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marshmallowflakes · 1 year

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i like the idea of being absurdly pent up and frustrated & you wanting to watch me suffer. the pleasure comes from knowing that i feel this way because you want me to. i’ll endure it because it’s for you.

tell me to wear my pussy plug before we run errands or do chores or go for a walk. i’ll object, because i know i won’t be able to cum from it alone, just get closer and closer to the edge, & feeling myself being stretched will be the only thing i’ll be able to think about, but make me. i won’t put up a fight, not for you.

act like there’s nothing out of the ordinary and point out every single time that i stiffen up or hitch my breath or make a face - are you okay, puppy? what’s wrong? how are you feeling? you’ll know what im thinking: it’s so deep, i can feel it every time i walk, i can feel myself soaking through my boxers i can’t take it much more it’s not enough please touch me but i’ll try to act normal because there’s really nothing out of the ordinary happening here :) i’m horny all the time in less-than-ideal situations and nothing should change just because there’s something thick in my cunt. i still have to act normal.

and then when we get home you get a fun choice: i’m all nice and stretched and wet & it’d be so easy to play with my pussy - you could probably even use one of the thick cocks that usually hurts too much. or you can make me take out the plug & see exactly how drippy i got & tell me i’m gross for being so turned on after going for a simple errand around town, eww, what is wrong with you?

#this sort of thing ties into so many different things we both like so it really is flexible #idk i feel shy now.#ftm nsft #posts for my bf to see later

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puddii-ng · 2 months

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swan lake x valkyrie

#enstars #my art #ensemble stars #fanart #shu itsuki #mika kagehira #shumika #HEHEHE hi i havent done tag rambling in a while #but this was a piece for hourly shumika's fairytale collab!#my group decided on swan lake so this is the scene in which prince siegfried is deceived and swears his love to odile instead of odette #i sat drawing for so many hours in a row bc i wanted it to feel just right 😭 i hope i was able to capture the moment well #i wanted odette and odile to both be mika because i found out that the two roles are often played by the same dancer #and i thought that was a REALLY REALLY cool concept i could try and portray here.. also note which eye colors are visible on each #gosh.... odiles outfit is based on mikas fs1 with the ribcage i love the ribcage i think mika should have another ribcage outfit #IDK WHY I WAS SO SHY TO POST THIS HERE LIKE I KEPT PUSHING IT BACK BUT its here now YAAY #hehehe anyway i think thats all i wanted to say.. i hope u guys see my vision..#let me know what u think!!#ok thats all byebye :3

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dailyloopdeloop · 4 months

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DAY 71: shy

#codacheetah #isat #loop isat #isabeau isat #isat spoilers #i'll never get over loop being described as 'shy'. what a wonderful image #top one casual remarks from isabeau that cleaves loop's facade #like loop's personality is just a targeted missile to piss siffrin off. they're not at all confident and snarky #they're doing like the physical manifestation of winning an argument against yourself in the shower #second they see the party though Oopsies we're in scary territory. That's your family and they dont know it's you Oops #ok anyways ever since i saw that post i was like damn. this is just how i view loop in party postcanon #for as much as I think they SHOULD go explore around and be their own person for a while i think realistically they would not do that.#theyre going to go be a weird freak hovering around the party and refusing to socialize with anyone but siffrin and theyre gonna feel awful #(read: they're going to antagonize siffrin and it fails tremendously bc now The Rumor Come Out and siffrin knows what loop is doing.)#like loop as much as they can barely stand to even look at isabeau (for instance) i think their claws are sunk far too deep in.#onehats maybe the circumstances are different because there is a gap in understanding. there's no point forcing siffrin to confront the #obvious conclusion that loop is them (and thus siffrin's happy ending nails loop's coffin)#(THIS IS IGNORING TWOHATS PREREQS GOTTEN ONEHATS. BC THATS ITS OWN CAN OF WORMS)#but twohats. idk. for as much as it lets loop release some of their rage and process their feelings a bit. i think it might also be the pus #that makes loop consider their own existence as a person a bit more. theyre not a sponsor->corpse theyre just loop #theyre just somebody who wants desperately. they want to stay with them #theyre still siffrin. if also loop.#i think loop would force themself to reconnect with the party in the same vein as siffrin forcing himself to communicate more.#but of course having conviction and living an experience are not the same thing. so siffrin's going to flounder the emotional honesty thing #tremendously and loop's going to be. blair witching it in the corner.#hey i might have forgotten which post i was writing the tags under. oopsies #idk if these tags are comprehensible at all. i just really want to see loop fail upwards into friendship with everyone

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tiny-chubby-bird · 8 months

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I love the shy and gentle expressions the most.

