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I’m still not over the realization that I saw Eddie Vedder live and don’t remember it. That has fucked me up
#i'm being so over dramatic#it was one song and mothers of the disappeared isn't even one of my favorite u2 songs#but like he was there and i was there and i heard his voice and instead of being like 'holy shit it's eddie vedder'#i was probably just like 'whose that guy and when are they going to play sunday bloody sunday'#and then i forgot about it for 6 years until i got really into pearl jam#and then my dad shattered my sense of reality by being like 'wait you did see eddie vedder briefly in 2017#whatever it's fine I'M FINE it doesn't even matter#good concert over all though#at least it was only mothers of the disappeared imagine if he came out to sing one tree hill and i had no memory of that lol
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Archery Nemesis.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin zixuan#wei wuxian#(Trying to not break my own continuity by showing WWX changing outfits in the middle of a comic...I'm doing my best...)#The original line for the third panel was just 'fuck you' which admittedly is a funnier line.#Wei Wuxian really does call JZX a little pretty boy (not in those words but close enough) and then dramatically one-ups him...#Not only that; he tries to use Lan Wangji's headband as a blindfold. Which I think we need to take a moment to analyze.#It's probably easiest to look at this as ship-tease but I think it's far more in line with how WWX's mask is slipping.#He knows full well how poorly touching LWJ's headband went in the past.#But somehow - in this moment of his anger being targeted at JZX - that crucial information is forgotten.#He's got tunnel vision over something so small...and what do we know about emotions that don't suit the supposed cause?#Why that would be displacement. Something is bothering him and it sure is *not* just Jin Zixuan's fancy ass.#WWX came back but he didn't come back the same. It's rather unsettling how it feels like he's putting on a performance of himself here.
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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this drawing is from a couple mouths back now; ......but i still like it 😝 forbidden love as witnessed by ms. Varona. it killed off my traditional art kick when i was done with it, but i had fun. i used very faint watercolors for this one just to see how well i'd do with them and pencils together. my favorite part of it is this tree, love how it looked in this WIP pic i took:
and some random bits of the drawing but closer because i do love pencils as yk✍
had to compress the whole pic a bit cus it was huge, but a version that's a bit better can be seen heare, still not the best it could be, still crunchy, but better nonetheless
#tes#skyrim#talvas fathryon#neloth#varona nelas#my art#second nelvas drawing on a full A4 format....... i should make another and have it be an incoherent trilogy#filling out big areas with black is literally no joke LMFAOO i wanted it to keep the texture so didn't really give it a much darker -#- watercolor backdrop#it's kinda Cute how u can see me go out of bounds with the watercolors in places Ok WERK#dramatized drawing for dramatization purposes bcos neloth isn't taller than talvas but i needed it for the power imbalance to happen Bye#nelvas been so good to me art wise this year i like to see it as me already perfecting my Thinking skill and devoting more time to -#- 'art' instead; while last yr i was just trying to mold my thought pattern on skyrim characters to perfection instead#instead of focusing it on 'art'.#not related to the whole shtick of 'drawing the same characters over and over and getting better' cause i don't like that viewpoint people#- have on their drawings; i'm getting better because i want to ..... and i have something special going on with talvas fathryon...exactly#i'm very......in touch....with my.......nelothian side!#(diagnosis sheet)#i'm sorry for being a reincarnation of him in this timeline it really is a tragedy
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Rhaena and her pink barbie dragon 🎀
#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#valyrianscrolls#rhaena targaryen#rhaena of pentos#morning#<- most useless tag ever lol#my art#went a bit off description with the blue but i was looking at pink sky pictures and wanted to make her look like them#also she's meant to be pale pink idk if this is pale enough. opsie#aegon 3 calling her a wretched creature...are you ready to die bitch#when she was a BABY btw. being mean to a baby what is wrong with you#'ahh no a dragon ate my mom and now I'm traumatized' omg you're so dramatic get over it -_-
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I WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUNCE SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT
ON PAGE 5 OF MEGATRON: ORIGINS #2, IT HAS BEEN PROVEN THAT BRO HAS FINIALS Artists, (Including myself)-
TAKE THIS AND RUN
#transformers#maccadam#megatron#megatron idw#transformers fanart#transformers art#maccadams#tf megatron#transformers artist#tf art#i'm sorry if im being over dramatic#i just love this concept so much it makes my heart go eeeeeeeee#Megatron and his little finials#i wanna touch em
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Okay okay okay long post but,
I need to say this cause it's nearly midnight and this idea is keeping me awake! Please tell me if you like the sound of the idea or if you think it's a bit of a stretch lol
So I started thinking about this today and cannot stop but y'know those Danny Phantom AU where Danny has a space obsession but everyone assumes it's actually a protection obsession?? I had an idea where, what if they're not assuming and Danny's pretending to have a protection obsession because he doesn't want his rouges to feel guilty about keeping him from his obsession?
