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really and truly unless it's a discussion about why peggy/steggy fans shouldn't like endgame, at this point idk why people feel the need to continually make the argument about her having a family as if that's the biggest problem about the ending especially when i figure most people are of the belief that it was another timeline or whatever idk what the current consensus on that is in the mcu and i don't care
but what about the fact that it destroyed steve's family? does that not matter because it's not the standard spouse and children but is instead a family he built for himself with sam and nat and bucky? because it's easier to decide steve is a selfish asshole and always has been instead of acknowledging that that storyline did more of a disservice to him than to anyone else? like oh maybe peggy's family was erased and that's horrible but it doesn't matter that steve's family was abandoned in the midst of the kind of trauma he knows very well?
i've said it before but it makes me so sad that so many people just turned on steve and decided a decade of movies don't matter in the face of one shitty desperate attempt of a movie to make him look like a pathetic creep just so they could justify their heterosexual nonsense ending
#steve rogers#anti steggy#anti endgame#also just occurred to me how part of the whole bullshit about not undoing five years#was so tony's daughter wouldn't be erased (even though like hey pepper could've already been pregnant in iw and it would've been fine)#but they had no qualms about peggy's family (since the writers and directors didn't even agree about the timelines)#bc peggy does not matter as anything other than steve's love interest lol and they just continue showing that as far as i can tell#marvel does not care about her as being anything but part of a ship that only ended up together#as a fulfillment of male fantasies and to try to squash stevebucky#so idk why fans are so defensive of marvel on that front#in the end anything redeeming that they wrote for her character was negated and stripped down so she's just a girlboss and a prize#neither of which are good things no matter how hard y'all try to put a feminist spin on it!
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this blog is no longer going to be a phan blog
if you are following me purely for dan and phil
unfollow or block please
#still watching dan and phil#still love them#but fuck am i tired of the fanbase#y'all are so fuckin rude#honestly fucked up that none of you could wait for them to announce this thing they've been busting their asses on#fun speculation is perfectly fine#but you all just have to know everything and continuously overstep boundaries#they give people a little bit of themselves and everyone gets greedy#generally the way people have been treating them over the past few months has been gross too#idk how dan and phil have put up with this kind of shit for as long as they have#i feel like im witnessing folie a plusiers#its draining#if you follow me for purely for dnp unfollow or block me#will be shifting into more nsfw/shitposting/political content#im honestly dumbfounded#dan and phil#amazingphil#daniel howell#phan#dnp#ill probably go see them on tour but idk#idk man
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thinking about older women
#hey auntie 👉🏾👈🏾#some of them b dancing on that line and i am looking respectfully (´ . .̫ . `) ♡#many such cases... giggling at how often w how many ppl aksjak family friends.. or it be ur own family 💀💕#someone's mom would joke about snatching me up like 😭😶🌫️ ma'am first of all .. would#and the touchy prima (〒﹏〒) ♡ yes please put ur hands on me i am so comfortable with physical contact ( ꈍᴗꈍ) let me hold ur hand ♡#🚶🏾♀️ being hot is nice sometimes#the forbidden fruit... hey tía (´ . .̫ . `) 👉🏾👈🏾💕#some of the exchanges I've had were so 😵💫😵💫 ma'am.. i got a lil crush on u.#← not my actual family. i do not have one. engaging in one from this perspective is a lil different yfm 🚶🏾♀️u don't have to get it#or maybe u do idk im zooted rn and feeling rly gay abt aunties and older women in general okay 😩💕#i need to go sweet talk someone's tía i know she's looking beautiful tonight 🚶🏾♀️ i see u girl. i love ur hair your nails are beautiful#i love your color coordination you have such good fashion sense ( ꈍᴗꈍ) ♡#ur earrings are so pretty i love your necklace i love your bracelets (｡ﾉω＼｡) lemme go help y'all cook or I'll make the drinks whateve#let's talk.. ♡#Lupe... what are you up to these days 😩💕 my favorite. a family friend#i kinda see family friends as family too sorta bc my fam was p small when i did have one so a friend would be a basically auntie#but also not.. technically. so ╮(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)╭ idk. they r tías 2 me though and i love them.#they r so nicey 2 me ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡ ♡#she wanted me to say her name n talk to her in Spanish a lil bit and she ate it up 😵💫 (｡ﾉω＼｡) ♡ she loved the way i say her name#i had such a crush on her omfg. low-key but not but yeah but respectfully..
