#idk how much ill draw of it but i Needed to do this
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lestats turn for an interview
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#iwtv lestat#the vampire lestat#lestat fanart#daniel molloy#daniel molloy fanart#lestat x louis#technically#iwtv fanart#amc iwtv#guess what im watching !#idk how much ill draw of it but i Needed to do this
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was assigned to do art for school based on the color green so of course i chose the green ninja (accompanied by long xiaojiao)
#ninjago#lego ninjago#monkie kid#lmk#lego monkie kid#mei dragon#lmk mei#mei lmk#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#aphid artisms#aphid ninjamonkies#finally…art#this was originally smthn else entirely but i hated that ver so much that i restarted and finished it in like 1 day#im pretty proud of this though i realize that i need to do more color/lighting studies#lloyd taking a nap with his oomf#they would be totally friends like 1 day with mei and mk could fix all of lloyd’s problems#steps 1 foot inside the arcade and the light returns to his eyes#this was also heavily referenced from a pose i found online kibbitzer i think is the name#idk if im even allowed to post this but ill jjst priv it if needed#yayyyy lloyd gardon#yayyyy mei dracon#i wish i couldve also incorporated tmnt into this but i was rushing#im still super learning bt how to draw and light environments and all erps
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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Quick Morro sketch with some rendering cause i haven’t drawn the bbg in ages.
I BEG you ignore the hands🙏
#lego ninjago#ninjago#morro ninjago#morro wu#lego emo#ninjago morro#i love messing with my design of him#hes sooooo#imagine this as him in gymnastics clothes#idk#i just didnt want to draw his gi#too much effort#sometimes i like draiwng his pretty sometimes i like darwing hsi handsome it rlly deoends on my mood man#or how my hand likes moving#weewowoowo#fanart#artists on tumblr#glowy glowy#this was supposed to be completely different#but i spiralled#so ill do THAT idea i had bexr#next*#its such a goid one too#ayo if abyobes read this far can you like @ me if yiu have a design for the preeminent#i need ti make one but i cant be bithered so id love of i could use someones as a base ir reference fir this drawing i have in mind
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so as literally everyone following me in the past 24 hours knows, im fucking obsessed with her. take her shes everything i have
#undertale yellow#martlet#martlet undertale yellow#martlet uty#?????????#tagging is hard and terrible#should i tag ut?????????#ehhh nah#i shant#whoop#my art#martlet my beloved love of my life i want to kiss you#(words said by worlds most aroace person)#... i should get better at drawing the prosthetics 😭#anyways uhhhhh yea i found out what a martlet actually is so she uses prosthetics now👍#i like to think the boots and stuff is a diff set of prosthetics for when shes just building or chilling#these ones come out when she has guard duty/needs to run around/lots of movement#also idk i might just make her shirtless??? idk which design i like more just yet so eh#ill figure it out next time#so much grief was caused in the making of her wings#GIRL HOW DO YOU HOLD THINGS 😭😭😭😭#ARENT YOUR ARMS WINGS#but yeah. harpy potentially shirtless prosthetic user martlet👍#the world gave me a new blorbo and by god will i dump every headcanon conceivable onto her
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testing out a new style of rendering with this guy
#sud#sud atla#sud avatar#atla#me art#im love him#im not sure how much i like it but by god did i need the practice#ive been so busy lately it was kinda nice to wind down with a doodle for an evening for once lol#im at a weird place with my art (<- guy who’s been at a weird place with her art for the past few years)#I don’t like how my lineart looks no matter what I do and I wanna do more lineless but idk if I just don’t have the patience for it or what#ill figure it out. maybe#something something killing mydelf to forever change the trajectory (real?)#there’s less and less for me to do at work and the terms almost done n ill have a few days in between before i start my new one so hopefully#that means drawing time! if not hopefully writing#i have too many wips dawg 😭#oops these tags got out of control lmfao#too bad!!
