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they’re both lotus juice fans
#i’ve been thinking abt this since i found out lotus juice was in the bsd ost#also dazai would like the evoker way too much#i’d like to think they’d be friends#bsd dazai#bsd fanart#dazai osamu#persona 3 fanart#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#bungo stray dogs#please someone tell me you see the vision#also dazai is way taller than i thought?? like he’s slender man or something
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let it be known that i love prince inigo with my whole soul. however sometimes it is SO much fun to think about owain and his two most loyal-est knights you ever seen: worst guy in the world #1 and worst guy in the world #2. i love retainer inigo and severa so much. retainers who bully you and make fun of you and trash on you but they’d leave behind everyone and everything they ever knew to follow you and protect you in a whole new universe. they love you so much that they’d swear allegiance to total strangers but that loyalty pales in comparison to what they’d do for you. and they were all lovers!!!!!!!
#ann plays awakening#awakening trio#sometimes i forget owain is literal royalty and like#in the bad timeline hes probably like. the second most important person there?? unless luci has a sibling#obviously she’d need her own retainers but unfortunately i am thimking awakening trio thoughts. i miss. i love them in any form#that they are handed to me#i love them as best friends. as forced circumstance allies to family. as lovers.#i know i said lovers in this post but im not sure they’d ever label it as that#to me its very much ‘its not exactly romantic but its too intense to be platonic’#what i am getting at is queer platonic awakening trio btw. in case that wasnt obvious#like no matter who they are or where they go they are eachothers people dude. like literally do not separate#anyways im gonna be thinking long and hard about who should be everyones parents in this timeline#i have what i call my ‘main’ pairings and thats what i use for most of my headcanons (ex prince inigo)#but i’d like a completely separate one for owain retainer trio#i think im pretty set on fred!severa#i couuuldddd pick fred!inigo which i do think is SUPER compelling as well but something about freddy!severa… also shes so cute as a brunette#like sorry… shes just so beautiful#ive been having a lot of thoughts aboht tharj!inigo and i need to figure out if thats current bias talking or if im cooking with that one#i got no idea who owain’s second parent should be. robin maybe? idk#i mean his second parent isnt quite as impactful in regards to trio dynamics in this case just because he’s always the prince but. idk#i really like the idea of half plegian owain but i ALWAYS run half plegian owain cuz im always pairing lissa with robin or henry so its like#this isnt new 😭😭😭 but god. PLEGIAN OWAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hm. though. hear me out. manakete owain???????????????? ehhh????#sorry. idk. i love how changing the parents of the second gen can change their characterization. its like my favorite thing ever#i think its why im so attached to all of them. theres always new things to explore with them!!! its so much fun!!!!!!#graaarfggjjjhhhhhhn!!!!
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Absolutely NOBODY asked for this but Papaya trio sketches because for some reason out of ALL the characters in Ninjago my brain could’ve picked to latch on to, it chose the three who have never canonically met
I’m sorry but I love them dearly
I also apologize for not allowing any character that I draw to NOT have at least one inhuman trait, as you can see Morro got the worst of it here
#Ninjago#morro wu#harumi jade#echo julien#papaya trio#the trio ever#Gonna be honest I’ve been holding on to these sketches for days I just was on the fence about posting them because ‘what if I’m cringe’#But today I decided fuck it I’ll post my crappy cringe Ninjago sketches#It’s tumblr who’s going to judge me /j#Oh also#citrusshipping#It’s one very small thing but it’s there so I’ll tag it#Can y’all guess who my favorite is#I think I’m biased because of season 5 nostalgia#I need to rewatch the oni trilogy though#Since I’m already rambling in the tags i’d like to say that Morro and Harumi are an underrated duo it’d be so funny for them to interact#Like I might be wrong but I just see them going back and forth from being friends to absolutely DESPISING each other on a daily basis#I think they don’t see eye to eye on a LOT of things but when they do agree on stuff they’d be silly#I may be seeing things wrong though like I just started getting back into Ninjago-#so if I am horrendously mischaracterizing anyone please point it out to me#But I mean tbh there’s not a really great frame of reference for Echo since he’s only ‘canonically’ in season 6#Screw canon though Echo is Mr. E to me#Yeah I think that’s enough rambling#Congratulations if you read all of this
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the glenn macdennis comment hurt obviously but also so necessarily cause i’d gotten too delusional i was too obsessed with the potential final prize instead of fully enjoying what i love about what macden is rn which is the saddest awfulest gay tragedy ever written this is such a good catalyst for lowering my expectations and just living laughing loving in the doomed queerbait this is what shipping’s about what fandom’s about what life is about let us rest peacefully knowing that we absolutely will still get shit and it’ll be crazy and funny and sad but ultimately the power to make it beautiful lies with us. as the queerbait gods intended
