#i'd like to think it's a loud minority but i just dont know

[lyriumrain]

can we please start talking about how fucking abysmal australians are? these people suck. And the very worst of them are all online.

[j3110-cup]

Maybe this is too far out but I'm DESPERATE FOR MICHAEL COMEAU CONTENT... that's my boyfriend and my fav AND INNEED general head canons. I know he's a pretty minor character but I'd appreciate it endlesslyyy... please! Obviously not forced at all...but i miss my wife tails/ref

Michael Comeau General Headcanons! i miss her a lot. I'll be back... BUT OF COURSE!! I love every character in scott pilgrim and that includes all the minor role ones! Thank you so much for the ask, I hope these headcanons are okay and match his character decently to your liking :3

- very easy to talk to, I think he's a good listener. Lots of hums and nods. Hes taking notes in his head. - adding onto the conversation thing, he probably has some unbelievable stories that he kinda just doesnt mention until relevant. - hes very into the party scene, though he doesnt easily catch a lot of peoples attention he will most certainly come up to YOU if you catch his eye. - the main reason he even knows who so many people are is probably through talk, word gets around easy and hes aware of that, he just keeps up with names. - speaking of which, I think hes a very keen person, very good reader. He picks up on things and mannerisms that others wouldnt be able to. - this is very random but just uh. bare with me here. I feel like hes kinda cold to the touch, hes just naturally a bit cold. I legit have no reason for this I just thought about it, I think it fits.. - probably enjoys a lot of comedic flims, its his favorite genre. Maybe even just a big movie guy in general. - speaking of comedy I feel like he has a loud laugh, covers his face when he laughs as well or leans against something. - I think if you're actually a good friend of his or close to him he'd enjoy nicknames a lot, mostly just shortened versions of your regular name but its still thoughtful. - referencing the ring from the future thing in the comic; I think he enjoys collecting little knick knacks and things a lot of the time, if his stories behind them are true or not? you'll never know! - he slightly prefers night-time more than day-time, another random thing I dont have a reason for I just feel it in my bones. He likes the atmosphere. - I know this is already kinda canon(?) in the comics, but he constantly has a small little smirk or smile on his face, a very warm kind of smile. - with his anchor tattoo, I think he got it a bit on impulse when he first had it done, but hes still proud of it. He wouldnt mind getting a few more actually, but I probably dont think he'd want any full sleeves or anything. - gestures with his hands a lot when hes speaking, it always adds a bit of emphasis to what hes saying. okay thats all for now ^_^!!

(I know I already basically said this but I hope this is in character since I tried to do a blend of how his character is in the comic and in the movie while adding my personal opinions on him,, HOPE YOU LIKE IT!! ^^)

[velvetvexations]

gender is so silly. i dont want to look like a girl because im transmasc but i DO want to look like a guy who looks like a girl. always fun when reading/watching something and they get to a crossdressing bit with one of the men and i feel some sort of way about it

This is exactly what TRFs would be down your throat about fetishizing transmisogynistic caricatures but I'm telling you it's okay and I'm the only person worth listening to on any subject.

I want to look like a girl who looks like a guy myself, but that's difficult to find. A vocal minority of the internet insists it's praxis to misgender cis men as often as possible but it's still considered a devastating and disgusting insult to say a woman looks masculine. I think Rhea Ripley is cool enough she'd be understanding if not entirely flattered that most of the reason I relate to her so much is that I was convinced she must have been a trans woman on sight.

But even with actual trans women, then it's even worse, which sucks because I do a happy little clap when I clock another correctly. Awhile ago I saw someone listing out signs a girl is AMAB to be a transphobic asshole but all I could think was about how ecstatic I'd be for someone to tell me those things, I'd just straight up be like "thank you for noticing!" like someone asked if I had my hair done.

I think that's what it means to me to be a male woman. Most trans women would obviously prefer to pass, and there are butch trans women, but I don't know if many of them conceptualize their butchness as being a feature of the body that got them AMAB or if it's just the same sense of style as butch-identifying cis women. For me it's very much the former. I'm loud and proud that my body is the kind that was assigned male. I don't intend to imply that must mean trans women who want to pass, or who don't center that physicality, hate themselves or anything, it's just a different path.

When I was younger I wanted so badly to look less masculine. The fact that I couldn't is, I think, a large part of why I eventually flipped the script and went all in on being masc, but most trans women who can't physically transition are either going to kill themselves or continue being miserable forever, and that sucks so much.

Even now, when I say I've been getting cooler with body hair lately, that doesn't mean I'm proud of or enjoy the hair on my actual body, but am more into the idea of my sona's design potentially having body hair in the future. I'm completely disassociated with this body entirely, which pre-dates me embracing masculinity. At a certain point, not being able to look the way I wanted to (feminine, then hyper-androgynous) made me snap and just fully break off from the physical world. This is especially true of Rally, the cis woman in our system, because the others feel themselves in this body but simply don't have a mental image of it at all, but she feels entirely removed even when fronting.

And as I noted before, my two examples of people I want to look like, particularly in regards to being visibly AMAB, were a clocky cis woman and a guy who the internet calls a faggot a million times a day, so there's still femininity there, androgyny.

Presentation sure is a thing.

[pixeljade]

One thing that still gets me about being trans is the double standard of it all. How republicans can stand up and say I am a pedophile who must be culled, how they can ban me from the public, how they can demonize and villainize and ruin my life at every turn, and yet I cannot do the same in response. If i stand up and say ANY of the above about republicans in any public space (outside of like. Here on tumblr), I'd be told that its unacceptable. And like I dont even believe that Republicans or transphobes or TERFs should be culled or banned from public or any of that, because I believe in rehabilitative justice, not punitive justice...but the fact that I *cant* say that shit, while they *can*, is what fucks me up. They call for my death and I call for them to be ignored as the loud minority they are, and I'm still painted as a villain the whole way. Just because I wanted a pair of tits.

I actually think a lot of the ones who DO call for death to all transphobes do so precisely because of this inequality. I still disagree with them, but I understand them, and find them infinitely more sympathetic than anyone who preaches transphobia. And if you are a TERF or a Republican or whatever reading this I hope you will hear what I am saying and reconsider, that you will go search for "gender critical debunked" until you realize its all lies that you've been fed. I know you wont. Because you're certain I'M the one in a cult. But I hope you do. And I hope further that if you drop this rhetoric we could coexist, maybe even be friends someday. Find peace.

[3mutantsinatrenchcoat]

It takes a village to raise a family part 8

Part 7 , part 9

This amazing au is made by the amazing @angelpuns

Cw/tw: off screen death, war mentions, and arguments

"what do you mean you are leaving.." I stepped into the room, the unease came full force, filling my gut and my head.

"I'm leaving to go fight in the war" Splinter stated bluntly. "The human one"

"what-? War??? What do you mean war?" I looked between the two before looking at him again.

"well, there is a war and I have to go back to help" he leaned against the counter.

"what? Help with what!" I couldn't help how my voice raised, my throat felt dry and burnt with each word.

"well..it's.. I don't really know what we are fighting for-" he admitted "but it's unpredictable, but I think we have a good chance-"

"YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR AND YOU ARE LEAVING YOUR SONS!?" I could feel my fur standing on end, ears pressed back.

"hun- the boys, lower your voice" my husband spoke softly, taking a step closer.

"kido haru! do not step near me!"

My husband, Haru looked down right terrified by the use of his name. It has been years since the last time I spoke that name, well besides the healers.

"you both knew didn't you-" I looked to haru who looked away. Splinter didn't.

"yes, that's why he rejoined the guards, because of it. " Splinter admits.

"you what!? I thought it was people who got sick!" I turned to my husband. I couldn't stay mad at him, but uh..yeah I was pretty mad.

I turned back to Splinter after I got no answer. "Do the boys know about this? What about them? Who will take care of them?"

"the village, and of course you two. " He looked between the two of us.

"of course we would! But we shouldn't have to!" I could feel the fire burning in my chest, in my bones.

"why do you care so much?" Splinter stood up from leaning. "I understand for the boys but-"

"because a war wiLL TAKE MY SON AWAY!!" I didn't mean to shout, I didn't mean to shout so loud my voice felt like it was burning. It was quiet after, but only for a few seconds before Splinter spoke up.

"...I'm not your son. You don't even know my name." Splinter spoke, each word felt like a deeper wound. Maybe I misread the situation, maybe he didn't feel the same. But to me, he was family.

It was then I realized the tears, and the shame, and the guilt...the embarrassment.

I don't remember leaving the house. I don't remember walking into the river and traveling through it, I went upbank. I screamed to the moon for only it listened to my mourning anger.

The boys would loose their father, who left to fight for a reason that wasn't his. One he didn't even know. One I couldn't talk him out of. And not only that, I lost a son.

Justified in his own reason I don't blame him, I don't have anger towards him. Only to myself, for I let myself fall down this path.

The villagers told me, trusting him was no good, that I'd get hurt. I do not care for their words, I never did. I let myself care for him more than I should have. My own kids are out of the house, having family of their own. They are too busy to come home. But the boys and Splinter...or not Splinter. They came home, I came to theirs.

I was a fool.

I don't remember when my husband got there. For the longest time it was just me and the moon. Me and the water.

"Flint, darling?.." he walked like he was approaching a scared animal. But I had no fight left to give, I am only an old man after all. I turned to face him, no more tears left to give, no more voice left to shout.

"... he's still family..."

"I know."

I don't remember the walk back, it seems like such a minor thing to think about. To dwell on. Especially with what came next.

I woke up early in the morning, the air in the house foggy and smelled burnt. It was still dark out at the knocking. My bed empty of my husband. I figured he had gotten up to answer the door.

After the third time of a knock I got up, shuffling through the house. My body exhausted from the grief. As I walked through the house in the distance out the window, was an orange light, smoke rising from it. I heard the knocking again.

I turned to the door and at that instant my legs went numb, forcing myself to the door. I opened it to the captain of the guard and two other guards. The looks on their face made my gut spin before I looked down at the tattered, burnt and dirty cape I had made for my husband only hours earlier.

And as the sun rose over the trees I realized something..

That day, I lost my husband...and my son.

