#i’m still hungry

[detentiontrack]

Boy dinner is pad thai and cottage cheese

[criminalrat]

I am so high right now( I ate 3 pieces of cheese)

[glitchyko]

The urge to draw oc lore is real rn

But also I’m hungry but I wanna draw

But I’m hungry

But I wanna draw

Why can’t I do both at once-

[ijustneedtosave]

Why aren't there any pictures of them together like this

[nice-bright-colors]

Struggling to find motivation today.

Tons of things left on the to-do list

The Wife’s ™️ Niece and her two adult Great Niece’s are going to visiting soon. It’s turning into a shit show as we speak

I’ve bought workout clothes and shoes, and new socks and sweat wicking long boxer briefs…not really happy about the total cost. Oh well, I’ll write it off

Still need to figure out a CPA for personal and business taxes

My male pattern baldness is expanding across my head, plus I need a haircut - not a great combination

I’ve been forced to eat drink a kale smoothie for breakfast today, it’s Sunday FFS

Found out on Friday that my Dad is going to have hip replacement surgery at the end of April

My cortisol levels are through the roof

She has me taking Umpteen amounts of herbs and supplements

I’m about to start a long stint of minimal travel

Why does everything have to be a question for me to answer, truly IDGAF

I’ve got one more invoice to send out, when February invoices are paid, I’ll have a fan-fucking-tastic Q1 of 2023

I should be happy, but…

I’m anxious, depressed, the dogs upstairs are going apeshit, everything is a chore, and I feel like running away from everything

…in other words, not happy

I just want to go to the pub, even the one without any hard alcohol

Maybe the machine needs to be turned off for a while

[error-silence]

A little Wednesday wip for you

My hands were being little shits so no line art for me-

[storebrandsodaa]

[sammansonn]

every night I want a snack right after I floss and brush my teeth :(

[slow-decayy]

The fires of the sun were never meant to be possessed by mere mortals. We are weak in the eyes of such a great beast, containing power unfathomable to humankind. Curse my hubris for such delusions!

[nicollekidman]

buffy knows spike loves her during season five. buffy knows spike loves her when she comes back and seeks comfort/silence in his presence. and as she comes back to herself and tries to make peace with the fact that she’s Here Again, she still knows he loves her. and i think part of the Big Bad Grabbing The Slayer For The Darkness routine they both cling to is that it allows them to pretend this huge thing isn’t between them so they can get what they both want (someone to stay).

and like obviously buffy cannot allow herself to believe that he loves her for many reasons, but she DOES believe it, she can’t make herself unknow it even though she tries so hard. which is partially where the breakdown with tara in 6.13 comes from because the cognitive dissonance of soulless spike loving her as if he has a soul while she is so lost within herself that the only way she can reach for him is to use him (which would be fine if he was the big bad grabbing the slayer for the darkness) which is hurting him! unfathomably! but he’s supposed to be the corruption! how can he??? any of it???

meanwhile spike has watched the woman he loves be brought back as a shell and he wants to see the light in her eyes and he can touch her now and sometimes that’s enough to make her laugh but he can’t linger in those moments or she’ll go away again! so he can play the role he needs to play so she’ll stay, as if he could keep her anywhere she didn’t want to be. as if he wants her to be in the dark instead of bringing him into the light. but how could he ask for anything more when he already got her back and he didn’t even need to kill her afterwards.

and so they hurt each other and he forgets himself and asks her if she even likes him and it’s too honest and he’s asking too much (he asks for nothing) so before she can throw her life away like it’s nothing, he puts the game face on, makes himself a target, and swallows it all. and she can’t unknow. and it would all be fine except he’s a vampire and she’s the slayer and how can he just say it like it’s nothing when she needs to beat his face in just to keep from screaming.

[croaker-conspiracies]

Divine revelation had struck my hands. I could not rest until this was finished.

I question what this means about the 22nd, or what my last piece means

[alexiethymia]

With the reveal that Aduo didn’t actually want to be the mother of the nation, looks like we now have a concrete path to a happy ending for Jinshi.

Though I actually really want to see him as the Emperor one day (at least for a time), it would be thematically appropriate if Jinshi takes not after the Emperor, but after Gaoshun and becomes the retainer of the future Emperor.

[fruitydiaz]

if i had come out to my best friend eddie diaz and he looked me in the eye and said with full sincerity “this doesn’t change a thing between us, okay?” in a way that very clearly communicated “i love you, i always have, i always will, nothing could ever change that, least of all this” i would’ve. fucking. broken down crying.

[something-something-peaceful]

I’m sorry to all the heavily monogamous Lilia fans, if malleus’s parents survived he totally would’ve been in a polygamous relationship with the both of them. I don’t make the rules. And to all the polyamorous readers out there better hope you’re born a fae or malleus’s parents chill on the I hate humans thing.



[poohadventuresinseamajors]

The last Cheetos puffs on my bag that are on my room since last week:

[sracha]

they went on a date 🤕