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tehe felt like sending you a little request for some headcanons on older!josh young!reader
maybe reader is on the chubbier side and josh is just obsessed with young fluffy little ol you :(.
i soo need headcanons about Older!Josh being so obsessed with young fluffy little sexually that he genuinely... cant stop fucking you.. like 24/7 constantly inside you.
Finallyyyyyy! Omg girl, you have NO idea how long I've been waiting for older!Josh young!reader requests! I love it so much. 😂
(Disclaimer: the reader is at least 18/19 years old in this, but I like to think she is 20. In no way is this illegal and I never intend on writing anything like that in the future.)
NSFW down below!
𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭
God, you are so adorable to this man. Everything about you just melts his fucking heart. From your chubby little face (omg he adores it) to your sexy curves to the subtle naivety that comes with being young that you don't even know you have, you have this man hooked on you. You're so different from anyone he has ever had before. He was so fragile when he was your age. Oh, he just wants to protect you from the whole ugly world. :(
He intends on doing just that when he invites you to stay with him. You have both been dating for a awhile and you would like a new place to stay, so why not stay in the same place where he can keep an eye on you?
Unfortunately being around you almost 24/7 leads to some new challenges. Josh now sees you too often—often enough to grow obsessed with you. Every time you enter the room he is on you, tackling your pretty face with a thousand kisses as you laugh at the absurdity of the situation, stripping you of your layers so he could see those curves up close and personal, and railing you into the closest piece of furniture he can find in the house.
Wow, no woman has ever done this to him before. You're just... So sweet... So adorable... So hot... He can't control himself when his pants get tighter, which happens every time he lays eyes on you. He was a little unsure of your relationship at first due to the big age gap but now? Oh, now he knows that you are meant for him.
𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭~𖹭
And yeah, maybe a part of it is the lack of sex during the years he spent alone in the mental institution but Josh feels that it is deeper than that. You're special and he can feel it in his heart... Among other places...
So be prepared to be stuffed whenever it's possible. Working on something for work at home? You are sitting on his lap, his cock buried to the hilt. Showering? Want a bath? Yup, he's fucking you into the tub. You want to watch a movie? Again, he is laying behind you with his dick in you. Or laying with his head between your thighs or on your stomach. Mmmm, they are the softest pillow for him. Even after dinner every night, he is devouring you for dessert, face stuffed between those thighs as he just goes to town.
One thing Josh knows for sure, he has a problem. He accidentally let his obsessive nature get the better of him again and now he is addicted to every bit of you. He just hopes that you don't decide to leave him someday, because he doesn't know what he would do without you. But he tries not to think about that and just focuses on the present, fucking you in every way he can to show you how much he adores you.
#until dawn#until dawn josh#josh washington#josh washington x reader#josh washington smut#synnysheadcanons#synnysimagines#synnysrequests
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The most meta shit ever is how there could easily be more than 1 alter present at any point in either Mikoto or John's interactions w the cast, but it's written and/or assumed by the audience to be One of them for the simplicity of a narrative, with the ambiguously-existing other assumed to be hiding.
Just like how ppl on the outside looking in, including other systems, see DID systems: Typically one identity by "default," and more specific others only when explicitly stated.
That, oddly, makes me feel a little better. No person, singlet or system, has every part of themselves out to everyone. Since we're split, it's natural to want to be seen as ourselves, but it doesn't make the ones who mask any less "aunthentic," necessarily.
#milgram#mikoto milgram#john milgram#mikoto kayano#mikotoposting#milgram project#john kayano#just blew my own mind w this idk#it’s just been something I've wanted to wrap my mind around for quite awhile#i hope i articulated it well#once again pinnochioP's Fake Meme comes on shuffle whilst writing my existential “how am i perceived” type shit lmao#masking serves a lotta purposes despite us wanting to be more open and I've been confused by how to process that
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Hey y'all! In August I started two jobs and I've been so busy I haven't been bored enough to daydream about fic let alone write it. One of the jobs is a long term substitute position. I do not have a teaching degree. I do not know what I am doing. It is very stressful. These kids are just staring at me every morning and I have to be the one to like...have things for them to do. And so I just "yes and" riff about some worksheets best I can and hope they pass their state tests come April. Like, I'm really just some guy off the street they hired last minute. It's so bad.
