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idk, crowsx3 design??? sdkjfh
the heads are all made of porcelain, and can rotate like that one horror short film with kevan brighting voicing in it
#artswin#quick sketch up#idk#tsp#tspud#crowscrowscrows#crowsx3#the stanley parable#stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#ik im probably not the first one to come up with this but i have an idea for smth so i wanted to make a vague idea for a design first#my current idea rn is that. at least for my au. since theres three crows. there needs to be three sort of proctors for the game#and since proctors are people who oversee exams/officer with responsibility at a school#what im thinking is that narrator and curator are both proctors who “oversee”/“admin the game" (according to oxford)#or “one who is emploied to manage to affairs of another”/“person who takes charge of or acts for another” according to wikipedia#they both at least have control over the game (ie. narrator writing the script n stuff/curators museum etc)#but they need a third.#in 2013 tsp 432 goes missing. sees that the wheel needs to keep turning#the crows see him understanding the situation. and how he wants to keep the game going. so they appoint him as another proctor#thus timekeeper. who gets added on to manage the settings and time in ultra deluxe#i have more to say but idk just yet sdkjfhskdf#i feel nervous just bc idk if im stealing someones idea or concept for this. or even getting it wrong even if its just an interpretation#maybe later ill explain idk sdkjfkjsf
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“Love” how my eyelids got EVEN MORE SWOLLEN in the past 24 hours and my parents are being dumb insensitive cunts to me and want me to wait to see a doctor 🙃🔫
#tried to write/send a message to my doctor but their systems were being fucking stupid and wouldn’t let me send it#fml bro… I hope I can set up at least a video appointment and heal this shit asap#especially before I finish my last term of online classes in the next two weeks#cuz idk how soon afterwards I’m going to be informed about going in person for orientation & in person classes for my 2nd yr of school
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omg i went to the niiiiicest chic little hanbok store in new jersey yesterday they are called "the hanbok" at fort lee, the two ladies working there was soooo so so sooooo sweet and nice and welcoming 😭 i really recommend them if anyone in the area needs to rent or get custom stuff made LOL i've been to two local shops in nyc and honestly i was kind of intimidated by the ladies that owned the shops, maybe cuz they were older women and they seemed strict idk thats a ME problem but the women at the hanbok were so chill and i wasnt as scared there 🤣 i looked at a bunch of their swatches but its like playing 4d chess picking the colors cuz the swatches are taped in 2 layers, with the upper layer going over the lower layer, so its 1 layer of fabric on the white board, and 2 layers of fabric hanging off the board and IT LOOKS SO DIFFERENT cuz the material is translucent so the color changes depending on whether its single or double layer, and if its against white or colored lining? so i feel like the final product will be gacha again idk. also i shouldve prefaced by saying i got custom hanbok made from korea but obvs couldnt see the swatches irl and lemme tell u the pink photographs pink but irl its more peach so 😵💫 the cut and fit of it is nearly perfect tho so im still v happy w it! i took it to new jersey so the hanbok shop can recreate it with new fabric lol






see it looks so baby pink in da pics lol trickery. the underskirt the korean person send me is kind of a stiff mesh / organza layered thing, it has nice volume for pics but i feel like bc its more stiff the movement is less swishy irl? the new jersey shop is gonna make smth more layered with normal fabric so hopefully that works out better??

also im wondering if i should have asked to make the skirt shorter cuz the feet showing under is act kind of cute and practical? the current skirt is floor length lol. the feet is a nice silhouette break. i have a fitting at the end of july so maybe i can ask then 👉👈


^random ppl on ig man i lov hanbok wtf. i wish i knew how to sew this myself cuz i feel so annoying being ultra specific with my design & fit notes 💀 like at this rate i rly better just start making it myself LOL but i cant sew so RIP also i cant understand how they make the top, its like origami the way they attach the lining and fold everything down and inside itself like??? 😵💫
thats my fave pic i think its from an exhibition but MAN is that top cropped and fitted. and maybe its cuz the mannequin is holding the skirt up but the shoes showing looks good so yea im like pro ankle length skirt now ig?
