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misc old Hua Cheng doods i meant to post a long time ago and theeeeen i forgot
maybe one day I'll finish the paintings (you can tell how old they are by the peak at one of my ocs in the strawberry dress)
#i'm not dead i swear#I'm just soooo sleepy#i miss him#my art#old art#toasterfireart#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#tgcf fanart#hua cheng#san lang#crimson rain sought flower#xie lian#e'ming#i'm still stuck obssessed with my ocs but I need a breather#he is sooooo#i forgot how to draw#everytime i draw him I want his gender#don't have surgery it's draining#:)
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eyeball
#my art#xxxholic#watanuki kimihiro#clamp#i'm not dead i swear#i just don't have internet#i probably wont have internet for a while more#but i'm still drawing!!#eventually i'll upload them all#guys it's almost the end of the year#D:
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Sonaze week sketches 💙💜
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#blaze the cat#sonaze#sonic x blaze#sonic fanart#sonazeweek2023#i'm not dead i swear
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Villains (?)
#my art#I'm not dead i swear#life just got overly complicated#hate it here#illustration#sketchbook#watercolors#winx#winx club#winx valtor#winx club valtor#winx ogron#winx club ogron#wizards of the black circle#winx villains#men heheh
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You can ignore this if you want but!! I have an idea for a request: Gavril and mc trying to make homemade cheese together. Whether Mc already knows how to make cheese or not can be up to you!
Making Cheese with Gavril
Notes: I'M BACK, I SWEAR GUYS I AM NOT DEAD. Seriously I'm so sorry for leaving y'all w/o anything, my motivation to write anything had disappeared and finals bombarding me SUCKKKED. BUT I'M FINALLY FREE, RAHHHHHHH!!!! Anyway I was reminded of this one ask Part got last year with a cheese maker reader/food taster (I couldn't find it but it's somewhere on their dash, so credit to the person who asked the ask!) and I thought why not use that? Enjoy reading! (He may be OOC guys, it's been a while since I last wrote T~T)
Warnings: Mentions of alcohol in here (idk if Gavril drinks alcohol but considering the crap he goes through, that boy needs a DRINK)
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Working as a cheese maker is a lot of work, as simple as it may seem to others outside of the profession. Physically demanding your attention each and every day. But that was part of the job either way. Doesn't mean it can't be fun, especially if you're a fanatic of cheese.
Tomorrow was your day off, your muscles finally being able to relax from the constant lifting, stirring, and pressing that they had to endure. You had a pretty good idea of what to do when you came back from work, and that was to relax until the early hours of the morning.
It was getting dark; the sun setting as it casted its long shadows onto the ground below. You felt yourself sinking into the couch cushion, the nerves of your limbs becoming fuzzy as your mind went numb watching the screen of the TV, some random show you couldn't bother to pay attention too for the last couple of hours.
A ping from your phone pulls your attention away from the show you were mindlessly watching, slowly pushing yourself up from the couch— wincing a bit as your limbs were finally moving again after so long—as you reached for it. You had a pretty good guess of who it was, as he was the only one who texted you on a daily basis.
Open your window please <3
"Didn't know my day could get any better." Smiling, you sent him a message back, standing up from the couch as you stretched your arms high above your head; a few of your joints popping in the process, letting out a sigh of satisfaction.
Which one?
Bedroom window
Omw
It scared the crap out of you when he first appeared at your window with little to no warning, but with how things usually played out in your life, you got used to it eventually.
A smile graced your face when you saw him perched by your window with an eager look on his face, his goopy tail seemingly wagging at the sight of you once you approached closer to the window.
Thank god he actually came when it was dark this time, you don't need another situation happening with your neighbor freaking out to the police.
"Hey." You offered quietly in greeting, wrapping your arms around his neck as you nuzzled into his skin—enjoying the warmth he seemed to radiate. He copied your actions, wrapping his arms around your waist—his grip gentle yet tight as he pulled you to himself.
"Hello, darling." He mumbles into your hair, placing a kiss atop your head.
"Didn't know you were coming back so soon?"
"Wanted to surprise you."
"Well, color me surprised."
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"So," Your back was turned to Gavril as you poured the two of you drinks, "-anything new happened on your crazy adventure?"
At this point it was routine for the both of you. Gavril comes back, you make sure he isn't injured, catch up with each other's lives. Most of the time Gavril's stories seem to be a tad bit more interesting than yours, and concerning at the same time.
Very concerning.
