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Ah Caleb changing stuff till the end. He took away the childhood friend line and the heart of it ššš
At least he didn't change Katsuki having a big part in in. They had to emphasize it
#childhood friends is how everyone always discribes them thats why that one makes me sad.#idk how to feel about this chapter again#its really over huh chat#mha#mha 430#bakudeku#bkdk#shouts of the void
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
Iām doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts Iām spinning in the blender
ā¦..I made the moodboardā¦.
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. Itās an invitation haha#I love the fics that I canāt read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I donāt enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#itās just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isnāt about them being āhaha cute organicsā#itās āoh god. I was turned into something Iām notā#instead of teeheee theyāre fluffy#itās please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now Iām kind of stuck reading this fic because I just canāt stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror isā¦.damn. Impressive. I didnāt expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#itās not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuckā¦.I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I readā¦..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do thisā¦ā¦..#thereās a tiny chance theyāre following meā¦.if itās true then I wanna tell Iām sorry pls donāt take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic isā¦the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesnāt even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which isā¦..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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Hello! I'm not sure if you remember me but I DM'ed you one time and ask for some advice when it comes to drawing.. XD I just wanted to post this to show you how much I have improved, as well as a gift to say thank you for giving me the inspiration to practice drawing again!! I know I still have a lot to learn, but I will do my best to keep on practicing and maybe someday I can draw my MC along with yours :D
AW THIS IS SO CUTEE THANK YOU!!šš„¹š„¹im so happy i could help you even a little bit with any advice, and also that i could inspire you to keep drawing!! your art is already super adorable so ik youll just keep getting better and better, and im hononured to see clora in your style...TYSM AGAIN!!š„¹ššš
#ask#ALSO to the anon that sent me an ask asking if i would ever put all of my smut scenes from my fic in one big separate collection#the answer is no sorryš but as per myokks assumption i discovered that u can basically find every smut scene in my fic#if you just ctrl+f āwhimperā BAHAHHAA#clora 'whimper' clemonsš#ive considered doing that thing in the tags where its like 'smut in chapters this this and this' but i dont like spoilers like that#omg i feel bad hijacking this cute ask submission of clora with a reply about smut BAAHAH#BACK TO CUTE CLORA!! LOOK HOW CUTE SHE IS!! AND IDK IF ITS JUST ME BUT THE STYLE ALSO LOOKS KINDA GHIBLI#LOVE IT SO MUCHš„¹šššTHANK YOU AGAIN#choccyfanart
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the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!ā
(ā¦it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valleyā¦š„²)
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#in the remake hugh and the playerās kid are the same number of years apart#so i can see them having very similar conversations n friendship#surely these two kids will grow up well adjusted and they will have no lasting effects from this kind of isolation. they will be fine#i have been thinking a lot about what their childhoods were like. i want to protect both of them#everyone who has anything to say about them as kids says that both of them were not well behaved children at all#tei says rock was rambunctious and energetic and hard to handle. sebastian says lumina was less than amenable#rock says he was bored to death when he first came here and lumina asks you not to tell romana that sheās lonely#lumina also hated wearing dresses so. she is very mad and ready to bite people maybe#sos awl#bokumono#my art#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon#story of seasons#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokujou monogatari#i like to imagine a au where pony and cecilia come to visit their familyās respective farms#so these two can have more friends ;w;#i am always thinking about how they were both severed from their families and taken in by someone else at a young age to live in nowhere#and they are both not exactly enthused about following the path laid out for them#headcanon ā ļø i wonder if rockās moving out on his own happened when he was a teenager. he was extremely confident everything would work out#anyway he got fired from every job ever and after many years came crawling back. and he came crawling back blond#at the time of chapter 1 lumina is baffled by the state of the guy she grew up with. why is he using dated slang and wearing disco costume#she is also kind of mad at him for having been gone for so long#hc ārock probably had more freedom as a kid than lumina did which probably annoyed her#once again takakura retrieves a small rock from the goddess pond and heās covered in poison ivy bee stings etc. no remorse#lumina from her window on the hill feels somehow jealous of these misadventures#lumina mentions in her heart event that she doesnāt often visit the beach because her skin burns easily#meanwhile rock was probably playing outside always. if his kid is any indication#idk i like thinking about the history of this extremely small village
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A big part of the Haikyuu rewatch is watching the characters interact and worrying that I fandomized their relationships too much in my head, particularly with the Karasuno first years because Hinata and Kags keep Yamaguchi and Tsukishima at armās length for so long. But then I remember. Oh wait the squad is literally Hinataās phone background by the end of the story. You donāt put a picture of just some dudes in your after school club as your phone background.
#ane discovers character development takes time who wouldve thought#personally I think wthe change happens when Yachi and Tsuki start tutoring them#Itās around the time that thereās a shift in their bickering so that itās more. āfamilialā isnt the term Iām looking for but like#the kind of razzing you can only do with someone you know#Tsukishima for example starts bringing up specific things they studied together to dunk on Kageyama not remembering any of it#And another subtle thing I noticed- cause again I started going like ? did I fandomize my entire perception of Tadashi too much?#cause for the first season he doesnāt interact with ANYONE but Tsuki. Like practically not at all except to brag about Tsuki to others#But I have a sneaking suspicion that this starts to change around the time that he starts getting on the court more often as a pinch server#Probably because it gives him more courage#Cause I remember him having a lot to say in the Shiratorizawa match#and I remember him getting along with Yachi! So like Iām keeping an eye out for those changes#haikyuu!!#Also my favorite part about rewatching Haikyuu is how the reveal of Kagās backstory really does affect. Your entire perception of him#Like I know its probably cause heās my fav but I always feel so frustrated when people assume the worst of him and so sad that even Oikawa-#who knew him back when he was a very happy and shy kid- doesnāt even question why his personality had such a sudden shift#but then I realize that the only reason Iām so aware of these changed is because Kageyama has āopened up to meā as an audience member befor#Furudate waited hundreds off chapters to tell us that heās been grieving a loved onesince a little before the very first scene of the manga#So that it would feel like we earned it#Idk how to explain it like when you meet someone whoās hurting it takes a lot of effort and patience for them to tell you why#in the same way bc we stuck by the story for so long and watching Kageyama learn to be more open#we got the privilege of learning why he was closed off in the same place#but Kageyama didnt give anyone at his old school the chance to stick around- not Kindaichi or Kunimi or anyone#So it makes total sense#kageyama tobio#hinata shouyou#yamaguchi tadashi#tsukishima kei#yachi hitoka#karasuno first years#my post
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Chapter 6- Hold Me so I Feel Safe
Uli watched anxiously from her home as Colin and Talo paced at the entrance of Ordon. Mayor Bo wanted the two to be the backup for Link and Rusl in case anything happened, meanwhile Beth and Bo would protect the village if there was an attack. So far, no monsters have invaded the village, but Rusl and Link haven't returned either, even when the sun went down, plunging the village into darkness. Uli shouldāve slept, and she tried to, but waking up to her husband still missing in bed kept her from being able to. All she could do was watch the entrance as Colin and Talo waited impatiently. Every minute that passed felt like an hour, and her worry grew with every second that Rusl and Link werenāt there. Soon, the sun began to break the horizon, and Uli felt a lump in her throat. She watched Colin and Talo waste no time to move out, with Beth and Bo watching the entrance as they left. Dread rested in Uliās stomach as she watched her son leave the village, possibly facing something dangerous enough that kept Link and Rusl from returning. She didnāt doubt Colin and Taloās ability, but their fighting skills werenāt as great as Link and Ruslās. If something happened to themā¦ how would Colin help? What if he got hurt? What if Rusl and Link were hurt? What if she lost all of them simply because Bo and Coro practically forced them to investigate the woods at night?
