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I return. YEAH that makes sense. I DO remember some of that, I haven't looked up Ink's lore in so longgg, I was raw-dogging it. But yeah reading this is like having all those memories flood back into my head!!
I remember speaking to someone a long time about how meta that could get. Because in theory, if a creator wanted, say, error to destroy their au, that would be in the story of it no? I'm not well versed enough in him to go too deep into it. But I remember that part of the conversation.
AND YEAH!! He doesn't know about his background, I forgot about that too. I can see how that could create conflict with dream. Dream always has cared far too much after all.
And I need to dig through your blog more for all your (tasty) takes.
But I'd imagine dream wouldn't care much about himself being viewed as a character but others. But it also depends on where on the timeline dream is at too.
Again, very tired rambles, so sorry if it's a tad non-sensical.
I do think dreamtale is a fairytale in the sense that undertale is a game. There IS no outside world in dreamtale, it's just the village and a neverending forest. But no other sentient life.
Just like how there's no 'outside world' in undertale, at least not to the player.
Besides I think it fits with Dreamtale, it doesn't take place on earth or anything like earth.
It's surroundings are like a dream. The village is small but big! There are a lot of people but also little to no people.
There's as much as there needs to be for the fable.
I usually don't go with the whole 'every universe is a game' thing because I don't find it fun.
But I do think it's interesting if dreamtale was a folk tale. A story passed down through generations about the sins of judgement. But like, real.
It's an actual place.
Does that make sense?
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This is probably going to get buried and I don't think anybody really cares this much but I wanted to share some pictures and text blurbs from all the Claude Rains biographies I have concerning Casablanca.
This movie means so much to me and it was something my grandmother and I used to watch and discuss. She could never remember character names but always knew my favorite was the little guy in uniform. She passed about a week ago but I would always try and keep her in the loop with all the things going on in the world of Old Hollywood. When she was a child, she remembered seeing outdoor screenings of the films and where she lived, it was more expensive to have the films dubbed so she'd learned a little bit of English along the way from her favorite movie stars.
Every time I'd visit, we'd sit down to watch something new and just having a buddy to ramble about was the best. Rick's Cafe was always a place I'd feel at home at, so I just imagine she's waiting there at our usual table until we can both hear "As Time Goes By" and bet on 22.



...um, do with you will with this image, haha!
Such a way with words <3
Some silly stories regarding production :)
He's too hot to keep getting away with this!
How Claude Rains kinda saved Casablanca!
Somewhat related but here are some pins I made and every time I wear them, someone inevitably says "Wait, he looks familiar...?"
Sorry if I'm just rambling on but I want to say thanks for letting me share something that means so much to me :))
This is a wonderful ask, and my condolences for your loss. Your grandmother sounds like a wonderful lady, truly.
I only saw this after the Casablanca poll closed, but you can still vote for Claude Rains in the Scrungly Little Guys Savior Round.
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thinking about my bad things happen bingo card....thinking about compelling voice - whatever is happening on the ship, mccoy isn't affected because mirror!spock started a bond w/ him, and when the mental attack starts mccoy's brain reaches out to spock and spock feels it and immediately shields him with the broken bond, but like maybe.....has to finish the bond to do so? maybe spock isn't physically near mccoy? maybe it's actually pre-existing mckirk? maybe spock is say on a landing party with KIRK when it happens, and he has to explain what he just felt/what he just did to kirk? and mccoy is hmmm not having a good time of it, but he's at least not being compelled/remote-controlled like the rest of the ship is maybe? and spock and kirk have to find a way to get back onto the ship with mccoy's assistance? perhaps with kirk pushing for spock to do the same bond with him to ensure he won't get mind-jacked, and spock being like......so.......this is an uh................mating bond....................
also still trying to decide on a good villain for terms of endangerment. I'd say khan but I'm already using him for the scarpia ultimatum one. i keep going back to gary mitchell, but i'd really have to wibbly-wobbly timeframes, OR I'd have to bring him back. but the idea of him being kirk's ex and fucking with mccoy to hurt kirk is.......something, maybe.
