#idek how to describe it it's a feeling
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1004tyun-archive · 2 years ago
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just started sobbing
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KAI NOSE :(((((((((((((((((((((((
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thepunkmuppet · 6 months ago
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frank iero is an honorary trans guy to me and I’m not joking
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look at this man. tboy swag the likes of which has never been captured before or since
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yourlittlettoy · 1 year ago
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Hi friends! Once again here using my Tumblr like a traditional blog where u share thoughts and updates and stuff haha.
Sorry for being gone for a bit, life was BUSY with plans and now I’m finally back home from a little trip visiting a lovely friend of mine (photos for visual-aid of said trip 😉😇). God I love summer and sunshine!! ☀️☺️🌊🚤🍉
So due to being less active, I did build up quite a bit of notification and message debt. Wanted to take a quick moment and say that unfortunately there is no shot I’ll be able to catch up on all of it in terms of responding to everything, even though I usually really like to stay on top of that; especially with tags and reblogs and comments on my posts! However, I did read and see everything that I’ve missed.
So to all of u that interacted while I was gone: the satisfaction from flustering some of you was absolutely enjoyed 😉~ and on the flip side the backfire from your teasy comments has also been suffered hahaha 🙈. Either way you already know I love seeing interactions from you guys and I’m just so THANKFUL TO HAVE HAD SO MANY TO CATCH UP ON 🥰 sorry again I can’t always be reciprocal, but please know that I adore all of you and am enjoying the heck out of being in your presences with or without direct line of conversation!
Anyway, if it wasn’t clear enough by now, I think the world of u community pals and I hope you all have a day as lovely and awesome as you! (Very lovely and awesome, to clarify haha)
Stay precious 😘💕
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bunnihearted · 2 months ago
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being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me
#irl mostly. but even online. i cannot connect or find communities or support systems the way most of u can#even if i do have found great connections and one connection in particular im more than grateful for#but i have had so much of my humanness torn off for so long that i am awkward and useless in handling it#but yeah idk :/ im just so profoundly jealous of how everyone can just fit into a slot#even online when ppl talk abt being anxious and stuff they still have ppl to talk to#or ppl irl to hang out with and im like.. wow... i cant even do that :/#it is just so lonely in general. and it has made me confused and incapable of knowing how to be a human#and fully realise and actualize the one connection i do have#if i had gotten to learn and now know how to be a human and a person i would've... been a person#but now i feel so removed and far away from that idek how...#like im at a point where i cant even have simple and shallow conversations online bc im like so useless#maybe only other ppl with avpd and who have been socially rejected and isolated and alienated can fully understand what i mean#it is so scary and weird and i feel such deep envy for how people can just like... talk to eo. irl and online. i dont get it#and like the connection i do have that i mention bc it is so important to me.. that does all of those things#but it is like im so not used to anyone even keep wanting to have a connection with me#that i feel like bambi on ice 💀 for lack of a better metaphor#and inside of me idk how to dare to open up to it bc i've been numb and shut off i just dont know#i dont know. but i want to but idk how.#ahhhhhh wanna scream bc just trying to describe it so i can make sense of it is frustrating!!!!#it also sucks bc other ppl really dont seem to get how fkn weird and scary it is to feel so removed from humanness#and not even be able to do most basic human people things most ppl who are mentally ill or anxious do.. i cant even do that idk#talking and communicating is the main thing like ppl do not understand how fkn hard it is for me to even have a simple convo#and i cant explain it bc theres no way someone who doesnt feel the same and have avpd could get it...#but idk. i just hate all of this and i wish i had a normal functioning brain. i just wanna be like everyone else#even ppl w social anxiety are capable of having friends. and im terrified of losing the only connection i've somehow been lucky to get#in my hands??? im so scared of losing that but idk HOW to be a person and idk!!! idk!!#other ppl dont even think abt these things im so fkn jealous lmao#anyway whatever 😔
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nyctoheart · 5 months ago
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I also think about how 0.2 should've been the start of kh3 but if it hadn't been its own little sperate thing we wouldn't have gotten THE best kh opening and the ICONIQUE simple and clean Ray of hope mix so maybe it's not that bad
God you are so so so so right
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bbyboybucket · 1 month ago
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Welp I’m distraught, I’m crushed, I’m pissed, dumbfounded. Cause I guess I’m not doing clinicals now, even though for 3 fucking years I’ve been looking forward to it and have been counting down the fucking days. Literally I guess fuck me 🥲
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snuffalufagus · 2 months ago
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didnt-hear-cold-as-you-live · 3 months ago
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Btw lmao I ordered the shirt that Shein stole from me, a) to leave a product review saying it was stolen from me, b) to have as evidence for a lawsuit once my copyright certificate on this design goes through, and c) to make content with about how bad it sucks, and BOY OH BOY does it suck look at this side by side comparison
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carpthecarp · 7 months ago
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Slow down you crazy child You're so ambitious for a juvenile But then if you're so smart tell me Why are you still so afraid? (mmmmm)
Where's the fire, what's the hurry about? You better cool it off before you burn it out You got so much to do and only So many hours in a day (Ay)
But you know that when the truth is told That you can get what you want Or you can just get old You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through (Oooh) When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?
Slow down you're doing fine You can't be everything you want to be before your time Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight (tonight)
Too bad, but it's the life you lead You're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need Though you can see when you're wrong You know you can't always see when you're right (you're right)
You got your passion, you got your pride But don't you know that only fools are satisfied? Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true (Oooh) When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?
Slow down you crazy child Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while It's alright, you can afford to lose a day or two (oooh) When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?
And you know that when the truth is told That you can get what you want or you can just get old You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through (oooh) Why don't you realize, Vienna waits for you?
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?
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lesbeana · 3 months ago
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chat how do u make friends as an adult!!!!
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loulovingho · 3 months ago
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i have to vent for a second. trigger warnings for talking about death
I cannot be my mother's grief sounding board anymore. I don't know how to even go about mentioning something like that to her, but I know I can't do it. she has not once asked me how I'm doing since my dad died. she'll say "don't you miss him??" in a tone that makes me feel like she's mad I'm not constantly crying. she constantly brings up his death, how its affected her, how much she misses him, how she wants him back, spent my entire birthday bringing up the way he died and how hopefully she'll die soon to be with him, and I can't keep doing this!!!! she got like this after my sister died and it was so bad that my dad and i would talk to each other to get through it. now he's gone and i have no one.
i want to be clear, i know she's grieving and i know it's hard. the last few weeks of his life were so traumatic i will never recover from it. but i also can't hold her grief and try to get her through it while i'm grieving myself. ugh idk yall i can't do this.
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gaycityrollers · 3 months ago
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ahahahaha hiii I love peter frampton : ))))
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quirkle2 · 1 year ago
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ritsu and/or reigen for character bingo 👀
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ritsu left, reigen right <3 did both cuz im ill hope this helps
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elysianymph · 1 year ago
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tried really hard to convince myself dating didn't matter to me but now that literally ALL of my friends are in a relationship or in a talking stage... yeah it matters a lot actually
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faaun · 8 months ago
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I also felt worse about a 2 month situationship than a break up with my long-term boyfriend… I think it’s because all of the “what ifs” and maybe not being with the person long enough for them to show us they’re not who we thought they were? I don’t know, but am currently still hung up on said situationship nearly a year later — quite awful. Sending you love
a year ??? im so sorry that's so devestating omg...im now afraid of also not getting over her for a yr but i just hope my friends will help me get thru it . i hope ur ok now anon, sending u love back ♡♡♡
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allofuswantgwinam · 1 year ago
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yo I like really just don’t think I wanna be a part of society
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