āMama?ā
Uli looked behind her where Rela and Kori stood, watching her with worried eyes.
āIs papa still gone?ā Rela asked in a small voice, her hand clutching onto Koriās as his eyes got watery. Uli bit her lip and looked up at the entrance, hoping that Rusl and Link would walk right through, laughing and alive. She took a deep breath when nothing changed, and she faced the children. She couldnāt cry about this, she needed to be strong for them.
āYes, Rela, theyāre still searching the woods,ā she said, praying that they were still searching and werenāt fighting for their lives.
Rela frowned. āMaybe I can help Colin to find them! I have a wooden sword! I can fight bad guys with it!ā
Uli quickly shook her head. āNo, Rela, you will stay here until they return, ok?ā
Rela pouted and Kori looked down, his bottom lip quivering. Uliās heart broke and she knelt down to be at eye level.
āKori, baby, theyāre going to be ok.ā
Kori sniffed and rubbed his eyes. āIā I want my papa.ā
Uli pulled him into a hug. āI know you do, sweetheart, I know you do.ā Uli held him for a moment as he cried, and she looked over to see if anything had changed. It didnāt. She stood up and gestured to the kitchen. āHow about we eat breakfast, ok?ā
Kori nodded glumly and he and Rela sat at the table as she started making food for them. Uli was constantly looking out the window every chance she got, anxiously seeing if the boys had returned, but there was still no sign of them. After she made breakfast, she sat at the window, watching the entrance as if her life depended on it. Kori and Rela finished their breakfast and started playing silently, making Uli far more anxious. Goddesses, what if she had to live the rest of her life like this? What if they never returned and she was the only one who could take care of Kori and Rela? What if she lost all the happiness and joy sheās had for years now that her family brought. She couldnāt imagine losing all of that in seconds, she just couldnāt!
Before she could spiral further into the horrifying thought, Uli saw Beth shoot up and run to the entrance, and her heart beat against her chest as if it were trying to escape. She held her breath in anticipation, and she saw Beth enter Ordon, then Talo, then Colin, and finally, Rusl and Link. Uli let out a cry when she saw the two and she ran out the door, sprinting to the group.
āRusl!ā She shouted out, and she pulled her husband into a hug, crying into his shoulder from relief.
āPAPA!ā She heard Kori yell as he sprinted to his father, with Rela following closely, and she heard sighs of relief coming from everyone.
Rusl leaned into Uli, resting his head against the crook of her neck, his arms wrapped weakly around her. He felt tired. Uli pulled back and cupped his face so she could observe him. His eyes were half open and bloodshot, heavy bags were beneath him, and overall, he looked exhausted.
āOh spirits above, what happened out there?ā She asked, looking at Link who looked a tad better, but not by much.
āMa, make sure he gets some rest, ok?ā Link said, pulling away from the group and moving towards his house.
āLinkāā Rusl called out for him but Link stopped him.
āIām going to tell everyone and write the letter, ok? You get some rest.ā
āYou need rest too.ā
āIāll get rest when Iām done, I promise!ā
The two seemed rather agitated, but they didnāt argue further. The group watched Link walk away, and Uli frowned.
āTell us what? What letter? Whatās going on?ā She asked, and Rusl let out a heavy sigh.
āIā¦ donātā¦ donāt go to Faron woods,ā he said simply, and Uli looked at everyone else, specifically Bo who looked worried.
āWhat do ya mean, Rusl? What did you two see out there?ā The mayor asked him, and Rusl shook his head.
āām too tired to explain it justā¦ stay away from Faron woods. Especially at night, please.ā
Beth and Talo gave each other a worried look, and Kori and Rela pressed themselves up against Ruslās legs.
āWell, letās get you to bed, ok Rusl?ā Uli finally spoke up, she gestured for her kids and Kori to follow. āI assume youāll be staying with us, dear.ā
Kori nodded and looked down, fidgeting with his fingers. Uli didnāt know what happened, but she couldnāt help but feel worry over what was happening. But at least her boys were alive.
Thank the spirits they were alive.
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Uli stared at Ruslās folded clothes in front of her. She spent a good chunk of the morning trying to wash them, but they were stained black. His shirt, his headband, his trousers, his beloved ordon obi and sash, it was all covered in black splotches. Uli figured that it was all mud, but no matter how hard she scrubbed, it wouldnāt come out. His shirt and pants were ripped in some places as well, and she came to the conclusion that his clothes were a lost cause. But she figured she could keep these until Rusl confirmed for her to throw them out. So she folded up them up and set them down on the table after they were dried. And she simply stared. Everyone in the house was quiet and the air was tense. Rusl passed out as soon as he got to bed, Colin sat in a chair watching Kori and Rela protectively, and the two kids simply stared at their toys. Link had been running around the village talking to everyone and even making Coro stay with Fado. But he never swung by to talk to the family, she assumed he was saving them for last.
The silence was suddenly interrupted by screaming coming from Uliās room, and she felt her heart leap to her throat. She and Colin stood up and rushed to the door, swinging it open to see Rusl wide awake and panting, clutching his chest as his eyes looked around frantically. They landed on Uli and Colin and he relaxed slightly. Uli gave Colin a look and he nodded, returning to his spot by the children, who looked terrified.
āItās ok, dears,ā she said softly to them, entering her room to where Rusl was. He was silent as she sat down next to him, and he avoided her gaze.
āRusl?ā She said softly, resting a hand on his shoulder. He smiled slightly, but it looked forced. He gave her hand a gentle pat.
