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Hugo: “Maybe after the party I can introduce you to Biggus Dickus.”
Amantius: *choosing to ignore him* “Why are you clipping in the back?”
I forgot how buggy this costume is.....
#Sims 4#Sims 4 Legacy#TS4#TS4 Legacy#LovelaceLegacy#LovelaceGen1Part22#this is the post that's gonna make me cringe when i do a readthrough of my legacy#i'll probably delete it on that day
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Trump is in a decent position to win as of 11:25 EST and so many of the races he's winning are by such miniscule numbers. 5,000, 2,000 statewide and I'm sorry if you abstained and are just cool with it, fine. but this election will make some difficult choices for me and many like me and it just really sucks that so many people care more about an abstract point than the everyday rights of women in particular
like I know no one who abstained wants to hear from people it genuinely might affect, but I have a Peruvian in law who is legal (not a citizen) but who is very at risk of being sent back it Trump even pursues half of the things regarding immigrants he's promised. He has a wife who is American and relatives who have just come here legally with the hope to pursue citizenship which under project 2025 might not be possible for them
Also I'm sure out of everyone the last person you want to hear from is a middle class white bitch but I have wanted to be a mom my whole life and I've held off until I think I can give a baby the best life I possibly can. And I live in a state that might make the decision to kill me if I have complications that would result in an abortion and I legitimately am so scared of that I might temporarily move back to my home blue state, women have died in my state already because of this. Pregnancy is extremely daunting under the best of circumstances but our country's mortality rate for both babies and mothers continues to be under other developed nations and I know other people have it so much worse than me. But in the richest nation in the world it just really sucks that I have to decide between moving away from my house and husband if I get pregnant or staying in a state where I could die for VERY preventable reasons because the doctors were too afraid to give the care I needed.
Anyway I'm not trying to guilt people necessarily like I fucking get it but this does have immediate consequences for more people than just my family. And it just sucks.
#I'll probably delete this bc i will feel guilty but truly a Trump presidency has so many immediate effects on so many normal ass people#i get wanting to make a point and maybe everyone who is is doing so with the knowledge there could be tangible fallout for themselves or#people they know#but regardless if he gets it this is going to make so many people's every day lives so much hard and i can't help but hold some resentment#since it affects me directly in many ways#streams of consciousness#politics
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There's something special about Moon being the only side of the DCA who has canonically (gameverse) voiced his counterpart's name ("No more Sun", which yes it's not him directly saying Sun's name since it's a figure of speech, but still) whereas Sun - the chatterbox - only refers to Moon via "he" or "other me". Moon, the quiet one who mostly laughs vs Sun who mostly uses words. Sun, who is scared of Moon, never utters his name whereas Moon clearly has no problem with it. Both of them using "we☀️/us🌙" prior to Eclipse. Moon, whose only opinion of Sun we can infer is "the other me trapped me in light so now I trap him in shadow", vs Sun's whole thing which is profoundly more fleshed out.
I don't know man, the "no more Sun" line always did things to me. I remember playing Ruin for the first time and getting this... jarring emotion when I heard Moon saying that. It's such a small line but good god did I latch onto it.
#dca#daycare attendant#villain.text#fnaf#I have an entire post on my fandom side blog hidden in my drafts#about the way sun and moon refer to themselves and each other#and it's really fun#sun refers to himself as an I more often than moon does btw#which is probably because of the way moon structures is sentences#moon rarely puts himself as a subject to he barely talks about himself#example: bad children must be found vs I will find you#it's implicit he'll find you but he doesn't say it#you must be punished vs I'll punish uou#you*#he only really says I in the deleted voiceline of 'im putting you in time out'#sun is the one who structures his sentences more 'normally' and tends to speak of himself and has mo qualms with being the subject of his#own sentences#I'm rambling#maybe I'll post that one day#I'm a bit shy#sorry for the typos in the tags I can't correct it on mobile#also moon speaks in a much more childish manner. which I guess can be creepy#but I always found horror things like that cute rather than scary lmao#I am once again so sad they didn't use the dca to prop up vanny/vanessa. how fun would it be to get a line like that from vanny.#telling gregory there is no more night guard woman only rabbit lady. and then he saves her.
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#11:11#i was super lazy today ~ spent it napping for the most part so i'll probably be up super late but o well#happy weekend timez#might delete this later? who knows heheh#my post#mine#myself#my photo#my face#felt cute#lazy girl#lazy day#weekend vibes#septum piercing#septum#girls with piercings#curly hair#no makeup#blue eyes#natural hair#selfie#selfie time#no makeup selfie#alternative#wavy hair#curly#curly girl
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dbhc discord? 🥺🙏
Hi!! Figure now is as good a time as any to mention, but I do actually have a discord!