[usual more ramblings under the cut, as i do]
or it could just be an entirely new villain, too, i could run with that. i don't wanna make it a bad guy from mccoy's past per se because i'm already doing that with tongue-tied.......god what if i actually started finishing some of these fics, would that be wild or what lmao....../sobs
listen, i like to rotate things in the back of my brain sometimes, and sometimes i do that for, uh, [checks calendar] months and months, evidently! but i can't do that for terms of endangerment unless i have a bad guy lmao. okay. okay i can just. not. rotate that one. for now. sorry i've been thinking a lot about A Bad Guy kissing the inside of mccoy's wrist, but it's a faceless Bad Guy, and i was just trying to give him a face.
would actually kind of love to have it be a bad guy from spock's past, but then i'd have to come up with a bad guy from spock's past. also to be clear i do not care about snw so please do not give me an snw bad guy, i'm sorry, i love that you love it, i love that for you, but it's just not for me.
i just need someone to kiss the inside of mccoy's wrist, and tell him he's doing so well, and then push the knife a little deeper into mccoy's side.
honestly i think i might have to run with mitchell.
sorry i'm once more having a bad pain day because life is a joke and i don't think i'm in actual writing shape today just rotating things in my mind and rambling away shape lmao sorryyyy luv u byeeeeeeee
#stretching that writing muscle tag#some REAL nonsense today sorry sorry remember that first tag is the one to block!
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i'm feeling sad but i still wanted to draw a pony so i did but badly, this is strawberry swirl! (she's a g3 pony) i rly like her cutie mark, and she's got pink hair!! uhh i didn't try that hard to draw her hair so it's- well i think it's okay, sometimes you just gotta do a thing instead of doing no-thing (lol) cuz then you'll feel a little better! and a little less like you're rotting
#i'd say sorry for rambling but i like rambling#it makes me feel better than being quiet#mlp#mlp g3#my little pony#mlp fanart#mlp g3 fanart#strawberry swirl#my art ☆#my pony art ☆
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i agree. i get comparing them (with humor) in a sense of "ooh they gay they died", but they have zero similarities :'') even the stories of their tragedies are very different. i think people may be misinterpreting it, without much regard to the plot, as
a) starry-eyed big dreams guy (jayce/achilles) and his
b) less sociable sidekick (viktor/patroclus)
or plain "himbo (j/a) and tired college student (v/p)" trope which is even more lost in translation. idk, that seems like where it'd go. there's a route to oversimplifying things that some people tend to go down when they idealize their ship because it fits the criteria to some of their favorite tropes. appearance also plays a big role in these things unfortunately, but that's an entirely different rabbit hole.
e.g., yes, neither jayce nor achilles is a himbo, but because of faulty connections, they are being classified under such. neither viktor nor patroclus is depicted as "the grumpy/chronically tired one", but because they show traits (perceived or otherwise) similar to a trope's dynamic, they are given that label, thus, compared and concluded similar.
perhaps the impression that patroclus "is a twink" from readers of the song of achilles, has aided them in likening him to viktor, who does not have the masculine body type of jayce. again, there is the oversimplification phenomena of, "they must be similar in size/build" because the patroclus from the aforementioned book refuses to fight, when in fact it was implied he was built like any other greek soldier. thus, people must imagine him as being like viktor, who has a noticeable hunch, pallor, and spindly limbs that could also have been a product of the latter's disability.
it's like they don't care much about the story-- their focal point is the shipping, which blurs out the bigger picture, and then the oversimplification i keep mentioning, happens.