#how can i ask my nj hanbok ppl to make the armhole tight / sleeves p narrow and make the top like ultra short HAHA#like i'll just let them stick to the og top measurements but idk maybe on the future#cuz i WILL go back to them and get a THIRD set made#i'll be like by the way can we try making an itty bitty top thanks LOL#im sorry im so annoying im also kinda like this for my hair appointments#my bleach and color artist is sooo cool and patient w me we get good results#im annoying but to make up for it i tip rly good#.txt#이 지랄같은 인생
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finally worked up the courage to call the therapist's office to try and make an appointment so I could go back to getting therapy and it went to voicemail 🙃
#'leave a detailed message' idk man i just want to know how to set up an appointment because you can't do it online#now i'm stressed as hell x2#flint txt
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back in my "seething about being on sick leave" era again
#:)#you know how lame it is to be stuck at home beholden to the will of the hospital and not be able to really go anywhere/do anything#i think it's killing me because i plain and simply don't feel sick like at all! completely symptomless health issues here#but i'm still stuck with my only realistic options being either play videogames or write (but not for any uni-affiliated projects)#and idk when i don't leave the house for too long the Horrors set in#and even though i actually only have like one hospital appointment every two weeks i am overwhelmed by the feeling of being Stuck#kinda stirring up the same emotions as 2020 quarantine except this time the world's still going on without me lol#howwwwwwwwwwwwwww do people actually endure such isolating frustrating conditions long term. i think im gonna go insane
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#tag talk#I think one of the reasons therapy is so hard is that it's not like I show up and talk about the problem I have.#I show up and have to list all thirty seven problems and explain how their separate and how they're intertwined#I had my third hour-long appointment with my therapist who I feel genuinely hopeful about and there's still issues I haven't talked about#and I get that a lot of these separate issues are really just a basket of extreme symptoms from a few core issues#but it's been so long that they've grown and rooted on their own so it's not just a matter of digging out the original roots. not anymore.#and I do feel like I've made progress. I've made immense progress. the mood stabilizer alone is giving me loads of new data to process.#without it the mood phase I'm in right now would be morose and gloomy with manic energy turned inward to self loathing.#I started that direction a day or so ago because I forgot/didn't care to take my meds and started slipping#but I took my pills and bam I leveled out. and that's nice. I feel calm and serene.#hmm. I've been like this before though. after some sort of emotional high which I did have for a bit.#idk. I'm hopeful I'm positive I'm optimistic but still#I need to talk to my therapist about the feeling like a joke. I'm weird I'm interesting I'm novel I'm strange I know it already.#I'm lonely#I'm tired of being different. of being set apart. of being holy. divine.#I want to be normal. not a spectacle to gawk at or even appreciate. I want to be unremarkable. I want to fit in.#my therapist has enjoyed talking with me. I'm very funny. very charming. tough to keep up with apparently.#those things are intended as compliments but they also just remind me of how alone I am. different. set apart.
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#i want to break up with my hairdresser#but idk how it's really awkward they've been doing my hair for like 6 years#I can't just ghost them#they recently lost their salon. landlord didn't want to renew the contract#so they're working from home#and 1) it's further out of my way and 2) they have like 5 dogs and 3 cats the place smells of animal#it's clean to be clear. clean and tidy. and the animals are clean it doesn't stink#but even clean animals smell of animal to someone who has no pets in their home#if you know what I mean#anyway I feel like I should stand by them during this time#but it's so inconvenient#I'm also working different hours now so just making any appointment is inconvenient#their old salon was literally down the road from my old job and I worked earlier shifts so I'd just stop by after work#how I've got to like set aside a whole day and drive out to them#(and by recently I mean it's been like a year since they've been working from home)
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had to get my tires and brakes changed on my car cuz the ones i had on there were from the dealership i got it from back in 2018. almost $1300 and they're telling me the undercarriage alignment is bent and rusting so i'm gonna have to fix that eventually too - that's gonna be $3500 though 💀
#i do not make this kid of money guys#idk why you're asking me to set up an appointment after i see how it drives for a week.#i cannot afford that#i can barely afford to get my tires and breaks switched#and they didn't even switch my front brakes because they didn't have any in stock so i have to go in next weekend#like whyyyyyyy
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so we miiiight be adopting another cat
a few days back, my mom encountered this teeny tiny pregnant kitten (probably no older than 9 months) and absolutely fell in love. like, she's unbelievably sweet for a stray and even managed to get into the house TWICE when my mom tried going back inside, so she seems to really want a housecat life.
