being open abt like #having a less masculine side or feminine interests and w/e but like. just the idea of him trying on dresses and earnestly enjoying it yknow #i would probably have it be smth in post ph where he gets to be more open abt it. its almost a sort of gender euphoria thing #idk smth abt it makes me very happy to think abt it and its mostly due to the mixed hcs of linebeck genuinely enjoying it #and him also being very secure and happy in being masculine yknow. it makes me happy to think abt #like idk a setup in post ph where he and the crew check out a clothes store or smth and him being more open abt his interest in dresses #and getting a lot of support from them abt it- like he personally rlly likes it but still feels awkward abt it on a social level #not sure where im going with this. havent applied it too much in my aus or anything but its also a slightly newer hc #and also not something thats rlly come up anyways. but i rlly like it

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graceful-not · 2 months ago

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Yk what actually. I'm sick of staying quiet Conya is a perfectly fine ship. I don't understand why people dislike it so much. In early Ninjago? Sure, back then it wasn't the greatest dynamic and didn't really have much in terms of actually substantive interactions. But people are still casually hating on it and putting it on DNI lists right next to ships like Greenflame like they're comparable and I'm sickkkk of it it's been YEARS!! Their dynamic has grown so much since then!!!! They're on the same level as Braincell for me in terms of ships I really like I think they have a great and interesting dynamic!!!! They're cute together!!!!!! EVEN OUTSIDE OF MUDSHOCK!!!!! RAGHH!!!!!!!!!

#ninjago #conya #cole brookstone #nya smith #nya jiang #I will always personally prefer platonic Conya but their relationship is still so so important to me in a way thats very specific #to me being Aro. Like. Idk. It's not exactly QPR stuff bc I dont think they would ever label anything but that also means that I don't think #they would hate a romantic label either!!!!!! Raghhh!!!!!!!!!! They're friends above everything else though obviously 💯💯 theyve always #got eachothers backs #Also i do prefer Mudshock just because Conya doesn't make sense to me w/o Jay somehow in the mix unless there's some sort of messy breakup #involved. And. Jay would never really take that well and it would sort of just sour the whole group dynamic esp since Cole is Jays bestie #and ALL OF THAT just to get two characters together feels so shallow to me shdjsgd. Like. Idk. None of that crap is worth it the romance #isnt anywhere near necessary for the two. Their bond is unspoken and they're satisfied enough w/ what they are right now even if they could #be smthn else #I just dont like the 'Lets ruin/throw away all of our othe relationships for LOVE 😍😍!! Because for some reason romantic relationships are #automatically more important and deep and mean more to us than any other relationship so its totally worth it every time!!!' it feels so.#like. amatonormative. Yk?#anyways ill shutup now I LOVE THEM!!! I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!#they make my aro heart really really happy ok. I dont know jow to explain it but i have another post abt them in the conya tag I think

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narwhalandchill · 5 months ago

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(soo ignition teaser thoughts ig)

hmmmm im ngl the trailer itself as a like prelude to what is coming in 5.0 intrigue and plot wise is like. compared to the region teasers that came before w lazzo and overture. its just. its kinda bad im sorry KWKJKWDJKWDJK like okay cool seeing the new cast and production value is high as always (+ music) but its such a middling teaser for the story itself?? it feels like a powerpoint presentation of the cast more than anything narratively coherent with an inherent draw and mystery

like theres mavuika speaking to the flame thingy (xbalanque that u? "one entombed in the primal fire" perhaps????) with some intrigue i suppose as well as her brief thing w capitano. ororon also appearing to be working together or aligned with capitano given theyre standing together there which could make for an interesting plot thread but beyond that its very.... eh. its not giving us a lot to grip onto ya know???? and thats rly a shame especially since i also felt that way abt the teaser in the 4.8 livestream. i wish we got more