āIām okā¦ just had a nightmare.ā
Uli frowned as he looked away, clearly disturbed by the nightmare. She began to rub his back which made him relax, and she let out a sigh.
āAre you ready to tell me what happened?ā She asked. She was willing to wait, but she and Rusl made sure to tell each other everything. If something was out in Faron woods, she needed to know.
Rusl shook his head, rubbing his eyes tiredly. Uli nodded and stood up. āGet some rest, darling,ā she simply said, beginning to head to the door, until Rusl gripped her arm, stopping her. She looked over at him confused, and he had a desperate, almost embarrassed look on his face.
āUliā¦ could youā¦ umā¦ justā¦ stay with me?ā He asked, quietly. Uli smiled and sat down next to him, opening her arms to him. He relaxed and rested his head on her chest, allowing himself to be held by her. She rubbed his back and neck, ruffling his soft hair. The motion seemed to soothe him, and he was back to sleeping. Uli continued to hold him, not wanting to leave his side. She wanted to be here when he woke up again, she wanted him to feel safe by another person being beside him. Rusl began snoring softly and she giggled quietly, resting her head against his and closing her eyes. Sheāll be here for him, and when heās ready to talk to her about what happened, then sheāll still be here to listen.
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Colin glared blankly at the ground in front of him, his sword resting in his lap as if something would attack any second. Rela and Kori were chatting quietly about their toys, and his sister glanced at him.
āColin? Do you think papa will be ok?ā
Colin looked up at her, interrupted from his staring. He sighed and shrugged. āYeah he should be.ā
āWhy was he screaming?ā
āNightmare.ā
Kori and Rela glanced at each other worriedly.
āI get nightmares too, maybe I can sing grandpa a song?ā Kori suggested, beginning to stand up, but Colin stopped him.
āNot right now, Kori. Let gramma take care of him, ok?ā
Kori pouted and sat back down, petting his cat plush gently.
āWhat do you think happened?ā Rela asked quietly, staring Colin down. He simply shrugged.
āI donāt know. They wouldnāt say,ā Colin frowned at the memory of him and Talo finding the two men. They were by the Faron spring, both looking filthy and exhausted. Colin nearly got tackled to the ground by Link when he ran up to them, clearly jumpy from whatever happened that night. No matter how hard Colin pressed, they simply brushed his questions away. It couldnāt be a bear, they wouldāve said so, and he was sure that if it was, they wouldnāt have been gone all night. At least not running around the woods, which was clearly what they were doing.
The door opened, causing Colin to flinch. Link was in the doorway, his cheeks flushed red as he glanced around the room. Kori got up and hugged Linkās legs, and he quickly gave his son a squeeze. Colin joined the two at the doorway, anxious to finally know what was going on.
āLinkāā
āI gotta get mine and Koriās things, Iāll be right back,ā Link cut him off, giving Kori a kiss on the head. āIs there anything you need from the house?ā
Kori looked at his toys and shook his head. Link nodded and left before Colin was able to register what was happening.
āWaitāā he started, but Link was already gone. Colin let out a frustrated huff as Kori returned to his place next to Rela. The door to his parentās bedroom opened and his mother peeked her head through.
āWas Link just here?ā
āYeah.ā
āWhatād he say? Did he tell you what happened?ā
āNo, he just left.ā Colin returned to his place on the chair, glaring ahead. Uli tilted her head at him.
āWhatās wrong?ā
āNothing, justā¦ worried. And confused.ā
Uli walked over to him and ruffled his hair, pulling him into a side hug. āWe all are.ā
āIs pa ok?ā
āYes. I just came out here to grab another blanket for him.ā
āDid he tell you what happened?ā
āNo, he doesnāt want to talk about it yet.ā
Colin groaned. āAll this waiting around is just making me anxious.ā
āMe too, dear. But right now, your pa needs time to open up about it.ā
Colin sighed as he leaned against his mother, staring at the doorway.
āWhere was Link going?ā His ma asked.
āTo get his and Koriās things.ā
āWellā¦ maybe he needs help?ā She suggested, giving Colin a look. He glanced at her confused.
āI think heās fineāā
āGo help him, Colin. See if heās willing to open up to you.ā
Colinās eyes widened in surprise and he sat up. āWill you be ok with the kids?ā
Uli gave Rela and Kori a smile. āOf course I will. You talk to Link, and Iāll talk to your pa when heās ready. That way they wonāt have to repeat everything to us.ā
Colin smiled slightly and nodded, heading out the door to follow Link. The air felt eerie as Colin walked to Linkās house. The people that were out were speaking in hushed tones, watching Colin as he silently walked. He was relieved to reach the clearing that held Linkās treehouse, away from the stares. Epona was pacing the ground, clearly feeling the anxieties in the air, and Colin heard rummaging coming from the home. He jumped up the ladder and knocked on the door before letting himself in. There were bags sitting in the middle of the floor, and he heard noises coming from the basement.
āLink?ā Colin called out, certainly not wanting to surprise him with his presence. There was silence, then grunting as Link emerged from the basement, carrying another bag.
āColin? What are you doing here?ā
āIā¦ just thought that you could use some help,ā Colin muttered, suddenly getting nervous about asking Link what happened. His older brother furrowed his brows, then looked at the bag around his shoulders.
āThereās not a lot. I can handle it just fine.ā
Colin sighed and looked down. āLink Iā¦ I just wanna know what happened.ā
Link stared at him for a moment, then shook his head. āIāll tell you when I bring our stuff overāā
āNo you wonāt. I know you wonāt. Youāll just tell us to avoid the forest and then head out to deal with it with the rest of us feelinā confused.ā Colin blurted out without thinking. He immediately regretted it, but where he was expecting anger, Linkās face only held exhaustion.
āListen, yāall donāt need to know everything,ā he said quietly.
āIf thereās something going on in the woods, donāt you think I should know what it is?ā Colin pressed. āIām not the scared kid I was before, I can protect myself and Ordon, and I want to. But I canāt do that without knowing everything!ā Linkās face was blank as he stared at Colin, and he quickly added more, āI can relay the message to the others so you wonāt have to explain everything again.ā
Link stared at Colin for a long moment, a concerned expression on his face. His jaw twitched as his eyes looked back and forth, and he opened his mouth slightly, before closing it again. Colin raised an eyebrow as Link turned his head away.
āIt wasā¦ just a monster,ā he mumbled, and Colin rolled his eyes.
āI know it wasnāt just a monster! You and pa wouldāve said something!ā
Link glared at him for a moment, then plopped his bag with the small pile on the floor and sat down, rubbing his eyes. Colin watched him patiently, staying in the same spot with his arms crossed.
