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octavia thinking blitz wants to take her dad away from her when in reality his biggest wish is that they could be a real family together... I feel like I wanna cry til I throw up

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Star Trek: Deep Space Nine "Past Tense, Pt. 1"

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Tonight feeling grateful to Hoshikawa for perfectly capturing the feral side of Akutagawa and Atsushi and never watering down the “Beast” aspect

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i genuinely never. never. cry to tv shows or like.. any type of media. ever. and while rewatching via sing i will be okay, actually wholeheartedly, from emotion, i cried.

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Thinking about how isolated Via feels too. She knows her mother doesn't have nearly as much love for her as her dad does. She knows that. But right now she's clinging to the only parent she physically has in front of her, even if she's being actively manipulated.

She can't run away for good yet, she's only 17 and they'd find her and bring her back. And she believes that she was betrayed by her dad. Even if she won't let him explain, she still feels wronged and that is completely valid. So she's staying with the only parent that "so far" hasn't completely wronged her.

As soon as she finds out the truth about how her mom treated him though ...that'll be another story.

It'll be a Rapunzel esque "Did I stutter, Mother?"

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Stolitz fans seeing Octavia disown Stolas in Sinsmas be like.

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I'm cold 🥶😭

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“wow, I haven’t seen a bad helluva boss take in so long!” I said with joys.

sinsmas was then released.

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gays can never just say “I love you.“ and be in a happy relationship. They always gotta go through the most traumatic shit. 😭💀

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Absolutely losing my mind at the amount of people who think the trial in Mastermind was Stolas choosing between Octavia and Blitz, and that Octavia’s POV in Sinsmas is also the viewers POV

Octavia

・Likely does not know that their marriage was arranged

・Does not know that Stolas was required to have her (but that she became a genuine light in his life)

・Absolutely does not know that their sex life consisted of Stolas just laying there while Stella’s (admittedly, mind you) had sex with him anyway

・Doesn’t know the extent of Stella’s abuse; likely thinks her attacks on him were in retaliation to his infidelity

・Doesn’t know Stella doesn’t actually care that Stolas cheated and has been pining for his assets for years

・Doesn’t know that Stella tried to have him killed, and put Blitz on trial in the first place

・Thinks he was on antidepressants because she was a burden

I will admit, I’m getting frustrated with the Octavia arc, but she is oblivious to much of Stolas’ plight. He’s never had his needs met, how could he meet hers? He absolutely did this to himself, but how could I not sympathize with him? How could I not understand why he would get tired of playing pretend.

Whether he stayed miserable, whether he divorced, whether he cheated, Stolas was never going to win.

Stella is in the same situation but she gets a kick out of making Stolas miserable. Stolas didn’t ever love Stella but Stella absolutely hates Stolas more than she cares about Octavia. Via is only a chess piece to her, something to dangle over Stolas’ head.

The difference in how they take back control of their lives is clear as day. where Stolas finds solace in romantic fantasies and midnight trysts, Stella punches down on someone in the same situation as her and strips him of everything he owns and loves.

That trial wasn’t Stolas “choosing” it was Stolas taking accountability for once. Blitz stole the Grimoire the first time around but it was Stolas who willingly gave it to him thereafter.

And, sue me, but I think Stolas deserves good things too. I absolutely do not think it was selfish of him to cheat on Stella.

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Imma be real with you, chat

I don't think Helluva Boss is going the abortion route with Millie and the proof is Western Energy

If you watched the episode, notice how much it took Blitz to get Loona a VACCINE.

Hell's healthcare system is horrible. Specially for the lower class. Now imagine how Millie might feel, since she comes from a poor family from Wrath, learning about this baby. She is aware that, even if she doesnt want to keep the baby, she cant afford it, and if she wants to keep it, it's also going to cost a lot. There's a risk in both decisions and that's why Millie ends up crying and asking Sallie May for help. Because Millie feels she will be a burden regardless.

And since there's confirmation that season 3 will dwell more into Millie's past and story, i feel the theories about her having a previous baby/miscarriage are somehow correct

Anyways, pregnancy is not fun and im glad Helluva is touching it! How scary and traumatic it can be, specially if you are someone who isnt ready. Whatever Millie decides, it's up to her only

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me rn

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the only reason i wasn't surprised by millie being pregnant is because i was so scared to watch the ep i scrolled into the comments and spoiled myself with the first comment i saw (like a fucking idiot)

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i geniunely cant love the stolitz moments as much as i want to because of the emotional torture i went through with stolas and vias relationship. this is not okay.

vivzie when i catch you vivzie when i fucking catch you

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Wow

The amount of people who are confused about why Millie is freaking out about falling pregnant REALLY reminds me how young a lot of y'all are

Just because you're happily married for years doesn't mean pregnancy is something to be excited about

Like I can come up with several reasons why Millie might be freaking out right now hold on lemme see:

- they are imps, living in a shitty apartment barely making ends meet, therefore they can't afford a baby

- Millie comes from a HUGE family and has baggage attached to that

- Millie has possibly suffered a miscarriage in the past and has trauma attached to pregnancy

- Millie knows this will make it difficult or even impossible to work at imp, both because it's a risk to the fetus, but even after birth it's a dangerous job they are risking their lives on the daily

- She might just not want to have kids, and knows that Moxxie probably does, and the conflict is as simple as that

- She might not really know if she wants this or not, but MORE than that just being pregnant is TERRIFYING. Your body is rapidly changing and that alone is so scary.

Like I know it's mostly young people and cis guys who are confused about this but I promise this is a VERY common response to finding out you're pregnant, no matter HOW long you've been in a committed, stable relationship.

Source: I've been happily married for over a decade and falling pregnant is one of my biggest fears I never ever want to give birth, ever

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Just gonna say it again, Stolas deserves both Octavia and Blitz.

And that's not me saying that Octavia's feelings about the whole situation isn't justified, I'm not saying that at all.

Eventually however, Octavia will grow and mature as a character in regards to the whole situation, and so will Stolas in regards to the whole situation, which is made very clear in the scene at the end, with these two lines.

Things may be tough right now, but, eventually we'll see Stolas and Octavia back together, it'll be a hard journey, but I have every confidence that as both characters grow and mature more, we'll see the bridge between them get rebuilt eventually.