and sure theres a tournament wahoo but like. its really Not helping to hype up that thing when half the introduced cast isnt being like "OMG the tournament!!!!1!1 this is HUGE!!!1" (or even. "oh no this is BAD!!!1" to set up basic conflict. like why would they dread it?) but instead just. "oh right... the tournament 🙄🙄" like who thought that was a good idea 😭😭 if the PEOPLE of natlan dgaf abt the big plot event happening then how am i as the viewer supposed to feel majorly invested in it . wow theyre tossing a ball around . wow nobody wants it guess ur tournament is having a bit of a PR issue in the making mavuika lmao

anyway i wouldnt even call myself a true capitano glazer despite being a fatuiHQ enjoyer on the side but like. that hmph still carried welcome capHIMpeaktano truly o7 JWDJWDJKDWJK also did yall see the. anemo-ish turquoise flare when mavuika is confronting (?) him? wonder if thats a thing with her flames or is it implying cap as anemo or sth.... i think itd fit him decent enough but ya. looking forward to HIM for sure

(+ congrats to him for losing the goofy timbs from arles animated short lmao like his design looks so fucking sick now)

character design wise uhhhh. well theres the obvious huge fucking issue here and while id say that hoyo p much already showed their true colors on the matter with sumeru that doesnt rly. make it any less disappointing and egregious wrt all the cultures and peoples theyre So willing to gather inspiration from in all possible aspects Other than the diversity of the people themselves. like its just... bad and such a shame but also not very surprising unfortunately.

(and really it just. looks especially bad given they clearly Can put melanin on people its just... enemy mobs only.)

beyond that i kind of dont have anyone that super catches my eye rn??? mainly because . well leaks moment eek but its basically official info now so basically. xilonens existence as a geo and a 5* (which like . u dont need leaks to guess she will be im sorry jdwjdw) was leaked a bit ago as well as the patch she should appear meaning. im actually in chiori rerun savings mode since its very high chance that she will be back w xilonen if anyone. so thats my plan for now kjdwjkdwjkdwjk

in terms of the actual cast i do like kinich and ororons designs v much, the design motifs of the latter especially are interesting bc those eye-like patterns are almost giving quantum symbol (= black hole imagery) to me???? and thats V interesting especially if hes actually working w capitano and the fatui. now him being a cat boy or whatever animals ears those turn out to be isnt like sth thats huge for Me personally but i do think hes valid and also W for anyone whos into that, congrats guys im happy for u ! but like fr itd be such an insane twist if hoyos Finally introducing the void quantum abyss whatever element w him (and maybe cap too.) bc that symbol Rly is looking Curious. or then hes just electro lol. for kinich its like. yeah fair he might be xiao-tighnari-gaming from minecraft ill admit that but. i do like the color scheme and his outfit a lot JKWJKDJKDWJKD so like i forgive it

w the girlies i overall find them all like. quite nice but so far without any personality + lore known its hard to settle my complete thoughts on them just yet. tho citlali being pink is super refreshing for genshin since we do have a shocking absence of it so like shes definitely one im drawn to, chasca looks interesting and like she could play a bigger part plot wise (maybe?) so that might be neat. both her and citlali being cryo is kinda surprising?? but cool. maybe ill get to unbench my shenhe and play some cryo teams again lmao freeze has been dead in abyss for so long now....

xilonen again w the kemomimi isnt sth im particularly into or not into but she looks cool, depending on personality and how her kit synergies turn out (+ assuming the chiori rerun, the fate of those pulls too), i might try for her as well? theres an Energy to her i like it. if she has proper Attitude and flair thats gonna be a massive bonus for me

mualani i think is rather bland to me, sth about her outfit and design just doesnt click for me even if the shark thing from the teaser before is neat and everything. the chibis are never sth im actively drawn to but like both do look okay, im kinda hoping kachina could be a lynette moment for 5.x and end up a free 4* since her exploration roomba looks p fun

anyway then theres. mavuika and i. well at least the design wasnt. That concept art one (ThoseWhoKnow...) . so instant massive W improvement solely on that basis holy fucking shit but ehhhhh im sorry i still dont know how to feel abt the very modern like. biker bodysuit thingy. im not a huge fan of the bodysuit type designs anyway so its not that surprising but still. her eyes + hair is absolutely stunning tho like not a question at all.