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comparison!! yuu as I drew him in 2024, february 5th; and this panel from my latest post that just so happened to be drawn in february 5th 2025...
it has been a full year since i started to draw re:kinder like crazy www when drawing yuu i'd always reference one of my own drawings of him for consistency, yet even the way i draw him changed quite a lot www
but im very happy with it😊😊 thought id share this since im amused by the evolution of it
#my art#re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#that also happened to be the starting point where i started to draw rekinder like crazy#not the first time i drew it#but it was when my mind had finally set on. “yo...this...this is so peak i need to draw it really bad i have so many visions”#god bless you rekinder and thank you mr parun#imma be so real i have. GENUINELY no idea what i would be drawing if i hadnt played rekinder#what i was into drawing a lot beforehand was Earthbound but. unfortunate events happened that. kind off have soured it for me#even now im still shaken up by thay so . i dont think i would have really gone back to drawing it as intensely imma be real#so with that YEAH i have no idea what id be doing?? drawing my ocs maybe idk but what would i be doing with my brain#rekinder has become such a big comfort and part of my life now that its hard to imagine howd it be if i didnt play it#like indulging in something that comforts me in that way really helped me cope with my illness so. i genuinely dont know what id been doin#anyway fun fact i think its very apparent but the only thin that has stayed the exactly th3 same is the color scheme#which may sound strange but whenever i draw a new character im not one to color pick much rather i pick colors out for myself#in some cases its for value adjustments where id see it fit but mostly i think picking my colors making them my own is part of my style www#dunt know how to explain it but point is the colors have stayed exactly the same www#ITS FUNNT BECAUSE I STILL FOLLOW THE SAME METHODOLOGY I DID WHEN DRAWIN YUU LAST YEAR#i know visually they look different but i see my art with my hands#like. im not good at all remembering things visually and the way i make things stick is via hands and the way ive drawn yuu is the same#hand memory disc.... i think a good chunk of my long term memory is registered through my hands#i think if my hands were to be chopped off i would forget how to speak#but does that imply that if my hands were to be consumed or sewed onto someone elses arms they would gain the knowledge i save there#or is my elbow or full arm is needed to achieve that connection... like what if the rest of the arm if like. the torso to the brain of the h
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i think what i NEED to do is stop drawing character standing #437 and i need to slow down on comics and i need to make a deeply symbolic piece for this show that i spend 10+ hours on
#the issue is the previously mentioned sleepiness but like. ive done it before i wanna do it again#i havent done it for tadc. i mean ive tried a few times but ive been verrrry tired...#idk how much it shows considering i post like once a day . but rest assured i am often in a state of some level of exhaustion#its normal and fine . what bothers me more is that i need to make more like. abstrct or 'deep' art for this show#but my brain hasnt fully gotten there yet#dont know whats stopping it#even the wips i have like that are still a little too like. on the nose#i think maybe im still in an early phase of interest-having#where im getting used to writing and drawing the cast which makes it harder to do more abstract things#like how ppl learn anatomy THEN stylize things a lot#get the fundamentals down n whatnot#so i guess im still doing that w this show on some level....#my brains gotta speed it up i wanna make more art i havent made enough art#but well i guess that doesnt solve the issue of 'i am so tired all the time' but . waves hand#ill cross that bridge when i get there i just wanna do more things#im not really upset or anything it is what it is im mostly just being impatient HAHA#i get excited abt art and im excited abt this show so im like. itching to make things all the time
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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I need to try harder to get out of bed but augh
#🤖.txt#aghhfjg i really need to catch up on sleep. but i also want to do stuff but idk. this is dumb but nothing i do really feels worth the effor#anymore. Thinking like this is sad bc drawing is one of the few things i like doing and make me happy but idk#i might just go back to the way things were before. Just wait for the weekend and spend as much time drawing then#genuinely dont want to do anything at all this is so frustrating and im so tired and sad all the time#i know i should be using my break to focus on studying but with what time#Idkkkk i just really hate living like this#thinking about dropping out again but that would just mean house chores + babysitting full time while job hunting and idk if i can handle#that. I cant handle anything anymore and this is making me so sad . I want to be useful and do so many things but i reached my limit months#ago. I just wanted a week or two to just rest its all i need . But