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beeholyshit · 9 months

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My little bebes ❤️

#spesilverweek #IDK IF THIS COUNTS BUT I DON'T CARE #(☆) ｡��.ﾟ— Red #(☆) ｡⁠.ﾟ—⁠ Silver #THEY ARE SIBLINGS #I've been thinking about them lately.... wiwiwi #I did this super fast since I'm kinda busy today BUT I NEED TO MAKE MORE THINGS WITH THEM WAAAA #imagine little Red telling Silver about his journey... big brother but it's still a baby too 😭#I'm so emotional about them rn #MY HONI TOLD ME 'IMAGINE RED TEACHING SILVER TO RIDE A BIKE' AND THAT IS JUST 😭😭😭😭😭#ughuhguh my bebes...#I feel like Silver respects Red A LOT and it's still kinda shy talking with him the first days he started to live with Maroon....#Red it's just excited to know he has a little brother now but he gives him his space but tries to be friendly and make him comfortable #I love my bebes that's it #I should make a tag for Silver too #mmmm #I'LL THINK ABOUT IT LATER #pokespe #pokemonspecial #🖍️ —⁠ Silly doodles

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collophora · 5 months

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come on brain, drawwwwwwxcfljwKS [edit: I finished it ! HERE ]

#idk #I don't know what I wanted to say anymore #I'm bored #let's do another thing not related #delete later #I'm slacking on this so much #like I got only two scenes left and my brain is #“switch to your other fandoms I won't star wars today”#ANYWAYYYYYYY #soon I promise #I need to answer to the nice messages I got right #Also Some super cool artists followed me and I feel shy now #update tho #I sew my skirt #and made a tiramisu who was meeeh ok #ok I'm late to some rpg meeting bye

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katkit-drops-alt · 4 months

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SO UHHH I may or may not have gotten a bit carried away and made a OC for @blackkatdraws2 / @blackkatdraws ‘s blank script au

yeah have this crappy 1 am sleep deprived doodle of her

a tid bits of lore abt her in tags ^^

#BASICALLY this is Mell #she’s a NPC who really likes the dark and zombies. like #just mention zombies and she’s already at your location ready to infodump to you everything she knows about them #She gets shy around people so she lurks around in the dark people watching or playing with whatever she can find #oh and she also likes rag dolls and carries one with her sometimes. (Her outfit is inspired by raggedy ann :D #if you’re wondering how her arms got all like that then uhh there was a accident where she was playing with the ‘guard dogs’ of the dungeon #and they got carried away to the point where her arms were missing pieces of flesh #she doesn’t mind since it makes her look like a zombie #and she loves zombies #(regarding her playing with the ‘guard dogs’ (idk how else to refer to them as😭) she feels its more easier to be around them than like #The janitors in the dungeon)#SORRY FOR RAMBLING😭 I’ll shut up now #Fanart #my art <3 #oc art #oc #I mighttttt delete this later when I wake up cause I’m not sure if I’m proud of this or not 😭😭😭 so sorry

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that-was-anticlimactic · 3 months

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i think it's about time that we acknowledge that, no, that character would Not change their name in a groupchat! especially not to that. and, no, that character would not change everyone else's names! especially not to that.