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A lot of the kids I teach like Kimetsu no Yaiba so I kinda wanna watch it so I'm familiar with it but also I watched some street interviews with Japanese people about anime and it's the most commonly-given answer to the question "what's the most overrated anime?"
#nutcracker nihongo#i still need to catch up on pokemon but then i'll need something else to watch#idk if i'll finish jujutsu kaisen bc i know how s2 ends and i don't want it lmao#so i'm watching takashi's interviews and noting underrated animes that sound interesting#if y'all have any recommendations then by all means tell me!#not one piece or naruto or dragon ball or jojo though#the first three are just too long and i cba (also i tried getting into one piece and just. couldn't. sorry)#and jojo i know nothing about other than its fanbase is fucking insufferable and it's put me off watching it forever#sorry if you're a jojo fan don't take it personally#tbh one piece fanbase is also insufferable. 'i don't like one piece' 'FUCK YOU THERE'S A REASON IT'S THE BEST ANIME OF ALL TIME' jeeez#i still have 20+ episodes of pokemon to catch up on though so no rush to find anything
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Srry I'm inactive for a bit, staying at my sister's place for a few days.
Afterwards I'll be wandering around town for a spell, couch surfing, seeing if there're any opportunities to get my life in order again before returning to my trash heap tent. Desperately needed a break from being out there because I've been severely anxious and depressed lately lol. It's fkin wonderful to eat & shower every day and be in air conditioning instead of 110⁰ heat so I'm really appreciating it while it lasts. Grateful to spend some time with my sis :')
Hope everyone's doing okay🙏miss y'all. Sending you cozy sunshiney vibes and a nice cool glass of water. Feel free to tag me in anything
#💬 beskar.txt#nomad tales#has been so great to cuddle with my feline neice & nephews#might try to get to a neighboring county soon to visit my mom#idk...kinda just going where the wind takes me right now haha#really haven't been feeling well physically so I'm trying to take advantage of having a safe place to sleep#can't sleep more than 2hrs at a time in the tent (bugs/rain/nightmares/listening for people) & can't stay in past sunrise cos of the heat#so hope being able to snooze more / eat more than a pack of ramen a day will fix some of it#Bo is of course alongside me for the journey#dunno how he puts up with me sometimes lol#always feel better knowing he's there💚my eternal companion through all the craziness#take care y'all
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Do you have any tips for getting your artwork seen by other people? I feel like every time I post it’s just crickets and it’s a little demoralizing sometimes
ahh I know that feeling. Unfortunately here on Tumblr there's no algorithm so you can't get more visibility by doing some annoying trend. I think sometimes it's a streak of luck + having good friends that will share your art tbh 😭 it takes time to build a following but reblogging your own art every once in a while can help with ppl who didn't see it bc of timezones, and fanart can help with visibility and getting more followers I think. But yeah there's really no real way to guarantee your art will get seen, but best of luck to you
#Asking#See. Ok I finally can bitch about this here. The whole discourse of people getting mad when artists want reblogs is stupid as fuck#And a spit in the face lmao. 'ohhh likescolding likes are kisses' that may work for personal posts#But not art. Reblogs is what gets art SEEN and SHARED. TUMBLR RUNS ON REBLOGS#You want to give only stupid likes? Go to Instagram bitch#And shut up about ignoring the like to reblog ratio or drawing only for yourself. I DRAW because I like it! I do sketches and shit that I#Never post. But wanting attention and approval is not some evil sin it's literally human nature#But idk why y'all act like a quick reblog will kill you. Before I finish NO this isn't demanding shares or whatever#I'm just talking about how it IS demoralizing putting work into something and then having that get like. Ignored consistently#It's not only me who says it PLENTY OF ARTISTS HERE have said so before#Anyways rant over this topic pisses me off 😘
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barton's legit reaction on camera whenever he finds out that the doctors in arkham have written a special note on his chart that says he should now be muzzled before being transported someplace (and i just thought i should mention this would take place right after he had pretty much bitten off the ear of a guard as well as strangled them in the past... like UMMM ☠️ i'm definitely not saying it's right to muzzle a human being, but he would really be out here acting like that didn't happen jsjsj)