However, I have a lil something I wrote before all that sooooooooo...
Simon POV, past (age 15):
Balanced footsteps approach, clicking in even purposeful tones that threaten Baz, Baz, Baz. His shadow appears first. Long and lean. Dark and brooding. Mocking me as it flickers against the walls because even the mere imitation of Baz swarms with condescension. A few steps above me, always looking down.
Thank you to everyone who has been tagging me. I'm sorry I've been so ass at interacting with your posts.
Fuck it I'm just putting down some names dude. @alexalexinii @arthurkko @artsyunderstudy @brilla-brilla-estrellita @bookish-bogwitch @cutestkilla
@emeryhall @excalisbury @facewithoutheart @fatalfangirl @hagnoart @henreyettah @hushed-chorus @iamamythologicalcreature @ic3-que3n @ineffable-grimm-pitch @j-nipper-95 @larkral @letraspal @messofthejess @mitranian @mooncello @monbons @nausikaaa @ninemagicks @nightimedreamersworld @noblecorgi @onepintobean @orange-peony @palimpsessed @prettygoododds @raenestee @rimeswithpurple @roomwithanopenfire @theearlgreymage @theimpossibledemon @thewholelemon @urban-sith @umdiasujo @valeffelees @wellbelesbian @whogaveyoupermission @yellobb @youarenevertooold @you-remind-me-of-the-babe
#oh and all the posters keep falling off the walls because of the change in temperature all the time#so my classroom is ugly and boring af#also for some reason my brain has been wanting to think about this totally other fic idea i've had for awhile#so i've been moving in secret working on that one a little bit#but i watched soccer this morning and was like FUCK i have to write IKABIKAM#but i've put so much pressure on myself#and my brain is fried from like trying to financially support myself and getting super underpaid and undertrained#to do one of the most importnat jobs in the world#the other gig is going great though!#they are adequately paying me and adequately trained me#wow i'm complaining a lot in the tags
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Small kryk drabble :)
Patience
As he watches the team give their libero teary goodbyes, Kuroo feels a bit sentimental. He's not crying, but he feels like he could. Surprisingly, Yaku isn't.
When they make eye contact, Kuroo can't help but just stare a little, to take a good look at him. Despite Yaku being so little, Kuroo feels like there's so much for him to see with not enough time to encapsulate all of him. He hasn't had entirely enough of Yaku Morisuke yet.
Yet at the same time, his brain is so full of the countless pieces and versions of Yaku that Kuroo has collected and met over the past few years.
Yaku is tolerant. Yaku is scary when angry. Yaku is also kind, considerate. Yaku is undeniably honest. Yaku is unfortunately, really cool. Yaku cries easily. Yaku has the kind of laugh that makes you proud that you were able to get it out of him. Yaku is a genuine good person.
And Yaku is anything but patient.
Yaku never waits for it. He goes right ahead to get whatever he wants. His dreams, his goals, his passions. It's selfish as it is admirable.
Kuroo knows this.
So that's why when Yaku gives him that quiet smile before boarding that plane and leaving him with three words,
"I can wait."
Kuroo can't help but feel a bit hopeless.
Kuroo knows that he'd probably wait a lifetime for Yaku. He couldn't help it even if he tried. He'd wait until one year turns into a fleeting three where they bid goodbyes to the familiar sounds of shoes squeaking on gym floors, the idle brushing of shoulders on the bus ride with tired eyes, the longing gaze shared with silent words never spoken as the weight of their diplomas lie in their hands. He'd wait as he stands at an airport as the plane that will travel thousands of miles away is about to take off and will take Yaku away with it. He'd wait until one day Yaku decides he's conquered enough of Russia and maybe decides to come home. Maybe decides to choose him. He'd wait for it all.
