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soupdwelling · 4 months ago

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wait okay so. presumably since this universe’s archivist also got pushed into a different universe is the balance still fucked up?? i mean i know the transcripts said the rift sounded more balanced but still it can’t just be fine and alright, not to mention that the archivist is basically an entity of the eye going to a universe where the eye. doesn’t exist anymore. does that mean it’s going to revert back to a state stripped of the eye and be a normal person or will it potentially be destroyed? or something else??

#i can’t believe we have to wait an entire hiatus until the next episode are you SERIOUS #i’m going to be insane the entire time #tmagp 30 #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #the magnus protocol #tmagp error #jaspers rambles

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lotus-pear · 23 days ago

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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)

#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family #i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated #god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward #he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette #until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan #and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive #for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up #“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole #what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative #there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered #GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART #i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu #TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it #terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months #akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless #not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending #persona 5 royal #persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #sumire yoshizawa #goro akechi #lotus draws

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zutarawasrobbed · 11 months ago

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I’m sorry, but the Netflix showrunner referring to Kataang as an “issue to tackle” in the future is some of the funniest shit I’ve ever read/heard.

#the way I choked #he was directly referencing k@taang in his answer too.#the age gap was already a problem in the original show #now you just see it the way Zutara has the entire time because you see it in real life actors their age #the maturity difference between a 12 and 14 year old is insane #he literally said he was relieved he didn’t have to deal with it this season #and he just kept going too 😭#I’m not a fan of the ship but DAMN he did them so dirty #avatar the last airbender #zutara #atla live action #anti k@taang

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cable-salamdr · 3 months ago

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Wolfcat is sooooo funky to me esp now that it’s confirmed that Sora and Jordana were in school together and drifted apart. I don’t really see them as toxic yuri anymore and more as Jordana somewhat-joining the ninja and they are both confused as fuck about one another. Just exhausted from life and scared of AND for the other person. They have so many issues to fix between each other and themselves, and if it takes them like 10 years to actually get together then I am completely okay with that. No more toxic yuri only weary yuri now.

#i need them to have so many awkward conversations and crying sessions together you don’t understand #i need them to be very mad at each other. i need them to kiss softly #i’m retracting all my art of them being violent and in love they are now just scared asf #sora because she’s still missing her best friend and the entire world keeps going to shit and she DID NOT sign up for this #and jordana because she disappointed literally everyone in her life so far and joining the ninja has felt like the ultimate defeat #she can barely do magic anymore without feeling so so panicked #these two don’t have time for romance rn but they def have time for slowly becoming each other’s comfort #considering they have known each other for so long #GAHJ they make me insane chat i’m not even joking #ninjago spoilers #ninjago jordana #jordana ninjago #ninjago sora #sora ninjago #raspberryshipping #ninjago raspberry #wolfcat #wolfcat shipping #cable’s txts

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rainyinjanuary · 1 month ago

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i am having post-tit (terrible influence tour) withdrawals

#it was so good i was grinning like a FOOL the entire time #we were in the absolute cheap seats (very back row) but it was still fantastic #realised this year how much of an impact dip and pip have had on me and i’m so grateful i saw them irl for the first time #toxic jumpscare really hit at the start (INSANE pre show run of rush von dutch and hot to go)#also we hit a kangaroo on the way there — everyone is fine but it was emotionally harrowing LMAO #titspoilers #dan and phil #juliet talks

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akkivee · 8 months ago

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hitoya pointing that glock at dice really is a crazy evolved card lmao

#vee queued to fill the void #i’m still mindblown by how insane gentaro was in this event lol and like!!!!! crazy all by himself lol!!!!!#i like that arb likes to wink wink nudge nudge canon events but idk what to even try to interpret lol #like i’m going to ignore that the family who’s putting their lives on the line were actually experiencing that this event lol (😬😬😬)#but gentaro solo evil run with ramudice watching like 😰😰😰😰😰 the entire time lol????? um?????#it kinda does remind me of analysis about the first guidebook cover tho weirdly enough lol #like posse on that cover were not together whereas bb mtr rosasa were as point of comparison #in the bp track we started to see rosasa separated from rei as depicted on that cover #maybe we’ll start seeing exactly what that cover was trying to tell us in upcoming tracks 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