[chappellrroan]

fave Gracie Abrams songs and albums and lyrics?

her minor ep is my favourite personally because that's how i got to know her and became a fan, as for songs two people, i know it won't work, will you cry?, right now, block me out, 21, friend, i miss you i'm sorry, unlearn, brush fire, mean it, stay, mess it up, for real this time, camden are my all time fav from her released songs.

as for lyrics there are two aspects that depends on determining if i love them, for example in i know it won't work, i love how she sings "it won't work like that, huh?" but lyrically i like "i am your ghost now your house is haunted" so you can guess. anyways i will give my fav lyrics from my fav songs now <3

two people - "i loved you so hard for a time i've tried to ration it all my life, we could go yellow to black overnight i take you for granted because you're mine" (it's long but yes yes this) ALSO "cause you know everything that could kill me"

already mentioned for i know it won't work

will you cry? - "now you walk through me with my heart heavy breaking my reverie i could die early with your arms around me would it not kill to say goodbye?" AND "it's kinda funny how it goes from all to nothing you have to laugh before you start to cry"

right now - "and i ended a friendship on the day that i left and though i really meant it, it still makes me upset" (OUCH TOO REAL)

block me out - "i think i am burning alive but nobody sees the fire cause when i open my mouth i seem to be stuck in silence" AND "plus after all this time i should be a pretty crier"

21 - "i see the look in your eye and i'm biting my tongue, you'd be the love of my life when i was young" and "i get a little bit alone and sometimes i miss you again, i'll be the love of your life inside your head"

friend - "and i hate the way you love and i hate that i still care funny how you feel like we could ever talk again, how could you ever think i'd be your friend?" (applies to SO many people atp this is my lifesong)

i miss you i'm sorry - "thought you'd hate me instead you called in, said i miss you, i caught it" and the whole bridge honestly because NOTHING HAPPENED IN THE WAY I WANTED EVERY CORNER OF THIS IS HAUNTED AND I KNOW YOU SAID WE'RE NOT TALKING BUT I MISS YOU, I'M SORRY, I DON'T WANNA GO THINK I WILL MAKE IT WORSE EVERYWHERE I GO LEADS ME BACK TO US (i am very passionate about this song sorry)

unlearn - "i keep bringing all my problems to a pillow fight" and "cause if i'm gonna learn how to love you i need to unlearn how to love too need to unlearn when it feels right OH MY GOD I AM TRYING"

brush fire - "then we become a brush fire, burning all the pain HOW CAN WE SURVIVE A DESERT WITHOUT RAIN?" and "boy you know what to say before i turn away you words hit me like a hard rain in L.A"

mean it - "holding onto thin lines until we just walk between them, getting so loud i can't pretend that i dont hear them, maybe that thing you said under your breath you mean it, i know you mean it"

stay - the whole chorus honestly because COULD YOU HOLD ME WITHOUT ANY TALKING? WE COULD TRY TO GO BACK TO WHERE WE STARTED I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO STAY I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO STAY BUT IF I WOKE UP WITH YOU IN THE MORNING I'D FORGET ALL THE WAYS WE'RE BROKEN I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE CHANGED I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO STAY

mess it up - "heard that you're happier hope you're sleeping well knowing i'm not, i am doing too much" and "and everytime i get too close i just go mess it up" AND "i keep thinking maybe if you let me back in we can make it better breaking every habit pull myself together you can watch it happen make it happen" (the mv has very special space in my heart btw)

for real this time - "a thousand times i got up to say goodbye i could be wrong but i think i'm for real this time"

camden - "self diagnosing till i'm borderline i will do whatever helps to sleep at night" and "somebody take over drive somebody notice how i'm trying" and "all of me, a wound to close but i leave the whole thing open i just wanted you to know i was never good at coping" (one of the best bridges ever)

[sirensea14]

ALSO just thought about, this, (ignore my spelling mistakes and such, I, type fast and don't have tb3 patience to fix anything lmfao)

Maybe Mayhem is similar to Sarah as to his they got in5o th4 labyrinth? We do know that Sarah was in a way banished to the labyrinth (if in remembering right) and considering chaos the truth might b3 a chance that alternate universes play a role into his Mayhem even got to this planet, so maybe the angels or whatever saw mayhem causing chaos and banished her to ehever they sent Sarah, since (again, if I'm remembering right) that angels have a weird and suspicious connection to the labyrinth, what might also be th3 reasomctaht knight person that attacked mugs and Micheal I'd there, those 3 (plus Night Terror?) Never were born in the labyrinth, and as far as I can tell the labyrinth can't spawn in alternate version of characters to the degree that is mayhem, and not-cup could potentially be a version of cup ig he fully lost his soul to the devil, like a bad end version, idk I'm rambling but I really like this idea, and maybe the machine is what brought them to this universe, which could also be a minor reason the eye wants cup and mug to wait until they have the machine to fight the boss, since if the machine is capable of accessing alternate universes it could do really anything, maybe that cult has seen it first hand and that's why they were so be my on getting Wilson so they could turn it back on? Maybe bendys family has something to do with this cult? Bendy waking up in a field seems planned, maybe bendys parents wanted him to I stay there because that's where the machine is? What if his parents are looking for him? What if his parents are the ones who burned down the house and pit random junk in the front area before the house was arsoned??? I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS AND THEORIES WITH NO EVIDENCE 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Ooh, your take of mayhem's origin as from an alternate universe is interesting. I also had some theory that she was from an alternate universe but i could not explain how lol.

And regarding to the 3 ur talking about, i believe those are the illusions of Lukahd (a lady with hearts around her), Ventis (the one with the sword who violently attacked michael, mugs and boris. Shes also the one who said "dont trust the demons" or smth along the lines in that paradise full of dust zombies) and the Night Terror. And yeah, those werent born in there, they were all some sort of anomalies but satah managed to tame the Night Terror. There are also many other people out there that the Questers saw cuz those people were either from their memories, previous people's memories or from the instrument's own memories that is being projected to them by the labyrinth since it was like a cage whispering your negative thoughts out loud.

Sarah might be similar to mayhem in a way that they are both connected to an ink machine part but im not sure about them being banished in the labyrinth by the angels. Sarah was the one who created the labyrinth and consumed the souls of those in fairmont town which made it an abandoned. And the one who made that seal was Cannikin. Also Mayhem is a cosmic which is equivalent to a powerful being in inky mystery, so i dunno how the angels could interfere with Chaos teaching her how to mess with toons.

And your take on Not-cup was good. He might be the potential bad endung Cuphead but we dont know for now cuz theyre still in recovery T-T or maybe he's just another illusion im the labyrinth, but then that begs the question, how the heck did he get in the tear with mayhem? So yea i dunno about that shit.

And the Ink Machine bringing forth an alternate universe? Uh cant explain that lol. We have only seen a fraction of its power through boris and how the demons want it so badly. And the Eye, not sure about that since theres no much thing revealed about it yet but i think thats sone kind of warning for the cupbros for whatever important action they may take.

And cult, the Cercatori, hmm, they are some shady people put there but i dont know if they want the ink machine cuz the cult was about the Lady of Despair. But that is possible that they may know the ink machine.

And bendy's parents... still left as an inky mystery...

Also if i remember it correctly, the Ink Machine is hiding in the seven sands desert?? That was where Wilson went to before he got chased by the cupbros and eventually crashed a car.

And that arson, there was some unidentified rune that they found in the attic i think? It wasnt angel rune, not micco either, maybe a demon rune??? But still, i aint sure about that, the possible culprit is : a. a henchman of the devil, b. someone from the cult or c. other

Hehe, i like hearing ur thoughts about this :3 Im also prone to conclusions if i dont have enough info at hand but i try to gather some from the wiki, find clues, and maybe reread some significant chapters.

[fictionkinfessions]

I'm only putting this here because I have nowhere else to go with it and I need to get it out somewhere. (gets a lil violent at the end there, sorry lol) I'm not going to look for you, I have no hope of you showing up, I'm not gonna include any information for you to find me (or for the people I know to recognize as me), and you couldnt pay me to admit it out loud even if it might be obvious, but I miss you so fucking much. I dont even know that you'd be out there somewhere with how small the fandom is and us being minor characters and all (and all the us specific fans suck SO much ass. piss on the poor reading comprehension honestly) but I. really hope you are. the worlds always been cruel and cold and full of pain, and we've never been any different, but. fuck at least when you were living with me, doing all that with me I was happy. we never talked about what was between us but I was still happy. I mean I'm still kind of happy, and I've got people I like and like me back, but. you just left a hole in my life I dont know how to fill or patch up or ignore. I dont know what to do with this kind of pain. I dont need any of it back, not that we had much but the uh. "annual event" in the first place, I just miss you and I miss you being there. maybe at the least you'd appreciate the pain in tribute to you. I'd let you have as much blood as you wanted, draw it out as long as you want, bury the knife and twist. I'd enjoy it too, as long as you were there. if you ever do come back I'd do my best taking my time carving into you too, see how much I could make it hurt, how much I could make the scars stick. until then I'll just salt my wounds and think of you, I guess

📦

[finniestoncrane]

Hi hi Finnie!! Congrats on reaching 1k! I've been going back n forth if i should request this because,,, nervessss, but can I pleasse request no.9 ever fallen in love with someone?

I'm 5'3, have blonde buzzed hair and a curvy, chubby body. I'm afab genderfluid & bi so i joke my gender and sexuality is just everything/everything XD

I LOOOVE making really bad jokes, like dad jokes, puns, dirty jokes, and some of my favourite jokes dont have spoken punchlines so i stare at people with a goofy face until they get it :D I love listening to other people rant about their passions and learning new things, even if i dont fully get it, and enjoy being able to do the same back.

I'm very creative so most of my hobbies are with my hands, from drawing, to sewing, resin and woodwork, i like to try a bit of everything. I really enjoy seeing a finished product that i made on my own! I also like reading and playing dnd so I'm really good at crafting strategies or creative ways around problems in the game (and describing how i get to defeat my enemies, because im squeamish with real blood, but i love some good ol fictional gore.)

I'm very outgoing and bubbly, and i dislike being formal with people. I'd much rather be my casual and crude self, and skip any awkwardness. I am naturally very loud so i can have some issues around quieter people but i try my best to adjust so I'm not cutting them off. I also have a very dirty mind and am a very physically affectionate person, I'm always flirting with, hugging someone, linking arms, or holding hands, whether were platonic or romantic!

Asfghgjfla thank you for letting me ramble and for doing all of these for us!!