āColinā¦ itā¦ it was a shadow beast.ā
Colinās blood ran cold and he felt his eyes widen. Fear took hold of him and memories of hiding in the sanctuary from black monsters flooded in.
āH-how?ā He asked quietly, and Link shrugged.
āI donāt know. I donāt know how it slipped under my radar after all these years.ā
Colin felt himself sway a bit, and he sat down on the ground, his legs crossed. āAreā are you sure?ā
Link nodded. āPositive. It let out a scream to paralyze me and pa, Iād recognize that scream anywhere.ā
Colin looked away, remembering the battered men when he found them.
āSoā¦ what happened?ā
Link gave Colin a look and opened his mouth to explain the story. He explained them searching around the house, he explained being paralyzed by a shriek, he explained looking for pa after it took him, and he explained fighting it until the sun began to rise. Colin listened to every word, his stomach sinking lower and lower as Link talked. He felt himself grow nauseous as he explained the beast vomiting Rusl up, and the implications made him lightheaded.
āIs this thingā¦ eating people?ā He asked, his voice shaking slightly.
āIā¦. Iām not sure. The scent itā¦ā Link trailed off, staring blankly at a spot on the ground. āNone of it makes sense.ā
Colin tilted his head at Link as he grew silent, his expression blank.
āWhy didnāt it go after you?ā He finally asked, and Link shrugged, staring at his left hand.
āI have some theories,ā he answered, before letting out a heavy sigh. āHowās pa?ā
āHeās fine, he had a bad nightmare but he's resting.ā
Link nodded and smiled slightly, staring at the pile of bags with an exhausted look. Colin pursed his lips and stood up.
āResting seems like something you should be doing too. Come on, letās get this stuff to our house.ā
Linkās eyes held a hint of stubbornness, but his exhaustion got the better of him and he nodded. Colin grabbed some bags and gave Link a small smile, before moving to the door.
āColin.ā
He turned around and saw Link glaring at him.
āYou know how serious this situation is now. I need all of you to stay away from Faron woods. Stay together and do not go out at night. You understand?ā
Colin nodded slightly. āI understand. Ifā¦ me and the others can help you and pa fight itāā
āNo, it may be a shadow beast, but whatever it was doing for ten years made it strong. Me and pa are going to castle town tomorrow to make a plan of attack, but for now, stay away from it.ā
Colin looked down, feeling slightly disappointed that they were leaving so soon. āAlright. Iāll try to keep everyone safe.ā
Link smiled slightly and gave Colin a quick hug, patting him on the back before pulling away.
āThanks Colin. I hope I can solve this soon.ā
āI know you will, you always do,ā Colin said encouragingly, and Link looked down bashfully.
āSureā¦ā
Colin wrapped an arm around Link and guided him out the door. āLetās go, you look like youāll pass out any second now.ā
Link chuckled and let himself be led out, his arm wrapped around his little brother.
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He was in a tight space, he couldnāt move his arms and legs. His body was bent at an awkward angle and the air was thick with moisture that he couldnāt breathe. He struggled to move, to crawl out of his prison, but he couldnāt no matter how hard he tried. Something wrapped tightly around his body, but he couldnāt see. It was pitch dark, and he felt helpless as tendrils snaked around him, coiling around his neck. He tried to scream for help, but he found he had no voice. He couldnāt break free, and even if he could, he wouldnāt be able to crawl out. He was hopeless, he was going to die, it was all over for him.
He was dead.
Rusl jolted awake, breathing heavily as the feelings from the nightmare lingered. His heart was beating quickly against his chest as he looked around the dark room. He squinted his eyes and went to sit up, but he felt something; something wrapped around him. He nearly panicked again, but he heard breathing, and realized that it was just Uli. He was in his home, with his wife laying behind him, one arm under his neck and the other under his arm. He let out a sigh of relief and laid his head back on the pillow, holding onto her hands. He was safe, he was okā¦
Rusl closed his eyes, trying to relax in his wifeās hold, but he couldnāt. His mind kept returning from the night before, the beast that he saw, that attacked him, that Link saved him from. Itās black, eyeless face, itās snarling yellow teeth. Rusl shuddered, flinching at every creak his house made. What if it was in Ordon? Watching him through the window? What if it came back for revenge? He looked behind him at his window, expecting to see a black beast snarling at him, but he found nothing. There was nothing, he was safe. But he didnāt feel safe, not even in his own home.
A desire to protect his wife and family overcame him, and he spun around, wrapping his arms around Uli. His wife began to stir from the sudden movement, and she pulled away, staring at him with tired eyes.
āRusl?ā She asked softly, looking around. āIs everything alright?ā
Rusl bit his lip and sighed. He didnāt mean to wake her upā¦.
āNo, itās ok, Uli, Iām sorry I woke you upā¦ Iām justā¦ā
Uli frowned and traced her fingers along his face. āWhatās got you acting like this, darling?ā
Rusl sighed. He should tell her. He knows he should tell her. But he didnāt want to talk about it, he didnāt want to relive that moment. Uli picked up on his hesitation and gave him a peck on the forehead. He melted into the kiss and hugged her tighter. Goddesses above he loved this woman. He loved her and she deserved to know what happened. He let go and sat up, staring at the dark room, only feeling comfort with Uli beside him. He never hated the darkā¦. But nowā¦
āRusl?ā
Rusl took a deep breath and began to explain everything to her. When he and Link went to Coroās house, when the creature shrieked and paralyzed them both. Ruslās senses were clouded when that happened, and he barely got a good look at the creature with his torch. But he does remember when it grabbed him and snuffed out the fire. He tried to gloss over when he was inside the thing, since that was the part that got to him the most, but instead he spilled all his words out describing it. Describing the tendrils wrapping around him, keeping him in place he tried to escape the tight stomach. He didnāt know how or why the tendrils suddenly let go, but he was able to wiggle out of the stomach enough for the beast to vomit him up. The memory got too much for him at one point, and he himself felt like he was going to vomit. Uli held him as he tried to get ahold of himself, and he went back to explaining what happened, but in a much more disorganized manner. He truthfully didnāt remember much after he was pulled free from the mouth of the beast. His eyes were covered in black slop and he blacked out after a sharp pain went through his leg. He vaguely remembered something tightening around his ribs to the point where he couldnāt breathe, but he couldnāt tell if he imagined it or not. Then he woke up to his son watching over him worriedly, and it was over. It was the morning and the beast was gone.
He looked at Uli awkwardly when he was finished. He hoped it all made sense, but he wasnāt focused on explaining it in an organized manner. Uli was silent as she thought about all that he told her, her hand never leaving his back.