i know im never gonna get that again and at this point i might as well#just die but i cant do that neither bc i have shit to do#Everyone is always talking about how i have it so easy and how things are just gonna get worse bc they think me being home = me not doing#anything and idk. I cant take anything anymore and i think the most upsetting part of this is that i know theyre right#im not doing barely anything and i dont know. How to do more im just useless and ungrateful for the things i have#Really stressed and tired and literally nothing happened. Its gonna be 2pm soon and im supposed to wake up Earlier#But yeagh. this wasnt supposed to be this wall of text i just wanted to say that i might give up on art again for a while#aughhh i dont know how to do anything right idk how to live or take care of myself how am i supposed to raise someone .#this is. too much i think. I reallyyyyy need to relearn how to just talk to myself . I cant keep dropping these everyday and being . This t#evsryone around me. Everyone in my life deserves so much better than ill ever be#vent
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#perspective is going pretty good#ive graduated from drawing simple boxes to complex#and im pretty happy with this#the thing is#hOW DO I DRAW PEOPLE IN THIS#the problem is#that i know i need to get use to/practice drawing clear simplified people#but my little brain is like#if its nOT A FULL DETAILED WHAT IS THE POINT ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH#ill get there tho#😡 i will#i also need to practice drawjng more interior spaces#idk why but theyre so much harder that outdoors#huh
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[id in alt]
some wip stuff, drawing is my passion. also wawawas
#monotoneart#the first 2 is an obligatory maria lives au#i do have a name for it but idk how much ill actually draw of it so. yeah#oc: glint of lantern light#oc: the monarch#oc: the current#i do NOT give glint enough love and i need to change that#his whole deal is basically. well. if u know gaia from the horizon games he's basically that#if u dont: basically he's trying to repair and replenish an ecosystem/landscape that's been absolutely thoroughly destroyed#due to reasons beyond the rain. which is also the cause of his melted side#he is the nicest most well-mannered and polite guy in the entire world
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Me, decorating my room: ...should I get a naruto poster?
Also me: If I search for naruto posters... they'll all make me angry in a way that's fucking unhinged
#and i was right. of course i was right. i wanna spit and bite#thry focus on the wrong things. why cant they just read my mind and make exactly what i specifically want?#why the fuck woukd i want an itachi poster??? i want a fucked up chakra tree sapping the people of their life force#i want naruto standing strong when everyones trying to tear him down. i want kushina telling naruto how much she loves him before she dies#i want iruka taking care of naruto when everyone else has turned their backs. but those make for bummer fucking posters#and i dont wanna hang my own art on my walls. maybe i need to go to an anime con. but i still feel like the artists would focus on the wron#things. ugh. i am become a naruto elitist. i just have too many feelings abt naruto >:-[#also. i live in the middle of nowhere in the mountains now so like i dont thibk ill b going to any cons.#also moving across the country is fucking exhausting and idk when ill have time to properly draw yet#naruto ramblings#is it too much to ask for everyone to interpret naruto like i do? in opposition of the writer?? is it me who's out of touch???#no. its the people who are wrong. lol me and my fucking naruto feels
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my desire to draw the cast in an increasingly different way than theyre designed in canon because its fun to play around vs my desperate desire to be as canon compliant as possible
#jax is the most extreme ive gotten and i cant tell if i want to push it further. w any of them#i mean i could just experiment sometimes and draw them how i want to draw them in a given moment#cus tbh consistency is irrelevant..#but also i get finicky . i looove when other ppl play around but whenever i try to#i get hung up on the fact that i dont actually know what the end goal is for the design and scared of changing something#in a way that will bother me. and then i just draw them how i always draw them#i get worried abt accidentally imposing rules upon myself so much that i impose more arbitrary rules on myself#but i wanna play around...#i also LIKE to test the limits of a characters already existing character design#and get worried that ill change smth or change smth too much that prevents me from doing that. urggg#rn im rly just unsatisfied w how i draw pomni in particular. idk why but it just feels like smths missing...#i mean its not like i hate it and i still like drawing her. but i need to change smth and i just cant place what...#anyway. whatever . shoots a psychic beam
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not me openly admitting that shade lowkey takes after me. this was not intentional, I swear. uwu; she kinda just... ended up with an extra dose of who I am as a person, whereas most of my original characters receive much less.