#or is this just coping. who knows#do still need a five minute sex scene but they can be friends after it#because he is right. it’s funny#it’s also horrible which is the show#but yeah stings oh boy it stings but also this is so so good and fun#and then if it does end up happening we didn’t expect it which makes it better lmao#overall very important thing i think. this is how queerbait should be done it’s beautiful#but yes hush hush don’t worry this is better in the long run i promise#unless it stunts the character development but i don’t think they’d let that happen#that’s like glenn’s favourite thing#but yeah macden is so beyond normal queerbait anyway and i’d honestly been forgetting how fun it was before s16 when it was so unknown#i’m so ready to get back to that complete lack of trust in anything before s17#seeing that tweet did feel like being shot though#‘we need more doomed toxic queerbait’ you couldn’t even handle glenn howerton saying macdennis will never be fully canon#iasip#macdennis#+
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having loadssssss of gonta and kokichi thoughts now...obsessed with them The Besties Ever.........
it gets me because their friendship is both about trusting Each Other. and trusting Themselves. like. in those summer camp interactions. it’s gonta repeatedly putting his trust into kokichi. because that’s his Friend. everybody else says that he shouldn’t. kokichi says that he shouldn’t. but gonta trusts him anyway. not because kokichi is tricking him. but because he’s using his own judgment. instead of following what others say about kokichi and what kokichi says about himself he instead looks at him from his own point of view…and comes to his own conclusion to trust him. and i think that is So Sweet. gonta’s a Lot more intelligent than he gives himself credit for!!! his own conclusion—that kokichi ends up always doing something to make people laugh—is accurate!! he can read him well! that’s where the trusting Himself part comes in. because he’s so convinced that he isn’t smart. that other people inherently know better than him. and yet, even when everyone tells him kokichi’s just trouble—he makes his own decision. he has faith in himself to put faith in kokichi. he is confident in this, which i think is so very important for him
they both kinda see something in each other that the others don’t!!! gonta seeing into kokichi’s better intentions where other people wouldn’t, trusting him despite everyone’s insistence that he isn’t trustworthy, including from kokichi himself. kokichi realizing gonta’s intelligence in a way that others don’t, despite others’ and gonta’s own dismissiveness towards that.
like…aughhhh i have so many thoughts but they aren’t entirely coming out into words correctly. kokichi doesn’t think he deserves a friend like gonta, if the utdp graduation event didn’t make that clear. he almost can’t believe someone could like him as genuinely as gonta does, to the point of accusing gonta of lying about being sad to see kokichi gone. and then in summer camp he keeps saying how gonta trusting him worries him. for kokichi it’s about learning to have faith in someone else to know when they want to hold faith in him. about having faith in himself to trust someone else. If that makes sense.
and then in the main game. It’s So Painful. because everything falls apart for them when they don’t have that. gonta had known what the motive video plan was and had agreed to it. but kokichi’s paranoia got the best of him, which led to gonta’s lack of belief in himself getting the best of him, and they didn’t work together again until chapter 4 at which point both of these issues had gotten Worse.
because the whole thing started with gonta now being so caught up in the need to protect everyone else and the belief that that’s all he’s good for. he goes with everyone’s distrust of kokichi and that’s exactly what kokichi uses to get him to do what he wants. while later kokichi becomes distrustful of gonta because during the trial, it seems like gonta is lying, and lying very well. I hope that i explained this in a way that makes sense my brain is foggy right now and i can’t seem to get the Exact Right words out
i just think they’re neat…i loveeeee the existence of the official non-despair AUs because they’re really cool insight. these two could be So Friends. basically i think they’re like this image:
#kokichi ouma#gonta gokuhara#ndrv3#just give them time and they’d be up there among the most iconic best friend duos i swear it#if only this weren’t a murder game…#they’re like wander&sylvia in my Heart ok? they just didn’t go through the development yet#<- words that make sense to only me. i’d ramble about it so much if there was someone else that’d understand a single bit about it#analysis#i think this is enough to fall under that tag#bow rambles
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im screaming cause i’ve realised that i CHOSE my name, i had that privilege, yet instead of choosing something super cool like Rex or bloody Raptor or something badass like that i chose Ross, a boring normal name!!