āSo, what are you going to do? Link mentioned letters.ā
Rusl nodded. āMe and Link are heading to castle town to tell the resistance about this first thing tomorrow.ā
āTomorrow? Are you sure itās safe?ā
āNo. But we canāt sit in Ordon afraid for our lives while this thing takes people andāā Rusl stopped himself. What was it doing to people? Devouring them? He was inside its stomach. If Link didnāt save him would he beļæ½ļæ½ļæ½? He shuddered. He couldnāt think about that.
āAre you sure youāre fit to go to castle town? It sounds like you went through a lot, darling.ā
āIām sure. Link found fairies to heal us. Weāll be fine.ā
Uli rubbed his back for a moment and sighed. āAlright, I take it you want us to stay out of Faron woods?ā
Rusl nodded. āAvoid Faron woods, especially at night. Try to stay indoors and try to stay together, ok?ā
Uli nodded, her brows pinched together. Rusl hugged her and rested his head against hers. Uli melted into the embrace and pulled them both down onto the bed.
āPlease be safe,ā she muttered, closing her eyes as she buried her face in his neck. Rusl didnāt reply, he just laid there holding his wife, listening to her beginning to snore softly. But Rusl couldnāt fall back asleep. He was on edge, he kept feeling like he was in danger, and eventually he pulled away and walked out into the living room with a spare sword in his hand. He spotted Kori resting against Link, and he smiled slightly. He didnāt think about them being out here, but he shouldnāt be surprised. Link was too far away from Ordon, it was safer with them both here. Rusl gently sat down in the armchair next to the couch, watching the door intently.
āPa?ā
Rusl turned and saw Link wide awake, holding his son in his arms.
āCan't sleep, Link?ā
He shook his head. āKinda hard to. Iām anxious to get to castle town.ā
āMe too.ā
Link sat up, laying Kori down and tucking him into the blankets. āSo are we gonna talk about what happened?ā
āI already discussed it with your ma, I donāt want to talk about it anymore.ā
āOhā¦ ok, butā¦ā Link stopped himself and sighed. āNever mind.ā
Rusl frowned and studied his face. āDoā¦ you want to talk about it?ā
Link pursed his lips. āI justā¦ Iāve been thinking about it all day andā¦ I donāt knowā¦ā
Rusl sighed. āWhat do you want to talk about?ā
āI justā¦ that creature that attacked usā¦ Iā¦ it canāt beā¦ā
āWhat?ā
āWell, I keep thinkinā about it, and that thing was a shadow beast, butā¦ it was so different.ā
Rusl faced him fully. āShadow beast? Arenāt those the Twili creatures that attacked us at the temple of time?ā Link killed those creatures quickly before Rusl was able to comprehend what was happening. They were terrifying, bigger than a normal human, with otherworldly masks covering their face. He didnāt recall the beast that attacked them being the same, but then again, Link said they were different.
āYeah, those are shadow beasts. Being around one as a light dweller will turn you into one, butā¦ I donāt know, this thing didnāt seem to turn you into anythingā¦ā
Rusl shook his head in confusion. āLink, youāre not making any sense. You say it was a shadow beast, and though theyāre similar, they were too different.ā
Link shrugged and let out a sigh, leaning forward. āSorry, Iām just thinking. It didnāt have a mask, it was big, and it seemed more powerful than a normal shadow beast. Itā¦ felt like a shadow beast thatās gotten powerful over the years. Iām just confused on how I missed itā¦I fought all the ones Zant sent to me, but where did this one come from?ā Link frowned and looked up at Rusl, his blue eyes filled with worry. Rusl gave him a small smile, not fully understanding what Link was saying. His boy was rambling his thoughts out without thinking about how clear he was being. Linkās eyes suddenly got watery, and he turned away.
āLink?ā Rusl shot to his feet and gathered his son in his arms, who melted into the embrace while crying. Rusl rubbed his back as he cried in his shoulder, rocking him back and forth.
āIāI was s-so worried ābout you,ā Link whimpered, clutching Rusl tighter. āI thought youā¦ you were gonna die andāā Link sobbed, interrupting his ramblings, and Rusl gave him a kiss on the head.
āIām ok, son. Iām ok, thanks to you.ā Tears were streaming down Ruslās face as well. He thought he cried himself dry already, but apparently there were more tears to be shed. They held each other for a long while, the relief from his son being safe finally crashing down on him. Although it was an awful experience, Rusl would go through it over and over again if it meant his family would be safe. Though he began to wonder why the beast didnāt attack Link, and why it went for Rusl instead. He stopped crying as he thought about it, hearing his eldest hiccup quietly. He supposed it didnāt matter in the end, his son was safe, he was safe, and that was all that mattered. After a moment of crying, Link finally pulled away.
āSorry,ā he muttered, and Rusl scoffed affectionately, giving him one last squeeze.
āYou donāt need to apologize, my boy.ā
Link smiled and looked at his son, who was wrapped head to toe in blankets.
āHope we didnāt wake him, we werenāt being quiet,ā Rusl said with a chuckle, and Link shrugged.
āHeāll be fineā¦. Hopefully.ā
The two chatted quietly the rest of the night, discussing their plan for the next morning, and how they were going to fight this beast with the help of the resistance. Ruslās fear melted into fury as they discussed it, and he was ready to fight this thing. As soon as the sun began to rise, Rusl got up and started to get his things together. The sky was a dull gray as Link and Rusl strapped their things to their horses, explaining the situation to the confused residents of Ordon. Link was speaking to Kori quietly, giving him a hug and a kiss as Kori sadly hugged him back, while Rusl bid his farewells to Uli and Rela, and as he pulled away from his wife, she gave him a stern and worried look.
āIāll be back, Uli. I trust you can keep them safe?ā He said softly, and she smiled slightly.
āYes, please be careful, darling.ā
Rusl kissed her lips and nodded. āI will.ā
When Rusl went to Colin, he was staring at the ground blankly, and Rusl tilted his head. āWhatās wrong, Colin?ā
āIā Link told me everything that happened andā¦ I want to go with you guys!ā
Rusl was taken aback. āYou want to go with me and Link?ā
Colin nodded. āIāI want to! I want to help you guys!ā
Rusl smiled slightly, seeing courage in his once timid son, seeing passion in his eyes when there used to be content, it made him proud. He almost said yes, but he stopped himself. His smile fell and he gave Colin an apologetic look.
āColin, I would love it for you to come, youāve grown so strong and capable, butā¦ Itās too dangerous, and I need you and the others to stay here to protect Ordon in case something happens, ok?ā
Colin looked down sadly and nodded. āI understand.ā
Rusl sighed and pulled him into a hug. Goddesses, his youngest son had grown up so much. He was mature, wise, and brave. Rusl couldnāt be more proud of him.