🎀 No.9: Ever Fallen In Love With Someone 🎀

tell me a little bit about yourself and i'll give you a rogue pairing a/n: ok i am bestowing upon you what i consider to be the greatest gift because truly you just suit him so well 💚 1k milestone info! 🔞minors dni🔞 • kofi • tag: finnie1k

ok this is my own headcanon but it's practically legit canon in my mind by this point, but thick bodies are his favourite type of body so checkmark there

also, exceptional gender and sexuality choice. i feel like yeah he's a cis bisexual boy, but also i don't think he cares enough to put any sort of label on it, and he has more important things to be concerned about, so he'll identify as whatever the fuck makes you leave him alone and stop questioning him quickest

look i'm not pulling out my files on his dialogue in the games, but trust me when i say that this is the dorkiest dweeb in the universe and his ability to make the dumbest jokes and be so satisfied with himself knows no bounds

good about the listening thing, because you won't be allowed to get a word in edgeways. and besides, he's the best, so he deserves everyone's attention at all times while he talks about whatever the hell he pleases (but he might also let you tell him about something you love if he's too tired to talk)

yeah, stinky boy is down there in his little workshop using his little raccoon paws to get up to all sorts of nonsense so he'd be super pleased to have someone with some capabilities in that kind of area to help him with some projects

and being able to be strategic and creative with problem solving? sounds like someone just got promoted to riddler apprentice and chief "evil plan" coordinator

outgoing and bubbly are probably going to grate on him but god knows he needs someone to be the face of his operation, and it'd be good for him to have a brightness in his life

also it's fine to be loud because you need to be able to cut through either the sound of his welding or yelling or ranting

and truly very much so he needs physical attention and affection, which i'm sure he'd warm to eventually if you just keep at it. relentlessly, even if he's pretending to hate it and it's making him grumpy

[deafeninggardenerpanda]

why do you think ppl would kill you for the manmaru dedede thing? /genq personally i think a lot of people (including myself) would love to see that! manmaru is so fun, and so is metadede! of course, not required to answer, I'm just curious.

realizing belatedly that i think i wrote that in a weird state of late night anxiety so apologies op if you see this for sticking that on your post oops. but heres the explanation still. its a bit long/a bit negative so under the cut:

obviously im just talking about a loud minority here and this isn't directed at anyone in particular, but metadede shippers have a pretty bad reputation for being known as those dudes who claim their ship is canon or the Most canon and shove it onto non-metadede content pretty often. i feel like if i talk too much about it ill sound like "omg so much metadede content in this OFFICIAL manga" and people will think im one of those people fdkghf

and like thats w/e if youre just a random metadede shipper like live your best life but the obvious issue that goes in hand with this is that im currently sort of The translator for that particular manga, and its like my worst fear as a translator ever for people to think that im inserting my ship bias into my translations or that im only translating something for ship content so i'd like to avoid it at all costs-

plus i know it's not Really my problem but with these kinds of jp only content i dont feel the most comfortable being the source of the "canon fuel" for this kinda stuff.

i have a lot of thoughts about the entire situation really, even past things ive mentioned here but trying to summarize a bit; professionalism as a translator, even just a fan translator, and both people who are too intense about the ship and too intense against the ship scare me a bit when it comes to making ship posts based off jp exclusive official content, since jp only stuff tends to be very unknown here and as such spreads like 3x wildfire if translated + for something popular. LIKE I DUNNO honestly i would like to make that compilation at some point but im too scared of it leaving my circle fsdjkdg

[killerlookz]

Joby Taylor: NSFW alphabet (f! reader)

a/n: i feel like nsfw posts are lacking for joby and honestly i dont think i've seen anyone write an nsfw alphabet for him, so im taking this into my own hands bc im a whore for this greasy dirtbag of a man

warnings: 18+ content!! literally PURE smut!! if ur a minor GO AWAY

A- Aftercare (what they're like after sex)

I'll be frank with you, Joby doesn't really have much of a clue on how to care for someone after sex. He's probably not going to baby you afterward, he's not even really sure wtf aftercare is.

He will on the other hand definitely hold you next to him, the two of you still naked and sweaty underneath the sheets. He'll wrap an arm around your shoulders, and hold you close while he smokes a cigarette, careful not to let the ash fall in your hair. He'll press some kisses against your hair and the crown of your head between drags of his cigarette, and they're probably pretty loud and obnoxious too. (He'll also probably sneakily slip in an "I love you" or "You're so pretty" here and there)

B- Body part (favorite part of their partner's body, and their body)

Joby Taylor is a rockstar, so he's going to fall into a little bit of a stereotype here, he loves your tits holy shit. The way they look when you wear an all-too-tight tank top. How they spill out of that ratty cut-up old Snake Trouble shirt you have. How they bounce when he's fucking you. He loves grabbing, and kneading the tender flesh, literally whenever. Not even just during sex. Like his hands are all up on your tits at ALL TIMES. Ugh, and getting your nipples hard and sensitive maybe with his tongue, or his teeth, or his fingers. Yeah he's obsessed. Major tit man for sure.

His favorite part of himself is his hands without a doubt. He's got nice, veiny hands and long fingers, so yeah of course they're his favorite. He loves the way they look when he puts on his chunky rings and messy black nail polish. Obviously, they're how he plays his guitar and writes his music. And a little less innocently he loves using them on you. Loves to make you squirm as he pushes his fingers up into you, and he knows how to use them just right.

C- Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Joby doesn't have much of a bias on as to where he cums honestly, as long as he gets to do it period. But, if I'd have to say, he probably likes cumming inside of you the most, whether its your cunt (as long as you're on the pill, he is not prepared to have another child) or your mouth. He loves to watch his cum drip out of your cunt, or to make you stick your tongue out for him to show him that you swallowed everything after you suck him off.

But if he's feeling real dirty, he likes to cum on your tits. We've already established he's a tit man, so, this is a no brainer. Either he'll take himself out of your mouth last second after a blowjob, or just plain old jerk himself off on top of you in order to cover your tits with his cum. It just drives him wild marking you like that.

D- Dirty secret (self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Joby likes being choked...... I have to say it. Not like suuuuper kinky or hella submissive way like, to the point where you're REALLY cutting off any air. But he loves when you put your hands around his neck while you're riding him, or while you're making out. Just the little bit of pressure you place right under his jaw sends shivers down his spine and has him SPIIIIRALINGGGG.

E- Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Fuck yeah, Joby is experienced alright. Back in Snake Trouble's heyday, even if they still were playing relatively smaller shows, man definitely had groupies up the fucking walls. Knowing what he's doing on the other hand... is a different story. Hate to say it but, the man is a bit of a douche so, fucking different chicks every night, he was mainly just focused on his own pleasure, honestly. You're gonna need to show him the ropes a little, show him how to properly use what he's got. But once you do, holy shit, sex. fucking. god.

F- Favorite position

Being on top of you, tbh. He's a bit of a simple man when it comes to positions but there's nothing he loves more than hovering over you while he fucks into you. He loves that he can see pretty much all of you that way, he can see the way your jaw slacks when you moan his name, and your eyes struggle to stay open. He especially loves how he can see how your tits bounce up and down with each thrust. And of course he loves watching you squirm under him.

G- Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Joby's pretty serious during sex, I take it he has a pretty dry sense of humor anyway, so he's not going to be cracking jokes, or going out of the way to make you laugh. He will though, say little things to get you flustered and worked up, making you giggle as your cheeks grow bright red. But making you laugh laugh is really not for Joby.

H- Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Eh, he's decently groomed. I don't think it's like WILD or anything, but he's definitely not clean-shaven. A little trim here and there too keep things comfy and breathable and that's good enough for him.

I- Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

It takes a goood loooong while for Joby to become a real intimate/romantic sort of guy. When you two first meet and start hooking up he was definitely very casual about the way he fucked you. Starting out he never really paid any particular attention to being super affectionate, or passionate even. But as the two of you grow closer, and he begins to trust you, and gradually sheds his fear of commitment and relationship insecurity, yeah, he becomes pretty intimate.

Now, he loves giving you hot, passionate kisses while he fucks into you. He loves holding you close and groping at your flesh. Mumbling against your neck or your lips, Fuck, I love you so much, you're so good. Or just telling you how beautiful you are, and that you're all his.

J- Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Before he met you? Definitely jerked it at least once a day, maybe quickly when he woke up, or right before he goes to bed, just, a decent amount yk? After he meets you though, eh, not so much, especially if you're living together, then what does he need to jerk off for? You feel so much better than his hand.

K- Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Spitting/marking FOOOOR SURE. Loves making you open your mouth for him while he's above you and spitting into it, making sure you swallow. Spitting on your pussy before he enters you with either his fingers or his cock? Yup. Yup. Yup. Watching the spit drip from your mouth after you suck on his cock or his fingers.... ohhh yeah, drives him insane. He'll even let you spit on him (or in his mouth)

Oh and marking yeah, another one, marking. He loves marking you, he's just *a tad* possessive so, leaving hickeys all over your neck and chest, his handprints on your ass, and bruises on your thighs from holding you so hard... oh he is soooo into it. And loves when you mark him too, he'll wear loose v-neck shirts to show off the hickeys you leave on his neck, and absolutely looooves when you scratch up his back while he's fucking you.

L- Location (favorite places to do the do)

Bed, tbh, nothing can beat fucking you in bed for Joby. But honestly, he's a total sucker for doing it on the green room couch before or after a show (he's not really into exhibitionism but the thrill of one of his bandmates being able to walk in at any time drives him a little wild), or..... in the car...... he really has a thing for car sex... tbh.

M- Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

essentially, anything you do. But, ESPECIALLY when you bicker with him, oh he's such a stubborn little asshole, and he doesn't exactly change his ways around you, but it is TOTALLY on purpose. He loves your witty little comebacks and remarks when he tries to get smart with you, the way you immediately put him in his place.... ohhhh it drives him absolutely INSANE that he wants to just take you right then and there to shut your smart little mouth up.

He also gets real in the mood watching you at his shows, watching you dance in the crowd, knowing every word to all of his songs. The way your clothes cling to your body as you swing your hips, screaming along, your eyes not moving from joby, YEP, he's hard right there, on stage. Good thing he can wear his guitar down low enough to cover his straining erection.

N- No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Anything that involves truly hurting you. Joby can be into rough sex at times, but, he'd never really cause any real pain to you aside from light stinging from playful spanking, and biting. He's not the type to want to slap you across the face, or choke you until you can't breathe. He just doesn't have it in him, he may look tough, but he could never ever truly hurt you.

O- Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Joby definitely prefers receiving, he loooves when you go down on him, honestly, blowjobs are one of his absolute favorite sex acts. He loves watching you sink onto your knees, as your hands playfully palm him over his tight jeans before you unbuckle his belt and begin to suck on his cock. He loves grabbing fistfuls of your hair, and pushing you down onto him, controlling your pace. You just feel so good with your mouth wrapped around him, he can't ever get enough.

He has no problem giving though, it is such an ego boost having you squirm around while he digs his fingertips into your thighs, desperately trying to keep your legs open as he licks up and down your folds. He's absolutely entranced by the pretty noises you make while he licks and sucks on your cunt. And when you cum on his tongue, ugh, it's over for him, he's obsessed, making you orgasm SO HARD with only his tongue does absolute wonders for his ego, so, he's game to eat you out whenever you want it.

P- Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He fluctuates really! He usually goes at a nice medium pace, bordering between romantic and rough. He likes both, just depends on the mood the two of you are in. After a nice date, he'll probably take his time with you, lots of foreplay and careful touches before hot, sensual sex that lasts for what feels like hours on end. Or, the two of you will get home from a show and he's bending you over the kitchen counter the moment you walk through the door, pulling your panties down and fucking you right then and there because you just looked oh so sexy singing along to every word of his songs that he really just cannot help himself.

Q- Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Loves quickies! A quick fuck before a show, maybe right after you wake up before work, fucking you before your dinner reservations that you're already late for because he just cannot get over the way you look. Obviously he loves taking his time with you and he couldn't survive solely on quickies but they get the job done, and honestly, he thinks they're really hot.

R- Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

For the most part, yes. If you're ever like, "hey can we try x,y,z" he's probably game. He's not the kinkiest guy but he's definitely not vanilla either, it just depends! He's not gonna want to do anything too taboo though, I kind of feel like he gets grossed out a tad easily.

S- Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Joby is by no means old, he's only, what? In his late 20s? So his stamina is pretty good. Maybe two-three rounds, definitely not as long as when he was 20/21 but he's obviously still got it. I'd just say he doesn't last as long as he used to be he doesn't take care of himself very well and he smokes which causes him to lose his breath a bit easier!

T- Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Joby himself does not own any toys, but if you own any, he's decently game to use them on you. I can't really see him fucking you with a dildo or anything, but teasing you with gently pressing a vibrator to your clit... yeah, he could be into that for sure ;)

U- Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Oh, come on, look at him, he LOOOOVES to tease. Getting you all worked up is his absolute specialty. Not the type at all to leave you high and dry, he'll always finish what he started, but he just loves watching you get all flustered and squirmy. Watching you blush and wiggle around underneath his grasp just makes him so <333

V- Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He's not super loud, and his noises are definitely in the lower range, no high-pitched yelps or anything. But he'll grunt and groan into your neck while he's fucking you, and let out deep, loud sighs when you sink your mouth down around his cock.

W- Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

This is a bit of a silly headcanon, but it's still within the whole nsfw realm, but this man, TOTALLY has a thing for nipple piercings. He wants to get them for himself, but he's a little chicken cause he's heard they hurt like a bitch. But, if his partner has them, holy hell, he's fucking obsessed he thinks they're so fucking hot. He likes to feel the cool metal between his teeth or on his tongue while he nips at your breasts. Sometimes he'll play with the piercings just to tease you (after they're fully healed of course, he'll stay away when they're in the healing process he KNOWS how much healing body mods hurt)

And he just loves the way they look <33 when the little metal bars poke out through your shirt when you're not wearing a bra, or when your tits are just out bare, it drives him insane.

X- X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Okay, he doesn't have like a horse cock or anything but he's not small either. Somewhere between 5 and 6 inches hard, but not super thick. More of a shower than a grower tbh, his size doesn't change too drastically when he's hard and maybe a slight curve to the left but just barely.

Y- Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Absolutely insane, the two of you definitely are fucking once a day, at least. He's a rockstar (even if he is a little washed up), so being horny is just IN his DNA. He might be a little annoying at times with how horny he is, but, never to a point where you feel uncomfortable or forced. You love fucking him anyways, so it's not too much of a problem.

Z- Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

If you are fucking after a show, nearly immediately. He will be SOOO exhausted. But normally, if it's at night, maybe 45 minutes to an hour afterward he'll be fast asleep. Sex doesn't drain him too too much, but, he can't deny, he loves his sleep, and what's better than a good night's sleep after having some bomb sex?

a/n: okay! omg! my first time ever writing an nsfw alphabet so i hope i did alright <3 and i hope you enjoyed my personal projections for Joby <33

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i made it to the end of chapter 13!! thought this would be a good place to send in an ask, since masumi had his whole deal and the play script was finally revealed! going chronologically as always ^^

wasn't sure as to why ch 6 would be called mr.cellophane and then the moment tsuzuru got frustrated with how he couldn't get a handle on chikage it clicked for me immediately like ohhhh!! like that song chikage purposefully sort of tries to make himself have a bit of mild indistinct atmosphere... that sort of wanting to fade into the background is definitely something new for tsuzuru, since I don't think anyone else in mankai company is like that. i was cheering tsuzuru on for his writer's block but also thinking to myself "man... i haven't written in while" ahah... i felt guilty which is why i'm pausing at chapter 13 instead of going further... i'll be using that time to write a bit. thinking back on the previous chapters, chikage says he's a big fan of spicy stuff but he doesn't even talk to izumi seriously about curry!! she asks him about his favorite spices and he lies about eating the ultimate curry. i mean i figured he'd be shifty because no way would they do the chika-usa reveal so early (side note: i figured the bunny thing was like! i just saw chikage with bunny ears for the year of the rabbit promo a3 is doing rn haha) but like even with just that he really doesn't say much about his interests or anything.

speaking of chikage and izumi, when masumi left them alone and everyone commented how weird that was, i scribbled down in my notes: "did chikage come up to him and be like. I don’t like women. I’m gay." mostly as a joke so to THEN get confronted with the line "don’t touch me. I don’t like women, and I don’t want one touching me. got it?” i. i. well i was pretty on the nose there huh. that scene did NOT go how i thought it would go, though, i was 100% expecting izumi to get pinned to the wall like how it went with hisoka, not for chikage to be startled! i love how chikage's voice did its classic like octave drop (i know it's probably not an actual octave, i can't hear pitches personally but it's my way of decribing a dramatic voice shift) when he was like. dont touch me. that was so good. however masumi being like "i don't think you have to worry about that" interests me SO MUCH because it's like. masumi. masumi did chikage come up to you and tell you this? did u try to intimidate him first and then he said that to you? did u just vibe check him immediately? who knows.

the moment ch 7's title read "thicker than water" i IMMEDIATELY was like "oh! oh! it's masumi's parents" i was... mostly right, in that i'd imagined they were calling him because they decided to stop being neglectful for .2 seconds and wanted their son OUT of that theatre troupe, but... that wasn't the exact case, since first of all, the calls masumi had been declining were not his parents but rather his father's secretary, which is like, even sadder, because its like. oh. that guy can't even be bothered to call himself for something so important? I'm glad that masumi let izumi stay for that conversation--I think as like, a teenager talking to, yknow, his dad's secretary... that's not really a situation where it's easy to stand up for yourself. it's good to have someone in your corner, which izumi fiercely and fully is! i thought it was a nice detail how nonchalant masumi was about his parent's divorce. like. yeah. he probably saw it coming. when suga went "you are still a minor. mr.usui is concerned about you living alone without a parental figure for so long." i was ready to stab him though. like oH YOU JUST REALIZED? WOW. and the way he just absolutely steamrolls over everything izumi says it's really like. wow fuck you. i loved how all of spring troupe (sans chikage) leapt out to defend him though. i thought that was so sweet. sakuya especially!!! being able to say out loud like. even if that is masumis dad that’s a horrible way to treat your son! yes! acknowledge it!! now turn that to yourself! like sakuya has had such... uncaring guardians over the years that i imagine this in particular would be pretty tough for him to see happen.

i really liked masumi and izumi's conversation about the whole thing later like. it kind of puts the whole "wow masumi's such a cool and popular high schooler!" thing in context like oh his family is... wealthy but also masumi wants to be like a good kid. so he'll do his best to get good grades and do well at sports... which i imagine inevitably puts him in the unwanted limelight. it was also pretty chillign to see masumi, who i thnk of as... kind of brat? refusing to even fully vocalize what he wants because he's so used to being like. i need to listen to my parents. wow. he and sakuya should really sit down and talk about what being a "good kid" even means. bc all he needs to do is listen to his parents… and the way the voice progresses from calm and level to breaking a little to getting fully emotional? so well done. tried to inject a little levity in the situation by reminding myself the same VA voices ramuda but it didn't work lol. i really liked how here it was clear that this whole situation for him was about EVERYONE like his line of “if I fight back, it might come around to hurt the mankai company” is very telling like. ah. it's about theatre. it's about every single person in here.

i cheered when tsumugi showed up!! i was just thinking to myself like “no WONDER masumi was telling tsumugi his grandma was the only person he liked” and the bam! tsumugi here to try and track down hatsue. so good of him and once again… if people hadn’t gone through that event how would’ve that been? speaking of hatsue, she was so sweet… she was just like. So happy to hear about masumi, and then gave the entire found family argument i was just WAITING for someone to make, which was very nice. not to crib from the nocturnality quote again, but I really felt like I was seeing the development of “the spring troupe is like a family” (nocturnality) to “the spring troupe IS a family” (here). that was so good. and then literally how the whole of mankai company chases masumi to the airport! even chikage, though he declines at first…

i realize why they never bring it up but i think it’s so fun that they’ve got Famous Actor tenma sumeragi just like, frantically running around the airport with just 2 15 and 20 year olds??? it was nice to see masumi get so emotional after izumi declares that they’re all family, though! I was so happy! and again the voice acting in this scene is so good… it really sells everything more than any of the sprite expressions. I think it’s absolutely crazy we didn’t get a single cg for ANYTHING in this whole week of masumi almost leaving. and hatsue showing up to save the day was nice. the music there too! so dramatic and so fun. i’m glad masumi and his dad got to talk, but personally i’m still pissed off at him for… everything. but i hope those two work things out nonetheless. it does make me wonder how masumi’s mother factors into everything, though…? like even pre-divorce she just seems like a total Non-Existence in masumi’s life. hatsue is related to masumi by his dad, too… i think it would’ve been nice to see something on that other side.

um, and then… and then… *longsuffering sigh* i liked this entire arc so much when i was reading through the chapters, for sure. i think it was very good at showing that masumi cared for like, more than just izumi, even though izumi definitely centered a lot in it. I think it was a very good depiction of like, a kid putting on a brave face and trying to protect the people he loves, with masumi leaving early but still like, promising that he’ll come back and everything. but like, the moment everything’s solved, he immediately is like “i can’t believe you proposed!” to izumi which not only is blatantly misunderstanding izumi’s feelings but also very like… it felt almost mean-spirited to me? like… we just made this huge deal of like. oh masumi this is your family. and izumi even says like. that she wants to take care of him as his guardian? and it felt almost like he was deliberately stepping over like her actual. sincere and important feelings. and then the way like. he immediately made her uncomfortable and then sakyo had to like run into the scene and put a stop to it? that made me so mad. like yeah. sakyo is right. get a hold of yourself. i understand that masumi likes izumi, but whenever he’s forceful about it’s so… it really left a sour taste in my mouth! like i loved seeing him be like yeah i fed tsuzuru protein bars bc he wasn’t eating properly since its like oh good. he’s really acknowledging tsuzuru as family, too, but then i kept thinking back to that scene and getting mad, because it wasn’t a scene that was funny OR sweet it was just weird! and bad! I’m still broken up about it because i really wanted to like, yknow… like masumi more. and i did for so much of this! and then it was really just like… yeah.

sigh. onwards to chikage earning his villain lines. i do like how his voice sounds here—it’s lower but more pleasant, striking a nice mix between the two extremes we’ve seen so far. I was just but wow, the “I was just thinking about how to tear up your precious little family” that’s really… a line. I’d tell chikage to reexamine what he was saying only it’s like. “The Organization thinks you’re dead, you know. Now what would happen to this theatre troupe of yours if I told them that you survived by betraying us?” considering he’s part of this shady as hell evil Organization… i do not think he minds if he sounds a little evil. and the DISTRESS conveyed in the … lines that make up hisoka’s response! but hisoka… literally why have u not spoken to anyone about this. what the fuck. I love seeing the little flashbacks, but i wonder if hisoka is seeing them too? like, is he regaining his memory in pieces? speaking of, that newest flashback… i’m pretty sure the guy who’s being all nitpicky is april, and i love that even back then, marshmallows and hisoka sleeping and going off alone was a theme even pre-amnesia. august mentioning testing a serum he created, though… creepy. what a shady place these three work for. the flash forward to the moon and then the feeling of what i assume was august’s dying body in hisoka’s arms… that got me. I can’t wait to know the full story of that, especially since the idea of “betrayal” is something that can be interpreted very differently for different people.