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#i know this is kind of a shitpost BUT i missed making these so... TAKE ITTT LMAO#no but although i am saying this in such a way that it breaks up the tension that comes with saying this fictional character literally-#bit off the ear of another character and strangled them as well... i promise y'all that i do not condone violence of any kind-#because that is honestly a very AHHH. insane thing to do to put it simply ☠️ LMAO#though to be fair it's also insane that whoever is backing arkham's funding thinks that muzzling people as well as putting them in-#straitjackets is okay so yeah. let's actually treat people with mental illnesses with respect and not do that please#BUT anyhow this did take place in a roleplay that i was doing with emi as a matter of fact and it was... something else#like idk where me writing this came from but this just further shows you how deranged barton is
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#i know i won't shut up abt 5sos but the real question is will i ever go to a better gig than darren criss in [redacted] 2023#like i didn't even know half his songs before i went and i still had the best time i've ever had at a gig#literally the energy in that room was insane#and like... better than any gig i've ever been to in melbourne like#smth about being in a smaller place that artists don't often come to Especially not internation acts#everyone was so like... polite?#like they were doing concert so well they weren't being assholes and yelling when it wasn't their turn :')#which is so annoying i hate when a crowd is so roudy that it feels like a classroom and the teacher is waiting for everyone to shut up#like we can still have a good time if u respect the fact that some of us are spending hundreds even just Getting here#idk maybe i'm a music snob i just think there's something so magical in a quiet room full of people#like when something really beautiful has happened you can sit in it for a second#the pressure to cheer like... the idea that a moment of silence will somehow offend the artist who created the moment#i tried to find another concert on the tour where the crowd was as in the moment as we were for the line#'i believe there is music in the silence' and then he like#puts the guitar down and heads to the piano to do the rest#but it was so gorgeously quiet it was breathtaking i cried#it might have helped that he played the first half entirely accoustically no mic no amps#bc the venue was small enough and also designed to amplify naturally#but we all had to be so quiet to make sure everyone heard it so it just#the music hung in the air so magically y'all art is so good i'm still crying nothing will ever beat that concert i'm still chasing that hig#luke was nearly that magical but tbh..... the audience kinda ruined it for me at times :/#also he was nervous and kept cutting off the moment by saying 'thank you' like we get it ur a humble king but like#you have to let a song like place in me Breathe when it's done#you have to give the crowd a chance to go holy fucking shit what the fuck and THEN start screaming and Then thank them#but i'm truly such a snob it's the worst#honestly thinking abt how those lads are always improving tho he'll get there#by the time he's darren criss' age he'll be killing it even more they all will
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Had this vision in my head, had to draw it. Idk what the context is but here's another teen Zephyr drawing but this time one of my ocs is there too
#I imagine this would be like if the 'we have to dress formal to sneak into this fancy event for a mission' trope was fantasy viking-ified#(yes I know rtte sorta already did that in last auction hero leave me alone)#my posts#my art#Zephyr doesn't know how to sit it dresses. Gay MF doesn't know how to sit outside of dresses. Girl can't sit.#RJ (the OC) is the definition of 'cleans up well'#I did mess up on RJ's hair I put her bangs in the wrong side but y'all wouldn't know that so idk why I'm saying it#Zephyr doesn't clean up well she doesn't even know what that means. She dragged that skirt through the mud.#Putting zeph in all green felt like a betrayal to my color system I accidentally put in place for the main five.#Zephyr's red. Nuffink is blue. Spike is green Eric is orange and RJ is purple. (Madder is yellow but she's sorta a later addition#to the team. Also Hatchet and Spade are neutrals)#Hmm out of all of these characters I've only drawn Hatchet and Spade's dragon. That hideous zippleback I drew a while ago you know#Anyway I'm done rambling#Have a nice night#dragon riders second generation#<btw that's the tag I'm using for all of my teen zephyr and her friends stuff so if it's annoying then there's the tag to block#And if you want more. Well. There's the tag to search on my blog. I've put everything there.#Ugh I hate how embarrassed I get everytime I talk about these guys. 'oh it's so cringe-' bitch shut up#I'll look at other people's httyd OCs and go 'oooh cool I love that' but then the second I go to post mine I'm like 'ugh cringe-'#Cringe culture is dead post the damn drawing write the damn fic.#Honestly at this point I treat Zephyr like an OC. Dreamworks lost their rights to her she's mine now /hj#Like I used the personality Dreamworks gave her as like a baseline and then made her (and Nuffink) better#And I gave them friends.
