#i’m going to be insane the entire time
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wait okay so. presumably since this universe’s archivist also got pushed into a different universe is the balance still fucked up?? i mean i know the transcripts said the rift sounded more balanced but still it can’t just be fine and alright, not to mention that the archivist is basically an entity of the eye going to a universe where the eye. doesn’t exist anymore. does that mean it’s going to revert back to a state stripped of the eye and be a normal person or will it potentially be destroyed? or something else??
#i can’t believe we have to wait an entire hiatus until the next episode are you SERIOUS#i’m going to be insane the entire time#tmagp 30#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#tmagp error#jaspers rambles
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I’m sorry, but the Netflix showrunner referring to Kataang as an “issue to tackle” in the future is some of the funniest shit I’ve ever read/heard.
#the way I choked#he was directly referencing k@taang in his answer too.#the age gap was already a problem in the original show#now you just see it the way Zutara has the entire time because you see it in real life actors their age#the maturity difference between a 12 and 14 year old is insane#he literally said he was relieved he didn’t have to deal with it this season#and he just kept going too 😭#I’m not a fan of the ship but DAMN he did them so dirty#avatar the last airbender#zutara#atla live action#anti k@taang
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Wolfcat is sooooo funky to me esp now that it’s confirmed that Sora and Jordana were in school together and drifted apart. I don’t really see them as toxic yuri anymore and more as Jordana somewhat-joining the ninja and they are both confused as fuck about one another. Just exhausted from life and scared of AND for the other person. They have so many issues to fix between each other and themselves, and if it takes them like 10 years to actually get together then I am completely okay with that. No more toxic yuri only weary yuri now.
#i need them to have so many awkward conversations and crying sessions together you don’t understand#i need them to be very mad at each other. i need them to kiss softly#i’m retracting all my art of them being violent and in love they are now just scared asf#sora because she’s still missing her best friend and the entire world keeps going to shit and she DID NOT sign up for this#and jordana because she disappointed literally everyone in her life so far and joining the ninja has felt like the ultimate defeat#she can barely do magic anymore without feeling so so panicked#these two don’t have time for romance rn but they def have time for slowly becoming each other’s comfort#considering they have known each other for so long#GAHJ they make me insane chat i’m not even joking#ninjago spoilers#ninjago jordana#jordana ninjago#ninjago sora#sora ninjago#raspberryshipping#ninjago raspberry#wolfcat#wolfcat shipping#cable’s txts
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I decided to apply for a couple of student jobs and my biggest worry is always getting a job I’m under qualified for. So I have this tendency to kind of dumb down my resume, but it’s not like I have any experience to begin with lmao. But anyway
I got a call from one of the ones I applied for literally 10mins later??? And when I realized it was from them I panicked and the lady said she couldn’t hear me clearly so I lied I wasn’t home and she said she’ll call me tomorrow😭😭. My German isn’t good enough for spontaneous mini interviews on the phone??? I never hear anything😭😭😭.
My first instinct was to get a friend to help me out tomorrow but there’s no point in them thinking I’m fluent now then finding out later that I’m not. The best thing I can do is just try to prep some answers but I haven’t a clue what this call is even about😭😭😭. There’s no way it’s an interview?? Maybe it’s to schedule an interview????
Maybe if I had stuck to my plan to work on my German during the semester I wouldn’t be in this mess😭😭😭. Nanu please be fr😭😭😭😭😭.
