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“the croaking” never beating the best webtoon ever allegations. got me screaming crying shaking and scratching the walls because of some gay bird men
#just read ep 252 i’m trembling yall#now i’m listening to birds of a feather (billie) and on the verge of a breakdown#genuinely my fave webtoon like the character development + plot + romance + everything is just so well written wtf#so many incredibly written plot twists that make complete sense without being too predictable#the found family…. the drama… but above all the most precious love story fuckkkkk#the croaking#webtoon#my post#i don’t think i’ve ever posted about it on here but i’ve been obsessed with it for the last 4 or 5 years
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tbh even if u dont absorb anything reading books just for the sake of it can still be fun and fulfilling. to me at least
I think this is true w light reads but when it comes to serious works I actually have an issue where I overanalyze to the point of burnout (I used to be more reasonable ab it before but lately it’s been sooo excessive)….. which is actually one of the reasons for my reading slump :( I confided in my therapist about this and she advised me to get one easy read (where I don’t have to think too much & it’s just fun so I don’t feel the pressing need to analyze) and one critically acclaimed read so I can switch between the two without flatlining entirely
#If anyone has any tips for this problem let me know please like it’s been a major issue#I can’t read any complex work without going insane#I literally feel like if I’m not properly digging deep into an acclaimed book then I’m disrespecting it but then I obsess too much#It wasn’t always like this but I’ve developed this habit in recent years#So lately I’ve burned out and I haven’t been reading recreationally as much but I hate that that happened#Like it’s very all or nothing so I’m trying to be normal again
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Hey 🗑️🔥 gang (@katkastrofa @rokurookajima @shadelorde)…
Heard you guys like feral women 😏😏😏
#yes this is directly inspired by Syd and Nightmare’s recent animalistic Raava pieces#I’m sorry if you expected something related to the spirit kites but I’m obsessed with my OCs first and foremost#and Suiren is already very feral in most verses. the mermaid AU just adds a biological factor to it#but actually. fun fact. she doesn’t even look as feral as she would be were she a full mermaid#(yeah I’m spoiler alert that’s not really a spoiler given that I drew a lot for this AU last year and already gave it away. Ghazan’s human)#(meaning Suiren’s only half mermaid. I’ve never drawn her in this AU but I imagine Ming-Hua looking ever more monster like)#(bc I dislike when mermaids are just pretty girls with fish tails. give me FANGS and CLAWS and SCALES and GILLS and FINS)#(so yeah. Ming-Hua has a lot more scaled and also dorsal fins running higher up her back. and a more dexterous tail. I should draw her)#but I hope the vibe still comes across. with the blood and all 😁#was it a fish she ate or a too curious human? that’s for me to know and for you to find out#ANYWAY!! some new headcanons about my mermaids based on what you guys said about human Raava:#my mermaids don’t inherently know human language. their underwater communication sounds similar to whale singing#above water it’s more of a chirping noise? though more elongated and melodic than a dolphin’s. something between a trill and a whine#and most don’t have the capacity to speak human language. but sirens have unique vocal chords that allow the siren spell to work#it’s similar to a parrot’s. they’re very good at mimicry. it’s an evolutionary hunting tactic#but they also have more developed brains than a parrot’s therefore can not only mimic but consciously speak#though it takes time to master. like a foreign language#am I implying that when Mingzan met as kids they couldn’t understand each other and Ghazan taught her to speak human? yes. yes I am#because I’m a sucker for language barriers and think that scenario is adorable. fucking sue me.#and obliviously Suiren was taught both mermaid and human. but it was Midori who helped her keep up her knowledge#(look I don’t have that part plotted out yet but Something happens to their parents and they’re left on their own. as a parallel to SotRL)#(also btw Midori was born without a tail but still not quite human. she has scales and gills and ear fins and fangs and glowing eyes)#(and no one but Suiren and Haya know about all that. Haya makes her hide it and convinces her that she’s a half fish freak :/)#(at least.. until a certain Beifong with an interest in marine biology comes along…)#(yes Green Opal in this verse are the epitome of ‘there are many benefits to being a marine biologist’)#how did I end up talking about Midori. anyway. yes I made both Kuvira and Ghazan monsterfuckers. no I’m not ashamed#my art#artists on tumblr#Nia’s mermaid AU#sotrl suiren
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one of these days we really need to have an actual serious conversation about how cassandra clare consistently prioritises mlm over wlw ships in her books
#it’s consistent and well. not super awesome.#tsc#cassandra clare#and yeah i know i’ve also unfortunately contributed to it with the malec obsession but like.#mlm ships get more page time and character development which leads to people wanting to read more about them#and so the cycle continues
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I know we are only on episode two but I think I’m onto something here. No screenshots on this one just in case.
