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I dislike it when I’m just scrolling on Instagram and a post about someone losing their pet—usually with sad music—comes up without any trigger warning. I understand that it’s completely fair for them to share their grief, but I really wish they’d include a trigger warning first. Every time I see one of those posts, I have a massive meltdown and can’t stop crying. It reminds me of losing my own pets, which is extremely triggering for me. I’ve always seen my pets as the only ones who truly love me and want me. They can’t lie to me.

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I dislike it when I’m just scrolling on Instagram and a post about someone losing their pet—usually with sad music—comes up without any trigger warning. I understand that it’s completely fair for them to share their grief, but I really wish they’d include a trigger warning first. Every time I see one of those posts, I have a massive meltdown and can’t stop crying. It reminds me of losing my own pets, which is extremely triggering for me. I’ve always seen my pets as the only ones who truly love me and want me. They can’t lie to me.

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It feels like my heart is rotting from the inside, heavy and burdened. It’s a weight I can’t shake off, and it makes everything seem pointless. I just want to retreat, to not feel or exist in this moment because the exhaustion is so deep, it feels like I can’t even face the simplest tasks. Most of the time, I feel empty, like I’m not even really a person anymore—just a shell going through the motions, disconnected from everything. It’s like being trapped in a fog that smothers any sense of hope or energy

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Slowly falling

Your smile blooms one on me

It's all I need

I need..

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Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned is this accursed world. The longer you live the more you’ll realise that the only things that truly exist in this reality are merely pain and suffering.

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𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮, 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺’𝘴 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦.

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Prettiest black rose in the garden 🥀

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However ruined this world has become, however mired in torment and despair… life endures. Births continue. There is beauty in that, is there not?

- Melina, Elden Ring

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𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵

𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦,

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦.

𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦.

𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶,

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰

𝘉𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰,

𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘧.

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𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴

"𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦"

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳

"𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦"

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𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡

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𝘔𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵,

𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

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PSA: If you don't want your child to be gay, trans, etc. then just don't have kids. This isn't fucking build a bear. You don't get to pick and choose these things about your child. You aren't ready to be a parent if you aren’t ready to love them unconditionally.

That’s how a parent is supposed to be ‼️🌈

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Sometimes, it feels like life is just a long, drawn-out exercise in futility. Every day, I find myself questioning why I bother—getting up, working, chasing after goals that seem increasingly hollow. Everything just feels… pointless. If it weren’t for this nagging fear of what comes next, I think I’d just walk away from it all. I don’t want to chase anything anymore, not really. It’s like I’m stuck in a loop that leads nowhere.

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I wish I could leave this world or at least leave my body for awhile, so I can forget my life, my problems, the never ending agony for a least a minute but it never ends, it’s just like a vine plant digging its thorns into you but these ones don’t come out, they infect you and how you used to be will never be the same, I just wish I could be free from suffocating thorns.

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I long to run

hand in hand with angels,

To feel the grace of shattered glass

against my wrist.

Don’t weep for me,

I will shine brighter from above.