#the amount of crying emojis in this isn’t enough#this is so sick and twisted#I’m glad I got a call but it’s also terrifying#wth😭😭😭😭😭#and we didn’t specify a time for tomorrow#so I’m going to be stressed the entire day waiting#damn#and I have to study#absolutely insane#not studyblr
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hitoya pointing that glock at dice really is a crazy evolved card lmao
#vee queued to fill the void#i’m still mindblown by how insane gentaro was in this event lol and like!!!!! crazy all by himself lol!!!!!#i like that arb likes to wink wink nudge nudge canon events but idk what to even try to interpret lol#like i’m going to ignore that the family who’s putting their lives on the line were actually experiencing that this event lol (😬😬😬)#but gentaro solo evil run with ramudice watching like 😰😰😰😰😰 the entire time lol????? um?????#it kinda does remind me of analysis about the first guidebook cover tho weirdly enough lol#like posse on that cover were not together whereas bb mtr rosasa were as point of comparison#in the bp track we started to see rosasa separated from rei as depicted on that cover#maybe we’ll start seeing exactly what that cover was trying to tell us in upcoming tracks 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
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noooooo why didn’t i realise before its havers’ stick the captain carries around😭😭😭
#no lads i’m literally going insane i’ve seen that episode god knows how many times and only just actually saw?? havers puts it in his hands#and i will never ever get over that havers is the only person who says the captains name in the entire show#my heart is a pile of mush on the floor#he’s got a piece of havers with him in death still 😭#bbc ghosts
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back on my bullshit (meeting men im in love with). Ben Schwartz is so kind and tall :-) I didn’t totally freeze like when I met the Jonas brothers but the selfies we took are blurry so 😔
(at least I have these bc I told sam to record the whole thing heheheh)
#also the show was great#I had to slap sam many times bc she was choking from laughter#ben schwartz#bro how did i forget my personal tag for ben#ben schwartz my beloved#me#also forgot me tag#editing tags after the fact to recount the entire experience#so we waited outside for about 10 minutes and I had no expectation of how long it usually takes for him to come out and take pictures#he comes out without a mask which is surprising to me and says ‘you guys wanna take some pictures?’#we all just kinda form a non sensical blob (there’s maybe like 10 ppl total) around him#Brandon Katie and Eugene hang back towards the stage door unsure if anyone wants to chat with them#I’m gushing over how tall and handsome Ben is to my sister who is ready to record our interaction once he gets to me#as I listen to him chatting with the other fans I can’t help but smile and say to my sibling ‘he’s so sweet’ every minute#he meets someone who has a cool sketchbook of the skits from the show that he wants to take a picture of#but they need to write their handle so he says he’ll talk with some others and get back to them#so he does and then later I see the girl ready to talk to him again off to the side#so I tell her ‘you can go ahead and finish talking to him”’ and she’s like ‘are you sure?’ and I’m like duh!#finally it’s my turn and he looks at me and says ‘hi I’m Ben’#yes Benjamin Joseph Schwartz I know#he sees me holding my phone and immediately sides steps to get into selfie mode as I ask him if he’ll sign my Jean Ralphio figure#he steps back to Be in front of me ‘yes of course!’#what insane media training he has#he says ‘I’ve seen this! this is the first one I’ve ever signed’#upon seeing the figure he says ‘it’s beautiful’ lol#he’s concerned that the sharpie I brought will not show up and I mention that it was probably a bad one to bring because it’s pastel#he signs and holds it up (as you can see in the first photo) to make sure it’s visible#he hands it back to me and I thank him and he says ‘do you want to take a picture?’#and I say ‘I would love to!’ and then I hold the Jean Ralphio figure and he looks to my sibling assuming she’s taking the picture#she’s like ‘no I’m just here for moral support!’
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Before otasune week ends I just want to take a moment to plug my playlist
#I just remembered it exists#otasune#snotacon#snake x otacon#mgs#metal gear solid#metal gear#solid snake#David#hal emmerich#they’re married but also have never confessed their feelings to each other#people who think that snake would be the one rejecting Otacon is obviously basing it off of their appearances only#like sorry to say but snake has definitely slept with and accepted his feelings for men#and Hal has not#Hal sleeps with women to try and keep his mind off the fact he has a full family with a man who he loves and is going to watch die#I personally hc his dads abuse had a lot of affect on his feeling of inferiority so being gay would be too weak for him#he’s like a ally who is totally cool with other gay people but freaks out when the label is pointed at him#despite literally having a husband#but I think snake knows and accepts it in his own way#never forgiving Hal for the Naomi thing though#snake looked absolutely devestated the entire time but when he rolls over to sleep on the couch when Hal leaves with her and the soft sad#romance music in the back??? crazy#and y’all don’t even want to hear about the depressing queer repression cycle parallel between him and his mom (Strangelove)#I’m so insane about them I need them to just be in their happy family and nothing bad ever happens#Spotify
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I’m thinking about Limoreau again
#gen v#marie moreau#jordan li#limoreau#jordan x marie#i’m going insane#i love them so bad#need them kissing the entire time next ep#brb crying