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venting so much i ran out of tags lmao
#i think im hallucinating ?????#i have my headphones on (listening to boyfeel on repeat n choppin up some paper)#and keep feeling / seeing shadows in my peripheral vision#im probably just dehydrated and having bad floaters but i dont like it :)#today has also been bad dramatically awful#life isn't serious there's no reason to feel this heavy#oop very emo thoughts incoming#life can't be meaningful or ill miss my parents too much but can't be meaningless or im living without them for nothing#im just. struggling very hard this year. idk#i had so much health bullshit going on for months that i put off going to a psych n now im so busy that it feels bad taking time off for it#and im also scared of getting on meds bc the idea of being dependent on something that i might not have access to is.. auuughhh#idk dude my adhd has been debilitating lately and i feel so stuck and sometimes i think i have ocd bc my compulsions are so fucking bad and#all my mental bullshit with my breathing has slowly been driving me wild and peaks my anxiety#and sometimes i worry abt being bipolar bc my mom's mom is and my mom's best friend told me she thought my mom might have been#bc the way my moods are so low or so high is exhausting it feels like i haven't had a “normal” day in so long#but also atp when im happy i feel manic bc idk how to healthily experience happiness anymore#idfk y'all !!!! im also very nonverbal these days#ugh and still going back n forth on telling my therapist ive been suicidal again bc i dont want him to have to report me or anything idk#a few months ago i made a joke about offing myself and he got rly serious n said he'd have to take action if im serious so im leaning no#like. i wouldnt actually kill myself. i just don't want to exist sometimes in this life#its just been very very very very very very very very very very very very very very hard lately without my parents or grandma#and even after all these years it's still heartwrenching to think about continuing to live this life without them#like. i just want to make them laugh. i just want to feel their arms around me in a warm hug. i just want to dance to their favorite songs.#i don't want to think of them and see their dead bodies anymore. i want to remember them healthy and smiling.#i would take care of them again in every lifetime but fuck dude. i just want to remember their good days instead of the end. can i please#please fucking invision them at their best. i want to remember the dad that played baseball and video games and whose laugh filled the room#i want to remember my grandma who was so sassy but kind. whose button nose crinkled when she smiled. who taught me to happily be dramatic#i don't want to remember them being frail. i want to forget the frustration i saw in their eyes. i want to forget seeing them struggle#(insert sadness about not remembering my mom at all)#just. fuck dude. my life is simple and i am safe so i shouldn't complain. but things feel so fucking hard sometimes. i feel so heartbroken
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to play ranked this season or no —
#✯ — нorѕeѕ ιn тнe вacĸ × [ ooc ]#i never actually took ranked seriously#but when i sorta did i hit diamond and stopped.#but it's literally been so long it'll probably put me in bronze LMAO#that was back in the triple tank meta era — you young whipper snappers probably don't even know what that is#idk i'll probably play one comp game and just see how it goes.#if it goes horribly i'll be around here the rest of the day.#y'all better be taking care of yourselves#don't make me do it for you —#i'm also open to playing with y'all — comp or not#hit up my dm's or if you already have my blizz just join the group pLEASE i have no friends#( well there's like........two people that put up with me on a consistent bases but feel like i need to spread that out a little more )#( because what if they get tired of me then i'll really have no friends )#tbd
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fans will use the lamest excuse to defend wonyoung
#not hating on her but like . yall need to stop and hold her accountablr for her actions#btw this is not ab her being cringe or pick me idk ab that y'all can decide#this is ab her not bowing to anyone not even seniors#she either ignores or turns her head down like by 10 degrees idk#which is disrespectful bc bowing is like . ur showing respect to seniors / elders / or whoever idk#i saw a vid saying she doesn't bow bc she has to learn her script like pls be fr#i believe they get scripts beforehand#and bowing isn't gna ruin her makeup / hair and even if it does it's not smn that takes too long to fix#and not just mubank. she doesn't even bow on award shows#also ive noticed how she speeds up to the centre postion during air port shoots#maybe that isnt so serious but idt the postions for shoot are specified#but she needs to let other members get the spotlight#idk if she's insecure or what but she's one of the most popular idols she's gna get attention even when she's not a centre#idc if y'all find this offensive tbh but it's stupid if u defend her on thus#this***#you know she is wrong and u call ppl who point this out jealous yada yada#but my friend we're just right & and u dont wanna accept that ur fav is at fault#there's a diff btwn straight up hating and pointing out the mistakes#yall be acting like someone's putting u in jail of u don't defend with ur life :/#constructive criticism doesn't make someone look bad !! let that sink in !!#u don't tell ur mom that she's jealous when she points out smn that you're doing wrong#it's literally the same logic#let alone mom u don't even tell this to anyone irl#which just means yall take too much advantage of being behind a screen and saying whatever the fuck u want to#yeah long story short: learn to hold your favs accountable#it won't make u look bad and certainly won't affect them either unless you're going off w death threats#which is sick btw if u condone sending death threats#ramyeon with spam !