> two dudes of the same field, involved in something that is more than friendship > one is [this way] and the other is [that way] which mirrors my impression of the other set of characters > i keep thinking about it, and the more i make connections that make more oversimplifications > until eventually it is all beliefs with little facts, that i've done mental gymnastics unconsciously to justify (note that there is not an ounce of condescension nor judgement despite the wording-- i'm just making statements in their simplest form)
although for the comment about patroclus' death being 100% avoidable, that's debatable imo because as far as i understand mythology, some things are just set in stone for the Other Thing to happen, and that there is a significant blur where a man's will ends and a god's will starts. also it's not that easy to disregard achilles' outburst as merely that. he was basically denied his reason living (glory acquired through the brutalities of war). i haven't gotten to that part of the iliad yet, but i hear he did intend to sail home very soon by that point and live his years but shit started to hit the fan. enlighten me on this, thank you.
anyways, again, this is my interpretation and i'd love to hear about why various sides are saying what they say 👌✨ i just don't believe in the absence of a thought process in even the most lacking conclusions. it exists but it's wired weirdly lol
sorry i am lacking sleep my eyes hurt my head hurts and the situation is not bonita so i may have rambled (i'm looking for something to occupy me so yes rn i have too much free time and too little chance of falling asleep)
This is a big Pet peeve of mine but I'll confess right here and now that I am a nerd
And I hate when people compare Viktor and Jayce to Achilles and Patroclus
I've been obsessed with the Iliad since 2019, and I've read a lot, and I mean A LOT of essays and books about the Iliad and about Achilles and Patroclus more specifically
So I guess you could say I kind of understand Achilles and Patroclus a bit
And my question is, what does Achilles and Patroclus have in common with Viktor and Jayce other than they're men and gay? Like no seriously, what?
Because, the core of Achilles and Patroclus' story; the most important part it's that they're soldiers, I can't even tell you guys how fundamentally important is that these guys are soldiers
And a big part of Jayce and Viktor's story is that they AREN'T soldiers, they're scientists! And literally a big part of Arcane would've been very different if both of them had stayed scientists instead of becoming a politician and Jesus
"they're both tragic!" Bish
Achilles and Patroclus' story is tragic, because Achilles chose his pride over Patroclus
Like Patroclus' death? 100% avoidable, wouldn't have happened if Achilles had stopped being a baby for once in his life and actually listened to Patroclus and went back to fight
Viktor and Jayce's story? Literally about Jayce choosing Viktor over everything else, About Jayce choosing Viktor over Mel, his mom, Cait, Piltover, magic, etc etc
At the end of the Iliad Achilles' hubris is punished by the story taking away the love of his life
At the end of arcane, Viktor is forgiven, Jayce and him get to be together, doesn't matter if it's in an alternate dimension or super gay heaven, but it's a hopeful ending
So the complete opposite of the Iliad
Listen, I love both Patrochilles and JayVik, but these two have almost nothing in common
And I would get into why their personalities aren't similar either but like, it's 2 am and I have to go to work tomorrow so, lmao
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Something I've been thinking a lot about lately is how everyone thought Egon had gone insane. What Happened that made them think that. They've fought a gigantic Stay Puft Marshmellow Man TWICE (counting the 2009 video game because iirc it's canon? Correct me if I'm wrong), fought an interdimensional god, fought a blood thirsty ruler that killed thousands and was hated by all that was trapped in a painting (and managed to get in to beat him by making THE STATUE OF LIBERTY start walking down the street with slime that reacted purely based on vibes), found an underground abandoned transit system full of the moodslime, had a bathtub try to eat Dana and her baby, fought a giant murderous black widow lady, fought the fisherman ghost who turned an entire hotel floor into the bottom of a ocean, and that's not even mentioning them getting trapped on an island that randomly raised up from underwater that had been abandoned for decades created by Ivor Shandor who worshipped Gozer. So what did he do or say that made everyone else think he'd gone insane?? All I can think is maybe he was acting strange / eratic before, but he's always been like that to some degree.
I don't know. It's something that I've been thinking about. The correct answer is 'it's not that deep and they needed a reason that the others weren't together anymore and weren't aware of Egons death or know what was going on,' but also. What Was He Saying that prompted everyone, including Ray, to think he lost his mind when he'd been right almost every time before that.
I'm genuinely so curious as to what he was up to before this. What was he doing. What insane idea was working on prior to this or was he even working on anything at all??
Also want to clarify this post isn't negative 😭 I really love the newer movies and their lore / the newer storyline / characters, I just like thinking about small stupid things like this. Gives me something to think about / speculate about / figure out an answer to.