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I know it won’t happen for a while but they need to bring back the NPCs in Fantasy High season 4 solely because *I* miss them a lot and one can only rewatch all 3 seasons of FH so many times over and over again before losing their minds
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#what can I say other than I miss garthy ayda and gilear in season 3 so much#I’m on my third rewatch of the entire series WITHIN this month#I might just be going crazy#my screen time are going into insane numbers
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‘Puter mari can’t read rooms. Or screens I guess
#my girl I’m SO normal about her#goes INSANE!!!#omori#omori au#omori mari#I’ve been just developing her character in my head because it’s so interesting#she’s mari but NOT mari at the same time#she has her own little quirks and parts of personality which she in turn questions if that makes her really mari#every single detail about her character is like a concentric circle#it just keeps going and going and the concepts derivative of previous concepts get deeper and deeper#she’s in the depths of an existential crisis let her brood#she IS very bad at socialising and reading rooms and moods and stuff#she’s been trapped her whole life!! both in the game’s storyline and literally on the computer too!!! give her a break!!!!#cw sui mention#some little facts about her for those interested#she speaks with like this tweaked tts that sunny made#in which he adjusted it enough so that it sounded like mari to him#:(#so like. whatever voice headcanon you have for mari bitcrush it and make it choppy thats her#she was the first vocaloid!!! puter mari did it FIRST!!!!#she also gets more advanced the more she’s around#at some point she figures out how to start transferring into electric appliances#sunny’s microwaving leftovers and his microwave starts talking to him in puter mari’s low resolution ass voice#BSJDJDJNZ I love her#I’m purposefully ignoring like the entire angst aspect of her character rn#it’s silly time!!!#ough puter mari you will now forever have my heart#I have more little facts about her lmk if you wanna hear them!!!#puter au
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had a really epic cry on a balcony last week and I’ve been longing for that balcony ever since . Was so cathartic I need to go back there
#Never in my life have I felt more at odds with people around me and like I have no idea how to communicate#like a normal human being until this fucking trip#And I don’t know what I’m doing wrong but it just feels like. I am barely passing as a normal Person and people are Noticing#and the Noticing is making them Uneasy and therefore I am excluded from All Things#I need to get Diagnosed . With what I don’t know. But Something. Because something is fucking Wrong here#It’s making me reevaluate my entire everything because I feel so out of place it’s driving me insane#I feel like I’m sticking out like a sore thumb amidst a crowd and it’s doing something awful to me#How do I talk to people how do I exist with other people how do i. Do anything#and why is this only hard Now#I keep clamming up (lol) and going totally silent because I just feel like everything I’m saying is Wrong. Somehow.#But me being silent is also Wrong. And I’m doing something Wrong all the time#Uughhhrhb. This sucks. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here#vent#delete later#clamtalk#Sorry for venting so much recently I am. Going through it rn. I promise I try not to do this often.
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we’ve swung so hard from the one evil conclusion (Louis is a horrible person who deserves the awful things that have been inflicted on him) that now we’re on the equally evil and terribly boring side of Louis is an angel and you cannot argue he was being cruel or manipulative in any of his relationships. like yes he was. he was genuinely horrible to Armand, even if Armand was playing some 5d chess game the whole time. Louis is cruel, relentless and deeply selfish in every relationship he enters. Which is why it is positively baffling to read people reacting with anger when meta or discussion arises about Louis’ negative traits or behaviour? especially when they’re arguing against things that Jacob Anderson has said in interviews? 100% valid to want to protect Louis and acknowledge that a significant proportion of fandom are harsher on him than on his peers, but that does not make him an angel and it’s not racially motivated to call the vicious selfish vampire a vicious selfish vampire. that’s the appeal of him!!! love him as is stop flattening him
#like you can’t act as if it’s not emotionally abusive to start a relationship by basically telling your partner#I’m using you for my own whims and to punish my ex so even though I love you you’re going to know your main use is being a tool for me#insanely cruel! deeply manipulative!#he hurts Claudia even though SHE TELLS HIM at the ACTUAL TIME that he’s doing it!#he won’t shut up about Lestat even when he’s spending time with Armand…. BANANAS#he’s so cruel. love him!!!!#like Jacob says ‘yeah there was a clear pimp and slave undertone to the entire dynamic with Armand’ and people are outright going#‘no actually I refuse to believe that’ LISTEN TO HIM?????? HE’S LITERALLY LDPDL?????#like there are some absolute garbage people trying to act like lestat was the victim in the New Orleans relationship#(c’mon. he fucking admitted it was abuse at the trial and Louis deserved to kill him)#but flattening Louis is not helping anyone#I’m wading into hell but I’ll do anything for Louis. beloved#iwtv#interview with the vampire#LDPDL#louis de pointe du lac
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Imitates human behaviors to an uncanny degree, Akira remembers from the lab notes. Mimic skill on par with any natural predator that imitates another animal to lure in prey.
