#i’m being dramatic rn

[bigbadwolfwood]

happy thursday (said with a smile & tears in my eyes)

[fumifooms]

[bruisedboys]

so I injured my wrist and had to wash my hair one handed and I’m just thinking about how james would not let that happen.

he’d wash your hair for you even if he’s already showered himself, standing outside the shower while you stand under the spray, his shirt getting all wet from the shower water. he hardly cares, even when it gets so wet he has to change it completely. and he definitely spends way more time on your hair than he needs to, scrubbing shampoo into it as if it’s his life’s mission yo get your hair as clean as possible. he’d dry your hair for you too, and if you have curls he’ll scrunch your curls for you and put in all your special products. and he’ll re-wrap your wrist for you afterwards :(((

and like. just in general, if you injure your wrist or your hand james is suddenly doing everything for you. anything that could possibly put strain on your injury he’s gonna do for you. buttering your toast in the morning. zipping and unzipping your clothes. doing up the clasp on your bra because it hurts when you reach around your back like that. tying up your hair for you!!!! omg. he braids it so it’s out of your face and if it looks a little wonky so what? ugh I’m thinking thoughts. also this is self indulgent I’m sorry <3

[laurrelise]

i am so so interested in house for the doctors and their personal lives and the medical stuff is cool and all but this feels like the slowest slow burn of all time

me when i’m trudging through the mud (actual medical drama plot) to find what i’m seeking out (the 5 minutes worth of plot surrounding house, wilson, cuddy, and all the other doctors per episode)

[sun-undone]

can we please get in depth podcast episodes on Spotify for season 4?

well i was gonna make a separate post about this but i guess this is as good a place as any to say that i will officially be ending the diver down podcast.

i’d been promising for a long while that i’d get to season 3 and had just recently decided to skip it entirely and cut right to season 4 instead since i enjoyed part 1 so much. but after part 2, it really REALLY fucking sucks, but i think a lot of y’all will understand me when i say that i do not want to participate in meaningful analysis of this show for a very long while (maybe ever again) after the complete disrespect we as fans have been shown by the writers and (some) actors of this show. it hurts so fucking bad and it sounds dramatic but i feel like a safe place has been stolen. we all joked about the pates’ lazy writing and bent over backwards to make their decisions make sense sometimes, but this is a whole other level of bullshit that feels personal. it’s not just the jj stuff either. sarah and pope’s storylines (if you could even call them that) also reeked of some very foul ideologies that the pates seemed to be able to hide well enough in the other seasons but suddenly decided to bring to the forefront in a very disgusting way in 2024 of all fucking years.

i’m just incredibly disappointed and betrayed and angry and while i had a lack of motivation and lukewarm disinterest in deep diving season 3, this is an entirely different level of visceral distaste.

so i will not be making any more podcast episodes about outer banks.

from the bottom of my heart, i’m so very grateful to everyone who have listened and found joy in listening to all of my rants. it means so much that i could be a bright spot in people’s lives, even if it was just for one single hour. this fandom has created so many incredible fucking pieces of art and i feel so lucky to have added a small piece of my own to that. as betrayed as so many of us feel, no one can take away the community we’ve formed and the art we’ve produced. i don’t regret a single second of it because of that.

i’ll probably make a short explanation/goodbye episode but it will likely be very concise and not go into detail about my specific thoughts on what went so very wrong. i hope some of y’all stick around if you’re interested in the other stuff i’m watching/reading cause wow they’re miles better than obx and i will always have rambles to share.

thank you so much again and i’m sorry if this is disappointing to anyone or a piece of even more bad news after an already taxing week ❤️

[cosmicallysick]

The trauma wasn’t that bad, so why does it hurt so much? How did I end up so fucked up off such small shit?

[simpjaes]

❤️‍🔥 WET ❤️‍🔥

[maxgicalgirl]

Oh Cecil Palmer I would be delighted if you were always right next to me only inches from my face mwah xoxo

[fuckdamn]

everytime i’m faced with wild overt misogyny that’s just platformed like it’s nothing i remind myself that people don’t actually have to feel this way about women. men are fully capable of treating women like human beings and viewing them as such. “but socialization but male fantasies but patriatchy speaks through us even when we don’t recognize it” sure but actually regardless there exist men who are fundamentally not raging misogynists and they generally seem happier and better adjusted. misogyny to me isn’t disappointing because “oh i can’t believe Men, as an essentialized category of person, are like this” it’s disappointing because people make the choice to be like this. “it’s my biological imperative as a man to dominate you” okay well it’s my biological imperative as a freaky bitch to dominate you so what now. what biological imperative is making you comment “onlyfans detected opinion rejected” on every picture of any attractive woman. i think i will always be understood by most people as a woman and i’m learning to accept that and trying to like it but misogyny makes me feel very trapped of course. but misogyny is a choice. which means some people make the choice to be misogynistic which is profoundly frustrating. but many other people choose not to be actively misogynistic and i believe anyone could choose not to be actively misogynistic if they wanted. so it’s a whole thing

[oldmanffucker]

& the way that izzy was a newly visibly disabled character & instead of showing that disabled people can live happy lives they killed him.

& im sure that wasn’t the intention, & yes they showed him living a loving life before this, they showed the people around him really showing up for him as a newly disabled man and as an audaciously queer man & I do think that until this moment they DID do a good job of showing that Izzy’s no less lovable or capable when he’s disabled. The crew show up for him time and time again, loving him fully and helping him gain access and mobility, Stede goes to him for training, he’s still utterly himself.

& truly I don’t think the writers were trying to comment on the worthiness of disabled people, but the impact always outweighs the intent and all the disabled people (visible or invisible) who found a piece of themselves in izzy & were heartened by the way he was loved will feel this.

I don’t wanna blow this out of proportion bc I know it’s just tv & Izzy is alive forever in my mind palace & I know that disabled people are limitelessly lovable and our queer elders are limitlessly lovable but I am really and truly bummed.

[campirefangs]

[alaskan-wallflower]

damnit, i just saw accusations about the outsiders cast sa’ing and r*ping people, specifically brody. i hope it’s not true. i really hope it’s not true. can someone give me insight? because i’m not sure. apparently it was on reddit and idk how believable things on reddit are but i feel really gross and sick now, can someone please tell me if this is true or kit, or if it was all made up? i hope it was made up. i really really do.

[luderailing]

Slovakia doodle from a month ish ago because I’ve fallen into a little art block

[pennyserenade]

i have a niece that i very rarely talk about, not because i like my nephews more, but because she’s the biggest fucking kleptomaniac i’ve ever seen in my life and i fear today she struck again (eyelash glue: gone). wish i could say this is for the last time but no one listens to me so it will not be

[wow-an-unfunny-joke]

Im on episode four, and Vanitas is surprisingly sinister- I was expecting him to be silly goofy and a little childish- but then he did that thing with Jeanne (or whatever her name is) and I’m just- dude?????? wtf???????

[thegingergal]

after today if i could walk into the sea until i lost the sight of shore i would.