I realized this when considering that shade is most likely homo leaning. and I was like, haha she's just like me ! an enby ace lesbian... and then the similarities just kept getting drawn. idk maybe I'm just overly tired.
also like. not gonna apologize ? she really isn't a self-insert. but its also like... creators are allowed to put themselves into what they make ! and I'm proud of shade, I really am. so I won't be made ashamed for traits we might share.
#《 ° puffin.exe 》 im a puffin ! i dont do much#° mobile post !#° to be deleted !#tbh i dont know hoe people get off accusing people of making self inserts in the rpc like#how do you know ?? unless i explicitly state or draw comparisons ??#and why would i do that if my intent is to fool people ? like.#i understand that interacting with inserts can be uncomfortable. i do !#but unless you really know the person ? you arent in a place to say their characters are inserts#and tbh i feel like most of my discomfort comes from the prospect of being deceived#im okay with writing with inserts but im gonna draw boundaries#especially if youre writing them with the intent to live through them / fantasize.#while I think its valid its not something i am personally comfortable with. i dont consent to that as an rp partner.#but im also envisioning the worst possibility in which its someone getting off to how i interact with their oc#point being. to my mind. self inserts arent bad. they also arent easy to judge.#and even if i dont consent to interacting with an insert for the purpose of being wank material or emotional stimulus...#people could still use my content for wank or emotional stimulus by putting themselves in the shoes of whoever im writing with so#am i really one to judge? no. because again. i dont know.#and i honestly think anyone who can come out and say their oc is an insert or takes after them is#more trustworthy than someone who doesnt disclose it. idk just. there is no need for deception.#and if you do try to deceive me im gonna assume you have ill intent#whereas honesty is something that should be valued. especially in cases where the truth is so stigmatized.
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I mean this vent completely neutrally and as an observation rather than Woe is Me negativity but going ham in my sketchbook has been Fun but along with not really Learning anything (tho historically no art knowledge ever sticks to my brain) I'm no closer to understanding how I WANT to draw! if that makes sense.
I dont really identify with or want to continue any of the patterns I try (nor do they get any more muscle memory-y, in the fundamentals area).
Its fine as long as its Fun but I really feel the aimlessness. Like I'll keep going but I've also. Been doing that. All I do is Keep Going, when does it all tetris together!
#continuation of this is like. idk how to trust my eyes if im being honest! and im understanding rules but not how to break em#like how i understand that in realistic proportions theres as much space above the eyes than below them on a face#but obviously people draw characters with shorter foreheads/skulls all the time#ive done it too. but it looks Wrong when i do it on purpose. i feel everything i try to do looks unintentionally wrong#idk how to get to the intentional part or what i even want that to look like!#the permanent issue of not knowing what i want it to look like i just know i dont want it to look like this#which is bad bc you shouldnt qualify things by the negatives like that....wagh#im no good at making things from scratch i wish someone wld just draw in my ideal art style already so i cld study it#(jork)#technically i cld do this with urasawa bc like i said thats a dream style right there ill just infuse it with mine#but it Feels wrong#and i know u dont need to have 1 art style forever but i draw one way and forget all the previous ways ive ever drawn#i rly dont understand! i wish we cld share brains with each other so i cld gain understanding of what to do next ykwim#bc ill always keep going i just worry im never going to Get it#that there will always be that bizarre and extreme disconnect between eye and mind and hand#talkys
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