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Late light and longing - Dmitri Cavender , 2001.

American, b. 1957 -

oil on canvas

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oh and that gap in my resume is when i was digging my own grave

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JENNY HOLZER, DETAIL FROM LUSTMORD, 1994

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Made a starting December strong compilation :-)

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the front seat of the car is a type of confessional

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"We need more complex female characters" you guys can't even handle Chappell Roan, Real Life Woman with Boundaries

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i gotta remember this

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my dog died in July and I didn’t give her as good a life as she could’ve had because I was too concerned with getting high and not concerned enough with expressing love to the one dog in the world that meant something to me. and now she’s gone. and I’m not a pet owner anymore and that love is gone and I’m still just worried about getting high and I miss my dog so much and I hate myself so much more

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Making > Consuming

The solution for the eternal child’s desperation is simply to do. Make art, write, clean without thinking, get off the phone [in a word create things and learn to sit with the mistakes, by doing this you accept death by dwelling in the world instead of dwelling in the postponement of fantasy (“i’ll do that when i grow up”)]. Consumption harkens back to life in the womb when everything was provided. We must assert to the subconscious that we are capable of existing in the world by doing things. It’s incredibly difficult, painful, and circuitous but I’m realizing that it’s the only way, because there is no parent who’s going to take care of me anymore.

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heather havrilesky

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we all talk about doing it scared doing it alone doing it weird etc. but the the hideously awful truth is that you also often have to do it stupid

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So crazy how you have the worst day of your life but then the next day the sun keeps shining and the air’s just a little cooler w the onset of fall and you realize that there’s nothing you can’t come back from because the only time it will ever be too late is when we’re dead and not ever before

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Sunday stoic affirmations to prepare for the trials ahead

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Mfw sexual desire starts to feel pointless

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like who even cares anymore. jane eyre starring gypsy rose blanchard and nikocado avocado featuring moo deng as the madwoman in the attic

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John Brosio (American, b.1967, Pasadena / California)

"Queen of Suburbia”,2013