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getoutofmytardis · 5 months ago

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noooooo why didn’t i realise before its havers’ stick the captain carries around😭😭😭

#no lads i’m literally going insane i’ve seen that episode god knows how many times and only just actually saw?? havers puts it in his hands #and i will never ever get over that havers is the only person who says the captains name in the entire show #my heart is a pile of mush on the floor #he’s got a piece of havers with him in death still 😭#bbc ghosts

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kaylazer · 9 months ago

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back on my bullshit (meeting men im in love with). Ben Schwartz is so kind and tall :-) I didn’t totally freeze like when I met the Jonas brothers but the selfies we took are blurry so 😔

(at least I have these bc I told sam to record the whole thing heheheh)

#also the show was great #I had to slap sam many times bc she was choking from laughter #ben schwartz #bro how did i forget my personal tag for ben #ben schwartz my beloved #me #also forgot me tag #editing tags after the fact to recount the entire experience #so we waited outside for about 10 minutes and I had no expectation of how long it usually takes for him to come out and take pictures #he comes out without a mask which is surprising to me and says ‘you guys wanna take some pictures?’#we all just kinda form a non sensical blob (there’s maybe like 10 ppl total) around him #Brandon Katie and Eugene hang back towards the stage door unsure if anyone wants to chat with them #I’m gushing over how tall and handsome Ben is to my sister who is ready to record our interaction once he gets to me #as I listen to him chatting with the other fans I can’t help but smile and say to my sibling ‘he’s so sweet’ every minute #he meets someone who has a cool sketchbook of the skits from the show that he wants to take a picture of #but they need to write their handle so he says he’ll talk with some others and get back to them #so he does and then later I see the girl ready to talk to him again off to the side #so I tell her ‘you can go ahead and finish talking to him”’ and she’s like ‘are you sure?’ and I’m like duh!#finally it’s my turn and he looks at me and says ‘hi I’m Ben’#yes Benjamin Joseph Schwartz I know #he sees me holding my phone and immediately sides steps to get into selfie mode as I ask him if he’ll sign my Jean Ralphio figure #he steps back to Be in front of me ‘yes of course!’#what insane media training he has #he says ‘I’ve seen this! this is the first one I’ve ever signed’#upon seeing the figure he says ‘it’s beautiful’ lol #he’s concerned that the sharpie I brought will not show up and I mention that it was probably a bad one to bring because it’s pastel #he signs and holds it up (as you can see in the first photo) to make sure it’s visible #he hands it back to me and I thank him and he says ‘do you want to take a picture?’#and I say ‘I would love to!’ and then I hold the Jean Ralphio figure and he looks to my sibling assuming she’s taking the picture #she’s like ‘no I’m just here for moral support!’

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clickbeetle · 2 months ago

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my god, this youtuber i’m watching play slay the princess got the FURY as his first ch3 princess, only to turn around and never even see her. never before have i been so frustrated

#getting the fury as your first is insane to me #but then not even getting to see what the hell you’ve created?????? go to jail #i’m not even a huge fury stan. it’s just so insane. ‘welcome to our indie game :) time to kill Gore God.’#what a wild first impression to the entire game #except he didn’t even SEE her!!!! he gave up!!!!!

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yuripira4e · 5 months ago

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Before otasune week ends I just want to take a moment to plug my playlist

#I just remembered it exists #otasune #snotacon #snake x otacon #mgs #metal gear solid #metal gear #solid snake #David #hal emmerich #they’re married but also have never confessed their feelings to each other #people who think that snake would be the one rejecting Otacon is obviously basing it off of their appearances only #like sorry to say but snake has definitely slept with and accepted his feelings for men #and Hal has not #Hal sleeps with women to try and keep his mind off the fact he has a full family with a man who he loves and is going to watch die #I personally hc his dads abuse had a lot of affect on his feeling of inferiority so being gay would be too weak for him #he’s like a ally who is totally cool with other gay people but freaks out when the label is pointed at him #despite literally having a husband #but I think snake knows and accepts it in his own way #never forgiving Hal for the Naomi thing though #snake looked absolutely devestated the entire time but when he rolls over to sleep on the couch when Hal leaves with her and the soft sad #romance music in the back??? crazy #and y’all don’t even want to hear about the depressing queer repression cycle parallel between him and his mom (Strangelove)#I’m so insane about them I need them to just be in their happy family and nothing bad ever happens #Spotify