despite hisoka Saying Nothing, it was good to see that winter checked up on him! homare knowing the rate at which hisoka eats marshmallows… it’s so funny to be that he thinks sooo hard about cost efficiency for this One Thing but as far as i can tell, he does not apply this financial prowess to any other aspect of his life. still it’s lovely that winter all felt comfortable enough to check in with hisoka! it’s easy to see they’ve gotten closer. i wonder if they’d have gotten anywhere if tsuzuru hadn’t came in yelling his frustrations with writer’s block, but honestly… what a mood. time for chikage interview, part 2!

the idea of having a relaxed cafe atmosphere made me really hesitant going into this scene, because in my head i was like. ah. this is giving chikage details on tsuzuru, not the other way around… which really shows my personality haha. if someone like chikage tried to talk to me i’d be like. is this an interrogation? and then pick every answer wayyy too carefully. i had my arms crossed this whole scene like. he better not use ANY of this information for evil. don’t u dare touch the minagi family. but it’s like… wow. he knows tsuzuru’s family situation and he knows masumi’s whole deal and he’s learning how itaru is outside of work… though that one’s a little weird. when they grab chikage during the masumi debacle, he says he had to work through the night, but every time the situation of him rooming with itaru is brought up, things feel… weird. i have to wonder if chikage is… actually living in the dorms? because like, an itaru who uses casual gamer slang is one thing, but the itaru in his gamer pad is a whole other deal. I imagine it’s very nerve-wracking to have someone from work see that (and again. information chikage could use for evil). still, i do hope they work things out, since it seems like itaru’s being a little distant? chikage’s sibling answer was really interesting, though. he asks why tsuzuru needs to look after other troupe members like family, and then mentions that tsuzuru reminds him of someone he knows who got betrayed. and like, even though he spins this whole totally fake tale about this police officer uncle, when he said he had two siblings, he probably meant december and august, right? and august was probably who tsuzuru actually reminded him of. and he says, “the only thing to be found in truth is weakness” when tsuzuru asks him why he likes lying so much, which is not a line that you just… make up, out of nowhere. it was so lovely to see tsuzuru catch chikage’s expression faltering though… like, he started describing it as like “dark” and “like a bottomless pit” and that was the moment I knew he’d be alright… if he starts being able to describe chikage with fancy prose there’s really no way he won’t be able to write a play centered on him. and that’s what he does!

on to everyone’s reactions to the play, firstly i was glad omi made tsuzuru post-fainting food, but secondly i think it’s so funny that chikage has committed to this milquetoast, pleasant person bit so hard that he like. Fundamentally cannot complain about the role he’s been given. i’m just saying, “heroic” or “ordinary person” this is not, which were his two wishy washy suggestions. i do also think it’s cute that sakuya approached chikage so they can do a coin toss every day to like, improve their communication and stuff! but back to the play. Since ch 13 ended here i took a break to 1) listen to the spring troupe (sans chikage) theme songs i hadn’t heard. they were all nice but i very much appreciated gamer’s high simply for all the videogame noises and stuff they added to the instrumental. I thought it was a really effective way to make you feel like. ah. this is itaru. and the harugumi song was so charming!

and 2) i watched the play! like i said i think it’s fun that chikage cannot really complain that tsuzuru was like “I’ll write a play based off of you” and chikage was like “okay!” so tsuzuru went and then was like “this is a play about a HUGE LIAR.” and then the point of the play (at least, as i read it) is “the issue is not that this guy is a HUGE LIAR. the issue is that he is a COWARD who refuses to MAKE FRIENDS” like wow tsuzuru. i think you’re so correct to do it but it’s also so funny that you do. I thought it was interesting that the wicked wizard of the west wasn’t weak to water, here! since the rain oz brought down didn’t melt them immediately. I was really expecting oz to accidentally defeat him that way… but what we got is more interesting, i think. I think the story itself is pretty straightforward so i don’t have too much analysis to make, but knowing that the plays often parallel the real-life a3 events, i’m rather intrigued by the final parts of the play. like i said before, i think the main issue here is not that oz is a liar, but that he specifically wants to abandon the people around him! like the way he almost makes his escape and leaves rick magicless against the wizard of the west. using his blessings, he’s able to trick the wizard into believing he’s more powerful than he is… which is good! it’s good for the city. that kind of trickery is useful, as was that initial trickery to bring piece. reminds me of mp100 reigen haha… anyways. even when oz shows rick his head contraption, rick still believes it’s magic. and i think that is kind of a magic! it takes quite a bit of effort and ingenuity to run a scam like that… it’s a talent. and considering rick keeps doing it even with oz gone, i assume he believes in that. like, i also think that oz should also be more honest, especially emotionally… but being up to some trickery is still fine! and i feel like that’s actually not the biggest issue at first. what with the establishment of this coin toss trick, and sakuya being the first one to fall in a battle, and tsuzuru thinking of rick as sakuya specifically, i have to believe that as chikage and sakuya do that coin toss game, there’s going to be a point where sakuya gets it correct after all—just like that one time rick realizes that oz is lying. and then they’ll force chikage/oz into emotional honesty, hopefully? chikage seems to me like someone who’s not really going to stick around with this troupe, or stick around anywhere considering his work for this Organization… in the same vein, oz has to leave because he has unfinished business back home, which i imagine you could neatly say “in the real world, that unfinished business is this Organization thing” since i doubt it’s the kind of place where they just let you leave it. i do think that if anyone could get through chikage, it’d be sakuya, so I’m rather excited to see how their dynamic develops, and if I get anything right about how they might mirror the play!

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omg i didn't even know that song, that's pretty cool. And yeah that sure is new for Tsuzuru there, everyone at Mankai is sort of colorful in their own way. Itaru perhaps used to want to disappear in the background, even before Tsuzuru wrote his script, but at least he was already a secondary character here and well. it didn't last very long. Everyone else is still so distinct. Tsuzuru is just "wtf this company is full of weirdos, where is YOUR weirdo status.". AND HELPP it adds to my theory that when we relate to a chara in a3 we get forced to do self improvement out of relating too hard. good luck wiht your own writer block champion o7 (DLKFJDLF yeah Chikage is associated to bunny everytime so it's his year. Beautiful really). but yeah, he's def dodging things. I think he's too much here to destroy Hisoka's life that he's just, keeping distance with everyone even those he could get along with.

But yeah then there's The Scene. But yeah, man. Chikage sure has. Stuff in his mind huh. But also, i feel you on his voice, i fucking love the voice acting so much (and that's how Wataru Hatano became one of my fav VA so quickly). He's just sooo fucking good at the way he plays with his voice. (rip moment to have to remind you he also voices Shaiapouf in hxh. Unfortunate. But the guy sure has the Range:tm:) But yeah Masumi not being once threatened by Chikage is pretty funny. Caught the vibes:tm:.

Hoping Massu's parents to stop being neglectful and for what. for more batlant emotional neglect. It's so fucked up sobs. But yes, Izumi is so good during that scene and she really helps with Masumi's situation a lot zt least. "you are still a minor. mr.usui is concerned about you living alone without a parental figure for so long." LITERALLY LIKE. OH YOU'RE REALIZING IT NOW. Masumi has been with us for ONE FULL YEAR, what do you tHINK was happening for ONE FULL YEAR for you to worry now!! wow!!!. But yes it's so good all of Spring leaped in his defense it's adorable, esp Sakuya. They really see each other as family at this point and they see one of their own getting neglected this horribly and they're just. wow! not on our watch! And yeah god Sakuya. Seeing how it's unfair when others are treated that way but not applying it to himself. But yeah esp with how Sakuya sees himself as an older brother to Masumi this must have sting so much. The realization they're even more alike, and that their family really gave up on them. it sucks so bad :(.

but yeah the whole stuff this whole bit implies about Masumi is really oof, heavy. Kind of justify Masumi being such a brat since he isolated himself this much due to how well. His father was just sueing kids who would be a little "rough" with him. How do you develop healthy relationship with people when just the unavoidable fact of being accidentally hurt by someone is something you can't afford? Tenma is also an isolated neglected kid who's parents are always afar and has to be half raised by a guy linked to professional work. And himself was a brat and a bit emotionally stunned and could only grow when his troupe, especially Yuki, was in position to call him out and bruise his ego. Masumi meanwhile can't even let people this close. If they "hurt" him, even if it's for a good cause, his parents can attack back. It brings him in a position of self isolation right at the time he needs to interreact with others people in order to grow, and it's stunning him into this sort of bratiness. and i suppose it goes double for people he might end up caring about that ends up in danger for any accident that could happen, which would justify why despite clearly caring more about Spring after the first storyarc, he still keeps his distances re: esp Sakuya. Meanwhile i think it also justify his crush on Izumi. Because she's a responsible adult in a way, she'd be less prone to accidentally cause a situation that would push Masumi away, and meanwhile as an adult she can protect herself from his parents's action more than anyone else. Add to that how he was charmed by her acting and the fact he never had a proper emotional support to tell him the right or wrong way to approach someone (and like, i'm not saying all music is to blame but a lot of songs can have for text more passionate display of love that could really skew with his perception of things). Not that i justify it bc i still hate this crush but at least it makes me think it comes from an understandable place. But yeah i agree with you, it'd be nice him and Sakuya discusses the pressure of being a good kid for people who are just neglecting them. and yeah Masumi's voice acting is just, so so good. Shirai Yusuke really does a fantastic job with it. And meanwhile yeah Masumi cares for the whole theater!!! he doesn't show it as much but he cares so much!!!!!

AND YEAH TSUMUGI OUR HERO!!! No wonder in the recent webcomics about Tsumugi's bday you see Masumi wanting to do good by him now, you can see how much Tsumugi was a good influence on that kid. And talk about having an adult that listens to you and remembers about you enough to help you out. Tsumugi full blown MVP. AND YEAH for people who hadn't read this event it's just. it would be so random!! like, we kinda knew before the event that they had their love for their grandma in common because it's the name of their relationship in the Coin Talk (Grandma's boys) and i think they have a link skill for it, so some players who haven't played the events may be vaguely aware of it. One of my friend was in this situation, she read all the events except the one Masumi and Tsumugi discuss their grandma bc it was the only event she wasn't there to grind, and when she reached this chap she was a bit confused that it was acknowledged in the story while it was only mentioned in passing so far, and i had to mention it was in the event she didn't read that it was told. Anyway Hatsue was really so good!!! we stan a grandma that's willing to call out her son when things hit the fan. She really cares a lot about Masumi and understands a found family is just as valid and it's SO sweet. And YEAH WHOLE OF MANKAI CHASING AFTER HIM IS SO SWEET.