well, like an hour ago, we found her meowing on our doorstep :( it's raining so we took her in, dried her off, and set her up with a little room in the garage (bed, cat litter, water, some food) and now she's gonna stay there for the night
we'll let her out again during the day since we're trying to fully win her over and we're positive she'll come back later in the day, but next week we're gonna take her to the vet and see how she's doing health-wise so. yeah! woo!



#i don't know how i feel about bringing in another cat#but she needs a home and my mom + sister both seem really set on it#she's definitely pregnant so idk how we'll deal with that#my mom seems to wanna keep the babies but i KNOW she won't be the one caring for them or helping this cat actually. y'know. give birth#this kitten is so small too so it's worrying :( like... she's MAYBE 5lbs. she makes our little cats look like fucking behemoths#especially since she's so young i do worry about what the pregnancy will do to her body. she's not even done maturing so having to use -#- all her energy to have kittens seems like a bad idea#i brought up the possibility of a spay to terminate the pregnancy since idk if her body can handle it but mom seemed pretty against it#she's just... so tiny and young and malnourished#we'll figure it out. im gonna tag along to the vet appointment and ill get the vet's opinion on all this
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WE LISTEN AND WE DON’T JUDGE : BLUE LOCK EDITION . . . m—dni. f ! reader / it’s either pretty tame or freaky idk / doing it raw / creamp!es / virginity and being inexperienced / some ooc but this is just for fun / not proofread
FEATURING ⋮ isagi, nagi, karasu, rin, barou, kunigami, chigiri

isagi yoichi ⋮ before your relationship was established he really really liked you and didn’t want to mess it up. but then he wasn’t sure if you were on the pill but the sex was so good he ended up coming inside you. proceeded to suck his cum out for your pussy cause of the panic. didn’t have sex with you for a week after that but you were fine.
nagi seishiro ⋮ played a game where he can customize the character and got really pissed off because it wasn’t even half as pretty as you. sulking each time he dies because he think he ‘failed you.’ ended up quitting the game too because he found out there was sex in the game and he wouldn’t want the ‘game you’ being with anyone else that wasn’t him. even got jealous one time because he didn’t know that he was increasing his character’s relationship level with an npc who looked too much like his teammate. too many emotions while you’re watching him lose his mind when you’re perfectly fine eating snacks on the bed. having to console him by riding him and telling him you only love him and not barou.
tabito karasu ⋮ pays for your nails when you get an appointment so you could jack him off after. will also take photos of your nails for you, with one jerking his cock of course. got this pavlov effect that he gets hard every time you show him your fresh new set. yeah he’s ruined.
itoshi rin ⋮ he was a virgin before he met you, and ended up cumming each time he bottomed out the first few times you guys did it. he was inexperienced and very sensitive since he wasn’t used to it. he was still always hard after so it didn’t matter. unaware he was crying one time because he was so overstimulated while you’re clenching down so hard causing his cum to spill.
shoei barou ⋮ you were supposed to meetup with someone else that your friend suggested but you weren’t really sure if it was him when you arrived at the meeting place. ended up going on the date with him and hooking up at the end only for you to find out he wasn’t actually the guy. “what was i supposed to do? deny a pretty girl like you?” went on a few more dates anyway and ended up establishing the relationship properly <3 [ do not be like them! ]
rensuke kunigami ⋮ you were the first person to ever give him head. it felt too good and better than expected. you told him you weren’t too experienced but you worked on him like a pro. he was scared he could hurt you so instead of holding onto your head he gripped onto the wooden headboards. when he came, he held onto it too hard he broke the top part in half.
chigiri hyoma ⋮ moaned out your name during a wet dream. until it shifted, “take it! fucking take it” he said. his teammates weren’t sure if they should wake him up any time soon and they weren’t too sure how to face you after hearing that.

