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Sometimes, hours before i have an episode i'll experience symptoms of my neurological condition but during that time i'm so out of it i can't realize it's a warning sign.
It happens rarely but one time i completely blew up at my sister for no reason, about two hours later i had an episode and afterwards went wtf why did i do that?
Other times, like today, i'll feel stressed. Unusual amounts of severe acute stress. Without any discernable cause.
My episodes of paranoia and hallucinations are getting fewer but when i do have them they're oftentimes a warning sign.
Today i had been so out of it beforehand, to the point i wasn't able to notice i was out of it in the first place. I was barely aware of my body slumping and my eyes rolling back and spasming. Barely noticed i couldn't hold a thought for longer than two words. I hadn't noticed i was painfully cold and that i was hungry.
This lack of awareness hasn't happened like that before and it's a whole new thing i have to worry about now. Because potentially not being able to call for help, because i might not realize i need it, would be so dangerous.
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happy halloween! 🎃🐈⬛👻🐇
#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#polysho#enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back#but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown#so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME#once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo#to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE#im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh#i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen#also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume#so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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i cant draw but i cant stop thinking about this
#theyre literally the same exact image#i have saw brainrot rn#saw#saw 3d#saw 7#lawrence gordon#shitpost#idk how tags work tbh#saw franchise#saw movies
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feel free to tell me about your favourites and/or your top 4 letterboxd in the tags;;;;
#polls#cinema#letterboxd#movies#idk how to tag this#i'm at 200+ myself but to be fair i was off work for six months this year#my top 4 changes according to my mood but rn we're looking at#blue valentine aftersun american psycho and mysterious skin
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hough save me gay yaoi
#coming out to my shadowvaniller lovers rn..............i actually also like purecacao it was the first ship i liked when i started playing#and i AM biased towards it no matter how much pv sobs over lily in the game this is MY pretend land#actually i have drawn stuff in my interpretation of pv and wls friendship#its definitely an energy of... doomed lovers never meant to be SNRRKS idk i just feel theyre both very aware of the missed chance they had#so much time has passed yet none at all and theyre ... the same but also so fundamentally different#maybe in another time another life#anyways i shouldnt talk abt this in the tags lmao#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#fanart#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#dark cacao cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my drawbs
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I find myself agreeing with this woman’s thoughts on Alicent’s character this season. Which is a shame in many ways…
(Tagging those who might be interested in what this video has to say, I apologize if any of y’all have been trying to get this off your mind only for me to tag you here lol)
@alicentsgf , @lemonhemlock , @thewitchqueenofharrenhal , @spacerockfloater , @gwenllian-in-the-abbey , @forgotten-fossilised , @florisbaratheons , @applepie2523 , @tessarionbestgirl , @queenvhagar , @the-daily-dreamer , @chocobroing , @lunamond , @gojuo, @fearthhereaper , @abla-soso
#the way I can’t even elaborate on my full thoughts yet#that’s how jumbled my brain is rn#Alicent what have these terrible ass writers done to you#Jesus they fucked up badly#I’m gon take a nap after this#alicent hightower#pro alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen#aemond targaryen#criston cole#alicole#alicent x criston#gwayne hightower#daeron targaryen#otto hightower#is that all the character names mentioned in the vid to be tagged? idk#hotd critical#hotd#house of the dragon
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okay idea
like does this make sense
idk my brain was bored even tho i wanted to keep drawing my sonadow fankids this weekend but i don’t think that’s gonna happen
ok but fr tho my mindset changes from “pure fluff sonadow so cute soft” to “i need to make a doohickey right now” like phases of the moon it’s fucking crazy and i don’t like it actually
#my stuff#idk i wouldn’t call this art lol#idea#eureka !#does anyone have an old pair of switch joycons they wanna give me?#it literally doesn’t matter if there’s crusty bugs on it i just need them for the hardware lol#if not i will soldier on through ebay#okay ebay isn’t actually that bad it’s just that i’ve customized multiple switch controllers before just with the simple shells#but when i order a used pair of joycons that claims to be nintendo legit#it turns out it’s not bc the PCB isn’t even the right shape for the inner shell basket thingy dawg#idk the words rn i’m tired oops#oh uh#3d modeling ??#engineering student#how about that i think that tag fits here
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my brain latched onto ratio in the span a day or two and i am. struggling with that. have a hsr magma dump about it.