But would Yaku?
Would Yaku wait?
Yaku is impatient.
"I can wait" echoes in Kuroo's mind. Kuroo would wait an entire lifetime, but he never told Yaku those words. Yaku is impatient, but he said them. Kuroo never even asked. He never wanted to, never would. But Yaku said them. Yaku said he would wait.
And Kuroo knows.
Kuroo knows that Yaku never says anything he doesn't mean. Kuroo knows that Yaku is brutally honest, which would be to a fault if Kuroo didn't love him for it. Kuroo knows that Yaku loves him too.
So when he hears the words, "I can wait",
Kuroo believes him.
"Me too" Kuroo whispers back, as he waits, and waits, and waits. This time, a little hopeful.
#kuroyaku#kryk#yaku morisuke#kuroo tetsurou#haikyuu#drabble#I've had this in my notes for awhile and felt a bit of confidence to post it haha#I'm not the best writer but these two have been feeding my brain and i wanted to share it#i really wanna write a bit about snippets of the changes in the both of them post timeskip#i think it'd be really cute for them to fall in love with each other again
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sosoooomgmh. i likeeeee..characters. want to finish. some character sheets. do NOT want to write personality traits.
#is me#GOUAHGH#I AWLAYS GE TSO SILLY AND SELF CONSCIOUS LIKE....every one i have roleplayed with has told me i make Good characters.#and ALSO. and also and also i want to show it i want to show that look i know my characters are hypocritical. inconsistent.#but i PROMISE theres a reason behind it. they have a mind and it's flawed and stupid.#i ALSO want to do literature roleplay again.#it's been aWhile since i've !!! been able to stretch my writing muscles. (<- this guy sucks at just sitting down 2 write)#but ALSO writing humans has me floundering.#what are Human tells and ticks and gestures. man.
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I am bored and am procrastinating cleaning my room (again), therefore I have decided to go around and send asks with what I have decided to call a “Yap Pass”
Feel free to yap about whatever you want whenever you want. You can start yapping as soon as you get this or later on when you feel the need to just go off about something
You may also just ignore this ask entirely if you choose to do so
there’s definitely more to Marin than meets the eye. she’s the only person on the entire island that has a concept of Not The Island. one of the kids (idr which one….) is visibly confused when Link mentions he's from “outside the island.” Marin dreams about leaving, she talks about it multiple times, she goes to visit the windfish and sings the song of awakening???? she’s about to tell Link smth and then sHE NEVER DOES AUGH.
is Marin a manifestation of the Windfish’s desire to wake? is she another traveler like Link, also caught up in the deity’s dream? is she a part of Link’s subconscious, or even from the hero’s spirit? is she, perhaps, a spiritual imprint of a certain other beloved redhead who loves to sing?
I feel like there are so many possible interpretations, and I can’t decide which one I like best…..
#I've been holding onto this for SO long#and I typed all this up the other day but I wanted to wait a bit longer in case I had more thoughts to add#I think I need to rotate this game in my head awhile longer 🤔#I need to write smth with Marin.....#anyways#thanks for your patience 🫶#and thanks for enabling me to yap!!! :)#asks
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( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )
#( war is oveeeer )#( time passes but my love for rp is like a little gremlin that randomly shows up and beats me with its lil bat )#( I'm still stuggling with art block for my other creative outlets for months now but I want to warm up my writing fingers )#FOR ALL ( ooc. )#FOR ALL ( tbd. )#( pretty sure I've been going through the worst burn out of my life and im just now seeing the end of the tunnel )#( had to face and address basically everything in my life ever so my brain just decided to go into low battery mode for awhile )#( it's odd cause not much about my life is significantly different from when I left -unfortunately-#but I have also developed and changed so much as a person. ppl around me say that and it's so reassuring to hear <3 )#( also lmao apparently I was pretty Vitamin D deficient esp in Canadian winters and APPARENTLY have a genetic calcium deficiency so UHHHHH#I love being medically neglected and gaslit into believing I just had anxiety and depression with no physical contributors <33#that's being taken care of now tho. but yeah ugh that was something to process too.)#That aside I've been doing well!! I'm in such a different place now it's kind of wild. Always a work in progress but im happy <3#Have some goals I'd like to meet for the end of the year so I'm hoping to close out these two years on a good note!