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note : i have no idea what came over me writing these but here u go crying during sex rin hell yeah!!!
#blue lock smut#bllk smut#isagi smut#isagi yoichi smut#rin smut#itoshi rin smut#itoshi smut#nagi smut#nagi seishiro smut#kunigami smut#barou smut#karasu smut#chigiri smut#ᦾִ❤︎ by cola
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MY FUCKIN DIAPHRAGM ITCHES
#vent#nicotine addiction#my vape is burnt cause ive had it for too long#i dont have money to replace it so im going cold turkey apparently#i NEED to set up a nicotine cessation appointment bc those services are free on my campus#but ffs i feel so nervous to actually call or go in#what do i even say#‘hey i wanna quit vaping’#what if they tell me there aren’t services available for vaping and theyre only for smoking???#idk if thats even how it works#im just anxious#and so so SO hungry#and i JUST ate breakfast#i want to cry#im gonna be so emotionally volatile for the next couple weeks and it scares me to death
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#I will always wonder why rodrigo didn't just tell cesare from the beginning he intended him to become both pope and king?? #or at least when he started begging him for command of the papal armies?? #(personally think cesare still would've seen juan as a threat just because their father showed juan more warmth) #but it may have prevented juan being murdered by cesare's hand at least #not that I think it would've quelled his hatred toward juan completely #too bad rodrigo didn't account for cesare's ambition outweighing his love of his brother #or he probably would've said something much sooner #it's kinda ironic he claims he sees so much of himself in cesare and yet.....he completely underestimated cesare's ambition ( via @rhaenyra-targaryenn )
“Cesare wanted his brother dead. He waited for the moment when he felt it was right. He knows that it will change him forever and it will never be the same. A part of him thought it was the right thing, and part of him did it out of jealousy and envy. Once he made up his mind, it was set. He didn’t want to talk anymore, because he knew Juan could change his mind. But I think there was something chemical in his hatred for his brother as well that's always been there.” — FRANÇOIS ARNAUD explains Cesare's dark turn. "The final confession is his one chance to unburden his soul and he’s nice. He forgives people. He says he’s been in pain all this time, he notices when everyone else is concerned about him and their own hurting and their own pain. It proves that he’s sort of self-aware and probably hasn’t had the best life, so it kind of makes it even worse that he gets killed." — DAVID OAKES on Juan's finale moments.
SPECIAL FEATURES || BEHIND THE BORGIAS: Juan's demise
#banger tags!#rodrigo's selfishness and determination for ambitions really blinded him from the enmity among his kids#an enmity that he CAUSED!!! he set juan in opposition of cesare and alienated his siblings against him because *checks notes*#he did what he was tasked for to protect his family!!!#i also wanna add that cesare claimed that rodrigo only forgives juan's mistakes as if he wouldn't do the same if cesare messed up!!#cesare felt inadequate because rodrigo tends to extend his hand to the weak (juan) since he assigned himself as a man of god#rodrigo also views cesare as capable and he doesn't need the affection he gives to lucrezia and juan#sadly cesare failed to see he's the true heir bc he considered being a leader in the papal army to be a prestigious position#while being the church's prince was what truly mattered to rodrigo. cesare only realized this in the show's finale#+ a sense of validation after yrs of feeling inadequate. it was too late as he had already jealously murdered his brother based on illusions#not to mention cesare's daddy issues disappeared after he forgave him for killing juan + the Big Reveal™️#i'm sure cesare would've still disliked juan of the situations were reversed but i also think he would've had his back bc he's not a threat#the poetry of rodrigo loving cesare too much but trying to distance himself from him because he scares him and reminds him of himself#someone so driven so thirsty for powet and ambitions. he really thought he would usurp him or even murder him just like hoe he murdered juan#i personally never wanted rodrigo to forgive cesare for juan . idk like some sort of consequence following him for the rest of his life#it would've also have spice knowing how lucrezia felt about cesare in borgia apocalypse script#cesare borgia the most loathed and feared prince in italy !!!#but of rodrigo and cesare reconciled!!! the pope needs his mirror!! cesare is everything rodrigo needed in a son / heir!!#“you loved him once” i mean sure cesare did love juan before their papacy era because like i said...he wasn't a threat#but the second juan was appointed as the leader of the papal army...it's all over bro#text post#the borgias meta