okay well maybe i’m being slightly dramatic, i do love my name and also my other one Roe is more creative so it balances it out but I COULD’VE BEEN CALLED RAPTOR. FREAKIN’ RAPTOR DUDE. HOW BADASS IS THAT???
#I JUST REALLY LIKE THE NAME RAPTOR#i know i could just add it to my list of names but my friends wouldn’t use it for me cause they don’t like when people have multiple names#they think it’s cringe and they’d laugh#plus i do love my names already and I’d feel unfaithful getting a third#but GOD DAMMIT MISSED OPPORTUNITY#FUCKING RAPTOR MAN HOW COOL IS THAT#crying screaming throwing up#trans#ftm#transgender#lgbtqia community#lgbtqia+
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Me when I decide to character analysis the mfs I hate the most (Nikolai and Fyodor) solely so I can write a friend fic where I betray them 🥰
#does anyone else write friend fics where they insert their besties into their hyperfixation to do silly things#my writer in crime already wrote a Jjk one and One Piece one so I’m out here doing Bsd to hopefully get her back into it#the way I’d go on for hours abt what organization I think each of my friends would be in#and what character they’d fw the most 😋#also this doesn’t mean I’ll write fics for Fyodor or Nikolai#they can mold like a used condom on a bathroom bar floor Fr#I could make a power point abt why they annoy me sm
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I was like “oh I wanna finish up some more Miis soon!!!” and then lost my Apple Pencil about 5% of the way through my drawing, so I had to do like 80% of it with just my finger 😭😭😭. And then today I was moving my covers to get comfy in my bed, and it fell off of my bed and ended up on the floor. So at least I have that back for the rest of it.
#so like TO BE FAIR TO ME… I am still working on them#but for this one I’m also doing two characters and MAYBE a background depending on how the rest of it goes#I do NOT need to be going over the top like this!!!#I also said I’d simplify a lot of things about chars but I refuse to put anything other than my whole Quentussy into hair.#anyway I kinda wanna match pfps with my ex-bf current close friend but idk how to bring it up#like 90% of matching icons are romantic and I don’t want him to think that I wanna bang or something#update: he said no after I mentioned saving like 20+ pairs of matching icons… my life is truly just one embarrassment after the other </333#like how tf do I brush it off and act nonchalant after that#nobody else in my ‘close friend group’ likes me enough that they’d wanna m/w me so I can’t be like ‘haha no… it’s fine. um idc who I match-#with… willing to do it with any of my friends 😇😇😇.’ I already dropped my passion and excitement…#I’ll stop complaining about this before my tags start needing TWs
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#someone used ‘him’ to describe me for the first time ever#while flirting with me#very casually#with no prior discussion about pronouns or anything#just bc i have ‘any pronouns’ in my twitter bio#which i have for a WHILE#and i haven’t stopped thinking about it since#that was crazy guys#it’s def not a pronoun i’d like used all the time like if someone’s gonna pick just one to use exclusively i’d like it to be she or they#but tossed in there omg#that’s like one of the only thing i miss about my ex and old friends too is they’d use masc terms on me casually#bimbo thinks(for once)
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Can I have a hug
#side effect of slowly getting better is I now have to work out how to have a life after when it feels like I ruined everything#I know I didn’t and my illness would’ve done this eventually but it feels like it cause my degree is worthless now#can’t do any of the jobs that I was going to do anymore#can’t do most entry jobs#can’t do retail or food service or most peoples first jobs#don’t really have irl friends anymore#I’m just. ugh.#my parents said they’d pay for me to go to college again so I can get a degree that works for remote jobs with higher pay than my original#field. which isn’t hard bc that pay was gonna be 20k a year for like six years lmao#and I did stumble across some resources for which doctors can treat my illnesses in Europe so I could try to use it as a way to finally#fucking leave this country but idek how I’d go about getting accepted to a university anywhere if I already have a degree that just doesn’t#work for me anymore#and I’m sad that I can’t do the career I poured my soul into for so long#and I miss my friends and feeling confident#I’m glad I’m getting healthier enough to think about after but I’m terrified and exhausted just thinking about working out how to find what#comes next and what’s possible#and I’m just really really sad#and I’m scared of getting too hopeful about anything#I really miss Austria and people have said I’d really like Germany and I’d love to move but I’m scared I’ll research and find nothing
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read a post about if the doctor was a vampire and got snacks from friends. just a bite. and uhh a little horrified because proportionately they’d probably need like 1L of blood at LEAST to be full. And that’s like 25~30% already. So say a snack. But Rory would apparently draw blood for 11 using a needle, and that’s alright, that’s only 5 ml or 10 ml, at most 20. That’s a reasonable snack, if you were to give that away.