tbh in a way i kinda feel like having too many Thoughts on her design is kinda just unnecessary bc like. shes the archon. of Course the kit is going to be insane so i will get her anyway (UNLESS a pyro onfielder JKWJKJKWJKWJKWFKJ like god please no). and in terms of like is her design and energy from what this vid is giving us good enough that i wont like. Actively resent having to get her for meta and strong teams??? Absolutely. so in that sense ig its all cool lmao

but yeah. idk i just think as a teaser for the upcoming story its rly a shame how weak this felt for me???? like sure overture ended up being a bit of a misleading teaser since it gave the impression of arle as this mastermind of the fontaine AQ which didnt rly happen but it still served as a source of hype and intrigue. and yes lazzo is sth that can Never rly be beat in terms of how out of nowhere it was and how fucking insane the whole harbinger reveal went (+ elogia cinerosa existing) for lore and long term hype but its just. unfortunately those 2 are the regional teasers this natlan one is supposedly meant to parallel and it just didnt deliver anything comparable to those for me

like still looking forward to natlan and seeing the rest of its cast (like im fairly convinced the flame thingy might be xbalanque and hes gonna be a big deal ultimately or sth) and where it goes and all its environments but this trailer didnt rly. grip me the way i wouldve expected it to. which is unfortunate kdjkdwjkwjkdwj but yea thats all

#also i guess a thing i kinda feel mixed on and have seen ppl feel similarly abt in terms of the chara designs as a whole #is just the kinda. more modern design direction thing. from the biker suit to xilonens shorts being This close 2 looking like ripped denim #and other stuff. like idk its hard to pinpoint but it just feels v different from other genshin designs and while different doesnt equal ba #for now its not sth i have rly gotten used to ig #so the characters arent appealing as much as they could for now at least .#but yeah. i dont think i have like any insane hype going forward for now but im reasonably excited for sure.#and the environments are obviously guaranteed to be stunning as well as the music #genshin #rambles

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marsbotz · 5 months ago

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my godddd sorry to sound literally fucking insane but thinking abt littollll gru and the minions makes me want to cryyyyy. HIS FAMILYYYYYYY

#mmeeee when im a lonely autistic kid w nobody who loves me and suddenly i have ne billion little thangs who wld die for me and think im epic #to literally just hang out and do fun things with foreverrrrrrrr #minions 1 and 2 credits KILLLLL ME bc 90% of it is just gru doing regular kid stuff. but w the minionsssss WAHHHHHH #like ohhhh my god. his classmates hate him his mum hates him the WORLDDD hates him. but the minions loveeee him. FUCK IT ALL #unrelated rlly i just didnt want to make another post cus i think ive said it before too #i rlly love the idea that he only goes by gru bc its all the minions can say. they cant say felonious LOLLL #cus idk. if i was named FELONIOUS i wld want to make it part of my villain brand #btw theres a lotttt to be said abt. how villains in dmu represent the freaks and the weirdos of society. the rejected and the unloved #why i have mixed feelings on avl gru. if only they were geniuses like me... sigh #also unrelated rlly but i love the theory that lucy might be related to herb and scarlet.#i dont think theres rlly anything behind it but it wld be fun for her motivation to join the avl #anywayyyyy ahhhhhh gru.... aaaahhhh gruuuuu #gonna rewatch rog 2morrow. and thennnnn omg... DM4 #welll ig i cld watch 4 tmroww.. but i have work and ill be tiredddd so ill go saturday. else its a rush w the buses etc #MMMMM. actually. hm.#yeah wahtever. saturdau is fine. i can waitttt.#and plus ill b able to get boba again afterrrr. my funny treat