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#when I got out of intensive outpatient in late February / early March all therapy was ended#and they set me up with like four different places I could transition to#and I reached out to all of them but it wasn’t until this month they got me off the waitlist lmao#today I finally got my first appointment set up for next week#four months after my treatment ended lol#not doing great but I signed up for weekly sessions again and I think that’ll be good#need to continue that hard work asap and get caught back up to where I was previously#lil nervous about my therapist but we’ll see#it’s a woman who’s very passionate about art therapy and idk how I feel about that lmao#but she’s trained in CBT so hopefully that will be what we use 💀#not looking to draw my feelings lmao
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Submitted a prerequisite form for one school for one class and currently doing an online orientation for this same school. Still gotta set up my account, email and send another prerequisite form to a second school for a second class I gotta take.
Idk if I’ll get around to doing all that today for the second school/class cuz I gotta go with my dad soon to take Frida to the vet for her vomiting and ask a couple other things like how she shakes her head a lot from time to time to scratch her ear, not sure if it’s like an ear infection or just something she does…
#hhhh idk I feel stressed and like there’s a lot on my plate lately#first shit with driving and finally setting up an appointment for my driving test next month#dealing with all of this school shit/attending info webinars for two more programs/trying to take 2 more classes this summer term#also gotta study for the HESI exam and figure out a date to take it/how much it costs#I also need a day where I can have 4-6 hours of peace and quiet to take this exam here at home#then all of this with our dog Frida vomiting several times over the past week and a half#even though everything else about her has been normal but she’s been vomiting meals/foam and bile#when will something good happen to me??? even if I just get a bunch of money like that alone would lift some weight off my shoulders#jazz uses curse! 💜
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Hey Mae! I hope your spring has started off well. Idk if this will make sense, but based off recent circumstances in my life I was just kind of thinking about an idea.. what about a reader with a chronic illness and no one outside in her circle of friends really “gets it” and all she goes through bc they’re not home with her and don’t see her everyday (the flares of pain and weakness and fatigue, the medications, self infections, infusions, appointments, tests, not being able to work or do things for yourself or hang out when you want or live a “normal life” and all the fomo) and they don’t see how hard it is both physically and emotionally. And it really gets to her but the guys do see that and they’re supportive and encouraging when she’s having a hard time with it all. Maybe it’s an especially bad week and things build up and they can tell she’s not doing good and how they handle it. It could be regularly poly!marauders or emt!marauders with their medical pov.
Thank you for requesting angel! Hope your spring/sprummer is going well too <33
cw: reader has unspecified chronic illness that flares painfully, discompassionate/ignorant interactions regarding this, joking about murder
poly!marauders x fem!reader ♡ 933 words
Pain is a lonely thing. This is a truth you know so well you think its flavor is in your bone marrow. Take Remus—you know he gets terrible headaches. You can know this, you can watch his face tighten with the agony of them, you could spend an entire afternoon listening to him describe them to you, but you will still never be able to approximate what they feel like for him. He’s isolated in his experience, and so are you. On your worse days, no one can truly understand you.
But your boyfriends come the closest.
Your head is in Remus’ lap on your bed, while Sirius lays next to you and James runs a bath in the next room. On the bedside table is a half gone glass of water, downed with the pills you’d needed upon waking this morning. The boys aren’t making a big deal of it all; it’s as much a part of their day as it is yours.