AND YEAH LMAOO. Tenma, famous guy, probably reliving a drama he played in before chasing someone in the airport. Beautiful. It's so nice to see Masumi truly get properly emotional about all of it. It could have been a good time for a CG yeah sobs. I feel like a3 kinda has this trope of, a father being neglectful and controlling to a really insulting level but then they discuss with their sons and communication save the day, but we're still left with the bitter taste in our mouth of just how fucked up the whole thing was LMAO. Like with Tenma for example. It sucks because on a narrative level i would really love the fathers to get a much harder treatment, but on a realistic level i understand that they want to show that things can work out eventually. Cool conclusion still mad at those guys! yeah i don't really recall hearing about Masumi's mom so it's a good question.

and yeaaaah here's we're back to Masumi being annoying sobs. This arc was genuinely so good and it did such a good work on making me care for Masumi, and it gave me a lot of insight into his personality that i can still use more to think of him in a more depth way, but then they go back to the obsession and he is just so. Out of touch. Like on one hand i see it, like i said, the guy has no proper way to judge how a normal relationship is like and all, but god just because it makes sense doesn't mean it's tiring as fuck, especially in the way it undercut the very emotional scene of the whole of Mankai being here for him only to bring back the attention on his crush. I totally feel you on the reading of how mean spirited it is. Esp with saying all that while all of Mankai is watching like, bro. Bro they're all. there for you. It's really frustrating and i fault the writing still on wanting just to keep Masumi in the archetype they first established for him (the sort of yandere boyfriend type) without taking into account the organical development they got for him. Like, they know they can do more with him. They did it the whole chapter so far. But then suddenly even if he evolves on his issues he has to return to the statusquo of his "appeal" toward fan and it clashes with the narrative build up. It's really tragic. At least Sakyo is here to calm things down, in Sakyo we trust. Masumi caring more for his troupe is really sweet to see yeah, and personally i want to focus on those bits, but i'm with you on how when Masumi goes out of line with Izumi it makes it so sour it's hard to get back to the rest of his characterization. Masumi is often such a wasted opportunity and it really stings even more when you see just how good it could be if they focused on the others aspects they put on his character.

Anyway let's talk about characters who are evil on purpose at least: CHIKAGEEEE. It's such a line, the guy really is dedicated in being the villain it's truly chilling. I def think he's sounding evil on purpose because he WANTs to distress Hisoka, he WANTS Hisoka to face the hurt he has done, and he wants to hurt him as much as Chikage was hurt. It's unfair, especially considering WE know what Chikage believes from Hisoka is unlikely to be true (we know Hisoka doesn't remember, Chikage still refuses to accept it. And we believe Hisoka has survivor guilt, not that he definitely had a hand in the killing. And we know that Hisoka losing his memories is the main reason he "ran away", even if we don't know if he lost his memories before or after he had reasons to run off). But i would definitely think Chikage isn't thinking fairly or anything. He had one year to let his feelings fester and he probably just is only thinking through the scope of his own hurt at this point. But Hisoka getting distressed really broke my heart. Like i'm seeing more to Chikage's behavior now (without even having to take spoilers into accounts), but when i first read it i was yelling the whole time insulting Chikage because how fucking dare he make my angel this distressed. He did nothing wrong! even if he killed people! he's my meow meow! i think Hisoka, despite telling his whole troupe that they can rely on each other, doesn't know still how to reach out to them now that real distress came his way. And i would assume that the guilt of his possible crime makes him unable to think clearly, as in, perhaps he deserves this punishment? He doesn't know, he doesn't remember. In my opinion the flashbacks we're getting are stuff Hisoka does remember so pieces are starting to form in his mind that he knew April, he knew the August he talked about, and he knows he stood over August's dead body. I think it makes it harder for Hisoka to not believe Chikage when Chikage accuses him of crime, and to believe he must have hurt Chikage despite the two of them being seemingly close (even if Chikage was a twat in the flashbacks lmao). And therefore it makes it harder for him to face the logical situation when his emotions tells him "you hurt the man in front of you with the crimes you went in denial about and comfortably are trying to forget as if those crimes would disappear just because of it". And it would lead him to believe he deserves a punishment and makes it harder to come clean about all of this. Not to mention it would mean explaining his involvement and he has all the reasons to not want to disclose all of this just yet.

BUT YES WINTER IS LOVE WINTER IS CARE WE LOVE WINTER IN THIS HOUSE. The fact Homare could figure out something was wrong with just this metric means the world to me. It's only the Taking Care of Hisoka's concern measure, nothing else. They've really got really close. All of Winter is really doing a lot more work in trying to connect with one another in a way they wouldn't have back in the first chapter. (insert: how do people who haven't read MMMBM&Nocturnaltiy know!!). They're really doing so so good i love them so much.

back to Chikage and oooooo boy. AND YEAH MAN Chikage really manages to fish more on Tsuzuru with all of this it's so creepy. Tsuzuru is so trusting and all. I'm not going to say anything but yeah the whole situation sure is weird. It's sure nerveswracking though yea Love how so far it's all just "Chikage could be evil there" while it's true. little evil little man. Chikage's answer tho IS really interesting. I do feel like it's the typical "Liar lies so much that he can slip a bit of the truth under layers of untruth". If Tsuzuru is like August, then Chikage must have a soft spot to him even if he's still keeping his distances. Many thoughts but yeah, eventually it'll protect Tsuzuru a bit. His justifications about his lying is just so. muah. Chief kiss. We can still find your weaknesses in your lies tho <3 but i LOVE how Tsuzuru finally clicked on something like. Chikage tried to turn the whole thing into a psychological warfare against Tsuzuru and finding out his weaknesses and Tsuzuru really just turned it around like "weak point noticed, writer powers ON.". It's so funny to me. Can't escape your therapy Chikage, Tsuzuru is already on it!!!

I love how by now people learn to take care of Tsuzuru post script writing. It becomes so usual at this point all they can do is lessen the backlash. There's something so homie about it. homie, omi, it fits. AND HELPPP. Chikage really is in a weird situation isn't he. He tried so hard to play on a role of nice and pleasant and Tsuzuru really just destroyed him with "anyway mister Liar, here's how i see your therapy go." Sakuya is adorable though yes. He's really trying so hard despite chikage having built so many walls.

and then there's the rest okay

The songs are all very nice yess!!! I'm growing more and more found of Tsuzuru's song these days, and Masumi's song is really nice but i hate the lyrics so rip. But Gamer High is truly another level ti's really fun, this is so Itaru. The Harugumi song is soo charming yes! (you'll be able to listen to Chikage's first solo by the end of Awakening Moon at least ;D)

and the play!! it was such a nice play!!! I love Tsuzuru's subtle roasts. Chikage really tried to be normal and Tsuzuru is just anyway here's how i'm going to fix him 4k 2hours, let's G- It's really so funny i respect Tsuzuru so much. I think the play we get is really so interesting in the end yeah. The play is straightforward and fun, and for the analysis, i can't really comment on it since yaknow, more to come, but i really like your thoughts there. "reminds me of Reigen" NOW THAT'S A COMMENT. But yeah the play is really interesting and it's fun to see how it might reflect with the Spring Troupe for real :3c can't wait until you reach it all

Once again, thank you SOOO much for the long comment!! i love reading through your thoughts!! good luck with your writer block and i'm looking forward to see you again eheh :3c

[jemmo]

read your tags under the pran gifset where he almost confesses, and i wanna say both times i had watched it and after that as well, i thought it was too insincere so i said "no pran no", but yea it makes more sense now. i still think pat did good by not letting him finish bc he deserves a better confession than that, but from prans side of things, he was at that point, he Was ready.

from a script perspective, i think they're either aiming at a late, private, and charged confession or an explosive, public, emotional one. and idk which one I'd like more tbh 🥲

(or they'll just shout it out onto the sea like in the end credit, and I'll be a clown.)

thank u sm for reading my tags bc this was literally one of my fave parts of the ep just bc of how interesting the whole conversation is. i still need to write a long ass post breaking down all the parts of it bc i have A LOT a lot to say.

but as for when a 'confession' will be, i dont know if im in a minority with this but i dont really need it?? like yeah would it be nice ofc, and there are some things that make me think it would be good for the characters and progression. pran has always had to love so silently and wordlessly that ofc i'd love to see him finally claim his voice no matter the form, being a whispered, quiet confession just for pat's ears or a proclamation to the world. and i could argue for both, bc its in pran's nature to not be loud, and so i think a quiet, private confession just to pat, in a situation that had no pressure or expectations, thats casual and fun, almost like he's saying it as a throwaway line, like he says it before he catches himself, i think that would be lovely, bc it would speak volumes for how truly safe and comfortable and free he is around pat that he voices his feelings without thinking twice about it, that would be great progression.

but equally great progression would be a loud confession, in front of people, a statement, a claim. bc the time skip has really made it so a lot of unseen character progression couldve occurred. and i think we see it both through pran at uni, the way he steps up and handles the play and talks to the guy that isnt pulling his weight. and also with pat, how he's developed confidence to instigate a lot of their flirting as well as take it further where pat wont. i dont think pre time skip pran would have the confidence to do those things. so a public confession, if hes ready for it, i feel like is possible. the only thing i dont want is for a first confession to come at a time when people are arguing. like yes it would be dramatic if the families were arguing and pran said enough im saying it im in love with pat. and yes ofc pat would appreciate that kind of commitment and dedication to him. but for the same reason that i didnt want a confession during this rooftop scene, i wouldnt want a confession like that either. bc its forced. it says to pat im only willing to confess my feelings when under pressure, when forced to, when theres no other option. i want a confession to be pran's free choice that he makes, not a heat of the moment choice he's forced to make. in that situation its too much of pran having to choose between pat and his family, and thats a situation i dont think pat ever wants to put pran in.

as for pat, who has to dig through the layers of meaning and implications in everything pran does and says, i think he'd like and appreciate a clean and bold statement. just a simple i like you. but equally, i think he doesnt need or expect one. like i dont think he thinks he deserves or is entitled to a confession, which is one f=of the many reasons i think the bet ended like it did. bc as much as he'd like to hear the words, he also understands pran. he understands him so wholly and completely. and unless it was pran's free choice to confess, i dont think pat wants to hear it. bc as much as he'd want it, he doesnt need it. his understanding makes it so that he can hear those words through everything else pran does and says. its in his smile that lights up whenever he sees pran, its in the joy he radiates whenever he gets to do something for pat and whenever pat does something for him, its in his eyes that just cant lie, his eyes that scream i love you louder than any voice could.

so if we dont get a confession, i wont be mad. bc id much rather watch a relationship where love flows out of every word and action two people say than a relationship where they say i love you but dont show it. for them, i think a confession is an addition, not a necessity, and it holds equal weight to all the other ways they convey their love.

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Go Go Nekoma! Push it, Push it Nekoma! Coaches Chemisty (pt.3 smut)

⚠️THIS FIC IS 18+ NSFW, MINORS DNI ⚠️

Warnings: Swearing, male and female oral sex, switch Naoi, switch reader, slight breeding kink, various sex positions, fluff

Word count: 6000+ (split into 3 parts)

The following day you arrive at work bring and early to begin orders. Bella comes in the back as your are finishing up a bouquet for a man whose going to propose to his girlfriend.