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brynn-lear · 5 months ago

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I never got too deep into enstars but there are days where I miss Mama 😔

#no one should ever be surprised that I main Boothill >:( /silly #yeehaw partner /jjjjjjjjj #i also like eichi for the aesthetic. he's like if you mix dain's face and ayato's mindset. actual warcriminal emperor-#and i think in terms of singing kaito slays 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I'm sorry.#actually in terms of songs in general imho it's valkyrie and akatsuki HAHAHAH #then idk i think i vibe with most undead songs though i wish there were like valentine eve's nightmare-#PERFECTLY-IMPERFECT 🔥🔥🔥🔥#fORBIDDEN RAIN- okay ill #stfu abt undead songs HAHAH #me typing these tags just slowly but surely reminds me I actually very much enjoy adonis' voice #in terms of trauma I think I got it most from Eden songs HAHAHAHHA the fricking apocalypse dance shit i forgot name but THAT #i love how i went “oh i like undead too but not as much i guess” and then proceeded to talk about undead songs more than akatsuki #and valkyrie HAHAHAHHA I'm a fricking liar #HEY HEY i mostly like valkyrie cuz shu's voice is mesmerizing- and every song in akatsuki slays because of their vocals even if I'm not th #e biggest fan of their genre leave me alone my biggest taste in men depends on their voice 😭😭😭😭😭#though in terms of friendship MaM/DoubleFace CrazyB and alkaloid for sure we'd be friends absolutely-#i played the music!! one not the original and nothing got me as hyped in the story as the fricking crazy roulette HAHAHAHA #GOT ME FEELIN LIKE I WAS IN THE CONCERT #never be a loooooSAAAAAUURRRRR *breakdances*#kiss of life is also mwah they're all my children. i know nothing on properly playing this game but i know i tried to main the christian guy #produce? forgot name but HIM I also love his voice and I have one of his priest card so he fricking dances with the priest uniform HAHAHAH #random confession: i don't have a 5 star mama card. orz.#anyways back to regular chaos in the tags omg aira i remember him what a mood and also the phantom oh frick forgot his name but i have his #sanrio card HAHAHHA 😭😭 i haven't leveled it up. i don't play this religiously-#the grind feels so overwhelming and i understand nothing I'm still on the work task 2 thing HAHHAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#most importantly i want to mention my redhead son i forgot his name but i love him very much my pretty son and his chaotic older bro i #support them both amen #as for fine. i don't really like most their songs that much...? okay this time I'm not lying like with Undead HAHAHAH I do vibe with #tempest nights for SURE absolute bop my dear blue haired clown is my fave fine member (as you can tell i love my loud girlies HAHAHHA)#most knight songs are bops and I like all the members- specially mister ensemble stRaws musiC (my other red haired son)

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nicomoon69 · 9 days ago

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I take every bad thing I’ve ever said abt traveler ships back (/j) bc lyney x aether is gonna become my personality lmao

#lmao imagine finding a dude w a twin sister who did not get separated tragically and then deciding the best way to deal w ur feelings is to #fuck him #like ‘oh god I wish I was him… guess we should fuck so I can get over myself’#and from lyney’s perspective the mysterious blond traveler who you have a rough start w but grow somewhat closer to #and he has these weird vibes around you and gives you kinda mixed signals but you’re intrigued by him so gaf #like damn idk #anyways I haven’t finished the fontaine archon quest or lyney’s story quest so its all js based on the little knowledge I have #I may speak too soon but we’ll find out #and yes we bc I will be posting abt it #bc this blog is my diary #just kidding #kinda #bullshitting

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i-wanna-show-you-off · 10 months ago

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just started watching disventure camp today (finally) and I’m already on ep 6. I have (out loud) made the “you a baby quit cussing” joke like. Every single episode at least once. I have SO MUCH to talk about..