“What’s happening in your head?” Sirius asks, prompting you to glance up from your phone.
“Hm?”
He pouts, drawing a short line over your eyebrow with his thumb. “You’re making this awful pouting face.”
“Am I really?”
“No.” He cracks a smile. “I can just tell something’s off. Penny for your thoughts?”
Wordlessly, you pass him your phone. Remus leans over, and Sirius tilts the screen so they can both read the texts you’ve been exchanging with your coworkers. Remus finishes first. He sits back with a disapproving humming noise just before Sirius sets down your phone.
“Right,” Sirius says, cooly, “so, shall we kill them?”
You push air out through your nose. “No.”
“I’d be very generous. Even let them pick between drowning and assassination.”
“If you were drowning them,” muses Remus, “would it not still be assassination?”
“Who are we drowning?” James asks as he comes in, wiping his wet hands on his legs.
Sirius picks up your phone again, reading off, “Stewart and Liz.”
“Excellent.” James gives his thighs a decisive pat as he sits by your feet on the bed. “What’d they do?”
“They’re upset she’s not going to the cinema anymore,” Remus explains.
James’ eyebrows flick up. “Right. I mean, yes, we’re all upset when she’s not with us.” You turn your face into Remus’ thigh bashfully. Sirius snickers, teasing you with a finger under your chin. “But surely they’ll get on just like the rest of us, won’t they?”
“They don’t seem to grasp why she can’t go,” says Remus, his voice gentling some. He’s hit the nail on the head, and yet it’s a softening of the truth. Your coworkers—the ones around your age, who’ve decided together that you’d like to be friends and have set up a group chat in pursuit of this—have gone from teasing you about your rainchecks to growing plainly frustrated with them. They get that you have bad days with your illness, but they don’t get it. They think you’re avoiding them. When you texted a few minutes ago that you couldn’t make it to the cinema later today, Liz had asked, If you’re going to sit around at home, can’t you sit around in the cinema instead? It’s not like it takes that much more. and Stewart had said, Guess this means you’ll be wanting me to take your shift tomorrow, right?
“I’m in favor of killing them, by the way,” Remus says offhandedly.
That surprises a real laugh out of you. It’s short, and the way your shoulders hitch hurts, but it nevertheless makes you feel a tiny bit better.
Sirius presses a careful kiss beside your eye. “S’exactly what I’m saying,” he mumbles happily.
“I do wish I could go,” you sigh.
“Angel,” says James, “you don’t have to justify it to us. We know.”
“You can’t control the narrative other people have in their heads.” Remus’ hand lands on the curve of your neck, warm and grounding. “You can try to explain it to them after you’re feeling better, if you want to, but if they decide not to believe you then that’s their problem.”
Sirius makes a huff of agreement. “Bunch of fucking twats.”
“Those are my friends,” you argue half-heartedly.
“Not for long, they’re not.”
“Hey.” A pillow sails through the air, missing you by a few inches but hitting Sirius right on the side of his head. James’ voice rings with triumph. “She gets to make the kill orders, shit-stirrer.”
“I’ll stir your shit—”
“Or,” Remus suggest peaceably, “the bathwater probably won’t stay warm forever.”
“Oh, yeah.” James looks to you. “Do you still feel up to that, lovely?”
You weigh things for a moment, but ultimately you nod.
“That’s our girl.” Sirius presses a kiss between your brows as James stands. “Don’t give those twats another thought, sweetness. You’ll do better without the stress.”
“Alright, let’s go.” James claps his hands. You take a breath, setting your hands on the mattress in preparation of lifting yourself up, but he stops you with a touch to your shoulder. “Not like that,” he says, reaching over Sirius to slip his arms beneath you. Without any more effort on your part you’re in the air, grounded by your boyfriend’s warm, firm chest.
You try not to sound too relieved as you sigh, resting your head in the curve of his neck.
Remus says, sounding amused, “Sweet how you thought he was going to let you walk to the bath by yourself.” “Sweet?” Sirius scoffs. “Insulting, more like. Babe, we’ve just finished discussing how everyone underestimates your bad days. Don’t be a hypocrite.”