#my drafts are back up to almost 800 sooooo have this post i made a couple weeks ago!!!#it irks me SO MUCH #most people just use their names or nicknames😭#i'm sorry but i.ida would not make his name 'sonic' and j.irou/m.omo would not include 'lesbian' in their names even if they are #c.huuya would not make his name about his height (god we get it the short jokes are so annoying to me personally it just feels like #a way to infantilize him) and d.azai would not make his name about bandages and lord knows k.unikida is NOt changing his name at all #most people don't make their names their sexuality i just. don't understand why almost all chat fics include like. 'lesbian queen' which #like ig if it's someone using it to come out or for pride month that checks but most of the time the characters i see with their sexuality #in their name are characters tHAT WOULD NEVER DO THAT!!! at least use characters who would😭 like j.irou's too shy and m.omo is too reserved #and like sorry not sorry but d.enki and s.ero and m.ina are not going to just instantly change everyone's chat names - most people don't ge #into a chat and go 'imma change everyone's names' and like i could deal with it if they gave them names that made sense #bUT THEY DON'T!!! also so many anime chatfic writers give them american type names like reference american artists #it's just like. they prolly don't listen to as much american music as you think they do. japan has musicians too. like. they're not america #sorry i genuinely love the concept of chatfics and think they're a FANTASTIC way to analyze character and i even did a whole lesson on #characterization in texting last semester! it was really fun too like the kids enjoyed it! but like. most characters won't text the way you #do. and people just. always make them type the way they do. or use actual convos from griupchats but don't make it fit the characters #just. mmmmmmmmm.#idk why but gc fic names bother me So Much lol #AM DONE NOW SORRY GUYS #corey talks:)

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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i cant explain it but daigo being subtitled to just be like 'you're making me look like i have no balls' feels so illegal and wrong. hilarious but something's off

#snap chats #WAIT I HAVE TO INTERRUPT THIS POST WITH THE FUNNIEST SHIT #SO I WAS GETTING FOOD FROM MY SCHOOL'S DINING HALL AND YOU CAN WRITE DOWN WHAT YOU WANT ON A SHEET YEAH #AND I SAID I WANTED A SAMMY AND FRIES OK BUT WHEN I GET MY PLATE ITS JUST FRIES #AND YK W/E OK I'LL JUST EAT THAT BUT THEN. WHILE IM LIKE. GETTING PIZZA TO SUB IT YEAH #I HEAR THE COOKS BE LIKE 'yoo why do we just have a sandwich here' AND THE BIN IT #AND I WAS LIKE 'was that a chicken sandwich cause uhhh <:)' AND THE WOMAN WAS JUST ':OOO IM SO SORRY'#LIKE DAWG /IM/ SRRY I FEEL BADLKAJLJ but yeah. they were nice enough to make me another one 😭#ok. back on topic with this fuckin post SORRY. i just have all these potatoes and a pizza to eat with this sadnwich now #i didnt eat breakfast or lunch so its ok. moving on #watch me explain it lol. i think its just cause its hard fr me to imagine daigo even saying balls like that. in jp or english #like he just doesnt have the Oomph to do it like the kansai bitches #see this how i know jo from kansai.... that easy as balls to imagine...#LIKEIM TELLING YOU THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN SAY BALLS AND MEAN IT ARE KANSAI/EAST COAST BITCHES #in regards to eng its the accent... you just put a heavy mphasis on the b yk... any east coast bitches know what im talkin bout #or am i insane.it could be both idk #its cause in context he looks so meek like no !!!!! you dont be shy about balls talk !!!!!!!#I JUST IMAGINE HIM SAYING IT SO POLITE LIKE NO !!!! YOU HAVE TO SAY IT WITH FEELING. WITH YOUR BALLS #anyway daigo bb ily and i care for you but youre not hard enough to say balls #which is the most insaane thing i could say considering Daigo And His History but yk... im right...

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soft-twink · 2 months

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Before and after chugging 26 oz of sparkling water on a full tummy 😌

I will wake up tomorrow soooo fuckin hungry from this 😈😈😈

He/They

#still shy showing my face on camera moving #I can do pics but not video #idk you like see me actually moving so it feels more intimate #eh I’ll get over it eventually #for now: belly!!!#weight gain #trans weight gain #trans feedee #ftm feedee #belly kink #chub kink #ftm feedist #me #belly play #ftm gainer #muscle gainer #ftm muscle gainer

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rexscanonwife · 3 months

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And by the way just to add some like...angst to my sea beast s/i I guess 😂 I was thinking about the research I did into old selkie folk tales and how they typically tend to go and how it applies to my s/i with Batterbie stealing her coat.