"Y/N! Sweetheart we got an emergency order from a gentleman. He needs a gorgeous apology bouquet asap! He says to make it from any flowers of our choice so I suggested leaving it up to you and he agreed" Bella smiled "oh and it needs to be delivered!"

"Oh ok" you say as you finish the bow on your current bouquet "I can drop it off on my way home tonight."

"Thank you dear. I think the address is surprisingly close to your home" Bella smirks as she walks from the back.

You wouldn't suspect a thing Bella thinks to herself as she fills out the card the boys had talked to her earlier about. She was a bit surprised when the entire Nekoma volleyball team turned up outside her shop that morning. The boys explained the situation and Bella immediately knew of the man they spoke. You had mentioned him several times and Bella knew you were hung up on him after your break up. From the sounds of it, so was the man in question. She agreed to the boys idea, even offering to pay for the bouquet.

"Oh ma'am really we can't" Kai says as he puts his hands up.

"Listen here boys. This is true love we are talking about!" She dictates as the boys eyes widen.

"You boys are doing a great service to your coach and Y/N! Remember this when you find your future spouses. Never settle" she speaks as the boys nod thanking her.

You pack up the bouquet you had made for the customer. It was a gorgeous large bouquet with your favorite flowers. It was honestly the most gorgeous bouquet you'd made in a long time. You stuck the card in the bouquet heading out. Bella was closing down the shop today as usually Fridays were bank days. So you packed up and headed out.

You arrived at the apartment building, being let in by a nice older lady. She directed you to the apartment as you prepared to knock.

"Who is it" a deep voice from inside chimed.

"Bellas floral with a delivery sir" you say adjusting your grip on the flowers, making sure they were perfect.

The door opened as you continued to check to flowers.

"Oh hello sir. Here is you-" you say suddenly stopping.

The man in front of you staring at you as your eyes grew wider by the moment.

It was Manabu.

"Y/N?" He stuttered.

"Manabu? I'm so sorry I didn't know you lived here. I was just dropping off this bouquet" you said unable to look away from the man in front of you.

He had gotten taller. Well over 6ft at this point. He looked good, so so good!

"I'm sorry you must have the wrong address Y/N I didn't order flowers" he says as he continues to stare at you.

Fuck you were gorgeous. More gorgeous gorgeous he remembered. Your hair was longer and your body was fuller. You looked spectacular!

"Let me check again" you say looking at the address.

Isn't this "1345 W. Lane apt 405?" You say.

Shit that is me he things unable to form words.

"Yeah that's me. Let me check the card" he says as he awkwardly grabs in the bouquet, gently brushing your fingers. You blush as he opens the card

"Good luck coach"

Are you fucking kidding me?

He laughes awkwardly "Well it looks like we've been played" he says showing you the card.

Your eyes widen as you can help but laugh.

"I should have known those boys were up to something when they left in a hurry the other night. And Bella was acting strange all morning" you think.

This must have been a set up.

"Umm well this is awkward. I'm really sorry for disturbing you Manabu. It was really nice to see you again" you smile, still holding the flowers as you begin to take your leave.

"Wait Y/N! Please won't you come in? I feel bad my team made you walk all the way here to do this" he says as he rubs the back of ymhis head.

"Oh its really no problem" you say "they really are sweet boys."

Naoi laughs "not sure I'd describe them as 'sweet'. More like pains in the asses." You smile as you laugh.

"Please come in Y/N" he says stepping out, holding the door for for.

You smile "ok" as you enter removing your shoes.

"Here let me take those for you" Naoi says as he grabs the flowers from your hands placing them in a glass.

"Your favorites i see" he says as he fills the vase.

You look up "you remember?"

"I couldn't forgot Y/N. I went every other week to get you fresh ones. I knew how much you loved them" he says as you look down smiling softly.

He places his hand on your lower back as he guides you into the living room the sit in the coach.

His apartment is cozy and neat. Very much "Manabu" you think to yourself.

You sit an awkward silence for a minute before you both begin to speak.

"You-" You say

"I-" Manabu speaks

You both laugh as you look away from each other. You look back into his gorgeous dark eyes.

"You first Y/N" he says as he gestures for you to speak

"Listen Manabu, I understand why you broke up with me all those years ago. We were just starting college and things were going to change. It probably was for the best anyways" you say as you trail off "I just wanted to let you know I don't any hard feelings towards you."

Manabu stares at you and sighs. He reaches for your hand as he lightly strokes it.

"Y/N, I was wrong. All those years ago, I was wrong" he speaks almost whispering as not to start crying.

"W-what" you say as you fail to understand what he's say.

"Y/N- listen, I was so stupid back then. I was scared. You are the literal love of my life and I was scared of that. You were my first for everything and I love you so much. I broke up with you because I was afraid I wasn't good enough for you. You got into such an amazing school and I couldn't dream of interfering with that. I wanted you to be happy and I stupidly thought letting you go would make you happy. Turns out making you happy made me miserable" he sighs

"You-" you start to speak only to be cut off.

"Y/n" he speaks as be begins to grab your hand "I dont expect you to forgive me but I have to be honest with you.

"O-" you start to say again only to be interjected on once more

"And I know you probably have a husband and kids now but I don't think I could go the rest of my life without telling you" he says as you reach your patience limit.

You grab him by his cheeks, pulling him in for a deep kiss. His eyes are wide as your lips meet. He closes them as his arms grasp tightly around your waist. You lick his lips asking for entrance which he gladly grants. You tease his tongue with the tip of yours as you massage each other's inner muscles. You adjust your hands to his neck as you pull him on kissing him harder. Soon you both seperate as his eyes meet yours.

"You love me?" You say sweetly

"I never stopped" he says as he smiles again going in for yet another mind blowing kiss. This time you skip the formalities going straight in. You gently push him back on the couch as you adjust yourself on top of him, straddling his legs. His hands roam your back, waist and to your ass. He lightly squeezes as you squeal a but letting him force his tongue into your mouth. You can feel your core heating up as you start to grind lightly on his crotch.

It feels so good. He gently helps you create friction by pulling you back and forth against him as you start to feel his erection grow. He breaks the kiss as his mouth starts trailing down your neck to your collarbone. You are completely blissed out. You haven't haven't touched like this in so long and it was happening at the hands of the man you loved.

"Mana" you say groaning his name

"Are you ok Angel? We can stop" he says looking concerned

"Oh no we are definitely not stopping" you say as you giggle. He laughs along with you as he continues to assault your neck.

"I just want-wanted to tell you ughhhh that I- I love you too" you smile as he looks up from your neck.

Without warning, he lifts you up from the couch as he carries you to his room tossing you on the bed before turning around and shutting the door.

He proceeds to take his shirt off as you sit up gently on your elbows.

The man has aged like fine wine. Still sculpted and just as pretty as you remember him.

"Like what you see Angel" he smirks as he proceeds to come over to you leaning over you to kiss him.

You take the opportunity to flip him over, straddling him again. You take off your shirt as he lightly grazes your stomach with his fingers.

"Gorgeous" he whispers as you lean down to kiss him. You trail kisses from his neck down to this stomach he groans at the feeling as you move to his belt. You continue to kiss his stomach as you undo his belt. He watches you in amazement.

*God you were still so perfect*

"Baby you don't have to" he looks at you as you start palming his large erextion thought his boxers.

"Oh I know but I want too" you smirk "I need to show you what you've been missing"

He groans deeply as he watches you pull his jogging pants down as well as his boxers.

Fuck he's big! You remember how much pain you were in your first time but he never failed to make you feel amazing.

"Fuck baby please" he says as he watches you. You start to places small kitten licks on the tip of his cock as your hand travels up to pinch and play with his nipple.

"Fuck love you feel so good. God I never forgot how amazing your mouth was" he leans back as he let's out a loud satisfying groan.

You begin to take him down your throat as you practice breathing through your nose. You can feel your core heating up and your panties becoming soaked. You undo you pants as you sneak down to start rubbing your hardened clit.

"Sit on my face baby. Let me make you feel good" he says as he watches your struggling.

You stand up as you begin to strip the remainder of your clothes. You take your bra, pants and panties off as Manabu strokes his hardened cock. You walk up to to top of the bed, slowly climbing on top of Manabu as he situates his face directly below your drenched cunt.

"Fuck baby. Always the wettest girl. So fucking good baby" he groans as he dives into your cunt mouth first. Fuck it felt amazing

"Oh fuck Mana, baby please fuck" you shout as you watch him stroke his cock as his head is being smothered between your thighs.

You lean over to him as you position yourself over his cock and begin to suck. God you feel so good. You can feel your orgasm approaching as he licks and sucks your clit. He slowly massages your slit with two fingers as he gently and easily guides them into your pussy without complications.

He works his two fingers in and out as you feel your core heat up more. You're sucking faster on his large cock , trying to make him feel as good as you do.

Finally you can feel the cord about the snap as you switch to moving your hand up and down his hard cock.

"Fuck baby fuck I'm going to cum" you scream as you live your hand faster up his cock. His hips meeting your fists thrusts.

"Cum on my face baby. Mark me. I could fucking live in this gorgeous pussy" he says with a growl.

"Oh fuck" you both shout as you both lose your composure. You cumming into his mouth as he cums on his stomach and your hand.

You move off of him as you go to lay down.

"Fuck baby that's was amazing but I gotta admit, I need to be inside this pussy" he says as he reaches to the nightstand.

He grabs a condom out as he places it on his still hardened cock. He lines up with your wet hole and begins to slowly guide himself in.

"Shit baby stop clenching! i-im not gonna last" he says as he tries to concentrate on not blowing his second load.

"I'm trying babe but omg you feel so good. I feel so full" you scream as he starts to fuck your tight wet cunt.

He's thrusting fast and heavy as he pushes his full length in your deep cavern.

"Fuck baby you want me to fuck you in your favorite position huh? You still like that don't you baby?" He growls into your neck.

"Only when you do it Mana. You make it feel so good" you cry.

"Fuck baby grab on" he says as he lifts you up. His cock still buried in your pussy as you kiss him deeply. He's squeezing your round ass as he backs you into his bedroom wall.

"That's it baby. You want me to mark this cunt. Shit baby it's like you've been untouched since high school. You're so fuckinng tight" he growls as he thrusts up into you.

"Mana!" You scream "fuck I'm going to cum again."

"Go ahead baby I got you" he says as he continues to thrust up up your soaking pussy at an inhuman speed.

"Oh god!" You screams as you feel the juices roll down your pussy lips and into his thighs.

"Shit baby did you just squirt?" He chokes. He trusts faster into you as his pace quickens. Hes losing control as he feels your pussy clenching on his thick cock.

"Fuck baby, I'm going to cum. You want to make me cum right princess?" He stutters as he begins losing himself in his orgasm.