"Not much," He starts, "-but I did get chased by some agents a few weeks back.." A awkward smile appears on his face as he shrugged his shoulders. His coat was currently laid across his lap, his fingers fiddling with the frayed edges while he looks around the room. Walking over to him, you offered him the glass as you sat down in the chair next to him, he gladly took it—taking a small sip of it before placing it down onto the table. You took a sip of your own drink, the liquid giving your throat a slight burn that soon settled into a slight tingle.
It's been a while since you last had a drink, not crazy long ago though, watching as the liquid swirls in the glass before bringing it back up to your lips again—embracing the burning yet warming feeling of the liquid.
"Did that same redhead appear again?" Gavril mentioned him once or twice before to you, you're not sure what the name of the guy is, all you know is that he constantly reappears and how cowardly he can be.
"No, only his buddy showed up this time. Wasn't like anything changed though." The corners of his lips hint at a smile, bringing a hand up to the one prominent curl of his hair as he plays with it for a bit, twirling it around his finger. "I wonder how he even got that far in without quitting." You murmured out. From what you've heard, FBI training is no joke, and very intense. Both physically and mentally. Those who can't handle the challenge usually quit early on; and if they do pass, then there's the insane amount of cases that would affect nearly anyone. So for the redhead to get that far still puzzles you.
"I wonder the same too."
You continued to talk for what seemed like hours, pouring yourselves a few more drinks as the day slowly faded away into the early hours of the morning. Your muscles felt relaxed, more at ease; a comforting haze overtaking your brain as you let today's worries slip away. It doesn't seem Gavril is feeling the effects of the drink other than the nearly invisble tint of red on his cheeks and his relaxed posture instead of the regular stiffness.
Drinking the last bit of the liquid left in your cup, you stand up from your chair as you head towards the fridge, looking back towards Gavril to offer him something to eat, "You hungry?"
He hums out in confirmation, head now resting on top of his folded arms, eyes closed. Peering into the fridge, you clicked your tongue; no cheese. Searching every corner of the fridge, nope, nada. What a pickle you were in.
You could just go to the convince store that's not far from here, 10 minutes by foot. But is it opened? Checking the time on your phone, no, they closed just a few minutes ago. Are you sure your eyes didn't just missed the cheese?
Second time looking, again, nothing.
While searching the fridge for a third time, a thought pops up.
'Well...there's milk, and a few lemons...' Looking in the cabinet next to the fridge, yup, salt and some leftover animal rennet.
Ah, a quick and easy solution to your small problem.
Quickly getting to work, you grabbed two small bowls, pouring water into both of them. Rinsing and cutting the lemon, you squeezed some of the juice into one of the bowls, mixing it and setting it aside. For the second bowl, you added some animal rennet into the water, mixed it and set it aside with the other. Once placing the pot on top the stove, you felt the embrace of two arms wrapping around your midsection with the added weight of something on your shoulder. Peeking behind you to see Gavril, with a curious look in his eyes.
"Something wrong?"
"What..exactly are you doing?"
"Ran out of cheese, so I'm making some." You respond cheerily, a tired smile spreading on your face. Turning back to the task at hand, you missed the way that red tint on his face seemed to have become darker, hugging you closer to himself as he watches your hands at work.
Despite you guys dating for several months, he still gets shy about acts of affection. Kisses, praises, gifts, being pampered; It just gives him that fluttery feeling that cascades through him. It's not that he hates it, no far from that, it's just that he doesn't know what to do. Being isolated from everyone—for who knows how long—and his only company as rats made him rather awkward. You don't mind it though—it's adorable to you whenever he hides his face in the shadow of his hood when you give him a kiss on the cheek—you want him to be comfortable around you, so usually give him ways out or just let him control the pace.
"Can I help?"
"Of course! Just, wash your hands first."
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"So I just, pour it in?" There was a hint of hesitation in his voice, looking back and forth at the bowl with the animal rennet mixture and the pot of milk that was just taken off the heat. You had your phone playing some music— since you felt that the atmosphere was a bit too quiet—with one of Gavril's favorite rock bands playing as you guided him through the steps of making cheese.
"Yup, then just stir it in gently."
You watched as Gavril does as he was told, although a bit hesitantly once he began stirring. Walking over to him, you laid your hands atop his hands on the spoon, showing him the proper way to stir the cheese-to-be mixture. The contact brought a blush to his cheeks, a small smile forming on his face.
"Now that's done," Putting a lid on the pot, "-we wait for 10 minutes."
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"You're gonna want to cut it in a grid-like pattern, like this!" Using a long knife, you cut two lines into the semi-solid mixture before handing the knife over to Gav.
"Oh, seems easy enough." He muttered to himself, changing the way he held the knife before holding it properly in his grip.
"Make sure to reach the bottom when cutting, cause right after this step is done, we're straining the liquid from the solids."