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it's my quarter birthday! celebrated by drawing a little self-portrait this morning before work
#art#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#self portrait#icon#drawing#theartofmadeline#quarter of a century old.. can you believe it??#I've been focused more on ceramics and writing recently#but i've been wanting to do a self-portrait for awhile#this is of course wildly indulgent#but i love the way the colors turned out
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giving you something to lean on
“Ritsu-kun?”
Still, nothing. He was definitely worried now. As much as Ritsu may dislike him, he was still always polite and wouldn’t just blatantly ignore him like this. Maybe he was sick or something? Arataka craned his neck, scanning him for possible injuries.
And that’s when he noticed the blood.
“Holy crap! Ritsu, you’re bleeding!” he exclaimed, fumbling out of his seat and running to him. It looked even worse up close. Blood coated both his hands like a second skin, and speaking of skin, his looked pretty torn up.
No response.
Now that he was closer, Arataka could hear his very quiet, almost sporadic breathing. Shoot. Something was really wrong.
[or, ritsu is stressed & can't stop scratching, so he goes to reigen for help]
🍃7,241 words | platonic ritsu & reigen🍃
s/o to @cowgirlwizard for helping me out whenever i got stuck <3
#corey writes:)#my first ts awareness month fic of 2023!!!#mp100#mob psycho 100#ritsu kageyama#mp100 ritsu#reigen arataka#mp100 reigen#mp100 fanfic#tourette's syndrome#ritsu with tourette's#i've been working on this for. awhile lol but kept getting stuck and also student teaching was a thing i was doing so my priorities were#elsewhere lol bUT putting it off meant i could use it for ts month!!!#i'm actually like really terrified that this is awful but like iT'S FINE LOL#this is just one of those that i put my heart and soul into and like genuinely a Lot of time and i really want it to be good and like... in#character and to have paid off you know? ahhhhh idk ijuhygfcghuioiu anyways here take this#i need to stop rambling in the tags to procrastinate posting this lol
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"Lines Written Hastily on Someone Else's Desk" - a poem written 3/27/2024
I have to sneak into your desk— I've calculated every risk— I have to test out all your pens and blot out with them my chagrins. I have an urge for every ink— for every mark I make I rank the color and the thickness.—In my rainbow correspondent brain this is the peak of knowledge—yes, the summit of my study's bliss. I snoop and steal to these fair ends— my paper keeps exotic winds.
#been awhile since i posted any of my#handwriting#2024#iambic meter#iambic tetrameter#quatrains#rhyme scheme#poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#i've probably written idk how many poems about how i love snooping through other ppl's desks at work#listen. i just wanna see what kind of writing utensils u got#and use them on myyyyy paper teehee~ more colors#awhile back at my sister-in-law's bachelorette party. all the other women were talking about#how they like to look in ppl's medicine cabinets. and i was like what? why?#bc my sister-in-law and her blood sisters were talking abt how u do it early in a relationship#and i just couldn't relate. and it wasn't like a deeply voyeuristic things. it was more like#they just wanna see what u keep and how. in ur bathroom setup.#i mean i kinda get it. it is looking at how somebody lives.#in some very basic ways that arent super personal but theyre not necessarily apparent when u meet them#but anyway now i think abt that every time i go looking through ppl's desks. im like Oh This Is What I'm Doing.#the creepiest thing i've ever done is sniff somebody's chapstick. i wanted to know how minty it smelled#i should stop this confessional right now
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Poisoned by the dragon, the little archon roamed the nation. His anger and frustrations festering the longer time went on.
After everything he's done for Mondstadt, how hard he fought for their happiness. Only to be tossed aside and so easily forgotten. They had their freedom, what use was he to them now, anyway?