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could you post more of popstar!girly!reader? honestly really love the concept, would love to see that fic you mentioned you have in your drafts 👀
popstar! girly! reader sneaking MARK GRAYSON into her music video ✧˚.
— hiii anon ! im so glad a lot of people love the concept because i've been having brainrot about it for so long. also !! that fic is at 11k words so far 💀 idk if you guys wanna read all that LMAO here's another scenario for the time being <3
i'd like to think when you start dating, mark understands the need to keep public and private life separate. he gets it better than anybody, which is what makes your unconventional relationship work out as well as it does.
that's not to say he doesn't get a little selfish sometimes.
when he's scrolling on tiktok or the reddit page dedicated to you and sees all these people thirsting over you... he feels some kind of way.
people calling themselves your wife, husband, partner, whatever—mark was happy for your success but there was a part of him that wanted to scream from the rooftops that he was yours, not them.
so when you proposed that he feature in your music video, he was overjoyed.
"i was thinking..." you hummed, manicured nails tapping away at your phone screen as you texted your manager. "did you wanna be in my new video? we want to include a boyfriend part and well... you're the only one qualified for that."
mark sat up sharply with an immediate, "yes." he accepted it solemnly, like he was accepting a world-changing quest.
you brightened, glossy lips spreading into a big smile. "really? all you'd have to do is flex and pose and be hot."
he grinned and leaned over to kiss your cheek, pulling you into his arms. "so a regular day, then?"
your crew loved mark. they loved how dorky he was, carrying comics to pass the time while you got ready in your outfits and makeup.
little did he know he had an appointment with hair and makeup himself.
"you can pull out if you want to, you know." you said as you fixed your hair in the huge led-light mirror.
mark was fidgeting beside you, turning left and right and assessing his reflection with a critical eye.
"and have you run around with someone else?" he frowned, a slight pout tugging on his lips as he ran a hand through his hair. "how can you even look in this thing without getting blinded?"
you giggled and dimmed the mirror lights to something he could handle.
"it was either you or no one. i just want to make sure you're comfortable." you said slowly, patiently, walking up beside him and tugging his restless hands away from his face. "this is kind of like a soft launch, you know?"
it'd be a hard launch if he had anything to say about it.
at first, he was a little stiff. it wasn't everyday he had to stand shirtless on a set with cameras aimed right at him.
when you started dancing with him, he acted like he hadn't seen you naked before. hands balled into fists at his sides, a tight lipped smile, the sweat pouring down his forehead...
the filming process might have taken a few more days than intended, but it was worth allowing mark to grow comfortable with the set and the crew. he put his all into his screen time.
fast forward to the release day, the internet was buzzing. you had guys in your music videos before, but they always met horrible ends.
so when you were spinning in some random guy's arms—not even a known model or celebrity—they were thoroughly confused.
it looked like a home video more than anything else. they could tell you two had insane chemistry.
the edits of you two together came first; then, the edits of the mysterious backup guy exploded on the internet. you were eating good for once, having a wealth of edits of your boyfriend at your disposal.
he found you giggling and kicking your feet. "what's got you in such a good mood?"
you just bit your lip, barely containing your smile as you held up your phone. an edit, albeit of low quality, of him smiling down at you in the low light of the scene, shots of his muscular back and arms and oh, you just had to save it and the 100s of others just like it.
he felt his face heat up as he watched it, looking away bashfully. "did... people like it?"
"they loved it." you hummed, pulling him down to bed and kissing his cheek. "and so did i."
he hummed, the sliver of praise making his chest puff up proudly.
"look, they've dubbed you 'boyfriend.'" you giggled, scrolling through fan comments. who is this man?? / that backup boyfriend guy kinda fine tho?? / look at how boyfriend looks at her awww! / boyfriend can't take us all at once. / boyfriend can't handle all that. / can boyfriend fight?
he smirked to himself as he absorbed the playful outrage of your fanbase. they could complain all they wanted, but he can handle all that and yes, he can fight.
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