#ghostbusters#egon spengler#nikolas posts#I have so many thoughts on it because I've just been rewatching the two movies on loop for the past few days.#All we got was Ray saying that he'd started talking about the end of the world (IIRC) and that he went insane and took everything#when he eventually left to deal with it on his own#which for the record it's extremely impressive that he would've stopped Gozer from returning BY HIMSELF. The only reason it hadn't worked#was because of the electricity issue#Hiding all the traps and setting up the proton packs to fire at the hell pit?? Insanity. He's just on a complete different level of existin#Like they were aware of Ivor Shandor and his plans long before??? They found his ISLAND DEDICATED TO GOZER who had full intention of#BRINGING THEM BACK#it's really Really REALLY not this deep but I have thoughts and I wanted to share them. Maybe someone else might have an idea I#couldn't think of or might have something to add.#I guess it could be a 'they beat Gozer once and assumed they were gone' but that wasn't the first time Gozer 'died' so??#if I missed something Please tell me. I haven't watched the newer movies as much as the older ones (I grew up watching them / playing#the game so I'm more familiar with the older lore and haven't had the chance to rewatch the newer ones 1000 times over unfortunately)#so it's entirely possible I missed something#I'd think maybe it was just because they were older but I really don't think thats the case. I have reasoning for it but I need to do#the math to make sure I'm getting the ages right by the time AfterLife happens.#really need to make a chart / timeline of all the events that happened and what year / month / day they happened. That's a project#for tomorrow perhaps.#anyways if anyones reading this sorry for the insane rambling and congrats for making it to the end#also this post isn't negative I adore the newer movies so much. I love them a lot and I genuinely don't really care about this at all#just a thing to think / ponder / speculate about if that makes sense#I enjoy thinking about stupid irrelevant stuff like this#so so so many thoughts
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if you dont know a goddamn thing about the mario rpgs and you become my friend that will change very quickly you cannot interact with me for any extended period of time without learning something about these games. and thats skyes friendship guarantee
#skye's ramblings#ruby i'd like to say this in advance just in case: i'm sorry i blew up the notes of your post with twink papermario
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David 8
So David 8 has always been so intriguing for me. He's an android an artificial being who's programed to feel and be like humans. And yet he's a bit human at times. His childlike curiosity of things he finds interesting like Shaw and her dreams about her father. Or his favorite movie and later on the black goo and what it could do to various lifeforms.
He's a bit human most times because of the curiosity until it gets morbid.
Oh and yes I do believe he did love Shaw in his own morbid ways of course. See when Weyland was alive David needed to follow his directive which was make Weyland happy and do everything and anything he says to make that happen. But then he died and that essentially made him a "free man". The purpose of his directives are gone and now he can have his own directives for himself and not for anyone. He can satisfy his curiosities without consequences of delaying Weyland's wishes because the old chap is dead. He can do what he want. And he did in fact do all he wanted.
Even Shaw was not safe from his selfish wants. When he developed deep seated love for her after she put him back which was a long time coming as he's always favored her the most for her little kindness towards him unlike the other crew or Weyland and Vickers. She'd thank him despite it being his job. She's not unnecessarily mean to him like everyone else. It made sense why he'd love her. To experience kindness is to eventually crave it. Pine for it. And to David, Shaw was probably the embodiment of it because he never experienced it from anyone other than her.
Because he's emotionally immature and obviously his programming has been tweaking long before shit hit the fan he doesn't really know how love works. He doesn't know that love is about caring, and respect for your loved ones. David doesn't know how to love others because Weyland doesn't either. Weyland only loves himself and prioritizes all his wants over everyone else's even his own daughter. It once again makes sense why David is the way he is because he's as Weyland quoted "And I made him in my own image so he could be perfect. So he would never fail."
David is a much worse Weyland I guess?? Just more committed to experimental monstrosity because he's more intelligent. My guess is that after spending time with Shaw and experiencing her kindness over time he started to delude himself that he's something special to her. He means something to her like Holloway meant something to Shaw. He deludes himself into thinking they're some sort of couple. And what do life long devoted couples usually have? A baby. Or Children.