What we know so far is that Arajin Tomoshibi is attached somehow to Senya (a character who appears to be based of djinni or a reference to one thousand and one nights) asking him what his wish is and then partially merging with him to do a big punch.
His wish before the big punch being that he was wants to lose his virginity. Mhkay, guy 👀
Consider for a moment how Djinn wishes in some stories often come out with unexpected results, (look no further than @/asshole-genie in tumblr for an example)
So my bucchigiritheory is that the dudes Arajin punches after making that dumb wish fall instantly in love with him… because that definitely aids in his wish of losing his virginity.
I mean… huge if true and very funny.
#bucchigiri?!#bucchigiri#theory#idk I’ve developed a minor obsession since the last episode#who is shocked tho honestly
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Current hyperfixation is video essays about the lore of Halloween Horror Nights
So that’s where I’m at rn ✌️
#I’m obsessed with haunt stuff so this probably isn’t that surprising#I wanna develop a haunted house#I hope I get a chance to come up with more story for the haunt I work at#I’ve done a little bit but I’d love to come up with a whole concept#anyways#yea idk#oboe rambles#halloween horror nights#hhn
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blade with a shy, timid, s/o that’s all his to mess with (lovingly ofc). like he’s so aware of how you hang off of every little word he says and how you hold him closer in public places and he just reels at that fact in his head >>>>>>>
#[ ʚ♡ɞ ] — rena chats#blade x reader#blade honkai#blade hsr#blade honkai star rail#tis been a while innit#i got finals going on n shi#BUTTT thru all of that i’ve developed a blade obsession#he’s so meow#he’s so HDJSJSNXBA#blade headcanons
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i’ve been playing arb on switch in the occasional pockets of free time i have so it’s been slow lol, but they like, really streamline you getting your cards lol
as advertised, you can just play thru the story to unlock cards but they made it super convenient letting you just skip the entire story and give you the cards you would have unlocked going part by part
#this is vee speaking#the arb chronicles#it’s great for me who doesn’t want to sit thru an entire storyline that doesn’t have any bat in it iirc until the very end lmao#me: does this have bat in it????#arb s1 story: no#me: then i’ve lost any interest#LOL IM SORRY THIS IS JUST HOW MY BRAIN HAS DEVELOPED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i believe there’s other cards outside of the story but i haven’t been able to click around to see requirements yet#it’s also suuuuuper simple lol they took out all the levelling systems and card abilities#so this a purchase i think if you are obsessed with hypmic or would like to just have access to the rhythm game#and for the three fully voiced events lol i haven’t gotten to those yet BUT ILL BE GRINDING SOON
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I think Elon musks skin isn’t soft pale baby skin as it may appear but rather a layer of very rubbery blubber stretched over a metal barrel akin to an animatronic whale calf and that’s why he somehow has both a dad bod and a plastic surgery six pack
#radio waves#I’ve developed an obsession ever since he appeared in my nightmare hes like my Frankenstein
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thinking deeply about vivian ratcliff. grew up in fort collins, colorado with a good family, a good childhood, filled with many homemade dinners and pastries after meals and flowers in pretty, passed-through-generations vases. her family had a big farm that’s been there for hundreds of years through the ratcliff family and she spent many summers riding horses, tending to the cows, chickens, pigs and her ma’s honeybee farm. they make quite the profit. she’s kind and conscientious, aspiring teacher, and a happy-go-lucky, calm-cool-and-collected type of girl. she’s content with where she is in life. and she wants to do things, see new places, read and learn all there is. and then she meets boyfriend-turned-future-husband when her dad needs a handy-man and james pennington shows up. she attends the university of washington and completes a program for teaching but goes into the military after graduation because of an opportunity to shoot and fly - and, with a war on, she could kill two birds with one stone and see the world and do something for it at the same time. with her parents a little less than happy and her boyfriend shipping out to the navy, viv takes this in stride. heading to utah, she gets a gig on a plane as a turret gunner before being accepted into Silver Bullets under captain birdie faulkner, the first female pilot of the war for america. the crew builds up, the friendships form and Silver Bullets is the finest B-17 there is. she writes to james, she keeps up with her family and friends back home, she goes to the flying club, and takes early morning runs around base. she’s content. things are good.
then, captain faulkner is KIA. flying a regular bombing run - freak accident with the shrapnel flying through the air. killing her right in the midst of the sky. viv remembers how numbed and equally freaked out francis was - how’d she manage to land a plane and maintain composure? lieutenant annie bradshaw is the newest replacement and finds herself next as the newest pilot of Silver Bullets. viv thinks things are okay, things are looking up.