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laniidae-passerine · 7 months ago

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we’ve swung so hard from the one evil conclusion (Louis is a horrible person who deserves the awful things that have been inflicted on him) that now we’re on the equally evil and terribly boring side of Louis is an angel and you cannot argue he was being cruel or manipulative in any of his relationships. like yes he was. he was genuinely horrible to Armand, even if Armand was playing some 5d chess game the whole time. Louis is cruel, relentless and deeply selfish in every relationship he enters. Which is why it is positively baffling to read people reacting with anger when meta or discussion arises about Louis’ negative traits or behaviour? especially when they’re arguing against things that Jacob Anderson has said in interviews? 100% valid to want to protect Louis and acknowledge that a significant proportion of fandom are harsher on him than on his peers, but that does not make him an angel and it’s not racially motivated to call the vicious selfish vampire a vicious selfish vampire. that’s the appeal of him!!! love him as is stop flattening him

#like you can’t act as if it’s not emotionally abusive to start a relationship by basically telling your partner #I’m using you for my own whims and to punish my ex so even though I love you you’re going to know your main use is being a tool for me #insanely cruel! deeply manipulative!#he hurts Claudia even though SHE TELLS HIM at the ACTUAL TIME that he’s doing it!#he won’t shut up about Lestat even when he’s spending time with Armand…. BANANAS #he’s so cruel. love him!!!!#like Jacob says ‘yeah there was a clear pimp and slave undertone to the entire dynamic with Armand’ and people are outright going #‘no actually I refuse to believe that’ LISTEN TO HIM?????? HE’S LITERALLY LDPDL?????#like there are some absolute garbage people trying to act like lestat was the victim in the New Orleans relationship #(c’mon. he fucking admitted it was abuse at the trial and Louis deserved to kill him)#but flattening Louis is not helping anyone #I’m wading into hell but I’ll do anything for Louis. beloved #iwtv #interview with the vampire #LDPDL #louis de pointe du lac

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abernthyss · 1 year ago

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I’m thinking about Limoreau again

#gen v #marie moreau #jordan li #limoreau #jordan x marie #i’m going insane #i love them so bad #need them kissing the entire time next ep #brb crying

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javierduffy · 11 days ago

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Same anon from earlier who sent that ask about how Dutch would react to javieran. I finished the fic but uh it's porn lol. If you're still interested it's "steady beat" on ao3

anon i would like you to know that i spent the first 20 minutes of my shift sitting in the bathroom reading this and i do not regret a single moment

THAT WAS SOOOO GOOD ARE UOU INSANE !-?/!?:3! JAVIERAN CONTENT WAS EXCITING ENOUGH ALREADY BUT PORN ??? AND SOFT, FLUFFY, HEAD-OVER-HEELS IN LOVE PORN ???????? you wrote this for ME !!!!!!! and i am SO GRATEFUL !-!2!2!3 OMG !!!!!!!!!! it was sooo good i was literally giggling and kicking my feet the whole time, you nailed their dynamic sooo so perfectly imo 😭💔 reading that was such a pleasure thank you for the food !!!!!