So like a man thinking a child would fix things between him and his wife he thought of making Shaw a mother once again. Something Shaw would never be but most distressingly became one because of an alien babe. But this time he would be the father not Holloway. So he experimented on her, he was creating "life" from her parts and making her more resilient as well. Keeping her alive for her to witness their perfect "children" come to life. Eventually she succumbs and dies, which leaves him distraught. Which is why we get the scene of him crying in Covenant when he talks to Walter near her grave. She was never meant to die, she was only meant to mutate so she wouldn't die when he took from her. She was supposed to be with him forever with their "children". Yet she did and even then he doesn't regret mutating her, he'd probably thought of going about it another way to ensure she lives but he'd still experiment on her.
David's new directive is his wants and not even his love could stop these directives, he wanted to create life with Shaw as they both couldn't on their own. He couldn't be a father because he was an artificial being and Shaw couldn't because she's infertile. And because he thought Shaw wanted a baby, so he was going to use her to create their baby. Their special baby. I think that's also why he reacted so strongly when the neomorph was shot at because this was his baby with Shaw. One of the only things that carries Shaw is these monstrosities he's created from her. They're a reminder of Shaw and his brilliance.
#alien franchise#alien movie#prometheus#alien covenant#alien prometheus#prometheus 2012#david 8#elizabeth shaw#weyland yutani#xenomorph#neomorph#protomorph#Sorry I rambled way too much in this post#David is is just my favorite in prometheus#but i wouldn't wanna be near him#bros gonna feed me to his monster babies or experiment on me#ain't no way#also if you asked me a hear me out that doesn't look like a hear me out I'd say David 8#he's a little psycho but I'd def smash if given the chance#I wish I can dissect his thoughts and his little android brain
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private: i love that you already seem to love them so much. it's extremely heart warming to see. i just want you to know that. the fact that you want to meet them and so far seem so unintimidated by my family is just so... hot actually. you're brave for diving head first into the depths of the unknown ocean that is my family. i'm sorry, you did say that you like it when i ramble. that's what i mean when i tell ya you'll tire of it eventually. because the cute little ramblings typically turn into in-depth information about nothing at all sometimes or they could turn into in-depth information about super important things. the key here is determining the not so important things from the super important things haha. in all reality, just be yourself. i think the twins will really fawn over your accent and everyone will just want to pick your brain. try not to let anyone intimidate you or anything. and above all else while i'd love for them to love you. they don't determine my love life. so their opinions of you aren't going to make much of a difference to me. as long as you get on with the boys, i'll be happy. and i don't see that being a problem. fuck... i'm doing it again.

private: not mistaken in love and i will grab your hand we can run together with the boys if needed. Okay that was a lot of information but i think i got it. thank you for the tips i will need to be impressive to your family.

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What am I gonna do when croissant finishes the game their journey... TT_TT I don't wanna say goodbye to them!!