Here me out! What if Danny feels like pretending to have a protection obsession is necessary to keeping his rouges happy and content while fulfilling their obsessions? He wants them to be happy because it means they'll be more satisfied and will come around less (he hopes). His rouges are more than happy to attack because they feel like they're helping Danny fulfill HIS obsession!
Eventually Danny starts to think of it like he's performing for those around him, like he's the star of the show he didn't realize he was in- He finds himself watching plays and operas and broadway shows and he enjoys them?? Which he didn't expect! Soon he becomes a bit obsessed with putting on the perfect performance for others, but obviously that has side effects on his mental health.
Maybe we can bring in some Ghost King Phantom? Like he becomes the Ghost King once he's graduated university or something and to his surprise, Frostbite tells him that he has a new Performance Obsession and of course this can give an opportunity for angsty spirals... Also if I'm being completely honest, the design and personality I have in my head for him is reminiscent of Furina from Genshin Impact, which I'm pretty sure was an accident, especially because I finished the newest quest yesterday... But whatever... I'll worry about it later.
If enough people like the idea I'll probably put a story and designs together, might even throw some dpxdc into the ring who knows, I sure don't! Anyway, my first time actually putting thought into an AU idea and I'm having a lot of fun with it. Let me know what you think!
#definitely some Furina in there I'm so sorry#danny phantom#danny fenton#ghost king danny#space obsession#danny has a space obsession#danny has a performance obsession#dpxdc#dc x dp#dc x dp crossover#dc x dp prompt#long post#sorry#I'm going to bed now#I just love the idea of Danny being an over dramatic drama king I'm sorry!#I didn't punctuate properly#run on sentence#:/#danny fenton is a little shit#danny fenton is here for chaos and some drama#writing#writing ideas#writing is hard#art is hard#I like character design#dp au#dp prompt
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC OR PAIRING.
Nathan and Ruben share a bond more powerful than most; mutual understanding through past experiences no one should ever have to go through, and through past actions so horrible they cannot be spoken of. Their grief and the blood on their hands binds them to the STEM technology they created, which has alienated them from the rest of the world— but they give each other the comfort they have both longed for so desperately for years, and that is all they need. They are each other's counterpart; you cannot imagine one without the other, like two sides of the same coin. Through their pain, their grief, their desire, and their regret, they have become one.
anna akhmatova, the guest // bones; equinox // 'i won't become' by kim jakobsson // agustín gómez-arcos, the carnivorous lamb // by oxy // achilles come down; gang of youths // czeslaw milosz, from 'new and collected poems: 1931-2001' // 'extended ambience portrait from a resonant biostructure' and 'migraine tenfold times ten' by daniel vega // a little death; the neighbourhood // marina tsvetaeva, from 'poem of the end' // by drummnist // katie maria, winter // 'nocturne in black and gold the falling rocket' by james abbott mcneill whistler // micah nemerever, these violent delights // body language; we are fury // 'the penitent' by emil melmoth // chelsea dingman, from 'of those who can't afford to be gentle'
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@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;
@lestatlioncunt, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;
@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;
@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree
#tew#edit:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#so much shame in my body but still used my taglist but um let me know if you want to be excluded from oc/ship web weaves#just really wanted to share this one because i'm very proud of it and i want it on my blog. so. :]#recognition of the self through the other + wanting so desperately for the other to be deserving of a second chance#because if there is hope for them than there is hope for you etc etc and so on. that's the core of their dynamic i think#they understand each other on such a fundamental level that no one else comes close to because they are in so many ways the same#like how in in the first game leslie could sync up with ru/vik and all that? nathan would be a VERY good candidate for that as well#and it makes me insane!! and then the added layer of nathan being lead developer of mobius' new and improved STEM system#which makes him the same as ru/vik AGAIN but in like. the way that they're both men of [computer] science#and there's the fact they both have a dead sister. they both killed their parents. they were both mobius playthings for YEARS#and they've happily killed and tortured during all of it. they're angry they're out for revenge they're completely disconnected from#the normal human experience and they're working with what they have. and then after all of that is over then what is left?#their story focuses on them picking up all the pieces. everything that's still salvageable at least. and try to start over in a way#they cannot be forgiven for what they've done but they can move on from the past and do different in the future#there's still things left undone and left unsaid... in my canon at least. i know there's not gonna be any more games. it's fine#anyway they end up going to therapy and then they get better they're not a doomed couple they just like being dramatic#if you read all of this we can get married tomorrow if you'd like
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Some doodles I didn't feel like making individual posts for
#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#art#my art#todokami#they get the first tag not because they're in the post first but because they're my favorites#todokami yuri my deepest most true beloved#i think of them everyday and that's not me being dramatic or overstating it#literally everyday#i might make another story specifically for them AGAIN before i post the fic I've been working on for over half a year now#they make me ill#ochako uraraka#pokemon#pokemon oc#she's like. a firetype gym leader or something#wanted to draw something pokémon related but didn't want to actually work on my au. sigh#literally none of that matters though somebody hear me out on todokami yuri PLEASE#fem!kaminari#fem!todoroki#todoroki shoto#denki kaminari#wasn't going to actually tag them but i want to be able to find this in the future so I'm tagging it properly#if i post art that's not properly tagged just know that i probably hate it and don't care about whether or not I'm able to find it again
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CESARE BORGIA + dragging his brother around "You have a priest for a brother?"
