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once upon a time; the only tv show brave enough to ask "exactly how fucked up can we make a family tree without including any actual incest?"

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Also I wanna talk ab ultraman now that it’s been a few weeks and I don’t need to worry ab spoiling anymore.

1. The whole time before the reveal I was like “idk something ab him just reminds me of Bucky idk why”. Then I was absolutely GAGGED when the mask came off and it was a clone, like jaw on the floor bc I didn’t see that coming at all, last thing I woulda guessed.

2. I felt bad for him, and then I felt extra bad for him bc he reminded me of my boo, especially when the hardcore parallel scenes happened.

3. I thought they were gonna like save him, get him away from lex and turn him to the good side BUT THEY DIDNT??? I WAS THE MOST GAGGED WHEN THEY KILLED HIM OFF? Like I 1000% wasn’t expecting that at all and I was actually kinda sad for him ☹️ like damn bro didn’t even have a chance, he was just born (essentially anyways) into being controlled, didn’t know anything except the life Lexi made him live, and then he just dies 😭 like damnnnn I really thought they were gonna turn him to the good side and he’d help them take down the bad guys. Nope, bro just dies. Just gets sucked into a black hole 😭😭 and I was gagged again bc I already wouldn’t have predicted he was a clone, but then they shocked my ass again 😭

and I’m just gonna drop this here. If I have to have flashbacks, so does everyone

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and I’m just gonna drop this here. If I have to have flashbacks, so does everyone

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THUNDERBOLTS* 2025, dir. Jake Schreier

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Omfg my best friend, who I’ve been best friends with since we were kids is PREGNANT and I’m so excited and just in shock

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why was ultraman just bucky barnes though

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god this movie was so amazing

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and I’m just gonna drop this here. If I have to have flashbacks, so does everyone

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I just watched Superman, and all I gotta say: comics movie of the fucking year. The characterization, the plot, the emotion, the message behind it and commentary on what’s happening irl. Just fucking everything. This is why I love James Gunn. God his movies always fucking get me.

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wait ok now i'm curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now

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#Bucky is such a hypocrite <3

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Lately I’ve been freaking out ab doing counseling. I still haven’t gotten to do my own sessions or have of my own patients yet bc 1. I left my last job and went to a different one after a week lol (long assssss story, let’s just say it was bad there). 2. Bc I’m still in the training phase. But I’m starting to get freaked out bc idk if I’m gonna like this, like idk if this is actually what I’m gonna want to do for the rest of my life. Like what if i chose the wrong career path. And like i have reasons for thinking this but at the same time, its like okay, but are those really valid reasons or am i just stressing and having a crisis bc its finally real? Like am i just freaking out because I’ve wanted to do this my whole life and now that i actually am it’s scary? Like do i really think I’m not gonna like this, or am I just scared asf bc it’s not just a dream anymore it’s real life? And ig it doesn’t help that I’ve never really questioned if this was the right path for me before, until now. Bc I’ve wanted this, I’ve “known” since I was like 11yo. So ig the fact that I’ve never really questioned before it is making me question it??? Idk, also think it’s freaking me out bc I’m primarily going to be seeing SUD patients and that’s not my strong suit. Like even tho ik a good bit ab addiction, its not what im the most educated on and know how to combat, so ig I’m worried ab how I’m actually gonna be able to do it?? And also, just overall with any kinda mental health thing, its different to like do an assignment, and be like “oh okay, this person has this and needs to be treated like this” than actually being with a real person face to face and doing it fr. Idk I’m having a crisis and I need to rant 😭😭 I’m sure most of it is just in my head and I’ll be fine. And like I said, I haven’t actually done it yet, just been training and observing other sessions, so maybe once I actually do it I’ll feel different? 😭😭 But like, I really hope to god it is actually just in my head and I didn’t make the wrong choice bc I’m already 50k in debt and ab to even more in debt from my masters that I’m already enrolled in. Idk 😭 sorry for my rant, I just need to vent it all out somewhere 😭

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I was looking at my dad’s wallet bc it was setting on the couch and I was just bored, and I found his military ID in the front and it said he’s a sergeant. And I look at that motherfucker and ask him wdym you’re a sergeant and you never told me that my entire life?? And he was like “what’d you think I was” and I was like idk just a guy, like nothing, why’d you never once mention that. And he’s like “idk you never asked”. Like ?? 😭 and now I’m like waittt ?? bc he was in a whole ass different branch for way longer than he was in the army?? So what was his rank in the other branch?? 😭

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It’s so genuinely, deeply embarrassing to be an American rn

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well guys…. in case you don’t know yet, U.S. just bombed Iran. So I think we’re fucked in general but also ww3 might be coming soon and fr this time. Wanted to make a joke but im too speechless. Not surprised, just so disappointed that im speechless

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(they know)

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Outstanding movie, would watch again