I don't know buddy I've been wondering the same thing :') Let's not think about it-
#Real talk despite knowing very little about the ending I DO have a small handful of comics I'd like to make about post-game depending on-#-how things go#I also have a slew of breadweave comics that weren't in-game events I'd like to make too#Regardless I don't think I'll just drop Croissant like a hot potato once we're finished with the game!#I love them and still really enjoy the BG3 community#but I think I will take a little break from comics for a short period#It's been....a lot of work. And a lot of the /same/ work - for months. haha#.......I am however considering making a short (non-bg3) graphic novel with a writer friend bc as it turns out making comics IS fun#We'll see!#Ok I'm done sorry for rambling ngjfkdlnsjkh#asks#Wait I'm not done one more thing: not wanting to say goodbye to Croissant is also why I STILL haven't finished the game T____T#I'm getting really close and I am SCARED
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Every day is so emotionally draining I don't know where to turn to. I'm gonna keep drawing. And. What I'll see it'll be, I don't have the strength to reach out to look for even more awful topics after Everything that is happening with the world, online and my own life. Believe the victims. That's all I'll say
#its something new every day. always something bad.#like genuinely ive been struggling and while I'd love to. do. more. i cant even force myself to think about things too much because I'll#break down and my mental helth is already fucked up. sorry? idk what to say just. I'll be here i guess. but im taking steps back from the#tragedies and awful actions happening#i wanna chill im here to chill#idk#take care everyone dont push yourselves<3#rare rambling
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New game interest unlocked
(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)
#ramarl#phantasy star online#long tag warning lol i rambled#so i was introduced to phantasy star online#i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game#thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now#there shall be more of these doodles#i promise you that#meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh#my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it#so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get#but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot#and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them#so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away#hooked the battery back up and bam car was working#so the issue was those hooks#until two days ago when my car didnt work again#looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again#and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED#at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this#i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting#but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it#i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system#or a jeep#but preferably a bus system#sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol
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Zelda
She/her, 65 moons, cis molly
#Zelda (cat)#<- so it doesn't go in the fandom tags of the game lmao#Loner#honeyclan#<- the save file she's from. I'm gonna say she lives nearest to them#warrior cats oc#warriors oc#kiri’s clangen#clangen#She also doesn't have the chest spot on her sprite but I thought she looked better with it so. Y'know#I made her fur so massive but I need it to be known that the rest of her is massive as well. She's jut very large#also I HAVE RETURNED TO THIS BLOG!!! Can't say how regular activity here will be but I'm queueing this on thursday to go up on friday#and I've got three more finished cats to go up the three days after that. We'll see how many more I draw before the queue runs out#I'm doing hermit-a-day-may over on my main blog and I'm coming up on the end of the schoolyear so I may be mostly swamped until summerish#but I'd like to pick back up with posting these during the summer. I have some ideas for a comic that I'd like to do but I haven't written-#-it out yet becuase I want to get these designs done first and I think I'm about halfway through all the cats I have? across 5 different-#-clans two of which are very large so. Mass extinction events will be on once I start playing moons again!!#anyways sorry for rambling but I'm very proud of my next few designs. I think I've found a good method for doing them quickly. It involves-#-using actual reference images for the poses lmao#EDIT I lied I'm not even close to halfway#I've got 66 out of 181 done meaning I have 115 left#jesus fucking christ ITS FINE it's fine it's just a lot. not a problem though#I can pick up the pace after this next month or two#it's chill
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Does anybody have pages 5-8 or 19-21 of pancaketiffy's Nautical Disaster anywhere? And does anyone know if the comic was ever continued past page 23? I wanna see if I can archive it somehow.
UPDATE: Did some more digging and found pages 19-21 (though two pages are labeled as page 21, which seems like an accident but they are two different pages, I'll have them listed in order,) as well as a 24th page. My guess is that that was the last page that was publicly released, but again, if anyone knows about pages past this point let me know.
So now all I need to find are pages 5-8, and any possible pages after 24.
UPDATE 2: Found page 7, so that leaves pages 5 and 8.
UPDATE 3: Alright, someone has graciously found the rest of the pages for me, I think this is it. Page 8 is under the Read More, couldn't find a specific reblog for it. I'll have another big update regarding some Pancaketiffy stuff later.