"Fuck Mana! Please baby. Please fill me up with your cum! I need it so bad baby! Your cock feel so good in my little pussy" you scream

Manabu closes his eyes tightly as he feels himself losing control "Y/N- Y/N fuck I love you! I love you!" He screams as he cums harder than he has in years.

He rests himself against you as his grip on your tightens as he fills the condom full of his seed. He pulls back panting as he smiles, resting his forehead to yours.

"God I fucking love you" he smiles as he closes his eyes.

"I love you too Manabu" you smile as you both come down from your highs.

*1 month later*

"Ok guys! We leave for nationals tomorrow at 8am. Please be on time! We don't need another incident like last time" Manabu says looking at Lev.

"What it wasn't my fault you all left me" he cries as Yaku hits the back of his head.

Everyone laughs as the doors open.

"Ah Y/N so good to see you again" Coach Nekomata smiles as you approach with bento boxes you made for the team.

"Hello Coach Nekomata! It's so good to see you again as well" you smile as you set the boxes down.

"Y/N what is all this?" Manabu says as he walks over to you giving you a hug and a kiss.

"Well I figured you'd need some snacks for the hotel and in between games so I made some bentos for the team!" You smile softly.

"Wow Y/N thank you so much" Kai says as he bows to you.

"I really should be the one thanking you" you smile as you hug Manabu.

"Damn Yaku, Y/N is replacing you as the team mom" Lev laughs as the other side fall silent, waiting for the strong kick that's bound to happen.

Yaku gets up from his seat, walking over to lev. Everyone is expecting him to kick lev into next year.

Instead he just smiles and nods looking over at you and Manabu.

"You're right lev. And I wouldn't want it any other way"

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Everything At Once

Summary: Jake gets overwhelmed and his bf helps him through it

Notes: i ended up going with Zeke for the name of the bf, sorry i asked for help and was given it and didn't use it lol

Warnings: overstimulation, harmful stimming/very minor self harm, swearing

Pairing: Jake Kiszka x Male OC

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Josh gets home from the store at around 1 pm-ish and heads to the boys shared kitchen to put things away. Sam is sitting at the island reading a magazine and drinking a glass of wine. "How was your adventure" Sam asked. "Adventure-ey. It was like a blood bath trying to get to the fucking tortillas" Josh answered. Sam giggles and drew his attention back to his magazine. Jake walks in with mud on his hands and knees. "Woah what happened to you?" Sam asked. "I was gardening. I thought i told you i was doing that?" Jake answered. Sam shrugged "yeah probably".

"Well im gonna go get a shower. Do you guys mind cleaning up the kitchen? Ive been cleaning and doing stuff all day and i would like a break. Plus i'd like the house to look nice before Zeke gets here" jake asks, accidentally wiping mud on his cheek. "Anything for my dear brother and his dear boyfriend~" Josh says dramatically and Jake walks out of the kitchen. Sam sets down his magazine to actually be productive and grabs a wash cloth. He starts cleaning the counters while Josh puts things away. Josh starts cleaning dishes while Sam wipes down the counters.

Randomly Sam feels a small splash on water on his face and looks at Josh who has a mischievous smile. "What the fuck was that?" Sam asks, glaring at his older brother. Josh shrugs. "Just some warm water. No biggy". Sam rolls his eyes and continues cleaning. Suddenly he feels it again and gently hits Josh with the rag he was cleaning with. Josh gasps, extremely offended by this. He grabs the rag from Sam and starts chasing him around the kitchen with it. Its all fun and games until Sam slips and falls. Then they hear a loud crash.

They realize that the full bottle of wine that Sam had taken out earlier has now fallen, broke, spilled and shattered all over the floor. Luckily there was no carpeting around but it was still BAD. Josh quickly throws the rag down on the floor to soak up the wine and gets Sam away from the broken glass. While hes trying to find the broom he realizes that now the sink is overflowing and getting water all over the floor. He turns it off and starts to drain it but before he can get back to the wine accident he sees Jake standing outside the kitchen staring at the two and the scene they had created.

The worst part was that Jake didnt even seem mad. Just shocked and a little confused. He just stood there, eyes very wide at the situation. Josh and Sam felt ashamed. Like puppies with their tails between their legs. Josh could tell how tired Jake was when he asked them to clean up which was why he didn't complain at all. And now here they are, possible water damage and glass all over the floor. "Jake, im sorry, we got distracted and one thing left to another and- are you okay?" Josh asked when he realized Jake looked a but zoned out.

Jake was taking deeper breaths and looking at the floor but still didnt look angry persay. There was too much going on. The glass all over the floor, the sound of the bottle shattering was still ringing in Jake's ears, music from the record player was still going in the background, the lights felt to bright, Jake still felt dirty even though he had just gotten out of the shower. He just walks away and goes upstairs to his room. Sam and Josh look at each other and Josh sighs.

He returns to the scene behind him and continues to clean. "Should we say something to him?" Sam asks, putting on flipflops before reentering into the room and grabbing paper towels. "I dont know... but either way i dont think he want to hear from us specifically" Josh answers from the floor. They hear the front door open. They dont know if its Zeke or Danny but neither is good right now. Of course its Zeke who walks into the living room and puts his coat up. "Hey guys! Sorry im late, traffic was a bitch-... what the fuck?" Zeke says as he walks into the kitchen. Josh sighs in defeat once again. "Jake told us to clean up and stuff got out of hand"

"Where's Jake?" Zeke asks with a bit of worry. "Hes upstairs. I think hes prettyyyyy mad at us right now..." Sam says. Zeke sighs and heads upstairs to check on him. He gets up to Jake's door and knocks gently. From the inside he only hears a quiet groan. "Is that an 'enter'?" Zeke asks softly. He waits a second and peaks his head in, having no plans of staying if Jake doesn't want him too. All he sees is a lump of blankets and pillows on Jake's bed. Zeke walks in, closing the door behind him and sits on the bed next to Jake. He gently rubs what he hopes is Jake's back or tummy. "Baby, its okay to come out. What do you need?" Zeke asks as softly as possible. Jake doesn't answer but maneuvers so that hes still under the blanket but his head is on Zeke's chest. He hugs and rocks Jake gently for a while until Jake pokes his head out from the blankets.

Jake anxiously kicks off the remaining pillows and blankets and holds onto Zeke's shirt. "Whats wrong, bubba?" Zeke asks while gently petting Jake's head. "Too much... all of the stuff is a lot" Jake says weakly. "To much of the all of it". Zeke nods understandingly. He notices Jake scratching his own arms and it leaving slight red marks behind. Zeke gently moves Jake's hands away from each other and kisses his arm where the scratches are. Jake seems to not be a fan of Zeke restraining him at all but he likes the kisses so the squirms are to a minimum. Eventually Zeke lets him free but watches him closely to make sure he doesnt do it again.

He moves Jake into his lap and holds him closely while Jake gently plays and messes with Zeke's shirt instead of picking at himself. While they're cuddling there, Jake hits Zeke a couple times in the chest. It doesn't hurt and Zeke knows its not meant to hurt him so he doesn't mind. Eventually he sees Jake start to smile ever so slightly which is of course a good sign that hes starting to calm down a little. Zeke holds Jake's hands in his own and starts gently shaking and waving them around, encouraging Jake to move on his own and get his wiggles out. But for the time being Jake is just softly giggling while Zeke plays with his hands.

Eventually Jake gets the point and starts flapping his hands around on his own. Though its not as needed for him, Zeke does it with him to make him feel less alone in doing it. Soon they hear a knock on the door. Zeke looks to Jake for permission to let his brothers in. Jake nods and gets up to let them in himself. Josh gently hugs jake when he walks in. "Im sorry, i should have taken it more seriously. I knew you needed our help and i let things get crazy. Its my fault and im sorry" Josh apologized with his face in Jake's shoulder. "No no no no... im not mad, its not your fault" Jake said, still having some issue speaking and sounding weak which made Josh feel even worse. Josh continued the hug a bit longer and pulled away. "You're really not upset with us?" He asked. Jake shook his head. "No. Im okay" he said with a soft smile. "I'll help you guys clean up whatevers left if you need it" Zeke offered. "Nah its our mess, we'll deal with it. You should be able to spend your time with Jake " Josh said smiling and walked out.

Zeke kissed the top of Jake's head gently and picks him up to bring him back to the bed. They lie down together after Zeke turns off the lights apart from a lamp for dim lighting. He watched Jake happily. Looking at him was one of Zeke's favorite hobbies. He was just too perfect not to admire whenever he could. Especially his smile, which was luckily present. Jake looks at Zeke and kisses his cheek which makes him blush and giggle a bit. Jake felt safe and calm, and even though earlier was stressful, hes okay now and thats all that matters.

[ashdreams2023]

Hi! I'm not sure if I've sent in a request before, if I have pls feel free to ignore this one! I was just wondering if I could request an Encanto match up? I love this movie and I love you're work!

So here's a few things about me:

I am a straight female, I'm 5'0", pale as a ghost (that's a bit of an exaggeration but you get the point) with long dark brown straight hair, freckles across my cheeks, nose, and shoulders.

I am also not a minor, I'm almost 20 years old.

I am a musical theater major and a barista, I love to sing and listen to music! Ill walk around the house singing all time! I love to dance around the kitchen listening to music (I've been on a Selena kick here recently), I love to bake, I also love to take care of my plants, and read books in quiet corners of the house. I also love to cuddle up when I'm watching a movie, and I love to wear oversized sweaters. I love playing in the rain and my favorite weather is the moments right before the storm hits, when the wind is super strong and the sky and gray and right on the verge of having the rain start falling. I'm also super dramatic!

I dont like a lot of things happening at one time, or loud noises happening all out once (it makes me overstimulated and overwhelmed). I don't like rude people (obviously), or people talking about me behind my back and even in front of me (which has happened, so I know how bruno feels lol). I don't like English peas or bitter coffee. I also don't like feeling closed in or surrounded. I don't like the cold or being to cold. I don't like feeling like I've messed up or didn't do good enough, like I could've done more or better (like make a high enough grade in school, for example).

I think thats all there is to know about me, at least the basic stuff! Sorry it's so long! Thank you so much <3

(Also if you could include being called pets names, I'd love you! I just love the idea of being called 'mi vida' 'mi corazon' 'mi amor' that kind of stuff)

Thank you again!!!

Felix

Boy oh boy he thinks your freckles are the cutest thing EVER

Felix knows how to style long hair, take what you will from that information

This man will sing and dance with you any time of the day

He’ll help you take care of your plants and will pick you up from work everyday with a huge as grin on his face

Big cuddle bear, he just loves to hold you in his arms

Will run out in the rain and all of that jazz with you and has no problem getting sick from it too

You can take one step at a time with Felix, no rushing no hurry

Felix will never let anyone talk down on you, either from the front or back it’s on sight

You’re always perfect and will always be perfect in his eyes, everything you do is enough for him

As for nicknames, it’s Felix he can go on for days, the names never stop coming

" Mi querida, Mi hermosa, Brillo Solar "