āNext time, next time Iāll take you with me,ā he promised, giving him a firm pat on the back. āYouāll be a great addition to the resistance.ā
Colin gave him a squeeze and pulled back, a sad smile on his face as Rusl pulled away to get on his horse. He and Link gave their family a nod and took off, silently riding to castle town.
#I just made this joke earlier but I donāt know how I feel about this one lol#donāt like it as much as the others#some parts I liked but idk#Iām not feeling the best this morning so that could do something with it idk#poor Colin just wants to help his pa and brother :((#and poor Kori and Uli and Rela. so worried#I love Uli. just a soft lady#smiles wtites#love at twilight#Kori#donāt worry baby boy youāll get your chance to shine again#not next chapter but eventually#twilight princess#btw the Twili beast is not eating people ;)
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Talking about dandadan
Dandadan is weird in its plot, but its so fun. Its like umineko to me, and will probably try to go into the depth that umineko did when it came to the abuse of minors, and just abuse in general
#koukatsu's rambling again#dandadan#like the first few chapter scenes definitely make me feel uncomfortable...#but then i remember that my peers acted like that and there definitely should be something said about how#teen sexuality us often used against us(dress code for example)#and the way gritty adult shows/movies often framed teens my age was just...so????#idk it just feels like dandadan is trying to say something about the abuse and sexulization of teens in general#tw sexualisation
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people were upsetting me in the comments on one of my fanfic chapters, so I just deleted it.
i was going to write 5 chapters, but since I deleted one, and don't feel like posting the other one now, I think it's fine to just leave it as a trilogy.
man.
i'm not sure.
am I losing my touch, or is that particular fandom really touchy?
i swear I never got this much complaining when I wrote durgetash porn...
maybe it's because that's a more adult fandom.
i don't know.
feels bad, though. kinda feels bad.
#archive of our own#I'm trying to brush it off now#I felt weird about that chapter in general bc its a character that I like and all but I don't super know how to write#but I thought it turned out ok in the end#but idk#I got like two angry comments from people who didn't realize where I was going with it#and one from someone who was previously complimentary#which is kind of the final straw#my thirteenth reason#like I'm not denying yeah it was a misstep and I felt weird about it from the beginning and all#I just thought it was fine#but I feel better about the 3 first chapters#I'm not writing for that ship again#I cant do it#this sucks tho#I feel like I was just so inspired for the first three chapters and then like#this deflated me#I was gonna write more of this ship but idk#maybe I just wont bother anymore#I'm clearly better at other ships#that one is a no go
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Well.
#(I'm back)#It was. Uhm. A chapter#First of all: I'm ENDLESSLY GRATEFUL to the person who sent me the translation basically as soon as the chapter came out.#I even did like 90% of typesetting but didn't finish it because I had to go out#(aka with my friends were literally knocking out at my room and I couldn't make it any more late lol)#Mixed feelings about it? Mostly because there's so much exposition... I'll need to reread it another three times before it sinks in#The color page is AMAZING 10000000000000/10 I love my sskks so much they're so cute I love them so much they're so cute.#Easily the best part of the chapter.#The color page was? Very very pretty too? Like a lot more than usual if you ask me! I can't wait for the volume cover š„ŗš„ŗ#It should come out soon shouldn't it? Usually color spreads / pages open the volume...#Akutagawa fake dying again is funny. Like it isssss but also. Idk it's a little lame how we're changing the pov from ss/kk again :/#I can't even tell if I'm being biased or if it's an actual storytelling critique. I don't care right now I just want to see Akutagawaā#being cool rather than. You know. Dead on the ground.#That said! It's also very funny and touches my sense of humor precisely.#Like yeah Akutagawa being like the second strongest pm member and overall one of the most powerful ability user in the worldā#that everyone fears (and I know he is! He is indeed for real!)#And yet he always ends up face to the ground ššš Like if we don't count the ss/kk fights he literally only ever won against Hawthorne.#And even then he failed to kill him and Mitchell. It's so funny to me. I love him. He's so pathetic#āWow! Akutagawa is so cool and invincible now!ā *ends up biting the dust not even two chapters later*#It's okay because I love him. He's very very powerful and he's also very very pathetic I love that for him#That said :/ I don't really care about Fukuzawa :/ Idk :/ Like :/#Don't get me wrong I LOVE Fukuzawa (I don't. I'm mostly neutral towards him) but this is the ss/kk moment man :/ Whatchu doin#That's about it. Let's see what the next chapter brings!#Everything accounted for I'm glad there wasn't like. A ss/kk kiss or any other big big ss/kk moment#(although Atsushi admiring Akutagawa and thinking about his eyes has its fair share of neatness to it!!)#Because with everything going on this evening I really would have been let down to miss it#But I keep hope for the next chapters!! Please...#random rambles#Had tons of fun typesetting! Even though I don't think there's a point in posting it now. But would love to do it again in the future!#bsd spoilers
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anyone else inexplicably fucked up by the very existence of "its raining somewhere else" as a track?
#like yeah yeah sans is a joke character who actually has more depth to him we been known. but#idk something abt that track in particular just fucks me up every time#the mention of rain. how somber it is. that little melody toward the end#like its always been a track thats meant to tell us something. to make us question its meaning. but every time i listen to it it just.#hits me all over again.#its raining somewhere else. and what does that mean? what does that tell us?#the way its used in the secret room too. slowed down. it was always the version i preferred.#it seems so... melancholy and vulnerable#maybe thats what gets me. sans is a deep and mysterious character but one who doesnt show vulnerability#so to have this little moment via this track. where it feels like hes letting you in closer. idk. it always felt special#im. very normal. about. all of this.#obligatory dr chapters 3 and 4 mention. we already know its gonna rain. maybe that will tell us something new?#well finally be in that place. where it's raining. well be somewhere else.#i should sleep
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With the latest chapter out, what are your thoughts on it? Other than how they mentioned Gojo. I remember hearing something about a faceless(hidden) character that kind of looks like Kenjaku/Geto at the end.
Spoiler-free opinion is that I generally enjoyed the chapter! It's very in line with what to expect from a shonen epilogue. That's what I thought we were going to get immediately post-Sukuna defeat, mostly because that's usually how that goes.
We're starting to close the curtains on the characters, we see that life goes on, what's changed, etc. It's cute, it's a sweet farewell to the characters. I don't care about some of the ones we see in the chapter, but I love most of them, so I'm happy about that! I'm still really upset with the way Gojo is handled, so I'm going to get a little more in depth with all that under the cut.