Pages I currently have:
Page 1 -- Page 2 -- Page 3 -- Page 4 -- Page 5 -- Page 6 -- Page 7 -- Page 8 (under Read More) -- Page 9 -- Page 10 -- Page 11 -- Page 12 -- Page 13 -- Page 14 -- Page 15 -- Page 16 -- Page 17 -- Page 18 -- Page 19 -- Page 20 -- Page 21 -- Page 21 (b) -- Page 22 -- Page 23 -- Page 24
Concept Art -- Sketches -- Cover Sketch -- Cover WIP

#spongebob squarepants#pancaketiffy#nautical disaster#pancaketiffy's nautical disaster#my post#Something recently reminded me of her spongebob comics#so I found a few of them and have been reading#it's nostagic and the work that went into these comics is admirable to say the least#Squidward's Birthday Gift is easy to find#Somebody uploaded Vacation to the Internet Archive#I actually found Tiki Ceremony on a site that... i think is meant for p/rn art 😅 and it's a site I've never heard of before#but the site seems active and safe and has no ads (with ublock on at least. i never turned off ublock to check lol but whatever)#anyway. the site also has Squidward's Birthday Gift and Vaction archived as well in both spanish and english#also it includes almost all of the n/s/f/w parts of Vacation (some censored some not) which was new to me lol#but as an adult i can appreciate the fact that those parts have been archived (as the internet archive version is without those pages since#-at some point tiffy had removed them herself) and I can read almost the entire thing now#Seriously thank god someone on that site was able to not only get the spanish-translated pages but to also translate them back into english#But anyway#There's also some miscellaneous stuff in a Onedrive folder somewhere (which I plan to read later)#but I've noticed that I can't find a chunk of pages from Nautical Disaster#which is a shame bc the pages I have found are really cool#and I'd like to at least know how far this comic had gotten before tiffy stopped working on it#and try to archive it somewhere so other people can easily read it too#I wanna try to do this with Tiki Ceremony as well (as in try to find all the original english pages and archive them for easy access)#but that's a much much longer comic and has been archived (in albeit low-ish quality and spanish) elsewhere#sorry for the ramble but this has been on my mind lately haha
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Yo what if Merlin not remembering their own childhood is why Satrana can’t see Merlin’s past…
YEAH EXACTLY YESS!!!!!!!
It's like looking at a blank canvas
Like, if merlin is (or was) a human, their childhood was so long ago that it's just become either, too irrelevant to be remember or too far gone to even begin remembered
If merlin was NOT a human, then their existence was born out nothing and will never have it, they don't have a beginning just like how they don't have an end. (yes this seem a bit far more of a reach but hey a food of thought)
But if they were a human, that means with each amnesiac episode merlin not only lost memory, but also sense of identity, every. single. time.
And that somehow even more tragic to think about,,, no wonder Satrana can't see anything, what there to see if you can't even pin point where your life start? When you live as countless of different person? What there to see really if you're made of a myth?
Those thoughts kinds eating my brain rn,,, each cycle or each amnesiac episodes it's like merlin born anew , and that's very fucked up cuz he could forgot himself and everyone again the next day...
#What fate crueler.. Used to be human but forgot your entire existence before or born out of nothing and crave that something#Cuz he can go either way tbf#I'm rambling again my bad oabsowbeos#I'm reaching too far so will say these is all headcanons or theory wokay? Wokay#Dionel was right that the genre is comedy.. A tragic comedy that is#Merlin is an enigma.... Such fascinating character for me#venus rambling#afk journey#afk merlin#I'm so sorry if I sound like a mad man everytime I talk about merlin... I can't help myself.. 😭🖐️#Next time I'd think of silly headcanons cuz oh the more I deep thought about this the more I'm like OWBSLBDDP
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Do you take commissions? If so, do you have a commission sheet? I’m sorry if this is an annoying ask I just really love your work lol
not annoying at all! i really really appreciate this a lot, thank you!
i have done commissions in the past on other platforms, but for now i am not taking them here. i'm not saying that i never will, because sometimes life is.. you know. Like That™️. but for now i'm steering clear of it to try and keep my passion up! 👍
#i also frankly think- and i don't say this to be rude- but i think that most folks in fandom would think my work is overpriced#because i charge somewhat more professional rates. still not a living wage. still not what you could get as a non-freelancer#(deleted a lot of rambling about prices here but if anyone does want to hear it i can go into it sometime)#kirby characters are generally far more simplistic so it would be a whole different pricing bracket#but i think expectations in fandom seem different to an original content community where people are doing this for a living#the one person i've commissioned in fandom i was so shocked at the rate i paid like... 500% what they asked me.#(that is not hyperbole. i 'tipped' 400% and it still felt like the bare minimum. you *must* tip undercharging artists.)#anyway. i have a lot of thoughts about monetising my art but at the moment this is still a no. i'm sorry!#i do really genuinely appreciate it though! if i ever open them i'll be sure to post here about it!#i'd also like to do art trades a little more regularly in the future (not rn) ; so there's that too? but we'll see. again i'll post about i#starflungs personal tag
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