It doesn’t dull the dread of if they were to really drink. That’s your strength. Also… the puncture wound needs to heal. Bruises. Anemia. Drained. Unstoppered.
#I was bleeding from 2 places just now#I feel like an open wound perhaps#I feel like some part of myself is made vulnerable#the precious blood I had grown myself dropping out of me like#like curds#don’t leave me#like I’d been reminded there’s this thin part of my outer membrane#that’s been distressed#blood#you wouldn’t raid a barren farm for crops#I have barely anything to give#all the proteins I ate to form#this blood… all the grain and milk#I have no surplus. any surplus is unfit for donation anyway.#blood…#‘the blood is the liiiiife!’#so yeah to answer the question I don’t know what 12 would do if he was a vampire#and how intimate to ask of your friends a little of their vitality?#but 11 is close enough to Amy and Rory and he’s taken far more from them anyway#to think some people would give their whole stock to me if it would sustain me…#perhaps with 12… Clara… it’d be like a twilight thing. very Eros and Thanatos.#like he would simply control himself no matter how bad he wanted it but they’d take steps on the way. little sacred transgressions#see Don’t Stand So for reference#I haven’t read twilight#but like twilight by contra points. I’ve mentioned a lot on this blog#I can’t believe I forgot to replenish my antivirals and then I got a virus!! how clear and concise this feedback from science
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it is unfortunate when i go to prayer and cry my eyes out and the only response i really hear is that i simply have to bear it. like usually i can get my emotions out and once they’re settled i hear a rational solution but it sucks when i don’t get the answer i want. i just have to keep waiting. like normally i hear something that gives me strength but wow apparently i’ve hit a new low
#literally all my problems would be so much easier to deal with if i had friends#and normally i’d be told ‘do this and you’ll probably find friends’#my plan has always been just to wait for someone to find me bc i’m horribly shy and antisocial#even though logically i know that’s a bad way of going about it#my logical rational analytical brain has always been obsessed with finding concrete answers. it’s always been ‘what can *I* do’#so even when i suffer there’s a part of me that says ‘it’s ok once i’m done crying i can work this out and go right back to trying’#i’ve been emotionally dead for years but i’ve always held onto faith like that#tonight i feel like i’ve been brought low. i feel like i’ve finally been told that i might just have to wait after all#which i might think would be comforting bc it absolves me of responsibility#but it’s actually crushing bc it absolves me of power#i feel like i’m finally facing the realization that i’m powerless and pathetic and i’m never going to be able to fix myself#that i can try as hard as i want but i can’t shake off this cross#but i don’t know how long i have to wait for someone to find me#and even if they find me how do i not fumble it#my first instinct is to push people away bc i assume they’re not really interested they’re just trying to be nice#which is usually true#i don’t even know how to sustain casual friendships and im so desperately in need of deep ones#i can’t open up to someone without just breaking apart and making it clear how pathetic i am#one would think i ought to find someone better than myself who can fix me#but on the other hand i think the only time that the good parts of me come out is when im facing someone even worse than me#like i have a tendency to morph into the opposite of the other person in any given situation to maintain healthy balance#so like when surrounded by extroverts which is almost always i become an introvert#it’s rare to meet an introvert but then i become stronger and more extroverted around them. like something in me just loves helping others#even though i can’t help myself#what do i pray for? a fellow pathetic person? or someone with the patience and kindness and life knowledge of a saint?#will either of them really be found just by chance in my life?#and even if i do meet someone. truly i wish they’d also be lonely. i want them to need me#i don’t want to be a pity charity case. like a side project for someone with real friends already
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Guys I am fucking blasted