then, a letter comes in. james pennington is KIA. her world seems to shatter. everything seems to crack open and equally fall apart. she’s half in a spiral and half trying to keep it together in front of everyone else. no one should see her like this. she hardly wants to see herself like this. annie bradshaw and the rest of the crew seems to pull her through; most surprisingly, so does everett blakely. he was always more in the background, a handshake, a comforting pat on the shoulder, willing to check in and move on his way. an all-around gentleman. then, she starts to notice him. at breakfast, at dinners, before missions, after missions, glances through the interrogation tables, before bed when cigarette butts were stubbed out and last minute conversations were held. everett blakely was always there.
then, the Silver Bullets crew is split across half of europe. and yet again, with 40% of the crew MIA, viv is sent to operations and is suddenly stepping into a world where her hands are filled more with pencils and papers and maps then a gun. yet again - without annie bradshaw and francis montez, who became a pilot for a new B-17 crew with quite an annoying co-pilot, viv feels more alone than ever. until ev blakely is there. always there. again. they grow closer than they ever had - breakfast together, sometimes even lunch and dinner, cigarette breaks, sharing coffee breaks, finding moments to take a glance throughout the operations room. moments viv didn’t think much of. until she was heading out for the night and ev invited her to the flying club for a drink and a dance.
and then the war ended. and everyone went their separate ways. and reality hit. and it hit hard. james pennington’s funeral, the reality that the man she was going to marry is now dead, and her family, torn at the edges, crumbling. she’s hurt, filled with a grief she can’t untangle and is lost between what to do and what else there is left for her. until everett blakely starts writing. and doesn’t stop writing. writing the Silver Bullets girls were on thing, but writing ev blakely was different - in his words, his phrases, what he talked about.
they decide to meet, and everything comes flooding back. like the crash of high waves, just as fast, just as harshly. and she doesn’t feel herself turn away like she would. and suddenly, she doesn’t want him to leave. and for the first time in her life, he doesn’t. he stays.
#sorry y’all i’m in fact EMOTIONAL AF OVER VIVIAN RATCLIFF THIS EVENING#WHAT SHE GOES THROUGH#i’ve finally developed and thought on her more bc i really haven’t written much for her#and i-#i’m destroyed#she loses people again and again and again#and ev blakely steps up to the plate and STAYS?!?#HELLS HER THROUGH GRIEF#MAKES HER FEEL LESS LONELY?!?!?#plz i want to yell about my love for ‘friends to lovers’ and ‘chase u after the war bc i cant stop thinking of you’ vibes!!!!!#viv ratcliff u deserve only the best sweet sunshine girl!!!!!!#also so excited to write more of the ‘almost meet at university of washington but didn’t’#LIKE i’m lowkey obsessed with them i need to write them#i’m losing my mind#AHHHHHHH#viv and ev like their names just it’s adorable????#vivian x blakely#vivian ratcliff#everett blakely#silver bullets#mota writings#SB meta#<- y’all want more of my thoughts like this on characters? i have judy and francis already haha#IM CRYINGGGGGG#SHE JUST WANTS TO TEACH AND SEE THE WORLD AND FALL IN LOVE!!!! is that too much to ask for?!?
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What if the haiku bot is just Apollo who can’t restrain himself.
He simply must share his poetry for us to enjoy and adore.
#I started reading trials of Apollo again#I actually only read the first two the first time#trials of apollo#I’ve been developing a weird obsession with Apollo (like in general) lately#haikus
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Feel like we’re too focused on our favourite ships and/ or the characters we have a crush on to realize that xo kitty isn’t just about love and what ship’s endgame, it’s about kitty learning about her background and discovering herself.
Kitty herself is trying to be her own individual and have her own journey/ adventure (she’s says so herself).
I think that’s why people think Kitty being bi is “random” (it really isn’t but if you wanna be dense that’s your issue). Too focused on who Kitty ends up with and not who she ends up as.
I also think this effects how people look at kitty as “just some white girl koreaboo looking for cute boys in Korea” and think she’s annoying cuz she’s not your perfect self insert (she’s a teenage girl she isn’t supposed to be).
#xo kitty#I don’t have an endgame ship but the obsession with min ho as if he was all that interesting and saying him and Kitty HAVE to be endgame#(specifically on Instagram because people are SO ANNOYING ON THERE UGH LET KITTY BE QUEER DANG)#‘her being bi is so random’ have you ever thought that queer people are real and live real lives and our queerness isn’t some plot device to#make things more interesting#or is something that consistently developed#ALSO IF WE WANNA GO BY STEREOTYPES IT ISNT#kitty argued her way to wearing a suit to her dad’s wedding#come on now#the straights are pissing me off#my posts haven’t been showing up in the xo kitty tag and I’ve posted so much about it so like……. check my other ones if you want
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I finished panchayat (this hindi tv show on prime video) and bro. BRO
#😭😭😭😭#it was so good#my mum was obsessed w it for a reason ok#Also I may or may not have developed the biggest crush on the lead actor 🙈🙈🙈#He was like not bad-looking at first but as the show went on I was like 🤭🤭#Then I started watching another show he was in called kota factory and by then I was a goner 🙈🙈🙈🥵#that show was the first and ONLY time I’ve found facial hair hot#I spent like half of my teens thinking I was being gaslit by buzzfeed into thinking facial hair could be hot#but nowwwweww#ehehehhehehehehheh#okay I’m done heh
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Trying to drag my ass into posting more of Chaye’s backstory!!