#kieran being trans ☹️☹️☹️☹️#u writing them to have an exaggerated height difference like i do (when i dont think they actually have that big of one) ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#u constantly referring back to javier having a metronome ticking in the back of his head is soooo beautiful to me he truly is an artist of #his own �� like how a painter may see a scene out of any landscape they’re in or how a photographer may note the composition of the world aro #und them … javier taking note of kieran’s heartbeat as it is the song of his life is so beautiful. oh the artistry ….#so romantic …… you captured them sooo so well !!! i do so adore how you write them …#that was pure indulgence for me thank you for writing them exactly like i do i feel so fed #a few favourite lines that had me autisiming out:#‘how much further can they go until their veins join together and their blood flows freely between their bodies?#Until their stained souls tangle into binary stars and they are left as one person?#What would happen then?’#first of all; holy shit. oh my god. that’s so romantic.#second of all: SOO SOFFTTT UGGGHH i just KNOW they want to escape it all but more than that they would love to escape into each other. into #love in all it’s glory and in a gentility so rare in the world they live in FAWK GOD I LOVE WHEN LOVE IS SEEN ON A COSMIC LEVEL like it’s so #big that it’s small because it’s in every molecule every atom every breath every speck of stardust making them up #i’m gonna be sick #also #‘He’ll make a musician of his lover yet.’#had me going INSAAANNEEEEE !!!!! INSANE !!!!!!!!!!#SO GOOD I WISH I HAD THE TIME TO YELL ABOUT IT MORE BUT I HAVE TO GET ON THE FLOOR 💔💔💔#please know i loved it so much. truly made my entire day. thank you for sharing that with me. your writing is fantastic you are truly an art #ist #rdr2 #(for the sake of my blog organization sorry tag)#javieran #text #ask #hero's yelling at folks again #anon

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passingnights · 5 months ago

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I know it won’t happen for a while but they need to bring back the NPCs in Fantasy High season 4 solely because *I* miss them a lot and one can only rewatch all 3 seasons of FH so many times over and over again before losing their minds

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #what can I say other than I miss garthy ayda and gilear in season 3 so much #I’m on my third rewatch of the entire series WITHIN this month #I might just be going crazy #my screen time are going into insane numbers

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clegfly · 5 months ago

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‘Puter mari can’t read rooms. Or screens I guess

#my girl I’m SO normal about her #goes INSANE!!!#omori #omori au #omori mari #I’ve been just developing her character in my head because it’s so interesting #she’s mari but NOT mari at the same time #she has her own little quirks and parts of personality which she in turn questions if that makes her really mari #every single detail about her character is like a concentric circle #it just keeps going and going and the concepts derivative of previous concepts get deeper and deeper #she’s in the depths of an existential crisis let her brood #she IS very bad at socialising and reading rooms and moods and stuff #she’s been trapped her whole life!! both in the game’s storyline and literally on the computer too!!! give her a break!!!!#cw sui mention #some little facts about her for those interested #she speaks with like this tweaked tts that sunny made #in which he adjusted it enough so that it sounded like mari to him #:(#so like. whatever voice headcanon you have for mari bitcrush it and make it choppy thats her #she was the first vocaloid!!! puter mari did it FIRST!!!!#she also gets more advanced the more she’s around #at some point she figures out how to start transferring into electric appliances #sunny’s microwaving leftovers and his microwave starts talking to him in puter mari’s low resolution ass voice #BSJDJDJNZ I love her #I’m purposefully ignoring like the entire angst aspect of her character rn #it’s silly time!!!#ough puter mari you will now forever have my heart #I have more little facts about her lmk if you wanna hear them!!!#puter au

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ratcandy · 8 months ago

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had a really epic cry on a balcony last week and I’ve been longing for that balcony ever since . Was so cathartic I need to go back there

#Never in my life have I felt more at odds with people around me and like I have no idea how to communicate #like a normal human being until this fucking trip #And I don’t know what I’m doing wrong but it just feels like. I am barely passing as a normal Person and people are Noticing #and the Noticing is making them Uneasy and therefore I am excluded from All Things #I need to get Diagnosed . With what I don’t know. But Something. Because something is fucking Wrong here #It’s making me reevaluate my entire everything because I feel so out of place it’s driving me insane #I feel like I’m sticking out like a sore thumb amidst a crowd and it’s doing something awful to me #How do I talk to people how do I exist with other people how do i. Do anything #and why is this only hard Now #I keep clamming up (lol) and going totally silent because I just feel like everything I’m saying is Wrong. Somehow.#But me being silent is also Wrong. And I’m doing something Wrong all the time #Uughhhrhb. This sucks. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here #vent #delete later #clamtalk #Sorry for venting so much recently I am. Going through it rn. I promise I try not to do this often.

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