#like it’s alright it’s what i intended#but woooooo my tolerance is shot to hell lol#i mean. good. it will save me money#i’m just fucking relieved i remembered to change my bed BEFORE it hit because if i went upstairs to a stripped bed i think i’d just break#down. or sleep in it. it’s been YEARS since i’ve slept on a bare mattress with an uncovered duvet and caseless pillow#i feel like i did it for like a week as a teenager#although when i was on my exchange year i just had a quilt and a selection of blankets because they didn’t have twin size duvet covers#at my local fred meyer and there was no one i could convince to drive me an hour to help me buy a duvet cover#that was a fun year though. i had fun befriending the other broke people who couldn’t afford to leave the dorm#i did have one friend who took me out of town with her several times which was crazy now that i think back on it#that family could fully have killed me if they’d felt like it. i should perhaps send them a gift basket#first i would have to get their address though and i don’t really know how to phrase that message#‘hi thank you for not killing me. may i have your address so i can send a hamper of chocolates and fruits?’#personal
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I am a horrible influence. Someone will say they don’t want to go to their class and I’ll be like “then don’t” and they look at me like I’m insane
#I literally skip a majority of my classes and sure it isn’t helping but I feel like I’d be feeling worse if I were worried about schoolwork#I’m gonna be literally so unemployable in my 30s I’m gonna regret this so much#but whatever I look cool so what are THEY gonna say about it?#I’m also autistic so they give me slack B)#anyways I think that’s also why I don’t have friends anymore because they’d say they don’t want to go to class and I’d ask if they want to#skip with me because I don’t go to class the on the period of the class they hate and they’d just laugh#also my brother and mom are mad at me because of it but whatever if I’m gonna wait through the day it’ll be on MY terms#also I just realized that I used insane I mean like as negative but I don’t mean to say that people who are labeled insane are negative or#bad in any way I didn’t know what for a while so I used it like that but I’m working on it and i rarely do anymore and when I do I apologize#like im doing now lol. sorry abt that
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Fucking wild seeing my own fanart get recommended to me on Pinterest under “Ideas for you.” Like bro… that IS me what am I doin here why did this person upload my stuff without even asking me first
#a few days ago I joked about this being a right of passage as an artist cuz I thought it was funny#I’d only seen super talented and amazing people have their stuff reposted on Pinterest and thought it was funny seeing#the same thing happen to me but#I’ve had time to think about it and really let it settle in how annoyed I am by this#I probably would’ve said yes if they’d just asked if they could reupload#with credit of course (like a link or smth not just leaving my username and watermark in there)#anyways#moose rambles#moose posting#thank you to my dear friend for letting me know as soon as they saw my stuff on there#seeing it appear again just reignited my discomfort and annoyance
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Hello! I'm kinda curious, how do you imagine a meeting between Arti and Jo-o would go?
Do they view one another as enemies since Jo-o’s mate is a bad blood?
Tw a lil bit of blood lmao
Honestly hope they never meet 💀 that’d mean that Lord Dragon has finally managed to infiltrate Yautja Prime, and that means war everywhere!
Jo-o would take a liking to Arti (unfortunately) like at least she’d be spared from a deadly fate. But it’s safe to say that Arti wouldn’t like them very much lmao (especially when she’d be forced to work for Jo-o) overall your right, them meeting is basically a very bad ending AU
So enemies for sure!
#maybe if somehow Arti was the one to find Jo o and rescue them I’d think they’d be very good friends#honestly even if Jo o did take Arti they’d just use em as a therapist LMAO#forced to be their best friend#and paint them pictures of them and their mate#like a lot#again very very bad ending#my art#digital art#digital illustration#original design#original character#my oc#oc lore#blog ask#blog stuff#The Artisan
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