#i’d like to think they’d be friends

[kyriaeartblog]

they’re both lotus juice fans

[warlenys]

the glenn macdennis comment hurt obviously but also so necessarily cause i’d gotten too delusional i was too obsessed with the potential final prize instead of fully enjoying what i love about what macden is rn which is the saddest awfulest gay tragedy ever written this is such a good catalyst for lowering my expectations and just living laughing loving in the doomed queerbait this is what shipping’s about what fandom’s about what life is about let us rest peacefully knowing that we absolutely will still get shit and it’ll be crazy and funny and sad but ultimately the power to make it beautiful lies with us. as the queerbait gods intended

[thelyingjoke]

having loadssssss of gonta and kokichi thoughts now...obsessed with them The Besties Ever.........

it gets me because their friendship is both about trusting Each Other. and trusting Themselves. like. in those summer camp interactions. it’s gonta repeatedly putting his trust into kokichi. because that’s his Friend. everybody else says that he shouldn’t. kokichi says that he shouldn’t. but gonta trusts him anyway. not because kokichi is tricking him. but because he’s using his own judgment. instead of following what others say about kokichi and what kokichi says about himself he instead looks at him from his own point of view…and comes to his own conclusion to trust him. and i think that is So Sweet. gonta’s a Lot more intelligent than he gives himself credit for!!! his own conclusion—that kokichi ends up always doing something to make people laugh—is accurate!! he can read him well! that’s where the trusting Himself part comes in. because he’s so convinced that he isn’t smart. that other people inherently know better than him. and yet, even when everyone tells him kokichi’s just trouble—he makes his own decision. he has faith in himself to put faith in kokichi. he is confident in this, which i think is so very important for him

they both kinda see something in each other that the others don’t!!! gonta seeing into kokichi’s better intentions where other people wouldn’t, trusting him despite everyone’s insistence that he isn’t trustworthy, including from kokichi himself. kokichi realizing gonta’s intelligence in a way that others don’t, despite others’ and gonta’s own dismissiveness towards that.

like…aughhhh i have so many thoughts but they aren’t entirely coming out into words correctly. kokichi doesn’t think he deserves a friend like gonta, if the utdp graduation event didn’t make that clear. he almost can’t believe someone could like him as genuinely as gonta does, to the point of accusing gonta of lying about being sad to see kokichi gone. and then in summer camp he keeps saying how gonta trusting him worries him. for kokichi it’s about learning to have faith in someone else to know when they want to hold faith in him. about having faith in himself to trust someone else. If that makes sense.

and then in the main game. It’s So Painful. because everything falls apart for them when they don’t have that. gonta had known what the motive video plan was and had agreed to it. but kokichi’s paranoia got the best of him, which led to gonta’s lack of belief in himself getting the best of him, and they didn’t work together again until chapter 4 at which point both of these issues had gotten Worse.

because the whole thing started with gonta now being so caught up in the need to protect everyone else and the belief that that’s all he’s good for. he goes with everyone’s distrust of kokichi and that’s exactly what kokichi uses to get him to do what he wants. while later kokichi becomes distrustful of gonta because during the trial, it seems like gonta is lying, and lying very well. I hope that i explained this in a way that makes sense my brain is foggy right now and i can’t seem to get the Exact Right words out

i just think they’re neat…i loveeeee the existence of the official non-despair AUs because they’re really cool insight. these two could be So Friends. basically i think they’re like this image:

[chuuyascumsock]

Me when I decide to character analysis the mfs I hate the most (Nikolai and Fyodor) solely so I can write a friend fic where I betray them 🥰

[great-tusk]

ughhh I need to stop having mental breakdowns over little things.

[braxiatel]

I try not to get personally invested in the mcyt content creators, but even so I do enjoy it when they do little things that remind you that they’re friends and very specifically online friends. Because as someone who finds bonding with people over the internet much easier than irl, and as a result whose best friends all live far away, it’s always lovely to see that kind of friendship represented and embraced

[vaciena]

Can I have a hug

[bubble-you]

read a post about if the doctor was a vampire and got snacks from friends. just a bite. and uhh a little horrified because proportionately they’d probably need like 1L of blood at LEAST to be full. And that’s like 25~30% already. So say a snack. But Rory would apparently draw blood for 11 using a needle, and that’s alright, that’s only 5 ml or 10 ml, at most 20. That’s a reasonable snack, if you were to give that away.

It doesn’t dull the dread of if they were to really drink. That’s your strength. Also… the puncture wound needs to heal. Bruises. Anemia. Drained. Unstoppered.

[cats-in-the-clouds]

it is unfortunate when i go to prayer and cry my eyes out and the only response i really hear is that i simply have to bear it. like usually i can get my emotions out and once they’re settled i hear a rational solution but it sucks when i don’t get the answer i want. i just have to keep waiting. like normally i hear something that gives me strength but wow apparently i’ve hit a new low

[fingertipsmp3]

Guys I am fucking blasted

[okcoolthanks]

I am a horrible influence. Someone will say they don’t want to go to their class and I’ll be like “then don’t” and they look at me like I’m insane

[mooseonahunt]

Fucking wild seeing my own fanart get recommended to me on Pinterest under “Ideas for you.” Like bro… that IS me what am I doin here why did this person upload my stuff without even asking me first

[himbo-in-limbo]

Hello! I'm kinda curious, how do you imagine a meeting between Arti and Jo-o would go?

Do they view one another as enemies since Jo-o’s mate is a bad blood?

Tw a lil bit of blood lmao

Honestly hope they never meet 💀 that’d mean that Lord Dragon has finally managed to infiltrate Yautja Prime, and that means war everywhere!

Jo-o would take a liking to Arti (unfortunately) like at least she’d be spared from a deadly fate. But it’s safe to say that Arti wouldn’t like them very much lmao (especially when she’d be forced to work for Jo-o) overall your right, them meeting is basically a very bad ending AU

So enemies for sure!

[buysomecheese]

Preventing myself from freaking tf out by remembering that even my hormones don’t want to be in my body even my body is trying to prove that it’s Wrong and it’s funny that everything agrees with me except my mom and the government

[tiredsadpeach]

Losing my fp is gonna fucking hurt but I just idk I can’t find a way this is gonna end well so I’m coming to terms with it

[boag]

Re: the tags I left on that last post I reblogged, I found this really dark pic of the Ferrell firehouse exterior. This gravel parking lot was the cite of an annual fair that was basically my hometown’s Met Gala . We stepped out in our best fits every summer to make our first appearances in front of everyone before the school year started and we’d take night rides around town sitting on the roof of a firetruck . The soundtrack was always just like Jason Aldean’s discography shuffled and also Wagon Wheel by Darius Rucker