#cringefail bros my beloveds#francois and david had such an electrifying chemistry#they became close instantly the first day on the borgias set. bonding over the godfather and all#till this day they're still interacting on instagram being goofy and david even invited francois to his podcast#juan's brattiness balances with cesare's leadership so damn well hello??? best brothers ever i'm sorry#it's the way they desperately tried to replace juan with alfonso in season 3 but they failed dramatically#he had nooooone of juan's charisma and devilish charm#they tried to parallel the scene where juan and cesare were sparring with swords to the one with cesare and alfonso's...#...yet again they failed dramatically. “did you ever love your brother?” “ i did! mightily.” was the only valid moment between them LMAOOOO#françois saying that he loves juan and cesare moments because they had “loving brotherly undertone under all of cesare's hard teaching"#yeah <3#david oakes#juan borgia#the borgias#theborgiasedit#perioddramaedit#francois arnaud#cesare borgia#juan and cesare#by jen
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The idea of Aziraphale falling the angel version of Crowley but that person is no more and then Aziraphale falling for the demon Crowley is eating my brain...
aziraphale fell for an angel who carved out the stars and when crowley crawled from his burnt up body, aziraphale loved a demon with scales and yellow eyes just as much. crowley fell from heaven and built himself back up from the ashes of who he used to be and aziraphale didn't even blink before loving him with his whole being. crowley has the capacity to be both of these iterations of himself, he changes and sheds his skin and aziraphale just keeps loving him. the angel that crowley used to be doesn't exist anymore but that's just fine because there isn't a crowley that aziraphale wouldn't love.
#BRRRRRRRRRR#exploding over and over and over and over again#crowley sheds his skin#he dies and comes back wrong and aziraphale is right there to love whatever slithers out of the still husk of what he used to know#am i being dramatic of course but do you geettttt ittttttt he just keeps fcucking loving him#good omens#aziracrow tag#does this count as spoilers?? i feel like this is pretty general so i feel like i'm good but i forget what everyone knows#i swear to god im gonna open ao3 again to write smth about this i cannot be stoppeeddddddd kdjfnaowirhf#the ineffable husbands are being ineffable again guys sorry#crowley's constant changes to his appearance and even his name really are like a snake shedding it's skin every few months he needs to molt#<3 mwah said with love
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As an aromantic it really pisses me off that tua s4 took a character where his familial relationships are the most important thing to him and then had him hook up with his brother's wife and immediately want to abandon his entire family to spend more time with her!?
#what the actual fuck#the umbrella academy#tua s4#five tua#I'm so mad and dissapointed and hurt#they really just wanted this season to be dramatic and destroyed his entire being to try to do that#like he was such a complex character and this season he was OOC and overall lesser for it#he missed Ben stealing the marigold. he missed his boss being a keeper. he chose a 'romantic relationship' over his family#like him and lila had such a good dynamic and they really ruined it#i will never be over this#amatonormativity#<- i mean. yeah
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lads it is mostly my fault (was sick, didn't tell healthcare until it was Dire, was sentenced to bed rest for the rest of my time at camp) that I literally can't say goodbye to these 100+ people I've come to love properly before I leave. I'm not permitted to participate in any singing, dancing, communal joy, any event that's remotely fun (that's nearly word for word what they said) here at camp. and I'm leaving EARLY, am still miserably sick, and have a four hour commute back home on top of that, because there's no one available to drive. literally cried my eyes out over everything just now and am This Close to crying my eyes out againnnnn
#not to list my woes again but today was Pretty Bad#the horrors: learned that one of the girls I'm working with is the cousin of the boy whom I was so torn up over last year (lol)#received a message from the second boy I was torn up over in the spring saying: do you want to live together? (LOL)#and was hit with the two-by-four of reality today about my own Delusions and such repeatedly over the head. over and over and over LOLLLL !#HOWEVER. the joys: tea. Bible reading time. lots of prayer. laughed a lot with my coworkers.#confided in a friend whom i know can hold secrets close. listened to another friend's voice message on loop. the rain made it not too hot.#i know joy cometh in the metaphorical morning but i wanted joy to come in the form of dancing and singing and worshipping together#and being able to tell each and every person goodbye properly and with the gravity and love they each deserve#i simply!!!!! cannae take this!!!!!! and yet I WILL :'))))))))) bear it with grace#(THAT'S dramatic)#sighhhh anyhow i'm currently mentally digging a little grave for the third disappointment in love i've experienced#since breaking up with my ex boyfriend. the ground is hard my hands are tired and the earth won't budge but i WILL dig that grave#and leave that little ill-formed ill-judged ill-managed love in it#dang i'm tired in all senses of the word!#and YET. there is still a part of me that is light and buoyant and determined to make the most of things#it is so hard to be miserable when the anneish part of you never dies.........sigh#healing girl era summer '24