We conclude really quickly on Tengen but it's not super clear to me what's going on, nor do I care too much to be frank. We do see Gakuganji telling Utahime and Nitta 'not to worry' because they're still young, so that's a definite shift from the beginning of the manga ā less urgency, less responsibility on their sole shoulders, the cycle is broken, all of that.
(peep the really cute panel of Noritoshi with his family ā he wasn't my favorite but I thought that was sweet. He's no longer chained to his clan, yet another change from the beginning of the manga.)
Then we close a few plotines with characters I, honestly, didn't care for (the mangaka Hakari fought with, Yuuji's acquaintance who used to be a bully, the sumo/samurai that helped Maki have her awakening), but there is an interesting line about how they've gone public with the existence of curses.
So things have changed, and with the public knowing about it, maybe a future where humans learn to channel their cursed energy, like Yuki Tsukumo hoped for, is an option? There's hope.
(It is quite random since we hadn't heard about that before, but I can accept something like that because clearly a lot of weird stuff had happened and there needed to be some explanation for the non-sorcerers)
I like the Megumi and Angel interactions we get ā she was always an interesting character to me and I wish we'd seen more of her. I also like the idea of characters deciding to help each other out. It seems that Megumi does it partially out of guilt, which I'm not a huge fan of, but supporting a character who's lost an arm in battle feels, again, like an evolution from the start of the manga. She's not going to be left to fend for herself like Geto was, and isn't that a great thing?
And I like that the chapter ends up with them taking up a new mission ā we know that curses couldn't disappear, so life goes on. Yuuji goes back to helping people, like he's always wanted to do, and honestly I'm quite happy with that. There wasn't a permanent solution to curses unless people were willing to commit a genocide, but there were ways of making things easier. Because non-sorcerers know about curses, they can reach out directly to sorcerers before anyone dies (...well we'll see about that next chapter, but that's what it looks like), which should in turn limit curses' opportunity to get super strong undetected. Ijichi actually starts by talking about a "victim", but then we see everyone's okay and they take the cursed person to get a physical, so they should be fine. Lots of evolution shown in the chapter!
(the trio back togetherrrrr, they're so cute!)
Now, to the things I wasn't a fan of.
Like you said, there is something about Kenjaku. I don't know if you'd read this plotline, but there was this character, Fumihiko Takaba, who was this unfunny comedian. He's the one who fights Kenjaku and distracts him enough for Yuuta to kill him without too much of a struggle. Kenjaku has this whole thing about how this was the first time he'd had this much fun in centuries, being in a 'comedic duo' with that guy. Now it was a really weird couple of chapters, and it looks like he gets someone to join his duo. We don't see his face, but yeah, it looks like Kenjaku in Geto's body.
Now I don't think that's him but it is imo something about... idk, reincarnation, cosmisc alignment, whatever. I'm pretty indifferent to that ā I didn't care about that guy nor about Kenjaku. However, to see both of them get a closure that I don't feel we've gotten for Gojo kills me. At this point I feel confident that Gege feels the airport scene was all the closure needed, and I just... yeah I just disagree.
The chapter actually opens on a gravestone ā Tsumiki's. Shoko and Megumi are there, paying their respects. But we don't see a headstone for Gojo or a funeral of any king, which I'd been hoping for if it's because he's alive I'll eat literally all of my words but at this point I think there's a 0% chance of that
In fact, we're told that Shoko dealt with Tsumiki's remains, which were cremated. And then this.
...I'm just tired of this at this point. When I was reading the manga, I was talking to a friend and said that it didn't feel like anyone liked Gojo. People can have respect for him, admire him, hate him, etc. but it never felt like anyone liked him. Even the characters that I think would have had the better chance of having some reaction to him (Shoko, Yuuji, Yuta, Megumi), from what we see, just... didn't care for him that much, you know? [I think there are solid arguments against that and I know for sure that's not how I'm going to write them, but imo that is what we are seeing play out at the moment] So, in turn, it's making me feel silly for caring as much as I do. It just... feels like he never mattered. He's been erased from the narrative, and I hate it.
The scene ends with Shoko throwing away her cigarette. It probably has a lot of symbolical significance ā we know that she stopped smoking in high school and picked it up again in Shibuya because she was nostalgic of her high school days.
I guess this means those days are fully behind her now. Because there's no one left.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jujutsu kaisen leaks#jjk leaks#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jjk spoilers#jjk 270#gojo satoru#gojo#crying while writing about how it feels like gojo never mattered? becoming very on brand for me actually#and like I want to enjoy everything else#and i kind of do because i love LOVE yuuji megumi maki etc#(sad we don't see yuuta this chapter in fact)#but the way gojo is handled just breaks my heart every single time#yes it's because he was my favorite character#but it dampens my enjoyment of the story so much#idk idk#i SWEAR if gojo turns up to be fine in the last chapter i will take back everything i've said#but again: 0% chance of that imo no matter how much i'd love to be wrong#jjk critical#think i'm pretty positive with this one actually but you never know
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pretty minor thing to think about, but i find it interesting how chapter 7 is the first chapter illustration to show chizuutan as chizuru (instead of chuutan)
like, i get itās a flashback chapter, but we hardly got to see her as chizuru in the previous few chapters thus farā¦ maybe weāll get to see more of her as her true self after the hiyori fight/make up? only future chapters may tell, i guessā¦
#thereās like 5 weeks to go till chapter 6 is released into the rest of the world and i m n o t r e a d yā#man. chapter 5 still manages to ruin my mood no matter how many times i read itā¦ man.#i was having so much fun with renren and concon and the 3 stooges and th e n.#imagine putting on a (somewhat) perfect/cute act to hide your true self because you know youāre unlovable the way you are#but then someone else runs along and screws up every step of the way without putting on any airs and is adored for it anywayā¦#i imagine chapter 6 will be much worse. especially since the start of the flashback begins thereā¦#i sincerely hope the flashback ends in chapter 7 bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#though. considering where we are now in the series. i think thereās a chance that vol 2 will come out at the end of december#ch 8 will prolly start to drop somewhere around the later half of november so it seems about rightā¦#b u t if thereās the preorder bonus manga for vol 2 in dec can we have santa girl chuutan in it p l sā#i think weāll need an incredibly cute bonus feature to lift the mood from whatever the heckās going on with vol 2ās chapters#bc. idk. im sensing some self hatred with this one chizuchanā¦ itās as though she can only love herself if sheās dolled up as chuutanā¦#like. even in her aizo self-insert delusions sheās thinking of herself as chuutanā¦ maybe im reading too much into this. hm.#but then again she even puts on makeup when sheās at home in her own roomā¦#w a i t a sec what if this wack behaviour only came about bc of whatās about to be revealed in the flashbacks. wait. no. w h a t ifā#i hope manga chizuchan will be able to love herself properly soonā¦ we all love you chizuchan~~~~~~~~~~#this. too. is our oshi noā#dammit why is something set in the same universe as the [redacted] anime making me feel things??? i hate itttttttttt#anyways. wh. what if one of the h10w turns out to be an anime adaptation of the chizuchan manga#and theyāre just waiting on. like. the final vol to announce it.#itād make the most sense for an anime series at this pointā¦ since chizuchan is marketable and itās set in the same anime verse#so thereās no inconsistencies to retcon and suchā¦#but!!!! most importantly!!!!!! weād be able to see animated renren and concon!!!!!!!#ā¦but something like this will only appear in my delusions huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mousou dake no kawaikute gomen anime#ok thatās enough thinking for the day; back to kimikawaii mv g o o d b y e~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things šš¼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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I don't know what to think, but of the League who made it to the second half of the manga, Spinner is the only one who's family backstory/circumstances we never hear of.