Chaye has only been in the Mojave for so long, arriving from a long wander in the western wildnernesses and various settlements in California only just after the first battle for the dam about four years pre-canon. One of the first people they properly met upon arrival to New Vegas was The King.
He quickly took them under his wing, under the promise that they’d do a few errands for him. (Really, that was Chaye’s stubbornness, they’d only accept his help if they felt they were doing something in return.)
What started out as a simple favor became many, Chaye taking on their Mojave Express status and continuing to use the name “Six”, having told nobody their real name since escaping their vault.
They and King became fuckbuddies pretty fast after that, continuing an intense relationship even in Chaye’s many weeks away at a time taking packages to Hopeville.
However.
Chaye’s intense struggle with CPTSD and various other mental and physical health issues drew them further and further toward extremely unhealthy habits, starting with alcohol and slowly devolving into chems, especially those that could kill their pain or blur their thinking and memory. Along this road they encountered Red Lucy, who would pay well for a dangerous set of tasks.
Bringing her Deathclaw eggs, as well as the spawn of other hostile animals.
At first it was a simple trade of goods for caps, supplying their everyday as well as the growing addictions. But Red Lucy began to take a fascination with them, leading her to coax them into her bedroom.
In the beginning of that particular arrangement, Chaye didn’t really care either way. They were still paid and the sexual aspect was appealing. But the ringmaster quickly became possessive of them, and payment in caps quickly became payment in sex and chems…
And when they started to try and pull away, she began to threaten them. She found their link to King and was furiously jealous of him, and would tell them she would bring him to harm or death if they refused to return to her.
And she stopped taking no for an answer.
Chaye would often return to King late at night, bruised and high and exhausted, unable to find a way out when they were afraid for his life. Promise after promise for safety if they just stayed with him never convinced them, thinking it safer to comply to Red Lucy’s increasingly aggressive and degrading demands.
This of course continued to worsen their already failing mental health, their only real anchor to keep fighting being their deep love and want for King.
But they ended up being incompatible by neither of their fault. Chaye is and was a deeply romantic person, wanting to build a life with him… and King was ever oblivious to this, having no interest in romance at all. He said something to the effect of rejecting a few of the women he’d slept with, stating he “doesn’t really swing that way. Or any way, really.”
Of course this broke their heart. They had placed so much hope into the idea of a future with him. They didn’t breathe a word of their still-concealed affections, and ended up leaving Vegas entirely, planning to only commute between Hopeville and the various Mojave Express outposts from then on.
But that fateful package utterly destroyed what little they had left, and that led them into a deep suicidal spiral and Benny’s trap… and the subsequent loss of their memories.
#courier chaye#my art#ellis art#red lucy#the king fnv#this is kinda long winded and complicated and I don’t have alllll of the right words#but basically king is aromantic and red lucy is an obsessive and controlling bitch#rape mention#suicide mention#needles#cw needles#tw needles#drug mention#drug cw#drug tw#courier oc#courier six#posting this at midnight and covering my eyes because I’ve spent so much time developing this
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Voltron severance au where shiro matt and sam are taken hostage by lumon (or I guess galra) hunk, pidge, lance and keith are the macrodata refinement team and allura is the wellness director and maybe lotor as cobel? Wait I’m cooking
#voltron legendary queerbait#voltron legendary disaster#voltron#severance#I can’t stop thinking about severance#and I’ve been obsessed with klance since I developed a conscience
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sorry to be a shill but apple tv is free this weekend (they’re doing a promo thing) so if anyone wants to see what ive been up to lately, bingewatch ‘slow horses’ and join me in the brainrot
#it’s a spy show about people who are really very bad at their jobs#and have to spend the whole time trying not to be killed by the higher ups who view them as expendable#it’s sooooo good. well it’s okay but#the main character is more blorbo-able than any other character i’ve ever seen in my life#he’s pathetic and endearing and self obsessed. and so so bad at being a spy#i love him dearly#and there’s great found family dynamics#I love the friendships that have developed#imo s3 was the best. s1 and s2 were good but when i got to s3 i was like ohhhh. oh im never going to be normal about this#anyway it’s only 6 eps per season and there’s only 4 seasons out so you should be able to binge if you’d like!
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