#i’m extremely frustrated
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i’ve seen a couple of posts rejoicing that the second part of the graphic novel will have a different artist because the first part’s art wasn’t good and i don’t know how to explain to these people that the reason the art was bad had nothing to do with the artist and everything to do with s&s being shitheads that put a tremendous amount of strain on gabriella by rushing the process and forcing her to change her art style to something she wasn’t entirely comfortable with and that they should prepare themselves for disappointment because this new part will likely also be extremely rushed and the new artist will likely also be forced to change her art style because that’s how s&s rolls
(source, cool art gabriella’s done)
#I WILL NOT TOLERATE GABRIELLA SLANDER!!!! her art is amazing have you SEEN the art she does in her natural style?#it’s fucking FANTASTIC. you would make shitty art too if you were rushed the way she was. knock it off#yes i’m aware that they have been making part two since before part one was released. so it may be a little less rushed#but we don’t know at all what’s going on behind the scenes#sorry!!!! this has been extremely frustrating to me. STOP slandering gabriella i am so serious. knock! it! off!#shannon’s deadlines are misery BECAUSE of s&s and the artists working on the graphic novel are no different#kotlc#gabriella chianello#kotlc graphic novel part one#kotlc graphic novel part two
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i regret to inform everyone that kerdly has strongly grown on me
#specifically with the idea that kris fucking hates that bird and the soul is the one shipping them together#but then kris actually starts developing feelings and is extremely frustrated#the shitpost material is too good i’m sorry 😔#kerdly#krerdly#deltarune
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Rainworld fans when they don’t know how to interact with a female character without calling her a mother or a bitch: “yeah moons too boring :/// I like when she’s a bitch! Let her be mean!”
Moon very rarely displays anything beyond (Understandable) bitterness at her situation and some passive aggression. If you want to make aus or explore an alternate canon where she DOES act more “bitchy” go ahead. I support women’s wrongs. But I find it very disheartening that people see Moon’s sheer willpower, that she chooses to be kind again and again and again, as a weakness. As a “wrong” reaction to the situation she was put in.
I’m not gonna deny that some of her politeness is a hold over from etiquette back in the Ancients’ day. But I simply do not think her peace and kindness is wholly a weakness, or something subconscious she is unaware of. (OR uninteresting. In a world that is DESIGNED to make you feel small, a world designed to be unkind, having a character who chooses to be the opposite is SO interesting imo.) And I do not exactly think reading her angry moments as “bitchy” is a normal thing to do with the only prominent female character in the whole game.
#rain world#looks to the moon#rw lttm#this is more of a vague post than anything I’ve ever posted#if you posted a take like this and read this: I don’t hate you or anything#this is phrased in a very frustrated and cynical way but I’m so tired#you are allowed to dislike moon#find her uninteresting#etc#but I simply do not agree with the ‘popular’ reasons for viewing her as such#and I think it’s clear when people view her merely as an extension to a story centering her brother#instead of realizing rain worlds story (esp in vanilla) is very decentralized#just because moon is largely ‘static’ and her arc is less extreme than Pebbles’ is#it doesn’t mean she. doesn’t have one?
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It’s actually so frustrating being super critical of your own writing, especially when you can see improvement but you don’t think the improvement is that good. My brain actually hates me, let me be proud of myself PLEASE, we DON’T need to nitpick everything oh my god
#been going back and forth with myself lately#I’m actually extremely frustrated with how some things turned out for some of the things I posted but it’s kinda too late to do anything#I’m a lot more critical of myself than I think I let on actually#ANYWAY
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if i have to read one more published fantasy book that uses irl memes and online vernacular in its dialogue i’m taking away the toys until y’all can learn to respect yourselves. Not only does it break immersion in your world and detract from your characters having their own voices, it also makes you, the author, seem like a dim parrot incapable of neither original thought nor basic understanding of the passage of time
1) due to the timeline of publishing, any meme included will automatically be hopelessly dated by the time the story reaches readers and
2) it’s literally the same thing Ready Player One did. Hey look i’m pointing at a thing in pop culture. Did you get my reference? Did you get it? Let me list some more colors and shapes you recognize. Did you get it? And then Gideon Nav hit the dab or whatever. Hashtag Relatable!