Scene from the amazing mermaid fic, I like to think I’m a good person by @relationshipcrimes (READ THE TAGS BEFORE BEGINNING)
#this fic has been driving me insane - every time I’ve seen my cat go near my bathtub for the last few days I’ve had a panic response LMAO#<- if u want to know why I did then read the fic but also check the tags bcuz it’s… FUCKED up#this little scene is near the start so it looks very cute and wholesome but um. it’s. not.#ANYWAY so sorry about the inaccurate backgrounds 😔 Akechi is in the containment tank at this point of the fic NOT the bathtub…#but unfortunately I can’t craft an entire military-grade fish tank from scratch bcuz I hv to study lol#which is a shame cuz I hv a really clear vision of it in my head lmao#anyway peep Akechi’s little braids and freckles heheheh. so sweet. so human…. (:#also tumblr butchered the quality so u can’t see his teeth very well in the first pic but they are. a little spiky. :)))#also I may or may not be making another sprite edit of Akechi & Akira at the END of the fic but those r gonna take a while bcuz [SPOILERS]#I like to think I’m a good person#persona#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#persona 5 fanfiction#goro akechi#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#shuake#akeshu#mine#anyway this fic slaps in a very haunting type of way so read it asap (if ur ok w the content warnings)#oh for the record the dots on his chest & shoulders aren’t freckles they’re scale texturing lol#I also messed w the portrait dimensions so u could see mermaid Akechi better… so I couldn’t standardise the sizing like usual 😭#so if it looks a little wonky that’s why 🙇♀️😭 apologies
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do you ever go do autism crazy for something you can feel it in ur chest. like it’s hard to breathe almost it’s making you gasp for breath and jump around physically. got an adrenaline rush thinking abt Kirigiri.
#GODDDDD. I LOVE HER SM AUTISM WOMAN.#I go insane thinking abt her and her life and how she develops in THH and past it#and how Makoto and her literally bring out the best AND worst in each other#and her narrative parallels w Byakuya. the way they’re so similar that they’re hypocrites for disliking each other#at first and then the way they’re indispensable in that they’re they only other one that Understands why they’re like that#I cannot word my thoughts for her nearly as coherently unfortunately so no paragraphs tonight. I’m just going to start growling like a dog#the way she fucking commands so much respect and control and how strong she is#and the fact that she is constantly reinforcing that strength by shoring up any weakness or vulnerability with terrifying effectiveness#that leaves her invulnerable but completely alone. and for a long time that seemed like a good thing#and she may even believe it is#but you hear the way she talks about her father and you realize she’s HUMAN. she doesn’t want to be an island all the time.#she has emotions just like anyone else and being viewed as though she doesn’t is incredibly alienating and reinforces her isolation#if she really didn’t care she wouldn’t still be mad that her father left her alone. it wouldn’t still pick at her the way it does#it wouldn’t drive her to abandon the entire purpose of her family by revealing herself as the Ultimate Detective in order to get to him#and then there’s Makoto and Byakuya challenging those aspects of her all over again#Byakuya sees the worst of her. he believes what she puts forth as herself and sees that ruthless cold efficiency#and he isn’t wrong to believe those things. as much as she wears a mask it isn’t fake that she has those qualities#but then comes Makoto who doesn’t see through her mask either but chooses to believe she must be human somewhere even if he’s not sure#he continues to trust her with absolutely no reason to and it feeds into her own ruthless efficiency by making him her Guinea out of sorts#but it also means there’s someone on the shoreline of her island. they want to come in. Will she let them?#that island is painful but not more painful than being vulnerable.#hhhh#I’m crazy
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now it’s not every day that charlie slimecicle wears dark makeup, but every time he does, it unlocks a new level of gender envy in me
#sorry yeah i’m going a little insane over his ig story. yeah i’m entirely abnormal yeah. sorry. yeah.#he is the guy of all time#charlie slimecicle#slimecicle#hymnic speaks
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