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"I'll handle this part. I'll need to dunk the cheese in some hot water in order to stretch it properly." After straining out the cheese from the whey, you now needed to stretch it until it reached the right firmness. Gavril nods, as he lingers, a excited smile appearing on his face, his fangs peaking out.
Dunking the cheese into the water, you begin stretching. This part you somewhat don't like, it's not that the water is boiling hot, it just makes your skin irritated if it's submerged for long periods of time. Though it is a good way to release stress, it's like slime in a way. Edible slime, huh.
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After adding the salt, you finally finished, good old Mozzarella cheese. Rolling it into small balls and storing it in some of the whey, you sit down as Gavril pops a ball of cheese into his mouth, a big smile appearing on his face.
A smile comes across your face as well, glad he's enjoying it. It's nice spending time with him, in moments like these. You kinda forget the fact that several month ago that he broke into your house and scared the living shit out of you when you realized you almost got killed.
...Does that count as Stockholm Syndrome??
Before you could think any further, a light poke to your arm brings you out of it. Looking towards Gavril, you see that he's offering you some cheese, a bashful smile on his face as a tint of red makes itself known. Aw, that's sweet of him.
"You can have some.."
"Thanks Gav." Popping the piece of cheese into your mouth, you savor the moment. Cheese tastes so much better when you're making it with those you care about.
What a great way to spend your day-off.
#bubo series#bubo series x reader#bubo series fanfiction#gavril game#gavril x reader#gavril fanfiction#I'm not dead I swear
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This city's price is blood,
And I'm happy to pay with yours.
#digital illustration#soc#six of crows fanart#six of crows#ketterdam#kanej#kaz brekker#kaz#kaz fanart#kaz brekker fanart#i'm not dead i swear#delusional#i'm still not okay though#give me the fck spin of netflix#I miss him and all the crows#my baby crows#soc fanart#six of crows fandom#six pf crows fanart
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Wow I uh, I really feel off the face of the earth huh. Don't worry I'm not dead. Have some colored traffic cone Billy to make up for it
There ya go, the cone of shame has returned
#billy batson#shazam#captain marvel#dc#dc captain marvel#<3#i'm not dead i swear#i do feel sick but that's besides the point#cone of shame
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Labradorite: iridescent green, blue, & turquoise offset by a sheer navy backdrop. Double inked with a base of shimmering cobalt & a top coat of the palest blue you’ve ever seen.
Don't mind me, just posting these photos several months after I sent them off to their new home. ^^;;
#dice#handmade dice#dnd dice#dnd#everlight dice#dice maker#dice goblin#labradorite#iridescent#polyhedral dice#I'm not dead I swear#Just haven't been dicemaking much due to lack of energy.#Also because I need new d6 masters & that keeps hitting roadblocks.
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Next song will be full rap and i can't wait
#XG#fanart#jurin#xtraordinary girls#asaya jurin#XG TAPE#alphaz#xg alphaz#i'm not dead i swear#first drawing in a while#just working on my house and fighting unemployment but yes
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Posting bait to see if the fucker who height shames me still goes here
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Schneep and chase
I finnally draw schneep for the first time. Also that take 1 months and 7 hours 35 minutes
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ruikasa finger doodles on my old samsung >:0
#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#rui#tsukasa#project sekai#hatsune miku colorful stage#ruikasa#rui x tsukasa#wonderlands x showtime#wxs fanart#project sekai fanart#prsk fa#my art#s memo#finger doodle#i'm not dead i swear
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a little meetup
#my art#xxxholic#watanuki kimihiro#doumeki shizuka#himawari kunogi#clamp#i'm not dead i swear#i just take years to finish a draw#have my babies come back from war yet#stop giving me hope and shred them to pieces after#clamp pls
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I would also like to point out, did anyone else notice that their colors bleed into eachother? The bottom of Luci is yellow, Mammon is orange, Levi is green, ect. And at the very end the tip of Belphie's tail is blue.
#obey me nightbringer#obey me#rue speaks#I'm not dead I swear#grad school is just kicking my butt this semester XD
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heya! Can you draw Matcha and Mugman just chatting? I don’t ship them so their just.. ✨ besties ✨
Hehe
Sorry this took so long!!😭 (luv the oc!!)
#Honestly I've been rlly sick but I'm getting better noW#babtqftim#mugman#cuphead#doodle#i'm not dead i swear#>:P#qftim#babtim#inky mystery#bendy and boris the quest for the ink machine
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birthdayween may be over but now its time for something even scarier
#I'M NOT DEAD I SWEAR#and im still insane about qrow. always and forever. so dont cry ok?#leo.txt#text#photo#qrow branwen#rwby
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