It’s so painfully unfunny and uncompelling every time. We can do better. Apply some creativity to your own work
#writing#i love fantasy and every time i buy yet another newly published book i’m SO excited and hopeful#and then it’s just. garbage#the fourth wing is my latest DNF like my god how did this get published#every so often i’m like okay maybe the locked tomb series surely can’t be THAT bad?#and then i’ll see another excerpt or screenshot of the text and go ah. never mind#the use of meme slang has now become like the number one red flag of a truly stupid book#extremely frustrating. ah well be the change you want to see in the world#yap yap
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when you’re in a “shipping random white m|m/w|m ships to spite the bwwm ship” and your competition is every fandom ever like you guys fucking suck lmaoooo suddenly it’s no chemistry! heteronormativity! he’s gay and she’s a lesbian! platonic only! poor acting! she is an independent woman! even the elite ships aren’t safe for as soon as the girl looks physically different than their (usually book) canon counterpart, the people are up in arms. like suck my dick
#like genuinely I get so enraged when I see it bc it’s so fucking obvious#and I have to specify bwwm bc y’all are so sinister when it comes to those#gonna tag a few ships feel free if anyone sees more#a few of these aren’t even any ships I personally know about but I’ve seen how fandom treats them#and their actors (if applicable) by extension#percabeth#westallen#richonne#jacaela#jacaela is for my twitter homie bc hotd fandom talks crazy about bethany#katara isn’t black and I’m not qualified to speak on indigenous rep presented in atla but#extremely frustrating seeing how the brown girl on the show was vilified and misinterpreted to prop up her brother#I’m not even particularly passionate by a lot of these ships outside of like three but Jesus Christ I’ve seen the ugly#misogynoir#long post
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Hahahaha I love having stayed up till 3:00am for nothing 😭 whatever screw me I guess
#I know it’s not their fault btw I’m just extremely sleep deprived from anxiety#I feel sorry for the cast lmao imagine all the planning on just for this to happen 😭#epic the musical#lemons rants#epic the ithica saga#I’ll prolly delete this later#this was posted out of frustration#Ithica saga livestream#I actually feel like crying lol I’m actually really frustrated
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yall. im fucking tired.
#just blahs#given up hope on finding my phone so now i have to go through all the shit that goes with trying to get a new one#it’s extremely frustrating#and i’m just. tired.
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More Schmojo!! And I decided to name her dark matter friend living in her bubble rod, “Beauregard.” >:3
Plus some doodles I thought of during work, and a lighthearted poke at myself lol.
#like the adhd I have irl they are not evil or broken. just something that coexists alongside me.#I can yell and scream at it to go away and get frustrated at its existence#or I can learn to understand and cooperate with it so we can draw strength from each other#…..or something. hahaha they’re not true personifications of my diagnosis or anything but it’s just something I consider#like talking to myself almost haha. my inner thought process. and how I sometimes feel like I have two different halves to my personality.#not like I’m two faced tho!#like…. I experience opposite extremes of emotions sometimes#-twirls hair- can’t help being a Gemini!!#ANYWAY here’s more directors commentary for you#again they are not personifications of my diagnosis. I will throw both versions of my sona aro#*around my head like jumping beans teehee#kirbysona#art#Kirby series#Jojo T Schmo
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Would ya’ll not mind seeing severely out of context angst art?
#genq#cos like most of the art that I draw in private is extremely self-indulgent and only really fulfills me and it’s probably cringe and ooc#but it’s frustrating bc i WANT to show it but at the same time i don’t feel comfortable or I’m just shy to show the art /srs#not art just nonsense#ruf rambles#shitpost#murder drones khan angst#<— i’m implying it lmao-
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It annoys me how I talked about how nice the fandom was earlier this year, like I went on talking about how nice everyone was and how I loved being a apart of it, now it has left a real sour taste in my mouth seeing how much people hated on everyone and how toxic people can be
#I’m still pissed about how extreme everyone was with it all#like there was so much hate and people just being the worst#and it frustrates me#like I thought that everyone here was pretty nice#but my god some of the shit I was seeing was not it
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guys i think my depression meds are working
#i always forget to take before pics but the halfway-done pic works#the other side used to have a couch but there was also Stuff under/next to/behind it. so it was just as cluttered#i’ve been on these new meds for a couple months but i only just a week or two ago started like#taking them every day consistently. maybe missing one in ten days#as opposed to before i was probably missing it more often than i took it#i’m so bad at new routiiines#but!! doing better now!!!#doing cleaning i’ve been desperately wanting to do for two years#and putting off for no reason for six months#👍#well ok yes i guess burn out depression is a reason#but it’s frustrating when that’s the only reason#compared to my previous extremely crowded house (my family of four plus three roommates) and 50 hour work weeks#but i’m finally recovering from all that 👍👍👍#silver.chat
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hmm. isn’t it funny how jimmy gets infantilized by the fandom so much. and how many of his traits could very easily be read as autistic. that’s so weird
#his frustration. extreme insistence on minor things#extremely exaggerated reactions. him Not Getting Things sometimes#his tendencies towards tunnel vision and priorities that aren’t in the same place as everyone else’s#hell even his ability to assess situations (i.e. southlands crumbling at the seams + time to get out) but not motivations#isn’t that weird? isn’t that wacky? isn’t that wild?#maybe i’m onto nothing. but this is the piss on the poor site so if so then i do get my wiggle room
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Hahahaha that moment you open your story in Scrivener to read what you last wrote two months ago only to realize thousands of words are gone and there’s no sign they ever existed. (And I wrote them. I spent hours one evening working on them. I did.) There’s no version history. There’s no zipped backup files anywhere. Even my external harddrive that I could have sworn I backed it up on only has the older version. It’s as though half the story never existed.