However, I should clarify that this is NOT a minecraft, hermitcraft, or dbhc-specific discord. It's a discord for my streams! It's kind of turned into a little community where people share art and chat about stuff, and i do often share little sneak peek posts sometimes there, so a lot of the chatter tends to be about hermits and whatnot since that's what i've been into, but yeah!
I usually only post the invite link during streams for those who wanna watch in the future/be part of the little community that gets stream notifs, but I figured since it's been asked about on occasion, i would post the link here! This link will expire in a few days, but if you want notifications for when I stream, please feel free to join!
Like all discord servers, I ask that you read the rules and everything before interacting, of course :] <3
#its a very lowkey lil community :] but anyone is welcome! <3#ask#its a 7 day expiration thang so i'll probably delete this post or something when the link expires!#or if i get scared like a little chihuahua i might delete it before then LKDFJG#anon
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I have not been so physically unwell about a ship as chronohaul in a long, long time.
#I think I huave covid#I could try and form a coherent thought about this but god I cannot#knives and legato from trigun stampede were only the beginning of my problems#it's always the right-hand man and the flesh manipulation#anyone who goes “I do not understand the appeal” is valid but also#ARE YOU SEEING THE COLLARED DOG DYNAMIC HERE?#DO YOU SEE WITH YOUR EYES THESE TWO CHARACTERS#Can you imagine. Can you imagine Hari watching the person he's known for so long disappear slowly#Can you imagine Kai molding Hari into something more attuned to him for years and years until that boy on the balcony is dead#I am not an apologist for these two I think they should be euthanized with me#There is no one I can talk to about them and I think I'm gradually losing it but at least the art that I am creating looks cool#Devotion. And loyalty. The closest thing to love I'll get from you is knowing you know I will die for you#morals and ethics are just about irrelevant#it's so good reciprocated it's so good unreciprocated I want them atomized#Canary in a coal mine coded.#Probably going to delete this later I just need to talk or I'll explode#Being contented with being just Useful to someone but your heart is always hoping there's the smallest chance you'll one day be more#orb ponders
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Sejanus Plinth. Perceived by all, loved by many, understood by few.
#softie talks about tbosas#what the fuck is this#idk but it's stuck in my head all day??#i don't even know what this is??#I'll probably delete in a few hours bye#sejanus plinth#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes
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I think I might have deleted the post about the interview but - I did get the job! :''') <3
#I drank a lucky tea the day of the interview maybe that helped lmao#but I'm really lucky#and super happy ahhh#Internal transfer in 2 months yesssss#I'll probably delete this later but I'm so happy I kinda wanted to share#my posts
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Having relationships when you're neurodivergent can be so hard. I don't get a lot of nonverbal cues, or at least that's what I've been told. I can't really tell, so I just take their word for it. Apparently I come across as argumentative a lot when I never intend to. I was accused of being too clingy and "following them around like a lost puppy" when I thought I was just trying to have a conversation with someone I thought was a friend. If I'm overwhelmed I shut down and don't talk much, but then I'm accused of being standoffish. I get excited and have a tendency to talk too much about things I enjoy, so I've told for my entire life that if I talk about my interests I won't have any friends. I try to keep all this in mind and be on my best behavior, especially with the people I love most because I really don't want to run them off. I never notice until it is far too late that my friends stopped spending time with me. I'll find myself looking for them only to realize they don't want to be my friend anymore and I have absolutely no idea why. But I do know I struggle with communicating with people, so it must be my fault, right? Whenever I try to show how much I care about someone, I always seem to be doing it "wrong." I don't know what I did wrong, but whether I know what I did or not everyone eventually leaves me. I'm just not cut out to have friends.