Dabi is a Todoroki
Toga's parents rejected her
Twice's died
Compress has his family legacy
Shigaraki is a Shimura
Spinner is ??? Does he have siblings?? Parents? Grandparents? Anyone? No one? An orphan? We get nothing about him specifically, nothing that can't be related (or parallels drawn) with other characters.
And with the weakest quirk of the League, he's left alive? Like he's not even a threat to the heroes as himself? The complete lack of care that he's given in the story is...
#the bee talks#shuichi iguchi#sorry idk where im going with this.#he was inspired by stain - he's experienced discrimination - the hate groups - but nothing about him personally.#everything we know about him is shared by other characters.#despite being the narrator of MVA despite being there till the end despite his relationships with the other League members#all we get of him is how he relates to everyone else in the story? i - i - .... im feeling something but idk WHAT#there's something all this is pointing to that im just not grasping at the moment#not to mention compress getting sidelined for the whole last fight with his ass missing but we know more about his personal#circumstances than we do spinner. (still salty about compress not getting to be The Drama ļæ½ļæ½)#listen we know he was a hikikomori but NOTHING about the circumstances! was he with family? squatting somewhere?#unfortunately for everyone involved idk that i'll ever stop thinking about him. there was a chance but since he's unresolved in the final#chapter there's nothing to stop my brain from what if-ing and and-ing all of my thoughts.#unfortunately he is going to live on in my brain for a long time yet and it is horikoshi's fault for not being concrete about him.#i did not include magne or gigantomachia with this because they're not part of the ācoreā league (magne i love you but u died early on)#alSO! speaking of gigantomachia: there was a theory about gigantomachia being Crimson Riot or smth and it was never disproved. just saying#bnha manga spoilers#bnha spoilers#bnha#unless i'm missing something but we just know he was a country boy right? and the pesticides and that's it?#but again he shares that discrimination with other characters (shoji) and it wasn't even the āworstā example of that#spinner you might've been made to be āmidā in every aspect but wow you captivated me. what a guy.#sorry to my non-mha followers for being... like this the past few days asdfghj block one of the bnha tags if you need to shut me up some
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like guys i promise im aware blossomfall is meant to be a glass child. i just think sheās a poorly written one lmao
#tbh thats why my feelings on her are so strong. its a delicate topic for kids but time and time again#its been handled extremely poorly and just used as an excuse to hate disabled people#i think my exhaustion with these stories is bc they were sorta shoved down my throat by the school board growing up#because they heard āāwow you got TWO autistic brothers??? your life must SUCK ASS AND BALLS have this book abt how autism ruins familiesāā#wow cool i feel so much better guys. both about the ableism my family faces in general and about my undiagnosed autism#if i had to think. and i havent read this in forever so i could be misremembering. i think a decent example of a glass child trope#is the sister from āāwonderāā (the book. idk what the movie did)#because while sheās an important character who struggles with internalized ableism#the focus is still on auggie and HIS struggles with his own disability and the ableism he faces as a result#and the sister isnt demonized for her feelings but she does still have to grapple with them#and accept her situation and that no one is at fault or anything. its just a consequence of an ableist society more than anything#again. been forever and ever since i read that book and iirc it does still have iffy shit like the one chapter on genetics#like to this day that sticks out as an uncomfortable chapter and idk if i can say its fantastic rep bc of that#but idk. i remember liking it fine as a kid#i always appreciated books that tried to get into multiple perspectives on the issues#also this is just me and ik it goes against the definition of the term#but man. kinda wish weād get a glass child character thats also disabled and their disability is undiagnosed or ignored#for the sake of only prioritizing their sibling and bc they have to be āāthe perfect abled childāā#because thats my story lol#wasnt allowed to be disabled or imperfect or need help because being a third disabled kid wouldve been too much
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Small thing Iām cooking for idksomethingclever99ās fic MITPP!! For some reason Iām having trouble tagging them but hereās the fic!!
This seemed fun to doā¦ probably wonāt get more done than this page thoughā¦
#omori#omori au#omori mari#omori sunny#Iām ALSO trying to do this with my mutual lynxās fic is it a bird#because I originally wanted to do one big piece for it but Iāve been STRUGGLING and demotivated#plus Iād LOVE to do an adaptation of one of their chapters#ANYWAYS#detail I really loved in retrospect of chapter 12 is how this fic keeps the detail of the bedlamās clothes changing to foreshadow her true-#-form as time goes on#or in this case aliquid#since heās more of this shadowy creature than anything#being covered in an all black suit was a fantastic choice so Iām trying to add something elements throughout#namely the tieā¦ but Iām going to try squeeze it in elsewhere#also not sure what Maris wearing here so I improvisedā¦ it probably says somewhere so Iāll go back and check#I thought her picnic sweater outfit would suffice as itās pretty similar to what coralineās wearinv at this point in the story!!#not sure how I feel about all the heromari Iām going to be able to drawā¦#on one hand itās heromari but in the other hand itās fucking Henry#he CREEPS me out god I hate him but I live him because I know thatās the whole point of him#get AWAY omg#anyway yes this is the Button Eye scene! so end of chapter 10 to start of chapter 11#I might do the drawing room too because I really want to draw it but thatās a bit of a stretch#honestly though coraline is a very visually interesting film and thatās part of the point and experience of it#and I feel like this fic deserves the same#especially with the amount of effort and detail and beauty idk puts into their settingsā¦ eg drawing room scene#anyway. rambling again. take art have fun#coraline
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