#i’m certain something must have happened with all the transferring of files I’ve been doing between computers#apparently the backups usually save in the local folder of appdata and even that doesn’t exist#what’s weird is that#this didn’t happen with my other scrivener files#i assume the older version must have overwritten the more recent one somehow#at least it wasn’t an extremely important project. just something i was dabbling with.#but still. frustrating.#scrivener is gaslighting me lol
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I don’t think I’ve ever been particularly expressive about liking Starkid on here. This is clearly a mistake.
#starkid#team starkid#nerdy prudes must die#workin boys#I watched both in the past two days or so#I’m going to be honest#I love the hatchetfield series#I know it’s not everyone’s cup of tea in the SK fandom#and I do understand some frustration with it’s rather extreme presence#but I think TGWDLM is hilarious#Black Friday is severely underrated#seriously I think BF is phenomenal#and now NPMD is just an absolute bop#anyways now to make other text posts about NPMD
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i lost the post but i saw someone talking about how some of y’all act like being weird is a choice and like. YEAHHHHHHH.
that’s fine, it might be for you. but i just live like this and don’t know any other way. like yeah i’ve worked customer service, i can do innocuous small talk, but anything beyond that, i don’t understand what i’m missing. and it’s frustrating to see the tonal disconnect especially from people who are like “uwu embrace weirdness!!” where they’re like. dressing quirky and talking about bugs and listening to obscure music and eschewing small talk to ask Deep Questions on the first date and unlearning their tendency to not infodump. and generally have an idea of what Weirdness is supposed to look like. idk man some of us wake up and get out of bed and can’t figure out why the rest of their coworkers chitchat with each other but when they join the conversation it dies.
weirdness is value neutral. let’s stop trying to turn it into a badge because quite frankly, it’s not a choice for everyone. it’s fucking exhausting to never be on the same wavelength as other people and they’re going to react the way they do and label you the way they will without any conscious actions on your end. it’s difficult to talk about this without feeling like you’ll be dismissed as immature, a teenager whining “no one understands me” but the thing is. sometimes you don’t grow out of feeling alone and different, and there’s no good way to talk about it without feeling like people will think you’re just fishing for pity.
#most of it is stuff i can’t help like!!!#coworkers and i don’t share a lot of interests so i’m always like. yes i’ve heard of that show but haven’t seen it. no idk that band sorry#and they’ll like. talk shit abt other people who share my interests without realizing that i also like those things#so i just have to sit there and take it#i feel like i don’t have a lot in common with my friends even. a few shared interests but very different lives#in my experience the conscious choice has been to try to keep up with what’s popular but it’s just. not interesting to me#i got bored and forgot to finish s2 of stranger things and never picked it back up#even alt subcultures have gone kinda mainstream and i never quite slot in#let’s not even touch the gay culture ‘flags’ that are extremely online and unrelatablr#and the most frustrating thing. every time i try to talk about myself and my interests i feel people shutting down#one person i know. open mouth sighs in exasperation when i open my mouth#i don’t know why you’re making it my problem that we’re different#i know there is supposed to be a niche out there for everyone but some of that feels like#those niches are falling prey to marketability. if you’re too far out of the mainstream. too out of touch. it can’t be helped#a lot of messaging online is like. embrace weirdness but only if it’s subversive in a very specific way#too normal to hang out with self-proclaimed proud weirdos. too weird to hang out with normies#like i thought the thing was to disavow performativity. i’m sorry i don’t find the same things interesting#i don’t care about the office and you don’t care about the hundred years’ war. that’s fine. why is that seen as a personal fault of mine#i feel like some of the reaction i get might be bc it comes across as hipster shit. idk#i’m literally just oblivious and looking for any kind of indicator for social interaction#but so often it feels like the onus of finding common ground is on me. i have to listen abt things idk but no one cares what i have to say#i think what makes it more frustrating is this reaction from people who claim to not care. do their own thing#and then get annoyed when i do mine and it’s. different#instead of being like ‘fuck the mainstream! conformity is bullshit! be yourself!’ it’s like#‘fuck the mainstream because it doesn’t appeal to me personally and i’ve made my own club!’#and this is not going to come out right because i’m just at my limit and venting and don’t know how to say things the right way#so people don’t misunderstand me#i just happen to never like the Right Things and know the Right Things and act the Right Way and idk how else to say it other than#can we be more normal about weird people#idk it’s hard to talk abt this without sounding like i’m just complaining but i’m more bewildered and trying to state things as i see them
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