these are in reverse chronological order so that it looks like i get more normal as the post goes on (it doesnt)
#i like these a lot im happy w how they turned out art has been fun lately n im trying to hold onto that feeling n keep it alive#bro my brain wont let me finish the fkn. piece i have that i wanted to get done n post n ive been meaningto revisit my pinned post n redo i#but im stuck in my b#fuck mobile tagging sucks ass fuck this omg#but im stuck in my head w my interests rn n theyre beating my ass im losing so bad damn interests got hands#i jsut remembered i was gonna give these some other bg colors than the usual gray we use for the magma canvases..... orz#honkai star rail#dr ratio#aventurine#problem w me is i neevr remember how i tag things n characters#so i have to check#n apperantly i do tag hsr w hsr in the beginning#hsr dr ratio#hsr aventurine#ratiorine#hsr blade#hsr firefly#hsr luka#welcome to my brain n my ...i forgor yhe word hold up. my .i my my idk process i feel like im losingit#my art#magma#i like the pjs one a lot a lot a lot. .... makes me unwell i need them cozy n happy help me#fuck theu got more shipnames#aventio#hsr golden ratio#theyve been gnawing away at my brain im doing. great
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[ID in ALT] Steph and Damian doodle! This taps a bit into their pre-52 dynamic so that's what I was thinking design wise at first but I wanted to draw it w their more recent designs as well to stay hashtag current and topical, so you get both/a fusion, lol
#dc comics#dc#batfamily#damian wayne#stephanie brown#tims there too but he's not the focus so i won't clog his tag#for this to be completely in character Damian would have to be much more disinterested in what she's saying#or i mean ACT disinterested in what she's saying. he's very interested in violence done to tim. esp by his favorite weird big sister#THEY (tim n damian) DO NOT HATE EACH OTHER BTW. this is just the cain instinct at work. also admiration for unhinged steph#idk how much of pre-52 is in play rn visa vie steph (i know cass was still discovering her pre52 past in spirit world so...)#but for the sake of this lets say the brick meeting from detective comics og is still valid. bc i love it#steph violent eye-for-an-eye scrapper tendencies and tims insanity (HE'S STILL INTO HER AFTER THIS) on full display#i don't post a lot of dc fanart bc i find them exceedingly difficult to draw (DRAWING SUPERHEROES IS HARD WHEN UR BAD AT ANATOMY)#(ALSO THERE'S NO CONSISTENT FACIAL/HAIR/ETC DESIGN FOR ANYONE)#but i have done a lot of art and now I'm trying to make an effort to post a wee bit more#mine
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"You don’t know how hard it is being a woman looking the way I do!"
FORGOT TO POST THIS IM SORRY TUMBLR I GET TIRED EASILY TO POST EVERYWHERE
REDRAW OF AND OLD THING i did like over a year idk
SHES NORMAL NOW GUYS!!1!1!1! 😁😁😁😁
#fnf#friday night funkin#friday night funkin fanart#fnf fanart#friday night funkin girlfriend#fnf gf#fnf girlfriend#this is a Jessica Rabbit reference btw stop asking#IDK HOW ESLE TAG THIS IM OUT OF IDEAS RN SORRYYY#can soemone tag this for me with your cool and awesome ideas#i love you Tumblr even if I always forgot post here#WAWAWAWAWAWAWAWA#I LOVE GF FNF#epicexplosion#DIESSSSSS#KurokkePostingLol
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#guess what fictional character I am obsessed with rn… aha…#the arcana#the arcana fanart#julian devorak#Julian devorak fanart#the arcana julian#uhh idk how to tag this but UHM have this while I work on my reqs hehe<3
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am i the only one whos obsession with helluva boss got like 10x worse because of mastermind
#havent touched this site in a minute lol#anyway#geniunely#i dont think ive ever gaf#about a show#more than this#this is bsd levels of obsession for me#maybe even worse#which is really really bad btw#my love for stolitz#is#80x worse bcs of this ep#i scroll through the hb tag on twitter like everyday#idk how to put into words how hyperfixated im on this show rn#helluva boss#helluva boss mastermind#hb mastermind#stolitz
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#sasdie#Supercorp au#katie mcgrath#saskia de merindol#sadie mccarthy#melissa benoist#note: apparently the name of this ship is saskie but I'm letting y'all know im not tagging it like that but as sasdie#just with the purpose of finding the stuff here in my blog bc i fully gave up on tagging stuff here cuz it's useless theses days#also idk how to explain this but for me they're literally only a Supercorp au which is why im tagging that as well#I'm sick in bed rn and i might not be making any sense rn sorry for that#peace ✌🏼
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All you haters abt Dorian's appearance in da v are proving you were never really old man fuckers meanwhile #oldmanyaoitruthers stay winning
#dragon age spoilers#da veilguard spoilers#dragon age the veilgaurd spoilers#just in case idk what tag ppl are blocking#dorians not even old btw but my point stands#what you should be mad abt is how morrigan and isabela dont seem ti have aged even though theyd be roughly 50 rn#dorian pavus
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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