Ungrateful. Ungrateful. Ungrateful.
He would show them. He would show all of them the consciousness of turning your back on your archon.
Even with the poison, he still enjoyed his trickery, but perhaps to the wrong person, those tricks could turn deadly.
#🍏V: You intend to stop me?#A common AU I've seen around but I've really been wanting to write my own for awhile#There's just something about corrupt Venti that I just hhhhhhh#I'll make an update on my verses page in a minute#and if there's any interest I'll probs post an open starter later
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Elizabeth, She/her, a whole ass adult, pansexual, person of color.
Toujoursrab was established in 2016 and originally used for roleplaying purposes but has since been refurbished into a writing blog. At the moment, I’m solely writing for the Marauders (Harry Potter) fandom. You can also find me on my Marauders blog, and on ao3.
Additional & Irrelevant Information; GMT-4. Biracial (black/white). Tattoo’d. Slytherin. INTJ. Socially anxious. Love language: quality time. Regulus kinnie. Dog mom. Swiftie since debut. New York. Book nerd. Currently reading: The Trials of Apollo: The Tower of Nero. Nico Di Angelo’s biggest fan. Cabin #7. Farmers market enthusiast. Iced Coffee connoisseur. Professional plant killer. Former K-Pop stan turned casual listener (talk SHINee, Skz, Ateez, Blackpink and BTS to me). Gymnastics fan. Part-time vegetarian. Music recs + Playlists.
Writing; Once upon a time there was a young child with the dreams of being an author and poet. Like most dreams, it met a tragic and untimely death, and this is the aftermath. I’ve been writing fanfiction on and off since ’04 but it’s embarrassing so we don’t talk about it. It’s been awhile since I’ve actually written and posted fanfiction for public consumption so I’m just getting back into the swings of things and using this blog as a way to challenge myself, improve my writing skills, and reclaim my passion for writing.
Roleplaying; I like to roleplay as a way to practice writing, bounce ideas off of another person, and to world build and create a shared story. I’ve been roleplaying since I was thirteen starting out with Harry Potter and then expanding into other fandoms. However, most of my experience is with Harry Potter (Marauders era specifically), and K-Pop (since 2012). Currently looking for a roleplay partner but super picky about it.
This blog is intended to be a safe and welcoming space. As I am well over the age of 21, there is a high chance this blog will have NSFW adult content, therefore there is a minors do not interact notice. Other than that I am open to messages, exchanging discords, and making friends.
#introducing... me!#lol#i've been wanting to do this abt/intro thing for awhile but i was gone last week#so here we are#introduction#i need a tagging system#this will be updated with a masterlist once i actually write and post things that aren't micros
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𝐈𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐲 𝐒𝐚𝐱𝐨𝐧 (𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧!)
Now to address that topic that I find yucky: It is NOT canon on this blog that Simm!Master was physically abusive towards Lucy. Just no, RTD! Even if his relationship with Lucy was strictly for manipulative purposes in order to create the facade of "Harold Saxon", I just personally don't see the Master wanting to ever just beat her up because of, well, anything.
Did he use her for his plans? Yes. Did he threaten to replace her with someone else? Yes. Was the relationship still toxic from both parties involved? Would he kill her to save himself? Oh yes. I mean, it doesn't change or justify what happened at all.
He's still a bastard doing wrong, but he would never hit a woman because I say so. He also isn't misogynistic. There was NEVER any evidence of him being this way in Classic Who, so it isn't happening for New Who either. In Classic Who for Delgado!Master, he is shown having the same amount of respect for a female scientist (if not more) than the male scientist in the room (The Time Monster.) In the same episode, there is also Queen Galleia of which he also treats in the same way. Oh, and then there is his relationship with Jo Grant, of which he has some amount of human respect for. As for Ainley!Master, I'd say the same about him too. The worst he's done is kill Tegan's aunt and steal the body of Nyssa's father, but that's it. He's never said anything disrespectful about women though. HECK, HE EVEN WORKS ALONGSIDE THE RANI AND RESPECTS HER BRIILLIANCE!!! AHHHH!