#autism stuff#not a good day today#and no one around to talk to#I'll probably regret posting this and delete it later
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Having another rough day already as. usual
#🤖.txt#Another day another trying to not have a meltdown on my way to school#Im not even gonna . talk much about it bc its making me want to cry more and lol i want to cry for hours#Really sad and thinking a lot of shit and dont know how to make myself feel better#I need. to pretend im not alive but i cant do that anymore . Im just bad at everything now#Aughhhh#vent#Do you know how sad i am#i feel like i tried so hard to keep myself alive only to live like this and hate being alive. like this is so depressing#I dont even like thinking like this bc i have so many good things in my life rn and im very grateful for them#and yet theres not a day where i dont feel like this at least for a few hours#ugdhjd i know i'll be fine when im home i hope i get through today without feeling like this too much#I'll probably delete this later but i just need to leave this somewhere
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#tis that time of the month (a few days before my period. yay for having pmdd lol) where i just.#wanna DELETE my entire presence off of the internet 🥲#LIke. delete my tumblr blogs. delete my fics/comics. delete my webtoon. delete my insta/socials/youtube...#mainly bc i feel like my art/stories are worthless and there's no point in pretending they're worth continuing :')#anyway. I know this will pass as soon as my period starts..#Or at least. usually I'm 'over it' within a few days#but yeah. Feeling kinda like there's nothing i can contribute.. that hasn't been done (better) already by someone else :')#funky's personal tag#also don't worry. I have yet to act on these feelings other than post these pathetic self pitying personal posts LMAO#So feel free to ignore. I'll probably be back to normal in a day or two#i always feel like this but i don't always get weary from it i suppose 🤔 that's what having a complete lack of self esteem will do to ya 😅#delete later
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current mood: lying in a ditch listening to champagne problems
#taylor swift#random nonsense i'll probably delete later#mood of the day#random thoughts#champagne problems
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Did my second T shot at home. Moments of import: (TW needles)
#goes without saying but please no reblogs because that is my face#i'll probably delete this later bc my face but i thought the subconscious expressions were funny#tw needles#needles tw#?? what else#shots tw#maybe this is too personal for tumblr and esp for a fandom blog. but my blog is anything goes and i'm excited so.#i look like a 12 year old because i'm prepubescent#also how about my new glasses?? i'm a glasses-wearer now! getting more used to them every day
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My mother is dropping hints that she wants to move in with me after she retires in a few years which is extra fucking crazy because I live in a one bedroom apartment with my spouse and am nowhere near in a financial position to purchase a house so what does she think is going to happen? Someone sleeps in the fucking living room? I pull the money for a house or a bigger apartment out of my ass?
Also I'm not her best option by a long shot? Her house is nearly paid off and worth bare minimum twice what she paid for it so she could definitely take that money buy something outright if she wanted so idk why she's looking at me (okay well I do know, it's because she's weirdly dependent on me and expects me to manage her life for some fucking reason)
#Not to mention there's no way my spouse would be willing to live with her on account of her being a fucking nightmare#Frankly at this point I'm not even willing#Ugh#The situation that has not been good for some time remains not good who could have guessed#It'd be one thing if she were experiencing significant decline but she isn't#Plus again she could sell her house and move into a senior community which would be more helpful there than moving in with a working adult#Who would not be at home most of the day#Lmao I hate how she expects me to manage her life because half the time she doesn't even fucking listen to me anyway#She wants all this info from me then does whatever the hell she wants#Nothing like being 17 giving your mother advice on conflict resolution in the workplace that she asked for and doesn't even fucking take#Ugh sorry for oversharing I'll delete this in a bit probably
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. not snz
on healing and on fear (tags)
#(typed this up at 3am and scheduling for later) no one needs to read this 🙏#today i went back to the site where i got injured back in may to partake in a sport which i haven't touched at all since the injury#and i think what struck me was the realization that#i don't know if i'll ever be able to stop being scared again :')#for a time climbing was very special to me...#it was one of the only ways i could feel myself improving so tangibly when improvement is usually so difficult to track#i liked seeing myself get better at something 😭 i liked going with friends and puzzling over the same problems... i liked having something#to look forward to after work. and perhaps having something to look forward to sounds simple... but for me it meant so much :')#for the first couple months after the injury i couldn't wait to get back into it#and then one day i woke up and i was just afraid#the fear feels so much more tangible now that i know i am not overreacting... it's awful knowing that in a way i was right to be afraid#i always knew there were risks associated; i have always been cautious#but i had just been starting to learn to be braver 😭#and fuck... today i stood there and looked at the wall and thought. how can i ever not be afraid again?#how can i go back to how things were before? when i loved this? when i could tell myself that - despite the fear - it was meaningful to try#i wanted to come away with the takeaway that i could take things slowly and get back into climbing - maybe precisely because#i remember so keenly how i loved it - but how could it ever be the same?#😭 i know this is just part of growing up but#in some ways i am tired of growing up... :') in some ways i just want that joy as it was then#delete later probably#i suppose i haven't lost anything but typing this made me sob for something i couldn't quite name
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My laptop is in the repair shop. Again.
I was able to do a proper backup this time, so no big losses here.... but I'm still stressed out. I feel there is going to be a day all my digital work is going to disappear for no reason, and that's why I now have the need to organize those nice PDF files I upload on kofi.
The good news is that I still have like +50 post in my drafts, and I'm psyching myself up to post them
We'll see how it goes, but have me in your thoughts :<
#delete later#i hope it doesnt cost me an arm and a leg#I'll probably go through the stages of grief several times at incredible speed#one day I'll print my work and I'll be happy but today is not that day
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