1. She did it when she was still just a child and had lost her whole family, so she probably holds that over her head by saying she's lucky to have had a place to stay and food to eat at ALL and 2. That she could have it...a LOT worse 😬

#jane journals #self insert talk #🌊 how deep is your love? 🌊#idk ive done a lot of research into selkie mythology and their folklore #among their traits is apparently being particularly alluring! must be that seal charm 😂#but because of that their coats tend to be stolen by hopeful suitors to prevent them from returning to the sea #essentially FORCING them into a marriage they...probably dont want #and the whole time they have an INTENSE yearning for the sea #so batterbie forces my s/i into indentured servitude and shes bored out of her MIND #could be worse right 😂#idk if thatd like...have an effect on her tho. at the risk of getting a bit too dark i have experience with these types of mother figures :/#theres a really mixed feeling that comes with it #i wonder if my s/i would have any kind of fear of other people or at least of intimacy in any real way #i mean she lives on a 'bad people' island so shes definitely not some shy demure figure #shes like...rapunzel but a little more jaded 😂 which is why it means SO MUCH to her when jacob gets her coat back for her #and DOESNT use it as a way to make her indebted to him somehow #he does it to make HER happy #and in turn she tries to GIVE it to him as a show of trust now that she has the freedom to do so 🥺🥺🥺#idkkkk im rambling now #just on me mind tho

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non-un-topo · 1 year

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Kind of obsessed with this nickname actually

#context: chapter 2 of my wip summerwind. 8 or 9 year old nicolo unwillingly receives a prophecy from a leper and it's rather terrifying #the man tells him he will 'fly on red wings for Christ's love'#also this:#'The streets will run rivers of blood and in it you will be baptized anew. Will you feel Christ’s love then boy? I should think not...'#i COULD just share the whole snippet but i'm insecure lol. and it's 700 words. i'll share the whole scene if ppl want but i'm shy #how does the old leper know all of this? idk it's fiction man. he can See it in his Eyes #also the thing about prophecies is that sometimes words like these stick with you for life -#- and your actions after hearing them begin to manifest that kind of future. or something.#yusuf does not get a creepy fortune teller. but he DOES develop a thirst for justice in this chapter #and begins to realize things about the world around him. about injustice and prejudice and expectation.#anyway i feel like i plagiarized 'hell bird'??? but i like it so it's mine now #also i love just sharing awful screenshots of my documents lol i don't know why i do this

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weallpartyatybcpatricksfuneral · 1 year

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idk how to explain it really but the difference in stage confidence from soul punk to stardust era of patrick feels so. different. like for soul punk it felt like a front for someone who wasn't doing well behind the scenes. the flashy suits and tight gloves and a literal costume. the extra vocalizations and dancing and movement. and dont get me wrong!!! I love that!!! I love soul punk patrick with my entire heart!!!!! but looking at how he is now on stage, his confidence feels so much more natural. he feels so much more relaxed and comfortable doing things like moving around the stage during heaven iowa and last of the real ones and just. being SO SMILEY all the time. I genuinely don't think I've seen a photo of Patrick not smiling or laughing during tourdust.

something something tour of healing and love something something "oh nostalgia I don't need you anymore"

#idk how to really explain what i mean other than #soul punk confidence felt like a mask while tourdusy confidence feels so real and genuine #the sp confidence was REAL. it wasnt faked or anything.#but i feel like patrick used that confidence to shy away from how he felt washed up at 29 years old and how #-he was feeling suicidal for a bit (genuinely i cannot read that blog post of his it makes me feel so sick. )#but tourdust feels like he really has healed and moved on and now hes just up there. with his best friends in the whole world. playing music #for the people he loves (his fans)#and hes bringing his other best friends along with him #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #soul punk #tourdust #so much for (tour) dust