This also brings into the conversation my other excellent point which I will talk about in a seperate post: I don't see Simm!Master hurting Missy (his future self) either.
So, point of this post: it doesn't matter what incarnation of the Master, they respect women and aren't misogynistic (despite what RTD and Moffat may say), but they are still a bastard. Thanks! *mic drop, send tweet.*
#about ;; i am the master#headcanons ;; watch the world burn#tw abuse#trigger warnings#hear me shout this at RTD and Moffat#I've been wanting to address this topic for awhile but everytime I did it always made me wanna throw up#cause WHY would you write it? Especially when the Master has NEVER showed any signs of this#I just...can't
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gethsemane (read here on ao3)
wordcount: 5.5k tags: angst, au - canon divergence, biblical allegory summary: Prescient visions lead Paul to question the devotion of his favorite disciple.
#feydpaul#dune fic#i think i've actually peaked w this one lads#or at least its the one i've been wanting to write for awhile and im shocked i actually got to it lol
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Is it so bad that I don't really like ships of characters I simp and I only like the reader insert fics with them?
Yeah I can't deny I'm jealous of the canon x canon ships with my faves, knowing that they possibly can be together while I can't. I know it's dumb,so that's why I never hate on someone who likes those ships I just ignore it
Like Sefikura for example, I don't like it cuz I'm a massive hoe for Sephiroth,also bcuz sometimes they make the ship pretty icky,also bcuz Cloud is baby and I'm still angy at Sephy for mentally torturing my Babyboy like that
IT'S CHAOS WITH MY FICTIONAL FAVES!!!!!!
Nothing wrong with that, personally! I get wanting to indulge in the warmth of a good fantasy-- That is what alot of fiction is for, after all.
Bless you, anon. Alas, as someone also plagued with my own Dumb and Horrid Fictional Feelings, the brain can be such a little bitch when it comes to that stuff. Good on you for recognising how and why you feel that way, ignoring the stuff you don't like and focusing on what you do.
LMAO I get that completely. I should mention, though, that I am one of those people who indulges in the nastier side of the ship, lmaooo. Even so, I get why it wouldn't click with you.
(FR when is it not?)
#scrawny rambles#scrawny answers#ty for your letter anon <3#completely different tangent aside from yours#very introspective stuff ahead feel free to ignore you know the deal#i have alot of respect for selfshippers#considering my sisters kicked me out of the habit very early on and i've been Mortified ever since#but man... i think if i want an reader!fic i can jive with i'd have to write my own#once again no shade to the writers you guys keep living it up#but alot of it ends up being 'i would NOT say that' for mehgkjfgdjh#GOD i remember this ghirahimxreader fic i read ages ago#and at some point y/n's parents show up as yiga#and i'm like. what father. I HAVE NO FATHER. or i have two. it fucking depends. both absent either way.#POINT IS i think there are alot of ways my life and cultural experiences differ that if anything makes it *harder* for me to be immersed#also the Shame. but i think that can be overcome. spite my siblings lmaooo.#again anon entirely different thread from yours#just plopping some thoughts here i've had for awhile
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"Why is it taking me so many more hours than it used to, to write a single chapter?" I say, while I keep going back to add more to a 13,000 word chapter when the goal for my early chapters was about 4,000 words.
#got my clown make-up on#fic:t3w#I keep editing the next chapter btw this is about chapter 31 it's been a whole ordeal to get it to work#and it does NOT warrant this level of pain lol#I might have to bite the bullet and make it two separate ones but I don't really want to#argh writer struggles#doesn't help that I've had so little time to focus on writing this fortnight that I have to reacquaint myself with where I'm at each time#and it takes awhile to sink into the mindset and be present in the story so that I can write more#only to then get distracted 15mins later by the real world#but ooooh it's getting there#i can already sense that the chapter count is going to have to be increased because i have no discipline#i expand every scene and character#if I ever do become a published author this will be a problem my editor can work out with me lmao
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