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watching this show for one man and he appears only for what felt like 3 seconds then what
#i'm sick of getting over the same thing every week#when the scenes from trailer end i'm like okay no more aemond then#and i have to go through the entire episode without the hopes of seeing him again#like forgive me for being so dramatic but i fucking hate the show for never ever using the potential of such a great actor and a complex-#character like aemond#they try to keep his character so shallow i'm sick to my stomach#aemond targaryen#aemond targaryen thoughts#house of the dragon#house of the dragon thoughts#hotd spoilers#ewan mitchell#ewan mitchell thoughts#daenysdreams
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My Tumblr followers. If and when you see this. Just don't look at twitter man
This year is cooked
Sorry for the vent but omg this year man THIS YEAR UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (read tags for context)
#2024 is done#worst year of my life#shitpost#kagevt#Hes coming back after his dramatic af graduation because he's a shit person because 3 months suddenly makes you a better person. Rent due?#People are beefing over whether fat nuggets or waddles is the better pig and saying hazbin copied gravity falls#Bc if we're talking cartoon pigs then 2007 spider pig Simpsons did it way before gravity fall so bad argument their#gravity falls#The dream smp members are being haunted by the ghost of their admins infection rate#Which is to say every dsmp member is gonna take a huge L this year and it's Eret's and Niki's turn currently#eret#niki niachu#AND ALL THE GOOD ANIMES IS ENDING SO I LITERALLY DON'T HAVE A DISTRACTION#AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON MR BEAST OML#vent post#vent#Eret and Ava Tyson were dating??? And Eret doesn't believe that she'd be “capable” of some of the bad thing she did WHEN ITS ALL PUBLIC INFO#mr beast#He sending out more lawsuits then batman has dollar bills#People are pressuring other people to join Mcc rising even though the team comp is literally too toxic got them#mcyt#Like if they don't want to play then don't make them play simple as. But NOOOOOOOOOO we gotta send disgusting shit and for what??#Have some dignity#I swear if another thing happens this year I'm throwing the YouTube and Twitter files into a nuclear bomb aimed at my brain bc I can't#And all that's on my mind is that if Technoblade could have seen the shit people are doing he'd be disappointed#I feel bad knowing he passed away without knowing the truth but I hope he's happy with what he did have#And my mental health is tanking#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#chat i'm cooked
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Presenting the dramatically late couple to @chuuminn's lovely NYE party tat-ta-daahh!!
I apologize for the tardiness but Fyodor's outfit for the night was quite the challenge to pull off. But we made it!
Before you - Mel and Fyodor as The Wardens of Spring
Inspiration
I thought it'd be fun to play into our Slavic backgrounds and present to you something a bit unusual - all in preparation for the New Year and all that it will bring us.
Here we have Fydor dressed as one of the Kukeri; men who'll put on the visage of vicious beasts and creatures that roam only your nightmares all in order to ward off the true evil spirits of the world. The new year should be rid of evil and misfortune if they're around. Traditionally the costume is overly elaborate with lots of garments, furs, belts. An animal mask is needed both to frighten the spirits and to shield the person underneath. Serious business, I hope Fyodor doesn't get a heat stroke from this. We pray, besties🙏
And I'll be playing the role of a Nestinarka - women who walk on hot coals barefoot. It's said they fall into a trance, not feeling any pain as they perform a ritual for bringing forth prosperity, luck, and the protection of loved ones into the coming year.
Don't worry all, I will not let him keep the mask on for long. I promise we'll behave; not setting fires anywhere and all <3
#minnie’s nye ‘24#ohmmyygod this was so much fun to do!!#bless you minnie you're a genious#damn i hope we're not too dramatic for this everyone else looks lovely and ethereal#meanwhile 👁️👄👁️#i remember being a kid and making my own kuker mask and how wild it got during the whole event#i'm pretty sure i had to jump over a firepit too for good luck#good times#fyodor dostoevsky
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