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seemingly the only way i can ever get into any new thing is if i spontaneously decide to watch/read it
#shut up danni's talking#in other news aloneintherain posted a welcome to demon school iruma-kun fanfic while i was sleeping#woke up the notification and thought huh well i don't wanna get up now so lemme boot up crunchyroll#i am now on season 2 ep 1#so that's fun!#and i would die for iruma - him and azz are deffo gay#my angel clara is either lesbian or she's aro lesbian and i can't decide which i like better so shrug#but that girl eiko is ABSOLUTELY bi honestly she's like my fave side character#uh big buff and dumb blonde is also a favourite of mine#he's so passionate abt the demon king and stuff and i cackled when he found out the demon king club was full of nerds#and yet he IMMEDIATELY without a single second of hesitation joined and like MAD respect i adore him#ameri is also cool but she is absolutely demiromantic with a romantic soul and i ship her w eiko#but man the relationship between iruma and his grandpa is so sweet???;;#i wanted to melt at the festival and the other classmates were like oh man bet you're the pride of your family iruma and he was like#YEAH I LOVE GRANDPA AND OPERA#i wanted to cry#also the fact that iruma puts his hair up in a ponytail when exercising is my absolute favourite thing#and is definitely a key reason why i think he's one of my faves i'm always weak when a character can have a small ponytail#anyways just letting y'all know and when i finish watching the anime fingers crossed my dumbass brain will let me comprehend the manga#idk HOW i managed to comprehend the mha manga way back when but hopefully it'll work this time too#i have a feeling that a lot of the fandom is weighted towards the manga spoilers rather than the anime which is fair#also i THOUGHT crunchyroll had messed up bc i was sure i had three more episodes left of season one and i did#when i finished s2 ep1 it tried to make me watch s3 ep1 which like no thank you#so now im gonna have to go back and be confused rip
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trips and all these symbols fall out oh no 🌟💯✨ ☀️🌺
𝑺𝑴𝑨𝑳𝑳 𝑺𝒀𝑴𝑩𝑶𝑳𝑺 𝑶𝑭 𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺.
🌟 ― i love how you portray your muse(s)
💯 ― your headcanon posts are always on point
✨ ― i love the way you write
☀️ ― your posts always bring me joy
🌺 ― simply admiring you from afar
A?? um excuse me... i believe... you dropped these -- jokes aside, thank you so much?? please.. 😭😭 i am gently reaching out... let us write more maybe? 👉👈`
#» time to roll the dice ( ooc )#tags to be fixed#WA...#idk how y'all put up with me i just meme a lot on dash and cause chaos lbr
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good news! I have invented a cocktail that captures, exactly, the essence of Cucumber Melon Fragrance
bad news! that is a bad thing
#it is. UNCANNY. how much this tastes like 90s hand soap#the thing is: cucumber melon is exactly what I was going for! on purpose! I did it!#BUT LIKE... NOT LIKE THIS KJHFDKJHG#it needs to be sweeter... I think it also just needs More Flavor?#it's made with gatorade (don't @me that's what I built it around just for funsies)#and I guess I assumed the gatorade would be both sweeter and flavor-er#if I could find any fucking midori we might be able to get somewhere...!#or it might just end up being a stronger soap idk#I put a salt rim on it for thematic reasons (this was supposed to be an elyss one and evoke water lmao)#and hoo boy that just makes it so much worse fkjdghkdjfh#scoop up a nice glass of 90s bubble bathwater with epsom salts babeyyy#what's funny is the spirit is gin and you don't taste gin at all but I DO think the gin flavors have transmogrified into exactly soap#y'all it is uncanny#about me#potions
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Currently working on changing all of my icons over to the new template so posts are going to be iconless for a bit.
I'm also going to be slowing down my queue for a bit until I get caught up on drafts/asks.
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