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pacifistcowboy · 1 year

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hmm. i think i have something resembling a crush. idk for sure but i definitely like being around him, would like to hold his hand, and don’t mind the concept of us being called boyfriends. oh boy. ooh boy.

this was not part of my college plans

#i guess i share personal stuff here too now #idk i ain’t gonna say this anywhere else in case the feelings go away or the feelings get so strong i get shy about it or som shit #he doesn’t even like sonic. how would we even work 😔/j #he has seemingly opened up to the concept of sonic not being entirely full of creepy weirdo fans since befriending me tho #oK that doesn’t actually matter. someone being a fan of sonic or not is Not the deciding factor of if i would date them despite how it seems #i digress. the point is. uh. boy? boy make me go :]? and when boy touch my shoulder or hands i don’t get uncomfy? i actually enjoy it?#i’m having a Time okay

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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🌷🕸️

#i've been thinking about this quite a lot on and off for a while #but to try to process it more i just wanna try to vent:#my sexuality is very messy. even inside my head. so scary. so complicated...?? so just thoughts of it are scary #and like there has only ever been one person who like just thinking about sex with has felt like good #not scary or terrifying. not with all of my avpd symptoms woven in (like one is that idk if i could ever have sex w someone #like actually be with them and be able to look them in the eyes and then also keep talking to them afterwards and not just run away and #never see them again. that's just one thing and this isnt abt that so anyway #like yeah just thinking about sex w him feel ok. safe and comfortable. and enjoyable and like i can and want it #which is smth like... with my other crushes before i've fantasized abt having sex w them but it felt bad and scary ://#and like i didnt actually want sex w them...#and with this person that isnt there. it's scary in a way since like im not experienced at all and idk how it feels irl 💀#but not in the way i usually feel abt it!!!!#so this just in my head #plus the fact that like talking and expressing some of my thoughts TO him ... felt good and safe and comfortable #is actually such a gift from him.... and i'll always treasure this (one of many things haha ^^)#bc he made me experience this and that i can feel good and ok and safe about it #i do feel sad that when this was current i was so cautious and shy bc it was so new to me #i was feeling smth real and genuine emotionally w him and i wasnt just saying stuff ... if that makes sense lmao #hmmm... yeah i've never felt good abt it before that w him. so it was so so new. and i couldnt quite get used to it fast #now im getting messy in my thoughts again sksksk #i just feel like this meant so much to me to just have had it #and idk im just so happy to know that these feelings are possible for me .. and i feel thankful for him that he gave me this not so little #thing/feeling/experience #now... the thing is... he is the only one i've felt all of the things with. like attraction/safe/comfortable/taken seriously etc etc.... so #umm what do i do now? 💀#ig either way im glad i know that this exists for me and that im not incapable of it. even if my avpd makes me feel that way #ok.. skurr skurr?#but yeah sexuality is so fkn scary for me idk it just gets too much i wanna cry T-T

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dandyshucks · 2 months

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Abandoning the fae realm must have been quite the undertaking, and yet, somehow you managed it! Now, how about a second time, "Dandy"?

Dandyfae gets dragged back to the fae realm after a few months (freedom was just too good to be true!) and Wardell believes they've abandoned him and thus has no interest in helping them escape again. the rest of Taraxacum Court is Not happy w Dandyfae for the little stunt they had pulled a few months prior. uh oh!

#[walking up to random tables in a restaurant] hello yes did anyone ask for angst perhaps? no? uhm. here u go anyways!#ohhh dandyfae... we're really in it now...!#midnight posting again bc . yes. i spent three and a half hours on this. again. FDJKL insane in the membrane #i might rb this tomorrow idk i'm shy LOL i feel like all these collage pieces are weird and not what ppl like to see #but /i/ like to make it :3 and also i do like to see them tbh theyre interesting i think #but perhaps that is just me. either way! i will post it regardless and then perhaps rb it so ppl actually see it #but also. angst? on MY s.elfship blog? .... apparently it is more likely than you think LMAO. idk if other ppl like angst though 😭#dandy.cmd #dandy🌻#doodlebug.png

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